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Update about my brother

Short update on what's going on and thoughts on people that bring up my brother

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  • @GuessMyName86
    @GuessMyName86 Жыл бұрын

    This guy is clearly still in distress. Let them man and his family mourn. God bless Angel!

  • @daduncker20D

    @daduncker20D

    Жыл бұрын

    My brother passed away 11 years ago that shit haunted me and was still on my mind almost 8 years later. I was honestly sick of hearing people bring it up for years.

  • @DJLAWOLF

    @DJLAWOLF

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@daduncker20D you got understand it's a good thing to talk about him because there's always going to be good memories about the times you had with him you need to stop you can't just say that or I'm sick of tired of it you keep doing that to yourself you're going to make yourself more depressed than you are sometimes it's okay to talk about someone that just passed away you people need to grow the fuck up and he needs to the KZreadr does and he just said that his brother's not dead okay and he just said that was his mom being on the door he doesn't want to talk about it what happen I know that's not his mom knocking on the damn thing and then panicked attack mode recorded it and then post it if you didn't want people to ask about his brother why post-it you can understand where I'm coming from okay we all know how it feels to lose a loved one or somebody or anybody for that matter we talked about it because people think they're the only ones with problem you people need here you can't say oh I don't want to hear it cuz you think you're the only one with the problems you're not you can't predict the future you can't change the past like I said I know how it feels to lose somebody but you gotta move on

  • @crazyjames2775

    @crazyjames2775

    Жыл бұрын

    Johnathon

  • @JayT172

    @JayT172

    Жыл бұрын

    @@daduncker20Dok

  • @SwannsProposal

    @SwannsProposal

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@daduncker20Dok

  • @Exostream
    @Exostream Жыл бұрын

    he literally said he doesn’t wanna hear your guys story about losing a loved one, and yet people still talk about their lost ones.

  • @sexcdoll

    @sexcdoll

    Жыл бұрын

    well if he didn’t want to hear peoples stories why’d he post this video ofc when people see death it can cause them to express or vent about a death that’s happened to them they were ig trying to relate and make him feel better but clealry he doesn’t care that his brother passed i mean seriously look at the way he acts 😂

  • @Exostream

    @Exostream

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sexcdoll he obviously does care, it’s just been a while at that point and he’s slowly moving on, he posted the video to simply update people on it so everyone can just stop asking him for more details on the topic. I’m sure he didn’t even want to make this video either.

  • @5.56gg

    @5.56gg

    Жыл бұрын

    Tbh nobody gives a shit about your lost love ones

  • @giordanocarneiro3807

    @giordanocarneiro3807

    Жыл бұрын

    . Yeah, for some way they want him to feel ok. But those guys need to respect his decision to not hearing this type of text about losing parents.

  • @PyroTF2realone

    @PyroTF2realone

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sexcdoll the hell is wrong with you? "He does not care" have you ever lost someone? Every one acts diferently to something as serious as this, some break down but others cant accept something serious like this, when my grandfather died i dint cry for days, not because i dint like him or something like that, i dint cry because i was not willing to accept this reality, after one or two weeks i started hating myself because i tougth i was some heartleass bastard who dint even care one of his family members died, then, i came to terms with it, some people react diferently, even if it looks like someone doenst care, that doeant give you reason to insult them, espeacily if its someone you dont even know

  • @friendly_kush4209
    @friendly_kush4209 Жыл бұрын

    Hope this ain't to upsetful but I hope it's going as well as it can and I hope your doing alright mentally brother, some ppl don't know the severity of situations but keep the work up and keep doing what makes you happy, much love💖

  • @hawkeye4324

    @hawkeye4324

    Жыл бұрын

    We love you Angel, don't forget that. We'll always be here for you.☺️

  • @DJLAWOLF

    @DJLAWOLF

    Жыл бұрын

    We know how sensitivity it's like you people keep thinking that other people don't go through s*** like everybody else need to open there fucking mind and stop thinking that they're the only ones with problems they're not just because you don't want to hear someone's dead relatives here's the thing you talk about it it hurts others and it reminds how it feels to lose somebody it's like okay I care about this person but the the person don't care about me it's like okay you can talk about yours but I can't talk about mine the reason why people have this conversation like this is due to the fact that they think that they're they're the only ones this dude just lost his girl from smoking I guess the video is called that she didn't make it maybe if you could watch that video maybe you can open your fucking mind and relate what happened and people who talk like this such as your comment and this dude's KZread video that he posted you guys just got be grateful that people respond to you and asking questions because they care if they didn't care they wouldn't ask don't be mad at the people when they asked if you're all right is your brother okay don't be mad at that I like I said people talk about their loved ones because they know how it feels you have to listen to it cuz if you don't listen to it you're basing make yourself feel like I'm only one person that cares with my own problems to deal with sure you have your own problems to deal with but don't push people away and stop thinking that you're the only one

  • @DJLAWOLF

    @DJLAWOLF

    Жыл бұрын

    And I'm not making this a thing I'm just laying down points and facts everybody's got everybody caring for each other and that's the thing we should have all in within the KZread community we should be all friends here and chilling and having a good time without the problems in the stress that we keep on having every other day of life throughout seconds minutes hours days weeks months years if you let everything bother you put you down and missing your loved ones we'll still put you down you don't cry about the memories you be happy with once you are crying that means you're thinking about their death I know how it feels losing people I said before so be grateful that there's people like us out there that do care at least most of those people are appreciative of what we have in front of us right now we can't just keep looking at the past we got look forward but we can't just look forward also we have to think about what's going on right now in front of us not about yesterday not about tomorrow but today you choose what makes you happy you point your decisions you make your life choices

  • @Brentp555

    @Brentp555

    11 ай бұрын

    I know …. You don’t want to hear it all the time . I hope he lived his best life . And he wil be there. I appreciate your work ❤

  • @WhoINVITEDme

    @WhoINVITEDme

    8 ай бұрын

    He just said he dosent want to hear it.

  • @joshhaswrizz
    @joshhaswrizz Жыл бұрын

    i've never watched your vids but i'm really happy you're doing good. i discovered what what happened (and you) just now. when i saw the clip my heart dropped. glad to see you're handling well. hope the best for you.

  • @WTWFOOTBALL
    @WTWFOOTBALL Жыл бұрын

    He’s proud of you bro. We all are. Keep on streaming them dubs my dude ❤️

  • @aliciakidd7940
    @aliciakidd7940 Жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry about people who don't think of others feelings before opening their mouth. This is years past but the pain never goes away and you and your mom are so strong for being kind to those who want to get in your business.

  • @WalkingRoscoe
    @WalkingRoscoe Жыл бұрын

    Understand completely. Heartbreaking doesn't begin to explain what goes on in the mind and the soul. Had a few bros die on us while we were in the Iraq War. 🙏

  • @youngjc1505

    @youngjc1505

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service soldier 🫡

  • @GwenAlmasi

    @GwenAlmasi

    Жыл бұрын

    there were no weapons of mass destruction😢not only were millions of innocent civilians killed, but many soldiers died too and for no reason. some soldiers even left the army and confronted George bush for lying about weapons of mass destruction, also saying their friends who fought in the army died because of him. its so sad.

  • @neoswagtwigofthetwignation9778

    @neoswagtwigofthetwignation9778

    11 ай бұрын

    War only brings pain. I truly wish humanity would stop destroying itself. Conflict solves nothing.

  • @Worth303.

    @Worth303.

    6 ай бұрын

    Thank you for your service

  • @CaughtInp
    @CaughtInp Жыл бұрын

    Losing your brother is a different type of pain. All the best to you and the family 🙏🏽

  • @Bazsikkaa
    @Bazsikkaa Жыл бұрын

    RIP!❤ Keep up the good work and tale the time you need whenever you need it!❤ We love you

  • @uunam3dd
    @uunam3dd Жыл бұрын

    bro, I'm sorry about the loss of your brother, may he be in paradise, so that everything is fine with you. 💖

  • @rory2569
    @rory2569 Жыл бұрын

    Stay strong dude. Keep busy and focus on your goals. Take care dude.

  • @aviechan
    @aviechan Жыл бұрын

    Do what you gotta do. Much respect to you and your family.

  • @petershmurgle8843
    @petershmurgle8843 Жыл бұрын

    Some of the realest saddest shit I’ve ever seen. Stay up brother and keep On carrying on. Great mentality. Much love homie.

  • @asmab3456
    @asmab3456 Жыл бұрын

    Im sorry for ur loss Stay strong my brother, may he rest in peace

  • @DcsMaster

    @DcsMaster

    Жыл бұрын

    He literally said dont tell him that u r sad about his lost

  • @brandonboss6868
    @brandonboss6868Ай бұрын

    I respect that! I admire your strength to pull through and do what you love no matter that pain! That will get you far in life brother. I love you!

  • @TezcatlipocaMountyRailfan
    @TezcatlipocaMountyRailfan Жыл бұрын

    You have my most sincere condolences. You will be in my prayers, friend.

  • @jacobwaddell6075
    @jacobwaddell6075 Жыл бұрын

    Wishing you and your family peace and a life full of happiness my brother

  • @cieraserrano6284
    @cieraserrano6284 Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you had to make this Angel. I really feel like you shouldn’t have. You know we all love you Angel. You know I’m always here for you if you need someone to talk to. I know you’ll be okay Angel. ❤️

  • @scottfrost8956
    @scottfrost8956 Жыл бұрын

    Bless you brother… Stay moving forward!

  • @ProjectPeeace
    @ProjectPeeace Жыл бұрын

    God Bless you & your family Angel my condolences to all of you🙏♥️ Its unfortunate to lose those we care for deeply but find peace to understand he's not suffering anymore, may God be with you all keep your head up

  • @DarioOreos
    @DarioOreos7 ай бұрын

    To hear those were knocks is insane to think about... What his mother must've felt in that moment is haunting to think about. Salute to the strength you show, wish you and your family well.

  • @loakoa8725

    @loakoa8725

    3 ай бұрын

    She was thinking about how hard she was going to hit her son with the same meaty fists she was using to knock down the door. The son, terrified and backed into a corner, had enough of his mother’s abuse, but since he had no escape…

  • @stevensung7696
    @stevensung76969 ай бұрын

    Thanks for this video and follow up. I hope for the best of you.

  • @BlackTemplarhighchaplain
    @BlackTemplarhighchaplain Жыл бұрын

    Your brother may rest in peace and now he is in a better place watching over you and his family

  • @Chief_Operation

    @Chief_Operation

    9 күн бұрын

    Thats not how it works in the bible you have yo wait for judgement day

  • @Isolational
    @Isolational Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you had to go through that I couldn’t imagine the pain your brother loved you so much just know that we’re all here for you when I was watching the stream I got so scared we love you

  • @Jp_corporation_1993
    @Jp_corporation_1993 Жыл бұрын

    I feel so bad, this might have been so long ago about 2 years ago… but. I feel so bad, I don’t watch you but. You being so calm about this and staying so strong is wonderful. You earned a sub.

  • @13Blueyes13
    @13Blueyes13 Жыл бұрын

    God bless This man. I hope you feel better about this situation

  • @whazzlegaming3856
    @whazzlegaming3856 Жыл бұрын

    I Love your content. We love you too as a community. Much Love to you❤❤❤

  • @rodannnn
    @rodannnn Жыл бұрын

    That's really unfortunate bro, I discovered your channel with that stream, I hope your future will be brighter.

  • @Zamurai-9
    @Zamurai-9 Жыл бұрын

    We love you bro is sucks because we watch your videos to make our days better and you struggle with yours just know no matter how much time passes you will have all your fans here! Take care bro thank you for the content

  • @loakoa8725

    @loakoa8725

    3 ай бұрын

    Nobody’s watching his videos 😂

  • @Naruto-nt5ry

    @Naruto-nt5ry

    2 ай бұрын

    ​​Bro shut up i swear we dont even care Who are you see the world is getting so bad beacause of People like you i swear you guys are fuck*d he lost someone Who was on his heart JUST IMAGINE IF SOMEONE DIE YOU WILL FEEL THE DEPRESSION LIKE HIM​@@loakoa8725

  • @Naruto-nt5ry

    @Naruto-nt5ry

    2 ай бұрын

    ​@@loakoa8725actully it's the same as you

  • @heathyhbaby
    @heathyhbaby Жыл бұрын

    I want to tell you So much about myself, I have been through alot. But i know you dont want or need it. All i can say is , it gets better bro. It will never feel like it will … but it does. I hope you are doing what you love while smiling. Gl brotha

  • @jessicataylor7125
    @jessicataylor7125 Жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry you had to go threw that and sending prayers. Keep up the good content and stay strong

  • @bellam7792
    @bellam7792 Жыл бұрын

    Échale ganas tan Bella para adelante y sigue subiendo contenido! Y ánimo ninguna de las palabras te darán consuelo es un dolor que se aprende a vivir con el y es molesto que lo recuerden! ❤

  • @howardcraigiv518
    @howardcraigiv518 Жыл бұрын

    Sorry my friend. I get not wanting to talk about it. No one should be bothering this Man. It is none of the public’s business anyways. Keep your head up Angel. May your Brother rest in peace and i send all my prayers and blessings to you and your family. Im not familiar with you or your channel but my brother is and he told me about the incident that happen and me being in recovery for the last 4 years i felt in my heart that i need to tell you have amazingly strong of a individual you are. Keep your head up. You influence individuals on a daily basis and dont even know it. I guarantee that video change at least 1 persons view or outlook on something in life and it could be anything. Your a strong person and the people that watch you on the internet look up to you Angel. 🙏🏼….

  • @flyrgd
    @flyrgd Жыл бұрын

    Love you bro! Keep doing what you're doing!

  • @spiderfam5036
    @spiderfam5036 Жыл бұрын

    I didnt know who were or what your streams were about but I have to say your brother will be missed deeply. Even though this happened 3 years ago. My prayers to you and your family to get through this tough time. ❤️🕊️

  • @Galaxokit

    @Galaxokit

    10 ай бұрын

    @@WilliamAfton34797how is that funny?!

  • @WilliamAfton34797

    @WilliamAfton34797

    10 ай бұрын

    @@Galaxokit cuz i dont care about humanity

  • @NoLGBTforyou

    @NoLGBTforyou

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@WilliamAfton34797bros a human himself 💀

  • @percdestroyer3071
    @percdestroyer3071 Жыл бұрын

    Ur strong man , extremely strong. To be able to keep doing these videos with the enthusiasm you have. Salute brother🫶🏼🙏🏽

  • @sumorumobu_
    @sumorumobu_ Жыл бұрын

    it's ok Angel, i understand you. Continue with your content, and you can be sure that I will watch it

  • @MsKimmie
    @MsKimmie Жыл бұрын

    I am sending my love❤️ and prayers🙏 to you and your family!

  • @Lilz3stf3st
    @Lilz3stf3st7 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss and I hope you feel better 🕊️

  • @witheredbonniegaming_real
    @witheredbonniegaming_real7 ай бұрын

    I feel so bad, rest in piece to your brother

  • @allanmaxwell67
    @allanmaxwell67 Жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry for ur loss I had a brother who died before I was gone I hope everyone in your family is ok

  • @Arctix-27

    @Arctix-27

    Жыл бұрын

    Did u really watch the vid...

  • @DaHoopa0
    @DaHoopa0 Жыл бұрын

    You could tell he cried his heart out after filming this 😔

  • @worstfate

    @worstfate

    Жыл бұрын

    No you can’t

  • @DaHoopa0

    @DaHoopa0

    Жыл бұрын

    @@worstfate what 🤦‍♂️

  • @2500curbstomper

    @2500curbstomper

    Жыл бұрын

    @@worstfateno, you cant, cause your mind idiotic

  • @slackmartin7610

    @slackmartin7610

    Жыл бұрын

    No you can’t

  • @the.black.swordsman

    @the.black.swordsman

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@DaHoopa0 u can't prove it,is what he means

  • @Quikturns
    @Quikturns Жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry to hear that, may he rest in peace

  • @trishilapatel4471
    @trishilapatel44719 күн бұрын

    Angel I never met you but I know you are a epitome of strength but all you can do is carry on and live the life fullest because everyone would want you to and I glad you are living your best life. =)

  • @JonnyBoyOfficial
    @JonnyBoyOfficial Жыл бұрын

    Hey mate, I’m sending my best wishes. ❤

  • @hypticnosisgaming
    @hypticnosisgaming Жыл бұрын

    Bro honestly having to experience that especially while you was live is so harsh it's hard enough loosing someone it's worst that it wasn't private for you and your family keep grinding buddy much love

  • @bouncedatazz4122
    @bouncedatazz4122 Жыл бұрын

    Couldn’t imagine bro smh stay prayed up everyday! Praise to the most high

  • @Taking_the_break
    @Taking_the_break7 ай бұрын

    God bless you and your family homie. Gonna keep you in my prayers

  • @amaridatrumpeter
    @amaridatrumpeter Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry man. This is so fucked up. Stay strong tho man and it’s gonna be okay. May your bro rest in piece man.❤🙏

  • @ABuenoAdiosMaste
    @ABuenoAdiosMaste Жыл бұрын

    I feel you man,he's in a good place now

  • @superacidyoshininja_yoshi
    @superacidyoshininja_yoshi Жыл бұрын

    Hope you're doing better, Bro. May God look over your family

  • @jarednewman7823
    @jarednewman7823 Жыл бұрын

    Hey, man. I can relate. I'm glad you're getting by decently.

  • @Nuhndae
    @Nuhndae Жыл бұрын

    Im sorry for all the people who kept bringing it up i tried to tell them and they didnt listen sorry for that man

  • @cakeguy218
    @cakeguy218 Жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss, God bless you and your family.

  • @MIKOLG
    @MIKOLG7 күн бұрын

    I want you to give your mum a hug bro she needs it after seeing her son pass away infront of her eyes

  • @armorykittington
    @armorykittington Жыл бұрын

    Sorry to hear man. I'd turn off all my media and wander off into a forest for like a week. Can't fathom trying to create and promote content at a time like this. Stay mentally well, dude.

  • @haydensansing5091
    @haydensansing5091 Жыл бұрын

    I just recently found out about this. And I am so sorry to hear about your brother. May he rest in peace.

  • @r.rodriguez4991

    @r.rodriguez4991

    Жыл бұрын

    You didn't watch the video before commenting, did you?

  • @haydensansing5091

    @haydensansing5091

    Жыл бұрын

    But all I knew from before the time of Angelwalks' brother's death, I seen a video of him playing a tournament. Not from his channel, but from another channel (which is not his channel) but still, may his brother rest in peace.

  • @jgicecream12yt

    @jgicecream12yt

    11 ай бұрын

    @@haydensansing5091. They mean If you watched video you would know angel said that he doesn’t want no one to bring up his brother…

  • @-4crystical
    @-4crystical Жыл бұрын

    I understand,its painfull and absolutely heart breaking,but i can tell you that you're brother loves you with all his heart from the bottom to the top,you dont have to post daily if you dont want to,its really okay,we will let you have time,you're amazing same goes with you're brother,may god bless you and him.

  • @prosecanlik4296
    @prosecanlik4296 Жыл бұрын

    I just saw a video from your stream when that happened... i am in shock man. So sorry for your loss, man. May he rest in peace

  • @AngelPerez-dw8ou
    @AngelPerez-dw8ou Жыл бұрын

    I have to say, I didn't know who you were before the incident, but my name is Angel too and hearing your mom screaming your name, it made me think about my mom and my brother. I can only imagine how awful it must of been. You are doing great man, you really are, keep your head up. I wish you the best with your content creation. To great days ahead, for everyone

  • @Carter-wm7cb

    @Carter-wm7cb

    Жыл бұрын

    He said he didn’t want to hear your story

  • @ShinyStarX

    @ShinyStarX

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Carter-wm7cb no

  • @draydenrowe1276

    @draydenrowe1276

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Carter-wm7cb he didn't say they died so there is no reason to call him out.

  • @ironlisa7s

    @ironlisa7s

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@Carter-wm7cb legit when did he say he died?

  • @jayden_edits6

    @jayden_edits6

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@Carter when did he say they died

  • @liyplayz_
    @liyplayz_ Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss :( I hate people who bring traumatic moments up again after some time. I'm glad you're starting to move on from what happened. :)

  • @SpiderJit3

    @SpiderJit3

    Жыл бұрын

    *proceeds to bring up traumatic moment*

  • @Shotzfired03

    @Shotzfired03

    Жыл бұрын

    @@SpiderJit3 the literal topic of the vid

  • @AlexJones-yr5pc

    @AlexJones-yr5pc

    Жыл бұрын

    @@SpiderJit3 u defo touch kids

  • @SpiderJit3

    @SpiderJit3

    Жыл бұрын

    @@AlexJones-yr5pc u weird as hell for bringing that up when it got nothing to do with anything. Seems like it's on your mind.😭

  • @SpiderJit3

    @SpiderJit3

    Жыл бұрын

    @@CoolOkay_ how did I have what bro said coming💀 mad weird y'all need therapy

  • @snoland2297
    @snoland229710 ай бұрын

    Man stay strong I feel for you.

  • @makenziexd986
    @makenziexd986 Жыл бұрын

    Rip to his brother honestly. When people said it was gunshots. I immediately said no it's not, it's his dad or mam banging on the door and I was right about it being his mam or dad banging on the door. Anyways have a lovely life bro

  • @jixer1495
    @jixer1495 Жыл бұрын

    Never tell the internet what NOT to do. Ur asking for trolls to come and get u

  • @kanameedits
    @kanameedits Жыл бұрын

    If your brother was related to you he must have been a good person. May god lead him into a knew life of peace.

  • @Mistertophatcat
    @Mistertophatcat Жыл бұрын

    God bless you man I hope your ok R.I.P your brother I hope he has fun in heaven

  • @Plutoniogen1
    @Plutoniogen1 Жыл бұрын

    Again man. I’m really sorry about this loss for you man.

  • @yellowreal9150

    @yellowreal9150

    Жыл бұрын

    Did you not watch the video?

  • @aliblox1192
    @aliblox1192 Жыл бұрын

    this is the definition of brave

  • @brianelliott6747

    @brianelliott6747

    Жыл бұрын

    Lol ok

  • @brianelliott6747

    @brianelliott6747

    Жыл бұрын

    His brother did some dumb shit so that makes him brave like who fucking cares bro another junkie sent into the ether never to be thought of again done a little dust speck on the lense of life that nobody noticed ❤

  • @jamesmatushin5457
    @jamesmatushin5457 Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry bro iv lost mom dad sister all to drugs in the last 2 years i know your pain keep your head up

  • @MarioIbandq-qb6ku
    @MarioIbandq-qb6ku10 ай бұрын

    Well hope you feel better and I’m sorry for you loss and I hope you have a good future and R.I.P your brother love you angle.

  • @Fallen58Angel
    @Fallen58Angel Жыл бұрын

    Lost mine in 2006. It still messes with me to this day. It gets easier over time.

  • @Gijohoe

    @Gijohoe

    Жыл бұрын

    Keep your head up 👑

  • @onecityyt8961
    @onecityyt8961 Жыл бұрын

    Love you bro🥺💙

  • @johnathanwilliams191
    @johnathanwilliams1916 ай бұрын

    I wish you the best man I hope your better

  • @UItrakilla
    @UItrakilla Жыл бұрын

    That video that I just watched broke my heart man I hope you and your family can heal and move on from this

  • @SnakeSkinz
    @SnakeSkinz Жыл бұрын

    Hey man, I don't know who you are but this popped up on my feed. I completely understand what you're going through. My dad unexpectedly passed away last year, and it's the toughest sh*t I've ever had to deal with. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him, and the pain never goes away. I think we just learn to tolerate it after awhile, but the whole "time heals" things is BS. Usually said by people who don't actually experience it. Stay strong man

  • @bigboyhours6473

    @bigboyhours6473

    Жыл бұрын

    He said he doesn't wanna hear your shit

  • @jaggirl

    @jaggirl

    Жыл бұрын

    No sad stories remember.... Most people these days have experienced loss. Like yours and worse. I know i have.

  • @lalalandboom223

    @lalalandboom223

    Жыл бұрын

    He literally said no stories of loved ones dying. Do you listen?

  • @awesomegaming8617
    @awesomegaming8617 Жыл бұрын

    Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I'm here with you. I lost a brother in my family to severe illness in early 2021 and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I made it to hospital and he had already passed. He was a twin and they were not much younger than me, he was way too young to go. Unless I'm there, his sister is now the oldest in the house looking after my younger siblings making sure they get on the bus, and I can only help whenever I'm there. I'm just happy she was there, but the fact I couldn't be there with them will always hurt. I mean always, it will probably never leave the back of my head. The hospital was far away and he passed 40 minutes before I even got there. And some people have told me that I was still there and even though he has already passed he knew I was still there, we'll I surely must certainly hope that's true, it's not easy to know that and it's still not the same as being there and saying goodbye while he was still beating and breathing so it wasn't the same. Even if he wasn't conscious, it's still much much different to me, and nobody should have to lose a sibling like that, especially not even being able to have the chance to help them or say goodbye. Enjoy every moment you have with family, because you never know when you'll lose them, or possibly one day they lose you. You're not promised your best friend or a family member waking up alive tomorrow, and you're not promised your own life tomorrow! So that's why I say be careful out there! And also enjoy every moment you have with relatives and friends.

  • @slax3993

    @slax3993

    Жыл бұрын

    Ohh damn bro I’m sorry for your loss I know sometimes in life we go through tuff times

  • @VladTheImpaler6969

    @VladTheImpaler6969

    Жыл бұрын

    Imma assume a family member of your died. I fr didnt read shit but if a member did die, so sorry

  • @ChromaSkys

    @ChromaSkys

    Жыл бұрын

    😭 I'm a twin it hit me hard , no words I can really say .

  • @hristiyanstefanov19

    @hristiyanstefanov19

    Жыл бұрын

    L

  • @juanpaulolizardo6329

    @juanpaulolizardo6329

    Жыл бұрын

    @@ChromaSkys Same, imagine losing a sibling. Me and my twin were bff’s for 10 yrs and I never want to lose her.

  • @peekabootm1628
    @peekabootm1628 Жыл бұрын

    God bless you and your family! 🙏🏻

  • @tbggaming8977
    @tbggaming8977 Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your brother and this happen to my brother,brother friend and my cousin😢

  • @dakotal7427
    @dakotal7427 Жыл бұрын

    Lost my brother last October to drugs, coming up on a year here soon. Still feels like yesterday I got the phone call. I know how it feels to think of him every day. Keep that momentum going and don't feel bad if you stop to grieve and think of him. Just heal up. The pain doesn't go away but we will get stronger. Thank you for the video.

  • @awesomegaming8617

    @awesomegaming8617

    Жыл бұрын

    In 5 months will mark 2 years after the passing of a brother in my family, who passed from severe illness. Passed around 40 minutes before I even got to the hospital because it was so far away. He also has a twin sister, who is now the oldest sibling in the house besides me whenever I'm there, even though they were twins and the oldest would be both of them unless again, I'm there. We ended up finding out his illnesses were far from severe and far from normal. Waited for months after for an Autopsy report, they pretty much didn't tell us anything, assuming the reason is they probably couldn't figure it out. I know the 2020s decade has just started and begun but that's pretty much when things changed and flipped to a never ending nightmare. We've lost other family and also pets in this time span too aswell, but more on that another time. We're just trying to stay focused in the good things and positive happening in life as those are all we have to really go by and to keep going and getting through every day, that's what I need to do anyway, or otherwise my energy ends up draining and like can't focus, or I stop caring about anything that needs to get done, and I try not to think that way. I also have met new friends and even found a girlfriend with similar interests as me and things we like to do. Next month actually marks a year of us dating. She actually got in an accident a couple months ago and looking back on what could've happened, I'm very thankttful and grateful that she's alright and that she's still alive and doing well! I would be even more lost and questioning existence as a whole even more if something bad were to have happened to her.

  • @jaggirl

    @jaggirl

    Жыл бұрын

    Sshhh.

  • @lalalandboom223

    @lalalandboom223

    Жыл бұрын

    @@awesomegaming8617he said he doesn’t want to hear your stories. He wants to move on. Do you listen?

  • @FabianJr2012

    @FabianJr2012

    Ай бұрын

    He just said he doesent wanna hear your story

  • @aislynnblancett9680
    @aislynnblancett9680 Жыл бұрын

    sick setup uve got!! its admirable how successful you are after such a soul destroying moment in your life.

  • @baronghede2365
    @baronghede23657 ай бұрын

    My condolences sorry for your loss, Blessed Be.

  • @KeepTheGates
    @KeepTheGates Жыл бұрын

    Wow, the sad background music totally makes this seem genuine and relatable.

  • @jazionfoster5981
    @jazionfoster5981 Жыл бұрын

    That’s so sad man

  • @dcombs3473
    @dcombs3473 Жыл бұрын

    I'm here

  • @Imagoober362
    @Imagoober362 Жыл бұрын

    Im so sorry man i know how it feels to lose someone that you love ❤️ 😢

  • @user-ti8of7oh9h
    @user-ti8of7oh9h7 ай бұрын

    I appreciate this man and he didnt have to explain anything to anyone about things in his personal life! Since we all know and i dont mean to add on to what he said he didnt want but R.I.P. to his brother! 🙏

  • @zahelysjordan8118
    @zahelysjordan8118 Жыл бұрын

    My baby brother also passed away in 2020 from fentanyl OD😔 he was only 22! U are not alone, just know that he loved u with all his heart! His looking after u, and you will be with him when the time is right! It's ok to cry, I know ur pain! Remember the good times with him, all the smiles and laughs!! Hang in there buddy, everything will be alright!

  • @justynrivera8207

    @justynrivera8207

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm sos sorry for your loss😢

  • @swagking7872
    @swagking7872 Жыл бұрын

    Lost my brother with half a heart when he was born ❤

  • @lalalandboom223

    @lalalandboom223

    Жыл бұрын

    He said he doesn’t want to hear stories.

  • @Atom_icbomb
    @Atom_icbomb7 ай бұрын

    Hope your doing well man, best to you and your family

  • @maqt
    @maqt2 ай бұрын

    I love you bro. I'm so sorry.

  • @Lippymer
    @Lippymer Жыл бұрын

    I see the tears in your eyes man just let it out don’t hold it back it’s okay to cry we all cry you aren’t alone it’s not healthy to hold them back man

  • @encryptid6635

    @encryptid6635

    Жыл бұрын

    He will just not on video man he doesn’t want ppl to see that

  • @encryptid6635

    @encryptid6635

    Жыл бұрын

    But try not to tell him what to do

  • @Lippymer

    @Lippymer

    Жыл бұрын

    Why hide it why hide how you truly feel you should just show it if your happy or if your sad don’t try to hide it

  • @encryptid6635

    @encryptid6635

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Lippymer not all people feel that way

  • @chriscarroll490
    @chriscarroll490 Жыл бұрын

    My Sister passed away in 2019 of the same thing. It still hurts and I understand how bad it still hurts today. I got custody of her son now and thats the only thing keeping me going. Prayers for you and your family. Next month makes 3 years 😢

  • @thegamer4646

    @thegamer4646

    Жыл бұрын

    Damn soz for your loss, 2019 was a terrible year for me aswell I didn’t loose anyone but I was thinking about suicide until I got anxiety which was 3 months ago and I still have it today. Always keep your mental health in check and I am keeping mine in check aswell

  • @lalalandboom223

    @lalalandboom223

    Жыл бұрын

    @@thegamer4646how would anxiety cure wanting to kill yourself? Wouldn’t it make you worse?

  • @BrotherhoodOfsteel_knight
    @BrotherhoodOfsteel_knight Жыл бұрын

    Damn… he shall not be forgotten.

  • @Leway.
    @Leway. Жыл бұрын

    Love u man sry about your loss man

  • @THE-OFFICIAL-AR15
    @THE-OFFICIAL-AR15 Жыл бұрын

    👇Pay respect😔

  • @officialbeanman2238
    @officialbeanman2238 Жыл бұрын

    I know this took alot to upload I'm sorry u had to loose some one so close and btw some ofthe other people who commented before me are heartless

  • @incerno159
    @incerno159 Жыл бұрын

    I just discovered you on my recommended. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @MarioAnibalRojasMIlian
    @MarioAnibalRojasMIlian10 сағат бұрын

    Im sorry to hear it God bless you

  • @TheOnlyDarcey
    @TheOnlyDarcey Жыл бұрын

    What happed was his brother took an overdose and his mother was bagging on the door and when they got into his room he was found dead on the floor cold and his mother was crying hysterically when he was found dead. I think it was his sister that sadly had to shout out “ ROBERTS DEAD ROBERTS DEAD! “. I am sorry for your loss i lost 3 people last year and I understand how difficult it is to let someone go.. but sometimes you have to get through it and think about the positive things and the other people you have!❤

  • @lalalandboom223

    @lalalandboom223

    Жыл бұрын

    He said he didn’t want to hear your stories

  • @knghty

    @knghty

    Жыл бұрын

    you should delete this. the video is pretty self explanatory. I’d hate for him to have to read this and relive it.

  • @rmobnation9395
    @rmobnation9395 Жыл бұрын

    When someone says,"sorry for your loss", it means they're empathizing with you. Letting go won't happen by silencing the people who literally pay your bills.

  • @elgoblino8640

    @elgoblino8640

    Жыл бұрын

    And he said he doesn't want people to empathize because it just reminds him of a horrible situation even if they don't mean any harm, and whether they are the ones who pay his bills, that does not give anyone the right to remind him about a tragic event like this.

  • @PlumberWRX

    @PlumberWRX

    Жыл бұрын

    He just seems to not be coping the best

  • @vpansf

    @vpansf

    7 ай бұрын

    If someone reminds you of someone you love that died, you'd obviously be sad. He doesn't want that situation to happen.