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@christopherwillams5408

Жыл бұрын

Pedophile and Pedophilia a perfect Discernment by the father and son a perfect judgement..when girls do it: when boys do it: truth liberation sent to do the judging where should they Be? Annexe? Love your smile and the foundation, and you know the aroma and incense of the love that you wanted for yourself and so do I . This rusk clean uncovered love. It's uncut a bond united from aeons of observance and interchanging. I met her during a home Bible study and visit from Mormon Saints she was a consort " an bathe".. I thought that she was so appealing and rusk I wanted to know how it would feel if we both agreed to Yes..Long brown hair and womanly , " what do we say after we agree our spirit" Like You it wasn't her adult youth it was more and I knew that she wanted more Because her interest spiritually she visited ME WITH HERSELF WHAT A WOMEN.... CGW " not afraid of the outcome, accepting judgement ( meant)...

@christopherwillams5408

Жыл бұрын

Maple Leaf City 🍁 🍃 😋....🖐🤍❤️

@christopherwillams5408

Жыл бұрын

Anneke. Sorry ❤️ your name..

@AliciaM5555

10 ай бұрын

​@@christopherwillams5408strange sensual comment on such a video 🤔

IF SHE IS BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY IT, WE NEED TO BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO HEAR IT AND EVEN BRAVER TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

@lilqt3281

3 жыл бұрын

And what’s your plan to do something about it? I’m interested?

@DReed1945

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, what’s your plan?

@shanalyon

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like these previous comments are more accusatory than actually curious. We can all look up & read up on what to do if we wanted to help. I’m sure if there is a ligit desire to help - then each one will be led to it.

@msbee46

3 жыл бұрын

Talk about it. Put words to it. Speak it out loud. So that when it hits the ear it isn't dismissed. It's not met with disbelief. So that each out cry can finally be herd. This abuse happens alongside our everyday activities, and yet we still see it as a narrative.

@youwish2783

3 жыл бұрын

@@lilqt3281 are you a Moron? There’s so many easy ways to help the first would be educating the general public so they can know the signs and report it when they see it places like airports this knowledge could be crucial in saving people if teachers could identify signs etc same effect more people being saved by knowing the signs of sex trafficking example a flight attendant saved a young girl because she noticed her black eyes and bruises because of previous training she was able to alert authorities and girl was saved no one was harmed it’s the little things not that shitty attitude you have

THIS is what new sources and media should talk about Not the kardashians This video needs to spread around and this women is so amazing and so strong. This video needs to circulate

@Kristenm28

3 жыл бұрын

The media works for these men.

@katrabbit

3 жыл бұрын

Then we as people need to spread it. Don't talk about it, be about it. Spread it on your Facebook and Instagram and let people know if you feel this way, and I agree and I'll do the same. You are correct. It is important. So let's make others feel it's important.

@haleyg2149

3 жыл бұрын

Who is still talking about the kardashians lmao

@juliecooper3989

3 жыл бұрын

They wont oust the people that own them.

@naztetv8862

3 жыл бұрын

@@Kristenm28 I love how you say "these men" exclusively, when even the title of this video says it was her mother who sold her. It's all the men's fault, right? There are no women involved in this, eventho they're the one being brood mares? Unreal. It's like you girls' brains aren't even plugged in.

I clicked on your video because I am 61 years old and thought I had worked through "it" but you have made me see that it stuck deep inside of me. I was 7 years old and so scared because he told me if I told anyone that I would be sent away. My grandfather was not a nice man. My mom and dad partied a lot, and they took us to my grandfather's house. I begged and pleaded for them not to make me go. He would put my brother and sister to bed in one of the other bedrooms that had a bed. I stayed in an empty room with dark shades. I could hear his footsteps after everyone was asleep, and I grabbed my blanket, curled up in a ball, and pretended to be asleep. I knew the creek of that old door. It slowly opened, and he came in. He shut the door until it was barely open. I felt sick, ashamed, scared, and unloved... He would flip me and like a rag doll, and I just stayed limp. He would remove my pajamas and touch me all over. He would use his fingers to "hurt" me. " He pleasure himself while he was hurting me. He always had tis towel to clean his mess from my body. I tried to tell my mom, but she didn't "hear" me. I would just stare at something and make the thoughts and pain better. It really didn't help. I stayed to myself because I was afraid others could "see" the "nasty" in me. I got married at 17 so I could escape, but the man I married was very abusive. I married a few more times, but I always married the same type of man , sexually and physically abusive . My grandfather was in the hospital, and he was dying from gangrene in his leg. They amputated it, but it didn't help. The hospital called me and asked me to come there. I went because my heart was "hurting." Hurting because he was dying and hurting for what he had done to me. I called my mom and told her she needed to come now. She was an hour and a half away and said, "I am putting rollers in my hair. I'll come in the morning." She didn't come that night. He was in a charity hospital, and the doctor came out to tell me he didn't have long to live and asked me to go to his bedside. I did what I had learned to do and have compassion. I went to his bedside, and he was still alert but about to be sedated. He grabbed my hand with a very weak grasp. He told me he was glad I came so he wouldn't die alone. He never apologized nor said anything about what he had done They didn't have to sedate him. His grasp slowly left my hand, and he passed away, holding my hand. I couldn't cry. I turned around and called for the nurse, and she told me he was gone. I felt nothing, just numb. I drove home, called my mom, and told her he had passed away. She said she would come the next day. When she came, I told her he didn't die alone. Because I was there. She wasn't crying. Things felt strange. I left the funeral home, and they left later. He was being buried by my stepmother's family. Years later, I went to visit my mom, and something in me broke. I just busted out crying and asked her why she never "heard" me? Why didn't you hear me beg not to go to his house...Why??? My mother said, "Did my father hurt you?" I finally was able to tell her "YES"! Nobody could send me away because I was in my early 20's and already left home. My mom sat there in a transe like state. She finally said, "When my mother left me with him, I was 5 years old and would bleed." I asked if he penetrated her, and she answered, "Many times!" I looked at my mom and saw a scared little girl. She started crying and screaming. She went to the closet where his "memories" were and threw everything of him out to the trash. My mother wasn't a loving lady but she sat down beside me and was crying so hard saying, "I'm so sorry." Over and over. I held my mom. She never really was a hugging, touchable lady. In that moment, I understood why. See, she had left my dad and took my big brother and little sister with her and left me with my Daddy. I was born damaged. I was born with my heart partially outside my body. My mother was 16 years old and I know that scared her, to have a baby like that. My dad and Granny took care of me, but mom distanced herself from me. I started to go see her and made sure my siblings weren't around because I wasn't really welcomed by them. We didn't grow up together. They knew nothing of my life. I got a phone call that my mother had died suddenly and there was no need to come because my help wasn't needed. My husband took me to her funeral, and no one said much to. We went into the chapel, and I was seated way away from the family. I went to the graveyard to watch her graveside service, which there were not enough chairs for me because I wasn't "expected." My husband and I left to make our 6 hour drive back home. I love my mom and have realized that she was running from horrible secrets. My husband was the first person in my life who knew everything about me and loved me unconditionally. I found him our front yard. I tried everything to bring him back. He was only 46, and I was l so loved by him. I put myself in therapy because his death broke the thin string that left me clinging to life. I tried everything in my power to save his life, but closing my husband's beautiful blue eyes. That made me feel like I killed him, which my grief therapist has told me I didn't do anything wrong. I am starting to see that the trauma inside of me has never been let out. I now live in a town, totally alone, and I knew no one but, I have met a few peopleand am slowto let peopleinto my life. I tried to have contact with my sister and brother but have been shunned by my entire family, just as I was the day I was born. One day, I think I'll work through all of it. I am finally able to get angry at those who never cared. My Daddy cared, and he died suddenly, years ago. I don't understand why things happen the way they do, but thank you for your truth. You are a very brave young lady to share all of that abuse with us. My heart hurts for you. I have to say, you have given me the strength to hold my head up and not be ashamed. You didn't deserve anything that was done to you. Bless you will forever be in my thoughts. I wrote this and cried more than I have in 30 years, so it's not written perfectly, but I do my best.

@johanitalouw9315

Жыл бұрын

I can just say so sorry those things happened to you/ were done to you. All I can say as a Christian is that it was the work of satan. Pray that you find Jesus.

@Susanc06

Жыл бұрын

We have a crazy world. The speaker is right here. Just remember you are okay and the rest of them or nuts and you’ll be fine. That’s how I cope.

@ShariceBurrows

Жыл бұрын

Im so sorry for what your grandfather did to you, and im even more sorry that some of your family couldn't see your beautiful soul aching for love and acceptance. You deserve the world and all the joys in it, remember that.. xoxo ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

@lolalemmon

Жыл бұрын

You sweet Angel. I’m sorry for you’re suffering and I send you hope and healing energy ❤️‍🩹

@tereferekuku87

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for being so brave and for sharing your story.

Even when she smiles and laughs, her eyes are still sad. My heart goes out to her.

@tiahinewharekura-kingi6593

2 жыл бұрын

I see the 'sadness' in her eyes too.

@leonoralatorre8215

2 жыл бұрын

Yes!!!.. she has sad eyes, looking at them it’s like I can feel her pain.

@thelmabelda5447

2 жыл бұрын

Her eyes speaks everything about her deepest hurt and pain. But she never mentioned God which is quite sad.

@pluviophile1988

2 жыл бұрын

Holy crap I wrote almost the same comment!!

@ibprofinnope8779

2 жыл бұрын

You said the same thing about that actor in that movie tho…

Please, please, please, everybody in the world, OPEN YOUR EYES!!! This happened and is still happening ... thank you Anneke ... we need to change the world together ...

@jazminlara7742

3 жыл бұрын

How do we change it? I think we have to expose the pedos. They thrive in the lies. Victims of sexual assault carry the shame when the the shame is not theirs to carry. We need to shame the pedos

@Dania.q

3 жыл бұрын

@@jazminlara7742 there’s no easy answer to that -especially because exposing and shaming pedos wouldn’t stop the issue it’s just going to encourage them to hide it better. It can be effective if we spread more awareness about pedophile rings and how common they are, because most people don’t know the extent of the issue. I think we need to start at the root of this problem, which is understanding what makes a pedophile and let’s be honest most of the time it’s from childhood traumas, bad parenting, etc. It’s easy to look at these pedos as inherently evil people born like that, but the truth is they are traumatized people. To stop the problem we need to stop bad parenting. A way is to start educating how important it is for parents to heal their own traumas before having children.Again, there’s no easy answer and this is just my hypothesis

@fioreflores3386

3 жыл бұрын

The world ain’t gonna change this isn’t our home

@Karinabrd

3 жыл бұрын

We need a law hurt a children cut your balls off I don't understood why the whole register sex offender it doesn't stop them

@karrieb7814

3 жыл бұрын

@@jazminlara7742 obviously that’s how we could change it.

I wanted to turn this off because it was just so awful to hear about a child being hurt so much 😭 but I just could not click away because I felt like if she was brave enough to tell it then we can be brave enough to hear it.

@Athenasjam

3 жыл бұрын

I told that exact thing to a psychologist once, he said "but you don't have to do that, you don't owe anyone anything" and I just about went cross-eyed wondering how people can think like that. It's not about feeling guilted into listening, its about wanting to be supportive because survivors deserve to be heard. Smh

@spamzwaffel9549

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sure there will be more coming out related to these crimes against humanity. Don't avoid it. We have to collectively own this problem before we get to the solution

@travellingonuptozion5658

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks

@debistanley2791

3 жыл бұрын

Oh there's more. Wait till they get to Hollywood.

@debistanley2791

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, you're the most beautiful spirit. A little 10 yr girl figured all that out. I'm so very sorry you had to go through all that. I've been grieving all of you out there upon learning about it. I learned about Epstein's Island while it was still in operation. Lost sleep on that. Stealing the innocence of a child angers God. Not to worry, your revenge is with Him.

“I had gotten used to not being raped.” that is the most heartbreaking thing to hear.

@dgeneric7518

2 жыл бұрын

That hit me hard. I had to pause the video and really think about that for a bit. How horrific 😢

@tiahinewharekura-kingi6593

2 жыл бұрын

Totally, a hardened texture at that age. So saddening !!!

@blacklyfe5543

2 жыл бұрын

How

@nataliepeterson1469

11 ай бұрын

You do what you have to do to survive. The flashbacks are horrible and you can tell on the video when she is going back in time. Your brain tries to protect you by blacking some of it out. It is a lifelong healing process and if you have never gone through it, you will never understand it. I'm glad the sound of freedom is bringing awareness. People have been walking around with their eyes wide shut for far too long.

This woman is absolutely incredible. Her self awareness and mental capacity for understanding her own trauma while also helping others is admirable. I love the way she speaks, her voice, her tone and ferocity is beautiful.

I went through being sold/rented from 9 years to 15 when I left and ended up on the street...you can probably figure out what I did to survive. I now have a masters and am still fighting to just live a somewhat normal and ok life. It feels good to see someone else who's been in similar circumstances but it also feels horrible to know that there are so many of us who were put into this by our parents

@noking7206

3 жыл бұрын

Omg you’re such a fighter/survivor. Good for you. I’m so sorry for your beginnings but I feel you’ll do so well in life from now on - huge love

@cindywamsley739

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my God girl, I am so sorry. What the hell? I don't know how anyone could do that. I know things have got to be tough for you, sometimes, but you hang in there. Just keep thinking positively. ❤️

@jenrich111

3 жыл бұрын

I believe its generational sexual abuse.

@suecope102

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry

@shadowbound5553

3 жыл бұрын

I'm ALIVE TODAY!! I am 51 years old (I feel like I'm 23), in my life I have experienced just about every kind of abuse and perversion imaginable. But I'm here to say, the old thoughts and memories of my past has NO HOLD ANY LONGER over my life! Believe me, I have lived through multiple suicides (I succeeded twice, but brought back), divorces, alcoholism, drug, sex, shoplifting, gambling and any other thing that provided my need for adrenaline because I felt so numb and absolutely lost that doing crazy stuff was the only way to feel alive. But wow, what a journey! So much thatI needed to work out, but today, I'm free, and it's not personal any more. Any one suffering, just remember everything is temporary. .. Treat yourself like you would a close friend, focus on what you have and remember that we are not that important in the scheme of things. Happy days all :)

I met a man 2 years ago who nearly committed suicide. He had a kind of clown personality so I knew he was making up for something. When I saw him crying one day I tried to help him and he told me what he's been suffering through. His mom used to sell him for sex to men when he was 11 years old. It happens to Boys too and the boys are told to shut up and be manly. A serious issue that needs to be addressed

@roxannecabrera1

3 жыл бұрын

😔😔😔so sad

@JJ-eo3bs

3 жыл бұрын

I have boys I told them at early ages very early 3 4 yrs old about who can and who can’t touch them, where no one is ever to touch or see . If someone ever hurt my child like that . That person would visit the south 40 and stay there forever.

@quickgirl80

3 жыл бұрын

I knew a family (all 4 boys) that went through that. By the time I met them they were grown men & 2 of them became predators themselves.

@maja9663

3 жыл бұрын

@@quickgirl80 Sadly it's very common for sexually abused children to get predators themself if they don't get a proper therapy (male & female, doesn't matter). Often they are hurt because they know how awful it is to get abused so young, but it's sort of coping. I watched a documentary a few years ago where parents talked about their abuse as kids and the abuse on their own children later as a way to feel loved, it was really painful to watch.

@anakarinavilla6296

3 жыл бұрын

@@maja9663 what documentary was that??

This is one of the main reasons i will NEVER believe the politicians care about the citizens.

@crunchypickles99

3 жыл бұрын

💯💯💯💯💯

@user-wr1oc4yt3r

2 жыл бұрын

That is an enormous, irrational leap…..

@briancannon3987

2 жыл бұрын

Politicians are put there by the top. They don't have any power. So yes. Ur right

@thiefonthecross7552

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-wr1oc4yt3r No it isn't. But keep believing your talking heads.

@user-wr1oc4yt3r

2 жыл бұрын

@@thiefonthecross7552 Good lord, you are a fool.

I was abused as a child from 6-10 years. I still have a fear of speaking about it but I also struggle with the flash backs of what had happened. For a long time I felt I was in the wrong for what happened to me. This video opened me up to a lot that I shouldn't be blaming myself for it. Thank you for showing this video.

@shoptastik2250

Жыл бұрын

Can I suggest EMDR. It saved my life. 🙏

@terrilhill1024

Жыл бұрын

I am glad you can see other people talking about what happened to them as children and now maybe you can feel comfortable telling your story as well. ❤️

@youpoops

Жыл бұрын

It was not your fault. It never was and never will be. Much love to you, forgive and love yourself every day.

@angelahyler2955

Жыл бұрын

The same thing happened to me it started when I was 5, It still lives in my head and my heart even now and I'm 50, I feel for you it's so hard, even now. I wish I could be as brave as this woman, I wish you all the best

@angelahyler2955

Жыл бұрын

Also never forget It's not your fault

I wanna see major news companies exposing this... not the garbage they do give us.

@josiemystery

3 жыл бұрын

They wont they are a part of it

@truthseeker2321

3 жыл бұрын

Don't count on the owners of CNN, FOX, MSNBC, and all of the other networks either, because ALL have been to Epstein's pedophile island.

@carolbruster3777

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn't Agree more!!👍✌🏼💝🧚‍♀️🤗

@NTF-zb9wi

3 жыл бұрын

Unfortunately, many in the "major news companies" are involved in these atrocities... Some out of a proclivity; others out of a desire to "gain entrance into the club" for personal advancement, by (basically) "selling their soul" through such evil.

@ShoJ369

3 жыл бұрын

The zionists own all of the news channels, apart from those in communist countries ( they create their own rules ), From BBC, Reiters, CNN. These are the same people who run child sex rings. This world is an evil dark place. Im sure if we knew the full extent people would stop having babies and the human race would die out. Maybe that would be the best outcome, preferable to babies being raped and murdered.

How could a mother sell her child. The mother is just as evil

@melanietoth1376

3 жыл бұрын

My mother sold me. She justified it for herself

@jesselox3470

3 жыл бұрын

Melanie Toth im so sorry you went through that, i hope you know none of it is your fault. But the fault of those who were meant to protect you

@cherylreuter4008

3 жыл бұрын

Even worse, IMO🤬

@noking7206

3 жыл бұрын

Worse

@wowso4

3 жыл бұрын

Pure evil

When she said "no wonder there's so much poverty in this world if the would leaders are paedophile" that make so much sense to me now ,why would they take care of children in poverty if they are raping them and they dont give a shit smh...respect to this woman 🙌🏾

@unitedspacepirates9075

3 жыл бұрын

Who else would build weapons to murder an entire city at once?

@ksl2609

3 жыл бұрын

it's very sad

@U2L8

3 жыл бұрын

@@ksl2609 Yeah man, I found that moment to be one of a few times that had a particularly profound effect. Not only does that make absolute sense but it’s a logic that also fits into the global foster care / adoption agency aspect in which there’s just a disgustingly large & continuous amount of sex trafficking taking place under the table. Almost every time another operation within gets uncovered it’s always the same players facilitating it. It’s always the case worker and Foster parent / adoptive parents. Records usually show a long history in which the foster parent appeared to get 3, 4, 5X’s the amount of kids than the other foster parents on the registered list of availability thru that agency & particular case worker. Yet ironically it’s always a few that get the majority. It’s even more shocking to find out just how many times the agency itself is aware or directly involved. Bottom line is these kids all have the same common denominator which is the absence of family support as they are the forgotten children. It makes them the easiest targets seeing as tho the only adults in their lives at that point are the ones violating them. And for the ppl who downplay the significantly large role this has within our global society should just ask themselves why it is that this could still ever exist in today’s society with the awareness and ease of global communication and yet it’s still continues to happen everyday. It’s b/c not everyone is truly so disgusted by it. We now live in a world where we’ve normalized the concept of fulfilling our fantasies making them no longer just that but rather realities. And there will always be an opportunist who’s willing to facilitate in perversion. It’s also ironic how Child Sex Trafficking is never at the top of any politicians priority list of things to tackle when in office. For me it’s simple….the biggest torture that could be done to me is to be free yet a prisoner of my own failure to act knowing I was aware of someone violating a child’s innocence yet never rescued them. Therefore it makes no difference to me if it’s a kid I know, a random child or a family member’s child. Regardless, I’m killing motherfu*ker on site with head shot after headshot till that skull is in pieces. Prison is not where I desire to be however 11 times outta 10 I’m gonna be content mentally in that cell knowing I did right by the most precious, innocent ppl on earth and that sounds far better to me than to be a free prisoner in my own head riddled with guilt 24/7.

@blacknbougie8021

2 жыл бұрын

I truly believe this with every fiber of my being. No wonder there's an abundance of wealth in this world and ppl still suffer. At best, it's depraved indifference. At worst, it's pure sadistic evil.

@matermatuta1462

2 жыл бұрын

And thats why they use pornculture to turn men like them, because like this they gradually pervert the mind of the masses to be like them. Like this never have to force the masses to accept pedophelia. Most boys my generation are all indoctrinated with that propaganda. The more woman tolerate this, the worst it gets. When girls and woman are no longer protected, anyone else follows, boys, animals. Sadist dont distinct if they get off on suffering, it doesnt matter who suffers as long as they can see it.

I’m glad you didn’t cut the first few minutes of film. That was poetic and cutting. It’s exactly what happens when you’ve finally gathered the courage (or been completely cornered) to confide in someone. They literally have no respect or framework from which to care. Bless this woman.

So sad that she is trying to revisit the worst moments in her life and people are talking in the background. So disrespectful.

@marias7599

3 жыл бұрын

Almost as disrespectful as when you tell your parents you’ve been abused and they don’t do anything.

@judi1866

3 жыл бұрын

@@marias7599 ?

@antipodeanvagabond

3 жыл бұрын

I don't get why they didn't edit the start out.

@bigdumby7019

3 жыл бұрын

That made me so mad, like they asked her to be there and asked her to relive her trauma and they talked over her? That infuriates me. How can you be so disrespectful to talk over someone you’re asking to relive their trauma.

@dlm2133

2 жыл бұрын

I am so annoyed to the background talking. How disrespectful!! Shame on all of you who interrupted while she's trying to gather her dark memories.

When she smiles, her eyes are still so sad 😔 I hope she's doing well

@Braineroffical

3 жыл бұрын

I also felt, her eyes dont smile

@littlebear06142007

3 жыл бұрын

She is so beautiful in and out.

@christinadreamcatcher2920

3 жыл бұрын

That's exactly what I thought

@Stacy-vf7xk

3 жыл бұрын

Most people in communist countries will have this look for the simple fact their world was so dark with Godlessness.

@joycebrannen1943

3 жыл бұрын

The light will make it’s way through. She is determined and she keeps walking. This sharing will give others hope and encourage them to follow her path.

The father of my son was abused in the same horrific way. He told me parts of what happened to him, but didn't want any professional help. He tried to reach for help in the past, but doctors wouldn't believe him... He left when my son was 8 months old. Gone. He couldn't handle it anymore. However people condemn his absence as a father, I do know where it comes from, so I can forgive. These stories break my heart. Anneke is not the only one. There are many, many more... It's time something happens. Too many lives are being ruined. I'm thankful for her confessions, they open the door to awareness, how heartbreaking it may be...

@fattysl26

Жыл бұрын

It must have been so confronting, having gone through what he did and then having a child. Hopefully, he will be able to find peace some day and maybe be a father

@Matthew-Anthony

8 ай бұрын

@Evi.e.v.i. You should try to locate him, and get him back. It will be beneficial to you, your son, and him.

I was abused from age 6 to age 8. When it all came out one of the things that stands out very vividly was when my Aunt said I ruined her life. How could an 8 year old girl ruin her life? She married that broken human knowing his history. I wish I could hug you, Anneke. You are an incredibly beautiful and brave woman. Thank you for sharing your story as painful and triggering as it was to watch, I believe it is important to acknowledge it because your story is real and you deserve to be heard, and also to spread awareness that this is happening, still.

I love that right off the bat she asserted her objection to the background noise. Good for her.

@pluviophile1988

2 жыл бұрын

When you've been through that much shit you don't care about beating around the bush

@kezzokav5905

Жыл бұрын

@@pluviophile1988 Usually the opposite actually.

@Cinnamon666Coca

Жыл бұрын

@@kezzokav5905 speak for yourself.

I was molested by my father, my father’s friend, a neighbor’s kid, and my cousin. Starting at the age of 5. I was almost kidnapped twice. Once by some teenagers, and once by a man who lived in the neighborhood. You think your children are safe, but it’s literally anyone that will do this to a child if given an opportunity. Even the people you trust. It’s a sick world.

@UrGirlllalyssa

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry

@terseandtiny1746

3 жыл бұрын

Because of my experiences, I know nobody is safe.

@csrolcox9028

3 жыл бұрын

An takes years to report them by that time your old so you take it to the grave because your not strong enough

@stoppingthecycle

3 жыл бұрын

🙏for your recovery and peace from evil

@salmabshah

3 жыл бұрын

How did you manage? It’s scars someone

My friend asked me why I watch stories like this when it makes me so sad. I was sexually abused as a child, betrayed by my mother, neglected, and so much more. Sometimes people make me feel like I'm wrong to still be so damaged today by what happened to me 20 years ago. I'm slowly working through the trauma and it helps to be able to hear stories from other survivors because I know that I don't have to be okay now. There's no timeline. I am where I am and that's okay. I'm putting in the work to recover, of course, but I don't need to worry that I'm not recovered yet, and also that the scars will never fully go away.

@terrilhill1024

Жыл бұрын

This is the reason I love that we have these powerful social media platforms so that we can have a safe space to finally tell our individual stories and bring all these secrets out in the open that's been destructive to children in households across the borders.

@terrilhill1024

Жыл бұрын

I pray that you come forward and tell your story to save the lives of children, men and women that's been so horribly traumatized.

@azhiajulien6951

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤

@dulcemonteiro5769

Жыл бұрын

It's "funny" how people feel like it's OK to take months and years to overcome a silly reallitionship breakup, but then they don't understand how it can take years or an eternity to overcome real trauma!! Keep strong and don't look down! Always look up! ❤️

@leeannetant6263

Жыл бұрын

I feel you sister. I'm 48. Still have occasional night terrors. Still have surprise crying jags and irrational anger. Forgiveness is a hard thing to accomplish, but I did. Except for the person who allowed it. Turned it into a rational thing to do so she could keep the paychecks of the men who did it. I can't forgive someone who won't admit their wrongs. So, I cut her out. So I can mourn her 'death'. I've made leaps and bounds in my mental health since. I wish the same for you. Grow baby grow. You can do it

Such an amazing woman! I was sexually and physically assaulted and went into alcoholism at age 13. In didn’t start to recover until 29. After getting my power back through redemption of Christ I now have my testimony to help others.

@krisindel

Жыл бұрын

God Bless you 🙏 ✝️💕🙏

@joshgonzales9203

Жыл бұрын

Amen Christ gets all the glory

@makeuphappy1

Жыл бұрын

Jesus loves you so much ❤

@bexlenton8939

Жыл бұрын

God bless you. Jesus is setting me free too xx

@renatagrishko

Жыл бұрын

I highly recommend you to watch videos of Dr. Gabor Mate. He talks about trauma as well as addiction and how human brain develops. Watch anything you find on KZread, I promise you will find the information so helpful for your healing journey ❤❤❤

It makes me so uncomfortable, makes me angry, lots of anxiety, I just want to cry for all the kids around the world including my kids

@terrinew9474

3 жыл бұрын

I agree, I don't have children but I have nieces and nephews and I can't imagine. This just breaks my heart that there are people well disgusting devils out there that do these horrible acts.

@Standownevil

3 жыл бұрын

That’s what I do :( I feel the pain of everybody! It’s almost more than I can bare! Thank you so much for your sacrifices for our world. May nobody ever suffer this fate ever again!! You are loves:)~❄️

@Maryambest1

3 жыл бұрын

Same

EPSTEIN DIDN'T KILL HIMSELF REMEMBER WHY ITS IMPORTANT. THE CHILD VICTIMS

@angelarodriguez5444

3 жыл бұрын

Im sure lots of people know that. I do believe Epstein was the one to send trump y his type away. so they had to shut him up permanently !! Evil Never Wins

@iamhere1315

3 жыл бұрын

@@angelarodriguez5444 AMEN❣ LOVE HAS ALREADY WON... THIS EVIL SYSTEM IS GOING DOWN👍 PEACE&LOVE🕊

@brettmastema7056

3 жыл бұрын

I love how people act like they helped identify Epstein. Uh Epstein was caught by the victims mothers going to the police. You conspiracy nuts didnt say a think about him until AFTER his first stint in prison. AND WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT? because it shows you are all full of shit!

@franstuber878

3 жыл бұрын

Hes not dead

@violetblue1924

3 жыл бұрын

@@franstuber878 where would he be?

Thank you Anneke, when you spoke of leaving your body during the rape it validated what I experienced as a child. The first time I thought I was dead and it was very frightening. After that I just flew, up and away because I always got pulled back into my body after. I am so very sorry for what you went through, I love you for being so brave and caring.

I am currently reading her book, and I have had so many jaw dropping moments, I can’t wrap my head around how much she’s gone through and is still trying to help others. She is an amazing human.

@PilatesWithMeSDickens707

Жыл бұрын

I don’t know her what’s the name of book please , she’s so unlucky feeling her pain and trauma 😢

@edilmariaramos2044

Жыл бұрын

What's the title of her book, please?

@szb2631

Жыл бұрын

@@edilmariaramos2044 "Quest for love"

@Matthew-Anthony

Жыл бұрын

She is helping girls and victims of sexual assault. She is not doing it for the perpetrators, or forgiving them (not that she should) for their heinous crimes.

I'm a therapist and finishing a doctorate degree in traumatology. The bravery and courage you embody to share your story for others to heal is beautiful. The fact that your abusers were public figures is so much more painful. Everything you say about healing trauma is 100% right on. Thank you for being strong enough to share- even in the face of victim shamers. I am soooo proud of you. You will help to unlock so many shackles amongst others longing for freedom!

@michelleg4346

3 жыл бұрын

💗☮✝💗

@clairelicciardo6198

3 жыл бұрын

This is the comment I was looking for, thankyou! Her story was immensely heartfelt and the insight she shared really moved me. I'm currently in therapy for past trauma after finding an amazing therapist.

@shouryushinku9024

3 жыл бұрын

@@clairelicciardo6198 😇

@shouryushinku9024

3 жыл бұрын

😇

Since learning about child trafficking through the Epstein debacle, I have become super vigilant about watching for potential victims, in parking lots, gas stations, hotels, etc. If I could help save only one child.........

@aprilwest1883

3 жыл бұрын

Bless you !

@camerontaylor7471

3 жыл бұрын

Yes! I always find it miraculous when I hear about victims being saved by someone who had reported suspicious activity... like how did they ever know that something wasn’t right? Like what if you are wrong, and you reported someone just because they are a different race? Like I’m the only black man in my family and I have nieces, nephews, cousins who are younger then me like infants/toddlers/children who I have been out in public with alone and they have blonde hair and blue eyes ... I’m always super paranoid that someone is going to think I kidnapped my own family member... luckily this has never happened, but it makes me super insecure...

@aliyafrances1517

3 жыл бұрын

Watch out for family members & friends also!

@UnknownPerson-ns9zd

3 жыл бұрын

Yes same!! I look out for all people and children, I will shoot someone if they attempt anything we women need to be carrying licensed guns too

@marias7599

3 жыл бұрын

@@aliyafrances1517 You hit the nail right on the head. Most times are relatives the abusers.

The fact that not only is she not bitter and angry, which would be completely justified, but she can help others to heal is just incredible. What an amazing woman 💕

@Matthew-Anthony

Жыл бұрын

15:43

While I do see sorrow in her eyes. I see immeasurable strength that comes from deep within her. May she find deep peace.

I was sexually abused from the age of 4 to 11. And I always wanted to find my abuser as an adult. But I have this fantasy in my head that he’s either dead or in jail by now if he continued to rape and molest others. I remember the most horrible thing was when he knocked on my door because he had a date with my oldest sister. And he had this look on his face like what are you going to do about it? He made me believe my father would hate me and no one would believe me. Ive suffered a lot through the years in addition to finding peace in my life to finding love. I think I’m getting there. But there’s always this need to ruin everything around me. Afraid to peel back the layers and share. But I think I’m becoming that person that can love myself and others. I have a deep understanding of how the world and how people operate in it like she was talking about. I’m super intuitive almost to the point of being psychic. Which allows me to never be hurt again. Thanks you if you read this. I love you for it.

@H11H11

3 жыл бұрын

🙏❤🕊

@judymccleary7426

3 жыл бұрын

Bless you.

@asmrsounds8345

3 жыл бұрын

Its not to late to let this person pay! Think of others

@suzannegriffiths4795

3 жыл бұрын

I did God to be my safe place. He is always good, kind, wise, reliable. Because I have Him in my heart, I can approach people from a safe place. I understand the hyper surveillance! It's good to be able to tell ourselves the truth, rather than dissociation. . And I am relieved that God is there always. 💖

@matthewmead2374

3 жыл бұрын

I dont understand that someone could be so evil and heartless where they could ruins someone's life to fulfill some sick and twisted desire. It's the epitome of selfishness. There is no excuse. Even if a person has these sick desires doesn't mean they need to act on it. I'm sorry you experienced that you are brave to share your experience and I hope you continue to heal and things get better for you.

I worked for 14 years in foster care.Four of those years were in the sex abuse unit. If a child doesn't have a protector.......mother, father ,grandmother....,someone.....that child is at risk for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.

@Em-im1yz

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed. Im a social worker, ive seen the effects with my own eyes. Its far more common than people think. Its not just the creepy person you get gut feeling about, its more often a " likeable" trusted member of the community, close friends of the family or even the family, so even when the child has family if that family arent vigilent it still happens.

@itssonyredd7843

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly. I started my SW career with children and couldn't do it. It broke my heart, as a mother, woman, human. I would go home crying. So I spent the next 30 yrs only working with adults. I just couldn't continue to go to court and not want to strangle some of these parents.

@Batya-Grace

3 жыл бұрын

@@Em-im1yz ...My social worker had a gut feeling that I was afraid of my mom. She was completely wrong. I remember being taken out of school one day at the age 8. I was placed in a foster home where I was yelled at for opening the fridge without asking and, spanked for wetting the bed, I was a bed wetter. It was not due to sexual abuse of my parents at all, although, I had been previously sexually abused by a babysitter and a neighbor. About 6 months down the road, I was placed in a different foster home after being removed due to the foster mother spanking me. I didn’t tell the social worker. The foster mother did herself. Ironically, I was abused at the new foster home at a much greater capacity. I was place in a foster home of all teenagers. Does that make sense to you; to place a child with all teenagers? I was the only small child. Ask yourself, would you do that? I was sexually, physically and verbally abused at this particular home. When I tried to tell, I wasn’t believed. I think this is due to the fact that each child brings in money while they are in foster care. Why would they send me back to my non-abusive mother when they would get no money from the state? All attempts by my attorney ad litem went ignored by both my foster mother and my social worker. At one point, my social worker took me to see my mom. I might have been nine by this time but, I’m not sure. Once we got to the social workers office, my social worker told me that my mom was here to see me. I became very excited and started to pull her hand as I lead the way to find her. As I was pulling her hand, I was in a light running motion crying mommy, mommy, mommy. My social worker then said to me in complete bewilderment, “I thought you would be afraid?” In even greater bewilderment, I looked back at her and said in shock, “Nooo, Why would I be afraid?” She didn’t answer me. When I saw my mom, I was full of excitement. We had our visit. I was so happy! I remember asking, “Can I come home now?” My hopes were dashed as she told me I couldn’t. I cried right in her arms. I remember looking back and thinking how she didn’t hold me very tightly. Her hug had a limpness to it. She later told me as an adult that, she was afraid to do anything because they were analyzing her every move. My mom was apart of a church. I grew up in foster care being told that I was ritualistically abused, which was a complete lie. Lastly, my mom had been in a wheelchair from the age of 19 to 61. She passed away at age 61 from early stage Parkinson’s disease; a disease that should have afflicted her later on in life but, due to her disability, it afflicted her early in life. Point is, my mom was a disabled woman who was taken advantage of by the state. As a single mom in a wheelchair , she had initially asked for their help with me but, instead of helping her, they pretty much kidnapped me. They gave her responsibilities and office meetings that she couldn’t possibly attain as a woman in a wheelchair with no driver’s license or car. They didn’t try to help her acheive those responsibilities or, get to those meetings. Instead, when she failed to show up, they took her rights away.

@quickgirl80

3 жыл бұрын

I was raised by a single mom who vigilantly protected me. She never had a boyfriend all while I was growing up. When people would ask why she’d say, “I have a daughter at home. I can’t let strange men into my life or home.” When I was younger several times when I got separated from my mom I had grown men following me. These are strangers in a store! This stuff happens far more than anyone wants to admit. While I was blessed with a protective mom, lots of my friends (almost 1/2 of them) have been molested as a child. And that’s just the ones who will admit this has happened to them. This is so sickeningly common.

@itssonyredd7843

3 жыл бұрын

@@Batya-Grace I'm so very sorry for all you and your mom went through. The system has so many flaws on either side.

Its so hard watching this. I can’t believe a mother could do this to her own child. Truly sickening. She’s so strong despite the horrible life she’s had to endure.

@arielstone2815

Жыл бұрын

Agreed..I'm horrified..so evil..I just can't I'm so disturbed that this is, and has been going on all throughout every walk of life throughout the ages is incomprehensible......the evil ..how can anyone derive pleasure from the rape, abuse and murder of innocent, defenseless, pure little children?!?!!!?!? It's downright evil.im disturbed I can't sleep now...I'm in tears...I feel ill....my God....💜💜💜

@tiffanyschwartz5161

Жыл бұрын

This is f*****g sick just absolutely horrific

@Jazzy869

Жыл бұрын

She’s even more evil than the beasts the hurt her

@redefinedliving5974

Жыл бұрын

@@Jazzy869 it's the most heartbreaking thing your own mother doing this to you

It’s gross 🤮 that a grown man would want to do anything to hurt a child. There is a special place in hell for those demons.

Personally, I worked with Anneke on some of my war memories. She does excellent work, super clear, and compassionate... Thank you, Anneke for being the light.

@anyt7183

3 жыл бұрын

what happened to her mom? and has the man's name ever been released? please send her my love.

I’ve been following her for a few months now. She’s is nothing short of phenomenal

@laurenminton6133

3 жыл бұрын

Strongest and most interesting woman I have ever watched on KZread. Her courage and story is phenomenal

@allhim108

3 жыл бұрын

Yes I agree ☝️

@patrickraftery1815

3 жыл бұрын

Ever for one second thought that she's lying?

@nunyabizniz1983

3 жыл бұрын

@@patrickraftery1815 about something like this? Typical male response. Idiot.

@deetor5551

3 жыл бұрын

@@patrickraftery1815 because no

I was abused sexually but nothing near the level of what you went through. Mine was from 11-14 ..I am now 53 and even after all these years, I still have nightmares occasionally. It has actually only been in the past 10 years or so that I have come to understand how that abuse has affected my prospective of what I considered normal in my relationships and the type of man I repeatedly have gravitated towards. I consider those of us that have survived ..that we survived for a reason. To shed light upon the darkness. For me..if telling what I went through saves even 1 child from having to endure it..then as hard as it has been for me to bring my darkness to the light..I know in my heart it was the correct decision.

You are beyond courageous, walking through all the darkness of your past, finding healing, understanding and meaning. My prayers are with you. So grateful how you have channeled this into a healing space for you and others. God bless you.

She's talking about the narcissists behind the news, social media, governments, etc. , and the ones in the shadows...

@TheFaro2011

3 жыл бұрын

Yessss. I need people to learn about Narcissim and how it quickly blurs. Sociopaths are made. Psychopaths are born. I had a sociopathic ex husband and honestly imagine him set on the world!

@Cassy858

3 жыл бұрын

yes they are on the sociopathic scale. they lack empathy.

@bakaphu1992

3 жыл бұрын

Obviously not only in the shadows but as well as right in front of you. As most politicians are known and visible .

@katarina5233

2 жыл бұрын

They can also be sociopaths or psychopaths.

@zeej8801

2 жыл бұрын

these evil people must be exposed that is their biggest fear! The fear and trauma they caused needs to be returned by exposure....we are ready to find out who they are and prevent this continued abuse of power. The future of humanity depends on expulsion of these vile people

When I see justice not punishing child abusers and rapists, I 100% think that some power is making it like that because they *are* themselves child abusers and rapists.

@aze7324

3 жыл бұрын

Of course

@oklahomaisok

3 жыл бұрын

yes there are lawyers that specialize in defending pedophiles and rapists and judges that are a part of the pedo network.

@crunchypickles99

3 жыл бұрын

That's exactly what is happening. DCS should stand for Department of Criminal Services

@blacklyfe5543

2 жыл бұрын

Don't blame the system blame yourself!

@dawoonpearlboy

2 жыл бұрын

@@blacklyfe5543 WTF!!

Anneke Lucas, I am blown away by your courage, clarity, compassion and strength. Thank you in particular for referring to this as an addiction, because we need to know just how compelling it is for many people in all walks of life - compelling enough to override all human decency. As a survivor of CSA I joined an online support group where I ended up connecting with several boys who were in "the system" or in networks being trafficked. I could not help them - they were convinced that law enforcement and child care services were riddled with people who were involved in the trafficking and would protect it, not them. I'm 99% sure those courageous, compassionate, wonderful boys are all dead now, because in each case contact ceased abruptly. I had trouble talking to people about this - even my therapist didn't believe me and thought I was being pranked. Thank you for validating and publicizing how real it is. In the USA, there are people "monetizing" the foster care system by trafficking those incredibly vulnerable children. I want to highlight that this addiction is not confined to the rich and powerful - the trafficking and abuse of children exists at every economic and social level. I wish the government would form a task force to look into this. They could start by taking a count of how many foster children have disappeared, group home by group home. I am sure the pattern would show where the traffickers are. The huge problem is those within law enforcement, public service and state agencies who would seek to protect the traffickers.

@laevan2053

Жыл бұрын

& protect the traffickers they do! It's scary to have the entire state weaponized against you when you expose one of their child procurers. Cops will beat you, lie, get you locked in a psychiatric hosp. where they abuse you further, send the DMV, DOR, etc. after you for BS...it goes on and on. Meanwhile, the name of the creep is left off all paper work, and you don't get any chance of defense in front of a judge. Not that that really matters, as many judges are in on this too. Normies would be amazed at how many judges are corrupt, and how many married men with children get off on raping children. SMH TC~

I was also sexually abused when I was a child, from the age of about 6 to about 8 or 9. I also wound up in prison. I had an addiction to opiates because it was the only thing that covered "it" up, so I had to steal to feed that addiction. I did about 7 years and I can say prison traumatized me much as the sexual abuse did. That thing inside every man that comes out to protect you had basically been watching from the corner of my mind, and when I called on it to help, it was really pissed off. I didn't know I had that kind of ferocity in me but the first thing I was told by an older convict was to never allow even the smallest amount of disrespect and to meet that with as much violence as you could find did the other man not immediatly apologize. So after suffering greatly as both a child and an adult, with a brain that's wired to attack if anyone so much looks at me the wrong way I've been having to act like I've got it all together. I haven't always been able to do so and am rather lucky I'm still free. I'm still going to work 50-60 hours a week at a job I loathe (it actually pays fairly well) and I'm going to keep trying to rewire my brain. Hopefully one day I'll find myself past all of this.

@lilianachavana253

Жыл бұрын

How is your rewiring work?

@LebaneseTraciLyn

Жыл бұрын

prayers

@moriah1394

Жыл бұрын

Wow your writing, your description was amazing. I am so sorry you went through that and there should be healing places where victims can go rather than prisons where you described so well the culture and cruelty the environment enhances among the men. So many wars are likely instigated from the learned instinct you described so well. You should be honored as a veteran of something so many can not imagine nor survive.

@bettinagordon2348

Жыл бұрын

I hope you do too. ❤

@jasminelynch1400

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry the system treated you this way. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’ve been through.

As confronting as her stories are, I feel like I could listen to Anneke for hours. Her ability to recount such a horrific abuse story with so much insight, and to share her vulnerability with the public after everything she's been through takes an incredible amount of courage. Thank you, Anneke. You bring so much healing to the planet.

@zelenaxtc

3 жыл бұрын

Beautiful comment and so true. The courage is unbelievable.

@shelleyborlin9011

3 жыл бұрын

I hope her Mother and house keeper have been prosecuted! Most of all, the men should be executed!

@pbohearn

3 жыл бұрын

I have felt the same way, She is an inspiration and embodies a shining goodness that has seen the darkest.

@maesnow2005

2 жыл бұрын

She does have a four hour interview where she goes through everything. Most eye opening thing I ever watched

Sex can sometimes be painful for us adult women even when we are enjoying it. Imagine what she endured! On second thought don’t imagine. It’s shocking, disgusting and heartbreaking! These men are soulless demons!

@elishevaingber8719

3 жыл бұрын

What ever happened to these perpetrators? Has she been able to press charges?

@cortezyvonne

3 жыл бұрын

THIS!!! This is exactly what always goes through my mind when i hear about these cases. Those poor girls😓

@NRY77744

2 жыл бұрын

Awful thought but very true. Excruciating pain!

@briancannon3987

2 жыл бұрын

I totally agree. But it's hard for us to b in their position. It's super messed up but that's something they do when they party of hundreds ofbyears. Serial killers are viewed as evil and disgusting. Cuz they are. But that same release those serial killers get. Our owners are doing the same thing! It's ok cuz the average middle class are viewed less than their pets. They think we're trash

@chrissymoss514

2 жыл бұрын

Please don't forget about the little boys who are viciously raped. The damage caused to these innocent souls are emotional (of course) but also physical - to such a degree it is life changing. Often these boys grow up nit knowing their true sexuality. This is a cruel, disgusting, heartbreaking, gut wrenching, evil world sometimes.

The trauma is deep rooted…even after so many years. I felt it when she first tried to speak. Folks have no idea how scarring childhood trauma is.

@GM-jv9jz

2 жыл бұрын

I know. It affects you for the rest of your life.

@opm0016

Жыл бұрын

But I'm super lucky 4 my own, otherwise I'd be not this man, who I love a lot .

Bravo to you for speaking out publicly! This is how change begins! Praying for you and all the children and others who are abused in this sick world.

Your eyes show such pain, torture and sadness that is so extremely deafening!

@LaFlacs

3 жыл бұрын

Her eyes break my heart for hers. What a strong person. She is a survivor and she haa remained a good person and successful despite everything. She is a beautiful soul.

@Colette0404

3 жыл бұрын

Her eyes are sad but if you look beyond the sadness you see this huge soul with empathy and depth.

I have survived trafficking by my sperm donor between the ages of 4-11. My psyche suppressed those memories until several years ago. My life came crashing down around me. Throughout my life I have been through a plethora of trauma. I have survived much and I will continue to become whole. Thank you for your sharing your story.

@nicholestroup1770

3 жыл бұрын

I wish you nothing the best and happiness 🙂 I will pray for you. So sorry you had to go through that at such a young age. Just no nothing was your fault

@CosmicEremite

3 жыл бұрын

I feel you on this. I have DID from my childhood trauma and am still memory suppressed from most of it. I was reading something about your inner child and being 3, and I got completely triggered. Started having flashbacks and a panic attack and shut it down. Idk if I honestly want to remember...know what I do know and that something terrible happened is bad enough. I think I can spare myself the details. Idk how people without suppressed memories live with it. I've dealt with life-long depression, suicide attempts, addiction issues, etc. I can't imagine actually remembering...she is a strong soul.

Thank you so much for having the courage to bring this out into the open and tell your story. And then to go out and help others in prison. That is extraordinary!

The pain in her eyes is so intense that explains what she had gone through

She is very brave ,she needs to give names even if there dead , am a survivor myself am 60 and still dealing with it ,

@teresaacevedo4825

3 жыл бұрын

So very sad ! I was molested . Thank God I wasn’t trafficked.

@nikitaf88

3 жыл бұрын

Please tend to language such as, "she needs to..." Indeed, she 'needs to' do only what she deems necessary for her healing. I understand that you mean well, and hope you continue to heal well also. She is obeying her calling. Names are irrelevant. The light has already been cast into the darkness.

@texastea5686

3 жыл бұрын

@@nikitaf88 why are names "irrelevant "?

@lisebroder6325

3 жыл бұрын

I don't know if you'll ever read this I just want you to know that I heard you and I thank you for telling your story. There are no words that I can say I know how it feels.

@lisebroder6325

3 жыл бұрын

@@teresaacevedo4825 me too

I have survived childhood sexual abuse and watching your video, I am hopeful that after 35 years I can start healing. Your positive outlook and strength really touched me. Thank you for sharing your story.

I watched my auntie sell off my little cousin for years. We were young and scared. This is very disturbing to hear. Best wishes to this brave, amazing lady.

@Jepse89

Жыл бұрын

😔

@moriah1394

Жыл бұрын

So so sorry. I hope there was some justice? It was stopped? How is your cousin now?

@Matthew-Anthony

Жыл бұрын

I can understand men doing that sort of thing. However, why are women willing to sell off their OWN CHILDREN to men? That has always made me somewhat confused as to how they can do that.

They say the eyes are the window to the soul. There’s a lot of pain in her eyes. Such a brave woman 🥰🥰

I would have died a long time ago. Women like her aren't strong.. Strong isn't the word.. This power is something else. My God.

@ollapo1059

3 жыл бұрын

What is it?

@reeree2091

3 жыл бұрын

I agree! She is something different, I personally don’t think I could endure such horrific events& survive through it in the end, even after escaping and being saved ! This woman is power!

@blacknbougie8021

2 жыл бұрын

I agree. Her endurance and perseverance is unreal.

@richardIII3

2 жыл бұрын

She's lying.

@kristywrightson4031

2 жыл бұрын

She’s an angel.

Raping a 6 year old. Or 10 or 14 is not human. The body is not ready. Its murder. Murder of a body and a soul. She needs to give names.

@user-xb6hq4ww1u

3 жыл бұрын

She doesn't have to, though. :s She risks her life by doing so...especially if we are talking about powerful men.

@dixon102

3 жыл бұрын

Even when names are given the media stays silent.

You are so strong, such a strong woman, must have been such a sensitive child. I'm so sorry for what your younger version had to live. My heart is crying for our children safety in this crazy society. Thank you so much for being brave enough to heal yourself and willing to share this healing with others. May you and your family be protected and blessed always 🙏🏼✨

Her eyes are haunting… painful to look at, to look into. Yet at the same time, her eyes make me feel so unbelievably, shamefully blessed. Growing up, all I ever knew and received was love. I want to apologise to her (not possible), I want to take away her suffering (not possible) and i want to thank her for telling her truth and educating us (possible) 🙏🏾 💭.

She is the most beautiful, wisest, and strongest woman I have ever seen.

People are really inconsiderate talking when she was trying to film and open up about something soo emotional and personal

@007nadineL

3 жыл бұрын

Ikr wth !!!

@Black_pearl_adrift

3 жыл бұрын

I get what you're saying but its common on a film set for talking to happen in the backround to make sure everything is going smoothly with lights, sound levels etc. But it must have been incredibly distracting for the woman sharing her story. I'm glad she got to share her pain.

@anouksurmenian4257

3 жыл бұрын

@@Black_pearl_adrift I haven’t been on too many sets, but all of the ones I was present on everybody would stfu when it starts rolling and even a little mumble would get a « shhhh » 😅

@tandylynnennis9639

3 жыл бұрын

I was bothered by that as well.

Why is this not everywhere worldwide in the news?.. This is crazy, all episodes were heartbreaking to listen to. What a strong woman. Bless her heart.💓

@lolahocking3614

Жыл бұрын

Sadly, I think she summed up why it’s not in the news. Powerful people who are the ones part taking in these santanic acts are all connected to this ugly world and wouldn’t want that narrative out there or they wouldn’t be getting away with it as easily as they are.

@cynthialopez4485

Жыл бұрын

I believe the reason this is not reported by the large media is because they also are elites....and are doing the same thing or other horrific things. They all cover themselves with the same blanket.

@Melodylynn69

Жыл бұрын

Because the world media, governments, and law enforcement are all in on it. How else do you think it has been allowed all of these years?

I'm speechless. You can defintely see, hear and feel her pain. But also, and most importantly, you can see, hear and feel her healing. She is a true survivor and by sharing- when she was ready- and helping others, she's fulfilling her life's purpose. Which also makes her a very real hero to so many. We are the same age, so each time she spoke of her age, i automatically thought of what i was doing in my own young life at that age... which is really just a very difficult thing to wrap my brain around. And heartbreaking. To Anneke, you are full of wisdom and unbelievable inner strength. I believe every single word you spoke, because unfortunately it's all true. God bless you.

That's not pain in her eyes. Its a soul ripped apart. I do hope shes been able to find some peace, despite having to live in a world that would let this happen to a little girl...

@lovemusicnatureartsfoods...

2 жыл бұрын

I can't even imagine if how many times she committed suicide just to escape the worst memories inside her heart 💔🥺...

@rukiboo8100

Жыл бұрын

Worst of worse was her own mother!!! How can a mother dothis to her child???did she hate her that much that she threw her to a pack of wolves?? May she rot in hellllllll

@corenethomas3599

Жыл бұрын

Your mommy to blame.shame on her.

@nicolenotizieeamici

Жыл бұрын

EXACTLY

The staggering thing to me is parents selling their children. That's evil.

@NF40375

3 жыл бұрын

Billion dollar criminal enterprise vs innocence These sadist demonic rapist and their assistant demons could give a crap less

@bakaphu1992

3 жыл бұрын

The fact that politicians and other elites are involved in this is even more devastating.

@RachelMassoud

2 жыл бұрын

Almost all trafficking victims are trafficked by someone they know. Most often parents or a relative. Abductions are extremely rare.

@kianis1206

2 жыл бұрын

There’s no greater evil..

@fabiolaflores8919

2 жыл бұрын

And people still insist poor Summer Wells was not sold.

Dankjewel voor het delen van je verhaal..! het raakt me echt hoe puur en hoe eerlijk je bent met je gevoelens! Ik heb me voor een lange tijd afgevraagd waarom ik de dingen mee heb gemaakt die ik heb mee gemaakt, en vandaag heb jij me een ontzettend duidelijke bevestiging gegeven voor het gene wat ik dacht. Dankjewel! we need to know how to feel and how to heal in order to be able to help people do the same. Dankjewel en blijf jezelf zijn, want je bent echt een mooi persoon! Love from NL.

Wow, just wow. It's hard to believe this is real, but her words and her face says it all. What an incredible woman. To survive that and to have the courage to speak out about it makes her a hero. All it takes for bullies to succeed is for their victims to be silent, and because you were not silent, Anneke Lucas, you give courage to anyone who's been in your situation who's been through what you've been through - courage. Thank you for our courage and especially for the beauty that survived and thrived in you.

@kezzokav5905

Жыл бұрын

It's not real, she's lying.

Sex trafficking doesn't just happen to in third world countries

@reneemclane1845

3 жыл бұрын

Both Parties.

@justlovecoffee

3 жыл бұрын

It's everywhere!

@juriaan13

3 жыл бұрын

Belgium is kinda a 3rd world country tho..lol

@lenajones3407

3 жыл бұрын

@@juriaan13 no it's not

@TheICEgirl6100

3 жыл бұрын

@@juriaan13 ...boy bye. you must be dutch

These perpetrators/pedophiles come from all walks of life, they are EVERYWHERE!!!!!!

@dianamary6170

3 жыл бұрын

They are. There is one in my family.

@Devsfan202

3 жыл бұрын

@@dianamary6170 In mine too- & unfortunately its my brother-he was caught in an undercover police sting attempting to meet a 14 year old girl (fictitious) at a mall after which he was busted and luckily never actually abused anyone (that I am aware of)-served time and is on permanent sex offender list. The internal family dynamics are insane-my mother was an overt incest perpetrator on my brother- my sister caught her masturbating him when he was a child- and more covert with me-luckily I sought and recd. counseling in my late teens-but he didn't-and that's why he succumbed to his perversions and aberrant behavior. I am reasonably well adjusted and have a very well adjusted son and daughter in their late 20's-therapy works!

Thank u Anneke. This helps me heal so much. So many memories suddenly come up. I sometimes had trouble dissecting and helping to heal my trauma in an effective way. This really helps a lot. I am also 1 of the serious heavy traumatized girl. Abused since birth until I was 12 and then only tortured until I was 21. I've had many types of therapy for 20 years and worn out many practitioners because they couldn't treat me because the events were "too heavy and complex" I've had so many psychologists and psychiatrists. Every time I think I've healed and finished treatment, after a while I have problems again and then I start again. My focus has always been on healing and wanting to heal in order to function normally. You really help me a lot. I am very grateful for that!!

Wow! Your description of the saint personality! Thank you for naming this! I've always been able to see where abusers pain comes from and love that part of them but I always pushed it away because I felt it was enabling to them. You are so evolved and so strong and so amazing💖💖💖

Heads up, at the beginning when someone reached to touch her hair to fix it... It's important that you ask people, especially trauma survivors, if it's okay to touch them before you do. Most people don't think about that, but it's important to do that. Thanks for reading.

@SundaysChild1966

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness, I gasped at that moment! This poor poor lady, I wish I could wave a magic wand and remove all her pain .. sigh .. how horrible her memories are .. Bless

@karinefleur__

3 жыл бұрын

That's the first thing I thought about. It made my skin crawl for her.

@os2841

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, I thought this immediately too. It is NOT okay to touch anyone without their permission. It's not cute, it's not comforting, don't do it. EVER. Especially to a survivor of physical abuse.

@TheWorldIsGoingToShit

2 жыл бұрын

I thought the same.

@the_ravens_room

2 жыл бұрын

They may have asked that already... hopefully anyway.

How a mother could do this to their child is beyond me ! Anyone to any child.

@positvgal8

3 жыл бұрын

Verrrry sick mom....😢

@heidimisfeldt5685

3 жыл бұрын

A true real mother would love and protect her child. Her mother has much to answer before God's judgment bar.

@Dee8Bee

3 жыл бұрын

I can’t understand it either... and where is the father?! He also failed her miserably.

@philidee6662

3 жыл бұрын

The mother is a narcissist who was gaining some social status by selling her daughter to the madam who then set up the rapes. The father was never in the picture but is equally trashy. She has their stories on her website

@yshialausevic4610

3 жыл бұрын

Demon it was

Thank you for sharing your story, I can only imagine how difficult it was for you growing up and being so violated 🥺

I don’t have enough words to say thank you… Realwomen/realstories for this and Anneka Lucas

No, I don't want to figure out or look at WHY they do these acts. They are grown men and they make a conscious choice to do these things. All addictions begin with a conscious decision to do the act that develops into an addiction., Child rapists are evil to the core, I don't give a damn about their addiction, f**k 'em.

@charlottekey8856

3 жыл бұрын

Same with the mothers or fathers or relatives who sell them. It doesn't matter what they went through. They are making a choice.

@pjsparklesbow

3 жыл бұрын

💯

@scarletcold5958

3 жыл бұрын

You don't understand...this is an abuse that goes through generations. The ones that abuse children were trained to abuse by being horribly abused. It is a vicious, terrible cycle. They are also occultists who do blood rituals to feed and honor the archons who secretly control everything. This planet is in shackles, and we are it's prisoners along with the animals and our mother Gaia. The salvation is to wake up, dispose of the evil and raise the vibrations so we are no longer food. This is the only way but manipulations indeed do run very deep...

@Black_pearl_adrift

3 жыл бұрын

I *want* to know so we can stop them. You can't stop a criminal you don't understand. I don't want to empathize with them I don't care about their trauma I only care about why and how to stop it before it happens again

@lynncarlson2463

3 жыл бұрын

There will come a day when they will not be able to walk free in the light of day, no one will give them shelter, no one will protect them. They will pay the ultimate price for the destruction of the innocent.

My mother protected my abuser and still is with him. I survived with the help of meany groups and therapists and will be in for the rest of my life just to keep making me stronger so when I see my mother and her husband agin I will not feel the same and guilt they gave me. I will never let them take my power away.what an amazing woman to be able to speak of her story with so much strength. Thank you for this share❤️ I feel that am not alone.

@coolwater55

3 жыл бұрын

It may be wise to not see your mom ( abuser by association) and the man who abused you. Stay away from them.

@yoannaalejandro4958

3 жыл бұрын

Why haven’t you press charges on him? For what he did to you??

@victoriaredman603

3 жыл бұрын

Same happened with me. Sending my love Maria 💗 thank you for sharing

@Normaldude3

2 жыл бұрын

Occult activity I bet.

@debralawrence3582

2 жыл бұрын

x

Dear Anneke, you are so brave and compassionate to share your story with us. Thank you. Like yourself and the commentators below I have had trauma in my life. As hard as it seems... the healing process, I believe, leaves us more in touch with our souls, which I believe is true of you. Your soul is shinning through the pain. You spoke many truths because of your depth of soul. This darkness is beginning to come to the surface in the world. It effects so many areas of society and personal life. I wish you healing Grace and Light from above. I was very glad to hear you say that you had time away from working to heal. So necessary. God bless you!

My goodness, you have some astronomical strength. You have gone through some incredibly deep healing and walked out with the mindset of unconditional love for all. I dont have the words for how amazing I think you are!

How about some respect here. It's a set with a guest mic'd up. Yet the crew is loud af in the bkground making Anneke repeat herself. Either remind your crew that it's supposed to be quiet or get a new crew who understands what they're supposed to be doing. Amateurs...smdh

@MJ-my9sg

3 жыл бұрын

Agree! This is a severely abused victim. Your crew was extremely inconsiderate! Next time put your victim in a secure environment and be quiet!!!

@helenrogers1400

3 жыл бұрын

@Norska Warrior. • I totally agree with you. 🙏✝️☘️🙏🙏

I survived years of molestation & manipulation at the hands of my stepbrother. I never told my family. Thank you for sharing this

@CorinnaDanjou

3 жыл бұрын

@Linda Lowther Dear Linda! I resonate with your story but I am the little sister in it. I want you to know we understand. I love my older sister unconditionally even with really hurting memories with her. She was choking me telling me to die. She was just a little girl in pain. I still love her and I always will. Don’t blame yourself, but try to understand yourself with love. Both of you were victims, and no one can expect a child -even the older one- to handle their pain as an adult. You have grown from it and you deserve to be forgiven. Sending you love

@micheleboris2851

Жыл бұрын

You are heard.

I can see the sadness and the stolen innocent childhood that’s was stolen and taken from her in her eyes .. that’s so sad and she’s so brave and beautiful

Oh my, this is heart breaking. This women sharing her story and educating others is one of the strongest people I have had the privilege of hearing.

I saw the edited version a while back and it was so upsetting. The thought of children having to go through this is sickening. She talks about it starting at age 6 and that's the age my granddaughter is now. Just thinking about that age & the horror & it's beyond heartbreaking. My heart aches for these children..

@EnchantedGreeniz

3 жыл бұрын

That is exactly how I am feeling, my grandaughter just turned 6 & sitting here listening to her, my soul is aching, knowing at that sweet, innocent age of 6, that innocence being taken away, forever changing them, just breaks my heart... to the core.

@classicarah

3 жыл бұрын

I have a 6 year old and this is so sad,I’m very cautious with her. Cant trust many people.

@cathycoppolino5167

3 жыл бұрын

My granddaughter is this beautiful, innocent, trustworthy 6 year old as well. I can't even imagine this sweet angel being traumatized like this. Unfortunately, this happens to little boys as well. I sometimes wish I could protect them and place them in a bubble until they reached adulthood. The parents of these children should be so ashamed of themselves but obviously, they are going through their own issues. God bless all these children.

@davidtoddmickens5558

3 жыл бұрын

@@cathycoppolino5167 the mothers &father's that willing sell their little ones.should have there skin removed ,then put back on after salt bath, again again again ,just for starters

@Tawadeb

3 жыл бұрын

We have to be vigilant and SPEAK UP!!

The moment she speaks, you cannot stop listening to her, I am amazed and I love her so much. Jesus please wrap her heart in GOLD.

I WAS REPEATEDLY RAPED AND MOLESTED FROM THE AGE OF 5 YRS TO 14 YEARS BY AN UNCLE. YEARS LATER I FOUND OUT THAT HE DID THE SAME TO MY SISTER, MY COUSINS, MY AUNT AND MANY OTHERS. AFTER MANY YEARS/DECADES WE CAME TOGETHER AND CHARGED HIM AND HIS TRIAL DATE IS JANUARY 2024. ANNEKE I'M SO SORRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU, WE LIVE IN A SICK WORLD. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN, LAW ENFORCEMENT LOOKS THE OTHER WAY AND ALLOWS THIS TO HAPPEN AND HOW COULD A PARENT BE SO EVIL AND SOULESS AS TO SELL THEIR CHILD TO BE RAPED AND KILLED. THERE'S A SPECIAL PLACE IN HELL FOR PEOPLE WHO DO THESE HEINOUS ACTS. SHAME ON THE MEDIA FOR NOT REPORTING ON THIS, AND CHOOSING TO REPORT ON GARBAGE, PUSHING LIES AND INSIGNIFICANT TOPICS INSTEAD.

What a beautiful soul. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your story. Sending you SO much love 💙

Her happiness only reached her eyes one time in this video and it was when she was talking about helping others by teaching others how to help them as well.

I am a 35 yrs old father of two boys 12 & 15 and two forever always my baby girls 5 & 10. The first 10 mins of this had me in tears bc I preach this caution to my children 😭. On my next family meeting, I will share your story.... to the world that surrounds me as well. To bring forth the awareness to the one who think that this doesn't really happen or would never happen to them. Your story is very POWERFUL!!! Thank you for being strong 💪🏾and brave. I love you for that and I'm so sorry that you went though that storm.

@Midnight_Lantern

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for expressing this as a man and for being the loving, protective empathetic father you describe. The world needs more men and fathers like you.

@moriah1394

Жыл бұрын

Careful don’t traumatize the young ones with things they can’t understand and also note when you do talk to them that usually these things happen in families or by someone who befriends the family and that they are not to keep secrets ..no adult should tell them to keep secrets. There is privacy yes and secrets with threats never to be acceptable and always to be told to parents or some long-term trusted person who has never done such a thing.

She is warning us to open our minds to the truth and to the things people we’ve empowered are doing. It’s so evident with the current people of power. The information has been there for quite some time. Why can’t we listen and learn? You are an amazing strong person, I admire you greatly. Thank you.

Thank you for using your dark past to make a difference by raising awareness and for making those that have been through it or something like it know they're not alone or evil and that there is hope to be OK! That healing is possible!

Even while waiting, I honor your story, what happened, your ability to survive and recover. I hope you have many blessings in life.

It feels like the studio atmosphere was not supportive of her getting deep into her feelings.

@coaltin2509

3 жыл бұрын

Focus on the story and message, and less on petty visual semantics. Speak only on the absolutely horrible, repeated, abuse Anneka was subjected to (as well as thousands of other women). It may not seem it, but your comment is tactless. A really intense story is being told, about sexual abuse and sexual slavery, and your takeaway is about video direction? Be better.

@kokobunni5897

3 жыл бұрын

@@coaltin2509 damn, you totally misread that. The comment wasn’t about video direction, but about how the background noise in the studio wasn’t conducive to the graveness of her story.

@coolwater55

3 жыл бұрын

@@coaltin2509 I understood the comment and thought the same. It seemed a bit challenging at the beginning and the production team should have had things comfortable snd quiet before she started her talk about such tragic childhood. She should not have had to direct them. IMHO.

@coolwater55

3 жыл бұрын

Agree.

@janellemargot4376

3 жыл бұрын

@@coolwater55 don't think you did.

I remember about 25 years ago, hearing about 2-3 young teen girls in Belgium who had been declared missing by their parents, but who were later found. Their traffickers were 2 low life men, out of work builders, I think, and who were caught but one of them declared he was so well covered ans well connected, that he would never go to jail. Indeed, that story, wide breaking international story, which had been a huge story, just disappeared. The one of these traffickers had kept the girls in underground cellar rooms, some of his kidnapped victims starved to death while they were held by him underground; it was an awful story. But the one thing I vividly recalled was his claim that he provided girls, "clean girls," for Belgian and other European politicians. Now I recall his name, Marc Dutroux, I think.

@simonfisher2239

Жыл бұрын

The story didn't disappear, it was covered in depth down here in NZ. It started out looking like incompetence, then it became apparent that was a cover-up.

So glad this video is now coming to light to a lot more people in the world. Thank you Anneke Lucas for telling your story YOU ARE STRONG ❤

Powerful testimony of such a brave woman. I pray for all the children involved in sex trafficking and abuse at this time.

@dianamary6170

3 жыл бұрын

Me too 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

I wish there wasn't such fear of exposing these evil people!

@janetskene3413

3 жыл бұрын

FEAR STOPS MANY FROM EXPOSING THE PERPETRATORS. Fight against your own fear. What’s it going to take to finally and actually get rid of the corruption and evil that wants to take over entirely?

@naturegirl8104

3 жыл бұрын

Fear? You'd do better wishing that those who expose this Evil don't get Suicided/Murdered so frequently.

@informeduser2259

3 жыл бұрын

Rhonda Hug, they are being exposed. Very soon the whole world will know their names.

@tinythunder7300

3 жыл бұрын

This would have been my question...how can we expose these ppl?! Even if they are dead show their faces, speak their names and let ppl know. I understand the risk factor so...there is that. It hurts to know ppl like this exist, that parents and ppl can treat children like objects and that children are not protected and have to grow up faster because of these experiences...sigh... demons on this earth I tell you! Or is this just human nature?...I pray for all who experience this and praying for these broken ppl perpetrating these things.

@tanyabrown9839

3 жыл бұрын

fear? Do you want to see this woman murdered. There is people who kill others to keep things quiet and reputations mean a lot.

Why are these men not held accountable? It makes my blood boil.

@KoalaBeer.

11 ай бұрын

Name shame

@lorimav

11 ай бұрын

Oh, they ARE held accountable and you don't want to be in their places when they face the Just Judge: " whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be drowned in the depth of the sea"

@remigal899

8 ай бұрын

Pedophiles, women and men always get off the hook. It’s the way of this wicked evil disgusting world.