솔직하고 소탈한모습 소유님 너무보기좋아요!! 늘 응원해요^^

여름에 소유님을 보니 더 설레네❤ 여전히 예뿌시고 스타일도 조코 성격도 조코 돈도 만코 인기도 만코 다가지고 계신 풀소유님 조타❤

나중에 강릉가면 언니가 간 코스대로 들러야징ㅋㅋㅋ 숙소에서 불멍하다가 갑자기 드러눕는거 완전 귀욥ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

너무 힐링되는 영상이였어요❤ 소유 팬됐어요🫶

I like this style of vlog! I hope soyou makes more vlog like this in the future!😍

I just re-watched this with the English subtitles on. I hadn't realized I was on a date with Soyou. I love that approach, ha, ha.

아~~~~ 강릉 오셨었구나ㅜㅜ 소유님 항상 화이팅입니다^^

이런 시점 너무 감사합니다❤

왜 여행은 언니가 했는데 내가 힐링되지?? 별거 아닌데 되게 편하고 행복하고 좋다ㅠㅠ 강릉에 맛있는거 넘 많아서 좋아... 또 갈래🥹

Oh what a beautiful place to go with you! + i just saw the news about your cb - what a nice Thursday!

컨셉 재밌어요♥️♥️ 소유 언니ㅠㅠ넘 예뻐요

@jesustrust4190

9 ай бұрын

^^

역시 씨스타는 여름이지! ㅋㅋ 낼 속초가는데 잘보고갑니다요! 소유찡

I love this POV concept , its like she really is there with her fans, amazing. ^^ And so excited for your comeback Soyou!!

이거 보니까 강릉 오랜만에 다시 가고싶다 ❤

굿!!! 좋아용~~!!^^

소유 보고있음.. 힐링되는거같애 ㅎ

강릉에도 괜찮은 곳이 많네요😮 숙소 좋아보이네요.. 가보고싶다.. 근데 사실 소유씨가 있으면 어디든 좋지않은 곳이 있을까..🥰 소유씨 저렇게 예쁘고 사랑스러운데☺️

아로마티카!! 전 바디오일이랑 스킨로션 다 아로미티카 쓰는데 향 너무 좋아서 완전 애정ㅋㅋㅋ트래블 키트도 좋아보이네영👍

So happy to see you enjoying yourself

헐 뭐야 이 언니랑 같이 여행간 기분은.. 이런 샷 너무 좋은걸,,,? 아 강릉 너무 좋지.. 바다도 이뿌고 맛있는것도 많구 이뿐 카페도 많구ㅠㅠㅠ 이번주에 동해가는데 들려야겠당ㅠ

소유님 오늘 목소리가 생동감과 다정해요

강릉 여행가려고 정보를 찾는데 소유씨가 딱...홀리듯 보고 있는 나...

저 날 중앙시장에서 소유님 봤어요!!!🤗 실물이 더 너무너무 이쁘시더라구요!!!!

Lovely Soyou cant wait for your cb next month!🙏❤️💕

모지 소유랑 데이트 하는 기분 죠으당요❤

아~~~ 강릉...!! 저 진짜 좋아해요!! 강릉 바다도 좋구 짬순이도 진짜 맛있구.. 안목해변에 커피거리에서 커피한잔 딱 하는거 진짜 ㅜㅜ 완전ㅜㅜ 좋아하는데!!!ㅋㅋㅋ 소유기 보니까 또 가고싶어요!!!! 곧 가야겠어요!!!ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

16:40-17:45 “Let’s be faithful to my heart”. Soyou deserves all the love in this world. You grow up well, Soyou. I think this is the 6th time I’m watching this video.. As a fan, the more time passing, the more I’m in love with Soyou. Even the cat know how sweet Soyou is as a person.

I would love to go on a trip with Soyou. You are so caring and happy. I'd love to be around that type of person. And I love your motto be true to your feelings. You are such a wonderful and caring person. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and travel with us. You are a truly beautiful person inside and out.

소유언니는 연예인이지만 먹을거에 너무 진심이라 친근함 ㅠㅋㅋㅋ 언니랑 친하게 지내고싶다요 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

획기적이다~~!!!앞으로 다들 따라하겠군..ㅎ

언니ㅠㅠㅠ보기만해도 힐링되는 느낌❤ 아로마티카 저 구성에 쿠폰 먹이니까 삼만원도 안하네요 ㅎㅎ내일 여행가는데 사야게씀

강릉하면 초당순두부 다음에 꼭한번 드셔보세요 소유님

아싸 며칠뒤에 강릉 여행가는데!!! 여행 파우치 너무 필요했거든용 ㅠㅠ 소유언니처럼 아로마티카꺼 사놨다가 여행때 가져가면 딱이겠네용❤❤ 맛집도 갔다와볼게요!!ㅎㅎㅎ

우런니 쓰는거 다쓸거야~아로마티카 샀어요!!

소유님 너무 예쁘세요 팬인데 유튜브로 볼 수 있어서 영광입니다 ㅠㅠ

여행 가고싶다 😄

소유랑 같이 여행 가고싶다 ㅎㅎ

소유누나랑 여행가고싶당ㅠㅠ

엇! 강릉ㅋ 강릉 가고 싶따ㅋ 소유기 화이띵야

Soyou is such a perfect girl!❤

잘봤어요 응원합니다

이번 여행영상도 재밌게 봤어요!ㅎㅎ 소유언니가 먹는 음식들은 다 맛있어보여요 먹구싶으다! 역시 대게 먹는 방법을 잘 알고 계셔👍🏻👍🏻 시장가면 시장음식 못 참찌!!

잘보고갑니다 ^^

I'm so happy to see that they put the subtitles quickly! And Soyou is so beautiful! She has always been extremely pretty but age has no effect on her, on the contrary she is even more beautiful. This hair color suits her so well 🤩 In fact this house is not the one where MONSTA X shot? The cat also seems to be the same 😅

such a cute video

저거 여행 파우치 어디서 파나 검색했더니 컬리에서 팔아요 ㅎㅎㅎ 쿠폰까지 해서 제꺼랑 친구꺼랑 선물로 잘 샀어요~

소유하고 싶다❤❤❤

So pretty!

부럽다 .....강릉 ..자주다녀도한번도못봣는데 ㅜ

누나 먹을때랑 드라이버칠때 제일 섹시해요❤

😊🌊

소유랑 여행가고싶다 😮

제발 1인칭 시점 매일 해주세요ㅠㅠㅠ

긍데 소유언니 정말 맛잘알이당. 오징어 순대, 닭강정, 홍게, 오징어회 맛난거만 드신다.

육쪽마늘빵도 맛있슥니다

반신욕 숙소 이름 먼가요 일박에 얼만지도 궁금

Hi Soyou!

노상어게인 다시해주세요 ㅠㅠㅠ

일주일전에 강릉 갔다 왔는데 사람들도 친절하고 음식도 맛있었고 특히 삼겹살김치말이가 원픽 커피를 안좋아하는데 근데 커피가 너무 맛있었음

모야 언니랑 꼭 데이트하는것같당

❤소유랑 여행 가고싶다❤

@user-gr3uw7pd2i

Жыл бұрын

나둥❤

@MdHridoy-dq2bo

Жыл бұрын

​@@user-gr3uw7pd2i😂 হ হআহআ

@user-um4fv5bf4c

Жыл бұрын

징그러위

@user-es9gb5kb6t

Жыл бұрын

개극혐

@archnamali6814

Жыл бұрын

@@user-um4fv5bf4c v v .k

꺄!!!!우런니 광고다 광고!! 하고픙거 삭다해라 예전에 아로마티카 괄사 추천해줬을때 아직까지도 재구매해서 승모근 잘 조지고있는데 또 조은거 갖고와죠서 거마워용!!! 증말!! 휴가갈때 가져갈래용 파우치랑 가방도 졀귀탱😍😍😍😍

Soyou unnie❤

대게 되게 맛되게

Beautiful Soyou 🌹 😍

Naur the english subs is already addee 😅😭

Gorgeous

카메라 시점이 누구예요? 니콜인가?

강지연씨 영상잘봤어요 ~

저두 원래는 그냥 아 내가 하고 말지; 그냥 나만 참으면 돼,, 라는 마인드였는데 요즘은 그냥 아 쪼대로 살자..! 남들 뭐 먹고 사는지 안궁금하고(소유언니는 예외ㅎ) 그냥 흘러가는대로 살자! 마인드가 됐움.. 남 신경쓰면 나만 힘듦.. 살아가는것도 버거운데.. 남들까지 신경쓰면 그 무게가 너무 무겁잖어.. 언니두 하고 싶은거 다하고 싫은건 싫다고 표현잘하구! 맘대루 살어!! 하루 하루 행복하게 살장!🤍

오징어순대 맛있었나요? 예전에 오징어순대 엄청 맛나게 먹어서 중앙시장 가서 먹어봤는데 그닥...

꼭 나랑 애기하는거 같아 기분이 좋네요~^^

강릉에 오시다니. 팬으로서 만나지 못해서 아쉽네요~! ㅠ ㅠ 호떡이나 아스크림 호떡 먹으셨으면 딱인데. 개인적인 취향이지만, 짬순이나 순두부는 안 묵어요~! ㅎㅎ ;; 맛집이 없어서. ;; 강릉 토백이들은 사람 많은 곳은 안가요. 중앙시장 성남 칼국수가 굿입니다~! (김치) 가격,양,맛 3가지 충족~! ㅎ.,ㅎ

제가아는 그 소유님이세요? 반갑습니다

สวยๆ🥰🏝🏞🍲🥘🌮🌯

나였으면...

너무 친구 안나오니 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 카메라 보고 연기하는 느낌이야 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

소유를 유지하기엔 오빠 주머니가 넉넉하지않아 널 보내려한다 ㅂ2~

가기전날 목적지 알려주시면 좋을텐데..😊

소유 내여자로 소유하고싶다❤

오 렌지로버 여자 큰차 운전하면 간지나지

Oink Oink.. I can't stop.. I am looking at Your Picture.. I just can't stop.. What are you doing to Me.. WHY is it that I don't see YOU.. YOU are so far away from Me.. and I been waiting here.. same room.. only your Picture.. I keep on telling my self to Stop but It hurts.. YOU are so Far.. I am reaching my Hands Out.. I am asking for you.. I can't find you any where.. I am looking at the Wall.. the wall in my room.. as I want to hold YOU.. my arms are open Wide but I can't see YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. I am telling myself.. It hurts me more than It hurts YOU.. because It is I who is missing YOU.. why can't you be close.. WHY did you choose to go far.. or is it me who just can't move at this Point.. I am holding the Bottle.. I am facing the wall.. as I would look at you through the Picture with the Other hand.. I just can't believe YOU are so Far.. I am missing YOU.. why do I keep on missing YOU.. the More I want to turn the Other way.. I know I just can't.. I open my mouth.. the Bottle.. I taste the wine.. I am chugging the Bottle like it is the water.. and I stop.. Looking at this wall.. I see nothing.. but just the wall in my room.. I want to hold YOU right Now.. if you were here would you let me Hold YOU.. my arms open wide.. so that I want you to get close.. I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. close to my Chest as I want to hear the sound of your Heart.. would you let me know that YOUR Heart can beat the sound as Mine.. Please.. I need YOU.. I need you here.. I need you close.. so that my arms knows that I can hold you and I can whisper to your ears.. How much I love you.. as I place the empty bottle on the floor.. I am looking at your picture.. and I look at the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on the top of the Bed.. I get close to the Bed and I would say.. Do you remember this Bear.. this Teddy Bear.. you told me that YOU will never leave this Bear alone.. if you have promised me that YOU are going to take this Bear with YOU.. why is this Bear sitting here all alone.. are you trying to make this Bear feel just like Me.. it looks so sad.. like my Heart.. broken and shattered.. the More I look at this Teddy Bear sitting.. I feel like it can truly understand me.. But why do you have to leave this Bear.. making me feel more Hurt then ever.. YOU know how much I love YOU.. I am the One who gave you this as Your Birthday gift.. YOU told me that YOU will always have this by your side.. Now.. I know that YOU don't love me.. YOU told me that YOU did but why do I feel like you never loved me.. if you loved me then would you hurt me like this.. Please tell me why.. why did I have to heard the words I LOVE YOU.. I would hear you say those words to me.. But now.. my Heart keeps breaking on Me.. I feel like I just can't move.. I just feel like if I did.. if YOU would come.. I want you near.. I want to see you close to me.. But.. all I am seeing is this wall.. the WALL in my room.. I only stare at this wall.. and only thing that my eyes can see if your Picture.. It drives me crazy that YOU are so Far though.. WHY do I have to feel like I am going crazy.. I open the Bottles.. and I drink these wines.. trying to clear UP my Mind.. my Heart.. I would be drinking till I am drunk.. I fall on the fall.. and I sit on the floor.. just crying.. my tears just don't leave me anymore.. am I depressed or am I sad.. I am not sure because I feel like I am.. but.. all I need is your Love.. I need your Love too.. I need your Heart.. I need you with me.. Help me to find a way to get to YOU.. to your Heart.. I am asking you what am I suppose to do.. I turn.. I am seeing the wall in my room.. and I look at the Bed.. the Teddy Bear looks at me and cries.. I want to say to the Teddy Bear.. do you feel like Me.. Do you know that this Hurts.. I am more hurting than YOU because at least I have a Heart.. WHY do I feel Like I am dying.. I am dying in Love.. drowning.. sometimes I want to run where the Ocean waters are.. and from the cliff jump off and plunge into the waters so that NOONE can find me.. but.. I wake UP.. I am alive again.. I can breathe.. my eyes sees a new day.. and I turn.. I look at your Picture.. melting my Heart.. I don't even see YOU.. I don't even meet YOU and I would look at your picture and say.. HOW COME.. what are you doing to my Heart.. then.. I wonder what will happen if I see YOU.. if I see you and meet you face to face.. are you going to say to me I am crazy.. it is this Crazy person.. and say YOU are so crazy.. and tell me how can I love you.. and I will say to you I don't know.. YOU needs to ask my Heart and Jump into your Chest.. maybe my Heart can light you on fire because I just don't know how could this Be.. and So what.. Now.. I came long ways to ask YOU for Love.. I want to Love YOU.. are you going to tell me to stop loving YOU.. I want to ask my Heart let us Stop.. but I just can't because I want your Love.. I want YOU to love me TOO.. I am asking YOU.. then Please.. give me YOUR HEART.. if I can get your Heart.. maybe my heart can do or say something so that YOU know How much I love YOU.. But look.. as I am standing in the room.. I feel like I am only using my Imagination.. I am looking at the wall in my ROOM.. and there is NO ONE here.. I have your Picture in my Hand.. and I am looking at the wall.. of course I don't see YOU.. you are not in this room either.. but I do see your picture.. and I am facing the wall.. with the Empty Bottle on the floor.. and I am hurting in pain.. my Heart is in so much ache right Now because I am missing YOU.. I need you here.. I want you close to me so that I don't have to act like I am crazy.. if you were close and you were near.. I won't be like this.. I be asking YOU please come near.. I will open my arms wide.. pull your ARM near me and I would wrap my arms around YOU and would say.. HOW COME you have taken me this Long.. I have been waiting.. longing.. yearning.. mourning and crying my tears.. and waiting.. LOOKING at your picture.. facing the wall and beating against my Chest.. I would say I hurt because missing YOU Hurts me to death.. I would turn to look at the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would say.. WHY didn't you go.. WHY are you here with me.. LOOK at this.. LOOK at me torn into pieces.. if you had left.. I know you be in a much happier spot but with me.. LOOK.. I am holding the picture and talking to YOU.. look at this BOTTLE.. an EMPTY BOTTLE is what YOU see.. and you have seen more empty bottles laying around.. and YOU SEE.. I am looking at this Empty Wall.. this wall is not going to solve any of my problems.. but YOU can see and hear problems coming out of my Heart because I miss YOU.. How many days Must I miss YOU for the Words to get to your Head.. HOW many Notes turns into long long letters must it goes.. I am drinking all the Bottles.. Putting Letters into the Bottles.. Hoping that it is going to reach you some How.. but what if the Letters never get to YOU.. am I suppose to sit in my room on the floor and cry my Heart out.. my eyes can be bleeding.. losing Life because I need your Love.. I need YOU is what I am telling YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. and I can see blurry visions.. and wanting so bad to hold YOU.. missing you just is not enough any more.. I want to scream.. scream from my Heart to tell Your Heart.. How come you making it so Hard for me.. why are you making me suffer like this.. Do you want me to enter my own grave.. then give me a shovel.. Let me die for YOU instead.. if loving you is Not going to be enough.. How about digging up my own grave.. bring me a stone.. I will put a pillow and a blanket inside with me.. I am going to grab all of the empty Bottles.. with Letters inside.. I will take it with me too because YOU don't want to tell me Your Heart.. I am going to grab that Giant Teddy Bear and we can all snuggle into the Casket together.. and I am going to cry while I am dying inside because I need YOU.. YOU know How much I need you.. I need you so that I can Love YOU and tell Your Heart.. I am going to Grab your Heart too with me and I am going to shut the casket.. I am going to take your Heart with me.. if you want your Heart.. you needs to Open the casket.. and I will let YOU know how it feels to be In the room.. Facing the wall.. looking at your Picture with Empty Bottles and letters inside.. How it feels to be Me.. It is Not easy to be the One to Love.. it is not easy to be me who is missing YOU.. but I want YOU to Miss ME.. so I am going to take YOUR HEART.. maybe then you start to think.. who is the One taken Your Heart.. and YOU start to be looking for the One who has taken.. GIVE me your Heart.. so I can start this Process of YOU too miss me.. how about That.. because I want You to Know that I love you.. why can't you see that.. Why can't you understand that I love YOU.. it is already Hard enough of missing YOU day and Night.. I want that Heart.. I want your Heart.. I need Your Heart so that YOU Know how it feels to be missing something.. as I am standing in my room.. I am looking at the wall.. this Wall is empty.. but My hand is holding your Picture.. I am missing YOU.. If I miss you so much.. what do I do.. What must I do.. Will you help me to find a way to Your Heart.. because I can feel helpless sometimes.. staring at the wall.. only thing I can do is hold your Picture in my Hand.. I want to tell YOU something.. but How.. YOU are so far away.. but I can't really do much either.. but I want to do more and more.. if you can see my Heart.. but I don't think you can see my Heart.. facing the Wall.. looking at the wall and LOOKING at the Giant Teddy Bear.. makes me Bitter many times.. I look at the situation because there is NOT much I can do.. but I need YOU.. I want YOU..

@devinj-np7dd

11 ай бұрын

I need to do something More so that I can Love your Heart.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU.. there are many empty bottles in my room.. you will say what are you going to do with all these empty bottles.. it is just a trash too you.. I know you will look at it as It is nothing to YOU.. because it has NO value on your Part.. but for me I am giving it my All.. Heart to Heart I would open the Bottle.. Letters are written.. I am writing to YOU.. I know that it will have NO value because I can't sell it.. But I don't want to sell anything.. it comes from My Heart.. what more can I do if it is all from MY HEART I am giving.. from my Heart.. I write letters.. and Open the Bottles to place each Letters inside.. I am a writer YOU Know and I put My Heart and Soul.. and I share Love to YOU.. I want to give you the bottles.. it has messages in the bottles but if it means Nothing to YOU.. I feel like I am standing in the ROOM.. LOOKING at the wall.. feeling like I can't do much or give Much when It means everything to Me because LOVE is only thing I can give and share to YOU.. because I truly Love YOU.. I need YOU.. I need you forever so that I can love you forever.. because I love YOU.. The door Opens.. and Now.. I want to go inside.. But what if YOU are Not inside.. so I am holding a Glass Jar.. Inside is a Heart.. I want to give YOU this Heart.. and if you are wondering.. WHOSE Heart is inside the Glass Jar.. it is My Heart.. I came here to Trade.. I know that just coming without anything.. it is going to waste Each other Time.. so I am here with My Heart.. holding this Glass Jar.. the Question on the Line is this.. would YOU Please accept this Glass Jar.. and I want your Heart.. I don't want to go empty handed because I am also putting My Time on the Line.. I don't need this Heart because I already know what is Inside my Heart.. so I am here with an Offering of giving you this Heart.. would you Please say Yes.. as I would step closer.. the Door closes.. and I am thinking.. why would you close the Door.. DID you not tell me to come.. I have received an invitation that YOU are here.. I am also holding a Note.. a Note Card you wrote to me that I am allowed to come.. to also it is written to come inside.. I have made all this Preparation.. ready to give YOU something.. and if YOU know that I am here for YOU.. why would you close this DOOR.. it is me who has send for me to come.. I had to get ready.. Do you know that I could Not sleep last Night.. I was so excited.. I was so happy and joy was filled in my Heart.. because I wanted to Trade.. that is WHY my Heart is inside this Glass Jar.. if YOU also have a glass Jar.. Please put Your Heart inside and let us make a Trade.. and it would become a contract.. that I get to take care of Your Heart.. I am able to tell Your Heart.. that I don't have to miss YOU anymore.. as long as I have Your Heart close to me.. I will always tell Your Heart that I love YOU.. YOU told me to come.. so Now I am here.. I just saw the door Opened.. was it because I am late.. did you do a count down on Me.. started to count and since YOU have ended the counting and since I stepped up late.. YOU just could Not wait for Me and wanted to close this DOOR.. If you are Not going to Open this Door.. then what am I suppose to do with this Glass Jar.. I also brought some flowers too.. a basket full loaded of Sun Flowers.. it is here with me.. I wanted to give all this to YOU.. Please.. Open the Door.. let me inside.. so that I can give YOU this Heart.. the One with the Glass Jar.. Please.. I did not come just for me to be wasted my time.. I don't waste time because I really need This Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I am going to scream.. scream so loud that It is going to wake UP your Heart.. I want it.. Your Heart.. so I would place the Glass Jar down on the ground.. WILL YOU answer the Door.. Please Open the DOOR for me.. and I would make step closer to the Door.. Can you hear me from the Inside.. and I would turn my head on the side.. placing my ear close to the door.. I want to hear YOU.. Can I hear Your voice.. can you say something so that I know that It is YOU who is there.. I know that It is YOU.. How did I get here.. only because of the Note Card.. told me to come and Now.. I also gotten the Note Card telling me.. the DOOR is going to be opened to know that It is YOU.. and when I came here.. I saw the Door Opened.. that means YOU saw me.. You heard me.. you know that it is me who came.. I have brought you the Basket full of Flowers.. flowers which is here for YOU.. and Now I am here for your Heart.. Now.. I would roll my hand into a fist ball.. My hand hits the Door.. KNOCK KNOCK.. DOK DOK DOK.. my head on the door.. ear leaning against the door.. trying to hear your response from the Inside.. but I don't hear YOU.. my hand hits the door.. KNOCK KNOCK.. DOK DOK DOK.. and I would pull away my ear from the door.. I am asking YOU.. can you please Open this door.. I have come for Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart.. can I have your Heart.. I am not going to stop until you open this DOOR and Please.. tell me that YOU have your Heart with you.. I want to see that Heart.. I want to see Your Heart.. when I was at Home.. I receive a KNOCK on the door.. I opened the front DOOR.. and I saw a Picture.. a Picture of Your Heart.. WHY would you take a picture of Your Heart.. and Now.. why don't you open this door.. why are you so afraid of giving me Your Heart.. my hand rolls into the Fist Ball and Hits the door.. KNOCK KNOCK.. DOK DOK DOK.. Please.. do you know that it is so hot out here.. I am standing in the middle of the Day.. which is the most hottest day of the time.. do you want to set My Head on fire because of this Heat.. this Pressure giving me.. WHY can't you answer.. why can't you open this DOOR.. Are you teasing me.. or Are you testing me to see if I would response to the Picture of Your Heart.. when I saw the Picture.. I was thinking.. WHY is your Heart so Big and SO beautiful.. that Now.. I know I want it.. I want this Big Heart.. why send me this Picture.. of Your Heart.. and Now.. YOU saw me coming.. You saw me coming closer.. I wanted to walk inside.. and I would smile so Big when I saw the Door opened because I knew I was closer to my destiny.. which is to get Your Heart.. I am not going to Hurt YOU.. I am not going to tell Your Heart which will hurt YOU.. if YOU can give me Your Heart.. I will tell YOUR Heart.. that I will always love YOU.. Not just by words but for ever and ever I will love YOU.. YOU needs to trust me in this.. Why would I ever hurt YOU.. I know How it feels to have a Broken Heart.. or shattered Heart.. I know how it feels to be torn apart and into pieces and I do not want to take YOU where YOU be hurt the most.. why would I do that.. YOU know how much I love YOU.. I need your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU my Heart.. if you can please Open the DOOR.. my hand grabs the DOOR KNOB.. twist and turn but the DOOR is locked.. I am Not going to rob your Heart.. I am Not a thief but I just want you to know and be comfortable by letting me IN and Let me love you and treat you the way a real man can treat a Woman.. but if YOU lock this DOOR and It does not open for Me.. How can you trust me and know that this is reals.. YOU know that I will never hurt YOU.. so Please.. Open this DOOR.. and let me IN.. let me get close to YOU.. I want to hold your Heart.. my hands is crazy and shaking because my hands wants to TOUCH and HOLD your Heart close.. I want to feel how Your Heart feels.. Once I get the feeling in my arms and my hands hold your Heart.. I am able to tell you what My Heart thinks and feels about Your Heart.. but YOU needs to accept and allow Me.. to receive.. to Open so that I know I am allowed.. give me your permission that I am able to get close to Your Heart.. I don't like the feel when I have to be distance from YOU.. for a long time.. I had to deal with Missing YOU for a long time.. it feels like I am getting so Close.. but as I am able to come this far.. the DOOR shuts.. and YOU have locked.. How can I get close.. if YOU do not trust me and wants to lock me Out.. I am unable too get close.. DID you even see the Glass Jar.. with my Heart inside.. did you even saw the basket full of the SUN FLOWERS.. I am here all for YOU.. but.. look at where I am at.. Why can't I get close to YOU.. my hand would roll into fist ball and the hand hits the door.. KNOCK KNOCK.. DOK DOK DOK.. can you Hear this knocking at your Door.. It is me on the Other side.. I am out here.. by your Door.. so Please open the Door.. my hand.. the fist ball hits the Door.. KNOCK KNOCK.. DOK DOK DOK.. I don't hear you.. I don't hear anything.. Are you sure you are there.. did YOU leave somewhere.. as I would turn around.. I see that the SUN is setting.. the SUN is going down and I have been here all day.. I haven't eaten all day.. I can feel in my stomach that I am now hungry.. But.. YOU should know How long I would stand by this DOOR.. I been coming and going.. coming and going..

@devinj-np7dd

11 ай бұрын

I am looking through the Window.. In the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I remember I grabbed your wrist.. and I told YOU.. I love YOU.. for a Long time.. I just could Not take my Mind Off of YOU.. asking YOU.. can I be the One who can Love you for the rest of My Life.. will you let me.. I know that I made the situation worst when I grabbed your wrist.. I just wanted to express my Heart but did not mean to come out that strong to You.. I saw you turning your Head away from Me.. and Looking towards another direction.. I knew that I had to let Go.. YOU told me that YOU did not want to work here any more.. of course I knew the answer clearly.. as I open my hand and let go of your wrist.. you wanted to tell me something.. and told me that YOU were seeing someone else.. but I knew that person well.. and my Heart.. I just knew that My confession of telling you came too late.. But I was holding in for so long.. why did YOU not wait.. why did you tell me that YOU wanted to be loved by someone else.. But.. I know that I bee here all along.. YOU knew that I felt something towards YOU.. even though I did Not have to say the words.. by the smile and my actions should of told YOU already.. but Now.. is it really late for me to tell YOU that I love YOU.. can you please receive My Love.. can you please open your heart just a little for Me.. I need to know.. I need a chance you know.. if I am the One for YOU.. did YOU not ever think about that.. I can really be the One who can love you for so long.. but if you do not give me that Chance.. you will never know How far I can truly love YOU and tell YOU how much I love YOU.. are you really going to let this Chance go.. and I would turn.. trying to look at YOU.. but.. I see that YOU are moving and pushing me away.. but.. I know I can too love YOU.. WHY can't you just reconsider.. and please give a time for yourself.. Let me know that I can too love YOU.. is it that Hard for you to know.. I know that I can Love YOU too.. maybe I can be a Better Lover.. I can love you more because YOU brought this Inspiring of Love to Me.. will you please consider and think about what I have said to YOU.. I see you turning away and telling me you have already made it known and made it clear to me that YOU love another man.. and I would watch you walking away.. and I would turn away toward your Direction.. wait.. do you have to end it like this.. can you not give me a Chance too.. if you do not open your heart.. if you keep it close.. you will know that I have loved you More.. so Please.. open your heart.. I know I can Love you better.. I can Love you More.. only please.. stop and wait.. I watch the Door open.. and I see you walk out the Door and the door closes.. I am thinking about the day you left me.. I was building this work Shop just for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU loved Flowers.. I asked you what is your Interest.. what makes you smile.. what do you like to see.. what makes you cry.. what makes you happy and as a friend you told me many things.. I collected and gathered.. YOU told me that YOU wanted to see a lot of Flowers.. Out of the woods.. some of the trees had to be cut Down.. and the builders came and helped me to build this Work Shop out of the woods.. and I would ask what kinds of seed would bring Flowers to Life in the Garden.. and I asked few of the Plant specialists and they helped me to get these seeds and started to help me to plant.. Once these things were established I remember I asked you if you wanted to work.. and YOU told me where.. and I gave you the address.. it is a Flower Shop.. and I work there too.. and I do remember you did take the offer and started to work.. I would show you different flowers.. I would think about the flowers you loved.. when we were young.. when YOU came to the Orphan House.. I do remember you coming with your parents.. and they would always bring you Flowers.. and share to the children who had NO Parents.. I member I would see the kinds of flowers in your Hands.. each time you would bring a New Flower in your hand.. I would look at the flower.. going into my room.. I have me a Note Book.. and start to write down flowers you would bring.. it be so different.. and I have kept the Note Book for a Long time.. from Page to page.. I would smile.. as I would feel my tears roll down.. my hand touch the words of the Names of each Flower.. and I would ask the Specialist can any of these Flowers.. do you have the seeds of these flowers so that I can plant in the garden too.. I do remember some of the farmers who lived around the Area comes to help.. I would be asking if they can help me to Plant these seeds and help me to grow.. and the older People started to help as I would watch the Plants.. I saw Flowers blossom time after time.. and when the Flowers would grow.. I would think of YOU.. each has a special place in my Heart.. I would touch my Chest looking at each Unique Flowers and I wanted to show YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU something.. But I was afraid to ever tell YOU.. Just like what has happened.. YOU told me that YOU love someone else.. YOU telling me that I am Not the One.. that I am Not allowed to Love YOU.. how can YOU tell me this when I been thinking of you all this TIME.. you brought so much tears in my eyes.. My Heart was breaking.. I could not see you from the distance.. I could not believe you would say.. and just walked away.. Now I am here.. back at the Work Shop.. I have left the work Shop because of these memories causing me to Die inside.. but.. what am I suppose to do what YOU are the Love of my Life who brings me back here.. and I would stand here.. the room is dark.. I know that It is time to start over.. I am going to build this Shop again.. this Flower shop because I know that I love YOU.. does Not matter if you ever return back to me or Not.. But.. I know that I love this Place.. why because I always loved YOU.. your scent still is here.. I can still smell your scent.. and I just wanted to hold YOU near when I smell you.. so sweet and so beautiful.. as I am looking at the Window.. and I look through.. I see the tree I was standing.. and I am not sure.. but I see someone.. I am hoping it is YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. but Not YOU who breaks my Heart.. YOU who is coming back to Me.. YOU who knows how much I love YOU.. YOU who knows that I have build this work Shop.. this Flower Shop because I was inspired by Loving YOU.. to show you how much I love YOU.. and as I am getting closer toward the window and I look through.. I see YOU.. but.. is it YOU who loves another man.. because YOU should always know that I love you first.. I watch YOU turning around and I see you looking.. I am standing by the window.. YOU are standing by the tree and My tears.. it starts to flow down.. two lines.. I know I missed YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU.. and YOU should now that this whole place.. It is because of YOU.. How much I love YOU.. LOOK at the flower Shop.. Look at the farmers who and helping the flowers to grow.. look at the each Flowers which has been planted.. if YOU can go back.. Do you not remember when we were young.. YOU came to a house like this.. I was at the Orphan House.. YOU came with your parents.. but you brought flowers.. different times YOU came to visit.. I would stand there.. I see you smile so Big and YOU would tell me.. too look at the Flower.. and YOU would run straight direction toward me and with a BIG SMILE.. showing me the name of the Flower.. where YOU got it.. and you be moving the Flower around.. telling me that Some day YOU are going to have your Own garden.. and In that garden grow Your flowers.. and begin to show me the different kinds of flowers you wanted to plant to grow.. of course.. I would run to the room.. and would write that on the Note Book.. and I would tell myself.. One Day I want to give you a Garden with full of flowers YOU showed me.. and give you the gift of this Garden and that is WHY I am here.. so that I can give YOU the Garden with my Heart inside.. too tell YOU I love YOU.. and I have missed you so Much.. that I have remembered that Promise.. I wanted to run away.. go as far as I could.. I try to run.. go to a different country.. different place.. but.. I could not GO.. and I ended up coming back here because I have made a Promise to myself to YOU.. I wanted to keep my Promise of giving you this Garden First.. as I would be looking through the window and YOU are standing by the tree.. I am wondering.. why are you just standing there.. YOU told me that YOU love some other.. I came here to keep my Promise I have made to YOU.. but YOU told me that YOU have some where to go.. to be loved by another.. are you still thinking about the chance.. are you going to open your heart for Me.. are you going to see if I can be a Better Lover.. who can Love you more.. are you giving me a Chance.. and I would close my eyes.. and when I open.. I look through the window across.. I don't see you any more.. I would look one more time.. and I see that YOU are gone.. as I look at your Picture.. I would smile.. I know that YOU are happy.. of course who don't want to love YOU.. I know that you have many young men who wants to love YOU.. but.. I know that I can love YOU more.. I can love you better.. because I know my Heart.. I understand my Heart knowing what Love truly is.. and to Let YOU know how much I love YOU.. I just wanted to share and tell YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU.. Only YOU who I love.. YOU are the Only One who I think of the Most.. always on my mind.. and always loving YOU first.. I just wanted to say I love you..

@devinj-np7dd

11 ай бұрын

YOU.. wanted to give you these Flowers that came from the Root.. just to say I love YOU.. why can't YOU see me.. WHY can't you see the Heart of Mine.. why do YOU have to love Another Man.. it hurts to know that I can love YOU too.. but YOU are giving a chance to another man.. but I have come this Far loving YOU.. if you only have two Hearts.. it be nice to able to share the Other Heart with me.. but I know that YOU have one Heart.. as I am looking down.. looking at Your Picture.. the Door Opens and I lift UP to see.. YOU look so Amazing.. YOU look so Lovely.. YOU look so wonderful as YOU are walking into the work shop and You stop to see me.. and I just want to say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU look so good tonight.. YOU look so beautiful.. of course.. I know the reason why YOU look so Beautiful.. I see you standing there.. Yes.. are YOU confused.. I know you are not Lost.. because I know now that YOU love someone else.. But.. WHY NOT ME.. Why can't YOU ever love me and see me the way I am.. YOU know that I have already told YOU that I loved YOU.. but it seems Like you don't believe my words.. and I want to give YOU this Box.. the Man who Loves you came yesterday.. and ordered some flowers.. and He wants to tell YOU how much He loves YOU.. But.. How about me.. How about my Love.. YOU know that I love YOU.. I love you so much that even through this Pain I am going through.. I am able to give you this Box.. which has full of flowers.. another man who loves YOU.. But do YOU KNOW that I have a Heart too.. inside me lives a Heart which I can feel my Heart is breaking.. DO YOU want to come near and Hear my heart breaking.. It is crying for YOU.. crying and asking WHY can't YOU love me.. why can't it ever be me.. If you do not want to answer this Question.. YOU do not have too.. but I am Not a Fool.. because I am a man who knows HOW to love YOU.. I see you take a step closer.. and I lifted up the box with both Hands.. I don't want YOU to take this Box.. Please tell me that YOU want this Box to stay behind.. because YOU don't love HIM.. and YOU love me instead.. I see both of Your Hands hold the Boxes.. and YOU take it from my hands.. But WHAT about Me.. How about MY HEART.. how about the Breaking of my Heart.. do YOU NOT KNOW that I am aching so Much.. unable to be loved BY YOU.. but YOU are choosing to be with Someone else instead.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. WHY are you hurting me.. so.. is this How you treat someone who loves YOU MORE.. is this what happens when a MAN really loves a Woman like me.. then WHY HURT ME.. if YOU never loved me in the first place.. WHY hurt me.. I am hurting so much right now.. Please.. look at the Other way.. and Please go.. it is so hard to look at you at this Point because it causes My Heart to keep on breaking.. I see you turn the Other way.. holding the Box with both Hands.. I see you start to walk.. leaving this Work Shop.. my hand on my Chest.. I can hear my Heart crying.. and I would hit to the ground.. and I sat on the floor.. begin to SOB.. crying Out my Heart.. and just pouring my tears looking at the Floor.. I wanted to be with YOU.. I want you.. I need YOU.. but WHY HURT ME.. why love another Man.. what do I do.. what am I suppose to do and I would SOB.. my hand beating against my Chest.. It hurts me bad.. this Love.. why do I have to love when It hits me the wrong way.. I am looking at the ground.. tears hitting the floor.. but I do not hear the Door.. I am wondering.. are YOU still here.. or did you leave.. So slowly I get UP and I don't see YOU.. But.. I see the Box on the Floor.. the Flowers are all over the Place.. I am wondering.. Am I suppose to feel GOOD or Bad.. I am confused.. I think I am lost.. but.. this is the Box I just gave YOU.. and I see few flowers scattered around the place.. I am thinking.. so WHY did I cry so Loud.. WHY cry with bitterness.. if this Box is YOURS.. why did you leave it behind me.. and where are YOU.. where did YOU go.. my friend just bought these flowers for YOU.. he told me that He loves YOU and He paid for them to me.. so that I can give this to YOU.. YOU are suppose to take the Box of Flowers with YOU.. and I am looking around.. wondering.. did YOU go to the restroom.. as I am standing there.. I would stand here for 15 minutes waiting to see.. I did not see YOU come Back.. I looked down at the counter.. I don't see your Picture.. I know that It was hear.. and always I will love YOU.. I am walking through the Field.. as I am thinking of YOU.. only thing I can say is that YOU make me smile.. even though I am walking and I would stop.. I am wondering do you think of Me.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. and I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and I only see the work Shop.. the work Shop where YOU and I use to be.. but I am Not at the Work shop but Out side.. the Open field.. I do see flowers everywhere.. a sign that shows me Your Beauty.. I want to know why are YOU so Beautiful.. WHAT am I doing here.. why am I keep on waiting for YOU even though I know that YOU are long gone.. and I know that we are miles apart.. and I am walking here all alone.. I know that I should Not be here.. because YOU are with some one else.. WHY do you have to be with someone else.. if It is ME who be loving YOU.. I know that I loved YOU first.. the first time I saw YOU.. when we were YOUNG.. as I stop.. and I see the flowers across the field.. and has spread Out.. I just want YOU to come here.. even I was inside the Work Shop.. I did Not see You there.. so I am thinking if I come Out here.. in the field.. may be YOU would come here.. as I would walk down.. and there is the Field.. in the Middle of the field is the Tree.. and I would look.. this Tree.. I remember I would stand there.. waiting for YOU.. telling me that YOU will come to meet me at this Tree.. I would walk through the field and for some reason I stop by this Tree.. This tree has been standing here for a Long time.. when we were once YOUNG.. playing Hide N Go seek.. as I stop next to this tree.. my hand touch the Tree.. I wish that you can come over here.. there was so much laughter.. we did not care about anything else.. but just knowing in my Heart how much I loved YOU.. Do you remember when I first confessed My Heart to YOU.. telling YOU that I needed to say something.. Not to be surprised because I wanted to reveal.. what is IN MY HEART and I told YOU.. I truly loved YOU.. of course.. YOU did not say a word to Me.. we were Both working in the Work Shop.. and of course.. When I did not hear any words Back.. I knew that Maybe YOU did Not feel the same way.. because I would see your Face turning away.. I be asking YOU.. is it wrong for me to tell YOU My Heart.. revealing that I just couldn't hold back anymore.. that I needed to tell YOU.. because If I don't... I may regret for the rest of my Life before it is too Late.. but only thing I saw is that YOU just did not want to tell me anything.. and I saw YOU start to walk off from this Tree.. My Heart.. I felt like what is wrong with my Heart Now.. is this means that YOU are rejecting Me.. telling me to back Off.. are you telling me that YOU have no feelings for Me.. I became so Sad.. because I thought that YOU knew.. I would give YOU signs that I wanted more than just friends and I member YOU telling me Not to cross the Line.. YOU only liked me as friends but not more than That.. as I saw YOU walk off.. I would ask myself.. why can't I be more than just friends.. what is wrong with me.. as I stood by this tree.. I saw YOU going into the work shop.. I was hurt and did Not want to see YOU because I felt like I thought something More could be made.. but when YOU told me that only friends is enough for YOU.. I stood by this Tree.. WHY was my Heart hurting.. it felt so crushed.. I just felt like I could Not breathe that well.. I watched the Sun setting.. as the Sun goes Down.. I knew that it is not going to be the same anymore.. and I would ask myself.. if this was to happen.. I should of kept it to myself.. I should of Not told YOU anything because LOOK at what I am feeling Now.. I was torn.. felt like my Heart tearing from the Inside.. as I stood by the Tree.. I was shaken and Now what.. what am I suppose to do Now.. I have made it known to YOU.. and I have told YOU my Heart.. what I felt.. How am I suppose to face YOU as friends if I am starting to Love YOU.. I can't take the words Back because I already confessed to YOU.. as I would turn back to look at the work Shop.. I see the lights turned Off and it was pitched dark.. means I know that YOU left.. so.. Do you love someone else.. does the man loves YOU more than I do.. I mean if that man can treat YOU well and can make you the most happiest.. gives YOU joy and can share his Love to YOU.. then I know that I should back Off.. but.. YOU don't give me any chance.. why don't you see me.. YOU do not know unless you can give me the chance too.. WHY can't I be close to Your Heart.. why can't YOU give me the chance.. why are YOU giving the Other man the chance but Not Me.. is it really only friendship YOU want.. but what if I don't want to be just friends.

@devinj-np7dd

11 ай бұрын

What if I want more.. that is why I have made this known to YOU.. I want more than just friends.. I know that if YOU just give me a chance.. there is a better chance that YOU can love Me.. I don't want YOU to be with someone who will Not love YOU.. what If He does not love YOU.. or cannot tell YOU how much He loves You.. but YOU know that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. How much I need YOU.. how much I need you close in my life that I can keep on loving YOU.. Why can't Your Heart be open to Me.. Please tell me.. so that I would know.. I know that I can love you where YOU will know that YOU are being loved.. only if YOU can open Your Heart.. let me IN so I can show YOU.. tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I stood.. looking at the work shop being pitch dark.. I can see the MOON.. as I would star to walk away from the tree.. and I would head to the work Shop.. I do open the door to go inside.. it is dark.. and it is empty inside this room.. only the window I can see.. as I turn to look through the Window.. I am inside the Work Shop.. only thing that I feel is that I am missing YOU now.. even though I don't want to be here.. but for some reason.. it is because I started to Miss YOU lead me back here.. I get closer to the Window.. I see a Picture.. I am wondering.. WHY is this Picture here.. and I get closer and closer to the window.. as My hand grabs the Picture.. I take a LOOK.. and I look.. the Picture belongs to YOU.. it is YOU.. the Work shop is dark.. the room is empty.. but only thing that is here is Your Picture.. I put my hand on the chest.. missing YOU like crazy.. and looking at this Picture does Not help me at ALL.. I know that this Picture was not here.. I remember coming to this Work shop before I went to Outside.. in the back.. the tree and the field.. I came here first.. when it was day time.. I looked at the same window.. but I did not see it.. as I look through the Window.. I see someone.. in a beautiful dress.. and I am thinking.. it is the same dress in this picture of YOU.. and I see the person walking towards the Tree.. and I am thinking.. is it really YOU.. YOU told me that YOU never loved Me.. that YOU told me that YOU only wanted to be friends.. and I remember you telling me.. YOU started to love someone else.. and that he treats you well.. and he tells YOU how much he loves YOU.. when I hear those words as YOU would smile telling me about Him.. My Heart.. it felt like sharp pains into my chest.. I wanted YOU to stop telling me about another man loving You.. but.. I would only listen to Your words and like YOU said.. I had to be Your friend.. I remember that Day.. YOU told me that YOU are not going to work here anymore.. that YOU are going to leave this work shop.. I felt so hurt.. Now.. YOU are pushing me off.. I thought that YOU wanted to be friends.. I wanted to ask YOU.. maybe I can adjust and try to be Your friend.. losing YOU would be the most painful in my Heart.. as long as YOU are close.. I know I had to accept even though I did not want too.. but I knew to be close to YOU.. to love YOU distance even though I am close.. maybe I can still put up a fight.. maybe when YOU are near even just to be friends.. I can try to convince YOU.. that I be waiting for YOU.. not as friends but as someone who Loves YOU.. just has to be patient by being YOUR FRIEND.. but I would hear you tell me.. That YOU are now leaving work.. why then did YOU say let us be friends.. I guess YOU Just knew that it be the hardest part for me because I loved YOU.. but if I truly love YOU.. even being a friend can be good as long as someday will come.. just hoping that day be sooner and never be later.. and I wanted to try.. and I told YOU.. then let us be friends since YOU wanted it that way.. and when I saw YOU turn away from the tree.. heading back to the work shop.. I would hear.. YOU are leaving work and has decided to move on.. I just can't believe those words.. why you be telling me be friends.. I guess YOU knew that it was Not going to work.. maybe because YOU know that my Heart is stronger.. My feelings and emotions are stronger to love YOU.. because I know that I can love YOU.. as much as YOU can open Your Heart to me.. I know I will tell YOU.. keep on telling YOU how much I love YOU.. but Now.. leaving me.. telling me you wanted to be friends.. rejecting me that YOU don't love me.. that YOU love someone else.. it hurts to feel this UP and Down.. because I want YOU for myself.. So I had to let YOU go.. I watched YOU go into the Work Shop.. the lights were On.. I saw the Lights turn Off.. I just knew this was the end for me.. false Hope and wishes.. as I walked back alone.. I went into the Work Shop.. I stood all alone in the pitch dark room.. I started to cry.. as I would look out the window.. what made it worse is that the rain started to fall.. I saw the rain pouring down.. and I would sit on the ground.. leaning on the wall.. I just could not take this pain any more.. I was loving YOU just too long.. I did not even confessed too you because I did not want to feel this way.. which for some reason it did hit me harder.. I sat in the Work shop.. dark room.. I would raise my head UP too look at the window.. watching the rain shower down waters.. but I kept on hurting.. My Heart kept on feeling this Pain.. this ache of eating me deep inside.. and I would tell myself.. what if I kept it to myself.. what if I did not tell YOU anything at ALL.. then YOU would still be here.. YOU would not leave the work shop.. am I so foolish.. I should not say anything at all.. but to kept to myself.. then I can still love YOU being near.. but it has been so long I was hiding this feeling inside.. I was so scared to tell YOU because of this.. YOU give me memories of many joy and laughter.. I would smile More.. Looking at the mirror looking at my face.. trying to dress better to impress you.. Now.. there is NO ONE here.. and I see just the rain falling down.. can hear the sound of the rain hitting on the window glass.. WHY did I tell YOU.. I should Not say anything to YOU.. then YOU be close to me.. but I begin to want more.. want you closer than just.. wanted to say I love YOU.. and was hoping for YOU to accept my Heart so that I can tell YOU these words.. telling YOU how much I wanted YOU.. needed you and to tell YOU I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU and spend the rest of my Life with YOU.. holding YOU close in my arms.. as I am standing in the dark room.. of the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I am standing.. looking at your Picture.. looking at Your Dress.. as I would look through the window.. I see someone who is wearing the same dress.. and by the tree.. I see the hand touch the tree.. I am wondering.. Is that YOU.. Is it really YOU there.. I was over there.. for hours waiting for YOU.. I was there when the Sun was UP.. Now the Sun comes down and the MOON comes UP.. I am here.. inside the work Shop.. if it is YOU.. can you please turn around.. I am here.. inside the work shop.. I have Your Picture with me.. if it is YOU who has put the picture.. I have Your picture.. if it is YOU.. Please turn around and YOU will see me looking through the window.. I want to show YOU that I got Your Picture.. did YOU put this picture by the window inside the Work shop.. if YOU have placed it inside and knew that It is I who was Out there by the tree.. Please tell me that it was YOU who placed it here.. I want it to be YOU.. it has been so long since I have seen YOU.. but.. I want to Know.. do YOU know that I never stopped loving YOU.. I am here waiting.. for a long time I came here wondering.. maybe one day.. some day YOU be here too.. Last Night.. while I was working at this Work Shop.. My Friend came to this Shop.. He wanted to buy some Flowers and Yes.. I work at this Flower Shop.. and told me he has found someone WHO he truly admires.. WHO he truly adores and thinks like he is going to fall.. He tells me He loves someone.. and wanted to give.. and I wanted to know who this Woman is.. and He showed me a Picture.. I have never seen such a Great big Smile from his Face.. always He was sad and depressed.. when he showed me the Picture.. I looked.. WHY does it has to be YOU.. from ALL of the women in this World.. WHY does he show me the Same Picture.. I was Lost.. I was confused.. I was shocked in my heart.. I have never seen this Friend of Mine being so Happy.. but.. I begin to feel so Sad.. He looks at me and asked me WHY am I not celebrating with HIM.. I told HIM.. I was.. but.. How could I.. I have always loved YOU.. but Never thought YOU be with another man.. Of course.. He ordered some Flowers and Told me that the Woman is going to pick it UP tomorrow.. and He paid for the flowers and He left.. of course.. I am so happy for HIM.. HE is very smart and truly successful.. has a Good job and makes good Money.. I work at this Flower Shop.. I can I think about loving YOU.. if I don't have Anything to Give YOU.. as I am making the Flowers for the Friend.. setting off Different flowers and putting into this Box.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. HE told Me all the Good things about YOU.. How he wanted to marry YOU.. He wanted to raise a Good family..

@devinj-np7dd

11 ай бұрын

He wanted to give YOU everything He had.. wanted to take YOU to nice places to eat and traveling was a part of the Plan.. I started to Look at the picture of YOU.. I wanted to cry.. I wanted to cry and Just needed to pour Out this Angry inside of me unable to Love YOU.. As I would cut the petals off.. One by One flower goes into the Box and I put the Lid over.. and Just started to wait for YOU.. what am I suppose to do if Another man.. I wrote a Note in the back.. saying I love YOU.. ever since I saw YOU the first Time.. I was truly amazed and truly blown to pieces.. there is something about YOU.. I just can't forget.. because I loved you then.. I love YOU now.. and I will always Love you forever.. I guess YOU have say the Note I wrote on the back.. I walked to the center of the Floor.. I lowered.. putting all the Flowers laid on floor back into the Box.. I put the Lid on the TOP.. I know that someone will come to get the Boxes of Flowers.. as I am holding the Box in my hands.. YOU have always been the One.. I am not sure what made me felt something in my Heart.. I am not sure what it was.. but it was the First time.. I put my hand on my Chest.. I started to hear a Beat.. a Beat that was getting Louder and Louder inside.. telling me.. It must be YOU.. of course.. I know that YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. even more beautiful than any of these flowers in the Work Shop.. that it is Not only me who loves YOU.. that Another MAN do love you too.. YOU must be truly amazing.. Amazing to be loved.. who does Not want to love YOU anyways.. But.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I started to think about the Friend.. I know he never shares anything.. so this Must be someone so Special.. I know that YOU are truly special.. because I know that My Heart loves YOU.. it does not matter because I know I love YOU.. Please come back.. Please come to this Work Shop.. Come so that I can tell YOU.. how much I love YOU because I just do.. as I put my hand on my Chest.. I can feel my Heart beat.. it is beating fast.. I close both of my eyes.. and I can go back to the TIME when we first met.. YOU are my Angel.. YOU are my Sunshine.. YOU are my everything that a MAN can ask for because YOU are the real deal that NO MAN can ask FOR.. you are just everything.. my forever Love to me.. As I am standing on the Line.. waiting for a Cup of Coffee.. I turn my head to look back.. I see someone sitting on the chair by the Window.. There you were.. sitting down.. having a COFFEE.. and reading a BOOK.. I love YOU.. these are the Only words I can tell YOU.. But.. WHY is is so hard to Love YOU.. I wish that Loving You could be more easier.. but.. It seems like things are getting more harder.. Please tell me that I can Love YOU.. how am I suppose to Love YOU.. when YOU are so Far.. as I am standing in the Line.. I remember another Friend of Mine told me that YOU would be here.. and ALL I could do is Look for YOU.. as I am waiting to get a Cup of Coffee.. I pull Out Your Picture in the back Pocket.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I am asking.. WHY are YOU so Beautiful.. I have been waiting for a Long time for a Woman Like you to be In my Life.. All my life.. I waited.. and waited until Another Friend of Mine telling me.. If I wanted to meet you.. and Showed me the Picture of YOU.. I was blown into Pieces as he gave me the Picture.. it was like a Month before the Meeting time.. and I would be wondering about YOU.. of course looking at Your picture is the Only thing I can do.. But.. Meeting YOU and being a Part.. it is something that I would never thought would ever happen to me.. I would be laying on the bed.. Just wondering How you would be like when I saw YOU and meeting you face to face.. as person to person.. Just could not get enough of patiently waiting for the Day.. it seems a lot longer when YOU are wondering.. and just pondering the day.. only I could do is look at your Picture.. and wishing for the Day to come sooner.. the clock would tick.. the time on the clock would go by so slow because I wanted to meet YOU much sooner.. the Other friend told me to be patient because No matter how Long I waited.. the Time would come anyways.. of course the Other Friend was right.. Time did come and Now.. I am waiting on this Line.. so many people enjoy drinking a Cup of Coffee.. as I would look around.. I am looking at the Picture of You.. if YOU came.. I would turn my head to look back.. There were YOU.. YOU were by the Window.. and I would LOOK at the Picture of YOU.. and I saw YOU.. reading a Book.. as I was getting closer.. and the person in front of me gets a coffee and the person leaves.. It was My Turn.. and I even got me a Cup of Coffee.. As I turn.. I saw YOU.. by the window.. and YOU were smiling reading a book.. for some reason.. I felt something Inside.. my Heart.. My Heart beating.. I am standing there.. I froze for some reason.. and I am telling myself.. Now is the Time to walk over.. But.. for some reason.. my two feet does Not want to move.. I feel stuck.. and It was so hard to make the move.. to get closer.. Only thing I can hear is the Heart inside of Me.. My Heart kept on beating.. but.. as I want to take a step closer.. my Heart.. it feels like I can't.. I won't move.. I want to move.. step closer.. I needs to make the step Closer.. but I feel like.. I am froze.. I want to get to YOU.. I want to say something to You and.. ALL this time I have been waiting for.. for a long month.. I have been waiting for this very day to Come.. but.. I got myself the Coffee.. I have the cup in my hand.. but.. WHY is my Feet does not want to make the Move.. I want to take the step closer to YOU.. I saw YOU looking up.. placing the Book down and YOU turn.. I see you looking around.. and yes.. my eyes and Your eyes meets mine.. But.. I guess YOU did not Notice me.. and YOU look at me again.. I turn away from YOU.. I felt so dumb for turning away because it was this Time.. YOU have come to the same Place where I am suppose to Meet YOU.. so I turn around to see YOU.. but.. I looked at the Table.. and the Empty Seat.. I am wondering.. WHY did I turn my head away from YOU.. that was it.. so I took few steps closer to the table.. to the empty Seat.. I see the Book on the table.. so I knew.. YOU haven't gone too far.. I hear the foot steps and as I turn on the side.. I see YOU come to the same table.. and I looked at YOU.. and I would smile.. telling YOU.. I am suppose to meet You today.. and this is the same place.. at this time of this Hour.. and I showed YOU the Picture.. and YOU looked at me.. but.. what is it about YOU.. YOU look so much better in person.. YOU look more beautiful.. I am not sure why I would be meeting YOU if YOU are so Beautiful.. but.. I guess it was just me.. I see you taking a seat.. and YOU told me I can sit on that Other side of the Seat.. So I sat down.. But.. My Words.. I can't say a Word to you.. what am I suppose to say to YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful.. that I get stuck.. my mind gets stuck.. my Heart gets stuck.. I want to tell YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I wonder what YOUR response would be when Meeting a person for the First Time.. I would take a Sip of the Cup of Coffee.. and the way YOU dress.. it is your Dress you wore.. and I just can't say a word to YOU.. as I sat there.. there was nothing but Silent.. I don't want YOU to feel uncomfortable because there are many words running through my head.. but.. if I say something.. YOU might Not like what YOU would hear.. As I am standing in the Work Shop.. I feel so sad.. just thinking about the first day we Met.. I was unable to say any words to YOU that day because I felt very shy.. YOU were so beautiful.. that my words.. I couldn't think words to say to YOU.. I hear the Door Open behind me.. and I would turn to look back.. I see YOU standing there.. the Door closes.. I am wondering.. WHY do you have to Hurt Me.. if YOU love another man.. Why didn't you tell me this Before.. I won't ask for Your Heart.. or for Your Love.. and WHY did you come.. if YOU do not Love me.. tell me why did YOU lead me On and Now.. do you like the idea of breaking My Heart.. Do you know that it hurts to Love YOU.. it was very hard from the start to Love YOU.. but.. then Why did you come back to this Work shop.. If you know that My Heart is hurting at this Point.. is it really Fun to Hurt me.. as I am looking at YOU.. I see that YOU could not tell me anything.. How about saying to me that YOU are sorry.. so YOU are sorry.. is that the reason why YOU came to this Work Shop.. when I find Out that YOU have someone to Love.. It felt like my tears.. the tears ran Blood through my eyes.. this pain.. My Heart hurts right Now.. I am Not feeling so well because.. I love YOU.. I never

소유 누나 예전 비해 살이 많이 졌어요.???

14:08👀why did you eat the 💩 of the 🦀......

강릉 촬영이 5/29인걸로 알고 있는데 저 중앙시장에 있었는데 월화김치말이삼겹살 드신다고 앉아서 드셨는데 통행이 어려울 정도로 사람이 조금 몰렸는데 제작진도 물론 소유님도 가만히 계시고 촬영이 정당화되는거는 아니잖아요 피해는 주지말고 삽시다

@Lee빵꾸

5 ай бұрын

정당화는 아니지만 막발로 피해는 아님… 가서 촬영을 하나 친구들끼리 단체로 가서 가만히 있나 그게 그거임..

소유너무예쁘다 짜증나게ㅡㅡ

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I love this kind of videos, you should make more videos like this, Soyou. 🫶🏻🇲🇽☺️