It’s 1am I should go to sleep but I can’t stop crying “I miss you my friend you will always be remembered”

@bekaa-

4 ай бұрын

everthing gonna be okay

@dominiksteding1758

Ай бұрын

R.I.P to your buddie

@not_nathan9994

Ай бұрын

Been 6 years since his murder and every year after the 30th of March passes I'm expected to return to normal and keep going on. I'm always hurting and barely hanging on

@not_nathan9994

Ай бұрын

Rooting for you

@weaintfriendsweaintfriends7346

11 күн бұрын

I miss my imprisoned friends :(

sitting on a group home computer for the past 9 months just str8 bumpin the boy$ only thing keeping me sane

@popgabriel5327

5 ай бұрын

Hope shit gets better for you

A mix like this makes me realise again just how damn fucking good these guys are. Great work man.

New chain, same shackles will always be my favorite song to cope to

@mandikootenay2042

6 ай бұрын

srslyyy its exactly how i feel and wanting to grow and change but the shi happenin in life or mental shi jus be in the way fr $B is therapy.

The best thing about $uicideboy$ is the fact that they have soooo many songs. I've been listening to them for 4 years now and the first song on this mix is new to me, never heard it and I love it.

@robotY0UTUB3

2 ай бұрын

Same here and it is a banger on top 😂

some of their samples are just majestic

to have and have not hits the nostalgia feels of walking through airports traveling alone. One of my favorite instrumentals from them

@oldtimebear1944

2 ай бұрын

shout out $lim gucci

I held my daughter while listening to this Fighting my suicidal demons.

@jimrossabrena7955

8 ай бұрын

Hope you’re okay 🙏

@oechikr

5 ай бұрын

Same bro… it gets easier

@zeldaxninja3214

2 ай бұрын

Let her be the reason ur living and God has a purpose for u, dont look, call for him, go outside and scream his name YAHWEH

@CloverLily662

14 күн бұрын

@@zeldaxninja3214yahweh❤

Honestly this shit got me thru such a low point in my life, was nice to listen to this back then and know other people struggling right there w you FTP 11:22 damn take me back to my early 20s grinding on my fixie bike being broke asf

@CatGirl_Poacher9000

9 ай бұрын

damn bro sb saved my shit like 4 months ago when i realized being depressed just doesnt effect you even before killing yourself and anyways if yall are depressed reading this sober yourself up and take yourself to the reality within your mind that its healthy to build up from and if your kill yourself then realize that the devil would turn this shit tf off dont do it

@DogsCoffeeNJesus

8 ай бұрын

​@@CatGirl_Poacher9000yup. I remember all the days locked in my room with no more money on my last gram of fetti smoking ice day n night with the gun to my head asking God to give me the strength to pull the trigger Now I got 13 months clean and I'm happy for the first time in my entire life. I'm not God's strongest soldier, honestly I feel like if I can do it anyone can. Of course everyone hits different rock bottoms and takes different amount of suffering to decide to stay clean WE DO RECOVER 🖤🖤🖤

@filthmage

14 күн бұрын

​@CatGirl_Poacher9000 your depression was self made. I try everyday but dysthymia is a mf. Respectfully, you don't know what suffering through mental health is

Merry Christmas, everyone. It’s my aunt’s birthday today, she sadly passed away a month ago due to cancer. Safe to say this Christmas is a pretty gloomy one. I just finished my family party and now I’m here at McDonalds, grabbing a mocha frappe while hitting my pen. I won’t be home for awhile, gonna take a stroll around for a bit. Y’all stay safe. Much love. 🖤🎄

@sigismund5046

5 ай бұрын

Stay strong mane :)

@TJ-im8rc

4 ай бұрын

Condolences Brodie🙏❤️

@robbiejones182

4 ай бұрын

My girl left me on Christmas she said she didn’t love me anymore ig we all dealing with our own shit that’s why we bumping the BOY$ 💪😎

@_IRONJAW

3 ай бұрын

Hope you're doing well and you're able to find peace in this life.

Being high and listening to this waiting for your man to wake up>>>>

Ah yes drugs/hoes/money etc. is might be the best for me, i always come back for that song

best mix i have heard in a while great work

Scrims verse in kys pt 4 gets me every time

this that 3am mix right here, good stuff brother

@coke378

10 ай бұрын

Crazy. It's 3:13 am

introversion 2.0 just DOES SUM TO MEEEEE

Thank you for this mix

I listening this mix in my b'day, most emotional. Thanks for this mix

Thxz your not the only one who needs this playlist 😞🤫🔥🔥🔥

wonderful mix bro

Thanks bro love it

$uicideboy$ sad mix is just $uicideboy$ really

@morganaspden2843

3 ай бұрын

idk they've made a lot of upbeat songs like Bleach, Avalon, Putrid Pride, whispers indistinctly, Centre core never more, soul doubt etc

listening to this while high is triggering some DEEP thoughts. thank you sm

@lcoaps258

Ай бұрын

Uh, shit's hard huh💀👌

I love this mix😩😩

this is such a masterpiece tysm🖤🖤😭😭

Listening to this high is the best

Good, good, ear pleasing

4:12, i remember 2017, waiting for the bus after high school, it's 6pm, i'm high on weed, xanax and opiate, half asleep, with my headphones on listening to this particular song in loop... Thinking about my girlfriend and how i didn' tdeserve her and how i don't even know if I really even want to keep going in life because it's all so in vain God that hurts, being an adult technically made it all way better, i'm 10x more stable, i abuse a lot less drugs, no more cocain and heroin, no more irresponsible sex with people i don't even like.. But it's now all so... Bland? Empty? Boring Werlp, guess i'll jus tkeep going for a while, but i don't know for how long i'll manage to find the strength to keep the fight 💔💔

Love the music and them

Ftp my blood ❤️‍🔥 moving out of childhood home need this mix and a fat 8th rest in peace to all that didn’t make it to this year. Forever missed

To have and have not. Been one of my all time favorites for years now. The vibe of that song is just incredible, and rubys verse is ughhhhhhhh so fucking good scrims too

a true fan made this. respect.

I just love how the comments feel so relatable rn guys.

2am working overnight full time for the third month in a row with 13 months clean. RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE 🖤

Behold a pale white horse is probably one of their best sad songs

@trappinsam

9 ай бұрын

Was hoping it was on here

@BigBoyz33

9 ай бұрын

I was disappointed af not seeing it on this playlist man

Is really nostalgic it sound fine .

super puper klass

Beautiful lad

These guys are acc so good n im not even into rap but these guys are seriously epic

here we are.. trying to cope w all this sorrow, sadness, emptiness and all. good luck gang, hope this brings u guys some comfort ;)

do you got a soundcloud homie! mix is fire

Omg that first song…🫶

Sitting in my room smoking joints like cigarettes on shrooms just thinking and vibing

My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames is my soul is my life, I wish they played it at my funeral.

Mesmo com problemas e ainda vivos vivendo grandes ilusões 🖤⛓

@gabriel-jl4ip

9 ай бұрын

kkkkkkkkkkk mt eu

g r e y f i v e n i n e .

I’m 22 I think I just gave up I fought going back and forth with this and now I am done. Suidicde boys is why I’m here for my kids. 22 no license can’t pay it can’t get a job no future for me.

@CanYouHandleTheTruth_

26 күн бұрын

Never give up bro, was at the same stage for 6 years, now life turns better. Never believed people telling me "just get through it", now I get it. Sometimes you just have to eat the shit life serves for years, but luck cant hide from you forever. Hang tight

1:30 am woke up smoked and now I’m on my roof having a staring contest with tha moon

Ily

ta bonito

16:08 coming back for dis

If I had one wish, I’d wish for another pack of cigarettes.

Man when I use to work at king dragon all I use to do was jam out to sucidé boys all-day . Errday . Yeah miss those days

4:35am smoking cigs in my room thinking of her. I hope shes doing ok...

@Tessbo

10 ай бұрын

hold on brother, I'm with you, we've all been here

@arigabou

10 ай бұрын

Damn dude, same.

@jeffgood6441

10 ай бұрын

And that's the reason Jody's blowing her back out as we speak

@lX_DTM_Xl

10 ай бұрын

I've been there champ my first Gf Cheated On Me With One Of My. " Best friends "

@coke378

10 ай бұрын

​@@jeffgood6441itz easy to be Cruel. BUT TRY BEIN REAL.

rare

Never give up hope guys

🔥💀🙏💯

Same lil dude

I don't smoke but it feel's like I'm hitting some.

I think she's just asleep rn. I hope she's nkay. Ik I can only better myself when I cant bring her that joy she wishes for

@babym3582

9 ай бұрын

Simp

Texas fks with the $uicideB0y$🤘🏻🖤🖤🤘🏻😎😎😎😎🖤🖤🖤

this is fucking fire bro, big luv from Russia❤‍🩹 G59 till the grave!!

@prodCHOKE

8 ай бұрын

но я же сам русский))

@PLAYA4puff999

8 ай бұрын

@@prodCHOKE хахахахаха, ладно брат, не заметил

Gonna be a long night, thinking of you

3:32 am sitting in my room high asf thinking about food I hope I get some……….

HELLL FUCKIN YEAAH

foda de mais mn fodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa de mais foda foda

Spotify?

I do too miss my dead friends. :( RIP B.R.S 01/02/18 - RIP K.M.D 07/11/22

Mano escuta essa parte 20:12

Do it with scarlxrd please!

18:37

$$$ Don't Worry The Money is Coming $$$

Im Alexandria but my two cuzins here r New Orleans

"$b song names are cards against humanity" -Some dude on tiktok

It kinda misses tony hawk pro skater 4 Still fire mix tho

I just let myself bexome consumed...

This shit is fucking IT

26.15

By no means do I have a bad life. Sure I’ve gone through some deplorable shit, but life is going so well.. why am I not happy..?

I surrender Terminal aint even sentimental Instrumental Never hit the same When i write Step into the light Its that columbine 99 Ehat i think of life What i think of these people Drug seeking drug seeking Abhor to ignore my demons Im freaking Im reaching For syringes Unhinged in the sickness The mist is addictive

Staring at the ceiling, wondering what happened to make you stare at the ceiling again

After years of not seeing her, but thinking of her and hoping she was ok, i ended up getting hired where she worked at, didn’t even know she worked there. Now im seeing her everyday. We dont talk. She seems scared of talking to me. Heard she has a boyfriend of 6 years. So thats maybe why. Ill just keep thuggin it out silently.

Música 18:00 tituló por favor

@sk1lls923

5 ай бұрын

"Hard to tell"

need moe

@prodCHOKE

10 ай бұрын

soon

She just told me she was talking to her friend thats a boy for a few hours it was 3am i called noone answered multipule times I know its lost and so am i

New to the scene tryna make some bangin ass music you wanna collaborate lmk not lookin for $ just wanna create bangers.

@dimplez5518

3 ай бұрын

Yo wanna do something I haven’t made music publicly but do it for fun like beats but they kinda trash. I write lyrics too so if u down I’m down

wheres 1000 blunts and and to those i love, thanks for sticking around?

@prodCHOKE

10 ай бұрын

there a lot of better songs

@barebonesjones

10 ай бұрын

@@prodCHOKE exactly 🙏

@carmenmon-wy3ft

9 ай бұрын

Make your playlist with songs you think should be together instead of listening to another’s playlist that you don’t agreee with but we do

@6dead6inside66

9 ай бұрын

@@carmenmon-wy3ft i just ask a question, now chill karen

Just my dumb fuckin luck

first of all drugs/hoes/money/etc.

why no new songs?

@prodCHOKE

10 ай бұрын

I got a lot of them in my last Chill $B MIX, I wanted more old songs this time

@belkocik

10 ай бұрын

@@prodCHOKE Good mix with old ones songs!

@ey3z4ya

10 ай бұрын

Cause old $B >>

@fightaman7

9 ай бұрын

For me personally, their new songs just don't hit as hard as the old ones. I wouldn't say that they're bad but they just don't compel me to listen to them over and over again like the older ones do. IMO a lot of the newer songs sound very similar to each other, where the older $B songs are much more varied and experimental which I personally am a big fan of

BEST MIX EVER

all them are bangers and i have a mate whois going threw some shit been showing him this stuff the lyrics showing hes not alone as it helped me in a deep dark place

@Saul.Tinoco

8 ай бұрын

Hope he’s doing okay bro. We’ve all been there which is what attracts us to this art

@violentjunkie129

8 ай бұрын

@@Saul.Tinoco yeah man hes keeping up thanks for the support man❤‍🩹

Same lil dude