bakit ako naiiyak?

2008 or 2009 I can’t remember, Third High school pa ako nun, may babaeng nag ka crush sakin. Sabi ko sige patulan ko to. Sagad ko kung saan ang limit nito, baka dito ko pa ma experience first sex ko, tapos break narin kami kagad. Hindi ko seseryosohin pero eenjoy ko ang feeling may mainlove sakin. Pero nung unang beses na meet up namim sa church ng hapon after class, walang tao, magkasama kami mag at walang istorbo. Ang bilis kong hinawakan ng kamay niya. Sabi ko sakin ka ngaun. Walang iistorbo sakin. Pero the moment na naramdaman ko kamay nia habang pinipisil ko ito. Sabi ko sa isip ko, wow ang lambot ang sarap. Tapos parang tumigil ung oras tapos ito ung kanta na nag play sa isip ko. Habng nakatitig sa kanya. Sabi ganito pala ang inlove kaya pala may mga taong gustong gusto ang kanta na torete, akala ko badoy na song lang to. Simula nun hindi na lng fling fling or sex habol ko sa relationship namin. Seseryosohin ko to. I’m gonna be the man of her dreams. We will accomplish what we bought want.From isip bata, naging isang adult at seryoso na ako magisip dahil sa kanya. It was a happy relationship until jealousy took over, I became toxic. And then we go to college, she was in Manila UST, I was in Malayan Colleges of Laguna. We grew apart, I had a rough college experience and became toxic. Eventually she broke up with me. I deserve that. After finishing college 2014, I found a job. She had a Job, I was a seafarer, she was a nurse at UST. Walang araw na hindi ko siya naiisip simula ng break up namin. Wala samin nagka relationship. Until 2018 I had a girl involved in my life, now she is my girlfriend, I love my current girlfriend. But when things like this that remind me of her I get mixed feelings and confusion in my mind. Last 2021 she also found a boyfriend. Makes me wonder was she waiting for me to comeback? Anyway this was our fate. I hope she is happy. She taught me many things that I wouldn’t realize when she broke up with me. Next year I’m also going to be Married with the girl I meet last 2018. And my first love wishes me well when she knew about it. hope she is happy and contented in UK now. Sending positive and loving emotion to my ex. They say when you think about a person, they are also thinking about you. Does it mean she is also thinking about me while writing this comment?

whyy cantt i do thiss huhuuu its been 1 year since i playedd pianoo and i cant do the wholeee handass

@kencs4046

5 ай бұрын

You can do it 👌

Hello po 😊, if you don't mind pwde po ba magamit ung music nyo for my cover? Ilalagay ko din po ung link nyo if ok lang 😊

@kencs4046

2 жыл бұрын

No problem po thanksss

@KeyTeaYT

2 жыл бұрын

@@kencs4046 thank you po so much 😊😊

tutorial po-