this is the first songs i'm ever releasing!!!! it's not the first i've ever written or recorded but one of the first that has made it past the "i hate this so much" phase
i wrote it about a specific human, and that feeling when you're just so tired of life but you always have the time and energy for that one person because they don't really take any energy at all to be around
anyway i hope you like it because i spent a long time on it :)
lyrics:
it's been forty days
since i've seen the sun
take me back to the days
when my life was young
it's been forty nights
since i closed my eyes
i've been chasing daylight
in these empty skies
mm
in the shadows of city lights
i'll whisper my sweet lullabies
i'll countdown to our sweet demise
in my dreams
i'll stay with you through darkened fields
i'll stay with you if that's what you need
and pray
for you i'll stay
mm
breathe in the silence
exhale the storm
in the calm
let my tired heart transform
moonlight paints
into city hues
a canvas of dreams
or a worn out muse
the crowds will sing
a symphony of noise
this love my aphrodite
lost
in the sooooong
(the soong)
for beauty,
and desire