this is me trying - taylor swift (slowed+reverb)

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Enjoy!
Lyrics:
I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
And it's hard to be at a party
When I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days
When all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel
On the one screen in my town
And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying (Maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
I don't own the song in the video
#slowed #reverb

Пікірлер: 61

  • @MecdiAn
    @MecdiAn3 жыл бұрын

    this is me crying...

  • @itsmoonlight2652

    @itsmoonlight2652

    2 жыл бұрын

    what a mood, that's me right now and it's 3 am lol greatt

  • @addy19136

    @addy19136

    2 жыл бұрын

    MOOD

  • @nameless2061

    @nameless2061

    Жыл бұрын

    💀😭

  • @sohaumaiza

    @sohaumaiza

    Жыл бұрын

    Lol- I cant even

  • @derekparisfrantz1365

    @derekparisfrantz1365

    Жыл бұрын

    Atleast I’m crying 🤧

  • @mayankbansal8479
    @mayankbansal84793 жыл бұрын

    my daily anthem. my entire life summed up in fhis song. not one reason to smile!

  • @manyavasudeva800

    @manyavasudeva800

    3 жыл бұрын

    same here. hope u feel better soon

  • @alexandravavrusova2127

    @alexandravavrusova2127

    2 жыл бұрын

    my words, sometimes I am asking myself what am i still doing here:(

  • @Saphia_

    @Saphia_

    10 күн бұрын

    This is my comfort song. Makes me feel less alone

  • @wuthxringheights
    @wuthxringheights3 жыл бұрын

    that " at least i'm trying" part...

  • @Supernatural794
    @Supernatural7942 жыл бұрын

    The bridge is the most relatable lyrics I’ve ever heard… “it’s hard to be at a party when you feel like an open wound” ☹️

  • @reenablazemarierubiales6372
    @reenablazemarierubiales63723 жыл бұрын

    The song went from sad to devastating. 🥲

  • @lomasola6391

    @lomasola6391

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's more devastating 😢💔

  • @justannie4987

    @justannie4987

    3 жыл бұрын

    🥲🤍

  • @relaxationchannel23

    @relaxationchannel23

    Жыл бұрын

    Death song

  • @rachelperry_7
    @rachelperry_73 жыл бұрын

    depression has never felt this good

  • @Swiftie_130

    @Swiftie_130

    9 ай бұрын

    Frfr 😢😅

  • @christianlauren5883

    @christianlauren5883

    7 ай бұрын

    I dunno but i feel this comfort when im sad idkw, so sometimes i cry for no reason because it just feels good .. kinda weird but ya

  • @Santusknowsyourlocation

    @Santusknowsyourlocation

    Ай бұрын

    @@christianlauren5883 crying usually feels good, but if ur comfortable with depression that means youve gotten too used to it, wich is really sad :(

  • @areaIhero
    @areaIhero3 жыл бұрын

    I feel this so much. My favorite song off the album and one of taylor’s best ever

  • @babyk1414
    @babyk14144 жыл бұрын

    Slowed to perfection , thank youuuuuuuuuu

  • @whitelilac100
    @whitelilac1003 жыл бұрын

    Love this song,slowed is so different and deep.

  • @ANV-ce5ym
    @ANV-ce5ym2 жыл бұрын

    So much respect for tay tay for this

  • @rishikagupta5723
    @rishikagupta57232 жыл бұрын

    Me looking at all my pending assignments and tasks, while this played in the background..

  • @jadebridges7046
    @jadebridges70463 жыл бұрын

    When she said: And it's hard to be at a party When I feel like an open wound It's hard to be anywhere these days When all I want is you (I felt that)

  • @hstaylor_
    @hstaylor_ Жыл бұрын

    3:18 “at least I’m trying.” This lyric really hits home for me because I recently lost my best freind and I tried so hard to get out friendship back and she just ghosted me for no reason

  • @heartthrob7971
    @heartthrob79712 жыл бұрын

    I haven't been able to cope in the new city so far. Everything feels so sad and depressing. Everyone feels like an enemy with their eyes on me. Nothing feels the same. My faith in living is fading away into the street lights and sky scrapers in this city. My days are short and my nights drag on, without you. I feel like a small person in a big world, without you. I wish I didn't have to live, without you. I didn't know if you would even care about me anyway. I thought you wouldn't care if I came back to you from where I am. I wish I did come back to you. I would've been able to see that goddamned face again, the one that took away my pain. I would've been able to resolve things with you and seen your golden smile. You would have held me close and told me it was all going to be okay. Now I spend my time driving into lookouts, staring at sunsets and mountain ranges, and fantasizing about the look on your face, if I had listened to my heart and showed up at your door. Oh well, this is me trying to cope. Nobody understands the weight of the situation. Everyone who knows me is telling me it's all in my head. I'm so sick of hearing it over and over again. They say I'm wasting my potential in this city brooding over you. Potential! huh! HUH! I never had any to begin with! I get so mad at them sometimes I could massacre them with my sharp words if I wanted to. I resist, but only just. Sometimes I ask myself why I decided to move to a city where everybody treats you like a clueless child. I tried online therapy. The people there kind-of helped. They understood the weight of the situation and had better tolerance compared to everyone else. It's funny how people are nicer to you when they don't know you. Oh well, this is me trying to save myself from the sea of memories I'm drowning in. Even though I feel like I'll never reach the shore. It's getting harder and harder to look at the sky and not think of you. Hell, I can't look at anything when all I see is you! I can't even let alone think of anything when all I can think about is you! Flashbacks keep on flooding my brain every day and every night, and I can't make it stop. I'm sick of all the fake smiles, the "I'm fine"s, and the endless nights. I'm only just holding onto hope that I'll get over this. Though, that doesn't look like it'll happen soon enough. I tried my hardest to keep you by my side. I gave you every piece of me, and you gave me bittersweet memories of times spent together in peace. I really did love you, but did you really love me? I really cared about you, but did you really care about me? You've probably moved on since the fight. You probably couldn't care less about me now. You've probably forgotten about the long car rides and the arcade games we used to play together. You've probably gotten rid of that lilac hoodie I gave you. You probably sleep rested and well while I cry myself to sleep at the thought of you. Oh well, at least I tried. This is a mini story based on this song I wrote yesterday, I hope you all can give me some constructive critisism if there is anything that needs to be fixed, but other than that I hope you liked it! ^^

  • @Supernatural794

    @Supernatural794

    2 жыл бұрын

    The lyrics are amazing. I honestly would think Taylor wrote that. Also, I hope you are ok. Just remember that you are strong and you’ll get through whatever your going through. You are an amazing person and I’m always here to talk. 🙂

  • @holly289
    @holly2893 жыл бұрын

    me whenever i actually do well on a maths test:

  • @u11234

    @u11234

    2 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

  • @cris-pm5mj

    @cris-pm5mj

    2 жыл бұрын

    PLSSS SO RELATABLE

  • @senmurw4428
    @senmurw44283 жыл бұрын

    this is amazingly heart-shattering

  • @dariaarmbrister9404
    @dariaarmbrister94042 жыл бұрын

    " they told me all my cages were mental so i got wasted like all my potential "

  • @montse2301
    @montse2301 Жыл бұрын

    when i thought this song couldn't broke my heart more, i found this version

  • @catherinesbookshelf
    @catherinesbookshelf3 жыл бұрын

    I NEEDED THIS TY

  • @naomiesaini3264
    @naomiesaini32643 жыл бұрын

    I mean ✨WOW✨

  • @fenerrari
    @fenerrari2 жыл бұрын

    Masterpiece

  • @vincenta9021.
    @vincenta9021. Жыл бұрын

    2:27 holy shit man

  • @savannahgillis9644
    @savannahgillis9644 Жыл бұрын

    Can’t go to the concert tonight, so this is the vibe today

  • @mxmia
    @mxmia36 минут бұрын

    today is july 11,2024 and only have 31 days before my life altering exam. Im so anxious, sad, scared and stressed - right now i cant even express my emotions to other people.

  • @salmaa.4330
    @salmaa.43303 жыл бұрын

    YOOO😭😭😭😭

  • @FrightfullyDoll
    @FrightfullyDoll Жыл бұрын

    I relate so hard it physically hurts

  • @MaryKat2
    @MaryKat28 ай бұрын

    Felt this 🥺

  • @arih4494
    @arih44942 жыл бұрын

    bruh. literally heartbroken.

  • @Emp158
    @Emp1583 жыл бұрын

    Wow

  • @imangelinayoujennifer
    @imangelinayoujennifer3 жыл бұрын

    This is me shaking

  • @ogonza20
    @ogonza20 Жыл бұрын

    Me as a guy loved this soong dam

  • @moh_shammi2899
    @moh_shammi28995 ай бұрын

    I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that Pulled the car off the road to the lookout Could've followed my fears all the way down And maybe I don't quite know what to say But I'm here in your doorway I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying They told me all of my cages were mental So I got wasted like all my potential And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here Pouring out my heart to a stranger But I didn't pour the whiskey I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town And I just wanted you to know That this is me trying (And maybe I don't quite know what to say) I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying

  • @AnjaliSharma-pr3bo
    @AnjaliSharma-pr3bo3 жыл бұрын

    Why and how.... i can't

  • @emersoncelio875
    @emersoncelio8756 ай бұрын

    2:44

  • @peanut.buhtur
    @peanut.buhtur Жыл бұрын

    “fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here-“ fun fact hee classmates thought she was a joke before she got big✋🥰

  • @lavenderonthebeach3735
    @lavenderonthebeach37353 жыл бұрын

    1:40

  • @dylanb5271
    @dylanb52712 жыл бұрын

    me when i’m trying

  • @harshadak1989
    @harshadak198911 ай бұрын

    Dude!! what are you!! Your fucking voice manh😭 omg!! Pls post more. I heard this and then August and I'm unable to do anything else. Your voice was made to sing Taylor's song 💜 do you have an insta profile? I would love to hear more!!

  • @zolty3929

    @zolty3929

    10 ай бұрын

    bruh it's Taylor's voice bruh , just in slowed version.. this is not a song cover