I'm sorry you're struggling, I'm glad your surgery went well. Thank you so much for sharing with us, you're right that so many people feel badly during the holidays. I hope you find the peace you need.

Before my husband and I’s first date I threw up, I was so anxious. I feel you on so many levels when you said about feeling sick, when you have to go into a social setting.

I'm sorry that you're struggling Koe. I fully understand your depression during the holidays and I can definitely relate to being mentally ill with anxiety also. Those stamps are lovely and they remind me of a movie but I can't remember the name. I'm happy you're feeling better. Take a break and self care. I'm here for you if you need me.❤😊

I’m so sorry you’re struggling. I feel your pain. Growing up in this setting is hard. It’s so hard to hear people tell you to pray it away. Being told to pray away mental health is hard. I’m not by any way putting down anyone’s beliefs by saying that at all. It’s hard leaving the faith. Thank you for being so open and vulnerable and sharing your story.

Dont feel bad. I can't get into Christmas this year at all. I couldn't even participate in any of the Vlogorinos activities because I just don't feel it. It's not due to trauma, I'm not sure why I feel the way I do and I don't know how to just get over things. They just linger until I start obsessing over the next thing that bothers me. Hope it gets better for you. You're not alone. Hugs my friend.❣

I am so sorry to hear of how much you're struggling Koe. I was raised in a Catholic household but don't agree with much of it's teaching. Never understood how Jesus loves everyone but not men who love men or women who love women. To me love is love regardless. Please take time for some self care & don't worry about Vlogmas. We're always here for you. 💙💙💙💙