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the truth about what's been going on...

hi my little friends. this has been the hardest journey of my life and i finally want to let you in on what's going on. my body has auto immune issues after complications from my surgery. it's made me feel insecure and scared at times but also has taught me about what's truly important. i love you all and am so grateful for you on this journey.
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  • @mayg8844
    @mayg88444 жыл бұрын

    It’s not possible to not love her. There’s just something about her that makes you want to hug her.

  • @mandylou2501

    @mandylou2501

    4 жыл бұрын

    May G she seems like a great hugger too!

  • @StyledbyHrush

    @StyledbyHrush

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m the best hugger I might even give you a wet Willy if you hug too long

  • @mandylou2501

    @mandylou2501

    4 жыл бұрын

    hrush 🤣😝

  • @LeilaAmini

    @LeilaAmini

    4 жыл бұрын

    Aawh🥰🥰

  • @brianawood1390

    @brianawood1390

    4 жыл бұрын

    Entire video I was thinking, “I just want to cuddle & snuggles her.” 😭 Hrush, you have that connect-with-my-heart type soul, & the vibe in this video mirrors exactly where I am emotionally in life. Thank you for always keeping it 💯, keepin’ it cute, & keepin’ it gutter cause that’s where my mind will always be. 😂 We love a hot & humorous bitch 👏🏽🔥

  • @elle9117
    @elle91174 жыл бұрын

    This is what a real influencer is. She has a message. She has a purpose. She is not just a makeup artist. I already know that your YT channel is going to be a journey not just for but for us too. Thank you for being real.

  • @kimp.8724
    @kimp.87244 жыл бұрын

    "I don't say something hurts until it's killing me." Preach! #womensmedicalproblems

  • @kaylaheravi388
    @kaylaheravi3884 жыл бұрын

    i needed to see this, i felt u on all notes. i need to start taking care of myself...healing, reflecting, resting. u are so strong. u remain a figure of positivity regardless of what’s going on behind closed doors...a queen!!

  • @cas.stacks
    @cas.stacks4 жыл бұрын

    There’s nothing undesirable about kinky hair. The only thing undesirable are the ppl who plant those destructive seeds. I’d love to see your wild hair 😉 love your message and stay healthy 🙏🏾

  • @Cutesxox

    @Cutesxox

    4 жыл бұрын

    Agreed!

  • @kimisthatyou

    @kimisthatyou

    4 жыл бұрын

    Agree I have kinky hair and LOVE IT

  • @StyledbyHrush

    @StyledbyHrush

    4 жыл бұрын

    I apologize for using that word to describe my hair I was raised in a culture that didn’t share the same hair texture so that’s all I’ve heard all my life and now when I look at it it sounds super offensive to put myself down using those words as well

  • @shianaallers

    @shianaallers

    4 жыл бұрын

    Exactly... nothing wrong with kinky hair love ❤️

  • @shianaallers

    @shianaallers

    4 жыл бұрын

    hrush you are beautiful❤️ blonde hair looks good on your but I’d love to see you with your natural hair ❤️❤️❤️

  • @OjitosChiquititosmaquillaje
    @OjitosChiquititosmaquillaje4 жыл бұрын

    I had been practicing kindness to myself, so i tell myself a compliment every day, at the end of my day I congratulate me for something I’d accomplished that day, something like the soup you made was delicious, well done. Thats how you start building self esteem step by step

  • @Spacecatjunky

    @Spacecatjunky

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ojitos Chiquititos ❤️❤️ i love this. Very sweet you to yourself! ❤️❤️🌷

  • @cheskastancil9345

    @cheskastancil9345

    4 жыл бұрын

    Girlfriend, I be tellin myself everyday to be kind to myself and others. It’s a process for sure✨

  • @juicyjaiibaybee2275

    @juicyjaiibaybee2275

    3 жыл бұрын

    You’re comment was from a year ago how’s you’re self love journey going? I wish positivity and many blessing on you 💙

  • @clairebear5463
    @clairebear54634 жыл бұрын

    Your transparency is truly admirable. I feel like you are the Big Sister I never had. 💖

  • @bianchadarden3695
    @bianchadarden36954 жыл бұрын

    As a woman with kinky textured hair, I'm here to say that healthy, kinky hair is the shit! 👌🏾

  • @stormyallure5347

    @stormyallure5347

    4 жыл бұрын

    biancha darden personally, i agree . As a black i was kind of offended by her words because her hair is nowhere near kinky or 4C . Crazy society brainwashes you to believe certain things .

  • @mystic507

    @mystic507

    4 жыл бұрын

    biancha darden right..

  • @abbsartistry

    @abbsartistry

    4 жыл бұрын

    Her hair is basically lightly curly. My hair is like 2b/3a naturally and mines curlier than hers. And I agree, curly textured hair is absolutely gorgeous.

  • @Glo_up576

    @Glo_up576

    3 жыл бұрын

    She’s only saying that the fake hair is straight & her natural hair is textured and doesn’t blend well , That’s all she meant. All hair is beautiful, She’s talking of her illness here don’t be shitty

  • @PWaves

    @PWaves

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@Glo_up576 please give it rest. people are explaining how they feel and you're saying they're shitty. We get this treatment in everyday life with this hair texture so if we have a chance to correct the language, we will.

  • @Ana-fp4bk
    @Ana-fp4bk4 жыл бұрын

    Love you hrush and your transparency is going to help so many people that need it! Im so glad to see your health getting better!

  • @conniexiong-moua2372
    @conniexiong-moua23724 жыл бұрын

    I'm on a health journey too. It's so hard and I want to give up too but watching this gives me the motivation again. And there are days and nights that I become depressed about it. But positive vibes. Thank you for posting this!

  • @lexicringan7106
    @lexicringan71064 жыл бұрын

    God PREACH. Like I’ve said a million times before, the most real, honest, raw and intentionally herself. One of my all time favorite KZreadrs. Stay gold ♥️

  • @aliaalaraj100
    @aliaalaraj1004 жыл бұрын

    I had a life saving surgery this day last year and my life has not been the same ever since. A year later and I am still struggling with my recovery and the severe side effects the surgery had left me with. Its not easy, it’s frustrating. Some days are better than others. Last night was really rough for me specifically thinking about how much my life has changed and how rough this journey has been. Thank you for being strong enough to share your experiences with the world. You are amazing and strong. I wish you great health and a swift recovery!

  • @MikiMinach11
    @MikiMinach114 жыл бұрын

    I can remember the days when I didn’t care about what people thought or said about me. Somewhere along the lines, that confidence faded away. I just want to say thank you for this video & message, I love what you say about taking care of the soul. As humans it’s easy to get so caught up in the physicality of the world that we forget about our spirit or that we even have a spirit for that matter. Thank you again! I noticed you mentioned how you get sick easily with your condition, I claim safety & wellness over you during this pandemic.❤️❤️❤️

  • @therealkelseyjay
    @therealkelseyjay4 жыл бұрын

    Yes ma’am! Be the change you wish to see in the world. You’re so beautiful, keep your heart pure! ❤️

  • @daisymiranda8843
    @daisymiranda88434 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for posting this after all. It’s so refreshing to see an obviously beautiful person going through real shit, being real af. Thank you!

  • @amandaa3320
    @amandaa33204 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate you being open about your health journey & self love 💗 I love how you started this video too , to me it’s a representation of you letting go of the old ways. I adore you 💗💗💗

  • @jacquelinedaniels87
    @jacquelinedaniels874 жыл бұрын

    You’re so beautiful. Really. And can I say your attitude is literally the most inspiring thing to me. Every time I watch one of your videos you just remind me to not let the assholes get to me. Xoxo

  • @mainsqueeeze
    @mainsqueeeze4 жыл бұрын

    This happened to me I was so fit and I ended up with a rare condition that made my body gain weight fast and I still eat healthy it put me in a hole I don't think I'm out if it yet but I do have good days stay true to yourself and you are beautiful inside and out ppl talk that's what they do we need to remember there words don't define us hope you get better hun ❤

  • @TheDifferentDoll
    @TheDifferentDoll4 жыл бұрын

    I loveeee seeing this side of you. I’m on the natural journey with you love, wishing you the best on your health journey! You GOT THIS! ❤️

  • @ddilone339
    @ddilone3393 жыл бұрын

    Ugh I needed to hear this. I can’t believe I found this now! Thank you so much for being so vulnerable and sharing this. Hope you’re feeling better now.

  • @sincerelykellie
    @sincerelykellie4 жыл бұрын

    I was going through something for months related to my body and my looks and I’m so glad I stumbled across this video I was so inspired by the message and I love how much better this made me feel ❤️

  • @gabriellamcc4010
    @gabriellamcc40104 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your journey ❤️ you’re so brave and you have inspired me!

  • @nicolemahfoudhi9239
    @nicolemahfoudhi92394 жыл бұрын

    Props to you! I can’t imagine how hard it is to be open and let the real raw parts of you show, especially during such a hard time for you. Thank you for this video, you are not alone in the way that you feel. Your positivity is so motivating. I hope you are feeling better soon. You are truly beautiful inside and out!

  • @amberreannamillman8620
    @amberreannamillman86204 жыл бұрын

    You have such a pure heart and soul. I truly admire you. Growing up my mother always told me “god doesn’t like ugly” nothing meaning about looks but how you acted towards others!!! There are so many people I’ve met that are drop dead gorgeous but have been mean to me, making me feel sometimes insecure because I don’t have perfect skin. I always try my best to encourage kindness. And not especially to others but to myself because I always brought myself down because of my acne. Thank you for lifting my spirit!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

  • @BethaneyLilly
    @BethaneyLilly4 жыл бұрын

    Beauty is Hrush! She’s so damn real it’s refreshing! Such a positive example/roll model I love how she’s using her visibility and influence to talk about real shit.

  • @edwinlunes

    @edwinlunes

    4 жыл бұрын

    Beth Lilly yess ! So much love and light for journey and spiritual awakening ❤️💕✨

  • @pinchofperfect
    @pinchofperfect4 жыл бұрын

    You’re stunning! Literally wouldn’t matter what your hair looks like. I wish I look like you ❤️

  • @abenaxxo

    @abenaxxo

    3 жыл бұрын

    Greg KG says u😭

  • @emmasharp1378
    @emmasharp13784 жыл бұрын

    You’re so awesome for doing this video!!! Giving young girls this example to not care about what other people think is amazing. I’m 24 and still deal with the struggles of my “unruly” hair and not wearing makeup in public and watching things like this make it easier to be comfortable in your own, NATURAL, skin. Thank you so much for sharing this. Hope you feel better soon too! ❤️

  • @pattyquezada5543
    @pattyquezada55434 жыл бұрын

    I LOVE THIS Hrush! I really needed to hear this. It couldn’t be more true! I wish more people with a platform like yours would think the same. Like you said sometimes all you have to do is say “how have you been? Or how are you doing?” Everyone is always so quick to judge without knowing if the person really needs some help. Just like your friend said as well, some people are always showing 100% energy but in reality there’s something deeper. Its hard to find friends like that but when you do they are keepers 🥰 Wishing you lots of heath and prosperity Hrush.

  • @TheSamantharoa
    @TheSamantharoa4 жыл бұрын

    I needed to hear this the only way to be treated nice is if you STOP treating yourself like crap and I really do that a lot tearing myself apart. Sometimes we need to be reminded thank you for being so vulnerable. 💕

  • @faithg3263
    @faithg32634 жыл бұрын

    i literally just wanna give you a huge hug you’re so amazing

  • @MsJackieness
    @MsJackieness4 жыл бұрын

    I didnt think i could admire you MORE, but ma’am... you’re such an amazing human being and god bless you for setting a strong example for kindness to yourself. Love you and sending you all the positive vibes in the world 💗

  • @Neifoimei1
    @Neifoimei14 жыл бұрын

    I love you more and more! Your realness and authenticity is so refreshing to see, especially in a world that is so full of vanity and fakeness.

  • @jessicana5257
    @jessicana52574 жыл бұрын

    This hit home. I just had a baby & the outside doesn’t look like “society’s 10” & it’s been taking a toll on me. Thank u for allowing us into this part of your life. I’ve always seen you as a genuine person. Puro amor 💕

  • @cheskastancil9345

    @cheskastancil9345

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jessica Private congrats on the new baby

  • @hannahbabich2587
    @hannahbabich25874 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you for posting this! Always remember, "those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." To me, you're always beautiful. Your soul shines so much brighter than anything on the outside

  • @caseyelizabeth1930
    @caseyelizabeth19304 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much for posting this I am really taking the whole being nice to yourself to heart. It is so easy to find the beauty in others, but finding the beauty within yourself can be a lot more difficult. I hope you are doing so much better now, you are gorgeous inside and out and I love your videos!

  • @alisonvaleria26
    @alisonvaleria264 жыл бұрын

    That was so inspiring!! And yes. First step was acknowledging the issue internally and next was taking the steps to further evolve to then person you knob you should be. I really felt this bc I feel like that’s where I’m at now. I’m really happy for you sis !!

  • @ashleyhonahan4134
    @ashleyhonahan41344 жыл бұрын

    My life revolves around putting others feelings first and sometimes it makes me a door mat but I’ve realized I need a balance . I love you girly . You have such an amazing heart

  • @serena8930

    @serena8930

    4 жыл бұрын

    ashley honahan same!! Girl we will become empaths that protect our energy. Awakened empathy with boundaries, cos shit really be draining right ?! Keep ya head up queen ❤️💫

  • @chloenicole4745
    @chloenicole47454 жыл бұрын

    Thank god for Hrush🌻 She’s on the spiritual journey I’m on and this video just raised my vibe sooo much! Mark my words. I’m starting my KZread THIS YEAR! Hrush has pushed me to START! So I’m starting! I’m making it happen and not only that I want to do it for myself and my own well being. Spread a spiritual message of my own and tell my story. As I’ve gone through many ups and downs. I want to tell my truth and lift others as well! I LOVE YOU HRUSH!

  • @DebiDooms

    @DebiDooms

    3 жыл бұрын

    Post a video hun!!! Make a channel no better time than now

  • @raecongandules_
    @raecongandules_4 жыл бұрын

    You still are beautiful and the way you glow with positivity is what makes you beautiful!! It’s so refreshing to see a woman who isn’t afraid to show her struggles because we all have them! Love your channel ❤️

  • @danyellecherry985
    @danyellecherry9854 жыл бұрын

    Love the message you are sending, and the sharing of your life experiences! I learned these things through a long, hard journey of addiction and getting sober. I really had to be so depleted internally, before I began looking inside myself, and making myself happy and whole. It’s so amazing to be reminded of all these things through your words. Spirituality is a transforming journey of life and perspective. Love love love you!! ❤️

  • @dmomma2010
    @dmomma20104 жыл бұрын

    Being someone who has gone through changes due to condition/illness this video really inspires me to stop hating the changes and be kinder to myself

  • @gemmawindus9645
    @gemmawindus96454 жыл бұрын

    You look really pretty with curly hair, when I'm not feeling good, sometimes just go out get my nails done, it makes me feel better, mentally. My hair really damage from bleaching, had to chop it all off!!! Love you Hrush xxxxx

  • @cheskastancil9345

    @cheskastancil9345

    4 жыл бұрын

    Gemma Windus right?? Styling my hair is a hot mess most the time. But when I put that work in..........shhhhhiiiiitttt. Look out

  • @tinsleywest4006
    @tinsleywest40064 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you for sharing what's been going on, I feel like your transparency is going to help so many others who need it. Appreciate you and your courage so much!! So glad you are getting better!

  • @isabelponce8204
    @isabelponce82044 жыл бұрын

    I just love you. You’re beautiful inside and out and I admire your honesty. You’re so genuine, it’s not common these days 😘

  • @Mazboz
    @Mazboz4 жыл бұрын

    Hrush, you’re amazing. I am on steroids as well and I have had the sweating profusely side effects as well :/ autoimmune diseases are the worst. God bless your strength. We will get through this ❤️

  • @Arielgee____

    @Arielgee____

    3 жыл бұрын

    Do you know why she’s on steroids? I’m a new viewer

  • @stackkkkkk
    @stackkkkkk4 жыл бұрын

    I needed this. I’m so hard on myself And I too live for others. I have the hardest time loving myself and living for myself.

  • @navikaur9436
    @navikaur94364 жыл бұрын

    I love this and I’m so so proud of you for having the strength to share your life unfiltered and raw

  • @annnaam
    @annnaam4 жыл бұрын

    2020 we fighting the corona and kicking our insecurities and all the toxicity that made us doubt ourselves OUT🙅🏻‍♀️ Stay healthy ❤️ youre beautiful no matter what🌹

  • @Zannlife

    @Zannlife

    4 жыл бұрын

    anna #Word

  • @Oscarnodwannabe

    @Oscarnodwannabe

    4 жыл бұрын

    YAS

  • @thehillsarealivewiththesou8293

    @thehillsarealivewiththesou8293

    4 жыл бұрын

    Totally agree❤️

  • @daddysangeljetta
    @daddysangeljetta4 жыл бұрын

    Girl I feel this so deep when I got sick before the doctors found the tumor and realized I had ovarian cancer I couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me and thought maybe I was just losing my mind the ones closest to me judged and asked if I was doing drugs because I’d gotten so skinny it was sickly and that hurt the most. But I also always smile and try to worry about everyone else around me and make them smile and feel good. Maybe we do that because we don’t want others to feel or see our pain

  • @Tangilo613
    @Tangilo6134 жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear about your struggles. I pray you will get better in the year to come❤

  • @marnilane6124
    @marnilane61244 жыл бұрын

    You have no idea how much I needed this message today, Hrush! Please keep yourself healthy and please continue sharing your amazing message of life! Thank you so much!

  • @annaleeg8080
    @annaleeg80804 жыл бұрын

    Hrush omg this made me love you even more.. I love your positivity, realness and your outlook on life♥️. prayers on your health🙏🏻 Pls keep us updated & yes you are still cute

  • @randib2656
    @randib26564 жыл бұрын

    Hrush you ARE one profound kick ass woman. Truly one of a kind. I hope you are good with all that is going on in the world. Sending you heartfelt well wishes from British Columbia Canada 🇨🇦

  • @sahirarodriguez9782
    @sahirarodriguez97824 жыл бұрын

    Soo happy to have came across this video. I absolutely loveeee this testimony! So real and relatable! Im definitely going on the journey with you. Its all about positivity, pure hearts and intentions. Be the best version of ourselves! Thank you for sharing 💕🤗

  • @angelicac9036
    @angelicac90364 жыл бұрын

    Love you and thank you for always keeping it real. There are many out there who are struggling and I can relate to when you mentioned that you take care of others before yourself. It's really hard trying to keep it together for others when you can barely handle what's going on within yourself. Thank you for this video. You have truly inspired me!

  • @breeriley4909
    @breeriley49093 жыл бұрын

    Wow. Ok I’m nothing special everyone has feelings up and down.. but I’ve been so godamn depressed where suicide crosses my mind everyday.. your words are just wow. I’m happy to know there is people who think like this.. rational and with a heart full of love. THANK YOU FOR THIS.

  • @leilabrahem1579
    @leilabrahem15794 жыл бұрын

    Sending you all my love, stay strong Hrush! I love watching you, keep doing such great content !!

  • @Pinkkkkk

    @Pinkkkkk

    4 жыл бұрын

    Brahem Leila her hair is not kinky tho

  • @yanadubinina1466
    @yanadubinina14664 жыл бұрын

    You are so real it’s crazy especially nowadays on this platform. It’s so refreshing to see someone you look up to go through their ups and downs, like a normal human. Battling a disease is hard and I wish you the best ♥️

  • @DangersGirl4Ev
    @DangersGirl4Ev4 жыл бұрын

    🗣🗣🗣MOTIVATIONAL SPEECH OF THE YEAR!!!! I needed this soooo bad and I didn’t even know it. I need to stop slacking around worrying about what everyone thinks due to past demons. I def need to motivate myself for what I wanna do. Thank you so much for posting this!!

  • @mary.a8551
    @mary.a85514 жыл бұрын

    I’m a hypothyroid patient with auto immune disease. I totally know what your going through. Self care and putting yourself first is very important.

  • @MZLUKATDEMHIPS

    @MZLUKATDEMHIPS

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same here. Hypothyroidism is rough. It is so depressing at times.

  • @MZLUKATDEMHIPS

    @MZLUKATDEMHIPS

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@wilted_rose510 ask for a full panel thyroid test. Doctors only test tsh levels. Your tsh level can be normal but your T3 is the active hormone and if it is low that's where the problems are coming from..

  • @aal5031
    @aal50314 жыл бұрын

    Hrush you’re honestly and i mean this in all honestly the only person i ever get excited about whenever they post anything , you’re one of the strongest and most gorgeous women i’ve ever known in my whole entire life , you aspire a lot of people and you teach us to be better at everything even embracing ourselves for who we are no matter what and that is why i love you🖤 big love from Saudi Arabia

  • @saramarie5251
    @saramarie52514 жыл бұрын

    I love you so much for this! You’re so down to earth and such an inspiration to me! 💕 Seriously I’m in tears listening to you talking about yourself.

  • @cutebanana8155
    @cutebanana81552 жыл бұрын

    I love her, she's so nurturing and it's beautiful. She's also empowering, inspiring and amazing.

  • @sabibalan2689
    @sabibalan26894 жыл бұрын

    I love her at the end smiling at herself “I’m so cute” ☺️

  • @annettechantel4739
    @annettechantel47394 жыл бұрын

    Keep being projecting that beautiful Purple aura! Your soul is so inspiring to me 💜 Love from SoCal

  • @peess9871
    @peess98714 жыл бұрын

    The confidence part, I needed that. Thank you for opening yourself up to us and allowing us in your world. We appreciate you and your genuine self!!⚡💕👑

  • @AustinRoberts88
    @AustinRoberts884 жыл бұрын

    Yes!!!!! I'm going through this same journey and I think you're my new favorite ❤️❤️❤️. Thank you so much for posting this, you're incredible!

  • @kenyathescientist
    @kenyathescientist4 жыл бұрын

    Can we stop using kinky hair as a synonym for undesirable, unmanageable, etc? It’s 2020, thanks.

  • @sidneykelly7883

    @sidneykelly7883

    4 жыл бұрын

    Kenya Moore period! off topic but you are absolutely stunning

  • @crichy

    @crichy

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yeah when she said that I was like um 😕

  • @diamondbarnes884

    @diamondbarnes884

    4 жыл бұрын

    Her hair looks brittle and damaged . But I understand what she saying .

  • @kenyathescientist

    @kenyathescientist

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sidney Kelly I’m just seeing this; thank you! 💞

  • @wishscone7661

    @wishscone7661

    4 жыл бұрын

    Kenya Moore baby girl that’s not what she meant. Stop trying to play the offended.

  • @taleen
    @taleen4 жыл бұрын

    You’re so brave, I love this video. I’m Armenian and have the same EXACT hair as you - exact same. When you said puerto rican or Dominican I was like SAME girl hahah. I was thinking of going back to natural hair. You inspired me xx best of health and happiness for you!

  • @natlynn312
    @natlynn3124 жыл бұрын

    Proud of you!! beauty is truly from within, beauty from within is what you have 🌻 you always look beautiful on the outside but even more so now 🦋

  • @bibbylove2010
    @bibbylove20104 жыл бұрын

    I seriously feel so inspired by you already. Thank you for being so open and real.

  • @cassichristensen2578
    @cassichristensen25784 жыл бұрын

    Why do I have tears 😥 this is so sweet, thank you ♥️

  • @cheskastancil9345

    @cheskastancil9345

    4 жыл бұрын

    cassie christensen same

  • @thedivineenergy
    @thedivineenergy4 жыл бұрын

    *Hrush, I have found that what you are saying in this video is the true meaning of* *The Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.* *Because if you can't be kind to yourself how can you be kind to others. 🥰* *Thank you for sharing your heart with Us. 💗 You are a beautiful soul. 🤟🏻*

  • @MzBonafyde
    @MzBonafyde3 жыл бұрын

    On so many levels I feel what you are saying, not saying and everything in between. Smart, high values and real. Funny AF too! Loved this. Wish you continued success on your journey to higher self.

  • @eyelovetage3278
    @eyelovetage32784 жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy u made this video I needed to hear this. I’m always trying to please other people before myself. Even though I’ve been in Quarantine, I haven’t been taking care of myself and I really need to so thanks for the positive message boo

  • @skndeeptv
    @skndeeptv4 жыл бұрын

    PREACHHHH GIRLLL!!! I'm leaving any opinions that aren't mine behind. Time to live OUR best lives!!

  • @kendallphillips7014
    @kendallphillips70144 жыл бұрын

    Hrush ... this is a side of you we haven’t really seen yet . I love how real you are being in this video . I already really loved you before but your attitude and just how honest and truthful you were in this video made me love you even more . We all know how many influencers / social media people never show the bad and always show the good. You are so perfect and beautiful. You should be so proud of yourself because I know I am super proud of you after watching this . Love you 💞

  • @charchar4957
    @charchar49574 жыл бұрын

    releasing a video like this takes a lot of courage. i love watching your videos and after watching this i love how real you are. this was so raw and real. we would so get on. plus Jay is a real one. sending love to you, ive struggled with weight my whole life. theres more to life than what weight we have. ive watched all your vid.. hope you are doing okay ❤️

  • @kleb42
    @kleb424 жыл бұрын

    I’m embarrassed to say I never followed you until today! You came up as a suggested video and I loved this message. I’m 47, had weight loss surgery, gained a little back etc and just know what illness and inflammation on top of society pressures can do to your soul. One thing I know is that going through it all makes you realize what’s important, who will be there no matter what and in the end it strengthens your relationship with yourself. I hope more people influencing the younger crowd will follow suit and show more real unfiltered sides of themselves, I truly believe it’s what will heal the world. Excited to follow along on your wellness journey❤️

  • @ChloeMorello
    @ChloeMorello4 жыл бұрын

    I love you Hrush

  • @jennifervillafranca6221
    @jennifervillafranca62214 жыл бұрын

    I hope to see your hair because I’m one of the girls who always hides her curls bc of the way social media is but you’re already so beautiful so I’m excited to see you grow!!💛💛

  • @janelldodds1126
    @janelldodds11264 жыл бұрын

    I literally am getting goosebumps I connect to this so much THANK YOU I needed this.Your soul is beautiful, you shine baby girl .

  • @user-ls6cz6fx4t
    @user-ls6cz6fx4t4 жыл бұрын

    I can't tell you how much I needed to hear your rant right about now in life. You just breathed life back into me and helped me to remind myself exactly who the hell I am...thank you darling!!! I love your videos, please don't ever stop! ❤️

  • @norrrma_
    @norrrma_4 жыл бұрын

    You’re so brave ❤️ Sending lots of love and stay strong mama 😘

  • @heyyiitsshannon
    @heyyiitsshannon4 жыл бұрын

    Just because a drawer is organized doesn’t mean the stuff in it is useful. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @cristiandaniel617
    @cristiandaniel6174 жыл бұрын

    thank you for making this video and opening up more to us hrush, it takes a lot of courage to step in front of a camera “striped down” and show us this side. often times we get to caught up with being on the go and looking good for the social media that we forget to take care of ourselves from within! really important to take time for yourself and to re center 💗💓

  • @BellaCarmella24
    @BellaCarmella244 жыл бұрын

    I appreciated this video so much. You kept things so real, and despite looking flawless as always, you were so raw and relatable in this video. I pray for health for your mind, body, and soul. I pray for your strength to get through this trying time. God makes no mistakes. There’s always a message to come from the mess. ❤️

  • @pattivela2581
    @pattivela25814 жыл бұрын

    I loved the end!😊 “I’m so cute, like a little 🧁”

  • @christiemon7066
    @christiemon70664 жыл бұрын

    I'd love to see what your natural hair looks like without the hair extensions I've been debating whether to put blond highlights in for the summer or not

  • @jasminpomares4438
    @jasminpomares44384 жыл бұрын

    You’re so real and I love it ! Woman ur a treasure! I hope you’re safe during this quarantine! Sending u love ❤️

  • @Ellie.Blues42
    @Ellie.Blues424 жыл бұрын

    You're such an inspiration girl, honestly you got to love her 💖, your passion for life, your courage to keep going even when things seemed to be falling apart, girl I admire you...🙌💖

  • @marylu2216
    @marylu22164 жыл бұрын

    I just LOVE you, Hrush!! I have a rare medical condition that I constantly get humiliated by people when i go out in public. It's so extremely embarrassing to say the very least. Hearing you talk about how you shouldn't care what people say is simple to say like you said but it really hurts when they make a scene about it. All n all your words and your journey encourage me to stay positive and to just keep swimming!! Blessings to you, gorgeous woman!!🙏💜😘

  • @ayerawne4992
    @ayerawne49924 жыл бұрын

    I felt that hard when he said ur energy is always so positive and at 100 that I would never guess ur going thru something , I deal with that day to day. I am usually always positive and I love making people happy but I go through A LOT in my personal life but I naturally hide it because of how I am.

  • @m.m9136

    @m.m9136

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wow...you describing yourself described me perfectly We have to learn to love ourselves as we love others.

  • @CrissyBeee
    @CrissyBeee4 жыл бұрын

    Your skin is so beautiful, my skin always takes a beating when I get sick. It takes weeks heal... You look great I hope you’re feeling better, and isolating since mono messes with your immune system for so long.....

  • @ye9321
    @ye93214 жыл бұрын

    Randomly stumbled upon this video... wow🙏 I also suffer from an autoimmune disorder and I’ve been on prednisone for almost a year now. It takes such a negative toll on your body but it’s very important for the inflammation caused by being immuno-compromised. You have to remember... that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and BEAUTY IS STRENGTH.❤️❤️❤️ thank you for this video luv

  • @michelleayala8907
    @michelleayala89074 жыл бұрын

    She said at Noon! And she posted on the dot!!!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️ yesssss! I always click so fast for the basest biiish on YT😘

  • @rubywhite679

    @rubywhite679

    4 жыл бұрын

    7pm here

  • @nailedbyjen8317
    @nailedbyjen83174 жыл бұрын

    It takes balls to do this video. A lot them wont even go on cam with a hair out place and look at you looking like the naturally glowing goddess you are. You are even more beautiful inside and it shows!Rushy I've been sick for years and this video made me feel validated but also reminded me that no 1 will look after me but me. If we all loved ourselves more there wouldn't be so much hate in the world. My opinion FACTS!!#

  • @Maria-006.

    @Maria-006.

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jen Martin 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏🏻🤗

  • @dontbemean3942

    @dontbemean3942

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jen Martin girl ... she have normal hair ... unmanageable? Lol 😂 girl ... ... balls ? .... girl ... please

  • @dontbemean3942

    @dontbemean3942

    4 жыл бұрын

    Such first world problems lol 😂

  • @megane11222

    @megane11222

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dontbemean3942 Yeah,health and sickness are SO -first world problems- 🤔 What the hell are you watching guy?! Apparently not this video. Nice try though!👍

  • @thriftinasse

    @thriftinasse

    4 жыл бұрын

    I thought you had videos on your channel 😧 I wanted to see some make up . Your thumbnail look is so cute!

  • @hotrod66ify
    @hotrod66ify4 жыл бұрын

    Bless your heart. I have health issues as well and know how hard it can be on your whole life. I think what you're doing is going to be wonderful for you. Stay strong beautiful woman. 💕

  • @yerlin12
    @yerlin124 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so real with us. It’s time we stop setting the bar so high for ourselves. Trying to be like every influencer. It’s not realistic and sometimes unhealthy. I agree with you 100% beauty is confidence, beauty is kindness beauty comes from within. It’s who you are inside. And you are GORGEOUS AF 🤩💕

  • @byoutyfullgurl
    @byoutyfullgurl4 жыл бұрын

    I would love to see your curly hair. Curly/wavy hair is beautiful and there are so many tutorials on KZread on how to style it.

  • @cheskastancil9345

    @cheskastancil9345

    4 жыл бұрын

    byoutyfullgurl me too. My hair is so hard to style

  • @everlastingbliss

    @everlastingbliss

    4 жыл бұрын

    byoutyfullgurl same girl!! I have curly kinky hair and would love a video like this!!! Btw subscribe to my channel babe💞🙏🏻🎥I’ll be posting fashion hauls & makeup vids🤗