My late husband would play this on repeat. Today is his 2 month anniversary of his passing and I have been listening to his favorite songs all day

@gatsbye53

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so very to hear of your loss. My sympathies go out to you.

@RexcorJ

3 жыл бұрын

My condolences, friend. ❤

@HeartandSoul59

3 жыл бұрын

this is so sad ...all my thoughts go to you. xx

@TK-ib7rm

3 жыл бұрын

Sending you lots of love.

@pedrosarmieto3559

3 жыл бұрын

Send this smile over to you...

Anyone in 2024?

@Zulemaaa

2 ай бұрын

Yessss🥹🤍

@PHANIRESUME

2 ай бұрын

Yes

@iriscastro2403

2 ай бұрын

Yes 1:55

@crystalr.castillo2784

2 ай бұрын

👍🏼

@Ifitallfails

2 ай бұрын

Classic

My favorite song from them. Grew up in a very abusive home and struggle with depression. However I have a son and refuse to repeat my father's mistakes!

@mrabram420

Жыл бұрын

Don’t your son is your pride in life I was once a little boy and a son. Issues don’t change a love from a father.

@scottwarsing9713

Жыл бұрын

Do your own thing bro , leave it behind

@JohnSmith-qe6fb

Жыл бұрын

@@debramorrison79 I'm glad you and your father built a bond after the abuse. Unfortunately my dad never changed and the last time I spoke to him he cussed at me repeatedly over a simple problem. He's never apologized for the years of abuse and he has said he never will, believing he was fair because he wasn't harder on any one of us more than the others (3 kids).

@kaliboo60

Жыл бұрын

Good for you in not repeating the destructive behaviour.

@choncoocho1392

Жыл бұрын

Having depression is an an ace score, which means you're already repeating the cycle of trauma. I wish you the best.

To everyone who is listening to this song growing up feeling like they were unwanted: I love you. Your existence is very much needed on this earth.

@allesdurchprobiert

Жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

@bune.trails6448

Жыл бұрын

Dang ❤

@ronnieroll718

Жыл бұрын

🖤🖤

@heekyungkim8147

10 ай бұрын

❤

@Knonnynonny

9 ай бұрын

Thank you, darling. I love you all so very much too. You are special and you were meant to be. Exactly as you are.

Billy Corgan's voice is like paper, it's fragile but sharp.

@strangedays3987

4 жыл бұрын

Chad Noyes get off this video and listen to some artists that you enjoy. I’m being nice and it’s taking all I have to not be a typical asshole behind a keyboard so please 🤐

@NASkeywest

4 жыл бұрын

He will papercut you like you want him too.

@suryadas6987

4 жыл бұрын

@@chadnoyes2240 Wrong!

@ahumanrs

4 жыл бұрын

Here's 20 bucks. Eat mine.

@matthewb4251

4 жыл бұрын

Chad Noyes you’re right man... Pumpkins suck... but only like Primus sucks!!!

You don't need to be young to appreciate brilliance. I'm 68 and I love this to death.

@dennisvdz2157

3 жыл бұрын

young to appreciate?? this music is old af

@djdonald243

3 жыл бұрын

Some dark memories of boyhood never leave us. What's a boy supposed to do?

@LuckyLucky-qf4st

3 жыл бұрын

Even Gene Simmons offered his appreciation for this band and Billy Corgans work, stay safe no matter how old you are

@verbavolant6895

3 жыл бұрын

@@dennisvdz2157 well the man did say he is 68

@erikarabie

3 жыл бұрын

Billy Corgan is like 54...yall are the same age 😂

I was abused as child. Now am 47. Dealing with anxiety, insomnia. But i have to stay strong, i have baby girl now to raise up in a proper way. 💪🙏❤️

@MsLetisu

4 ай бұрын

No matter the day, the time I will be here for you 🥹

@rickhumphreys5416

3 ай бұрын

IL be 40 in July my mom would have been 64 in July, she ended her own life In September, this song reminds of the good times and the bad , depression is such a heavy burden to carry , I have a lil girl as well , trying to stay strong for her ! Love the pumpkins makes it easier to deal knowing I'm not one only feels these feelings

@ExtradeluxeChairman

3 ай бұрын

@@MsLetisu contact?

@amitkenan3878

3 ай бұрын

The fact that you strive to be better for the sake of your child already makes you a better person than your parents

@TheRealDiamond-

2 ай бұрын

I’m 32 and I deal with depression, insomnia, anxiety and manic episodes from my SA as a child. It def take a toll on our bodies, years down the road. I’m here cheering you on. You got this. You’re worth it and you’re loved. Keep on keepin on. There will be moments when we need to stop and just let the emotions and feelings do their thing. ❤❤

This song impacts me as much today in 2024 as when I first heard it in 1994. Timeless song.

@annemartin1072

Ай бұрын

I'm thinking too. The whole Adore hey ??

@yelizaveta1278

Ай бұрын

Still burns , killer me is the killer in you- send this smile over to U

@beezybeez7231

Ай бұрын

This is so good but you must hear “The Wave” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🐺🎶🐺🤘

@stephenlamley541

Ай бұрын

Its a powerful song for sure. One of my favourites from these

@CristianoTempera

Ай бұрын

I feel the same

This song is among the greatest of all time

@Specific.

2 жыл бұрын

Yes it is!

@trystrammmm

2 жыл бұрын

Not really

@RadioeuropeRock

2 жыл бұрын

@@trystrammmm explain why

@Papa-o33963

2 жыл бұрын

@@trystrammmm habla seria jovencita

@Salvatore_42069

2 жыл бұрын

truf :)

Here's to everyone who didn't have a perfect happy childhood but instead a rather dark, sad, and lonely one.

@cassandralovely6182

8 жыл бұрын

I second that...

@MuttonChopYaz

5 жыл бұрын

@zio420 He was abused by his step mother I believe, which is what this song is about

@lisajanewhyte9110

5 жыл бұрын

I'm glad I've had such a dark, hard and challenging life, it's made me who I am today and I'm proud of who I am today. No one can ever bring me down anymore because I see through people now. They're weak and I'm strong. Nasty weak people are scared of people like me. Be proud of who you are today!! xxx

@jimmyd1230

5 жыл бұрын

No one had a perfect childhood, stupid. Sorry my parents loved me..

@ryanmckinstry1121

5 жыл бұрын

J' would be your childhood playmate anytime! Femme fatale ad ifinitum!

I hum this song everyday... I have DISARM tattooed across my chest. The Pumpkins saved my life. I'm 51 now and are forever grateful for this band. Still listening today & still getting goosebumps. Thank you so much.

@deadinsidex3

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing. I absolutely love everything about this song and can't even explain how this song seems to hit deeper and deeper with each time I listen..which is A lot! I found this song a little later than some (I'll be 40 this year ahhh) and still feel the age I was when I heard this the first time and when life was beating me down. Things have gotten worse since, Guess life is still beating me up.....but it can't hold me down.

@Brian-bm7ew

Жыл бұрын

Right on. You chose a pretty solid band to help you get through it all. Keep pushing forward.

@armandoosuna6525

Жыл бұрын

@@deadinsidex3 that's so unusual because I feel the same way! I still remember watching this video on MTV and recording it off the radio on cassette..what I wouldn't give to find those fu*kin tapes😂 I too feel the same. I'm not sure that's a good or bad thing.

@Jenny-CR

Жыл бұрын

I get the Tingle's also

@staygold902

Жыл бұрын

Billy hammered out so many great songs during their reign. Incredible musician through and through. This is definitely one of the best

I'm 62, and this song still breaks my heart every time.

@kmjezik

27 күн бұрын

Me 2❤😢😊

@moshgirl973

6 күн бұрын

I'm 63 and I'm right there with you.

I salute all parents who sacrifice to ensure their children have better childhoods than they themselves had. You are my heroes. 💕

@HockeyNationHD

3 жыл бұрын

what does that have to do w this song? and why would it be a 'sacrifice' to not abuse your kids? this song isnt about growing up poor but about emotional abuse.

@timjespersen9614

3 жыл бұрын

I know exactly what you meant and I appreciate it. Your kind words made my day. Trying not to pass down to much of your own suffering is harder than people know.

@astrzmbie9968

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you I love this comment 💓

@christy734

3 жыл бұрын

Also, ensure they listen to the smashing pumpkins. 😀

@mariebrookes9186

3 жыл бұрын

What a beautiful thing to say. I don't know you but that statement has moved me. Don't listen to the haters ♥️♥️

Smashing Pumpkins were my ultimate band during my teenage rock phase. Being an Asian American kid, I had never seen an Asian rock star and so I kind of idolized James Iha.

@permafrost0979

4 жыл бұрын

Tommy Chong.... Not a rock star, but definitely an icon

@Patriotic327

4 жыл бұрын

I hope you got a guitar in that phase.

@rafisqiadhaputra6136

3 жыл бұрын

chino moreno? Kim Thayil

@rafisqiadhaputra6136

3 жыл бұрын

@@chip9649 oh yeah,i forgot that india is in europe,my bad

@Sheahova

3 жыл бұрын

James iha inspiring the band went through troubling times and he went to apc and absolutely destroyed

🎶Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you

This song hit hard when I was teenager. It’s hitting really hard in my 40s😞

@kennycross-gm1ed

Жыл бұрын

❤

@jamesunderwood524

Жыл бұрын

Same

@thee-influence

Жыл бұрын

I agree I grew up on this song. And it is still so good even in my 40s.

@shaun8062

Жыл бұрын

Me too.

@gtaveteran

Жыл бұрын

Gonna hit 40 in January & i feel you bro

This is one of those songs where when it came out you thought it was a good one, but many years later, you really appreciate how truly great it is.

@ChooseLoveToday316

Жыл бұрын

Now let's see Paul Allen's take.

@BAMA-2019

Жыл бұрын

I agree!!!You took my thoughts and said them PERFECT...the lyrics come clear and make the song complete

@Dexter_Copier

Жыл бұрын

I killed Paul Allen and I liked it.

@ethansearles315

Жыл бұрын

0:57 😮 1:04 1:07 😮😮😮

@Karen-ug3xq

11 ай бұрын

You got it exactly right, baby!!!!!

love this song so much

@acidoverride3136

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@tdgmystic

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@mbciebfy99

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@heavymetalcompilations4784

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@sofiaparaiso3640

3 жыл бұрын

So do I ,from Portugal

Billy Corgan's range as a composer is nothing short of astonishing. He can write the angriest, bilious songs, but also sad, melancholy, introspective chefs-d'oeuvre in the same breath. He can lean composition on any kind of guitar, or a piano, or strings like here. He can let Jimmy Chamberlin do fireworks on drums, or else replace him with a rhythm machine. At any rate, the tapestry of SP's masterpieces is marked by emotional profundity and maturity, and unapologetic ability to live a rich inner life and feel the full range of emotions and spiritual experiences. Even thematically, the range is startling. From powerful songs about childhood and adolescence, such as Disarm, all the way to mournful reflections on death and loss, such as For Martha. Always amazing to rediscover the mighty Pumpkins.

This entire album reminds me of my late husband. It was ours. RIP Chad you are so loved and never forgotten.

And sometimes I wonder, how can some people live their lifes without knowing who The Smashing Pumpkins are..

@ting7409

7 жыл бұрын

dalys Thelame exactly :)

@5amH45lam

7 жыл бұрын

Tell me about it. Some people just don't know how to life.

@dirtholetribune3313

7 жыл бұрын

dalys Thelame Why worry, chum? Enjoy your life.

@maryannstegmaier5969

7 жыл бұрын

older people like me. i luv this band

@ainc6895

7 жыл бұрын

Right my neice has no clue what real music is! The whole era she will never know good music!isn't that depressing😄

This is like the anthem song for all of us who grew up in a way that required us to basically raise ourselves.

@cheeseymccheese7249

2 жыл бұрын

Hell ya, the kids these days are so lost. If shitt ever hit the fan they'll be done

@ramennoodler100

2 жыл бұрын

@@cheeseymccheese7249shit is going to hit the fan and we will be fucked

@jazross2018

2 жыл бұрын

@@ramennoodler100 Couldn't have put it better myself XD

@brazydaze69

Жыл бұрын

cheesey the generation before you probably said the same thing

@MaelVampire99

Жыл бұрын

@@brazydaze69 When they gave us a key to the front door at 6 and expected us to find our own way home after school.

This was my son's favorite band. He died in a car crash at 26. This song is him. He left 3 daughters.

@user-kk2sl2yu2o

4 ай бұрын

Sorry

@lacyrountree817

4 ай бұрын

This was my husbands favorite too 😢 he died in 2020 and I listen to it every other day

@abby4744

4 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry 😢

@joeychiovitti3027

4 ай бұрын

😥😢

@gabevillarreal4779

2 ай бұрын

Dear Jesus my heart goes out for you and will pray everyday for your peace and comfort knowing your baby boy is ok now.... and he is so loved.❤

This song brings back the feelings of your traumatic childhood but somehow soothes those feelings at the same time. It is a strange, sad, and beautiful sensation. This song is a wonderful piece of artistic expression.

I'm 17 again, playing my guitar and singing Disarm from the very depth of my inner adolescent vulnerability. I'm 40 now... Always going back in time when I hear this song.

@staylucky4727

5 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂😂

@goklish82

5 жыл бұрын

amazing keep going! got a shot of life keep it! it withers to soon amongst mortals...

@victomOFtheLIGHT

5 жыл бұрын

Amen to that. Youth is wasted on the young

@ziontrismegisto2995

5 жыл бұрын

So deep...👏🙏

@kaylynnl9269

5 жыл бұрын

Im with u, I was a 14 yr old girl crushing on beautiful billy, now I'm almost 40 :-(

This simply was Smashing Pumpkins best song ever.

@hunnedproofproductions5529

3 жыл бұрын

I’d argue “Tonight, Tonight” is their best song ever.

@joanjett8814

3 жыл бұрын

Agree... you have to understand the depth of his emotional experience in this one..

@jimcamp2423

3 жыл бұрын

@@hunnedproofproductions5529 Disarm could've been easily a track on Mellon Collie & the Infinite Sadness, only Disarm was years ahead of Tonight, Tonight. That's why I feel it's their best ever. I'd agree that Mellon Collie was the SP's best album though. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Smashing_Pumpkins_discography#Studio_albums

@FergalNash

3 жыл бұрын

It's a top song alright, bit I think I slightly prefer "Today".

@joanjett8814

3 жыл бұрын

@@FergalNash yes it another great one

On one hand this song seems so simple, and yet it’s extremely complex at the same time. It will never age.

This is so haunting - those tubular bells make this song really stand out and the strings complete it's perfection.

I remember during my college days I was working security for a Lolapalooza concert and I really wasn't into rock music at all, so I really didn't enjoy almost any band or song that I heard nearly all day. But I finished my shift right when the sun was setting and as I was walking toward the parking lot to my car the Smashing Pumpkins started playing this song. I couldn't even see them playing but I had to stop and listen. I stood all alone on a path behind the stadium and I just listened until the song finished. I heard a very powerful message in this song and I didn't know who the Smashing Pumpkins were at the time but I certainly know who they are now.

@tinajeppesen5948

4 жыл бұрын

Cool

@chanthology3258

4 жыл бұрын

Amazing

@trinilyfe4404

4 жыл бұрын

Nice memory bro

@crystaldarway2843

4 жыл бұрын

It literally "disarm"ed you... stopped you in your tracks. Cool story. I'm glad you had that experience.

@whatsherface1153

4 жыл бұрын

That’s awesome ... thanks for sharing that memory

2021 and this song still feels fresh as it did in the 90's. God bless the smashing pumpkins.

@onlyNtimE

2 жыл бұрын

She can't eat the hall boat can she +++++++++!()

@PlzCallMeMommy

2 жыл бұрын

Update, it still hits hard in 2022

@justbored4762

2 жыл бұрын

the live concert is even better 😊

@a_v_reee2285

Жыл бұрын

God is fake

@d.c.california1856

Жыл бұрын

💯❣️✨

This melody is beautiful. I did not appreciate the Smashing Pumpkins enough in the late 90s as I should have. It was just another one of many different and "indie" bands playing on MTV. Now I see their sound stood the test of time.

For our baby brother, Nicholas (1977-1999) ... so viciously and violently torn from our lives so many years ago. Time may heal wounds but it leaves jagged scars on the landscapes of our souls. We still miss ya, Nick. Your seat's still at the table... Love, Mom & Dad and "The Knuckleheads", Theresa, Timmy, Eric, Donovan, Brady and Scott

@booognish

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for all the pain you’ve been through. Your description really cut me, especially against this song…

@yossarian6799

Жыл бұрын

@@booognish Thank you for the kind words. Nick was an amazing young man and his absence is still felt by those who knew him.

@kiv3

3 ай бұрын

❤

This song is hauntingly beautiful

@boxelder9147

Жыл бұрын

Well put. The rhythm alone captivated me and pointed me to the pumpkins

We, the broken children of the 90s, welcome 2021 with this song with open arms. No irony intended

@MsKali05

3 жыл бұрын

I’m rediscovering it now it means more as an adult 😢

@firestarter000001

3 жыл бұрын

The phrase "the years burn" hits me with a new strength, after all these years:)

@kikionthetrailoflove7036

3 жыл бұрын

This song means everything to me.

@MsKali05

3 жыл бұрын

@Philthy McNasty wow you're so right about that that trauma is deep

@leanneevangelista3361

3 жыл бұрын

To all the Punk kids who were young adults being rewarded with what was this music. I remember this playing in 92 or 93 at McDonald's putting my baby on the counter and having some old witch tell me off lol

2023 and still singing out loud with eyes closed to this song and feeling it deep inside! Best teenage years ever!

@gtaveteran

11 ай бұрын

Hellyeah man 🤟🏻

@thacryinggame

8 ай бұрын

This song is about courtney love and billy corgan setting up kurt cobain and offing him in his seattle home. Good song though.

@rhondagreen6761

8 ай бұрын

Love this song

@robinpalinski4258

7 ай бұрын

Almost 2024!

@beezybeez7231

Ай бұрын

This is so good but you must hear “The Wave” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🐺🎹🐺🤘

'the years burn. Oooo...the years burn'. I have pondered over this verse for the last 30 years. And as ive gotten older. Each year goes by faster & faster. Almost 'burning up in flames' fast. The last 20 years have been a blur, but never a dull moment & neir a regret. 'the years burn'. Rock on. 🎸❤️🎸

I’m 39 and this song still makes me feel something

@msbookdragon

4 жыл бұрын

Me too!

@chateaumangaroo8088

4 жыл бұрын

Yes, his voice and those strings gets me every time.

@joshuastroud3312

4 жыл бұрын

Reggie Moore 39 too. Discovered this right after I turned 14.

@chrisp1500

4 жыл бұрын

I'll never outgrow the Pumpkins. I'm 58. I haven't heard this song in probably 10 years but it feels like just last week that I was driving around the Bay Area, blasting Siamese Dream....

@kevinholmes1762

4 жыл бұрын

Same here.

While Corgan's often cryptic lyrics lose their effect over time, "Disarm" is one of the Pumpkin songs where the lyrics are just as likely as the music to be lodged into your memory forever. It's an epic song, but not in a way you would expect. Bells and orchestras make for a beautiful background, but Billy and his acoustic guitar maintain just as much presence. As if reflecting a small man with big problems, he's more likely to effect himself than anything else is.

@angelvila6212

9 жыл бұрын

MrWolfSnack What's the name of the blond playing the bass ?

@jesse_cole

9 жыл бұрын

MrWolfSnack lol, stop trying to make your comment sound like a review for a music magazine. This is KZread. Just say you like the song.

@annabortion3702

9 жыл бұрын

Dude I heard this song when I was 6 and I swore I'd search everywhere to find this song because it was just plain amazing

@supravista

9 жыл бұрын

Jesse Cole criticism isn't limited to magazines, thankfully.

@FatigueRestored

9 жыл бұрын

supravista It creates a great opportunity for dialogue. We shouldn't limit ourselves to our simplest opinions but rather fully express and discuss.

This just might be the Pumpkin's greatest song ever written. The emotion from Corgon combined with the simple yet direct lyrics cut right through you to the very core. The instrumentation is beautiful too, with that strange ability to evoke pain yet assuage it at the same time. I often think that it feels more at home on Mellon Collie than on Siamese Dream.

Keep fighting, guys. Life doesn’t get easier but we can get through it together, stronger. Just look through these comments. If I’ve learned one thing in my 33 years, it’s to never stop pushing forwards, past the anxiety, the depression, the mistakes. Whatever it is. Find the strength to face the day and make it through. Laugh along the way. Smile. Love. Keep putting together good days, keep dreaming and creating new goals. And most importantly- give it to God. 🙏 I’m still rooting for you. 💪😊

Wow, the instrumentation in this song is amazing

@Jules-cv3tq

5 жыл бұрын

ikr

@werideatdusk

5 жыл бұрын

The string arrangements written on the fly in the studio by corgan and performed by a cellist and violinist

@ChristopherSaindon

5 жыл бұрын

@@werideatdusk This was on-the-fly?! WOW.

@michelleottley5292

5 жыл бұрын

A producer turned me on to them we explored alternative music Oasis etc college days Cheers love ya

@no_below_5138

4 жыл бұрын

thats what drew my attention

I dedicate this song to my mom. 25 years into life and I'm still coping with the dysfunction of my childhood. The pain in his voice is the pain I feel on a daily basis. I know that she was unknowingly repeating a pattern but looking at my children I could never put them through the pain she put me through and think I'm a good parent..

@1330timbuktu

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same about my father, who passed in 2019. I now have three boys of my own. They're a blessing to me and I'm trying to be everything to them my father never was to me.

@chantalfillon7590

3 жыл бұрын

38 and same 🥴

@edbl1944

3 жыл бұрын

Breaking the patern. Not the easy way but we can do it. We ARE doing it!

@angelhouse24

3 жыл бұрын

I'm a father of three children... I get this. A lot. My father was the meanest person I knew. My mother was too weak.. scared? idk... she turned a blind eye. I'm a good father though. I know I am.

@sheccid3045

2 жыл бұрын

You are. Forgive her and you'll see how peaceful you will live.

musical genius

One of the best songs on one of the greatest albums of all time.

2022 and still hits the feels like it's 1993

@DrummerDelight

2 жыл бұрын

It would be nice to be 1993. The world now is wacked. 💉😷🐑

@HI-zp6hc

2 жыл бұрын

June 26, 2022

@malinaaa13

Жыл бұрын

July 13, 2022

@robertschumann9059

Жыл бұрын

Cant believe that this Song is nearly 10 years old...wait...what...?

@MisterWeatherby

Жыл бұрын

12/31/2022

Never fails to give chills up the spine.

@Kikoeca1

6 жыл бұрын

Gemini Guitar just played now on the radio, for the ocasion of its 25 years, first it gave me chills then made me cry. Masterpiece

@11palomito11

5 жыл бұрын

QUE SIGNIFICA CHILLS??

@marcocabrera1529

5 жыл бұрын

@@11palomito11 Escalofrios

@wesleymitchell311

5 жыл бұрын

Gemini Guitar same chord progression as Cranberries Zombie get it? Disarm You...

@11palomito11

5 жыл бұрын

PORQUE DICES ESO??

This song is pure brilliance

29 years on this day, still one of my most fave songs from them.

@railsonneiva

Жыл бұрын

ele caiu na mulher e gostei deles

As someone living with depression, I'm listening to all the songs I listened to around the time of my diagnosis many years ago. A lot has changed since then, but these songs never will. They are a constant. The feelings the evoke will always be the same. Life goes on, and I won't say it gets better quickly because that cannot be applied to everyone, but even at your lowest you're still worth more than the things you tell yourself.

@redskies4530

2 жыл бұрын

Hi I recommend a song here on youtube called 'Looking Into The Mirror' By Robert Nix

@Soulflytribe04

2 жыл бұрын

Depression is basically a problem with diet and lack of physical exercise/Sun.

@sarina76667

2 жыл бұрын

As someone who also has had severe depression all my life, inattentive ADHD, and generalized anxiety… Yes. When I look back at where I was emotionally even just 5 years ago let alone 30 years ago in the 90s, it’s like night and day. I never realize just how much work went into getting to this point until I try to explain it to people. Then the realization of just how bad it was and all the trauma that any normal person would never tolerate hits me like a bag of bricks to the head. I’m horrified by the place I was at mentally at that time and I’m so grateful I’m not there anymore. I’m proof that it takes an incredible amount of work and patience, but it can be done. Somewhere, somehow there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

@johannesbuekkler3150

2 жыл бұрын

@@Soulflytribe04 Du scheinst wirklich Ahnung zum Thema Depressionen zu haben ...

@Soulflytribe04

2 жыл бұрын

@@johannesbuekkler3150 Ok

This song is so painful... Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Ooh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what i choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you

@PlanTonto

8 жыл бұрын

+Simeon Petkov Very Painful

@jackspraker3542

8 жыл бұрын

truthful

@sandrasass7250

8 жыл бұрын

+Simeon Petkov I think this is the most autobyographical song by Billie Corgan, since he admitted to have been victim of abuses during his childhood... very sad, indeed. But i love this song.

@carolinaricarte2350

8 жыл бұрын

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@nonplayerzealot4

8 жыл бұрын

+Carolina Ricarte Not as painful as an ad before each and every fucking Pumpkins VEVO song. Disarm VEVO. Despite all my rage for this cunt channel, I am still just a rat in a CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!!!!

This is the definition of epic.

This resonates with all the young boys who grew up in rough families and households during this time period.

I don't think he knew how beautiful his voice is. I know he must've heard it thousands of times but... my word...he haunts me still after twenty five years

@gokurippetoe8750

4 жыл бұрын

Curtis Lemansky

Remember always be nice to someone. You don't know what they are going through.

@bcellable

2 жыл бұрын

You can only be nice to others when you are nice to yourself.

Always loved this song, its a crazy one, you dismantle the meaning based on your own experiences

Going to watch the Pumpkins tonight, Disarm is definitely on the setlist. I'll probably cry when they play it.

theres something truly empowering yet heartbreaking about this song and how hes choosing to no longer let his trauma hold him back. hes proving he will not continue a cycle and will not let his parents torment him any longer. he chose happiness and that is beautiful and heart wrenching

Every time I come to this video I try to add it to my favorites, and then I realize _IT ALREADY IS._

@baharehha5890

9 жыл бұрын

Luke Reed I think it's early sign of Alzheimer

@Pewpewpew88

9 жыл бұрын

Bahareh Ha lulz ^

@BCShimDaddy

9 жыл бұрын

Luke Reed Smoke more weed.

@johnanderson9999

7 жыл бұрын

smoke one with him prob out and needs it

It still speaks to me. My favorite Smashing Pumpkins song.

I'm 72 1/2 and I can relate to this big time. I tried to avoid things I encountered when I raised my kids and helped with grandkids. The grands trust me helping with and baby sitting the great grands who are 2, 3, and 4. They say it's like having them in the care of a loving human pit bull due to my military record and similar civilian protective occupations.

I loved being a 90s teen!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@annettespizuoco8419

3 жыл бұрын

Me too!

@bonnie4435

3 жыл бұрын

Me tooooooo!!! And there were no mobile phones yet, so nobody could fucking know where you were!!! 😂😂😂 The last generation who actually knew the meaning of words like FREEDOM! And bands like SP, with songs like this, remember that wonderful feeling.

@cristiesturm6837

2 жыл бұрын

Absolutly !

@williamkeiley5886

2 жыл бұрын

me to class of 99 baby

@indridcold3762

2 жыл бұрын

I second that. Class of 95

A timeless masterpiece.

one of the songs that can transport me back in time to the early 90s

I really wish they made music like this today

To think these songs are nearing their 3rd decade in age... songs like this are what make you realize its not just nostalgia making you think things are good. We all had such genuinely great music growing up.

@SelfRighteousNewAgeLightWorker

Жыл бұрын

The 90s were incredible for music. 😵 I'm primarily a Death/Black Metal listener, but I also loved a lot of Grunge and Alternative Rock when I was a teenager back then… I make it a point to never love something solely based on "nostalgia", so I totally agree with you. This was excellent music back then and it's even better now with age! 💀

@some.meatball5217

4 ай бұрын

30 years old yesterday 👌🏻🫶🏻

Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you

@samphillips8188

4 жыл бұрын

ducktravisty louisiana not really more about how Billy hated his parents for making him feel like less than he was. The lyrics “cut that little child” show this most with the little child being Billy and the people cutting him being his parents.

@petersajkic6749

4 жыл бұрын

@ducktravisty louisiana billies parents divorced when he was young.he had a abusive stepmother primarily what the song is about

@3jsbank

3 жыл бұрын

ducktravisty louisiana His father was a drug dealer that had bad times with the mob in Chicago, he married a woman who abused Billy. He’s not this “sensitive snowflake” type that everyone thinks, his childhood was really fucked up.

@arifeliz6441

3 жыл бұрын

Sam with a smile ka you wont ha

@christiannavarro2498

3 жыл бұрын

Our scars, bumps and bruises make us who we are. Hate to be a dick, but without these life experiences would we have these ki k ass jams? It saddens me to know what billy went through, but at the same time....these tough times gave us these jams!

Holy crap, it's been like 30 years since I heard this song. I'm on a nostalgic bender lately and wow, this song is making me teary eye. Beautiful song.

Omg i finally found it i couldn't remember the name

Literally best song ever transcends time and space

@skoc6227

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed!

The orchestras are what set this band apart from others

@therobotdevil2284

5 жыл бұрын

Agreed. To this day, the band, especially Billy, have a great respect for orchestras and classical music that is unmatched by any other band in their caliber that I can think of.

This song takes me back... For those readers between the ages of 12-20... really listen to music you like... when you are old (like me) the music will make you feel things that photos and videos won't about your old days.

A gut-wrenching, heartrending and yet beautiful song that speaks straight to the listener on so many levels!

It's got to be one of the greatest songs of all time. It's so incredibly intense musically and lyrically.

@Balithazzarr

2 жыл бұрын

Ya I mean like you could have a circle of djembe drums or something is like the constant strumming represents a large group of affected people.

One of the most beautiful songs ever composed

Smashing Pumpkins are totally underrated. Just masterful songwriting. Gish, Siamese Dream, Mellon collie and Adore are terrific. Especially the first 3. It makes me wonder what ever happened to music. At the time this was called "alternative" but it was the popular music of the day. Now popular music could literally all be written by the same person. It lacks depth in every way. It seems as though people used to appreciate the craftsmanship, lyricism, arrangement and artistry of a song. Even as I write this I realize that to anyone younger than me I just sound like the old guy yelling "Get off my lawn". I Guess Bob was right "Times they are a changin' ". 🎵

@thegreatbloviator6817

6 күн бұрын

Preach

This was the song that got me "hooked"! I was only in elementary school, but WOW!!! This is what I'm talking about when I say "you dominate these ballads"! Thank you!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Corgan was a ridiculously underrated songwriter. He also wrote the lyrics to my favorite Breaking Benjamin song.

@runrabbit8285

3 жыл бұрын

Yes.

@brianc5225

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah he was definitely 1 of the best songwriters have all the time It is voice but so unique They'll never be another lake him ever They'll never be another like him ever again smashing pumpkins or 1 of my favorite bands ever out there would like Linkin park

@jacobrobinson4444

2 жыл бұрын

Which song ?

@mikefort7449

2 жыл бұрын

@@jacobrobinson4444 I think he wrote a couple but the one I was referring to was "Forget It". I believe he also wrote the lyrics to "Rain" but I won't swear to that.

Ahhh me listening to this on repeat after my alcoholic dad and drug addicted mom put me through a seemingly endless hell. As sad as I was to be alone by 12, I was happy they were gone. Thanks music, you never left. And I'm forever thankful.

@tempus.narrabo

4 жыл бұрын

Sounds like a tough time buddy, you've learnt so much through the misery, you'll be an amazing parent/role model.

@mazzy87236

4 жыл бұрын

Wish the best for you

@runnyegg5738

4 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry, takes a lot to get through that kind of hurt.

@chrisadams736

4 жыл бұрын

God bless you

@dalmationham

4 жыл бұрын

Beautiful flowers like you, often grow out of filth. Let your pain be fertilizer to your many blossoms.

I wasn't abused. I had a normal childhood. I don't have any fake story to put in for likes. I just grew up with Smashing Pumpkins and really enjoy this song in 2024

This song is a time warp it can take you right back to the year it was released it took me back there God bless

@FleetwoodCaddy59

4 ай бұрын

I missed you by an hour but I was here too,my friend 💜 please have a beautiful day 🍀

This song hits on deeper levels blasting in headphones and looking out into the ocean watching the waves crashing… yes my favorite past time

The Smashing Pumpkins are way too underrated. That is definitely one of the most powerful pieces of music ever created.

@Zeeangelofdeath

3 жыл бұрын

I have never heard anyone say they are underrated.

@phoenix27blaze23

3 жыл бұрын

Sharon Osbourne was their manager. They were never underrated.

@phillynott2459

3 жыл бұрын

Underrated my azz, they got their proper dues in the 90's and beyond.. I know kinda what you mean, but every band that doesn't sell 200m albums, stay together forever and make 20 albums .. Is not "underrated" ... Still...I know that you mean ☺️

@darylwestpfahl7309

3 жыл бұрын

Underrated no, one of the most powerful musical pieces, most definitely. Being listening to this song for over 20 years and it's still as relevant as ever.

@imakrewitatl

3 жыл бұрын

Not underrated, billy is an artist and doesnt give a fuck about being popular. Him and the pumpkins have flown under the radar quite gracefully

Lucky 90' teenagers 🎃

@triple2delta

Ай бұрын

it was a great time

The bells and strings really pushed this song to a new level. Brilliant lyrics and songwriting!

I remember when I was 16 and I saw this video for the first time in Mtv. I fell in love, but I didn't know the name of the music or the band, then one day I listened to Siamese Dream (I had no idea the song was in the album) and the song started..god, there's no words to describe my happiness that moment! haha Then I wrote "the killer in me is the killer in you" in my All Stars shoes hahaha Damn, I miss this.

@JWhite0528

8 жыл бұрын

that's a great memory.

@Jimbob-gw7jp

8 жыл бұрын

+Jessica Tasso awesome memory.

@probablecausetocheckhard-drive

8 жыл бұрын

any other song lyrics written in your shoes ?that's brilliant. you've inspired me to write that lyric behind a picture next time I'm in a hotel

@jessicatasso322

8 жыл бұрын

Marcus Smith oh yeah, i also wrote "intoxicated with the madness i'm in love with my sadness" of the song Zero and "strange as angels dancing in the deepest ocean" of the song Just Like Heaven by The Cure on the other shoe haha and oh im glad this inspired something hahaha

@__________________4241

7 жыл бұрын

Jessica Tasso I wish I was alive in the time when the M in MTV stood for music

Every time I hear this song it makes me think of "The Shield" when Lem says goodbye to the strike team.. Damn I loved that show!!!

@jamesh4780

8 жыл бұрын

Me too fantastic show. Great soundtrack

@luisfck2119

8 жыл бұрын

+Elduderino H that's exactly why im here, been rewatching the whole thing- fuckign awesome show

@s3xZt4Kn7X

8 жыл бұрын

+Luis Fernández del Castillo Kasten Same here. I'm about to finish it for the first time and I don't want to.

@richardmartinez6962

8 жыл бұрын

+Jonas Osvaldo Mendoza girls

@probablecausetocheckhard-drive

8 жыл бұрын

the best show ever loved it

Such a haunting masterpiece of a song. His voice--I honestly cannot imagine anyone else singing this and conveying the haunting, melanchonic pain that he does. No one else should ever cover this song.

I have always loved this song. Still a great song 30 years later.

I really love this band, but I feel like most of their songs send me into this weird melancholic state, which is so pleasant and inviting at first, but always gets too dark and exhausting for me.

@iridescentraindrops

8 жыл бұрын

It's like being strangled with emotion. You feel so much until you hate it. :)

@KBDToSafety

8 жыл бұрын

+iridescentraindrops You nailed it... I feel the same way. Its a Beautiful thing at first then slowly morphs

@DaarkDestiny

8 жыл бұрын

+iridescentraindrops I understand that so well. The downward spiral by Nine Inch Nails is also very exhausting for me because it was my muse when I was sick and depressed. When I hear it I remember exactly how I felt when I listened to it as a teenager. I feel the same emotions welling up inside and I can't believe how much energy it drains from me.

@iridescentraindrops

8 жыл бұрын

+Destiny Webb Sometimes is good to remember how you've felt, for a while. But feelings can strengthen your character or break it, so you should be careful which type you endorse. I love both SP and NIN but I mostly listen to upbeat music because I have a hard time taking in deep/sad emotions and that's OK. That means I'm super sensitive or a psychopath. One or the other :D

@DaarkDestiny

8 жыл бұрын

iridescentraindrops Haha, no I think it just means we all have a deeper side that feels emotions that are deemed inappropriate or unacceptable, which everyone experiences. But I absolutely believe a little melancholy every once in a while is just fine because it indicates the fact that we are dealing with hurt, frustration, anxiety, and fear. And those emotions are part of the human condition to me. We just have to work through them and not let them consume us. If we can't work through them, we might need a little help, and there is nothing wrong in my mind with reaching our for help :) I love humanity, and I don't believe therapy always has to be a psychiatrist or psychologist. I believe friends and family who are supportive are just as good in dealing with many cases of depression unless it's a chemical problem. But I absolutely believe you are right, emotions can strengthen us and make us more understanding and empathetic people. Or they can make us stagnant and keep us from growing because we are stuck in our self fulfilling prophecy. And you are right again, it all depends on which we choose, and it really is a choice, it's just hard to admit it :).

this song makes me cry all the time it's so beautiful I can understand the loneliness

@11palomito11

5 жыл бұрын

CUANDO MUERAS NO PODRAS VOLVER A LLORAR.

@thewayortheotherway6195

5 жыл бұрын

Amen

@edwardgiron9901

5 жыл бұрын

THIS SONG IS AMAZING

Oh the memories. Loved being a teenager in the 90's

Watched yall in concert last night in Charlotte it was my first concert ever. Smashing Punpkins is definitely my favorite band now. Yall are freaking awesome and sound even better live!! Loved the story of how you and James started the band 36 years ago too!!! What an awesome band

@youtubeuser206

5 ай бұрын

They're still touring?

@jeffreywhitemusic

5 ай бұрын

@@youtubeuser206 yea man

One of those songs that just keeps sounding better and better no matter how often or rarely you hear it. Hopefully this time I'll actually memorize the title!

Billy Corgan is a musical genius

@coreysanko

3 жыл бұрын

He literally is. He wrote some sort of musical aptitude test when he was 14 and scored so high on it that they thought he cheated so they made him rewrite it and he got an even higher score then the first time!🤘

@beeeennnnnnn

3 жыл бұрын

fact

@jeffreyschueler2223

3 жыл бұрын

I think of him as the Pete Townsend of his era.

@antiochiaadtaurum3786

2 жыл бұрын

He’s up there as a lyricist too

They don't make songs that tug at the heart strings like this one anymore. So much raw emotion, love it!

If you lived a screwed up childhood where your parents cared about hurting themselves and everyone around them. Without any regards for what they are doing to you and your future you will get this song.

This song makes me want to give my children the most loving and peaceful childhood possible.

@ralesidtparrot9334

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, but be careful not to spoil them

@onlyNtimE

3 жыл бұрын

In love is discipline or was the discipline just a false illusion

@QuedemasBibleAndBudgets

3 жыл бұрын

@@ralesidtparrot9334 I agree with you my friend. Thank you for replying to my comment- if anyone else reads it I want to recommend a book called The Whole-Brain Child, its about how parents can nurture their child's developing mind and it shares different strategies parents can use to help themselves and their children when it comes to discipline. 🧡

Billy is one of the most creative artists I have ever listened to and I have total respect for his work and his band.

I was 16 when this album dropped. There had been nothing like it before. There has been nothing like it since.

As one who had an abusive childhood I can relate to this song.