Been clean from meth for almost a year and still going. I’m so proud of myself

@peachhead1928

4 жыл бұрын

One day at a time..and good luck

@memetic805

4 жыл бұрын

Jeremy Godwin keep it up my friend 👍🙏✌️

@GSPDUKE

4 жыл бұрын

And you should be.

@christioherstorer9480

4 жыл бұрын

I hate drugs so much I not even know what it look like

@GSPDUKE

4 жыл бұрын

@@christioherstorer9480 Stay that way, as somewhere down the road you will be introduced to them. Stay away from bad company. I wish you nothing but the best in life.

My son is 19 years old and on meth. I pray he finds the strength to stop.

@JohnSmith-su3ze

4 жыл бұрын

Grow a pair of balls and kick his fucking ass. Stop being a spineless enabling parent

@Joghurt2499

4 жыл бұрын

geez the comments. I wish you all the best. I've been struggling with mental health for years (luckily never with drugs) and it IS NOT my parents fault.

@Encouragethyself

4 жыл бұрын

John Smith no thanks for you terrible meaningless 2 cents.

@Encouragethyself

4 жыл бұрын

Keith Clark a whole lot of prayers went up and he’s doing fine now. That’s all that matters. Thanks for your concern, I guess...

@Encouragethyself

4 жыл бұрын

Joghurt2499 I understand. Glad your doing better. Everyone is going through something. Pushing through and making any effort to be better is all that matters. Take care 🙏🏾

Im almost 2years clean from meth this august thank God

@DarkDawn87

5 жыл бұрын

Good on you mate I wish you all the best ❤

@HouseofLilith333

5 жыл бұрын

And every day you choose LIFE. bless you ❤

@franksturgis9118

5 жыл бұрын

Stanley Stone that's great brother , I count at least 7 people that I have known that are dead now because of the methademic

@marshakrull5408

5 жыл бұрын

Stanley Stone Good for you Stanley!! Keep your chin up and don’t look back🙏❤️

@shannoninalaska

5 жыл бұрын

stay vigilance on your new life and protect it fiercely. I quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey 1 year and 9 months ago and that was hard. I know it is probably nowhere near as hard as meth, so that makes YOU A ROLE MODEL! Live the life you want to live and don't let a drug make your choices for you.

Growing up my dad was an addict since teenage years and so was his mom. once I turned 16 i started using meth with him. Large amounts, days on end, losing 50 pouns in just a few months coming down to 90 pounds. Standing in the shower became to exhausting because of how much my body was in over drive. My mom did her best to help by sending me to different states in which I'd always end up back on meth. Turning 20 here soon and the outcome has been all but pretty. Finally a few months clean but the damage has already set in and now been diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, severe anxiety, depression, list goes on. Even with all that I'm the happiest I've ever been due to sobriety.... Of all of you out there struggling with addiction know that their are people who care about you and you are strong. You will get through this battle. Never be afraid to ask for help, it's never to late. ~ Much love to all, Miranda

@datdudecollins

Жыл бұрын

Miranda. How are you now?

@ItsJustAdrean

8 ай бұрын

Miranda, I pray you find the strength to stay clean. I love you and hope you are well

@SandiByrd

8 ай бұрын

I really hope that you are still doing well.

I learned as a teen what addiction felt like. Took one toke of a tiny rock called crack when it was just hitting the streets and I just started crying because I knew the future I had dreamed of was going to be replaced by a very different one, I needed more and I knew I would never stop. I asked my friend to pull over and I jumped out of the car and ran and ran until I collapsed. When I woke up I called my girlfriend. She talked to her dad and he arranged for both of us to stay stay in another state far away from the city. I returned home 2 months later and I never touched weed or beer or anything ever again. I married that girl and started a business. The best thing anyone can do is just stay away from drugs.

@alishadavis9115

5 жыл бұрын

xoomvids beautiful god bless u

@kellz8260

5 жыл бұрын

Wow. U layed it really good for people that need it.

@jasonsmith1727

5 жыл бұрын

Love the story, your wife sounds great, thank her for me for you won't you? good shit for being strong enough, but I was wondering if you guy's were hiring?

@ACms-zn9ni

5 жыл бұрын

Damn you are really strong minded

@roberthelmick9574

5 жыл бұрын

@Christopher Cruz apparently you like drugs. It's ok. No one wants to save u anyways.

This is actually one of the most disturbing videos ive ever seen, the second woman was actually gorgeous before she made the wrong decision.

@aikido7

5 жыл бұрын

She made a decision to stop her inner pain. They choice she made to do this was unhealthy and dangerous.

@ColdEthyl92

5 жыл бұрын

@@CHIEFS_DYNASTY_ That's the worst site you can think of? Get out of the basement for a while- if you think it's a competition, the cops will be banging on your mommy's door pretty soon

@LS-sx4vc

5 жыл бұрын

The first one looked better lol

@brandyyolidio4213

5 жыл бұрын

They all were pretty, I really think the last one was soo cute. I work in substance abuse and it still breaks my heart to see people hurting like this. Please please get help if you need it, nothing to be embarrassed about. I wish I could treat every person with an addiction at my center. But I plead with anyone who needs help, contact your local hospital and they will put you in touch with the right people. Take that first step to getting better. No judgements, we want you better just as bad as you want to get better and you do NOT have to do it alone, I promise ❤

@rondelllee8936

5 жыл бұрын

What's even more disturbing is if you put it on the fastest speed and listen to the music while you're watching this makes it even more creepier

What it does to the face is horrifying. But the REAL horror is what it does to the personality. The change in visual appearance is an analogy for the change in their inner self and mind. Anyone who knows an ice addict will understand. They change into ugly, hateful, irrational and deceptive monsters. Its deeply disturbing to witness.

@BlanketyBlank9050

3 жыл бұрын

But the users never see their selves like that seems like.

@thatrandomdudeonyt4085

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, I absolutely agree with you. It really can turn one of the nicest people you could meet into one of the worst. They can turn from a nice, respectful, caring, honest person into a rude, lying, stealing, cheating, selfish person. I have battled alcohol addiction for many years, and I looked back in my life before alcohol and I was a very lively person, until I no longer was, so I know first-hand how addiction can changes you just not physically, but mentally and emotionally as well.

@aletaboyette7097

3 жыл бұрын

Especially for any children involved.

@youslut

3 жыл бұрын

Meth is a Dorian Gray drug!

@Ezrock24

3 жыл бұрын

I almost got killed by one

Meth destroyed my career my relationship my sanity I have never been the same! I got off of it by the grace of God! Thank you Jesus🙏🏾

@elvenleaf5589

3 жыл бұрын

Drugs are for retards

@ivornworrell

3 жыл бұрын

Amen, in Jesus Name

@damianduarte5908

2 жыл бұрын

Thats right! Amen

@ElvisLivesUpstairs

Жыл бұрын

Lol gods a cunt

@frederickhaaken456

8 ай бұрын

Good luck to you. Hope you stay clean.

I was a meth addict for nearly 3 years... luckily I got arrested and went to prison for 2 years long enough to decide the type of life I wanted to live. I'm married, 3 kids, 11 years sober, and a good job. Prison was the best thing that ever happened to me this is a sad video that reminds me where I could have ended up...

@byronbenguche

5 жыл бұрын

Congratulations on your sobriety my friend keep up the good work

@brumph7256

5 жыл бұрын

I’m really happy for you. Many never make off the drugs. Many don’t change in prison. You are exceptional my friend. Thank god daily and continue to love living!!

@mebeingU2

5 жыл бұрын

I'm happy for you...stay strong!

@LarJgrip

5 жыл бұрын

I’m glad to know you were able to find your way out. I’m curious if any spirituality played a part?

@Aliain12

5 жыл бұрын

THE RUNNING MAN do you credit any to god

So sad... I used to use meth... When I met my husband we dated for about 4 months .. He found out I used meth.. He said it's me or the drug.. I chose him .. I Never used again .. We just celebrated our 16th wedding anniversary...

@5.0foxbody8

5 жыл бұрын

Wolf Lady do you ever get the urge to take a blast honestly?

@Ladyalphawolf

5 жыл бұрын

@@5.0foxbody8 No .. I have no urges to do any drugs..

@5.0foxbody8

5 жыл бұрын

Wolf Lady that’s so awesome god bless you your a true inspiration

@Ladyalphawolf

5 жыл бұрын

@@5.0foxbody8 Thank you.. Jesus loves you and is the only Savior and my Savior..

@sl9wdive

5 жыл бұрын

You got lucky there lady, but congratulation

So sad Thank God I'm Sober Now 25 years

@jvolgelstein6278

5 жыл бұрын

Wonderful

@lusandambuti1842

5 жыл бұрын

You did great!!

@MA-rn2xp

5 жыл бұрын

AMAZING

@mommie1557

4 жыл бұрын

GREAT JOB!!!!!💗💙💗KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!🤩🤩🤩

@paulagwhyte1720

4 жыл бұрын

Don't thank a god, that's giving yourself away. YOU did it. Thank yourself.

I locked up a young woman once, she gave me a drivers license from 2 years prior as here ID. I said to her who is this? She said it is me. The change was unbelievable! I said to her the girl on the license looks like a model, she broke down and cried......

@JohnSmith-su3ze

4 жыл бұрын

I bet she was still hot. Women get vain about their looks

@elvenleaf5589

3 жыл бұрын

Lmao

@jaimedontdothis6242

2 жыл бұрын

Hate to say this.. but from being a user myself. I’m not a ugly guy, I’m decent looking, I would go as far to say as I’m better looking than average, but after using, I look in the mirror now, and all I see is a shell of myself. It honestly breaks my heart. Sorry I just seen ur comment, and I understood why the girl cried. Cause I’m disappointed in myself.

@lol-me4on

2 жыл бұрын

@@jaimedontdothis6242 brother don’t beat yourself up over this please. you went down the wrong path and that’s fine, you still deserve to be happy safe and sober! you’re a good man regardless of your vices, remember that.

@jaimedontdothis6242

2 жыл бұрын

@@lol-me4on I appreciate that bro! I continued to use a month after this comment. It's not much at all, but I'm beginning my first day of sobriety today, I'm expecting my first born ( a baby boy!) should be here in 3-4 weeks! 🙏 Wish me luck guys! I definitely need it. Side Note: Kinda funny how god works, the first mssg that popped up on my screen was ur feedback! 😅 Gave me all the conference I need.. appreciate it! I really do. I'll keep y'all updated.

Happy to be coming up on three years sober! 🕯 Edit: I've been afraid to check my notifications on this because I know I'd inevitably be reading some hate and judgement but WOW- I am astonished and so blessed to have all of your well wishes. Thank you all so much for believing in me. 💞

@kimberlym1980

5 жыл бұрын

ohohvalerie congratulations! Stay strong! You will win ❤️

@heavyrain5949

5 жыл бұрын

Congrats!

@shadeauGU

5 жыл бұрын

💉💊🚬

@noemistephanie93

5 жыл бұрын

Good for you! Stay strong!

@goldy6831

5 жыл бұрын

Well done Valerie.,I have a 29 year old son addicted.,it rains HELL here sometimes.,people like you give me hope for him..

32years clean sober have hope

@rockinrowdyjimmyd

3 жыл бұрын

31 years clean here!

@waderivers3304

3 жыл бұрын

Sober 31 years. We are miracles each and every day clean.

@rowstone3019

3 жыл бұрын

Congratulations! Amazing accomplishment to all of you with 30 plus years.

@vulnikkura

3 жыл бұрын

Proud of you!

@waderivers3304

3 жыл бұрын

@@vulnikkura Thanks. I’m sponsoring three guys right now and I hope they pass it on like someone did for me. Life is good. Btw, you’ve got a most unique name. Like it.

The last one was horrible, like watching a corpse decompose. I haven’t seen someone emaciated like that outside of a concentration camp photo.

@tonymctony4551

3 жыл бұрын

Used to work with a older lady that looked like her, always smoking, looked like a thinner female version of legendary drummer tommy aldridge. She was tough though, some of those freaky looking people live a long time. Genetics? Look at ozzy and keef richards.

@markperry2827

3 жыл бұрын

then you haven't seen much. Typical white horse rider. Like the lead singer for AIC

@tonymctony4551

3 жыл бұрын

@@markperry2827 Dude, have some respect for the late Layne Staley.

@lightsacco

7 ай бұрын

It sucks the life and soul from you quickly

My brother was on meth for 20 years and he lost literally everything. He’s now been clean for 3 years and now he’s getting married. I’m proud of him.

My mom was addicted to meth for a little over a year when I was 10 years old, she would be with her dealer or using when school let out so I would have to walk home from the bus stop (It was really far from our house and I had to walk up a hugeeee hill) she mentally lost her life, she wanted to get clean but we didn’t have money for rehab and my dad would also convince her so not get clean he was also extremely abusive, meth was the only thing she cared about but I am unbelievably proud to say without going to rehab she beat it, left my father and got clean my mother is by far the strongest person I know❤️ my mother is lucky to have fought thought this horrible thing and didn’t loose her life, although she got through this she still doesn’t look talk or act the same and she did before this powerful drug changed her life forever. for anyone else who unfortunately did not or knows anyone one who has Rest In Peace you are no longer in any pain, if someone you know is going through this please talk to them just like my mother they can get though this ❤️ I love you mommy stay strong❤️

@MrJosh5191

6 жыл бұрын

jade geisbrecht I am so sorry you had to go through that as a child. Please take care of yourself too. I am glad your mom is clean now.

@Whadduphomie

6 жыл бұрын

jade geisbrecht Meth gives you 7.5x the rush of sexual activity, every time you use. Amphetamines are crazy

@xxpkinggodxx

6 жыл бұрын

I lost my mother to a drug addiction at 6 years old. I am glad your mom was able to pull through, it is terrible for me going through 13 years so far without a mom.

@jadegeisbrecht2269

6 жыл бұрын

kay luh I’m so so so sorry for your loss❤️

@lanaburdette-towns4598

6 жыл бұрын

jade geisbrecht I am so sorry you had to deal with that at such a young age

That last woman had the scariest progression. The last photo of her looked like she was laying in her coffin.

@MegaYangman

5 жыл бұрын

Well if she wasn't yet...she probably is by now considering this video is almost 10 years old!!

@hashtag415

5 жыл бұрын

IMHO She didn't start well. Her first pic wasn't flattering.

@charleskuckel3173

5 жыл бұрын

@@hashtag415 I'll grant you that BUT the photos got significantly worse VERY quickly.

@DurabilityNB

5 жыл бұрын

you call this a progression?

@patrickarmstrong4958

5 жыл бұрын

Charles Kuckel us the last lady looked dead all ready

Why do people poison themselves? I was a drug cop in Sacramento and saw some of the most heartbreaking people ever. I'll never understand why, but I treated most of them with a dignity they weren't used to. All part of my evil plan to make them feel like humans again.

@stobbinsboy

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you. The world needs more people like you.

@botdfbvb

2 жыл бұрын

People fall into these holes for many reasons. Every case will always be different. I myself am struggling with cigarettes, alcohol, and cocaine.. it's hard to quit it when you feel so empty and alone without it.

@JuicebyJay

2 жыл бұрын

Personally, my mother and father were both addicted to meth they got married and decided to have a child... me. My mother still struggles with meth addiction to this day. My father was shot and killed by the police when I was 14. So, to me, trying meth was basically me trying to figure out what is so great about this drug to make my parents completely disregard me. I struggled with meth addiction from the very first time I tried it. Obviously, I was already predisposed to addiction due to the genetics from my parents. Luckily, I was able to break from the chains of it. I struggled off and on for about 5 or 6 years with IV methamphetamine use and one day I was just done. I am a mother to five children I have full custody of all of them and they are happy and healthy. But it's not like we go out to poison ourselves. All I can say is that I was neglected as a child and then I got into abusive relationships when I was young because I never had a father figure or didn't know what a relationship was supposed to be like. I always saw my mother get abused and I thought that that's what I deserved. I danced with the devil when I tried meth but luckily like I said I was able to get away. Most drug addicts but I won't say all usually had a very difficult childhood or went through something very traumatizing and therefore the drugs and the lifestyle bring some sort of comfort until they don't. So I hope that kind of gives you some insight. I will let you know that every drug addict does want to feel like a human so I hope that you did treat them with dignity because deep down we are all small children crying for help for someone to save us

@christinas.3461

Жыл бұрын

The details are always different for each individual but addiction is caused by pain and needing to escape said pain. People don’t choose addiction, it chooses us before we’re aware that it has.

As a Dad with two grown daughters it breaks my heart to see these girls knowing at one time they were precious little flowers who played with dolls, colored with crayons, smiled and played and were cared for. I'm NOT sorry that when my girls started 8th grade I took an interest in what boys they were seeing. Warned them against bad ones. "Who are you with? I don't know them - I'm coming to get you". They sometimes protested but I don't care because it paid off. They both have good husbands now that I like. One of those makes more money than I do. They have houses and jobs and regular problems. I wish these girls had that. Just regular problems.

@johncorson6599

8 ай бұрын

Awesome … I had a step daughter who did not take drugs because her first and only boyfriend in high school started selling drugs after he graduated from high school .., I paid for her to go stay at her uncles (great guy) place in oregon to assist them as his wife was pregnant with twins … my stepdaughter loved it there and a good guy that was a relative of her uncle’s wife really liked her but lived in Washington state. when she returned to Arizona she took on 3 jobs to buy a car so she’d have one when she returned .. her boyfriend in Arizona murdered her before I could get her back to oregon .. she was 20 years old .. didn’t stand a chance but it came so close to her final escape from her abusive drug dealing boyfriend in Arizona … it was devastating .. and I had guilt for a long time that I even allowed her to come back .. it’s been 26 years since then, her mother was really the problem all along and I didn’t know it .. I finally got the truth from my surviving step daughter (never wanted kids myself ) and they were close to high school graduation .. my surviving step daughter told me both of them wanted out of the house so badly because of their mother .. I didn’t know anything which truly sucks but the divorce apparently freed my step daughter to tell me the truth as she hates her mother with passion .. communication makes HUGE benefits .. if I had known I could have figured something out and gotten out myself too .. f’g narcissists are Satan in human form

The music makes this so eerily creepy and morbid. The satirical melancholy makes it almost unbearable to watch, great choice of song.

@awsomeness216216

5 жыл бұрын

Carmen Constantinescu Agreed!!!! Have to go watch something fun so I don’t cry myself to sleep

@thisisvalkyrie

5 жыл бұрын

Really excellent way to articulate this feeling dude

@awsomeness216216

5 жыл бұрын

I’m literally still thinking about this stupid video all day

@thisisvalkyrie

5 жыл бұрын

Celia Moreland I found it like, 2-3 weeks ago or something and I just realized I’ve watched it every couple days or so. What the hell is so compelling about it? Must be the music and the narrative it creates or something?? Or the discomfort and intrigue it creates?? Idfk but I’m so glad other people feel the same haha

@awsomeness216216

5 жыл бұрын

guppypugs yeah for real I’m thinking it’s mainly the music mixed with the simplicity of the video because I’ll just be living my life and the train noise mixed with “doo doo doo” will randomly come up and freak me out glad u feel the same way too!!!! I showed my sister and she automatically was creeped as well

The second lady especially was gorgeous before. Smh

@amandabrown4269

5 жыл бұрын

Manis Yaya I agree

@paigeb7002

5 жыл бұрын

i was so surprised with her. she looked gorgeous.

@audreysweezer246

5 жыл бұрын

Manis Yaya she was Gorgeous.

@ERIC-65

5 жыл бұрын

Why is her neck always covered with that blue textile? Female prisoner?

@focusonu9668

5 жыл бұрын

Yes sad

The first woman is alive and well! One journalist managed to find her in 2017 and is now preparing a documentary about her (called "My spirit mother")

@julien2168

Жыл бұрын

where can I find it?

@MA-rn2xp

10 ай бұрын

I think they've pulled the plug on the documentary for now. There was a trailer for it and I saw it but it's been taken down. She does have a name though can't remember it.

@warrax111

8 ай бұрын

the first girl looked stronger. even on last photo she looked kinda healthy. i was suprised she should be dead, but you never know in this world. i'm glad he got out of it

@lloydchristmas1086

8 ай бұрын

I would bet she wasnt on meth..i would say heroin or crack

This should be shown in schools everywhere...E

catastrophically perfect choice of music my dude

@MamiRicaaaa

6 жыл бұрын

Wes Gore thoroughly agree!

@TonyBeBlessed

5 жыл бұрын

Added a new word to my gocabulary 10 point dude!!

@Heartbeat214

5 жыл бұрын

Hauntingly appropriate, indeed.

@gavin9732

5 жыл бұрын

What's the name of this song?

@Heartbeat214

5 жыл бұрын

. Here you go: kzread.info/dash/bejne/iaR91rifZd3Ak5c.html

Their eyes become empty.

@sarahsovine1140

5 жыл бұрын

bc THEY become empty

@norma3753

5 жыл бұрын

Carol Jahnke i saw the same thing on my moms eyes. the last days i went to go visit her i notice this same empty stare IT was a lost feeling. she passed away from heart infection.... drugs.... heroin. she said methadone clinics didn't want to support her anymore so she felt into the street drug. sad to say but when my mom was a heroin addict i felt like I was at a viewing everyday.

@lincolnicequeenangeleyes3013

5 жыл бұрын

Loss of spirit.. The eyes are the windows to your soul ❤

@Utnapiishtim

4 жыл бұрын

@LilHo no, it's methamphetamine

@norma3753

4 жыл бұрын

@LilHo it's ok. But it was very depressing.

This disturbed me. The music was perfect and sad and terrifying. Gut wrenching.

I mean they are also getting older, deeper into prostitution, homelessness, and more and more estranged from family and friends

Meth is terrable...im in a foster home because my mom was addicted...shes now clean and doing her best to stay clean

@mcaruso7897

5 жыл бұрын

Paige, I'm sorry you are going through this, and that your mom has been struggling. I am sending love to you both, and hope for happier times for you.

@galewatson2134

5 жыл бұрын

Paige M I wish her well. you hold on, and grab a better life.

@rebeccagreen7241

5 жыл бұрын

Good luck to you and your mom on Mothers Day ((hugs))

@norma3753

5 жыл бұрын

my mom passed away from using heroin. me nor u are going to end up in that cycle ok!🤓🤠🤑 iiiiiif you can help your mom, good. but first help yourself! look up stuff to help you become a better person financialy emotional become intelligent lern how to Invest dont let that sad feeling stop you On what you need to know, Lern and do in the future take smart actions. cry fo a lil bit and then eat them tears and swallow them and get to work soldier!

@rebeccagreen7241

5 жыл бұрын

@@norma3753 AMEN

Seeing their eyes lose hope, the suffering in each of these women makes me feel very sad for them.

@epriedane

6 жыл бұрын

Sylvael2002 my heart goes for them, want to cry.

@mikenuzzo3323

6 жыл бұрын

Sylvael2002 are they still alive

@RetroHalon

6 жыл бұрын

This.

@ratricebowden1699

6 жыл бұрын

Sylvael2002 I know right

@ashleyvalley3946

6 жыл бұрын

why was this recommended to me...I was watching Oprah videos...

The second woman was BEAUTIFUL the last one looked the worst omg

@_Yeeboi_

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah the last one was like a decomposing corps

Thank you for putting them back to their original appearance at the end.

Any 'friend' who offers you drugs is not your friend.

@bjorksmom3028

6 жыл бұрын

lol nobody that uses meth is gonna offer some of their meth to someone else

@heywannaplay6094

6 жыл бұрын

What about if it's a Family member? Will he still be a Family?

@heywannaplay6094

6 жыл бұрын

idiot stupid Lmao 😂

@someidiot420

6 жыл бұрын

except weed. friends who offer you weed are ride or die

@TheButtshd

6 жыл бұрын

debatable

This shit took their souls right out of their bodies. Awful thing meth is. From the first pic to the last faces are changed dramatically and drastically. This is so dam sad.

@frankenz66

5 жыл бұрын

It really is sad. My ex-sister in law went from a fairly nice looking person in the late 1980's to way worse looking than displayed here by the early 2000's. They really get bad when they start doing that imagining they need to pick at their skin and their teeth go.

@fanaticat1

5 жыл бұрын

I agree with you...I've been offered drugs a number of times and turned them down, but it's still sad, these women weren't strong enough to say no

@amypolzella8349

5 жыл бұрын

Made me cry. I can't imagine my sweet daughter out there alone, losing her life like this. It's terribly heartbreaking.

@claudiomonreal2466

5 жыл бұрын

Amy Polzella yeah meth has ruined many people's lives my ex who I was with for 5 years started doing meth we still talk but she sounds so crazy now she wouldn't even admit to me she is on it but I could tell it's so sad to see some one you love go crazy because of drugs

@lisalux6772

5 жыл бұрын

The first 2 where so beautiful 🙁 poor babys

Short true story I'll share, I'll never forget the day I saw some sores on my girls back and butt. Some on her face and jaw line as well. I didn't even know it was from this meth shit. I was shock after seeing the sores and saying "Babe, oh my God, have you seen your back?" I grabbed my phone to take a picture of it to show her thinking she didnt know they were there on her. She got all crszy weird saying "Noooo, delete that picture!" She knew all along it was from smoking that stuff. She had been picking at herself making those sores on her own and I had no clue. So she had been living a crazy double life of sorts. I never knew why things were always so messed up in our relationship. I got blamed for the strangest things. Never could figure her out. But I cared for her so much. But all the lies, the sudden changing her mind about simple stuff that made no sense, the emotional detachment, the acting paranoid as well. But It all made sense onky after I read up on things about it that explained the behaviors and symptoms of the users. I even later tried it myself to understand why someone would go to the extreme just to do this stuff. Not eating, sleeping with other men and getting std's, being pushed around and physically abused and smacked around by other people and sleeping in trangers nasty houses with groups of like minded individuals all just to have others to talk to after smoking that shit. And for some ok people it's like a truth sirum. It will make you talk your head off about random shit non stop for hours on end. So a while back when we first began dating, she shared stories of having an addiction with it many years before. She said she had been clean for years and years. She said she'd never go back to doing it. I even joked around once with her saying "I want to see what it's like" because she said it made you feel this way and that way as if it was a great thing. And mind you I've never tried any hard substances of any kind all my life. So really just kidding around. But she would warn me to never even think about doing it and I was only kidding around. But in the end she ultimately she did go back to doing it after meeting a so called "friend" on her job of all places. So at some point she decided to share those same ol stories with him about her past with that stuff. Sooo later on, guess who showed up with the good stuff? Yep, that same so called friend. He brought some of it right to her just to manipulate her with it and telling her lies and saying "oh I got a problem with it too but I didn't want to tell you because you're just so nice and sweet and your a good friend and blah blah blah, but here's a little bag of it right here!" smh. Just some straight up fuckery bullshit! So I guess thats when they hung out in his work truck and at other different places and houses and started doing some together. Now she's got a cool new friend and that's what began all the crazy shit. But It was his plan to control her with the stuff becsuse he gave her some and she didn't have to buy any of the stuff herself because he's cool guy and they're friends. Riiiiight! I remembered telling her not to ever share those old drug problem stories with anybody at all because somebody would use it against her. But later on it dawned on me...she shared those old sad drug stories of hers with people just to see "who was who"... like who would produce the goods is what she really wanted to find out. She already knew that a guy would try that shit just so he could get her sex or anything possible from her. And all the while she was appearing to the guy as being vulnerable around meth if she was ever in contact with that stuff. Jokes was on the dude because in the end, that same guy who thought he was manipulating her with the drugs was actually the one being manipulated by the true master manipulator herself all along. Wow, what a clever girl! Well it still turned into a bad for her. One filled with physical abuse, nasty cooties and having a gun pulled out on her and her life threatened. She's lucky he didn't pull that trigger and allowed her to just leave. She came right to me the very next day and began to manipulated me too because she knew I loved her. The one guy she knew would take care of her. And I did. I begged her to come to my place to do it if she just had to because I feared her going back and getting hurt or killed. And I even gave her a key to my place so she could let herself in and out, just in case I happened to be somewhere else. And since her dope connect was gone, I even set out to find some for her. Anytjing was better than her going back to the same abusive guy just to get that stupid shit. I guess she wanted it so bad that she let the same dude visit her again after the first time he put his hands on her wrong. Just stupid as fuck! So anyway, there was lots of time wasted on a chick that really only cared about that crazy meth stuff way more than me or anything else. I felt so stupid. So I've sinced moved on but it was very was difficult. All I do these days is worry and wonder who she's with or getting that stuff from, and if she's actually doing ok, and I fear not all of the time. I even sometimes check the obituary column online to see if she's in there. So now I can only pray for her. It ruined a lot of plans I had made for us tigether. What a powerful thing that meth is. So If you're reading this, and you've never tried it, do yourself a favor and just don't even think about trying it at all. It could be the one thing to end your life. It can and will cause you some problems you never want to have. Stuff like family issues, loss of job, death and a lot more bad stuff. It's what you can see for yourself right here in these videos. It's bad bad stuff! If you are seeing any of that weird type of behavior going on with a loved one, then find out what's truly happening and get them some help if possible. But it may be too late. They won't reason with you at all if they're on that meth. You'll then have to make some different super hard choices instead. Good luck.

@uskuugeneration9023

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you. Truly a horrible horrible thing for sure. Thanks for sharing your story and hope you are doing well now.

@junanamrouti2190

Жыл бұрын

bruh that's crazy

@MrLeonightis

8 ай бұрын

Thanks for the share but please break your thoughts into paragraphs , impossible to read a wall of text .

@asassynation9955

8 ай бұрын

Don’t feel bad or “stupid” it’s sadly an inevitable side effect of dr*g use (or ANY kind of addiction, for that matter) that whilst they’re on the stuff, they only ever think about their next h!t. Be reassured that it’s nothing to do with you personally, it’s just the way that addictions are, you become a slave to them. It’s not about love - or even money - it’s just about that h!t. That escape. That warmth/sense of well-being. It’s an emotional journey as well as physical when you’re addicted to ANYTHING - most addictions work on the same chemical in the brain to give you that sense of warmth and well-being. Sometimes it can be just as difficult giving up your “safe spaces” (even if they’re far from safe - but there’s a saying that goes: “Better the devil you know, than the devil you don’t” - which basically means it’s better to stick with what you know - for better or worse. ) and that means the people you surround yourself with too. I hope you’re doing ok - my advice would be to either support her as she is until she’s ready if you love her that much, or to walk away (at least until she’s dealt with her problems, because sadly, you can’t help someone who doesn’t want it/isn’t ready for it) Sometimes just being there for somebody is all they need to find the strength to get better one day. It sounds to me like you are her “safe space” so that’s something at least. Please don’t allow yourself to be manipulated though! (Because she WILL!)

@philambrez

7 ай бұрын

Wow! I get it. I went to a rave once with some friends, but after about a half hour, I said "I'm leaving, I've had enough being around these druggies." My friends said, "What druggies?!" People who don't do it often give the benefit of the doubt to people who do, thinking their actions are just some personal quirk, unless they read up on stuff or educate themselves on the topic. And, most people who don't do drugs never try to enlighten themselves on something that doesn't affect them. The only way I knew about all this crap was through personal experiences with relatives who did it and explained their situation to me, otherwise I too would have been as ignorant as my friends.

The British Rail system was losing tremendous amounts of money by the mid fifties, and branch lines were shut down over the next 15 or so years. The Slow Train written by Flanders and Swann, among the other songs they penned about British life, includes names of the many stations that were closed. The version of the song sung by the King's Singers has been edited from the original recording. The 'shushes' are meant to simulate the chuffing of a locomotive. Heard in its entirety, it's a melancholy if lovely tune. And this video is infinitely sadder.

This was sad and disturbing..That music made it creepy 😢

@slydoll7877

5 жыл бұрын

That's a song from 1963 about the death of the railways in England.

@wastedtalent2117

5 жыл бұрын

Sheshe ....but u brighten my day... esp w that Santa hat on

@matrimcauthon7937

5 жыл бұрын

It was meant to be.

@johndoe1001

5 жыл бұрын

Sheshe but your beauty made my day 😊

@streetracer1o124

5 жыл бұрын

mr mechanic I wonder the same thing 🤔why does it affect the looks so badly Cuz other drugs don’t

This is really sad to look at. I've never done nor seen meth and don't want to. Ever.

@karinmorris3294

5 жыл бұрын

Meth is literally poison. Not like Cocaine which is made from a plant. Meth is created with toxic man made chemicals and it destroys everything.

I did meth at age 17 for two weeks when I ran away from my parents California home I overdosed the first week and still did it a week later , after that I became extremely weak and skinny I eventually decided to come back home and my parents couldn’t even look at what I become recovery was hard it felt like my only fix was meth but I never went back and never will I’m now 23 with a little girl and have bought a home in Texas I now live a glorious life thanks to the lord I praise each and every day . God bless anyone feel the pain of recovery and you will live a long happy life I promise

Saddest part is, most ppl who get addicted usually have something much deeper they’re dealing with. The addiction is simply a symptom of the real issue.

@lightsacco

7 ай бұрын

It takes the deeper pain away for a while then it KILLS you ,all powders are garbage,a one way ticket to the grave yard.

Harrowing and disturbing. They should show this in schools.

@onthedry8386

5 жыл бұрын

All dead I would say

@nanashaw6882

5 жыл бұрын

SM some of the girls could have been forced into taking meth

@alexiarowan7781

5 жыл бұрын

@@onthedry8386 1st is still alive and quit. 2nd is still alive too, but went to jail in 2005. Third one died in late 80's.

@onthedry8386

5 жыл бұрын

thanks ..

@Misanthropic_hellhound

5 жыл бұрын

@@alexiarowan7781 i heard the 1st is dead though. Do you know the name of who the last one is?

I lost my mom to meth use, her heart finally gave out while she was driving home. 10 years ago tomorrow. She could be one of these women. From Head Cheerleader, to used up addict. It's so heartbreaking for the users and their loved ones. I hope for everyone to get clean before it's too late.

@keywestjourno

5 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that you lost your mom. May God keep you in his care.

@laurafeher9694

5 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss

@j39389

5 жыл бұрын

Large Coke It all started to slide downhill when her husband died. It grew continually worse after that until she was virtually unrecognizable.

@milzijex7340

5 жыл бұрын

Large Coke , people love, suffer and lose deeply, beyond imagination - yet do not even think of going down the road of substance abuse. Possibly to do with resilience and character.

I’ve seen a grown man crying to me about what it’s done to him...telling me “that sht is the devil!! Stay away from it” I believed him then and I believe him now. It’s the fkn soul stealin devil.

17 years clean thx u God for helping me and others...

Its sad really really sad Im done meth and all kinds of other crap it destroyed My life sooo bad And people die every day from it i finally got off everything after i lost everything that is im working on over 4 years clean n sober only Through my Lord Jesus Christ and will power God please help those That r struggling with The demons we call drugs

@thunderplunder1013

6 жыл бұрын

Hope all is well God bless, keep being strong!

@presence9139

6 жыл бұрын

BIG ED i was involved in alot of drugs over the years but liquor brought me to my knees. It's been over a year now and with the strength of the Lord i never want 2 go back.

@RAM-ft3gk

6 жыл бұрын

Jesus never existed idiot.

@Zarasha1

6 жыл бұрын

Your story really touched me. God bless you. God can truly do anything. That gives me hope to hear your story. Thank you and God bless you. You are an inspiration.

@SariennMusic73

6 жыл бұрын

Tony Martinez : As a fellow atheist, no. No. You do not get to say things like this. NOT to fellow human beings who got past any thing destructive. If the trust and belief in ANYTHING got them to find the inner strength to both battle and defeat and stay away from the demons of drugs etc, then NO one can belittle that or take it from them. I positively detest the religious fanatics/hate filled religious. I detest just as much the hate-filled atheists also. I'm glad there are selfless, loving, kind and caring religious folk and I'm glad there are selfless, loving, kind and caring atheists. You, fellow human being, just attempted to dismiss and mock the op's becoming and staying clean because he utilized his belief and faith in someone /something you and I choose to not believe in. No one gets to do that. No one. It's rude, selfish and plain out disgusting and evil. To the OP: I'm sorry, I don't have your username visible to me as I write.. I'm on mobile and if I back out of here to find your name, I'll lose what I wrote so far. I wanted to say I'm beyond proud of you and so so happy that you kicked the bad addictions. So many have lost everything as you said you had - and many just remain in the "given up" aspects of it. You, however, got the strength and determination, courage and drive to get back up after you'd fall and keep moving forward. You can tackle and achieve ANYTHING you put your mind to. You beat out one of the hardest devils to beat AND stay clean from: meth. Look at your bad ass self kick ass and keep going. Heck yeah. You got this. Keep strong, one day, one hour, one minute at a time. You got this. It doesn't "got" you any more. Ugh I'm so proud of you. Way to go, fellow Human Being. Xoxox

Okay. The third one has already been doing it

@themoonlitquill

5 жыл бұрын

Diet Bleach Agreed! Or had already been addicted to something equally as destructive but perhaps too expensive to support her habit. May have turned to meth as a cheap alternative.

@paigeb7002

5 жыл бұрын

yeah but she still looked,,, savable😂 the last pic of her was screaming point of no return.

@SevenFootPelican

5 жыл бұрын

yup her first pic she looked like she was already on drugs

@traceyholmes6541

5 жыл бұрын

In the last picture she's dead.

@richbrake9910

5 жыл бұрын

She was already unattractive though. the others were good looking at the beginning.

The true terror of approaching death. Those haunted eyes.. The life slowly draining. This video sticks with me.

the second woman was so beautiful

I'm so glad I got off that train.

@bdreamwolfc

6 жыл бұрын

Brandy W you go girl 💕 it's so not worth it Spent First Years Snortin then over 15 years slamming it not a good life

@thunderplunder1013

6 жыл бұрын

Congrats keep going strong!

@bw5525

6 жыл бұрын

+ThunderPlunder101 Thank you.

@bw5525

6 жыл бұрын

+B Flamingfeather C Thank you. Wtg to you also :)

@bdreamwolfc

6 жыл бұрын

you bet :) & thank you :)

Man the second woman was gorgeous before she got on Meth! It's sad what Meth can do not only to your health but your looks as well! I know a girl who's only 28 yet she looks freaking 50! So sad cause she was pretty as well smh

@Smittysmith300

5 жыл бұрын

I was thinking the same thing

@spaulding304

5 жыл бұрын

I live around people like this. Not limited to only meth but a broad spectrum of addicts in all shapes and sizes. Seen a guy a few days ago on Flakka going ham at the bus stop. Waving his blanket around. Taking his pants on and off, bobbing his head up and down and making these noises a prehistoric bird would make. It was 530 am. Weird shit man.

@willbradley8038

5 жыл бұрын

Zhu Zhu Pets TV the 3rd woman was 29 in the first pic. Only 29, she looked 50!!!

@mikehertz6507

3 жыл бұрын

I'm 50 and look better than these folks

My nephew is lost to meth. His brain has been turned to mush. He lives on the streets, in and out of psychosis and then he disappeared. We filed a missing persons report, but I fear the worst. It's a devastating drug. There need to be more treatment centres for this and mental health, not just throwing them in jail.

The beginning of the music is very scary,disturbed and depressing,,,,my message to beautiful people out there please say no to drugs as life doesnot rewind😥

the second girl used to be so pretty

@axe863

9 жыл бұрын

cassy boo Not as pretty as you. Can I get random series of permutations of your telephone number... lol

@itsnicksharpbro

9 жыл бұрын

axe863 Most beta reply of 2015.

@axe863

9 жыл бұрын

itsnicksharpbro Cool comment, bro.... Now go home and get your fucking shine box.

@atedinahalf6288

8 жыл бұрын

+axe863 says the guy hitting on a KZread account based off one girls single picture

@axe863

8 жыл бұрын

Ryan Gionfriddo Ryan. Im sorry to inform you but one does not hit on women by calling them, bro. Maybe that strategy works on men but it most certainty does not work on women.

*That's methed up.*

@lynnlynn9124

6 жыл бұрын

Stho sthilly

@g1n025

6 жыл бұрын

Francis W oml

@snidelywhiplash8399

6 жыл бұрын

damn drug even makes you lisp.

@sandrinafralencio9769

6 жыл бұрын

Note: (I know drugs are a serious issue but,)I am laughing at these comments 😂🤙🏼

@MrJuhs91

6 жыл бұрын

Mike Tyson is that you?

So heartbreaking. Becoming addicted is one of the worst things ever. Takes everything in your life

God it hurts to watch this. They were all so pretty at first. And they end up looking out of hope. I can't help hoping they are still alive and doing better.

@captaintrips2980

4 жыл бұрын

They have all quit meth permanently. I can guarantee it.

@jades6508Goofs

Жыл бұрын

@@captaintrips2980 The first one quit meth and is clean, im not sure about the other two, especially the last one, she looked so close to death

@Misanthropic_hellhound

Жыл бұрын

@Captain Trips the last one Rosanne holland,died in the 80s

This breaks my heart beyond anyone’s belief . I grew up with a heroine addict for a father and a drug addicted sister ! My mother battled alcohol and split personality’s here whole life!My life as a child was so unhealthy and unstable! It was emotionally unbearable! Not knowing if I had somewhere to sleep or food! Some times I would I hide food in the woods or canned goods in the garage. I would walk the streets and see if cars were open so I could sleep in them out of the rain! Most people who would grow up in the environment as I did would be dead, mentally destroyed, in jail, or on drugs themselves! I persevered and learned how bad drugs were by living with these people who are on them! As much as there harming themselves is as much as there harming others! It’s so selfish to do drugs not only are you hurting yourself but your destroying the lives of the people who love you! Who ever reads this please don’t do drugs plz

@tigerlilly721

6 жыл бұрын

No child should experience something like this. I hope your life is better now.

@blackkittens.

6 жыл бұрын

William Henry You're a very strong person. Well done for getting through what most people would not. Wishing you every good thing in life. Bless.

@rebeccamoore6965

6 жыл бұрын

Where was social services to help u William. No child should be living in that environment. U are amazing u servived. I hope u managed to make a nice home of your own and are surrounded with good friends and a family who loves u.

@reinacisne460

5 жыл бұрын

William Henry I feel so bad for all the children that have to live with these kind parents, my grandchildren sofer all this with there parents but I was there for them, protecting my babies. My son passad four years ago from a overdose my only child I miss him so much

@keywestjourno

5 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. That must be so painful to lose your son. May God be with you.

You can see in some of the pics times of relapse...so sad. They get a tad bit better and then go off the deep end.

@kellihunt6819

5 жыл бұрын

MamiRicaaaa and what's up with the cheek bones so pronounced? Malnourished im sure but notice how ut affects the collagen fast.

@MamiRicaaaa

5 жыл бұрын

Kelli Hunt yes that deterioration appears to happen so fast, there's no way they can't tell...which shows how powerful the drug is....to make them go against better judgement to stop what is clearly killing them so obviously. Heartbreaking...

@jayruiz8779

5 жыл бұрын

You are gorgeous how can we get in contact?lol

@AraCod

5 жыл бұрын

Kelli Hunt The teeth and jaw bones are destroyed. Then it sinks in. The sinuses are ate up and like you said no collagen because as their internal organs are dying so is the skin, the biggest organ in the human body. Horrid stuff that shit. They have stopped most of the little bathtub operations to be replaced by huge professional labs run by mostly Chinese chemists in Mexico. They also produce heroin and other narcotics. They are usually catapulted over the Rio Grande which is basically dried up. Then Mexican gangs pick up the drugs and distribution begins.

@patienceRachel

5 жыл бұрын

I was literally about to comment something similar.

Im 4 years clean from this drug and so glad never going back to that life fr.

Hello,StrongBreak. This is an incredible video. You really made it hit home with the "Slow Train" music.Thank you !!

what a waste.. all 3 of them were gorgeous.

@mrsteve26

5 жыл бұрын

LonelyVibes really! Last one looked like a bag of shit

@Melissa-hm9hd

5 жыл бұрын

@@mrsteve26 she looked decent but ok lmfao

@1subwithoutvideosf82

5 жыл бұрын

mrsteve26 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 U fucker almost pissed myself

@Melissa-hm9hd

5 жыл бұрын

@anderson no, stop twisting my comment and turning it into a bad one. people can have beautiful souls within and look "unattractive". But it would still be a waste because it's a human we're talking about a living breathing person that ruined their life by taking drugs. And I personally would never label someone "ugly".

@Melissa-hm9hd

5 жыл бұрын

@anderson it's all good^

For 15 years my first husband took methamphetamine and before he died, he couldn't walk anymore. It's a long story, but he was a very handsome man and before he died he didn't look anything like the man I had married. I still miss him. He never got to see any of his grandchildren. He never got to see any of his children get married. It left me with a broken heart.

@juliagulia5823

7 жыл бұрын

Olive Christin Wyatt I'm so sorry Olive. Bless you sweetheart. I pray you have started to have some peace.

@miapdx503

6 жыл бұрын

Olive Christin Wyatt Bless your heart. I pray you have peace.

@mariahjenet1204

6 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry may God be with you.

@jgando111278

6 жыл бұрын

What an idiot! I mean really! What kind of degenerate piece of shit do you have to be to start doing meth?? Dumb fuck. Sorry for your loss.

I'm a recovering addict. I've seen what meth does to a person. These women looked pretty bad in the last photos but I've seen people look far worse. I'm a bit of an extreme case, I didn't just "do" drugs, I tried to break records at it. I don't know exactly how I managed to avoid meth but I mostly did. I had so many Heroin overdoses I was informed I wasn't welcome at a shooting gallery! Hard core Heroin addicts would let me hang with them because I insisted on doing too much. Crack was even harder on me. I've somehow survived but there was a cost. I don't sleep much, suffer from awful anxiety and look much older than I am. Everyone that's messed themselves up and realizes it wishes they could go back and warn their younger selves. I do too. I didn't know about Hep C, they didn't have a name for it then. But, like it or not I got it later. I'd been clean for about 10 years when I found out. Best of luck to everyone who struggles with addiction. The only thing that ever worked for me was the 12 step programs. Of course I tried to do it on my own first, which failed miserably every time but I did it over and over again anyway. I started going to rehab units at 18. In total I have been in rehab 22 or 23 times. Somehow I never went to prison, though I deserved to. I came very close one for possession. I had so much on me they were going to charge me for distributing. The truth is, while using, I wouldn't sell you a single speck of drugs. I needed it for myself. I hope people can find a way to not try it in the first place but if they do and get into trouble with, they find the way out. It's hell on earth.

@ludwingrivera1828

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing ❤

The second one was gorgeous before she started that shit

@jesuschrist6579

5 жыл бұрын

Gordon Jackson The first one too But I️ don’t think the first one looked THAT bad after

@claydogmadman7843

5 жыл бұрын

Gordon Jackson That's what I thought as well...

@TheHipHopCulture.

5 жыл бұрын

anyone know the first ones name ?

Poor ladies who had demons they could not fight off. Started off so pretty too.

@ritawashere5787

6 жыл бұрын

Ruckus Tom such a shame they were given the gift of decent good looks and it wasn't enough. We humans throw away so many gifts were given. There are so many people that wish they could be half as attractive as these ladies once had been. I've been victimized by too many drug addicts in my family and my ex-husband to have sympathy. It's just a shame I feel bad for their loved ones.

@TherealgoddessK

6 жыл бұрын

Agree, they made the choice at least initially and these photos are mug shots because they supported their drug habit by being criminals. They arent the victims-whoever they robbed, to support their drug habits were the victims. The only victims.

@Epicure18

6 жыл бұрын

who do you think talks to you inside your head

@mariahjenet1204

6 жыл бұрын

rita pita WELL SAID.

@alliemae26

6 жыл бұрын

Chino Pisces I guess you're too daft to realize that demons can also mean mental afflictions, or major life issues.

The 2nd woman looked stunning before meth. Like a Hollywood movie star...Hope she managed to beat the addiction.

1. Maria Ramos 2. Christina George 3. Roseanne Holland

@scottylewis8124

3 жыл бұрын

Maria Ramos.

@ChonkyCat9000

3 жыл бұрын

@@scottylewis8124 thanks! Just edited it

Was a heroin addict for over 30 some yrs. It's so sad to see what drugs do not only the user but the people around them also. The stealing,lying,hiding,cheating, it's terribly horrendous. Because when you're on the inside you are unable to,or don't wanna see what others see. In our insanity everything is just fine. It's the others who have the problem. There was even a time that I believed that everybody had to be getting high in order to be able to deal with life. Yes I know. That's why the insanity is part/most of it. But now by the grace of GOD I have my life back on track. And for me that was and is the key to success.GOD,GOD,AND MORE GOD...

@basti5180

6 жыл бұрын

Solo One nice to hear that you’re clean now :)

6 жыл бұрын

Solo One took you 30 years to realize that?

@_Boreii

6 жыл бұрын

i mean, whatever floats your boat works.

@co2addicted788

6 жыл бұрын

Solo you deserve a giant pat on the back well done buddy im struggling with alcahol somewhat terrible its time i gave god a little ask

@kaianderson4074

6 жыл бұрын

Tony Martinez no shit yeah

That second woman probably had the biggest downfall cuz she looked like she could have been a model or something. Good-looking, well-dressed, nice make-up and then to end up the way she did, man that's to say that shit could happen to all of us if we should choose to get involved with that garbage!

My heart breaks for everybody struggling with addiction right now. I don't know if my youngest daughter is an addict or if she's mentally ill or if it's both. Something's going on with her. And I've confronted her told her that she needs to get help if it's drugs or if it's mental illness, and that I would help her. She just keeps deflecting. I just don't know what to do. I'm not being an overly worrisome mother, she is essentially walked away from her baby. He just turned 3 and for the past 9 months she's essentially been out of his life. This is a woman that breastfed her baby and barely ever put him down and certainly was so picky about who she even let her hold him and there were certain family members she didn't allow the whole time. And now this is where we are. Anyway if anyone has any advice I would love to hear it. Dr. Phil Show hasn't contacted me. I'm nobody special. I'm only one of so many people out there that don't know what to do with their loved ones.

@JohnSmith-su3ze

4 жыл бұрын

You need to put your foot down and stop enabling her!

They are the walking dead. Low recovery rate. Those who make it out. Will never forget. They think WE dont see it...can't tell. Losing love...family..respect. it's a sad story. The children who endure such trajedy. The parent so lost ..yet thinking they are not. This drug just plain ruins souls!

If anyone wants to know their names, the 1st is Maria Ramos, 2nd is Christina George, and 3rd is Roseanne Holland.

@princessofnada87j25

4 жыл бұрын

1st woman is not Maria Ramos. They are working on a documentary on her call My Spirit Mother

@triciamartin8736

4 жыл бұрын

@@princessofnada87j25 Id like to know where they are now. Honestly.

@kaiotikworld8945

4 жыл бұрын

@@triciamartin8736 I was thinking the same thing. Sadly I wouldn't be surprised if two out of three were dead.

@StevieMichelle

4 жыл бұрын

@@princessofnada87j25 i need to know the youtube channel, i forgot and i want to watch it

@MA-rn2xp

4 жыл бұрын

The second woman is incarcerated and has been for years the mugshots you saw were photos of her going in and out of the police department the third woman unfortunately is dead and has been for years the first is still alive

Meth a one way ticket to hell

@tomlaskowski6191

5 жыл бұрын

I did it for 18 months it was a wild fun time ,but yeah the novelty wears off and the ugly side shown through and I quit later on.

@northstar5240

5 жыл бұрын

M J a one way ticket to death then hell if a person on meth doesn’t stop using

@briannotafan3368

5 жыл бұрын

in H/S i said no thanks to pot my friends respected me for standing up and saying no id tell em im stupid enough

@briannotafan3368

5 жыл бұрын

that was in 1977 my fried quit pot & is a lawyer now

@joeldecoster8816

4 жыл бұрын

AND DRAHS THE WHOLE FAMILY down with it

Wow so heartbreaking but the harsh reality , im a recovering addict but not to meth but crack, im in uk meth isnt avaliable over here thankfully . But after 18 yrs active addictuon loosing my home , my kids , my soul i decided i couldnt live that misery desperate existence any longer and claimed my life back. Im almost 3 yrs clean and have slowly rebuilt my life back , mended broken relationshios with family , kids etc . Im finally free ❤❤

I had a friend that did cocaine meth heroin and I saw her at her mom‘s funeral and she looked like she was 80 years old, but she was only 47

Even from the very first picture, Lady #3 had a "Maybe she's born with it... maybe it's Methamphetamine!" -look....

@sbstnpofadder

5 жыл бұрын

Shouldn't be laughing , but that was pretty funny..

@MrGnastygnate

5 жыл бұрын

Caryl-Anne Enna-Lyrac Look don’t downplay someone’s tragedy because they don’t hold up to the scrutiny of Tinder you idiot.

@maxinef6654

5 жыл бұрын

😂😂 LMAO.

@CarMaBear

5 жыл бұрын

RichardHead I was wondering when Captain Literal would show up.

@kiraakapixxxi22

5 жыл бұрын

Caryl-Anne Enna-Lyrac laughed way too hard at that

The first one went from being a woman to transitioning into a man, dam meth you scary!

@alishadavis9115

5 жыл бұрын

Ug Ly o my funny shit

@maribelburgos6932

5 жыл бұрын

Actually, the first one was a crackhead, not methhead. Whoever made this video wasnt very accurate.

@shantie66

5 жыл бұрын

Right she turned into some Mexican dude

@mastertrey4683

5 жыл бұрын

Im pretty sure the last one is crack . Thats what it says online atleast (roseanne holland)

@lolitahaze02

5 жыл бұрын

Careful.. You'll offend the snowflakes.. 😂

The second lady just made me so sad...all of them did, but she was particularly beautiful...her eyes were stunning...and how sad that last picture was. :(

@KahM-pt6hf

8 ай бұрын

Her name is Christina George, she is still alive at 52 years old and still serving a 22 year prison sentence, she gets released next month, and plans to begin a new chapter in her life I actually became her pen pal about 2 weeks ago, she actually is aware of her photos being out online, but she had no idea it would actually help people stay away from drugs, which she is thankful for and is open to talk about as well If I can describe her based on her messages, it'd be, kind, understanding, honest, and sweet

I don’t know why I watch these. Heartbreakingly sad. I’m glad my school gave us enough horror stories about drugs to make me never want to do them. These poor people, they have such pain that they’ll sacrifice everything for that high to escape. Awful awful awful stuff

This is me from start-end of a work week

I'm not a person who cries, I usually just can't find the tears for some reason. But this made me cry because Jesus saved me from Meth and yet so many are still lost. 😢

@efrainruiz8265

5 жыл бұрын

I understand how you feel. It's not until Jesus saves you from something like this that a person is able to have such love and grief for the ones that are not saved. What a privilege to know Jesus Christ . God bless you.

@daniellelala5045

5 жыл бұрын

Doesn’t meth bring people closer to Jesus though!? Isn’t that why they are always looking for a spiritual connection!??

@jesuschrist2980

5 жыл бұрын

Lee P ayyyy

@jesuschrist2980

5 жыл бұрын

T C thanks for the 8 page essay

@Thorum13

5 жыл бұрын

So Jesus created Meth, knew you were going to use, did not stop you, and watched while you suffered...praise Him!

The 2nd woman was so beautiful 💔

The 2nd one is Christina George who is a pen pal and a friend of mine, she gets released in 5 days and is excited, she has been working on a cancer walk for her yard for a friend of hers who has cancer these past few weeks Last week I asked her about her mugshots, mainly the one from October 2001 (the one where her face has red patches) she said she never picked at her skin, it was from fighting

The 2nd female featured was so pretty in the first photo. A whole life ahead of her.

@markperry2827

3 жыл бұрын

Personal choice. She had her at bat and played the game. Most people do not have a choice. I am happy they did it their way.

Honestly this was creepiest video I've ever seen

@northstar5240

5 жыл бұрын

kami kami it was kinda creepy

@joeshmo2577

5 жыл бұрын

Then you never saw Mexican cartel one about bus of kids they killed.. and they video of the one victim specifically. It's like the goriest movie come to life. It's also so sad bc they were innocent. I know old comment

Wow.. That 2nd woman was once beautiful, she could have been a model.. Very sad.

The First Lady is alive and is working with a journalist on trying to find people to make a documentary called “My Spirit Mother” about her story. I believe there are pictures of her on their blog. There’s also a KZread video on it.

@princessofnada87j25

5 жыл бұрын

Yes, I m so excited to know about her life.

@milojanis4901

4 жыл бұрын

Is she clean, or still using?

Creepy song.

@harrycraft5100

6 жыл бұрын

I think it is beautiful as a matter of fact I would love to know who sings it

@jaminbawden3776

6 жыл бұрын

The group is called 'The Kings Singers'. Incredible vocal group with a huge library of music.

@chewster33_19

6 жыл бұрын

Jamin Bawden do u know name of the tune

@jaminbawden3776

6 жыл бұрын

CHEWSTER 33_1 "The Slow Train"

@chewster33_19

6 жыл бұрын

Jamin Bawden thank you sir,beautiful music sad video

The first two girls were so pretty.

@joejohnson6733

6 жыл бұрын

The first girl, in her second picture is really hot, I think.

@joejohnson6733

6 жыл бұрын

cindy sounds like she's jealous.....

@joejohnson6733

6 жыл бұрын

Well, my mother died in 1969, long before crystal meth was being produced, so.. probably not.

@isabellenedakh7790

6 жыл бұрын

Cindy Who what is wrong whit just disagreeing with some one? Why do you immidiatly go to insult. That's whats wrong with the world. People don't know anymore how to have a decent conversation without going bat shit creazy. Just wanted to say that. You are problebly gonna insult me , now....... But i am just gonna leave it at that. Can't believe people like you actualy excist.

@zacmumblethunder7466

5 жыл бұрын

+saskia stolk You haven't used You Tube much, have you? I couldn't believe people like Cindy existed before I browsed. Some people get sweary and abusive on even the most banal videos. A video about cheese making will unleash comments full of racism, anti-veganism, anti-carnivorism, religious hate, homophobia, xenophobia, accusations of paedophillia (always misspelled), amateur diagnoses of mental illness in others and flat Earth believers saying that cheese is a lie from the patriarchy. Isn't the internet a boon to communication?

My brother is a cop and he sent me some mugshots similar to this. Over about a dozen years, this woman went from looking like Demi Moore to looking like Keith Richards.

Been clean from meth for 30 years!

@princessofnada87j25

Жыл бұрын

Fake ‼️

The last one especially ...drastic!! One crazy A$$ drug that affects family not just the user‼️

It's truly amazing what the human body can endure before succumbing to death.

@Lucas02000

9 ай бұрын

Yeah we really evolved to survive above all else.

They were all so pretty before that... That's so sad and crazy how much it can chance your features COMPLETELY! I've never had a drug problem so can't say i can relate... But to anybody battling it it i truly hope you are able to get healthy and live the life that you deserve because everybody deserves to be happy!! Y'all got this stay strong guys!

As a former spice addict I can agree with that slow train analogy

1st one went from a woman to a man 2nd one is sad, she coulda been a model 3rd one well, she just looks like a skeleton from the start and then turns into the living dead

@lindastonebraker2512

8 жыл бұрын

Second one was a model, I forget her name.

@jessicalisa6422

7 жыл бұрын

She wasn't a model. Her name is Christina George and she's been in prison since 2002 for attempted murder.

@letsogichmaric5107

7 жыл бұрын

ye thats fucking creepy af i mean when you start looking like that i would never go on

@delbertgrady5492

6 жыл бұрын

2nd one turned her into a man.

@zariahscott8212

6 жыл бұрын

OneButton Dash oh shit

Haunting music and images. Should make this into an anti drug public service announcement.

This drug is evil!! Please God protect everyone from this hell 😭😭

Incase you wanna switch back and fourth to before and after: Girl #1 Before 0:24 After 1:21 Girl #2 Before 1:29 After 2:04 Girl #3 Before 2:15 Middle 2:46 After 3:02

Its really sad, I am drug addict, clean for 31 years.but your hooked the first time you use because you are so sick when you come down you do it again so you can just feel better, but the more you do, the more you need to just feel OK.very sad

@bdreamwolfc

6 жыл бұрын

yvette Kidd congrats that is hugh acoplishment💕 I call it the devils drug going on 21 years clean myself I get heart dropping flashbacks to this day out of nowheare OMG did i do that ? stuff i would not do otherwise very scary! It is a good reminder though of how sober life is just as awesome than chasing a bag of dope everyday. Keep strong my friend⚘

@thunderplunder1013

6 жыл бұрын

God bless and keep being strong

@smartalex2578

6 жыл бұрын

Right behind you with 27 years clean!