The Rehearsal: Art in the Age of Disintegration

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In this installment, I’d like to discuss The Rehearsal, a series on HBO created by a comedian named Nathan Fielder. At first glance, The Rehearsal might seem like another one of Fielder’s comedic vehicles. You might think it’s yet another parodic reality tv show, like Nathan For You. In a certain sense, this is true; however, after a thorough inspection of the material, I have reason to believe that something extremely weird is going on with this show.
References:
Simulacra and Simulation by Jean Baudrillard:
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U.S. Church Membership Falls Below Majority for First Time
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0:00 Cold Open
2:43 Intro
4:37 Context
9:22 Episode 1
17:44 Episode 2
28:48 Episode 3
38:05 Episode 4
45:57 Episode 5
53:35 Episode 6
1:04:54 Baudrillard and the Hyperreal
1:15:30 Phases of the Image
1:20:39 Conclusion

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  • @NightmareMasterclass
    @NightmareMasterclass Жыл бұрын

    Just wanted to take a second to say that if you like these longform videos, maybe think about supporting me on Patreon. I wouldn't be able to do these videos with additional monetary support. Thank you to all my patrons! www.patreon.com/NightmareMasterclass

  • @aWomanFreed

    @aWomanFreed

    7 ай бұрын

    Patreon, huh? Doesn’t the cia pay you shills? Get a real job

  • @seanchan4478
    @seanchan4478 Жыл бұрын

    The thing with Nathan, I don't think he's making fun of these people. He's one of them, he's one of us, and he finds humor in his own life and is inviting us to be in on the joke.

  • @thebigdawgj

    @thebigdawgj

    Жыл бұрын

    No, no, he 100% is making fun of those people.

  • @fuckitongod4177

    @fuckitongod4177

    Жыл бұрын

    He's totally poking at fun as them in some aspect. Kor, for example, isn't made fun of that much. Angela or the guy who crashed his Scion TC at 100mph are clearly the butt of the joke when theyre on screen. I think he treats it case by case.

  • @RickyR115

    @RickyR115

    Жыл бұрын

    Abso - lutely!

  • @aWomanFreed

    @aWomanFreed

    8 ай бұрын

    That’s not what’s it’s about

  • @avery465

    @avery465

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@fuckitongod4177 The Scion guy is clearly the butt of the joke. But Angela is more complicated to me. While clearly they focus on her saying some off the wall things at times, she is also given time and space to make some very reasonable and sound points against the things Nathan is doing.

  • @mikeleddyphoto
    @mikeleddyphoto6 ай бұрын

    After I saw the Finding Frances episode of Nathan For You, I immediately found Nathan Fielder much more fascinating than I had previously found him. I loved Nathan For You because it was all so silly and strange and absurd, which made viewing Finding Frances so happily surprising to me. I had hopes he’d create more comedic television that was also deep, introspective, and thought-provoking like it. With the Rehearsal and now The Curse, my hopes came true and he has not disappointed me. I love people like Nathan. Those who not only make you think, but who also do it in a way that feels novel and experimental. “Angel Hare,” Jack Stauber’s “Opal,” and honestly all of Ari Aster’s films are more examples of media that feel similar in that way. I’m elated that Nathan has found success and has the ability and motivation to continue challenging audiences. We need more creatives like him, as well as more studios who greenlight projects from people like him. HBO and A24 are at the forefront of that and I hope these works inspires more and more to come. Amazing analysis on this series! Well done :)

  • @seanreid4785
    @seanreid4785 Жыл бұрын

    Also would like to say I greatly love your channel and the things you talk about/the way you talk about them! Your Disco Elysium and Explaining the Political Unconscious videos put things into a particular perspective that made things a little clearer to me. Plus I can't handle the type of second-hand embarrassment that Fielder operates on and watching a video like this makes it much easier to digest. Your take on the idea of Nathan Fielder being or not being an exploitative figure on his shows and acts is appreciated, and I hope that dialectic can come to a nice and meaningful resoultion. Also being a marxist is why we're here LMFAO

  • @macrograms
    @macrograms Жыл бұрын

    this reminds me of experiences buying low-dollar items on craigslist and then staying to listen to the seller just talk about random stuff that makes a person feel real awkward. 10/10 would buy that popcorn popper again. :)

  • @Solinaru
    @Solinaru Жыл бұрын

    Finally done with the video! I know I don't say this often but I'm really happy that you take these deep dives into media and how they affect us. This channel reminds me so much of what I missed most of PBS Idea Channel in that it was like learning how philosophy is important in understanding the world around us from the art that is created from it. I don't think I'll ever get to watch The Rehearsal due to access to art, but I know I'll have more pretext to review the work with and enjoy it on additional levels as well.

  • @malavery5017
    @malavery5017 Жыл бұрын

    love that ur covering this. the intro was so good. i constantly recommend ur channel to friends who i think would like ur content, and even some i don’t. got my friend who hates horror OBSESSED with alan resnick

  • @JohnVance
    @JohnVance Жыл бұрын

    "It says here you're a Marxist?" DAVID THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE BRO

  • @JohnVance

    @JohnVance

    Жыл бұрын

    lol

  • @metricula
    @metricula Жыл бұрын

    Above and beyond on the sensitive commentary on this one, really love your framing device too

  • @nicodoe6181
    @nicodoe6181 Жыл бұрын

    perfect timing i binged the rehearsal yesterday ✊✊ lets gooo

  • @MuppetMissile
    @MuppetMissile Жыл бұрын

    this video was so fascinating that I went and watched the series! even knowing what's coming, it's absolutely buckwild to watch it unfold, and I'm glad i had this essay to sorta hang my hat on. plus, I appreciate that you approach it with compassion for the folks featured - a compassion i think the series shares, fwiw. anyway, just wanted to say i love your videos, and that this isn't the first time you've turned me on to a cool series I probably wouldn't have ever checked out otherwise! :]

  • @HakunaMiata19
    @HakunaMiata19 Жыл бұрын

    Love watching your deep dive analysis videos, I find myself agreeing with your readings far more than any other creators. Fielder's work fascinates me and, as you mentioned, it's unlike anything else I've seen on television. I interpreted a lot of The Rehearsal as an exploration of overthinking and ruminating on situations you can't truly control, which is a fairly shallow view but I find it interesting to consider exactly how much of Nathan's character is acted and how much comes from his real personality and experiences. It's impossible to be certain about any of it. His work reminds me of Charlie Kaufman's writing which also often feels like a veiled depiction of personal dissatisfaction and anxiety. The Rehearsal has a lot of parallels with Synecdoche, New York - except that The Rehearsal ostensibly played out for real.

  • @user_abuser7
    @user_abuser75 ай бұрын

    Let's be honest there's a little bit of Nathan fielder in all of us. The way he presents different business ideas and concepts is a pretty good and analogy for the way I got through college in 2006 and 7:00 when smartphones were just increasing in popularity and the teachers let us all use them for everything as far as tests and quizzes go because they had calculators in them and they were somehow oblivious to the reality that phones could browse the internet so readily already and I would venture a gas to say that 80 to 90% of the people in my architecture class cheated on every single quiz we ever had. But to be fair it was all pretty basic level shit that the majority of us learned in high school architecture studies and for the most part high School architectural classes are pretty broad and generalized so that ought to tell you something about the importance of the subjects

  • @Guruc13
    @Guruc13 Жыл бұрын

    2:50 WOW! That "Hello!" I can tell you've used the Davey Knows Best™ KZreadr Jump-Start Tips!©

  • @fuckitongod4177
    @fuckitongod4177 Жыл бұрын

    I wanted to give my thoughts before watching your analysis. My analysis of the rehearsal after watching the series was that it's a complex deconstruction of social interactions, which displays how breaking social interactions down to a scientific process can cause relationships to lose actual emotional connection because you are interpreting situations through the lens of good and bad responses. This is displayed in the show through how Nathan handles his rehearsal to meet Kor vs. him rehearsing a conflict with Angela. Nathan, within the Kor episode, actually gives a massive criticism to his method. Nathan, despite rehearsing his confession to Kor, doesn't go through with confessing his lies to him. This is reflective of a major flaw of the rehearsal, and that's its lack of emotional transparency. In a real situation, there is more social pressure to act in a certain way vs. a controlled environment. Nathan later, despite rehearsing the situation more seriously and more thoroughly than any before, he goes completely off script for his confrontation with Angela. And, because of what she wants out of the show, she immediately quits when her image is threatened. The rehearsal he staged was more for Nathan to process the emotions of Angela leaving than for him to prevent it, pointing to a key functional change in the rehearsal. Nathan is using the rehearsal to get the emotional responses he wants from people, even without their inclusion. Ultimately, I think a key theme is Nathan becoming more and more infatuated and secure within this rehearsal scenario he has created. This idealized scenario of the rehearsal begins to take the forefront of nathan's emotions. He begins to take the rehearsal more seriously than the production of the show (signified by Angela leaving the show and Nathan continuing the rehearsal). I think there's a lot more to this show than just a basic comedy. That was my thoughts, though. I'm gonna watch the video now.

  • @user_abuser7
    @user_abuser75 ай бұрын

    The farthest I usually get in my conversation trees is that point when you go to leave Walmart and your tree is telling you to say you too when the person at the door tells you a farewell greeting except plot twist, they waved at you and said thank you for coming today and as the phrases halfway out of your mouth you already start to cringe and loosen your arms to flail behind you as you begin sprinting through the security beepers with your arms still behind you like a human ribbon writer

  • @Kaylakaze
    @Kaylakaze Жыл бұрын

    After Super Eyepatch Wolf's fantastic video on this subject, I was looking forward to Night Mind covering it sometime (still am) but I'm also really glad you have.

  • @amyimmermann1448
    @amyimmermann1448 Жыл бұрын

    Wow I had watched Rehearsal and didn’t like the premise of Nathan and his goal in previous series. This mini was brilliant it blew my mind. So I wanted more insight and got your channel. You do a great job of the many levels of this miniseries really good. Glad I found you. Cried episode 6 was amazing and hard to watch. Thanks

  • @Patrick-jj5nh
    @Patrick-jj5nh Жыл бұрын

    Wonderful work, so dense, very much enjoyed the whole video.

  • @Sm0k3turt
    @Sm0k3turt3 ай бұрын

    The intro was perfect. Well done. Generally this is some great stuff and you’ve found another single audience member. Cheers man.

  • @mookinbabysealfurmittens
    @mookinbabysealfurmittens Жыл бұрын

    "Orthodox Marxist"! I giggled! Seriously, LeftTube needs you. I'd love to see that bridge... You should (if you don't already) check out The Leftist Cooks, Thought Slime, Little Hoot, James Somerton, and Jessie Gender. They all welcome other leftist CCs, and most are big horror fans. (Except idk about LHoot & TLCooks.) And of course you do more than horror - I'm watching the video, after all, but I'm familiar with your work here on KZread: so fantastic, incisive, and underrated! - but they do more than talking politics, and that's where your strengths are the perfect meeting point for a bridge: ARGs, metatext, socialist/[etc.] readings of pop culture, and so on. I'm not trying to be some "smart guy" (I'm not a guy, and I'm not that smart!) and I know you're not actually freaking out about analytics. I just genuinely think it would be great to see you able to reach the audience that would love this but likely has no idea. Most channels like this get lumped together as "horror", or even misattributed _completely_ as "true crime", "Reddit thread readers", or "creepypasta", and hand-waved, ignored, not even given a chance. I personally have no power or stake in this. (And no real channel, prudent to note. It's not about me.) I merely wish to present an idea as a person who appreciates your work and wants it to reach the many people who would love it if they only knew. Truly, I hope I'm not being too bold. Cheers, and fantastic video! As ever. P.S. ᎪСAΒ & defund the police

  • @arich20

    @arich20

    Жыл бұрын

    I second all of this comment

  • @mookinbabysealfurmittens

    @mookinbabysealfurmittens

    Жыл бұрын

    @@arich20 Thank you, and cheers! Wouldn't a collab (or even guest spot) be great?

  • @moorsum
    @moorsum Жыл бұрын

    One of the best theory and analysis channels on yt. Hands down.

  • @mallorieudischas8063
    @mallorieudischas80632 ай бұрын

    Bonkers this only has 720 likes. Incredible work here.

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    2 ай бұрын

    Thanks! It's one of my favorite videos.

  • @Solinaru
    @Solinaru Жыл бұрын

    I love this intro lol

  • @courtneys.7113
    @courtneys.7113 Жыл бұрын

    god damn this is a good video and The Rehearsal was a damn good show. one point of criticism i have towards this video is that at the end you talk about the show really showing how authenticity is still real despite the layers of hyperreality we live in yet you didn't do as much discussion on how it was explored in the show. i feel like the relationship between angela and nathan is so critical in that reading, especially with how dysfunctional the relationship was. tho i realize that would be a very meaty topic in an already long video. i'm just glad people are talking about it lol with this show, i think nathan is my favorite comedian and i can't wait for if he continues to make comedy

  • @courtneys.7113

    @courtneys.7113

    Жыл бұрын

    also the intro was hilarious and genius

  • @downwithfun
    @downwithfun Жыл бұрын

    love the intro lol

  • @CheerfuEntropy
    @CheerfuEntropy Жыл бұрын

    Ah glorious! another class! soon i shall attain mastery of nightmares! *prolonged cackling*

  • @Megaghost_
    @Megaghost_ Жыл бұрын

    Great analysis, loved the inclusion of Baudrillard.

  • @animanoir
    @animanoir4 ай бұрын

    We needed to talk about Nathan, indeed...

  • @kittycatlink
    @kittycatlink Жыл бұрын

    Even though I am subscribed, it’s stopped recommending your work! I will make sure to go out if my way to look for new uploads. Hope it helps the algorithm.

  • @JaxWylds
    @JaxWylds2 ай бұрын

    Just a small side note: The opposite concept of 'rehearsed' is 'spontaneous', not 'sincere'. It's a meaningful distinction. Rehearsed sincerity and insincere spontaneity are a thing.

  • @BasementBeastMemes
    @BasementBeastMemes Жыл бұрын

    Love this

  • @morganlak4337
    @morganlak4337 Жыл бұрын

    Ahh this is such a good choice to cover! Can't wait to watch EDIT: I'm 3/4 through, I want to say I think his work is exploitative not because he makes fun of people on his show, I think you're right in that it makes fun of fielder himself more and celebrates the people featured frequently. The issue is that he engages with these people on false pretenses. He tells them the show is one thing, when it's actually another, and we never get clear indication if they are ever informed of this, even after the shooting is done. I think especially given how many people on the show are Neuro divergent and autistic specifically, it's kind of cruel to lie to them that way.

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    I don't know. Is a prank show exploitative? I think that somewhat flattens the meaning of the term exploitation in a way that lessens its general effect.

  • @morganlak4337

    @morganlak4337

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@NightmareMasterclass Typically in like a hidden camera show, there's a reveal where the participants are informed "Hey, you're the butt of the joke here," and they have a chance to consent to the portrayal. So to me, whether or not it's unethical lies in them getting that chance to consent or not, and just watching the show it doesn't appear like they got that chance. They might have off camera, it's unclear. However I do think that's fair to say, there's definitely a bit of flattening going on, maybe exploitation is the wrong term. How would you describe this issue then?

  • @Solinaru

    @Solinaru

    Жыл бұрын

    Maybe callous is a better word? The Rehearsal (based on how people have described it) sounds like it's layers of disassociation with layer-0 being the "real people" affected and the audience being taking up and down each layer that Nathan is working on. It doesn't seem like he's doing anything out of malice and thus directly exploitative, but rather the exploitation is out of callousness of the people around and under him. (ie. The path to hell being paved in good intentions). All of this though assumes that the people at layer-0 are not actors, but actually real people. Personally, I do not think there was any non-actors on set throughout this production though. The series works better if you assume that everyone Nathan is interacting with are real people in our reality show, but many of the things that comes up between the kids sounds like it is grounds of major ethical issues that anyone on the staff would have shut down instantly. It feels that the way Nathan goes about this series is more akin to a movie that would be regarded as "torture porn". The things that Nathan does especially as we go up the layers of disassociation become even more absurd but unfortunately also has the subtext of the lines he's crossing when he goes back down. Thus, I don't think exportative is the right word here since the attention is usually on Nathan. Rather because the attention is on Nathan, we can see how the cold calculations he does is something that would actually hurt people in real life. When we see those calculations being done and regards with children though, that is when it crosses the line to becoming to callous to be comfortable to continue.

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@morganlak4337 There's a scene in The Rehearsal that sort of lays bare the process, and tbf it is presented in a critical light. Although the veracity of the scene may be distorted for the sake of dramatic tension. Basically, they get the subjects to sign what I assume to be a very broad release form during filming. It is implied in the show that people tend not to read them in full. A cynical observation: They're not reading the fine print because, you know, they really want to be on TV! That is a recurring theme on Nathan for You (one guy even signs away his genetic code without a second thought). Anyway, to answer your question, I guess I'm wondering why this moralistic lens always seems to pervade the broader culture when it comes to interpreting art in the first place. I don't think it actually produces the intended results, i.e. making the world a better place. And while I think you are articulating yourself quite well, sometimes this view of art tends to promote poor media literacy. For example, I just saw someone claim that Bones and All (a new horror movie about cannibals) is somehow "romaticizing" cannibalism. Not exactly related, but I think you get my point.

  • @morganlak4337

    @morganlak4337

    Жыл бұрын

    @@NightmareMasterclass Yeah I definitely feel its a common issue online to exclusively talk about whether a work is "moral" or not. I think it's just because it makes people feel like their critique is important. As far as I'm concerned, it's only important to acknowledge problematic aspects of a work so that they aren't uncritically absorbed by people. Acknowledging that Fielder plays in sketchy territory ala the Alec Robbins tweet is about as far as I feel the conversation should go really. I love Fielders work, and it wouldn't exist without pushing certain boundaries

  • @carefulcrosser
    @carefulcrosser Жыл бұрын

    I believe COVID made Nathan pivot his original idea as the first rehearsal I clearly before any lockdowns. As for the final result I get the itching Nathan had an idea but didn't execute it to his full desire. It feels like he wanted to take a dive but chickend out last second only to still fall off the diving board

  • @Nono-hk3is
    @Nono-hk3is Жыл бұрын

    I like the illustrations

  • @am2023
    @am2023 Жыл бұрын

    Hey bro good video. The show is on a meta reality level few achieve

  • @am2023

    @am2023

    Жыл бұрын

    Its kind of clear to me that the only thing real is that HBO gave him money. Everything else is of no relevance as they clearly are faking it. The twist of him being the rehearsal and rehersee is the setting he was setting all along.

  • @stampede274
    @stampede274 Жыл бұрын

    It's So Meta Even This Acronym

  • @ErichWK
    @ErichWK Жыл бұрын

    This is meta as hell.

  • @jviper2004
    @jviper2004 Жыл бұрын

    hmm, so "The Rehearsal" could be an un-fiction project? And actually, this reminds me of an idea. If an individual is autistic, or otherwise neural divergent, or social cognitive deficit, rehearsing regular occurring scenarios could be a tactic to obscure the disorder to function in society. I wonder if this has anything to do with anything.

  • @RebelKitty19
    @RebelKitty19 Жыл бұрын

    I love Nathan

  • @Beeyo176
    @Beeyo176 Жыл бұрын

    How tf did I miss this

  • @Nono-hk3is
    @Nono-hk3is Жыл бұрын

    I don't think "the human condition" was intended to be a single quality. It's just an overall term for the pool of foibles, flaws, quirks, and traits that people have.

  • @Ktacget
    @Ktacget Жыл бұрын

    Stop what was the kids show they were watching at 32:23 I remember watching as a kid SOMEONE TELL ME

  • @Ktacget

    @Ktacget

    Жыл бұрын

    Jk I found it, it’s Hermie and friends

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    lmao I did not know that

  • @Ktacget

    @Ktacget

    Жыл бұрын

    @@NightmareMasterclass its a Christian show for kids, I grew up religious and watched a lot of Christian media lol

  • @auggiemcdonald
    @auggiemcdonald16 күн бұрын

    is that a jeff rosenstock flag i spot in your room?!?!

  • @SweatyOracle
    @SweatyOracle Жыл бұрын

    I love your work but I’m nine minutes in and there have been three ad breaks. Idk an ad break every three minutes just throws me a bit

  • @Armored_Ariete
    @Armored_Ariete Жыл бұрын

    early grey tea

  • @nickromano3087
    @nickromano3087 Жыл бұрын

    I assume you are shaved now and filmed bearded first?

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    Correct.

  • @ozpunk
    @ozpunk Жыл бұрын

    My decision tree says to like and comment on this video

  • @kushluk777
    @kushluk777 Жыл бұрын

    Ho Ho Ho! Hah hah hah hah! What a knee slapper of comedy! Oh, Mr. Felder, I'm going to have you arrested for assault because you broke my Funny bone! YEEEEE hee heee heee!

  • @Supermunch2000
    @Supermunch2000 Жыл бұрын

    Who's that handsome chad that sounds like David Stockdale but is amusingly young looking?

  • @Guruc13
    @Guruc13 Жыл бұрын

    YOOOO!

  • @uhhcallmejefe
    @uhhcallmejefe Жыл бұрын

    Ok

  • @derpsupermegabowser165
    @derpsupermegabowser165 Жыл бұрын

    Dave Grohl, is that you?

  • @Kaylakaze
    @Kaylakaze Жыл бұрын

    The real question is how much, if anything, in this show is real. Are Angela and Robin and Skeet real or actors? (If Angela is real, I really hope she never has a child).

  • @SH43418
    @SH43418 Жыл бұрын

    @Nighmare Masterclass I normally like your content. This one is just a miss for me. I think it's that I don't have HBO,so I have no idea who Nathan is. Never even heard of him before this very video. Unlike other things you have covered this one requires prerequisite knowledge of the subject, i.e., Nathan. I just can't get into it. Keep the good work though. I have enjoyed your other work. Just not this one.

  • @thebigdawgj
    @thebigdawgj Жыл бұрын

    TL;DW: Man makes ~90 minute video where he acts as an apologist for shitty behavior.

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    Um, my video is only 84 minutes long.

  • @thebigdawgj

    @thebigdawgj

    Жыл бұрын

    @@NightmareMasterclass That's what the tilde was for. Approximately. en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tilde

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    Жыл бұрын

    @@thebigdawgj thank you. I had no idea about tildes.

  • @thebigdawgj

    @thebigdawgj

    Жыл бұрын

    @@NightmareMasterclass That's surprising, but you're welcome. I thought you were being snarky with the reply. I figured the symbol was common knowledge but I guess not.

  • @detectivewiggles
    @detectivewiggles11 ай бұрын

    Okay rehearsing interactions isn't rooted in "an extreme form of neurosis" it's called "being autistic" my guy lmao. Autism isn't extreme neurosis. Neurotypicals are the weird ones. Why wouldn't you rehearse an important conversation?

  • @detectivewiggles

    @detectivewiggles

    11 ай бұрын

    This entire series is just.....autism.

  • @aWomanFreed
    @aWomanFreed8 ай бұрын

    Nathan doesn’t call himself a comedian. He fancies himself a magician. And the show isn’t about him…it’s about this illusion we call reality. Your summaries of these episodes, particularly the religious aspects, are reductive, insufficient and ultimately misleading.

  • @NightmareMasterclass

    @NightmareMasterclass

    8 ай бұрын

    I daresay "it's about this illusion we call reality" is more reductive than anything I've said about the show. Sounds like an intro level philosophy student after a bong rip.

  • @aWomanFreed

    @aWomanFreed

    7 ай бұрын

    @@NightmareMasterclass what a joker you are. Tell your handler to get a better script writer cuz your videos are trash and I’m sick of you company jerks clogging everything up with your nonsense.

  • @user_abuser7
    @user_abuser75 ай бұрын

    It's a gigantic microcosm or should I say macrocosm of the thematic element of the thing in and of itself: a giant facade / mask that this person puts on to elaborate lengths in order to attempt to learn about how other people think and live and most importantly interact, it explores what it takes to be noticed in some cases while simultaneously showing a series of things that our protagonist does in order to be noticed or in some cases get the job or promotion etc only to find out in the end that the people he was studying were the teachers all along yet unfortunately like life it has a rather gloomy and melancholy type of lesson learned when Nathan gets to the end and realizes that in his attempts to try to conform after extensive and elaborate experiments designed to hone in his skills that none of it really matters and in the midst of all the perpetual toil, he lost sight of who he really was so long ago that he can't pinpoint the moment in which it happens. And at some point the overly elaborate mask that he dons to feel presentable suddenly became more of who he really is on paper and in real life then who we was to begin with. And almost a comedically cruel way, all his studying about potential conversation flow charts and the same kind of social interaction troubleshooting charts ended up essentially being nothing more than a reflection of what's in his mind which to his unaware thinking actually proved that he was probably more normal incapable than he thought he was for the simple fact that he proposed and authored all these elaborate hypotheticals and the only reason he would be able to do that is if he had a more than sufficient grasp on interaction and social cues and whatever. However because he's lost himself trying to fit in, he doesn't know what to do with the knowledge he's gained from his research nor does he know which version of himself to apply it to if any or if it's already been done and this is all an elaborate results of that. Coupled with the inherent equivalent of man's fear of death and the realization that you didn't do anything substantial with your time other than selfish and self-centered decisions while leaving an unlimited amount of regrets and what ifs as you wonder what the purpose of it all was and then you realize you missed the purpose trying to find it. And instead of trying to always be the chameleon so we can find our place in the puzzle pieces of society, we lose our self and before we know it the puzzle piece is all look the same and we don't know which one we are or what the picture is supposed to be or if we're going to ever see it completed or if someone's going to find our peace and position it into place or if we're just going to sit in a box mixed up with a load of other pieces all curious about what their piece means in the grand scheme of things and what part of the bigger pictures they represent, feeling overwhelmed with all the thoughts contained therein... Instead of being content and finding the peace of only having to know that you're a puzzle piece and there's a big puzzle but you don't have to know everything about the puzzle to get started and you haven't been disqualified if you try to place a piece and it doesn't fit even if you rotate it four times. I don't know it's hard for me to put it to words but it's a pretty deep show honestly especially if you're autistic

  • @user_abuser7
    @user_abuser75 ай бұрын

    All right Nathan Felder is back with autism part 2

  • @Alice-May
    @Alice-May Жыл бұрын

    wait how am I this early

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