His progress all started with "I want to stop fighting myself"

@stephentroup7943

2 жыл бұрын

Yes, taking responsibility for ones own actions is the key. Everything is different after that.

What a remarkable story! Gregory unconsciously redeemed himself, not to anyone's standards. In fact, to no standards at all. He simply walked one step after the other in spite of insurmountable pain, until he accessed who he is, a healer, a gentle , kind human being, and teacher. I am truly amazed.

Definitely not a sociopath, just an amazing, intelligent, tenacious man. So good to hear his story. Thank you.

This is why never judge anyone, you never know what they've been through in life.

@karendegenerous8044

2 жыл бұрын

That is absolutely true 💓.

@grarglejobber7941

2 жыл бұрын

I judge you.

@grarglejobber7941

2 жыл бұрын

@Johnny Talents I judge you too

"It's like a thief in the night, alcoholism. It takes away certain things and you don't even realize they are gone until you want to use them. For example tolerance, patience, friendliness and they're not there anymore." -Gregory Smith

A galactic sized reminder how important it is!!!!!! to be good and loving parents...how important it is to have a father that loves, cares, nurtures, understands, builds his children???? Wow???

@freshstartification

5 жыл бұрын

absolutely

@nickacelvn

5 жыл бұрын

exactly ... but unfortunately if you have a good look you will see the state is more interested in splitting families up than helping them stay together (better for business)

@vickiscott8549

5 жыл бұрын

And a mother who warns her husband that if he hurts the children, she will kill him in his sleep.

“Just knowing they existed was cathartic in itself”. It is incredibly helpful to humans to know we’re not alone in our suffering.

This man has shown EVERYONE IN THE WORLD...that we ALL can overcome our PAST... no matter how torturous it was. Bravissimo !!

@wendymagee2601

2 жыл бұрын

sometimes the abuse leaves others eg my sistwr and brother with severe mental problems due to such severe mental and physical abuse as children. some never can make it forward

@Edward-sx5yf

Жыл бұрын

I don’t wanna sound too pessimistic, but the guys pretty old. No one makes it out alive, in this world, but he’s not overcome the odds like you’re implying. If he spent 2 years in the forest, maybe. I feel for the bloke, because I really relate to what he’s saying, but what life is he gonna lead? He’ll have the best years of his life but he’s not going to be prime minister of the country or an Olympian… This guy is OG Punk Rock. No surrender, no retreat. A lotta respect. Sorry, I’m grumpy. I guess.

@JosannaMonik

6 ай бұрын

He has no need to be a prime minister or Olympian.

What jumps out at me is that Gregory came to the realisation that he is the captain of his ship. He truely turned that ship around and sailed it against the winds, all the way to paradise. I salute you.

@james-ob9rz

5 жыл бұрын

Jannie du Toit Nelson Mandela

@cocteau53

5 жыл бұрын

MUCH, MUCH, MUCH easier said than done-: (even for the lucky, fortunate, & motivated ones.....) But the Important thing is that he's shown that it CAN be done- Admiration & Respect..... ;-)

@janni3dutoit

5 жыл бұрын

james88, I guess the people we look up to, are the ones that inspire us.

@janni3dutoit

5 жыл бұрын

When you find that peace, you need to hold on to it and not let it go...cling to it. At the same time it’s as slippery as a fish.

@oldschoolman1444

5 жыл бұрын

I can relate to overcoming person trauma and brewing my own beer and drinking like a fish. Glad those days are in the past! My story is not as near as much as this guy went through but can still relate, that kind of abuse sure can screw up a child for good. I get why he's not to fond of being around lot's of people. I'm glad he overcame his difficulties in life to find himself again, thats a hard road to trudge. Who ever said you have to physically die in order to be reincarnated. Peace brother ! =)

This man... what a beautiful spirit. His voice and the precious young boy inside him that he has parented and continues to guide with love. Now able to give back. Be proud sir you have not let the enemy keep you in chains.

This is the most inspiring story I have ever heard. I cried almost all the way through it. I had a similar childhood, and have also lost years of my life in a reclusive, dissociative state. I still rarely leave my house, and am terrified when I have to go outside. To see this man living such a wonderful life gives me hope. It's not just the PhD that is so impressive. It's the fact that he found the courage to rejoin society, to desensitize his panic and live among people again. And not only does he take care of himself, but he teaches and cares for others as well. What a brilliant, wonderful man you are Gregory! I am in the United States, or I would try to enroll in one of your classes so I could learn how you were able to overcome so much and live in the world again. I wish I could meet you. You are courageous and wonderful!

@rebeccabrockway8258

3 жыл бұрын

Perhaps Gregory has an online Zoom course you can participate in?

Amazing and inspiring story.

He absolutely deserves immense credit for bringing himself back from the brink, however, without the support and opportunities he received from so many wonderful people to guide and mentor him, I don't think it would have been possible. A wonderful reminder we need human connections.

@kgbeezr75

5 жыл бұрын

So absolutely true.

@twodogzdogue8710

4 жыл бұрын

All those great Teachers & Academics really opened up a new way for him to be himself, I was blown away by the power of acceptance & compassion. Well done SCU & TAFE 🌸🌺💖

@cynthiaayers7696

4 жыл бұрын

You can lean on me when you're not strong cuz I'll help you to carry on Lean On Me and I'll be your friend but that's all I know so now this song will end.

@grimgrimey

4 жыл бұрын

Absolutely agree,I would add that intelligence got him along way.not alotof people in his situation would have that ability especially after years of booze and drugs.some people are highly intelligent hidden or trapped behind many guises.i guess it's why he's such a rare gem.

This is one of the most inspirational things i'v ever seen..

@ArchAGabriel

5 жыл бұрын

Did you fail to understand the term [one of ] ? not much education I see..

You know how, sometimes, you see something like this at just the right time?

@antoinettenovella1630

4 жыл бұрын

Yes - Boom!

@yvonnemccullaghward361

4 жыл бұрын

diane9247 Hope it gave you hope and perspective

@idiedlastmonth

4 жыл бұрын

In Jungian school it is called synchronicity. Not a mere coincidence.

@carter_1

4 жыл бұрын

Very much feeling the same as you did -tonight. For 3 days I've been putting myself through some mental gymnastics... Tonight tho, I simply sat down to eat, watch some tube & just relax/ check out. I don't know why this was in my home page and I almost clicked on the "usual " ...but here I am, reflecting, on so many things.

@edelquinn3619

4 жыл бұрын

Gregory R.H. Beautiful

Listen to how soft he speaks. He is gentle and kind, I have no doubt in my mind about him. He may have felt violent due to his anger but he hadn't a violent bone in his body. He could never be his father as he's 10 times the man he ever could be.

its a scary thing to know parents can be so cruel to children. its very saddening

An excellent story about an amazing man. It is also about how childhood trauma can ruin a life, but how this man came back from it.

There was a guy like Gregory who lived in the bush near my grandmother's farm in NSW, back in the early 90s. Makes you wonder how many troubled souls walk away from civilisation like this.

@mohamedabdi8775

4 жыл бұрын

Too many. This happens even in the remotest part of Africa.

@eddilovee

3 жыл бұрын

Honestly, I feel like it’s to be at peace with yourself. I think about doing this all the time. Of course, I have a troubled background as well. I’ve experienced the same feelings he did as a child. For example, the rainforest story as a child. When I was a kid in school, when I’d see pictures of beautiful nature in books. I’d always look for a place that I could sleep in that picture. Somewhere I’d feel peaceful and safe. He stated something to that degree as well. I’m very happy for this man and he’s an inspiration.

@lisaan6322

2 жыл бұрын

@@mohamedabdi8775 and they are happiest without family drama

@yoooo6491

Жыл бұрын

Why not

@pete8808

Жыл бұрын

And this trend will increase over time. In the end, many, MANY more will do the same until we finally get civilization right. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." - Jiddu Krishnamurti

I don't know this man but am so proud of him like he was my father!!!

@SistersFromADistance

5 жыл бұрын

Dear @@andioopsksksksk2887, it was not sympathy I was offering though. It was admiration for all the hurdles he overcame. The question remains, " how sure are you that he would have been an accomplice to such evil? How sure are you that every white person is a racist or genocidal by nature? In as much as I agree to the darkness of Australia's past, I will not be bitter towards anyone, since this would foster any good in the long run

@haunebu2360

4 жыл бұрын

Elizabeth Nomor that comment from oop sksk, that the kind of shit I was talking about! Prejudice towards whites! In the US that totally excepted! And if a white person dare to defend themselves they get shamed and cast aside! I’m so sick of the newest occupation in the US. I call it professional victim culture! There’s no working towards a coexistence! They keep throwing the past in our face and demand payment or something! Truth is I don’t know what the want! They just want whites gone!

@mcglanicglinmc5001

4 жыл бұрын

Brookster Q I feel ya, how tf can I change what my ancestors may or may have not have done (not all whites ancestors owned slaves)

@haunebu2360

4 жыл бұрын

And i oop Sksksksk Hold on to that hate! That’s what “demons” do, people forgive and forget!

@suprento2236

4 жыл бұрын

@@andioopsksksksk2887 They are not African, so they are nowhere near black. Black is a culture not skin colour, even so, indigenous Australians are more closely related to Asians than any other race

I’m crying....this is both heart breaking and empowering!

@fishmut

5 жыл бұрын

Kire Moonchild absolutely agree with you, this brought tears to me also . Sadness and inspiration a very powerful film I wish him well, what a man that turned his life around, you have respect and a lovely soul also to feel this amazing story.

Your not a sociopath. Just been through alot of childhood abuse.

They should make a movie out of this true life story, there is so much to tell and could help so many other victims and survivors of this cruel society that we live in.

Amazed at how articulate he is about his deeply troublesome & emotional past. Extremely intelligent man, imagine if he had a normal childhood.

I’m so glad I watched this. It has a very positive message of hope for people coming to terms with trauma.

A true survivor in every sense of the word , you are an inspiring person , from the caged depths of hell ...you managed to escape to reach the gates of freedom .... respect to you 👍👏🏻👏🏻

I don’t know this man but I’m so proud of him!

Remarkable human being ❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 love from Scotland my friend (I have been seriously contemplating suicide for last couple of weeks and you my friend just gave me hope for that I thank you x)

@yvonnemccullaghward361

4 жыл бұрын

Chris Oneil Hope you are safe and well.love from Northern Ireland

@FM-nk1zh

4 жыл бұрын

Chris O'Neil, please don't! I don't know you but it broke my heart. I have tried too several times over the years but now I am greatfull now that I didn't. These feelings do past. Ride it out please. Sending you my love.

@8Patriciah

4 жыл бұрын

I hope you stayed and I understand. I know this a challenging place you are in n if you can wait it out there are good people and things will get better!

@StarLight-yk6es

4 жыл бұрын

Mate , don't give up ! We who have tried to finish ourself and failed , are now glad . So many opertunities will come in the future , that are now unforeseen . The world is your oyster , and you can turn a hard and gritty time into a pearl :) . " Perseverance Furthers "

@pretty9825

4 жыл бұрын

My friend Chris hope you are doing well. Life is a precious gift from God. He has a beautiful plan for your life. He won’t allow you to leave before His plan has been accomplished and at the end you will see why kept you alive n I promise it will be beautiful. So please cherish every moment here on earth.

on the edge of checking out of society, this story gives me hope. My first thought when he said he was losing huge chunks of time was dissociative identity disorder, which is brought on by early childhood trauma... Thank you Dr. Gregory Smith for shining light in the darkness. I am truly so happy and proud for you.

Your story has created a whirlwind of emotions in my heart but although I do not know you the strongest emotion in me is that I am so PROUD of you!! And I am sure those ancestors you spoke of when in the bush must be extremely proud of you also. You brave brave man!

A true soldier. God never abandons those with a good soul. What a success story. Very inspiring. thx.

DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY !!!!!!!!!!! WOW WHAT A STORY! Im so glad I watched this video!! He will be my mentor.

"Every Saint has a past... and every Sinner has a future."

@alexandercarder2281

4 жыл бұрын

That sounds like a teen challenge saying

@Thor.Jorgensen

4 жыл бұрын

I find it hard to believe that this man was ever a sinner. He was never responsible for his bad actions. He was a victim of abuse. He became sick and deserved help. Help that no one ever offered until Christina North.

@jen24gibson1

4 жыл бұрын

Love this....

@jrichey98

4 жыл бұрын

@@Thor.Jorgensen I understand your perspective, but I'd like to offer another. Sin is just missing the mark. As in his case, sometimes you miss it before you make it. Still an inspiration, as I think we are all a bit like that.

@23pounce

4 жыл бұрын

-Oscar Wilde

Dear Sirs: I am writing to you in the hope that in the future you will add "Closed Captions" to your videos. I am hearing impaired and need CC in order to fully enjoy your videos. Please consider this valuable service in the future. Thank You, Pointpilot

@jamye222

4 жыл бұрын

Pointpilot agreed!

@Ice_Karma

4 жыл бұрын

@Kiri Williams No offence intended, but ABC have made this documentary available worldwide via KZread, and not all of the audience are in Australia and able to access what I presume is the Australian Broadcasting Corporation's web streaming service. KZread supports closed captions, and if captions are available on other services... why not here too?

@ernstgottschalk8023

4 жыл бұрын

DUDE SAME. Also hearing impaired also wishing for closed captions. Hearing impaired buddies.

@SomeoneBeginingWithI

4 жыл бұрын

@OH Yeh! Captions aren't available for this video, at least not for me. I usually watch with captions so I know how they work and how to turn them on. Perhaps they are available for some users and not others, but that would still be a problem for users who need them and don't have them.

@emmanuelgoldstein1089

4 жыл бұрын

It's hard because YT censors and even deletes videos using an algorithm, or at least they blame the AI it's probably call centre workers doing it. But the way they get flagged is through closed captions. So adding closed captions to your content is basically putting up a giant flag saying "Hey censors, notice me!" which is what you don't want.

let me tell you this is my story too, yet, at an early age I learned to battle the anger and hate that filled me by becoming a runner...running 8 miles a day to burn it out of me. I did not heal from the beatings until I was 60 by which time I had ruined my life though not through the violence I experienced. And as life goes I married a woman who beat me savagely until I finally left her. The mistake was in staying with her believing she would change...If someone beats you leave at once, do not allow it to go on because that is not love.

@patriciacole8773

4 жыл бұрын

Agustin Eliab Juarez I’m sorry that we suffer so much here. I have too. My kids did too. Alcohol related abuses.

@jasminflowerz1710

4 жыл бұрын

I know all too well what that feels like...and the flashbacks...and the having to pretend in public that all is well when you're hurting inside from the sudden memories of the abuse. Being so young and yet so filled with hate and anger. I wasn't even allowed to show emotion, a child raised like a soldier. They never paid...and the rest of my adult life was filled with equally depressing reality...almost like a curse put on me by the one that was supposed to love and protect, because the parent always had an unhealthy fixation on me...even decades after I left the home. Like I was born to be a slave to this person, accepting undeserved abuse and degradation just because they brought me into this world! It took a very long time for me to realize that I was hated, because I'd been brainwashed for so long to believe it was just what you call "imperfect people", who love you in their own screwed up way!🤢 2 decades after leaving her home, I've been forced to go no contact. Her smear campaign against me still continues till this day. Large extended family that stretches across the States and overseas, no longer respect or want anything to do with me because of the lies she's fed them...uses her eldest child, also, as weapon against me.

@Swansen03

3 жыл бұрын

Crazy seeing this comment today. Very same situation, just recently cut it off for the last time and almost ran back to this person today. Years of things getting better then getting way worse again.. feeling bad because I thought I could do better until I realized I did exactly as I did in those impossible situations, couldn't really have gone much different. It's this time right now that is so touch and go, these few weeks/month. Getting past this time is crucial. Anyhow, thank you very much for your comment man. Much appreciated.

@spezia8066

2 жыл бұрын

@@Swansen03 don't give up dear, you could be helping a fellow traumatized person, save a few lives.

It always relates back to how we’ve been raised, the innocence of a child is destroyed by parents or all those present in childrens lives during their young ages.

That ‘drop to your knees moment’, oh the power in it. How weird that being brought to your knees could be so infinitely powerful. Love xo

@portercase

5 жыл бұрын

Limara64 Agree! With no one to suggest it, I dropped to my knees over 31 years ago. That beginning action eventually turned on my “light” & showed me a softer easier way. As I became aware, I could see there was a Higher Power Working in many area of my life...so many gifts that would Never had appeared had I not become sober.

This makes my top three for most inspiring documentaries. Ever. He isn't out for gold or glory. His courage led to his survival. His survival led to a greater understanding of society. Now, he passes on his experience and academia-based knowledge to others, in order that lasting permanent change for the better might come about (for his fellow human beings).

@harpar1028

Жыл бұрын

I GAVE ACADEMIA A PISS OF THEIR OWN MAWKISH MEDICINE......THEY LOATHE MY BRAINS AS WELL AS MY BRAWN

Gregory, I’m a survivor of some pretty severe child abuse. You are my Hero. Thank you!!! ❤️

How to take the crap in life and make the most out of it. It’s never too late. You are never too old. Inspiring. Astounding. I love stories of resilience.

What an incredible and inspiring story. It really demonstrates the power of the human spirit. I wish him well.

@sevsevchenko3301

5 жыл бұрын

jack sorensen Qom;

@joedatsun1894

5 жыл бұрын

Or the power of Cannabis.

@Pomiferous

5 жыл бұрын

Bong logic ?

@Mrbfgray

5 жыл бұрын

I'd love to buy him a beer and a double shot of bourbon. HA!

@joedatsun1894

5 жыл бұрын

It allowed him to transition back to society, and I'm sure the act of gardening was therapeutic, weeds not magic but money is and he traded it for money.

His book “out of the forest” is amazing! Worth a read!

@lenahbrighton5472

5 жыл бұрын

I will look it up. Thank you for mentioning.

This story is so beautiful the best I have heard in a long time

One of the best stories about overcoming obstacles I've ever seen! Much respect to this man!

Loved this story!! There are too many of us who have been severely abused. Good job!!!

@tsooooooo

5 жыл бұрын

Ft, but I

@merlecharge5303

4 жыл бұрын

Yes Cindi you are right, because you smile and laugh, no one knows what you have been through in Your younger years...there are many like me.. I am 79 and still cannot speak about those brutal years I suffered

@sneepsnorp1404

4 жыл бұрын

@@merlecharge5303 I hope you find peace. I am 20 and have Severe PTSD and many other psychological diagnosis because of the way I grew up. I hope that by the time I reach my early end (I'm progressively ill) I have come to terms with my past.

@merlecharge5303

4 жыл бұрын

Look at all those chickens. Thank you Cindi, Bless you for your message, I just cannot imagine what you are going through...I can and have forgiven but can't forget, There's always someone worse off than I Much Care Cindi...big hug from me to you x

I love how reached out and was able to help his sister. Years before she tried to help him but he wasn't ready yet. Years later when he was able and more clear headed he could take her hand and lead her to a place of clarity, peace and hope. Beautiful encouraging story.

We all need a true teacher like Gregory. He comes from a true experience

That was such a touching story. I can relate to it in so many ways. Even though I was never homeless or lived out in the woods. They told me I was sociopath too. That I had Anti-social Personality Disorder, and I would always be that way. They said I had disassociative personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, bi-polar 1 and 2 disorder. I've tried to tell them I was just on meth and heroin and did very large amounts but who would listen to me right. Today I am clean, and take no mental health meds, I do see a therapist for complex PTSD and studying psychology. I knew I wasn't what they said I was. I just knew it.

@rtdmna

3 жыл бұрын

Im proud of you and i dont know you, but i do know you, and where you were. Watching my son and dont know how to help him. Peace.

@maggialbiez

Жыл бұрын

Congratulation ❤

Bless him and his sisters

This man and his story is the most inspiring thing I have ever seen/heard. I am in complete awe of him Bless you Gregory Smith and your loving heart Namaste

You can't put a price on dignity and self-respect. It is everything.

@dansharov6828

2 жыл бұрын

Tell that to our politicians haha

I'm 61 and the only time I have ever felt is when I'm in the wilderness.

@anima6035

4 жыл бұрын

@@samstockton9738 im hella gay for the forest

Just amazing turn around with his life and helping his sister. My hats off to you sir. Well done.

@Pomiferous

5 жыл бұрын

Patience and perseverance

@2F51RL

5 жыл бұрын

Real piece of... work, that sister.

@billybong7394

5 жыл бұрын

8:40 Still higher than most of the abbos

@getfurtherfaster

5 жыл бұрын

Great story!

Trying to be safe while being raised by alcoholic parents, I was fortunate enough to stay with neighboring families, sneak back home for a kip, then start all over again. I was able to graduate high school at the bottom of my class and joined the Navy. Wonky knees forced the Navy to let me go. I finally started college at 25 and didn't look back. Thank you for relating to me. Northeast US

Watching this video may have changed the course of my life.

@chaplainmattsanders4884

4 жыл бұрын

Jasmine Devereaux. Wow. Powerful. From California-blessings.

I literally cried whole time watching his story...many many will get inspired by your story sir....lots of respect for you ..

Gregory's story is a true inspiration and aspiration. I can relate but yet not. I'm 62 and though I grew up with a mom and dad a brother and 4 sisters in the USA midwest i always felt i wasn' t smart enough or wise enough to do anything worthwhile....I really don't remember much of my past....high school was a blur...always felt angry....never went to college after high school....always settled for lower class jobs because I didn't feel smart enough or educated enough to do anything else....yet I knew, as Gregory did, that I wasn't dumb or stupid as everyone seemed to call me....i felt like a square peg in a round hole. I'm so thankful to have come across Gregory's story....i'm so glad his had a happy ending.....he was fortunate enough to have people come along side him who genuinely cared about him and his emotional health....most people I knew never seemed tl want to help me but rather tell me my shortcomings and figure it out yourself attitude. Thank you for posting this video......life still hurts but at least this relieves it a bit!

@markjacobs8200

5 жыл бұрын

Great story, thanks for sharing.

@crystalm4324

5 жыл бұрын

Yes, the hardest thing is when your drowning and you finally, finally reach your hand up to a doctor or similar and say ‘I need help with this, what can I do?”, and they reply is negative. The reply is ‘I don’t know’ or ‘I can’t help you’!

@franciet99

5 жыл бұрын

💗💕💗💕

@ohmyblindman

5 жыл бұрын

You certainly write better than half of the other KZread commenters.

@vctrsone

5 жыл бұрын

@@crystalm4324 Or theres no reply at all.

I admire him immensely for turning so much pain into a positive way of approaching and living life. He never gave up. He is proof that people are capable of achieving and offering so much to the world, despite experiencing so much adversity, and of just how much people can really help other people overcome and persevere by being supportive of them, letting people know they aren't alone, and making sure people absolutely know that there are always alternatives in life no matter how dark and bleak things might seem. He's also an example of why it's so crucial that people feel they have value and worth, not just in other people's eyes, but in our own.

He's a beautiful soul ❤️

I can't remember my childhood - it was taken away from me. Sometimes, my head is so clouded and blurred that I want to be miles from anyone - alone, to deal with my shit and not hurt anyone. I love my family immensely, but even they are too much at times. I've quit drinking though - 2 months now. I was only a social drinker anyways, but I feel lighter - a bit. Sometimes, I'm just full of dread and can't see a positive future, but my wife - my rock - pulls me out of it. Which makes it even more ironic that I desire solitude. This video brings me hope.....

@sj4028

4 жыл бұрын

Get close to Lord Jesus. He is all you need. They day I tried to commit suicide I called upon gods of all religions I told today is my last day here come if you care Lord Jesus came. There will be still troubles in this world by cheer up He has won the world.

@JayIMcgallion

4 жыл бұрын

I always want to meet someone who gets it. I feel you do. I hope you get to a point of balance, and begin to enjoy life, friend!

@fractal4439

4 жыл бұрын

@Teapot Inc so true

@joshnieboer3947

4 жыл бұрын

People somewhere along time ago decided that you and I and everyone else would live like this because it keeps us busy friend we can never relax and that produces results one way or another it just sucks being at the bottom of this system I know.

@edelquinn3619

4 жыл бұрын

I wish you peace love joy and happiness always 😘❤️🇮🇪you are LOVED

From what I read he actually spent 10+ years in the bush. amazing story

Wow! Just wow! Gregory is told he’s not smart enough, and slaps out honours, a PhD 🤯 this man is just amazing! Makes me think twice about my own life and who I can truly be after doubting myself over being told things as a child in & out of the system. So proud of a man I don’t even know.

@lemurlover7975

5 жыл бұрын

yeah you can't listen to oppressors...they want you to believe you are stupid because if you believe it, it is easier to oppress you...they're actually terrified of intelligent people LOL they hate to lose their power to intelligent people.

unbelievable. He overcame all the odds. God Bless him and the people who were there for him. An amazing story, Thank You for sharing!

Wow such a wonderful story of perseverance, fight, determination, sadness and so many other emotions. I love hearing stories of people overcoming horrendous traumas in their life. I wish with all my heart these wonderful souls didn’t have experience trauma in the first place.

Great reporting. This deserves an award.

My life didn't start till I was in my 20s The Horrid hell and abuse of the 50's being an orphan in institutions. Its taken years to climb my life's mountain. I stand there now and salute you Gregory where now someone not just a number.

@gypsysoul1245

5 жыл бұрын

Similar story to yours I'm 25 now, life was much tougher back then, much harder to get a job and fix your self like now, bless you

@linnsterlingcurebeliefinad1725

5 жыл бұрын

I'm glad your ok.

@ritaraju4998

5 жыл бұрын

Tell that to the 90s scholars who are 100k in student loan debt can't get a job

@flyingroses126

5 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you survived the madness.

Brilliant, uplifting story of redemption despite the odds. Thank you.

What an amazing, strong, inspiring man. Beautiful strong sister as well

Lovely person Gregory. I wish you every success. Im sorry to hear about your past.

What an uplifting story! Gregory proves that no matter what anyone tells you, YOU are in charge of your destiny. He demonstrated the beginnings of his remarkable insight by imagining a peaceful forest during a tormented childhood. Later, he chose to make that forest a real part of his existence before he destroyed what little was left of himself. Now, he’s reaping the rewards of those choices. Blessings on you, Gregory!

@2F51RL

5 жыл бұрын

Gregory's life was a example of NOT being in charge of his destiny, just got lucky at a very late stage of life when finally some good people entered his orbit. And those weren't spewing and spouting 'blessings' drivel. His "peaceful forest" of that nightmare childhood was him dissociating from the horror to survive it. A clumsy tool but the best he could do as a kid, the kicker is that childish coping mechanisms are often taken into adulthood where they are counter-productive. Seriously, religious people are incurably deranged and delusional. But Mark Twain said it better: "Once a man has acquired a superstition, nothing but death can remove it from him."

Its terrible how human beings can destroy other human beings. How this man brought himself back is great. This man is amazing.

Can you imagine having your heart broken by your parents that young? So sad.

@cherylemaybury9967

4 жыл бұрын

D'andre Chesterfield yes I went through very similar circumstances as a child.

@RaneBane

4 жыл бұрын

Yes I can

@camillacox6658

3 жыл бұрын

not fair-abuse by those who should protect

@joebloggs619

2 жыл бұрын

Happens all the time....

He is one of the most amazing person that I have come across. I also suffered abuse from my parents as a child and it messed me up. I did drug's and alcohol. I found God and for me. It was my saving grace. I salute you Gregory

So inspiring! Especially when he tells his sister that we can have difficult childhood, but we can now live on our own terms! Thank you for making this story!

God Bless You Gregory for all the days you walk the earth and after.

This is an inspiring story that shows not only the utter destructiveness of alcohol abuse but also the wonderful ability of the human mind to heal itself. Many thousands of children who were raised in institutional care were indeed saved from the living hell of abusive and destructive families. This is only one of the stories.

OMG! You have such a beautiful country. It is insanely hard to eke out a life there but you need to be proud of what he learned to live within. Honor the man, preserve the environment,

What an amazing story of this man’s life. I hope one day I can see my life for the good & feel peace after so much horror that’s been done to me. Bless you Sir ~

@chaplainmattsanders4884

4 жыл бұрын

PinkRoses. Your words make a difference. From California-blessings!

I feel so blessed to have come across this story... so beautiful.

Uplifting story Gregory .Not even knowing you still makes me happy for you and proud of you .Not only for helping yourself thru very hard times but now helping other's .Your a good man Gregory. God bless

I cried and cried, my life story was so similar, I don`t cry for myself though but for you children of abuse :(

@keepitwitmine

4 жыл бұрын

B.S. comment hijacking somebody's story. You've been living in a rainforest? Ha!!

@dr.trixiecp5651

4 жыл бұрын

leeoh moon bless your heart...i hope you’ve found peace )0( blessed be

@dr.trixiecp5651

4 жыл бұрын

keepitwitmine you’re a jackass

@nicoles7800

4 жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry for yourself mate. Reach out as much as you can. Your local gp is a great way to start. x

@evaarroyo100

4 жыл бұрын

You need help

He speaks so incredibly well. Wonderful man.

What a wonderful story. Fantastic documentary. I'm so glad he changed his life for the better... and he even bought his own slice of heaven.

"living it rough" Nothing is more calming or easy then living with nature

Yeah, I'm a regular dude but this made me cry like a baby lol

@iloveicecreamandcake

4 жыл бұрын

Nothing wrong with that. But, are you really just a regular dude?

@jimmyb4982

4 жыл бұрын

Just blame it on the onions, dude. Brown onions.

@StarLight-yk6es

4 жыл бұрын

Me too !!! :) it's really touched me!

@spitzndtruth1484

3 жыл бұрын

Makes you want to rise up hey

@prayunceasingly2029

2 жыл бұрын

Regular dudes cry sometimes

This was amazing. His story brought me to tears. My heart goes out to anyone that has been through traumatizing experiences. This give us all hope that no matter what life brings us we can all turn things around and find the good in our pain. God bless everyone.

@charlesmichaels6648

5 жыл бұрын

CROWNO...... Prevention of the abuse at very young age seems to be the antidote to this Social Poison. Intervention later is risky...... Not everyone can deal with behaviors caused by physical, mental, & spiritual assault. This is Baal (satan) worship. Read Bible 2Chr7:14. Meaning???

I'm happy that finally you have found yourself with added peace and humility, Gregory. Love, peace and light brother. God bless

In my opinion and speaking from the other side of the planet with completely different life experiences, not everyone has the ability to think for themselves. Even if they do, they may choose to not use it in a positive way. Behind the scenes here, there is an incredible amount of work involved that many simply are not capable of, or won't do. Not to mention the luck of opportunity that was found through the help of key people seeing the potential in Gregory. He is now a great role model for others. I wish him continued success in all he does with his future. Great uplifting documentary!

@harry6579

5 жыл бұрын

ABC mate aha!

@moondawg3693

5 жыл бұрын

Try speaking of you, you know nothing of what others are capable of. You're talking out of your ass.

@cocteau53

5 жыл бұрын

[ Everything that PDog said- ;-) ]

What an amazing and uplifting life story Gregory Smith has shared with us. I am studying a Bach of Digital Media at a later stage in my life (well at 52 yrs old) trying to prove to myself and my family that I'm not useless or stupid or lazy and more importantly, to enjoy the knowledge that I can, when I put my mind to it and have faith in myself, do and be a better version of myself that is enjoying life more despite chronic illness and pain. Be who you want to be, not who you were told you would be by someone with poor intuition and bad bed side manners.

@markjacobs8200

5 жыл бұрын

Very powerful, thanks for sharing.

@jeffreyvierra9640

5 жыл бұрын

Good luck to you and thank you for sharing.

@blackhunk2265

5 жыл бұрын

my best wishes with you!! I am also doing ph.d . in buddhism at age 44.

@gilbertocruz1296

5 жыл бұрын

Jeffrey Vierra ((

@scottykingdavid

5 жыл бұрын

Good for you.. Me to... Knowledge is power

So inspirational! It's amazing how the human spirit can rise above adversity and allow a person to become what he/she should always have been.Shows how vital positive mentors are in 'broken" peoples lives.

He is such an interesting man, I could hear him talk for hours!

Such an inspiring man. Tears watching this. Bless you and all the good you spread in this world. It is so needed.

Such a beautiful, capturing, an highly important story! Absolutely so reflective, transcendental, and inspiring. Although nobody walks with the same feet many have traveled down the same paths. Glad you found your way despite all of the hardships you faced. The realizations you reached such as understanding the person you had been fighting is yourself, understanding you are not stupid despite being told that from others, an realizing you don’t actually have the conditions you were diagnosed with by doctors is so so so critical! Thanks for documenting and sharing this story! Think we can all learn something from this! Dear anyone out there who is angry at society, dealt with a difficult childhood, deals with soul breaking thoughts and feelings, an so on, I promise life will get better! As we can learn from his story and many others it starts by taking responsibility for your life and embracing your life... not running away from it, or numbing it. Best wishes and love to all of you out there! Sometimes things get worse before they get better, but eventually you will begin to wrap your head around yourself and this conundrum of life we are all in together. One day at a time!

what an incrediable man to have stood up from under the oppression of the human condition. to have endured the torturous cruelties and emerged into light not only reconciling and rehabilitating yourself but casting aside the darkness for your sister and others too.shine your light teacher theres many who'll learn from you

He's not a sociopath, he was fathered by one - fathered isn't the word. To be a father is to give trust and care. His mother isn't up to much either.

@SusyOlivaFuentes

4 жыл бұрын

I'd be interested in knowing what sort of a life he's own father had as a child and why he drank and lashed out at his family so much. He probably came from and abusive childhood as well...

@SusyOlivaFuentes

4 жыл бұрын

His mother probably gave them up thinking they'd be safer in a boarding home, not knowing the horrors they would endure and probably couldn't afford to look after them on her own... we really can't judge

@davidc3839

4 жыл бұрын

@@SusyOlivaFuentes Abuse can be passed on but not always. I guess it's hard not to become what you know.

@SusyOlivaFuentes

4 жыл бұрын

@@davidc3839 I agree with you, and it's hard to tell without knowing the full story and would be very difficult to live with as an adult when you don't have the answers as to why they had to live with so much heartache and abuse as a child. I'm so glad that in this case Gregory was able to find solace in his studies of sociology not many people have had that, which is why it would be a good idea to make a movie of his story in order to help other victims that have gone through similar situations...

@camh6328

2 жыл бұрын

@@SusyOlivaFuentes that's what I'm thinking. Look at the year it was she probably didn't have many options and didn't realize the horrors the the children would go through

Wow. What a moving story. You are very brave to share your truths. There are others who have been where you were. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this video.

What a wonderful story of a beautiful person who was a victim of his upbringing & then trying to cope. Amazing what he did to help himself to have a wonderful life. So glad for him. May he always be blessed, he didn't give up on himself. Would love to know how he is today. Ty for sharing. Love & prayers for all that have or currently going through this. What a strong man he is.

"He told me that I could have a life, that it didn't matter what happened to us as children - we could be good people." Wonderful! Our past doesn't define us unless we choose to allow it to!

There's absolute peace in the way he talks. Incredibly inspiring story.

hard to believe 100 people would thumbs down on this happy ending story... sad for unhappy people...

@ms.lisamarie2245

5 жыл бұрын

The ones who thumbed down are probably the abusers, and the alcoholics that treat people horribly, and feel guilty about it...............but not guilty enough to give up their all mighty drink!. It's funny...........weed was and still is looked at badly, but ALCOHOL is the absolute worst, but you think they would teach these very important things to young children in school, so they wouldn't grow up to be drunks, yet the only ones talking about alcohol are the victims of the drunks. I came from a long line of drunks, my mom was an abusive, negligent, abandoning drunk too. But i broke the cycle, and now my kids won't be druggies and drunks too. That's all it takes. Break the cycle, teach them the dangers of drinking too much and becoming a drunk while they are young. Show them what is right, set a good example and be a role model.

@geristrome6063

4 жыл бұрын

@@ms.lisamarie2245 that's awesome you made the right choice for your children and yourself. ..God Bless. ...Allan H