June 25th Edit: Hello Everyone! Yiman here - I connected with the Delutaya Translator/Discord Mod team and they let me know there were various inaccuracies to this video. In order to rectify this, I'm going to include all video timestamps providing both corrections and clarifications to these points that were off. I want to sincerely apologize to the Delutaya community and going forward I was do my absolute best to prevent misinformation of this nature happening again. 00:17 - Delutaya does not live in an apartment; she lives in her parents' house with does not have seven stories. No balcony was ever mentioned, either. 1:30 - Each "Holofive" talent debuted on different days starting on August 12th with Lamy, 13th with Nene, 14th with Botan, 15th with Aloe, and 16th with Polka. The 15th was the debut date of Aloe alone. 2:00 - Delutaya has never talked publicly about her mother being ill nor that she intends to use the money she earns for her mother. 3:35 - Delutaya is an alias that has existed far before 2020. Additionally, much of the material used as ammunition to justify harrassing her was from this Delutaya twitter account that existed before her Hololive debut. The idea that she'd create a new identity after having lost the will to continue with internet content creation is contradictory. While it may seem nitpicky, it's this persona that existed prior that not only gave the antis a direction to move, but also the fans that would reach out to her and ultimately provide her the path to recovery. 4:00 - In the clip referenced where Delutaya talked about domestic violence, she provided no details other than that her brother received the worse end of it. 4:30 - Delta has never given an explicit reason for why she endured her father's tyranny 5:10 - Like 2:00, this is an assumption 6:27 - Confirming this was not one fan, but two different groups of fans, one from the English-speaking community, one from the Chinese-speaking community, that got in contact with her. This was only possible due to an impostor trying to take advantage of her username appearing and Delutaya getting online in order to warn people about them. 6:42 - This correspondence was from a single fanbox comment however does not actually represent the actual convo that Delutaya had with the group of fans who told her about Fanbox.

@LoudCommentor

Жыл бұрын

Lol dude wtf. You totally dramatized her story and made shit up everywhere.

@piikaachu

Жыл бұрын

if you have so many inaccuracies, maybe you should consider remake the video

@sideless5339

Жыл бұрын

They're not critical inaccuracies. He is just clearing up some things since her story in that period is pure insanity. I mean he didn't even mention the craziest part in February-March 2021.

@3zzzTyle

Жыл бұрын

bro how do you get so much wrong in a 10 min video 💀

@sideless5339

Жыл бұрын

@3zzzTyle Because Delutaya's info from 2020-2022 is extremely hard to follow. You have to dig through days worth of Fanbox Vods with different sets of translations which get corrected often and no clips for any key moments. Like there have been arguments amongst her fans over false memories because there is a lot to take in.

That fan deserves the medal of honor. One small act of kindness saved her life. Our actions can effect others more than we realize. My hope for humanity has been restored a little now. Thank you for sharing her story to the English speaking world. Hopefully, this video is the catalyst to her finally breaking out in the star she's always dreamed of becoming.

@tlk889

Жыл бұрын

I was really bitter at the incident back then. Would've been better to direct my energy to help the victim rather than to argue with haters. Lesson learned.

@pcalix17

Жыл бұрын

Take the second lesson too. A small act of callousness, of hatred, can end a life. Both the good and the bad, no matter how "inconsequential", can change the world around us.

@pauloazuela8488

Жыл бұрын

Done a similar thing to an indie one. Message them privately , didn't know what happened later but she seems to be fine now. I'm not actually a fan either just stumbled upon and went on , I don't know empathy struck me at the time

@jpjfrey5673

Жыл бұрын

@@pcalix17 yeah but ask yourself: does the person acting out hatred care? Nope So to them, it doesn't matter who they hate. It's not their problem Also, newsflash: she is the lucky one. Most people don't give a f about anyone struggling, it's deal with it or drown. Doing a "good" thing is an investment into someone who will never repay you, why do that in the first place

@Avantime

Жыл бұрын

Reminds me of another KZreadr who I personally got into contact with, who I suggested doing a specific Kickstarter to get him and his family out when the Ukraine war happened. At the beginning Russia was steamrolling through Ukraine and everyone thought Ukraine would face a very bloody conflict, and the country began to conscript all young men, and potentially throwing them into the meat grinder.

Was so sad when we couldn't see the succubus can't tell dirty jokes and grow her horn, but not anymore I'm glad Delutaya found a place where she truly belongs! Glad to see everyone supporting her kindly

@nerdbased24

Жыл бұрын

But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.

@iaminsideyourwalls2021

Жыл бұрын

@@nerdbased24 Maybe in an alternate universe that would be the case

@Jixebin

Жыл бұрын

@@nerdbased24 Not all are autotone I think not sure tho

@ChimeraLotietheBunny

Жыл бұрын

Yes

@akira8393

Жыл бұрын

I'm all for her man... hopefully i van buy her official merch one day

I thought she was dead omg 😭. I’m glad she’s doing fine. Thank you for sharing this story.

@phoei..5741

Жыл бұрын

Bruh, give me a mini heart attack for a moment when I saw the video thumbnail... omg💀

@ZenithintheMaking

Жыл бұрын

He is a gaslighter☹️

@jacobmech1

Жыл бұрын

​@@ZenithintheMakingnothing in this thumbnail is gaslighting. Clickbaity maybe but since it is true it's not even that

@mizukihattori9716

Жыл бұрын

It scares me that if it went slightly different than what happened, we could not have seen Delutaya ever again

@Tippy555

Жыл бұрын

@@ZenithintheMaking thats... not what gaslighting means

I still remember how sudden and shocking the news was of her graduation, but I didn't know anything about her after that. I'm glad to hear she's doing better now. I wish her and her mother well.

I am just glad she is doing fine. it sucks that she experienced many ups and downs.

@gameman3981

Жыл бұрын

Well, atleast she experienced "ups", to be fair one has to experience either of them to experience the other.

@apolloisnotashirt

Жыл бұрын

@@gameman3981 exactly, there is no good without the bad, no happy without sad, no hot without cold. Its a whole damn law of conservation.

@shingshongshamalama

Жыл бұрын

It sucks that Cover would rather just brush all this under the rug and pretend none of it ever existed. Fuck the idol industry so fucking much.

@gameman3981

Жыл бұрын

@@apolloisnotashirt Yeah, or as one could also put it, "The law of equivalent exchange."

@apolloisnotashirt

Жыл бұрын

@@gameman3981 yours* sounds more correct ngl

Honestly this is too much, an honest mistake screwed someone over so much

@tlk889

Жыл бұрын

I remember how it went down back then. It was really confusing to the overseas and mainly western audience, cause there have been multiple issues brought up. Hololive didn't have a as strong track record as it does now, so there were doubts about their sincerity, too. Some Japanese antis complained about Aloe talking shit about soem Niji vtubers before as an indie as well. Online, it appeared a lot like a clash of cultures on top of the personal drama. I wish she didn't make the choice to graduate, but then again, I've never been in her situation. It could've been unbearably tough, and getting hate calls in a home with an abusive father and a sick mother was probably way too much to handle, even if it was just one or two calls in total. Thank god she made it through. Hopefully she will find success and ease in the future.

@adrianaslund8605

Жыл бұрын

​@@tlk889 I thought she was forced to quit.

@MYsolomate

Жыл бұрын

With that kind of environment at home .that calls were the last straw. A lot more people wasnt as lucky as her

@tlk889

Жыл бұрын

@@adrianaslund8605 That's how a lot of people in the west saw it back then. The official graduation notice from Hololive claimed something along the lines of them trying to find a solution, but ultimately Aloe decided ending her activities would be the best course of action. Naturally that didn't come across too genuine, not after the suspension. However, given the context in the video and Hololive's solid track record since then, I think it's safe to say there's a good chance that statement was true. Aloe seemed to have been in a rough spot without any sort of harassment, and with her beating herself up over the screwup of her one big chance, it could easily have led to her decision, even if - theoretically - Hololive management would be actively trying to make her vtubing career work after the suspension. Imagine having an abusive father and suddenly he gets a hate call about his daughter... it wouldn't take much to make Aloe's life absolutely miserable if it went on for a while. We'll never know for sure, though, as it always is with these things

@gilgameshlfx7006

Жыл бұрын

​@@tlk889 She wasn't talking shits. She knew the Nijitalents and the actual reason for graduating. And people don't like that.

I’m so glad to hear that her father is finally divorced. It just goes to show how bad parenting can ruin a life. With him gone, she must feel so much safer now

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

that was a huge w for her! that trash human being needed to go asap

@XIANiK.

Жыл бұрын

@@Yiman True

Damn. I always heard people say she’s been doing perfectly well after the whole thing in hololive, I’ve never heard of this story before. I’m glad she got help, world be cruel

It's insane that delutaya managed to get so far to the point she can look back and laugh and joke about her past. She's stronger than she knows and chat has been very supportive since her start as delutaya.

@pbyn153

Жыл бұрын

It is a shame that she never reached the status as one of Holo's idols. It is really heartbreaking to think the what ifs of that situation. It is really sad but seeing her stream again is making me happy. I wish her happiness

Been a long time supporter of Delu and honestly as much as she is doing much better these days, a part of me really wished she was able to remain with Hololive and have that life she really deserved. It has always disgusted me that absolute sh*t bags on the internet just couldn't let go of mistakes made by her and just let it be. I remember Mano's debut stream fondly since she was just so excited to have been given that opportunity as it was a step in making her dreams a reality. Having it be taken away from her due to such pettiness still angers me to no end. Alas her story is just one of many and for Delu to be still with us and at least trying to have a happy life as this new persona & given this 2nd chance, i just wish her all the best and a long prosperous career. So thank you for giving those who don't know the up & downs of Delu a chance to get to know her. She's a special one that for sure.

@PhillyCh3zSt3ak

Жыл бұрын

That, in general, is just antis being antis. We've seen it happen recently with Zaion Lanza and how the internet steamrolled her until she was able to give her side of things through an "intermediary" or the borderline State sanctioned harassment campaign of Kiryu Coco by the mainland Chinese antis or more recently with Pikamee and who she reincarnated into (as it is a current, ongoing drama at this moment in time of posting). What gives these antis so much power is anonymity. There are many studies that show how peoples' attitudes change towards others online when they can't be identified. For example, the long running question of asking someone what they would do if they were invisible or completely unidentifiable, their answers say more about their morals and personal ethics than they may let on.

@whtvrbro6081

Жыл бұрын

@@PhillyCh3zSt3ak Huh, there's a 'clarification' from Zaion? Where can I see it, if you don't mind? I've only seen Niji's statement and circulating rumours, but not from her. And who does Pikamee reincarnates into?

@crimsonitacilunarnebula

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for supporting her hope you're doing well hope she's doing well hope everybody s good ndoing well

@Faylakes

Жыл бұрын

Yeah I really want her on that stage with other holomem especially her gen but maybe this is the way. She's really doing better now and she also have signed a label but I dunno which

@Allen-R

Жыл бұрын

Humans will always Human. (heck, wasn't the Cain thing just him being so petty he killed his bro?)

Bipolar disorder is a type of disorder that affect your mood swings and emotions, it could give you a sudden depression even though you know you're ok.

@ciniapacifica8211

Жыл бұрын

i knew that pretty well because i have that too... and its always screw me over... good thing that she actualy didnt do it.. unlike me who actualy really do it more then 3 times.. and end up Hospitalized.. but then again eh.. nevermind... it all good...

@jqr0z

Жыл бұрын

​@@ciniapacifica8211 I don't know if this would be helpful coming from a stranger but I hope you overcome the challenges you are facing right now. I'm sure you'll find the strength to keep going no matter what and you're doing great trying to keep it together despite everything. Take care!! 😄

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

yes i can't even imagine what that is like, my closest friend has it so i could only empathize w/ ppl that have it

@RyuusanFT86

Жыл бұрын

Yeah that's what I got, it took years to manage and now it's just a mild annoyance.

@Dumbassdore-ix9fk

Жыл бұрын

My sister have it, she doesn't have anyone in her life to help except me. Please tell me how should i help her?

She truly must've had an angel on her shoulder.

@sevirakalau2171

Жыл бұрын

and the angel spoke to her, the comment that gave her the push and direction she needed...

I wasn't ready to tear up. Thank you for sharing the story.

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

thank you for taking the time to watch my vid🙏🙏

@brownmission2430

Жыл бұрын

Me to

@NeostormXLMAX

Жыл бұрын

@@Yimanthe dox happened due to nijiniggers who were angry they got called out

That's so weird. I was just wondering what ever happened to Delutaya and then this popped into my recommendations as soon as I opened KZread. I only knew what happened to her with Hololive so it's disheartening to hear how much worse things were for her in her personal life. I am really happy that she's managed to bounce back and will make sure to check out her music.

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

yes her singing is amazing and im glad this video cleared up some things for you!

Being in that fanbox and not being able to tell other fans anything about her, was really tough man. Really happy for her now. Great work with the video

@gilgameshlfx7006

Жыл бұрын

Antis ain't gonna spend a dime to get upset. That's the whole point of Fanbox in the first place. And she had total control who goes in. So technically even if haters do decided to pay up, she will be able to boot them in a heartbeat.

@zombielizard9383

Жыл бұрын

​@@gilgameshlfx7006 Yeah but what she didn't have in control was the choice of who doxxes her and who doesn't So even if she could moderate those comments on her streams and videos, there was still harassment done from external mediums, and said harassment was not minimum Just be glad that she could move on from that

@gilgameshlfx7006

Жыл бұрын

@@zombielizard9383 The only way to get to her stream back then is through the Fanbox. People need to actually pay to even know when she's going to stream. Haters couldn't get to her because of the Fanbox gatekeeping.

@zombielizard9383

Жыл бұрын

@@gilgameshlfx7006 Oh I didn't know that, thanks But my point still holds, fanbox or not she still got the absurd amount of hate, and in one of her most difficult times of her life too

@kzaanimefan4836

Жыл бұрын

​@@zombielizard9383 why was she hated again?

quick note about bipolar: it never goes away you only get better at managing it, through medication or otherwise.

@fltfathin

Жыл бұрын

Mental condition is the greatest debuff imo, esp because people can't see it. Anyone will help the wheelchaired people cross the road but won't even notice adhd person forgetting something around.

@thedoomtestament4547

9 күн бұрын

Or you can just CTB

i remember making a letter in a website for Delu back in 2020 that was made by fans that absolutely love her. Stay strong del, your time will come where you will shine the brightest and I will be there to watch!

@nerdbased24

Жыл бұрын

But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

whoa that is amazing and we need more kind hearted people like you in this world!!

@okanelover

Жыл бұрын

@@nerdbased24 are you a bot?

Hello everyone just wanted to take this time to thank everyone we viewed and commented on this video. I am frankly overwhelmed from the outpour of support and love. This is a video that I approached with a lot of hesitancy because it is covering many complex topics and its even opening old wounds from past events. However, as someone that advocates for mental health and someone that loves to see a bounce back story, I had to make this video no matter what. If you are currently dealing with a mental health issue, just know you are not alone. Please reach out to your loved ones or if not possible, please seek professional help. *You got this!* Lastly, please go follow @delutaya! It will obviously be hard to understand her streams because it is in Japanese but def check out her music whenever she drops it!!

@kyteurisuke4429

Жыл бұрын

I will add here that she normally has someone do live translation IN the stream and discord

@isaacismail-beigi

Жыл бұрын

Of course! You did a great job covering these topics! I feel like this can actually have some kind of inspiration on other people to keep fighting and pushing forward ^^ And not only is it inspirational but it also brings More people to Delutaya to go show her Love and Support, and thanks to you I'm now one of those people! ^^ 🤍💚💓I'm actually really glad I saw this video and watched it, because now I have a new person to show my Love and Support too! Although to anyone who sees this an answer really would be nice and appreciated, even though Delutaya is Japanese and often speaks Japanese and everything and If anyone knows, Is Delutaya able to speak or let alone understand English at all?? If anyone has an answer to that then please let me know, and thank you! Have a good day everyone, and just as Yiman said.. You Got This ❣^^ ❤💖💗

@FantasiephilosophRaku

Жыл бұрын

Do you plan to make this kinds of Videos with other Vtubers as well? who may had the similar experiences like Delutaya, like when they went down and got back up.

@kigitsune

Жыл бұрын

@@isaacismail-beigi She can read basic English, but her speech is incredibly limited.

@isaacismail-beigi

Жыл бұрын

@@kigitsune Ok got it, I mean as long as she can read English In general then thats all I need because I want to wish her my Best Hopes for her and check on her In some way, and considering last time when I failed trying to use a Japanese Translator for Pikamee when I first knew about her during the Hogwarts Legacy Incident, I don't want to say something in Japanese completely different from what I was originally trying to say. So If she can read my English text and have little to no trouble doing so, then that'll be great and MUCH Easier for me. 👍(I'm planning on checking on her tonight now just seeing the confirmation she can read basic English so I hope it goes well!)

Damn this is a really interesting story you could actually make a movie out of this or even a show, at first when Mano Aloe graduated I wasnt fazed that much as i wasnt and am still not that much into vtubers, i just watch them from time to time. Watching this really does hammer into me that there is a real person behind that avatar, and hearing this story really does remind me that people are shitty, but individual people can truly be golden. I probably wont watch her much but its nice to know shes at a better place than before, i do truly hope she achieves her dream, maybe ill look to donate a few dollars.

@Pain-And-Gain

Жыл бұрын

I hope you gave her a Sub too :)

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

commenting and sharing their vid goes a long way as well! you are a kind soul and wish you all the best!!

When Mano got doxxed online and got harassed everywhere, I was just worried about her... I know a person that young does not have the means to do a safe sail those waters... when I saw the first Delutaya stream, and then another stream months later I cried because I was just soo happy that she made it through, that the internet did not kill her dream. Thanks for the video man!

She sang Happy Synthesizer once, and it forever becomes her theme song in Hololive, that's the power of her voice

@esense9602

2 ай бұрын

Hearing her singing that Happy Synthesizer make me smile with tears. She really love her work bad sadly, it almost took her life...

Sad to see A mistake destroy somebody this much.. Not everyone can be A Kiryu Coco and rebound sadly. Good to see she has grown and is hopefully making enough

@williamcote4208

Жыл бұрын

Sad thing is… since she probably didn’t really have any conversation with Coco, she didn’t receive the same help that Nazuna and Henya had. Because we all know by now that Coco will ALWAYS be there to help her friends out.

@pbyn153

Жыл бұрын

​@@williamcote4208You may never know, if Delu gets noticed by Kson then that may be the spark

@raisofahri5797

Жыл бұрын

@@pbyn153 but kson relations with nazuna will make things more complicated, because nazuna and her have some weird beef going on

I am deeply touched by this story. I am glad she survived her suicide attempt and I hope her life will keep improving.

I love Delu, she is so strong, so talented. I wish she could've stayed Aloe with her friends. But even with all that happened, she's still out there, laughing, creating, pulling thousands of concurrent views. Fight on Delu, we're proud of you, and we love you! 💚🔺

@nerdbased24

Жыл бұрын

But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.

@Mitulaa

Жыл бұрын

@@nerdbased24 Of course, and i wish she'd be still there. Imagine the silly fun with her and Polpol for instance. But what happened, happened 😔

i hope she can one day show up on stage like her dream when joining hololive, if she still have that dream. regardless, i'll send prayer for her who fight through many adversities towards her goal and dreams. may her be blessed in all her current and future endeavor.

@nerdbased24

Жыл бұрын

But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.

@pbyn153

Жыл бұрын

​@@nerdbased24That is what is sad, she was almost there yet her stay didn't last long. Imagine the Holofive together on stage, Delu singing together with NePoLaBo is the biggest what if of Hololive

@raisofahri5797

Жыл бұрын

don't think she will join hololive again it's quite traumatic for her

Damn I genuinely teared up watching this, as someone who read Oshi no ko, her situation reminded me of how Akane was treated on the internet which really pained me so much how similar their situation are. Im really glad that she lived through this, good thing that she had kind fans who came on clutch saving her from doing another suicide attempt

honestly super unfortunate lol, mistakes are dangerous sometimes

@aquacancergames

Жыл бұрын

frankly, all mistakes are dangerous when society witnesses it no matter how small that mistake is, its gonna send 10 years of built up goodwill down the drain

your voice narrating her lifestory made me cry...and as a big man who rarely cry thats fcking impressive

Man, I'm glad you make a video telling all about her story. I always want to support her , but I don't have anything (basically just the thought and prayer all i can do). I just wish her all the best.

@commenter4898

Жыл бұрын

We can all help by making the internet a more welcoming space.

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

you even embodying that kind spirit goes a long way!🫡

I never knew about this talent before watching this, but this story is amazing. She took a load of Ls an her life and now she can start taking some Ws.

holy shit, she's really a strong person, I mean, even despite that suicide attempt, she managed to pull trough this in the end

Are you good man? It sounds like your voice is breaking. Stay strong out there

@danielestrada3390

Жыл бұрын

I mean, who wouldnt be on the verge of tears hearing that?

@dewa1808

Жыл бұрын

i've noticed that too. I never knew that this story is so powerful, even the host who read this script is almost break into tear. Hang in there, brother.

@lop90ful1

Жыл бұрын

@@danielestrada3390 yea that was some strong ass opening whole vibe in my room changed

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

it wasn't an easy video to make forsure! going to take it easy this weekend to reset😅

@ruknot4648

Жыл бұрын

@@Yiman thank you for covering what people call "The Dark side". It's not the dark side, it's life. And please, look after yourself.

Thank you for giving recognition to Delu. For sharing her story. This really feels like an iconic video that will introduce Delu to millions and propel her fandom forward. To all those who have supported her over the years, ARIGATOU!!!!!

I unconsciously cried while watching this video, it was tears of both sadness and joy. I'm not one of her first fanbox fan but I was there at the moment she decided to do her first public live on youtube, she is the strongest woman I ever met, despite going through some cruel things this much, but was able to stand up and keep going. And she was the one who made me decide to learn japanese. The time that bad things happened in my life, I saw her face, I hear her voice, I believe that it's not just me who feels like this. She is the light of mine and many others. And in the end, I believe that this light will go on forever. 💚

@YanoLBP

Жыл бұрын

@Tetra Yeah, it is. I do it sometimes

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

im glad this video spoke to you in some way😊

@nightlockerz1165

Жыл бұрын

Unconsciously 💀💀

If delta sees this video, i would like to appreciate how much she's gone through and how strong she is. Thank you.

i remember she said this too on stream , she's not there that long as aloe, but her fanbase is quite a lot. maybe they know she just doesn't deserve that graduate. she deserves her fame now.

As someone who has been diagnosed bipolar, i can understand the pain one goes through when afflicted. I just want to give her a hug and tell her things are okay.

Really nice job on this one. 👏

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

Really appreicate the super thanks! it was my first one😊

Try not to cry challenge: impossible Thank you for sharing this story, bless this woman and all her endeavors.

Never knew who Delutaya was but because of this I’m going to check her out. You did a great job with this video

@Yiman

Жыл бұрын

yes, go show here a lot of love!!

this is so sad. as someone in a pretty dangerous and toxic environment i really feel for her and it kinda disappoints me that I never heard of her or the things she went through until stumbling across this video. I'm glad she's doing well these days and I can only hope things continue to go well for her.

I was devastated when she graduated all of a sudden. A discord was created called M.A.S.S standing for Manamoto Alliance Support Squad. There a big project was being organized at that time in response to Aloe's graduation many of us wrote messages, created websites, collected tweets and artworks to show to her and hopefully reach her and tell her that we will always be with her and support her no matter what path she has taken. Even if it was a little we were able to save a person's life due to the many efforts that was done. I was a month late discovering her fanbox but it was all worth since we were able to personally convey our support to her. I am proud that she has come a long way and is now doing really well. Unfortunately, I had to stop my subscription due to my own problems but to see her endure and become resilient has given me hope. Thank you for sharing this and giving awareness.

She was and still remains to be my favorite hololive member, i remember being completely entranced by her voice, her design, the way she carried herself, and her unique electronic singing. I never missed a live stream which was a first for me i usually just watch the vods days after. Then her 2 week suspension i checked in every single day to see when she was returning and then later the announcement of her graduation and the wiping of her channel vods made me extremely sad. I've been searching for her again for so long and knowing shes been delta this entire time brings me Joy and the fact that she had to endure so much pain over the years even trying to take her own life i cant help but feel for her being in that same sotuation myself when i was younger. Im so glad she didnt give up and is flourishing now, i wish her the best for everything lots of love Delta

That was really... my english can not describe what i felt by watching her story. Im sad for her and all the Pain she must have lived throu and im so glad that there are people who helped her, even that tree who saved her life. Sometimes it helpes to remember that behind those avatars are real Peopel with reallife struggels who have to endure the same Problems, pain, fear or Illnesses everyone of us could have too (or sadly has). As much as Vtubers can bring Joy in our Lifes, they not always bring Joy in ther owen Life.

Wow I always knew there was one HoloTalent who graduated because she got Doxxed.. but that’s all i ever knew about her. I really wish she stayed in Hololive, she would have been my main favs alongside Towa-sama and AkiRose. That aside, what a Powerful story! The kinds of story you’d hear on Anime and stuff. Big W for the fan who came in clutch with the message. 🙏 glad this video got recommended to me and officially introducing her to me

@nerdbased24

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But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.

thank you for sharing her story, she was the only one of the five that i was not able to see debuting live but i felt more attached to her than the other, the announcement that came later was hard to swallow but i couldn't do nothing. after some time i do not know if was luck or else i discovered that she was still around, knowing that i started searching and in december 2020 i was finally able to meet her again, the first live i joined is still imprinted in my mind it was a rollercoaster of emotions happy to see her but also sadnes for what she went through, the day after with my broken english i writed one message of support to her, i do not know if she has read it or just ignored it but as i writed to her that time she will be my star

@philip2205

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You couldn't do nothing? So you could do something?

@teoteo_rd3625

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@@philip2205 Sorry i Just noticed i made a mistake, obviously i couldn't do anything, the only thing in my and other fans power was to try and support her in the middle of everything that was happening, it would be nice to be omnipotent and change everyone and everything that goes wrong, but until then i'm powerless

I would personally like to thank nature for saving her from her attempts, Green friends look out for each other, I consider Delutaya as my precious Green friend, no matter how shtty life gets for her, I will always be there, I know we will. Let's support her with everything this time.

way back then I wached her debut stream and I loved it, it was really good but for school and work I had to leave youtube and.... the bomb was dropped... I was really sad for her situation and years later scrolling in some random videos I watched a lot o clips o Delta and later I found that delta was aloe, I was so happy that she could came back one more time. I didnt know her situation and Im rally glad that she is improving !! TT^TT I wish her the best in the world Also, thank you for sharing this story :'D

@Yiman

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yes wishing her only the best and its only up from here🙏

@nathanroyer1844

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@@Yiman of course, I wish only the best for her :'D

Bad parenting can make the life of a child a living hell. Good thing she's strong-willed w/ a guardian angel. 🙏🏼

Thank you for making this video. You delivered her story in good pacing & clarity. Can even heard the moved feeling in your voice when passing her messages in the end. Wishing her all the best and strength to keep going on. I will search and follow her.

This legitimately made me cry. thank you.

This is the definition of "a little knowledge is a dangerous thing" as you know some of her story, but then felt the need to make up BS to fill in the gaps, and as such, this video is an insult to her supporters who were there from the start. Firstly, if you actually knew what you were talking about, then you would know she didn't jump from "her apartment building" as you claimed, she lives in a house, not an apartment building. Second, it wasn't ONE fan who saved her and ONE fan who reached out to her. She already knew that overseas fans were sending her messages of support, she knew of their existence, and their efforts during the 2 week suspension. So when she came back to twitter, many fans came to show their support, many stayed silent to not overwhelm her, but there were quite a few who reached out and talked to her - myself included, So no, she didn't think of people as the enemy, and her belief in her fans never waivered for a second, as they had stood by her and supported her throughout. So, when she opened up about her situation, it wasn't ONE fan who reached out to her and then told her about fanbox, because several fans offered support at that time and tried to find ways to help her, including having her use her Amazon Wishlist so she would have the means to eat meals in her room. And what immediately helped her, and improved her situation was the wishlist as that meant she had everything she needed to live in her room without needing to go downstairs. And when fanbox was suggested, this idea was supported by many fans, and she was only initially hesitant because she wasn't sure how it might work as she wasn't able to 'create content' at the time, of cause people said that didn't matter, but someone suggested she could make journal / dairy entries, and the rest is history. Because the way Fanbox works, it was always going to be something that would help long term, but wouldn't help immediately, whereas the wishlist filled that gap, and right from the start there were a few hundred people who were supporting her however they could. There was no one lone mythical fan that saved her, it was FANS

This was very well made, and what a great finish with that quote. I only got into VTubers late last year and never followed up on her after the whole Hololive debacle, not familiar with her current identity, and assumed the best because of comments saying that she got right back on her feet. It's rough hearing what she went through, but seeing that she's still pushing onward in spite of her hardships and mental illnesses, it's definitely a story worth telling. I hope things only get better for her.

Thank you for making this video. I've always been a fan of her. I just didn't have a lot of time watching her stream that often so thank you so much for making this. And to all those who's always cares for her, thank you very very much. o7

nice video bro im about to cry. Thanks for sharing this tragedy but miracle story and your voice is so intriguing btw :)

What a powerful story 👏🏾 😢. It's also shows just how terrible and ugly humanity is, and yet encouraging and compassionate people who actually care and reach out to someone in need. Caring and compassionate people never boasts about how great they are, actions speak louder than words🤟🏿😤.

@Yiman

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yin and yang, there will always be good out there no matter how horrible things get!

I'm glad she managed to bounce back from such a difficult situation and hope her future can shine brighter than ever

Thank you for this video, I never knew it was this bad 😢 Especially thank you to these fans that helped her, I watched some of her streams and she's killing it

Oh man... This is a really great video. I like the narration and how you tell the story with utmost respect. It feels weird knowing that someone could actually go through stuff like this, especially when plenty of people normally only see these types of situations in TV shows.

All the strength to her... I'm glad her life is getting better now.

I have been avoiding commenting on this video but recently something has forced me to comment. To all of those who are supporting Delutaya, thank you from the bottom of my heart. However, please refrain from mentioning the content of this video to Delu. There has been quite a few people that have been commenting about this video and situation on Delu's streams. I know you all mean well and your hearts are in the right place; but again please do not bring up these topics as it is a painful subject for Delu and can bring down her mood. With all that said, I am personally not a fan of this video as it is riddled with inaccuracies or flat out wrong information; specifically the part about the one fan. I do not wish to dissect all the issues this video had in the comments section as I'm sure the creator was working with what they had or found and tried to piece together what they could even when it was incorrect. One thing is true and that is Delu has had a extremely tough life and went through some extremely depressing events. Thank you all for showing your love and support to Delu. If you wish to support her even further than please check into her FANBOX. Delu also has a extremely active Discord server that keeps up to date with all the latest information (corrects the errors this video has), live stream translations and even notification pings for when she goes live. I won't post the links here because I believe it is rude to comment links on another persons video. Both links can easily be found on Delu's channel. Thank you for taking the time to read this and once again; thank you for showing support to the most wonderful and talented girl in the world, Delutaya.

I’m so glad that she is doing much better now!! It’s sad to hear about what she had to go through but thankfully everything’s alright now!

This is so sad and touching 😢😭😭😭 I'm glad she got through all of the hard times that she had I hope she have a better life onwards 🍀🍀🍀 wishing u good health and happiness Delutaya U are a strong person if u have already overcome so much u can believe in urself more that u are a strong person and no matter what there will be more fans that care for u

Her story Hit to home because like I struggled with Bipolar too , now she shine truly like an emerald . Forever Gen 5

As one of her supporters i’m happy that she’s getting more support lately. She’s stronger now

Thanks for the video i had no idea about all the stuff she went through to get where she's at now its sad to see people try to tear a person down for no good reason.. I hope she finds some success in life she's a nice person i've been to her streams a few times glad she found someone to help her when she was at a low point in her life..

great video, was always rooting for her but didn't know a lot of the details of her health. thanks for sharing and I wish her the best

Damn. This one really hit home. I think the description sums this one up really well as "tragic but beautiful." While she definitely struggled and did things that could've ended horrifically, it is so inspirational and triumphant in a sense in the fact that she was able to push through and find a place of stability, and it's nothing short of wonderful to see she's doing well. I honestly didn't know the full extent of Mano/Delutaya's story, so this video was very helpful in that regard and hopefully helps other people to jump on the support train for Delutaya.

Damn...I didn't expect this to be how I discovered how she is doing now...quite tragic, but I'm happy she made a comeback in the end!! Ngl, thou, this makes me all the more worried about people I follow and admire online that show signs of struggle, specially when they disappear, but also motivates me to further share kindness!! You never know when a simple act of empathy or support can mean so much and even save a life!!

I am both happy and sad for her and wish I have heard about it before. This is one of the most tragic stories of the vtuber communities and also luckily for the world it did not ended in tragedy. Thank you for sharing this story in your unique and beautiful way. It was a roller coaster that left a glimpse of positivity at the end. Gonna stay tuned for more content from you and Delutaya.

I just wanna hug her ;_; what an incredible person to be able to push through all if that and claim her well deserved crown.

GOSH I SAW HER DEBUT!!!! I DIDN'T KNOW SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS.... Didn't understand why everyone supported her..Thank you for telling this beautiful story!!!! I'm crying right now😭

I was an early sub to her pic fanbox, and still am. I was glad to be able to support her, even if it wasn't with much

@Yiman

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you are amazing and thanks for supporting Delu from behind the scenes!!

Nice to hear that she is doing good but all those painful events she faced is very inspiring I hope we can follow

It's good to know that she is doing well and thank you for the update. I didn't know about her channel! (I'm always late)

aaa this was such a great video!!

@Yiman

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Thank you so much for watching my video and commenting😊

I really glad she's doing great, kinda know her around last year (yes, someone mentioned that she's Mano), yeah, humanity isn't dead yet

Wow this hit hard as someone in a similar family situation like delutaya and suffering from depression this oddly inspiring. I crying right from watching but seriously thank for sharing this ❤

It’s horrible that she had to go through all of this hardship and pain I’m glad to hear she’s doing better now I hope the best for her l. I catch her streams here and there they are great

I never knew this Vtuber but hearing her heart breaking story made me cry😭 I'm glad that she is ok now and doing great

Jesus christ.... Now im in shambles thinking about her genmates being able to keep it together when this all went down. 7 story building is like almost a guaranteed fatal jump and the fact that a tree saved her life from it is no short of a blessing. God bless whatever was at work there.

I'm happy she is getting better she was my 1st vtuber i watched when i just learned Japanese and still one of my favs didn't know how she was going before this vid so thanks for making it.

....yeah got a little teared eye by the end. What a sad story that actually had a happy ending, i wish her only the best

This is so sad. She has it pretty tough. I'm so happy that she trusted that one guy and I'm so happy she's still in this fight. Bless the fans with their golden hearts. I can only hope that things will continue to climb for her

I had no idea it got this bad. Glad to hear she's doing better now!

Thank you Yiman. Really a fantastic video. And, i think he was emotional. You could hear Yiman almost crying at the end of the video (near 8 mins and to the end)

@Yiman

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it wasnt an easy video to make, thats forsure!

Thank you for this video, I had no idea how much she's suffered, and how much she's now on the path to making her hopes and dreams a reality. Bless you.

I'm so fucking proud to have seen her battle and overcome the hell she's endured I hope with all my heart she achieves her dream, those antis will never be forgiven by me

with oshi no ko episode 6 coming out today, this is way too well timed of a video

holy didn't expect that story. thank you for the efforts of sharing this

Thank you for let us know her story. It's cheers me up some how. I'm also have very bad deprssion and anxiety. Her story makes me think maybe there is hope somewhere. Thx.

I remember the sudden Aloe graduation killed a lot of my motivation that day because she was the only holo member that peaked my interest. It sucks that these petty idol purist won't let go of her past post. The thumbnail did gave me a heartatrack

The universe decided it wasn’t her time to go. Glad I’m subscribed to her already and I’m fully gonna support her from here on out. Now to wait for an anime based off this

This is beautiful and healing to watch. It means so much thank you

she’s so strong, i wish her nothing but the best now and going forward🥺🙏

Let's do our best to support her.

I'm never a fan of vtuber and believed that they are all fake fanservice tools. But after watching your videos shining lights on the people, the passion, determination and hardwork, the humanity and compassion behind every vtuber out there that I now find myself deeply in love with vtuber streams. I found my true love for anime culture and everything both the fun and the feels around it. Thank you for being awesome!

Didn't know this story before. You covered it perfectly. You reading the quote at the end gave me shivers. Lit

This video really hit me and opened my eyes a little wider about the harsh realities in this world... Thank you for the video