Losing a fur baby is never easy, no matter how old you are... but it's the last act of kindness that we can do 💛

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Very very true xx

Oh Tina I'm going to cry too. Losing a family member is never easy, whether it's human or animal. I hope you can all be kind to yourselves.

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you xxx

Also, please the snippett at the end of blue dog talking. Precious memories 🥰 xx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

So very very precious. Definitely grateful of iCloud for storing so many pictures and videos xx

Cried through most of this (menopausal !). I have had to make this decision far too many times (including with foster ponies). It doesn’t get easier. Big hug to everyone

Your amazing. Having pony fun is just what you need. It’s ok to laugh as well as cry. I try to look at the funny and loving times

I have tears in my eyes it is never easy kissing someone you love human or animal because they are our family. My deepest condolences. ❤️

We lost our dog 3yrs ago and the heartbreak is so real. Even today, I tear up and that lump in my throat returns. Sending lots of love ❤️

So sorry about Blue Tina thinking of you 💙 They are so so precious xxx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Katie xx

Ah Tina, it’s without a doubt the hardest decision to ever have to make. Just remember you gave him the most amazing life, and that awful to make decision means that he didn’t have to suffer or live in pain. He’ll be saying thank you to all of you from beyond the rainbow bridge. It can help to keep busy, don’t ever feel like you’d be judged x x

Tina never feel bad about being upset in a vlog. Blue dog was one of your fur babies and you all loved him very much. xx

We will always appreciate your vlogs Tina 💖 even when you don't feel like filming you always do what will please us all. You are such an inspiration 💗💗

@JenniferJCouch

2 жыл бұрын

Ditto!

I barely knew Blue Dog and what I did know of him was virtual, but even I feel very sad, so no doubt, your entire household is absolutely heartbroken right now. He was just gorgeous and so so sweet. I take solace knowing that he's had the best of everything for his whole life and that he was so well loved by Winston, Rob and you and likely others. Just because you get emotional doesn't mean you aren't strong. You are so strong and I have no doubt that you offered Rob and Winston the kindest, best support. I'm glad that you were able to go out and have some pony fun! You deserve it! And great footage of Cameron having fun on his majesty!

Well that got me 😥 I'm so sorry Tina 😞 it's never easy and as heartbreaking when it's an animal that's for sure . Love your vlogs highs and lows. Amazing footage of Cameron on Banksy such a brilliant ridder and Banksy looked fab definitely enjoyed himself. Lot's of love Tina xx

Loss is what we risk when we love; your entire household is trying to find a new normal with one missing. I put a household member to sleep last October & I still look for her. Hugs to all of you. And I love Banksy's style!

Aww Tina I know exactly how you feel! All the love to you and rob xx rest easy blue boy xxx

Loosing our fur babies is heartbreaking. We love you during the good and bad times Tina. Don’t ever feel the need to apologise. 💞

Good luck for your cycle challenge Tina. I hope all your fans support you when you need it most. Such a worthy cause. If all subscribers gave just a pound, imagine how much you could raise! Love your videos, don't change a thing xxx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Aaawwww thank you so much and so very true!! I will share the link in my next video so fingers crossed 🤞 xx

Loosing a pet is so so so hard. It’s loosing a family member. Just remember you have given them the best life you could of possibly given him. We love you Tina 💜💜💜💜 sending lots of hugs to everyone

The pain never leaves but eventually the memories and smiles outweigh that pain 4 years since I had to make that choice. But blue boy will always be in your memory❤️❤️ have fun in the fields over the rainbow bride blue boy xx

oh my word sobbing with you Blue was loved and his paw prints will always be on your heart , sending you a huge hug xxx

I'm so sorry Tina. And of course to Sam and the family too. Especially after what happened with Bear and Meg everything seems to have crashed down after Badminton. Sending lots of love xx

And just wanted to say that I have always found going out (hack or outing with friends) with my horses has been the best medicine for helping with a loss or any time I am upset. I think your decision to let Cameron ride was smart…getting out reminds us to change gears and gently grieve while continuing to live. Condolences to you and Rob.

I lost my beloved whippet Jim 2 years ago. The vets sent me a pack of poppy seeds and every year when they come up I say Jim's poppies are here. I miss my little boy so so much but I'm just so glad I had him in my life. Sleep well blue boy and love to you Tina - carry on being you as we all understand how you are feeling. Lots of love from Liz in Lancashire xxx

So sorry to hear your sad news, blue dog was very much loved ❤️💙 Banksy looked amazing with Cameron 🐴x

So sorry for the loss of your sweet Blue boy! I know how much you, Robbie, and Winston loved him and that you made the best decision for him. Thank you again for sharing your life with us even when it is so hard. Real life is tough and I appreciate you staying real with us. What a beautiful ride from Cameron and wonderful comments about your sweet Banksy boo. Take good care of yourself as you grieve and know that we are all here sending so much love and hugs your way!

Oh Tina I’m so so so sorry about Blue, I know how you feel💙💙 Sending you big big hugs, I will be thinking of you❤️ Even though you are upset about Blue you still make a video for us, you are such an inspiration to all of us! I loved seeing Cameron ride Banksy

We love you, Tina. From the State of Tennessee across the pond. A beautiful vlog.

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Aaawwwwww Thank you so much!xx

Completely understandable and relatable. Big hugs ❤️❤️

Omg that video of blue at the end hahahaha it made me so happy ❤️❤️ treasure these amazing memories, and know you meant as much to him as he did to you

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you Kirsten I will 💙

Oh Tina, condolences to all of you (especially Winston!) I know Blue had a lovely life with you all. We never get long enough with our best friends!

Lots of Love Tina to you and your family xx I know what it is like 🥰

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Appreciate that Karen xx

Big hugs. It’s heartbreaking to lose a fur baby especially when you have to make the hard decision to do what’s right for them. 😢

I am so sorry my darling never easy loosing any animal they are family members. Look at your beautiful boy your right to be proud of him much love

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you xxx

I’m so sorry to hear about blue dog 💖 he had a wonderful life with you 💖 sending my love to you and your family 💖 xx loved watching Cameron and banksy 💖 xx Thanks for being honest with everyone 💖 xx

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Sending you so much love Tina, to you all and Sam, bless him. Cameron looked great on Banksy and Sir Banksy looked so handsome and fit.

Awe, Tina I'm so very sorry about Blue Boy. You are all in my thoughts

Big hugs Tina, fly high Blue! 🥰🌈

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

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Remember that one never forgets bad experiences but with time it gets overwhelmed with good ones. So go and have got times and life goes on.

I am so sorry for you loss with blue and I am sending my love, it’s sadly a part of owning these animals. You are so dedicated with your job and even though you have been through this you can still put out a vlog. Also Banks looked epic west Cameron was riding him. 💙💙

Watching Banks and Cameron is such a Joy. It will get better but it is devastating when it's time to let them go. 🐴

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Didn’t they look incredible together, made me very proud xx

So sorry about the loss of your Blue Boy. The circle of life sure can hurt, but then bring happiness, as well.

Sorry for your loss Tina we all are here for you and love you xxx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you emma xx

Tina I just want to say that I am so sorry to hear your sad 😭 news about loosing blue. I'm glad to see you back again to blogging again. R.I.P Blue you will be so missed but never forgotten. Sending lots of hugs tina and I hope you pull through this difficult time that you and rob are currently going through

Dearest Tina, One of the truest aspects of your vlogs is that.... you are Human. A senative, caring Human. You are not alone with the issues crossing your path of late as you mentioned. I too have come to the time of putting down my beautiful gelding. I had his Mum for 30 years before that time came when she was 36 years. old. It's never easy but with time and beautiful memories we heal. Love the lessons with Cameron. Boy Banski was awesome with the jumps! He is an awesome horse! Many hugs to you Tina. Condolences to you, Rob and Winston with the loss of Blue. Stay safe. 💙🐎😎

XO about sweet blue, it's so painful to lose them :( BUT what a lovely series of compliments from Cameron!

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you, I am so glad I still went and Cam schooled him as it was lovely to witness 💙

Big hugs 🤗 losing a beloved pet is just the same as losing a human family member. Knowing when to say goodbye is the last act of kindness that we can show our best friends... be kind to yourself ❤ run free over the rainbow bridge Blue 🌈 xx

Clips of blue boy made me cry, such a strong beautiful intelligent dog.He will wait for you in heaven Tina and then you will meet again, till that time he's right by your side. Alwaysxx

RIP Blue 💙 Much love to you Tina & all the family. Our 4 legged (or 2-legged) pets are family. Condolences on the loss of your sweet Blue. Thank for your honesty & also for your bravery sharing that fab video of Cameron riding Banksy. Carrying our grief & pressing on with life is tough & takes a great deal of strength. Take great pride in how amazing your Banksy is doing - he is one powerful & talented horse. Everyone is different & we each have our own journey thru life. Enjoy each day. Your vlogs will undoubtedely bring you such comfort as you look back and reflect on your life & enjoy the immense blessing of seeing those whom you love & who love you. Be kind to yourself Tina, you are strong, kind & brave. Much love🤗x

Big hugs from Australia. Still cry about my dog sometimes and it's been a couple of years. By still going, you were still supporting Emily even though your heart was breaking. Cameron is such a charming person, that he was able to bring some sunshine to such a sad day.

Sorry to hear about this Tina. Sending love to you and your family x

I feel for you, unfortunately I am dealing with putting an animal down later this month. I have her for a little longer and spoiling her rotten right now. Wishing a peaceful week.

Loosing a family member is never easy and the pain stays with u but loosing an animal in my opion is so hard as they can never tell u about the pain and wanting to say 'enough now' .....all we can do is love them! T I feel your loss and as a grown man I shed a tear about blue 😢...grab a smile

Thank you for sharing even tho you didn't want to. Wow Cameron did a great job in bankies lessons, Was so love when Cameron said banks was one of the best horses he's ridden. RIP BLUE DOG LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY. 💙💙💙💙💙

Even with guinea pigs who have much shorter lives you get like this, Tina. Hugs.

Sending love and hugs Tina 🙈😢❤️ can’t imagine the start of this vlog was easy but we do love you so much for all you share ❤️❤️

Sending you lots of love to you and your family through this difficult time 💞 Blue Boy is looking down on you wagging his little tail saying mommy don't be sad as I will always be with you in spirit 🤗 and he loved you lots and lots as you gave him the best life a doggo could ask for, filled with lots of love, fun and adventure. Be strong

Sending you the biggest hug, Tina ❤️

I’m late to watching this but thought I’d share a lovely story about losing a dog that I read many years ago and etched itself into my memory. There was a boy who had a doggo best friend. They did everything together but the dog was old and one day got sick. The vet had to be called out and a decision was made to put the dog down. The parents along with the vet talked about how unfair it was that dogs lived so much shorter than humans and they could never understand why this was the case. The boy surprised them all by saying he knew why it was this way. Then he said “We are put on this earth to learn how to be good. But dogs were already good so they don’t have to stay as long as we do” It was a story I will always remember.

Aw Tina, my heart is aching with you 💜 don’t ever be ashamed of showing your emotions, part of the healing process is sharing our feelings and allowing ourselves the time to grieve, which in turn then allows the wonderful memories to shine bright. The decisions we make as animal parents can be the most heart wrenching ones of our lives. You are a wonderful lady and I enjoy watching your equestrian journey, both you and Ems have such a wonderful friendship, which shows through in your vlogs, I follow both of you. Sending you much love, light and healing 💕 xx

Sending you and yours lots of love and light Tina. You made the right decision you brave girl. Your other dog will know bless you. Take care of you all love the Bester's X.

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Nikki xxx

RIP Blue💔 It’s always hard to lose and pet and you’re allowed to grieve, I still grieve over my horse that I lost suddenly last year. It gets easier when you know it was the right time as I’ve had dogs PTS when they where old and sick and when you know they’ve had a long and happy life it gets easier…hugs to all❤️❤️

I personally never expect you to be happy and smiley all the time. We want you to be who you are and how you’re feeling at that moment. We will meet you where you’re at because we care about you! I’ve been experiencing a lot of grief lately too and I have found it important to stay busy, so absolutely no judgment here. We will remember Blue boy alongside you. xx

So sorry hearing about this Tina. Can really relate with how your feeling. Lost both ny grandparents within 4 weeks of each other. Keep smiling xx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

It sucks doesn’t it, thank you tho xx

Oh boy that intro made me cry. You're such a sweet soul. You love your animals like I do, like they're family. It's the way it should be, but boy it's hard when you lose them.😭 Hugs to you!💗💗💗

So sorry for your loss of Blue - so sad and so feel for you. Thank you for posting know how difficult - Loved watching Cameron ride - boy is he good - his body is so balanced which makes Banksy so balanced and beautiful!!

Aweee Tina so sorry blue has gone to doggie heaven, our animals are precious to us stay strong for all your other animals and you’ll be alright. This clip with Cameron jumping Banksy is brilliant he’s an excellent horseman, rider and teacher with a beautiful personality and most of all he’s fun. I noticed Banksy had his ears pricked forward all the time he was jumping this vlog was very good just the first bit been a bit sad.tfs.😎🏇😎

So sorry Tina. Sending lots of love to you and the family. 💜🤍

You are allowed to feel sad and cry… we are so sorry for your loss. I find the good memories do start to take over eventually but it is never easy. It is so good to see you have some love around you to help💞

Crying along with you. Praying peace and fun for u all. Thanks for sharing.

Oh Tina ;( with great love comes great grief.One cannot exist without the other .big hugs

I’m so sorry Tina! Sending lots of love to you and your family!

I’m so sorry for your loss. Please care for yourself!! There’s nothing wrong with shedding tears on line!! Love you to bits

Sending lots of love and hugs. I lost my Grandpa 3 weeks ago and then had to put my pony to sleep the week later! I still miss them loads and it is so difficult to be without them but your vlog really helped me, thank you! Xxx

I’m so sorry Tina It really sucks when things like this happen😭😢😢

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Doesn’t it’s just ~ thank you xx

aw Tina, they are our soulmates, go gently with yourself. and you never need to be 'up' when you're not feeling it; grief is beautiful in its own way, it means we loved so deeply. and this is why YT beats TV any day.. people being real. Thank you for sharing your beautiful self with us xxx

We love you Tina!! Thanks for just being you and always sharing life the way it comes. Tell Robbie we all send our love!

So sorry about Blue. It IS really hard losing a pet. The longer you have them the harder it is I find. I dred the day when my old cat won't be here any more. We spent 19 years together thus far and he has artrithis in his hocks. Every day I get to have him with me is special. Of course you're not your usual happy bubbly self. As I said losing a pet is tough. Lovely seeing Cameron on Banksy, the smiles on both of their faces was great to see.

Oh! I'm so sorry to hear this Tina, Rob and Winston - you gave Blue the best life! You must know that. Your mum is right - 'to have loved and lost is better than to have not loved at all.'

Much love to you and your family over the loss of Blue, he seemed like a sweet boy and a loyal friend to all in the family.

We’re all human. I lost my lurcher boy almost 4 years to the day and it’s nearly 3 years since saying goodbye to my big mare at 26 and even after all this time I’m dreading it because I still find it so hard to relate to the fact that I’ll never hack her again or never have a new story about her antics - there were many. My point is, we all go through human emotions and we all loose loved ones. Never feel guilty for discussing or feeling upset. We all know and understand. I’m so very sorry for your loss, remember those good times, I’m sure there are so many! X

@JenniferJCouch

2 жыл бұрын

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I'm so sorry to hear about blue boy. Sending my love to you and rob and robs dad and also to sam sam xx

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you xxx

So sorry for the loss of your gorgeous Blue. Really feel for you. I've been there 4 times and it's tough. Hard on the other dog too. Super lesson for you and Banks 🤗

Tina, I'm so very sorry for your loss. It bloomin well hurts like hell. We lost our special boy in November which was unexpected. They become such a special part of your family, as does any family pet. When they leave us, it leaves a huge hole. Just keep reminding yourself that you gave him such a good life with endless love & cuddles. ❤️

Tina you are such a wonderful brave vlogger. Thank you for showing this ❤.

I'm so so sorry Tina, my heart goes out to all of you. they aren't just a pet, they are our family. Give Sam lots of cuddles and I'm sure he will give you cuddles too. thinking of your and your family in your time of grief

Tina I am so sorry for your loss. Be true to yourself, you are a lovely and kind hearted woman and do not be hard on yourself.

so sorry for your loss - they are such an amazing part of our lives. wish they could live longer but the memories you have made over the years will stay with you forever.

Glad you posted this Tina, big hugs to you, you wonderful, wonderful person x

Oh hun, keep your chin up and remember you had his best interests at heart which is always our priority as owners. On a more positive note, Banksy looks like he had so much fun with Cameron.

so sorry for your recent losses 😢❤️ blue will miss you all dearly xx reall ye nice to have a real vlog too !! loved the video as always 🫶

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Millie xx

Going to see Cameron on your sad day kept you from thinking sad thoughts for short while and no one should blame you for that Tina. I also saw my husband in floods of tears when we lost out 15 year old collie. Very sad time for you buy keep those memories of Blue boy close to you and you will get through this. Lots of love.

Oh Tina 💛 they'll break your heart. Thinking of you and yours, rest easy blue boy 💕

@LifeontheLeftRein

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Josey 💙

Cameron is an utter star and Banks shines in his hands. Honestly girl, you have to know that all living things come to their end and that you have given your animals the very best of everything. They were deeply lucky to have you as you them. Celebrate them and then bring your sparkle back for your animals and family. They are sad because you are sad. Keep on keeping on.. Oh and husbands are the biggest softest lumps when it comes time for goodbyes. I had to take all of ours. He was always in bits. You will always love each and everyone of your animals and for that your heart will grow stronger in love and in the losses.

So very sorry to hear your sad news. It is devastating losing any pet and you will have a huge void in your heart and home. Take care

Thank you for sharing..Great to see Cameron ride whilst all the time focusing on how to improve your ability to get the best out of Banksy. I have a very elderly dog,so seeing your courage in deciding when to say farewell, gives me Strenght and courage that I can do the ultimate right thing for my best most faithful friend when the time comes. Thank you

Big, big hugs from across the pond. Losing family is one of the hardest things to go through. Bless your heart for sharing with us strangers on the internet. Ugh now I'm crying!

Oh 😢 I hate to see you so sad. He will be in your heart always 💙

Oh Tina, never feel bad about having emotions, we really do understand. You gave me a few tears remembering the fur babies I have lost. We love you and all of your family & never mind sharing your ups & downs. If we did we wouldn’t be part of your online family. Please again take care & don’t ever feel bad to share with us. Banksy did really well with Cameron & I think that Cameron really enjoyed it to. Try & remember the good times you shared with Blue 🥰💕

Dont apologise. You are a loving, caring, soft soul. Our furry friends, are only lent to us, but they will be with us forever. Animals deserve to be grieved too. Sending all our love.xxxxxx

i really hope your okay tina we all love you so much cameron rode banksy so well he’s a great rider. i’m so so so sorry about blue dog everyone is here for you and we love you so much take care honey🤍