The Death Of My Twin

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Not many people knows I once had a twin. This is the Story about her and how she died.
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  • @mekaylaharlan5842
    @mekaylaharlan58426 жыл бұрын

    I had a twin. He was my best friend. We grew up best friends until he passed away, and I wake up sometimes and I'll look for him. I still can't believe he's gone and it's been a very long time.

  • @kerryweeks8765

    @kerryweeks8765

    4 жыл бұрын

    I also had a twin she died when she was born

  • @jxn0010
    @jxn00106 жыл бұрын

    My fraternal twin sister died At 33 i would do anything to have her back I miss her so terribly bad it truly felt like part of me has been ripped out

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    jxn.. I am so sad for you. My twin died 13 years ago and yes a part of me has been ripped out. Just tragic.. and only another twin can know the depth of your pain. xox

  • @tarvalieevans6281

    @tarvalieevans6281

    3 жыл бұрын

    My moms twin just passed away. What can I do for her to recover?

  • @jadawhite7991
    @jadawhite79916 жыл бұрын

    My twin brother, Jalen, died of cocaine overdose in the womb. I was born 3 months early. I miss him even tho I’ve never met him.

  • @crystallinawoy3432

    @crystallinawoy3432

    4 жыл бұрын

    So sorry my twin died very early too and I always feel like a part of me is missing

  • @patriciaoliver9285

    @patriciaoliver9285

    2 жыл бұрын

    sorry for your loss - but your survival, 3 mos. early was miraculous! And now you live to tell your story & his.

  • @qiuwbr091
    @qiuwbr0916 жыл бұрын

    No one said to me- "You will see her again in heaven." It would have helped I think. I miss mine too. God bless you.

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    Maturity.. My identical twin died in 2005. The only thing that gets me by is knowing that I will see her in Heaven. Let me be the first to tell you that you will see your twin in Heaven. xoxo love a twin who cares.

  • @vaishalirawat4188

    @vaishalirawat4188

    3 жыл бұрын

    You surely will, so will I and every one who lost a twin!! But until then, lots of strength to you!! ♥️

  • @CharlottesWeb27
    @CharlottesWeb276 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin in the womb too. Not a day passes without me missing her and wishing she was here. Hugs xxxx

  • @lis2482

    @lis2482

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same! That's really hard to live with that ( sorry if my English is bad, I'm not English)

  • @hoperasplicka1619

    @hoperasplicka1619

    2 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin in the womb to he was a stillborn at 21 weeks I was born at 24 weeks and 5 days.

  • @joyjoy9521

    @joyjoy9521

    Жыл бұрын

    Omg I thought I was the only one. My twin brother pass when we was 3 months old and not a day pass I don’t think of him. I get emotional on our birthday. People always says they don’t understand me n y I miss someone I don’t know. They don’t understand when u a twin is always going to be something missing from u. Especially knowing u was a twin.

  • @isaiahramires
    @isaiahramires6 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin too I cry every day and I am lonely

  • @renman7694

    @renman7694

    6 жыл бұрын

    i was an identical twin, until my brother got hit by a fucking car.. this was 4 years ago almost 5, and im still trying to make sense of life... its tough i feel your pain man :((

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    My twin died in 2005 and I think about her 24/7... I am sorry for your loss Isaiah.. xox ..sigh.. I's not easy.. Trust me.

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    Artssii.. I am so sorry .. I feel your pain. My identical twin died in 2005 and I feel like I died also. The only solace I have is that I know that I will see her again in Heaven. xo

  • @gachatube5016

    @gachatube5016

    6 жыл бұрын

    I know it sucks my twin died and I want to kill myself honstely

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    FunnyProductions...I am so sorry .. Tragic loss that others ( besides twins) understand . ((HUGS)) I'm seeing a therapist who is a twin who lost a twin and is has really helped.

  • @mzs458
    @mzs4586 жыл бұрын

    I lost my sister too, I always wish that she could come back and be with me but that is not gonna happen and I know and I have to come to terms with that.... my sister would have been 20 now but she didn’t make it ... may god bless her soul

  • @lawrianemariota5832
    @lawrianemariota58326 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin in my mommys tummy too and everyday I miss my twin and I wish he or she was here with me

  • @ArtByArja
    @ArtByArja6 жыл бұрын

    i have the same story! They didnt tell me until i was around 7 years old..but I always knew that i was suppose to have a twin! I was always so scared as a child, insecure, scared(idk why) until they decided to tell me I'm a twin! I still feel very half, i guess i always will. Im happy someone shares the same thoughts as me :)because when i try to explain my feelings, they just say its weird cuz i never met him..but i feel like hes a part of me :(

  • @sukuntee

    @sukuntee

    3 жыл бұрын

    What you’re feeling is really very normal--I’m discovering just recently. For myself!! I been thinking of my loss as of lately. My twin died at birth. I remember having this painful desperate desire for a sister, but didn’t understand why. It was a year after having confessed this to my mom she finally told me….im in my 30s now and trying to find resources of of anything I cam get to understand myself and my loss. I never physically met her but is this painful desperate experience. I miss her and want her back. The reality is, you were created WITH your twin. You began life together. And your twins death was a truama that occurred, and your first introduction to life was death. If you watch other videos of “womb twin survivors” story you will realize we all experience that deep loss. You aren’t weird or strange. The connection with our twin is soo dang special. Im sorry if i made you are reading this and I made you cry. Im in this earl season of understanding the death of my sister and properly have inner healing in this area. Reading your comment triggered me bc I feel the same as you. Ppl thought my over sensitivity or depression was awful and would avoid me. Tell me to get over it and believe I have a beautiful life-i didn’t realize i was still grieving her death even still.. anyways bless you❤️❤️❤️

  • @AmericanDaigo

    @AmericanDaigo

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sukuntee long story short, God revealed to me and confirmed it that I started out life as a twin in the womb. makes sense why I felt the way I did. I know my twin went to be with Jesus.

  • @Adrian-ig4jp
    @Adrian-ig4jp6 жыл бұрын

    I had same experience. I knew there was another space in home. Space that belongs to someone else. Ive been sufferin for 25 years and finally it was true. My mother lost a baby 3 months before me. I always felt it would be a girl cause i was lookin for a girl, not a girlfriend, other kind of love/familiar one. Now im in grieving process, suffering, crying, etc as if i had lost a sister now. The sister that i was looking for 25 years. Givin her the recognition she deserves.

  • @oliviaprincevaughan7017
    @oliviaprincevaughan70176 жыл бұрын

    Don’t worry your not alone I was a triplet in the womb but they both died and I was the only one who survived and I was born early a 34 weeks I was in ICU for 4 months as I was born with aromac llemo syndrome a thing that makes the windpipe close up today i am happy and healthy but I miss my two identical sisters and my mum has not been able to conceive since so I’m a only child 🧒 but I still go one.I only found out I was a triplet when I was 8 and I broke down in to tears.Today I am ME!

  • @oliviaprincevaughan7017

    @oliviaprincevaughan7017

    6 жыл бұрын

    John C. That is Sad However at least you survived.

  • @user-yy6fr7bp9d

    @user-yy6fr7bp9d

    6 жыл бұрын

    olivia princevaughan I was supposed to have a twin sister but she died in the womb my mom also had a lot of miscarriages b4 me and my twin sister were supposed to be born she was going to give birth to a twin of girl but they died and I had to spend a couple months in the hospital because I was born blue :(

  • @oliviaprincevaughan7017

    @oliviaprincevaughan7017

    6 жыл бұрын

    Cesar Martinez I am sorry for your lose, I did not say this in my comment but I have CF:Cystic Fibrosis It is a lung disease. I am currently in hospital because of my CF it makes me feel like I miss my sisters more every time I go to hospital. Just accept your lose and it will make you feel better, but deep down make a piece of your heart devoted to your dead twin as he/she was part of you many years ago.

  • @chidera5730

    @chidera5730

    2 жыл бұрын

    SAME!! I was a triplet in the womb as well but both of them passed and I’m an only child with stepsiblings but have you ever felt the need to still consider your self a triplet?

  • @Mexinator127
    @Mexinator1276 жыл бұрын

    I hadn’t known until my early twenties, I understand how my mother was upset about it and didn’t want to speak about, it did answer allot of questions. I felt something was missing, I felt a need of having more female friends and even wanting a daughter someday. So it turns out I had a twin sister that didn’t make it. I always dismissed that twin connection before I knew I had a twin, but not anymore because I understand that it’s that exact connection that I lost and that I’ve felt gone all my life.

  • @emiliesophie9616
    @emiliesophie96166 жыл бұрын

    This is really weird because The same thing happend to me!! I ALSO HAVE A TWIN! AND I MISS HER SO FREAKING MUCH! And i had Always knew that i was missing something

  • @bryanluesink2080
    @bryanluesink20806 жыл бұрын

    For my third child we had an early complication in our pregnancy. Complications weren't uncommon as my wife had hard pregnancies. We went in to the doctor for an early ultrasound. The doctor said that there was a strong heart beat and then also one that was faint. We thought that God was giving us our 4 desired children in 3 tries. The doctor told us there was a chance that it could improve but it may just fade into the womb. We prayed and left it up to God. Next ultrasound there was only the one sign of life. We were sad but happy that we still had one on the way. Some complicated issues didnt deter my daighter and we did in fact have a beautiful healthy baby girl. Fasrtforward about 6 years and my daughter one day said she missed her twin. We had told her that she was a twin but no details in the matter. She solemnly went on to describe a conversation she had in the womb. She said that her twin wasnt eating and that she tried to get her to take "the food". She was getting weaker. She didn't want her twin to go. Her twin told her to be strong and to stay alive and to keep going. Tiny tears flowed from her as she said how much she missed her. Me and my wife were stunned. I took a picture of my daughter as she finished her story. The emotion on her face is undescribable. We never told her of the doctors words after the first ultrasound, yet she described this drama going on in the womb. It was also remarkable because it was an unscheduled ultrasound and had we waited till the scheduled one we would have never known. I found your video tonight searching for other twin stories and reincarnation stories... a year later a cousin of mine had a daughter. Eventually years later we moved to the same area as them just one town over. I was stunned to witness how alike the two girls are. In both stature and looks. Not identical but they could easily be mistaken for twins. I am curious if perhaps my daughters twin choose the next closest "vessel" to enter this world to have an opportunity to meet my daughter. This is just me fantasizing and wondering about these things of course. Anyway I loved to hear your story.

  • @juliannasiri2323
    @juliannasiri23235 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin sister 6 months ago.She was my bestfriend, I cry every single day! I love you Mima, I will never forget you

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Julianna Siri So sorry to hear that. ❤️

  • @medicalpiff803

    @medicalpiff803

    2 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin 2/13/21. Not a day goes by that i dont cry.

  • @juliannasiri2323

    @juliannasiri2323

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@medicalpiff803 I’m so sorry for your lost 🥺💔

  • @anb4384
    @anb43846 жыл бұрын

    My twin died when she was born. I always feel like im missing something

  • @uroojie1398
    @uroojie13986 жыл бұрын

    Why is there happy music in a sad story

  • @hussein5175
    @hussein51756 жыл бұрын

    I had one too he was the best he died in a car crash with his older friend I want him so back I love you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭

  • @mekaylaharlan5842

    @mekaylaharlan5842

    6 жыл бұрын

    Hussein Alwaeli my twin brother was my best friend and he died the same way

  • @brinabwes7

    @brinabwes7

    6 жыл бұрын

    Hussein Alwaeli this just happens to me two days ago. He was 20 I'm so broken

  • @carmelgratiadei

    @carmelgratiadei

    6 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for everyone's loss. I have a twin brother too and I don't think I will survive without him

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    I am so very sorry Brina.. My twin died of Cancer. I feel your pain..It never stops. xox

  • @TrudyPatootie

    @TrudyPatootie

    6 жыл бұрын

    Mekayla.. Tragic loss. My twin died and I have been lost ever since. It doesn't get easier. sigh

  • @adiannacruz8746
    @adiannacruz87465 жыл бұрын

    I’m 15 now and my twin Kyle passed away when my mom was pregnant with us, i get so jealous of people who saw their twins before they passed because at least they have memory’s of them. (Ofc it’s still very very sad I’m just saying) The only thing I have of my brother is his name😕 but I’ve never found anyone to talk to about it because I could never find anyone who could relate to how I felt about missing him. I just sort in my room and dream about a picture perfect life with my twin, he’s supposed to be here with me. It’s still really hard to deal with, I thought that it would get easier but somehow it’s just getting harder as I get older.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Adianna Cruz I know exactly how you feel. I think how life would be different with my twin alive and all the things we would share. I feel your pain, so sorry for you. Maybe we will see them again one day if there is an after life? ❤️

  • @leilaselva7390
    @leilaselva73906 жыл бұрын

    Your story is literally the same as mine! I've always thought I had a twin and I feel like he would be a boy. But he was a miscarriage. And right now I have known this boy in my class for about three years now and I feel as though that he would be exactly like my brother! But this video really speaks to me because I know what it's like wanting the person that you don't have and just feeling as though they really should be in your life but they're just not! I really really wish things turned out differently and I wish I grew up knowing him, and spending everyday together, getting all of the gossip from the boys side and sharing everything with each other, I just really want that you know? But now I am 15 and I have 4 other siblings but it's just not the same because they are all much younger than me and I fight with them a lot. But sometimes I still just sit and fantasise about what my life would be like if he was alive today, and I picture this boy in my class when I think of him, and the boy in my class just makes me so happy and he is so funny and Nice and sometimes we even have little fights just like siblings. But I just wish that my actual brother was here, although I am very grateful that I found someone I feel who resembles him. Thanks for reading my story!

  • @carmelgratiadei

    @carmelgratiadei

    6 жыл бұрын

    I'm also 15 and I have a twin brother. Last night I dreamt of him dead so I was panicked, thought it was real. Thank God it's not

  • @lawrianemariota5832

    @lawrianemariota5832

    6 жыл бұрын

    I can really relate to me although I am the youngest child , I've always wanted my twin in my life and wished my twin was in my life x

  • @jthhenn7774
    @jthhenn77746 жыл бұрын

    My twin died like that my mama stay she think it was a girl

  • @seedsbloem6965
    @seedsbloem69653 жыл бұрын

    That's what I love about being a twin, you know. I'm sorry you lost you twin sister, my twin brother was killed in action the day after our 20th birthday. I've missed him everyday since that day and the connection is like no other. Your twin is at peace as we try to make sense, your twin is watching over you as you carry the burden. God bless.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    3 жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear that. I am sure your twin is watching over you too and one day we will see them again. All the best.

  • @samanthakenneally6275
    @samanthakenneally62754 жыл бұрын

    I found out 12 years later I'm 12 that I had a twin bro and I found out today I'm still crying my life would probs be easier with him but on my birthday I will celebrate for him too

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Samantha Kenneally I know exactly how you feel. ❤️

  • @rochellefoxx4938
    @rochellefoxx49384 жыл бұрын

    To all the people who had a twin that died it the womb, I think that your sadness is justified, because you guys spent time together in the womb. You bonded with each other that short amount of time. You shared everything together. Its like how a mother says she already lover her baby and they haven't even been born. Twins have one soul and that soul feels incomplete without the other half, but they will be reunited one day. Although Im not a twin (at least not that i know of), I do understand what you guys feel.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    rochelle foxx Thank you so much for saying that! I don’t think many people can understand this. ❤️

  • @scouthawk7054
    @scouthawk70545 жыл бұрын

    When I was born I was a twin she only made it to be 3 years old and she died because she was to small like 1 or 2 feet so she passed away I was sitting right next to her and she fell backwards dead it still hurts me the image in my head

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    gymnasticsscout 1 I’m so sorry to hear that. That must be so hard to go through. You must be a very strong person, wishing you all the best moving forward.

  • @tesstickles8911
    @tesstickles89114 жыл бұрын

    I have a twin and I always fear losing him,we’re really connected and we’re best friends,he doesn’t like that I always look up for him but I still fear losing him

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Happy you two have each other!

  • @vivianlynette7
    @vivianlynette75 жыл бұрын

    I’m a triplet and one of my brothers died... when we were just 28 days old. I miss him to much. When he died I feel like a part of me died, and when up to heaven with him. So i know exactly how you feel❤️

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Vivian Lynette So sorry for your loss. ❤️

  • @james-r
    @james-r4 жыл бұрын

    How can you grieve for a sibling you never knew?

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I have no idea but from reading some of the comments I now know I’m not the only one who feels like this.

  • @james-r

    @james-r

    4 жыл бұрын

    Vegan Sweetheart well, I don’t, and yes my twin died just the same. I wanted to ask the question without telling you about me, so it didn’t influence your answer, and thank you for your being honest. Maybe on an subconscious level it effects us, but how would we know when we don’t know any different, we still wouldn’t be able to definitively say that anything we ‘feel’ is because of our womb experience. I think a lot of people want to feel special or unique, and they’re trying to force this aspect of their lives to justify their personalities and behaviour traits. The jury is still out. The only people who should feel grief, are our parents.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    It is a mystery to me. It’s not something that effects me a lot anymore but I thought it was interesting how desperately I wanted a sister and specifically an older sister when I was younger. Maybe I would have wanted it anyway, twin or no twin but something resonated deeply with me when I found out about my mothers loss. It’s impossible to know if it would have been any different but I must say I’m surprised at how many seem to relate to this! I would have never expected that. But I also think you are right in that we all want to be special and in my opinion we all are. My dad always used to say “you are unique, just like everyone else” 😂

  • @angela.h1917
    @angela.h19176 жыл бұрын

    I feel so bad but I hope you feel better about it and there in a better place now❤️❤️❤️

  • @minervaville
    @minervaville3 жыл бұрын

    i had my own identical twin sister. we both grew up sharing each other's thoughts, interest and things like that we were basically best of friends. she was my only comrade. i lost her to suicide, my sister battled so much and all she wanted was peace by the end. i feel so lonely and empty, but i want to stay strong for her. ❤

  • @Animebrity.
    @Animebrity.4 жыл бұрын

    My uncle lost his twin from infancy. Either after birth or in the womb. I never met her. At one point my uncle and i got so much in common and then he told me "you remind me of me"

  • @vaishalirawat4188
    @vaishalirawat41883 жыл бұрын

    I can feel you, my twin brother died right 7 days after we were born because he had ASD. I recently discovered that I had a twin, my parents kept it secret form me. Since ever I felt that something is missing, some part of me is missing but wasn't able to find out what it was. Now, that I know that it was my twin, i miss him in every second of my life. I always think of how life would have been with him. But I believe I'll meet him soon, up there till then I miss you !! See you soon♥️

  • @milktea1001
    @milktea10016 жыл бұрын

    i don't have a twin, but i need a twin, anybody want to be my twin?? sorry for my english so bad

  • @iCat4Ever

    @iCat4Ever

    5 жыл бұрын

    OMG, i love the Dolan twins and I am so bad in English and I need a twin!!! PERFECT

  • @lightingboltzero8575
    @lightingboltzero85753 жыл бұрын

    I lost my twin sister when she was 7 days old. We were both 28 weeks premature and so tiny, I was the boy twin who survived. All my life I felt like I lost a part of myself and always makes me so sad that I never got to grow up with my twin sister that she never got to survive and live. I also have a older brother. But I know me and my twin sister would of been best friends and close siblings. I have always felt alone and lonely, and feel the lost of my twin like I'm all alone without her. Me and my parents still visit my twin sister grave every year and I'm now 33 years old.

  • @megancooney4358
    @megancooney43584 жыл бұрын

    My twin brother died when he was born we were 3 months premature its been 15 years and its still hard every day thinking about the memories you missed out on and pepole say they get it but they really dont

  • @faitherebor2604

    @faitherebor2604

    4 жыл бұрын

    ikr i lost my twin too ilysm

  • @jonashlamason5278
    @jonashlamason52784 жыл бұрын

    I have experience it too because we're quadruplets and then two died I'll cried because they died in my mother's tummy were 3 boys and 1 girl the the 1 boy and 1 girl is died

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear that. ❤️ I know how you feel.

  • @laynaq3283
    @laynaq32837 жыл бұрын

    I Love your storytimes❤️❤️❤️

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    7 жыл бұрын

    LARINA ROBLOX Thank you so much!! I a lot of stories to tell! 💗

  • @alengrm7488
    @alengrm74882 жыл бұрын

    My mum got pregnant with triplets, sadly bones around her uterus were too tight together so there was no room for all three of us. My parents had to make a decision that no parent should ever make. They had to put two of us into an eternal sleep. I was the lucky one to survive. My mum told me that only a few days ago and I’m still in a shock, especially because I thought I was an only child my whole life. Although I always felt like I was supposed to have an older brother. I would probably be a completely different person if they survived

  • @FirstLast-xu1dc
    @FirstLast-xu1dc6 жыл бұрын

    The same exact happen to me... my mom just told me today...

  • @bakkermaarten007
    @bakkermaarten0074 жыл бұрын

    Seems like you'd have relied on your twin sister. As the 'older' twin I have to say that this is an extremely hard bond. As my twin brother looks up to me and sometimes feels overshadowed by me. I feel guilt and responsibility at the same time. The times I relied on him for somerhing are few and far between. This has taken a lot from me. Twin relationships are at danger of being too intertwined and parents often forget that twins have their own personas.

  • @putramahkotamalaya5622
    @putramahkotamalaya56224 жыл бұрын

    My identical twins died 2 days after we get birth. Too bad I dont even have a pic of him. We were born 39 weeks. However, our birth progress is very slow even tho my mum is already induced twiced. The doctors concern we are very stressed and our heart beat start to get slow. And then my mum dilated, she pushed us both with vaccuum assisted. However both of us didnt cry when we were out. We both rushed to the NICU. We were intubated. During that time, the doctors noticed that im having a very hard time to breath and something wrong with my heart. When they done cardiogram, i am diagnosed with heart abnormals and need to operated. Fyi, I am smaller than twins so maybe he got more nutrients than me. Thats why i had that problem. 😅 To cut it short, when I am in the operation room, he leaves us. My dad told me that when they waited outside the OT, he got a called from NICU saying my twin brother suddenly stop breathing and they need to do CPR. So my dad went to the NICU while my mum is wait for me outside the OT. When my dad arrive, the doctor came out and says he didnt make it and say sorry. The cause is because he had infection in his blood. Probably because we were not breathing after we were born. Its very sad for both of my parents and me when I get to know that I was actually have a twin brother. Both of my parents told me when I was 6 because i remember during that time, I always have a strange dream that I met someone who is look identical like me and every year our family would visit a small tiny grave not that I know it is actually my twin brother until i am 6.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Putra Mahkota Malaya So sorry to hear that. I know how you feel. ❤️

  • @ray-beam
    @ray-beam3 жыл бұрын

    I recently learned I had a identical twin who died at birth and I have always felt much more separate from my other siblings because I look extremely different I act extremely different and I can’t help but wonder what it would have been like to have them with me today I used to remember waking up on the nibble of the night looking for someone and being told to go back to sleep but that feeling has never gone away it probably never will.

  • @roseraindraws3264
    @roseraindraws32646 жыл бұрын

    My twin died at birth he was my futernal twin i never got to see him i don't even know what he looks like😢

  • @maria-melek

    @maria-melek

    5 жыл бұрын

    The same 2 months premature she died a couple weeks later after we were born I miss her every day even though I never met her

  • @subsnovideoChallenge-ky1he
    @subsnovideoChallenge-ky1he5 жыл бұрын

    Omg im so sorry and everyone in the comments I REALLY FEEL YOU I have a twin bro and always think what will happen with me if he dies Because i love him so much ❤️❤️❤️

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ahmad Baalbaki I’m happy you have your brother. ❤️

  • @subsnovideoChallenge-ky1he

    @subsnovideoChallenge-ky1he

    5 жыл бұрын

    Vegan Sweetheart just subscribed u look too sweet so thank you for that and again REALLY SORRY sister ❤️

  • @nabkatsen5576
    @nabkatsen55766 жыл бұрын

    I lost my brother Robert ,I am a triplet, one girl(myself) and two boys,he died a couple of months after We were born, I was born 3 months premature and he died around our actual due date.i miss him everyday

  • @carmelgratiadei

    @carmelgratiadei

    6 жыл бұрын

    Lucy Luke ohmy 😭😭💔 I have a twin brother and last night I dreamt of him dead

  • @daza559

    @daza559

    6 жыл бұрын

    I lost my fraternal twin sister Ruth a couple weeks after our birth, we were born premature on 4/20/02, we were due in June. She died of heart problems, I wish I was me who died, I mean I'm nothing to no one, if only we were born, when we were due she would be here, today is our 16th birthday I was awake until 12:00 am on Thursday, when the clock struck 12 I was there lonley listening to music thinking "she's still a baby, she's gone in heaven, thinking of her being in her grave and cried for about 3 minutes.

  • @coraalllllll
    @coraalllllll3 жыл бұрын

    I was born a few months early so my identical twin Hannah’s brain wasn’t fully developed yet and she passed away:( I feel guilty missing her because people who actually knew their twins seem to have it harder- but even tho I never met her it hurts:( I wish I could get to meet her at least once

  • @leogarcia8611
    @leogarcia86115 жыл бұрын

    When my mother was pregnant with me, I had a brother. I had pieced it together in elementary school but never asked about it until near the end of 8th grade. My mother had a bunch of miscarriages before me and my brother didn't make it. I'm the family outcast and I've always wished that there would have been someone either that was the disappointment with me or who would make it so that they actually cared for me like they did everyone else. You see all these happy siblings and twins everywhere but it's something I never had. Actually I was named after my brother who was named after my father. I don't go by that name anymore and I feel bad in a way for not keeping my brother's name as my own. It's really hard to keep moving through my life when I know that someone who isn't there and is there in a lot of other people's lives isn't here with me. I put the blame on myself. My father wanted a boy and when I came out and my brother didn't he must've thought me unworthy of his love. Everything's my fault. If I had died instead of him or alongside him, my family would still be together. They wouldn't have to worry about their trans kid and his anxiety and his problems. They could finally be happy.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Max Garcia I’m so sorry to hear that and your story makes me so sad and also angry at how unfair it all seems. Life can be so hard but I hope you know things can always get better no matter how dark it seems. You can make you own family from people you meet and they can love and appreciate you for all that you are and give you support when you feel you get get it from your biological family. I hope you can find you own purpose in life and focus on that and on the positive things that makes you happy! Wishing all the best!

  • @B.September2000
    @B.September20002 жыл бұрын

    I always had this feeling I had a twin but my mom never admitted it.It was so sad to actually find out my twin died and I survived 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @kerryweeks8765
    @kerryweeks87654 жыл бұрын

    I've always wanted a sibling too, my twin sister died an hour after we both came out of the womb because my dad never told my mom that most of the people in my family had twins and the other one died after birth my sister could only live for 6 months I still wonder which of my family members lost a twin because I was never told, when I tell/talk to people in my school about this I smile about it because I'm embarrassed cause I have no idea what to feel I mean I know I love her and miss her and want her back I've just never met her so I don't know what her personality would have been and thats mostly how I know people by there personality and favorite things.

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Keira Weeks I know exactly how you feel! ❤️

  • @souhia_san
    @souhia_san2 жыл бұрын

    I was supposed to have a sister(/brother), it was a miscarriage...

  • @Sophie-hf3oe
    @Sophie-hf3oe6 жыл бұрын

    I’m weirded out, I have the same name, same eye colour, same hair colour and I lost a twin at birth

  • @jeanfaithmariepatula3748
    @jeanfaithmariepatula37486 жыл бұрын

    my girl twin died after being born 😭😭

  • @Loshaine
    @Loshaine5 жыл бұрын

    😭💔My twin brother passed away a long time ago 💔😭 so it's still so heart breaking...

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Loshaine baby girl I’m so sorry.

  • @kewilliams487
    @kewilliams4875 жыл бұрын

    My twin sister died the day after we were born 😔

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ke Williams Sorry to hear that.

  • @Army_tomboy_
    @Army_tomboy_ Жыл бұрын

    My twin sister died after birth😭

  • @lauradurdevic8245
    @lauradurdevic82456 жыл бұрын

    i lost a sister too😭

  • @amal3752
    @amal37523 жыл бұрын

    🥲 two years ago I discovered that before i was born i had two twin sisters with me ( so we were triplets ) and then after a while one of them died and we were still not born and then the other twin died and i was just a lonely child in an empty place with two dead twins until i was born and i really wish i had them cuz now my mom has a problem with having babies and i will stay as a lonely child maybe until we adopt a baby or a miracle happens and mom gets pregnant soo atleast its only one twin that died for u :/

  • @amal3752

    @amal3752

    3 жыл бұрын

    And people REALLY bother me when they ask me ( when will u have sisters ) but after all yes i am spoiled and me and my parents travel around the world and me and my bffs are like sisters and my parents are two of my friends 😊 and i study in an international school and my life is pretty amazing

  • @averyreynolds4848
    @averyreynolds48486 жыл бұрын

    omg im gonna cry

  • @anonymous-od1gv
    @anonymous-od1gv5 жыл бұрын

    This is exactly me What mother went through

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    The WWF/WWE Fan Sorry to hear that.

  • @fernandotorres4702
    @fernandotorres47023 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry 😭😭😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️😩💔💔💔💔 and I have been there for you ok

  • @maitha.m1967
    @maitha.m19677 жыл бұрын

    i have the same story OMG

  • @saraheckersley6191
    @saraheckersley61914 жыл бұрын

    I had a twin but he died when I was born

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sisters Of Heaven So sorry to hear that. ❤️

  • @krugerfuchs
    @krugerfuchs2 жыл бұрын

    I'm a twinless twin too

  • @jab6451
    @jab6451 Жыл бұрын

    ❤🙏

  • @corylathem505
    @corylathem5055 жыл бұрын

    I had a twin but it died two

  • @vegansweetheart7619

    @vegansweetheart7619

    5 жыл бұрын

    Cory Lathem Sorry to hear that.

  • @itxlauren3825
    @itxlauren38253 жыл бұрын

    Would anyone wanna talk on Snapchat or something n just be there for eachother? X

  • @BlackCat-tl1jw
    @BlackCat-tl1jw5 жыл бұрын

    Birthdays are never fun 😂

  • @realAK101
    @realAK1014 жыл бұрын

    Hjj

  • @buch1245
    @buch12454 жыл бұрын

    The title of this video is so wildly disingenuous. Losing a twin in the womb cannot compare to people who have lost twins later in life. I watched this video hoping to better understand my friend who lost her 22 year-old twin in a motorcycle accident last year. The happy music in your video and your crocodile tears in the thumbnail makes for an over-exaggerated KZreadr “story time” about “losing a twin” and it’s disrespectful af to people who have actually lost a sibling they’ve known since birth.

  • @faitherebor2604

    @faitherebor2604

    4 жыл бұрын

    she still feels pain maybe this was the only song option you dont know what it feels like to have amissing part of you from birth mind your business shes brave for doing this have a good day

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