‘I’d get lost in a sea full of words so deep it’d be hard to keep my head up”

@dhruvsbeloved

4 жыл бұрын

yes

i miss her more than anything.

@____3595

5 жыл бұрын

I miss her too man, it will be okay, atleast, thats what they say

@tomrutgers3785

5 жыл бұрын

Some relationships you can just never fully come over. Miss her ❤

@jjla9767

5 жыл бұрын

Me too me too!💔

@toxicviper6376

5 жыл бұрын

Me too😔

@JulianLopez-hh4ce

5 жыл бұрын

Do u still miss her

“Even though last relationships have left you in bits and pieces, I promise that I would love you in all your imperfections” that hit me hard.

Broooooo I’m dying inside! I’m in the sea and I can’t keep my head up💔

@pablosmith5190

5 жыл бұрын

Don’t worry my man, you got this okay? I don’t know your situation right now, and I can’t relate, but what I can do, is give you hope I know is there, you might not believe in God, that’s your decision, and I’m not going to force you to become a Christian or to believe in him, but ima ask you to do this, pray, I understand you might not want too, or you might not see the point in it, you may find it stupid, or useless, but I promise you, he is there listening to you, if you just talk to god, even for a second, you don’t have to be all formal, just talk to him like a friend, tell him everything that’s going on, ask him for help, wisdom on what to do, and I promise you, he will listen, if you ask for wisdom, for love, for help, he will give it too you, it might be in the most unexpected way, but it is guaranteed, I understand you may think I’m being idiotic right now, but atleast give it a shot, you’ll never know if you don’t try it, I know I'm just a person on the Internet, but something happened to me a few weeks ago, and prayer kept me peaceful, trusting god was the best thing I ever did, god had a plan for me, anyways, it's not about me. He's got a plan for you too. Just try it out, talk to him, you never know what can happen. God bless you bro, you're in my prayers tonight 🙏🏽🙂

@chantesse

5 жыл бұрын

It's okay. I'll hold your hand and we can make it together or we can drown together. Either way, you won't go through this alone. I swear it. 💕

@dhruvsbeloved

4 жыл бұрын

same..

@alainaholycross6586

3 жыл бұрын

that reminds me of a song.... head above water

@lucielafraise6782

2 жыл бұрын

I miss the old you, when I found home in you before you show me your true self. You cannot forever hide the bad sides of someone just to stay with them. I regret that you did not do a thing to deserve me, and also how you let me with no choice than to choose myself over this abusive toxic love relationship. The worst decision, I had to take is to leave you, break our engagement while I was still loving you. Now after 8 months, I've heard that you have found someone and it's still hurting because i stupidly still care while you stop since long.

It’s almost been two years without him. No he didn’t dump me. No I didn’t dump him. He died. He was my light. My happiness. My love. On May 30th 2017 an angel died. I remember the first time I saw him. The first time I told him I loved him. Our first kiss. Our first date. I thought he was the love of my life. I’ve moved on and I have found another but, that doesn’t stop the hurt I feel. The memories of him are fading. It hurts. But I live snd breathe for him. He would want that, even If he didn’t for me....

@nightmarec433

5 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry :(

@happyaffirmations9298

4 жыл бұрын

This is truly heartbreaking. I hope he's in a better place now, waiting for you 💔

@amit.kr.

4 жыл бұрын

He will always with you on your heart

@notgloom412

4 жыл бұрын

I feel your pain....

@ericsierra8303

4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry about him but just keep faith live for him you can never really move on just love the one you are with rn as much as you can hold them and no matter how bad it gets don’t give up

I’m listening to this poem every couple of months and I know the lyrics in my head, it’s just amazing.

'I was just glad that finally, a piece of happiness found me" woah this line hits me so deep

I miss the way she looked at me As if I was heaven itself I miss how she used to hug me As if I was what she needed to live I miss how we used to talk As if we were true lovers I miss holding her It felt as though it was only me and her I miss holding her hand Small and soft. It was my life line I miss her wanting me I miss being loved I miss her I miss her I miss her But she doesn’t miss me.

@danex2206

3 жыл бұрын

I miss her so much

@trustin1g697

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same 🥀😪💔

@mariahgarcia9416

2 жыл бұрын

Same but i miss him😞

@mansurdoka2241

2 жыл бұрын

Am actually feeling that way too and it really hurts so much I feel am invisible to her ,the things she used to do for she doesn't , sometimes I wish she never did the things I miss so much ... I really miss her 🥺🥺

@greyeagle8474

2 жыл бұрын

13 years together married.1 year divorced 6 months into it already with someone else total cut off of contact. Nothing like i never existed. Its like im underwater. I lost everything that i lived for in my life in 1 day the pain was torture it still is

I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if it's the real you. So far away but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help, I can still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. When time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just glad that finally, the piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dream begin with scene so vivid I feel like I lose myself in the past and if I don't relive those moments, I'm afraid that the few memories that I have left of you won't last. And you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remember the most. Because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside me for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list to describe it but I get lost in the sea of words so deep that it's hard to keep my head up. A tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist it. Even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promised that I will love you and all your imperfections. The moment your eyes thanked me I saw myself in their reflection I realised then, that you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once shrouded within darkness, suddenly became clear. This was the sight of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgotten. It's all the night where you cried so hard and left you breathless. Overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses. I know it's not easy, when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain. It's like a leap of faith. So brace yourself because you won't always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you'll learn not to fear. After all, there are few things in this world more resilient than a human spirit. And you know what? It's quite a sight. To look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathe in colour so bright that'll make your heart sore as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I'll be waiting for you there. In the place where we first heard those humming birds singing. Their sweet song always seem to take me back. Back to the beginning.

@azaleal_4754

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@xairadurand7280

5 жыл бұрын

you should inbox me these lyrics so I can copy & paste them bcus they won't let me do it on here ☹️

@xairadurand7280

5 жыл бұрын

pls n thnx ❤️

@avoryharvey1515

5 жыл бұрын

Waikit Law could you please send them to me too?

@avoryharvey1515

5 жыл бұрын

anharvey77@1770.us

“You’re so far away but I can still feel you. It’s hard to ignore you. It’s like you’re a ghost, you never left..”

@visionsofthelord2662

3 жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/h3qZl6uofdTJZZs.html Some men steal your energy so smartly..

Why do humans get so comfortable with someone and forget to cherish them? We take advantage of time and that hurts the most.

''I try to close my eyes, but it doesn't help I can still see you.'' Wonderful moments in this. Love it.

I fall asleep thinking ... thinking of her ...crying all night missing her 💔 who I truly love and miss desperately and knowing even if we’re separated she will still be my cupcake , my one and only . even in our after life while I’ll be waiting for her on the other side . I love the poetry of love and life and what you said is so true and heart changing and the words I don’t have and couldn’t say “ you said the words I was looking for . You understand what we couldn’t say or feel and I appreciate your video and especially this one . This is my favorite video of all”.

@Luminous.Dynamics

6 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry to hear it brother. Hope things have bettered for you now.

It's been 5 months already and I miss her. I have never loved someone like I loved her. Before her I was so sad all the time but then I met her and I was finally able to be happy she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her and I don't think it's possible for me to stop loving her💔

@jb4060

6 жыл бұрын

I'm Dead It can be mended

@okiswhateverlol

4 жыл бұрын

Was she your first love?

@kaylenmartinez6864

4 жыл бұрын

I know exactly what you mean. Its been 7 months for me and hes still the first and last thing i think about everyday...everynight. :(💔

@trustin1g697

3 жыл бұрын

😪💔

@littlespoon6597

2 жыл бұрын

Well.. it's been 3 years.. hopefully she's still residing in your heart

this touched my heart because this is how I am. I lost my wife, and I still feel her. I miss her so much...

Omg:( literally crying😭

@KrispyKrispz

3 жыл бұрын

Bro...

@intuitiveforcestarot1365

3 жыл бұрын

????

@yylight9925

3 жыл бұрын

@Mateo Blake do it

@donaldmcquary5916

2 жыл бұрын

@@intuitiveforcestarot1365 EGW?

sometimes you just need to flick a switch and if u believe hard enough, everything will go away

once i met a guy on the internet and well i know some might call online relationships stupid but everything felt so real and i started falling for him and he one day asked me to be his girlfriend and everything was going great in my life, i was starting to become a happier person and my depression started to cure and then one day he just came online and told me he doesn’t love me anymore. i never thought that would happen because i really loved him and got attached to him and few months later ,we were still friends and in june we talked for the last time ever. because he deleted all his accounts. and every night i just wanna go back and change everything or at least just talk to him again and every day i think about everything even it was so small it was so meaningful for me and it just ended so quickly and i just hope he will come back one day. i had to let this shit out so heh im sorry

@DanielaTorres-fc3zb

6 жыл бұрын

Look bbg you seem like a sweet girl but he doesn't deserve you God has a plan for us and the right person will come to you keep your head up don't let him take away your happiness

@amberrobinson7999

6 жыл бұрын

Same😔

@xoclare3073

6 жыл бұрын

web noir same.

@alexiax7533

6 жыл бұрын

Daniela Torres thank you!!

@alexiax7533

6 жыл бұрын

Amber Robinson im sorry ):

No one asked, but I did it. I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if its the real you. So far away but for some reason i can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help i can still see you. Its like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend its not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. Where time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me I was just glad that finally a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat you memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid i feel like i'll lose myself in the past and, if i don't relive these moments im afraid that the few memories I have left won't last, and youll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remeber most. because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made it's way inside for a while. I mean I could try forever to compile a list if things to describe it but I'd get lost in a sea of words so deep itd be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist. And even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promise that I would love you in all your inperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection. And I realised that then you had let me in where only a few other have been. What was once shrouded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where youd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard it left you breathless. Overwhelmed with dissapointment and second guesses. I know its not easy when every step you takes reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with somthing other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith. So brave yourself because you wont always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure. But eventually you'll learn not to fear it. After all there are few things in this world more resilient then the human spirit. And you know what? Its quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathed in colors so bright theyll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I'll be waiting for you there. In the meadow where first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always take me back. Back to the beginning.

@purdusterdoggett3134

3 жыл бұрын

I remember you

@purdusterdoggett3134

3 жыл бұрын

That is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard wow I feel amazing just listening to those words what a dream it’s amazing it’s beautiful it’s the most beautiful thing ever ever heard I swear I’m in tears of happiness that is just listening to those words makes my heart sing

“if i dont relive these moments, im afraid that the few memories of you wont last”....damn that hit different :(

That was the most beautiful poem I've ever heard! Wow! He's amazing!

@phibbles4736

6 жыл бұрын

Christie marie he’s so beautiful like holy shit

@christiemarie864

6 жыл бұрын

Phibbles makes me cry it's just do beautiful it reminds me of a love I once had ,the things he'd say

Omg i loved this, this reminds me of someone... in my life... i miss soo much

@donot2972

6 жыл бұрын

USAFan ROBLOX Tell her/him then.

This comment section is the saddest place ever

@majkyyk.4866

4 жыл бұрын

Joono😄

@WildWillow8

3 ай бұрын

Frfr

When there's a Beginning there is always an end

@immartin_hm8686

4 жыл бұрын

I disagree

@gottie6389

4 жыл бұрын

Where there is a end, there is a beginning

@rianne6519

3 жыл бұрын

@Bradley Smith true 😔

@magnusgabriel6710

3 жыл бұрын

Circle

@brandonwheeler8466

3 жыл бұрын

Thats the problem there is no end if you think about it... you either go yo heaven or hell witch neither are the end..

I just lost my love a few weeks ago too. My heart feels like it's been shattered into pieces and it does hurt. This poem brings every memory I have to hold to. All our beginnings is what I think about to make through the day. Thank you for this poem!

@cas2921

Жыл бұрын

I lost the love of my life 😭😭😭💔💔I’m so tethered shattered and broken 😭

I’m here in 2020 and some nights I listen to this and picture you , then I hit replay so all our memories flow though my mind and I’m truly happy.

It’s only been 5 almost 6 months since we stopped talking. I broke up with him but only because I knew we couldn’t keep going. We both needed time, more time to fix ourselves so we can be ready to continue on. I loved him deeply, I was head over heels for this boy because he was one of a kind. When he left all the peace that I felt was gone and back to where I was again before I had met him again. Chaotic waves that continued to crash into each other over and over again just like before.

“I realised then that you had let me in, where only a few others had been” that shit hit me hard, thank you for this, it reminds me of one particular relationship, it hurts everyday to think about it, but this video helps me get through it, thank you🖤❤️

If only there was a time where I could fix the mistakes the haunts me till this day

@SaifulIslam-xs9fx

3 жыл бұрын

Me too ...:/

@blen183

3 жыл бұрын

I'm in your position right now I wishhh I just wish I can I'm dying inside those regrets are coming to again and again I need him back

@brookevalentina6246

2 жыл бұрын

@@blen183 please come 2e

I gave her my all. I thought of having a future with her but she thought otherwise. She broke my heart a week before school started and my heart became so brittle. I saw her every day and she wanted to be friends but then I would only see her move on from me..... us. It’s been almost a year and I don’t know why but my body still hasn’t accepted that she isn’t with me anymore. My mind knows she’s never coming back but my heart wants to wait but for how long I will never know. I’m not lusting for love or acceptance but I lust for her. Nothing more then her. But she has someone else now and so do I. So why is it I always think of her

@aishwarya_ganapathy

5 жыл бұрын

how are you?

@SweetSerenadeXyWem

5 жыл бұрын

I'll repeat the question above: how are you?

@____3595

4 жыл бұрын

How are you bro?

this audio doesnt make me sad and it doesnt make me happy it just brings so much comfort to me and i dont know why

@WildWillow8

3 ай бұрын

Same ❤

I miss Her smile Her laugh I miss... *her*

@emilycadena8390

4 жыл бұрын

Just An Editor I miss her so much and when she said to leave her it broke my heart she doesn’t understand that I won’t say my hurt all I will say ok because I don’t want to show her my hurt I just got to let her go let go of what I thought is love what she gave me what she could have gave me but I understand that you don’t understand my feelings to you could just fade

@dhruvsbeloved

4 жыл бұрын

yup....

@ne9683

3 жыл бұрын

i love you

@river7871

3 жыл бұрын

this.. hit me hard.. it hurt 😅

@jacobwhitehouse9281

3 жыл бұрын

I know how that feels buddy, but keep fighting

I sit here and think of how these words flow through my mind deep into my soul. I remember how you took my breath away and how beautiful you are inside and out. I found that you were truly broken due to the careless person that had your heart. I prayed that the Lord would allow me to put the pieces back where they belonged and seal them with Love. I know life puts so many obstacles and we endure the trials and tribulations of life and wonder when will it ever stop getting harder. The answer is when we close our eyes and confess with our mouths that God is in control and we need to be obedient then we will be rewarded. I Love You Kim 💕

@kimjackson2277

3 жыл бұрын

I Love You the Most Cruz 💕

*I promised I would love you in all your imperfections.. The moment your eyes thanked me. I saw myself in their reflection.* This got me..

Its been 7 years already but still missing her every single day 💔 see her in my dreams and being stuck in my past. I will love her until my death. For ever. 💔

@williambruce778

3 жыл бұрын

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I wish i had someone who could actually love me like that.

@LVSnailSandwichContent

4 жыл бұрын

We can dream

I’m actually sobbing 😭😭 it hit me so damn hard 💔

I lost the thing I needed the most and I just keep wishing I could go back to the beginning...this will probably never happen but it’s what I dream about and my wish is for us to be back together

@williambruce778

3 жыл бұрын

I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406).. He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now.. You can also contact him via Email. doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com

@katarzynaaldirawi5330

3 жыл бұрын

We never know what the time will bring. Never give up 😉

“if i don’t relive these moments, i’m afraid that the few memories i have left of you won’t last” i felt that so deeply.

When someone loves you, the whole you, through and through. Knows all your imperfections, everything you've been through and what your still going through, yet doesn't lose sight of you When you can get your point across without speaking and make your presence known without visually seeing Hold on and don't ever let go! Souls speak on their own frequency It's a 1 and only, love like no other.... Please....Stay connected to me forever! I'll never lose sight of you either! 🥰😘😍

@Dacolonel79

2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful❤️

he’s all i think about and i miss him even though i know i shouldn’t

I love this 🥺 I take time out my night sit in the dark and just listen to this

@williambruce778

3 жыл бұрын

I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406).. He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now.. You can also contact him via Email. doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com.

I hate him , right? So why does this make me miss him ...

@wardabenseghir381

4 жыл бұрын

If you loved him once from the Depth of your heart you wouldn't forget him or even stop loving him because he will always remain a part of you

@nia9285

3 жыл бұрын

Because you miss the feeling

@angelbaby1640

3 жыл бұрын

cant hate something you love

@nia9285

3 жыл бұрын

@@angelbaby1640 “There’s a fine line between love and hate”

@thomasmartinez8747

3 жыл бұрын

Because in reality you still love him from your heart and that is hard to get rid of.its called True Love. We all at times do get in that situation but we also forgive and forget.

I met her 8 years ago when I was broken. So broken I was ready for the end. And then she found me. She saved me, she showed me that I was still worth something. And then 3 years later she were gone from my life. I pray that she's happy now & has found someone that's able to give her everything I couldn't. I'll miss her forever

Thank you so much for this! This is exactly what I've been searching for for such a long time. Thank you, it's perfect

I love this because last summer i... i didn't fell in love but there was something between me and this one guy. We spent almost two months together. When I first saw him I thought to myself that I'm gonna get his interest. I haven't really been liked by a guy for years so it was kinda surprising that when we started hanging out i could see he actually liked me and then asked for my number and we started talking. Then we planned a date, so only the two of us could spend some time and get to know each other better. We spent the whole summer on a trampoline under some really nice trees, birds were just singing around us. That was the first time in forever that i finally felt loved. And I miss it. This audio always takes me back, back to that summer. ❤

@bellaaamour

5 жыл бұрын

Miina Molander 🥺🥺❤️ wish you the best

I miss her so much all the memories remain it's hard to forget

Watching someone else make her happy and smile the way I once did is the most painful thing 😭 I hope one day fate brings us back together 🥺

Recently had a break up with my ex after 3 years, my first real relationship, my first love... and watching these audios is breaking my heart even more

❤❤ I cry everytime I hear this I love this so much 💕

you never get over them, you just learn to live without them.

I just had my first kid his 5th n I thought had my family.. even after his happiness in our relationship was over completely after our son was born, and I still held on to our family even when you couldn't even help me parent our son, and when You started to treat me like crap I always hoped it wasn't bc u hated me but when I left That when you wanted me... When it was to late and even tho it's still to late, I still love You and Think back n picture what it'd be like to have our happy family last a lifetime. Then My Heart Breaks All over again...

2:06 ~it's all the nights you cried so hard it left you breathless 😔💯 [ Same ]

This is such an amazing, beautiful, and tragic poem ❤️ I love it. It’s so raw and real!!

I miss her... so goddamn much

I miss you more than words could ever describe... Our first kiss on the sofa, made me so dizzy I literally fell off, your smile, our souls reflection in each other’s eyes... Your aura around me, breathing together, watching sunset, chilling in the hills as nature heals. How old are we? Old souls with young heart, my twin flame, I refuse to give up, we belong together, I will see you soon, hug you tight and going to pamper you and treat you as my queen and never let you go🙏❤️

Random rant.. I'm 15, I'm autistic i have ADHD and PTSD and depression and many anxiety disorders..I feel like my mother gave up on me about two years ago, I'd understand why..but I don't want to imagine ever giving up on your own child. It gets so hard to breathe..I don't want to cry because I've been taught it's not okay..I'm a burden to her..she won't admit it..but because if me she's so stressed and paranoid and anxious..she just stopped caring..it's getting really obvious now..I don't know what to do I'm fucking stuck..it hurts so bad I miss feeling comfort all my parents so is yell..it gets so loud I can't stand it, its so scary..I'll try to update if things get better..but I'm sorry for ranting so much.. Edit: hii..it's Jan 5th 2021, I'm going to a mental hospital it's called MATC..I'm honestly scared..I truthfully dont want to be better..I'm afraid I'll be back to square one, not knowing who I am or going through the same thing all over again..fuck I just wish so fucking badly I was normal just for fucking once in my life..I don't want to feel happy again I keep on being happy it's like a high but in a month or so it just spirals.. Welp..another edit..it didn't get better lmaoo fucking hell..it's like my own personal little hell..I can't get away from anything..I shaved my head because I wanted to hurt myself but fuck it didn't help..I can't stop crying.. I'm just to tired of myself man..my "best friend" left my life a couple days ago because I'm to "mentally fucked up" and I agree..fuck it hurts I'm so afraid of things I can't control..

@snoopyw6589

3 жыл бұрын

I hope it gets better for you. I miss my kids no matter how I feel

@darkwizard9330

3 жыл бұрын

Bro you need a hug. It's going to be okay brother

@xxweird_thingxx6311

3 жыл бұрын

@@darkwizard9330 thank you yes I do lol..

@darkwizard9330

3 жыл бұрын

@@xxweird_thingxx6311 internet hug as good as i can make one🤝🤹🏾‍♂️👥

@xxweird_thingxx6311

3 жыл бұрын

@@darkwizard9330 🥺🥺 thank youu

“Sometimes loves feels Afar, when really...it right in front of you...” These are the word I thought of... This brought me to silent tears... These are the most wholesome words... A man could say... Sometimes you can be tricked... Sometimes you can feel...unhappy... But in the end....we are all happy.... Thank you, to the people whom are there for us when we need them most...to those who we can trust...and to those whom we can love...without fearing they will leave us heartbroken.... Thank you 💝

@purdusterdoggett3134

3 жыл бұрын

But you never really know do you

I wish I could go back, to when I was happy... happy with her. Lost in her eyes, the sound of her voice, and the sight of her beauty. I miss it all... I miss her

No matter how much I try to watch / listen to it, I can’t finish.... rips me to pieces

I still love that special someone, he helped through my healing process, then one day it all stopped, he stopped trying, he stopped talking, he stopped smiling, he stopped laughing, he stopped what we had. It was all too much, I couldn't take the wave of emotions. We shared so many memories, we cried, we laughed, together. A few days later he's already moved on, I'm slowly loosing friends because of how "sad" I am and it's making them uncomfortable. But never did anyone ask if I was ok. I hid the hurt, I smiled and laughed, but at night I didn't sleep, I could hear his laugh, his voice, I could see his smile, his face. Him playing with his hands, unsure of what to say to me. Then, I got tired of it I asked him, "do you still love me, like I love you?" He said he wasn't sure, I simply said , this only seems to be hurting me....it's not even affecting you. He sighed and said "no.....I dont." That did it, fully knowing he didn't even give a second thought about me, did it. I cried for so long. But hid my feelings. He found new friends, he's changed, he was quiet, bubbly, funny, thoughtful, and caring. He was always there for me. He was a good student, he passed at least. Then these new friends come and his grades are slipping, he's getting detention, not finishing assignments. I was worried... His friends weren't guys, they were girls, very...mean, attention needing girls.. You get me? I still love him, even though he doesn't love me. I think, that hurts the most, knowing he doesn't even care to be friends, or knowing he moved on so quickly. If you read this, congrats, you actually listened to me, I just needed to vent, sorry.

@Deepwithin-us

5 жыл бұрын

Just know, i'm always here to listen to you. If you need anyone to talk with. I know it's hard to let go of someone you Love. But when you don't move on you will not grow. Pain makes as stronger. Put life gives us a choice weather we hold on to the pain or let go of it. I didn't say it would be easy. But it all starts with you. :)

@priyatoshchaurasia3009

3 жыл бұрын

@@Deepwithin-us 😊🥺😔😶

We all suffer from the pain of love .... we got to be strong and move along .

@williambruce778

3 жыл бұрын

I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406). He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now.. You can also contact him via Email. doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com

“ and even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces, I promised that I would love you in all your imperfections!”

I met someone at a hockey practice, we started talking and fooling around, we laughed and made inside jokes throughout the tournament. We were always fooling around but then we always had a deep conversation, then the tournament ended. I didn’t know how to get a hold of him, but he found my insta and HMU, we talked way more, made more jokes and had way more deep talks. Then there was another tournament, we were the closest of friends, we knew how to make eachother smile. We hung out so much and understood eachother, after that tournament ended, we FaceTimed every night and fell asleep on the phone, that’s when I realized I fell for him long ago. I told him how I felt and after a few days he said he felt the same way, but we got into a fight months later and broke things off, we stopped talking, we stopped laughing. We gave up on eachother, left each other’s secrets in the deleted chat, and all we are now is a memory to us and our friends. I needed him but he’s gone, and I bet he’s off doing it all again w another girl 😕

Our brain chooses to remember the memories that matter the most, and puts the ones you let go in the back

@adamorfinger5827

Жыл бұрын

Loved memories, and the ones that we hate the most. Hope that after those 2 years you are good

Been almost year. Keep coming here.. can't forget his last word, his voice saying "goodbye" on a phone call while l shaterred into pieces and tears... l'll never forget you. 6/6/2018.

What hurts the most is that he thinks he's saving me from the pain and leaving me because it's what he thinks is best for me. But.. He's what's best for me.. And I'm not ready.. I'm not ready to leave yet..

This was just... lovely.. I can’t help but replay over and over.. and every time I do, I can’t help but cry.

I loved her and I still love her💔

@williambruce778

3 жыл бұрын

I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406).. He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now.. You can also contact him via Email. doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com

@sadguy2809

3 жыл бұрын

@@williambruce778 she's happy with someone else and I don't wanna make her sad :) thanks for your effort

I never really thought about it until I lost it. When I first met him I didn’t think anything of it it wasn’t love at first sight. But one night I gave him something. I never thought losing tour virginity mattered. But ever since that night I haven’t stopped feeling every emotion 10x harder than usual. I never thought I loved him. Even as we grew I never thought of it as love. I didn’t really believe in love but now I know it’s real. Because the fact that I haven’t gone a day without thinking of him since last year is love to me. And I know this doesn’t seem romantic just a boy and a girl fooling around. But every feeling I felt was heightened because of him, every time I saw him my eyes lit up and a smile appeared. And I have to live with the fact that he didn’t choose me which still hurts to this day. When I listen to this I imagine every moment at him every smile and every tear streaming down his face.

I had someone really close to me kill themselves in front of me three years ago. I found this poem about two years ago and I keep coming back to it because it reminds me so much of her. She did everything to make sure I was happy. With that she never showed a hint of how much she was dying inside to anyone.

he hurt me so bad. I can’t sleep anymore.

this girl and i started off as things and over a few months we got closer. more intimate. she was my rock and i adored her. i fell in love and she fell in like, but i was too blinded my my feelings to see what was true. she didn't love me even when she said she did. she didn't want me even when she said she did. one day she blocked me on everything and that day not only did i lose a romantic interest but i lost a best friend. i later find out that she did this the day she got a girlfriend. the pain is dulled but the betrayal is still fresh in my mind and even though she was my rock she shattered me as if i was glass.

4years later still thinking of you.

I still speak to her daily... but it hurts. I don’t see her often. I barely know how she feels about me then there’s me pouring my heart out to her daily as i just can’t help but tell her how beautiful she is and how cute and adorable her face and personality and just everything about her is. She’s perfect in my eyes and honestly her hugs just feel like home. They make me feel okay and safe and i just... i miss her.

I always go back to this audio 😍 perfection, depth, meaning.....words voice incredible ❤

he asks me if i love him, i say no, deep down my heart aches for him i ruined us but life goes on!

She is always so close and yet so far every day my thoughts revolve around her every evening when I want to sleep she comes into my head like a voice telling me that everything will be fine. I fall asleep and dream about her how nice it would be to be with her and to spend the limited time we have here on this planet with her. Spending the summer days outside and feeling the individual raindrops together when it rains, or in the evening when the sun goes down, lying arm in arm together. Every day it hurts me to pretend everything is okay, that I'm fine, and in real life I sit crying in front of the PC because I don't know any other way than to end it

Nothing hurts more than going all in with a girl you trusted with everything and she cheats on you.. twice. We lived together for 2 years and she played me so good I was on the verge of marrying her.. I broke it off out of self respect but I hate that I can't stop loving her. Its been 4 months but the pain isn't going away. Its gotten to the point where it's not even about her, I don't even recognize myself anymore. My friends are telling me to just start hooking up with women cause I guess I am pretty attractive but I'm just not that kind of person. My dad cheated on my mom FOR YEARS before getting caught and since then I promised myself I'd never have sex with someone I wasn't committed to. But now I can't trust anyone...idk what to do..

@purdusterdoggett3134

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t listen to your friends stay true to yourself making love to somebody is supposed to be special and you’re right you should be committed to someone before you do something important like that

I think people who are listening to this have heart on the right side..

This is amazing ! Great job

I’m lost without her ... who am I kidding I’ll never be okay without her ..my baby girl left me ..💔💔

@LVSnailSandwichContent

4 жыл бұрын

:-(. You both seem so sad. And Al Aziz and Baby Girl. I'm sure that's painful.

@jacquelinestewart3820

3 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel my girl has gone I miss her so much amen

7 years go by and i still can't get over you.

An unbelievable piece! It strikes so many chords with the heart.

It’s been a year since I lost the love of my life. I still remember her and I still love her so much and it’s hurts but today I finely realise I need to say goodbye even tho i will always love her today was the last goodbye and this video made it easier to say that so thank you.😔💔

LYRICS (WROTE IT MYSELF) ❤️ I can still hear your voice in my dreams, but I don't know if it's the real you. So far away ... but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes, but it doesn't help, I can still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is, enveloped in the air around me like a invensible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss, when time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just that finally, a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid, I feel like I'll lose myself in the past and if I don't relive these moments, I'm afraid that the few memories, I have left of you, won't last, and you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together, it was actually the beginning that I remember the most, because the first time I made you smile, it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list of things to discribe it, but I get lost in the sea of words so deep it would be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist and even tough the relationships had left you in bits and pieces, I promised that I would love you in all your imperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection and I realized then that you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once surrounded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared, all that you ever lost, all the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard, it left you breathless, overwhelmed with disappointment and seconds guesses, I know it's not easy when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can't be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith, so brace yourself because you won't always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you"ll learn not to fear it. After all, there are few things in this world resilient than the human spirit and you know what? It's quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life, afutre bathed in colors so bright they'll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet and I'll waiting for you there, in the meadow where we first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always seem to take me back... Back to the beginning.

@charlieochoa8051

5 жыл бұрын

Thanks!!!

@reannanowell2527

4 жыл бұрын

Carina-Lou i cant copy it 😭

I see all the guys commenting about their feelings that's amazing most girls think guys dont have feelings and think we get over a break up after a day but guys really do have feelings

Omg, this was so good. I wasn't expecting to tear up....really beautiful...

I love this so much... Im speechless ;-;

22 years and now we are no longer together. My first Christmas with someone else and I find myself missing you and just lonely inside . Even now that I have a wonderful lady in my life and I love her but I can't stand being without you. Merry Christmas DP . I'll love you for the rest of my life. I hate this but I hate being with someone who doesn't really love me like I need to be loved . Goodbye darlin

I'm literally getting goosebumps. Besides the obvious raw emotion you put into this piece as well as the perfection of a narration, I almost cried because it reminds me so much of this couple in a book I'm writing. The boy tries so hard to make the girl trust him again after series of letdowns and makes a promise to her that he'd never leave. At her most fragile he realises just how much she's letting him see of her soul, the other side of her heart. The girl however ends up losing her life for a greater cause and he changes almost completely: nightmares and dreams where he still sees her smile and remembers their first and only kiss, waking up bathed in sweat, snapping at other people all out of fear that time - his biggest enemy - is going to erase what he had left of memories of her. That's why this poem feels so close to my heart, it's as if my character has come alive to tell his story through a letter. To tell their story.

So many thoughtful, heart-warming and true words. I miss you.

AMAZING I love this so much ❤️😔👏🏼

This is so perfect like omg 🥰💔

I am never getting back from this.

“I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss” And I’m still in love with him and he never gonna know it 🙁

I aspire to write poetry like this ...

I had a friend and I fell in love with him and I had a chance with him I've had many actual dreams of him I remember everything with him and now he doesn't like me at all doesn't remember anything and he kissed someone else at a party and I'm just left in darkness because without his I don't know how to be me at all honestly

@Rxsentedasf

6 жыл бұрын

It's ok I love you

I wish this wasn’t so accurate but damn 🥺😭🎯

This is what great poetry sounds like. Genius.