I can't take this beat seriously 😭😭😭😭😭

@spooky_bob

8 күн бұрын

i felt the part where he said "mhmmmehm" 😔😔😔😔

@gh0stfrm36double0

2 күн бұрын

😭😭🔥

Now on iTunes and Spotify!

@chatosantana8082

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz cool and nice job

@IconicChris

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz i don't see it on spotify

@lluviaerives2070

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz can't find it on Spotify

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

Search Ten Toes BubbaGotBeatz

@chiefprime6390

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz what about google play 😭 #sharethelove

why is this so funny to me 😭

@jesuschrist3439

3 ай бұрын

this beat is hilarious

@tr4ps-swervo

7 күн бұрын

😂

Oh man the amount of freestyles I heard at house parties with this beat back in the day 😅 good times man

Best beat I have ever heard

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks ❗

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

Comments like these keep me going 💪

@jacobbull841

7 жыл бұрын

sammeee,i dont even know why it is, but it just is

@camarioncarson8557

7 жыл бұрын

Nadyas Channel

@og_kingroy4624

7 жыл бұрын

jacob bull fnn

Who still listen to this beat in 2019 i still am

@lifeaskayla3567

5 жыл бұрын

Me

@andricopower4289

5 жыл бұрын

You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and

@thepeepmari3480

5 жыл бұрын

Me

@angelicstar9611

5 жыл бұрын

Me and I rap to it

@LUCKY-li9ws

5 жыл бұрын

Im writing a song wit it

Those freestyles made this beat funny to listen to now 😂

I am so thankful for this beat. I’ve done wrote two full songs with it. No other beat seems to hit like this one still to this day 💯

@famousfabo

9 ай бұрын

No cap

@ssgtsorethumb203

9 ай бұрын

Lame ahh songs too I bet

@darionblue5513

9 ай бұрын

@@ssgtsorethumb203 dream crusher 😂😂

@bobbysmurda269

9 ай бұрын

@@ssgtsorethumb203LMAO

@doodle2472

9 ай бұрын

damn yo comment pregnant now

2020 anybody ? 😔

@juanw6733

4 жыл бұрын

B.T.R.N Chris Me

@lolascates5786

4 жыл бұрын

I'm in the studio rn with this beat

@d.flocka9363

4 жыл бұрын

Me

@kjustbert6631

4 жыл бұрын

Yuh

@Prod.Hydrx14

4 жыл бұрын

Me

am I the only one who just sits in the dark listens to this song and raps there heart out and ends up in tears...... no only me. ok

@KhxxxnYT

7 жыл бұрын

100,000 Subs with out one Video nah its me too

@jessirene593

7 жыл бұрын

100,000 Subs with out one Video that's me

@jamerathomas3051

7 жыл бұрын

100,000 Subs with out one Video me too

@justcaiden

7 жыл бұрын

Nah, we here with you.

@juniortoca9500

7 жыл бұрын

No I'm with you my girl friend was cheating on me and I'm in the dark

Hearing this song reminds of my troubles I put up with and wishing I didn't do and my pain that won't go away,and just has me in tears

One of the most relatable instrumentals on here!!!!! So calming

@childishfiend5923

2 жыл бұрын

Wtf you talking about this beat shit af😭 go take another listen

whenever i hear the beat i think of some guy sitting in his car at the night and rapping 😂😂

@alekvillarreal3470

4 жыл бұрын

yyoohowlongisthisusernameyiumaybeaskingmetoo life you mean this one? kzread.info/dash/bejne/ZmqJqo-mibKoZ84.html

@KingloTRG

4 жыл бұрын

That’s what I do

@ezmereldabacall9130

4 жыл бұрын

Alek Vi

@mariahjohnson4072

4 жыл бұрын

Me too I love that one

@shaggyonthefeet

4 жыл бұрын

I feel u

I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...

@PresenceMusic

7 жыл бұрын

Lol. Sorry, so long. Just was feeling this beat

@richardvelasquez3617

7 жыл бұрын

Jonathon Martinez that's deep much respect it hard out here💯

@gaynationwide6537

7 жыл бұрын

Fire

@gabriellegreen8554

7 жыл бұрын

Jonathon Martinez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@andytaofinuu2494

7 жыл бұрын

Bro that was lit I rapped what u writ and man I like ur rapping u should make a video man ur good

Never ever ever get tired of listening to this beat 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼

Someone please like this so I can listen to this again

@nikolatesla537

26 күн бұрын

come listen

I can’t be the only one who rapped with their own lyrics to this song+ these 3 am raps be hitting different

@Inkzii_

4 жыл бұрын

Lay in bed at 5am just rapping bout my life

@carsonpeters150

4 жыл бұрын

SkyZ VxgaZ same

@TheMzplayette

4 жыл бұрын

nahh u not

@raffuku3465

4 жыл бұрын

SUPER _CAM I did to do u know how to get copyright for none profit

@Wayzmusic0

4 жыл бұрын

i did

Who here 2020 🌊🌊🔥🔥🔥

@zzveli2442

4 жыл бұрын

Yessir

@amourrBri

4 жыл бұрын

Mo Money me lol

@babyson1106

4 жыл бұрын

Me

@gabe6488

4 жыл бұрын

Present

@juliannavelazquez920

4 жыл бұрын

Ragein Gagein tf?

This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.

@EfremCCTV

Жыл бұрын

why smoke. you could do it sober

@RealShaggy

Жыл бұрын

@@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.

@EfremCCTV

Жыл бұрын

@@RealShaggy nah i prefer liquor. it does for me what weed does for this guy

@RealShaggy

Жыл бұрын

@@EfremCCTV why drink. you could do it sober

@EfremCCTV

Жыл бұрын

@@RealShaggy cause im an addict

This gives me a nostalgic feeling... love this song. Makes my mind to focus.... bless the owner *my mind right now 😂😭😢☺️*

I could see J Cole pourin his heart out into this beat

@PresenceMusic

7 жыл бұрын

I am KingKaze Same man.

@madisonaudree

7 жыл бұрын

I am KingKaze yea me too

@GD-zw1hi

7 жыл бұрын

I am KingKaze yeah I see j cole too

@Luisa-uh7ny

7 жыл бұрын

yes dude 😩👌

@_JayyOfficial_

7 жыл бұрын

I am KingKaze lmao idk why this made me laugh💀💀

I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry, Tears fallen heart froze seen the pain in momma eyes, God called for his angel That's the day my sista died, I was 7 but it hurt me Hoping she come back alive, Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok, Even tho we want her back She living in a better place, So I pray for better days When I grew up I felt da same, I was smokin every night When I'm high I feela change Now it got me sitting here Rappn bout the past like, I remember growing up I Use to live a fast life, Little brother locked up Sisters running wild to, Mommy work her ass off I'm doing what I gotta do, Just to hear ma mamma say Damn son I'm proud of u, Growing up without a dad Made a man out of you, Fuck was I suppose to do Sit around & cry about it, Living with no happiness But I still smile without it,

@Officialsmilezp

7 жыл бұрын

subscribe to my channel I got more bars

@randomdaniel9188

7 жыл бұрын

KidSmilezMusic yo god damn this shit STRAIGHT FYEE🔥🔥🔥🔥👌respect for what ever happend in ur life

@isaacvega2339

7 жыл бұрын

KidSmilezMusic 🤘🏼

@jesussosa1579

7 жыл бұрын

KidSmilezMusic Respect brotha FIRE!!!

@kinghades1892

7 жыл бұрын

I usually don't cry but I did after listening to some of people's raps 😭 respect to all of u

I've been listening to ths beat that beat is to rl to heart felt not to catch emotions rather its good or bad place it takes u hands dwn...100% EPIC BEAT🔥🔥🔥🔥

First time listening to the beat and love. Reminds me of my cousin that just past away recently.

Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon. I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb. But I couldn't be a man and took that shit for granted, now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted. Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back, 'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack. But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track, before the final curtain falls on my last act. And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia, I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown, but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown. I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.

@tommydwyer1502

7 жыл бұрын

MrPlasmaNuke

@d_woodsonly

7 жыл бұрын

MrPlasmaNuke nice man 👌🏼✊🏼

@sirwilliceofranger841

7 жыл бұрын

Yeah I diggin dat doe fr💪💯

@chayenneneyra3211

7 жыл бұрын

MrPlasmaNuke oh shii 👀💦

@randomlink1020

7 жыл бұрын

MrPlasmaNuke are these your lyrics? or the original?

My mama really strong that's why I love her so much, she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up, she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen. My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child, I just say I love you,and I scream it loud, imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud, Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.

@ultramp4

7 жыл бұрын

Treven Mcfee emotional 😔😵

@tremcfee6145

7 жыл бұрын

Ninja Gaming I appreciate you for looking at my lyrics💯💯

@ricarihawoodfork2045

7 жыл бұрын

Treven Mcfee

@ricarihawoodfork2045

7 жыл бұрын

Treven Mcfee

@ricarihawoodfork2045

7 жыл бұрын

Treven Mcfee

This beat makes me think about a lot of things I love this beat

Just the nostalgia coming up in the beat and lyrics in my head guess I’ll give it a try

Who else trying to rap this beat

@alyssahatcher5001

6 жыл бұрын

I’madonut8 Totally diva me lol

@mazewest

6 жыл бұрын

I’madonut8 Totally diva right! Even me as a producer lol

@rogerrider240

6 жыл бұрын

I’madonut8 Totally diva me

@amiapalmer1900

6 жыл бұрын

I’madonut8 Totally diva right here it was a fail😂😂

@nocap8881

6 жыл бұрын

Me lmfao

Y'all don't know how long I've been looking for this BEAT THO!!

@itsewayman

7 жыл бұрын

jailene corpes you bouta spit something on it?

@jaiiixx

7 жыл бұрын

Eway Jay lmaooo maybe!

@nevets1871

7 жыл бұрын

jailene corpes Rip, I just heard about this and I found it in seconds

@jaiiixx

7 жыл бұрын

QuickBarz lmao and...

@jaiiixx

7 жыл бұрын

ChuxVersace wym?

Whose here in 2024

@ypkzay9385

Ай бұрын

Me

@Boxingwheel

Ай бұрын

I just farted

@TheBusinessMafia56

Ай бұрын

Bout to make a song now for this shit😂📌

@luhicyyy3086

27 күн бұрын

Me

@nathanj1531

23 күн бұрын

@@luhicyyy3086 3 days is crazy, what's the chances, just stubbled across this beat now, shi crazy.

i still listen to this beat crazy bruh alot of pain

I love how everyone in the comments is making up their own rap but I'm just here scrolling through the comments and I can't even say three words

@SubscribersWithNoVideos-in9jh

5 жыл бұрын

Dyamond Trevino you said over 10 words

@ykregg3291

5 жыл бұрын

Just let come to

@ykregg3291

5 жыл бұрын

You

@erroljonesnl

5 жыл бұрын

Hahhaha

@mollykasaemsuk6584

5 жыл бұрын

Dyamond Trevino lol me

These days, kids will never know how much pain was on this beat😔🧡 Miss the old days

@isisaustin5205

3 жыл бұрын

Im 13 basically a kid I understand I actually made my own song to this beat i cry real tears when i sing it tho cause it comes from the heart and i wish my life was different

@MindfulnessMeditateManifest

3 жыл бұрын

Stfu pussy

@lilbudda

3 жыл бұрын

@@MindfulnessMeditateManifest stfu your name is Connor💀😭😭😭

@zoeymatos3535

2 жыл бұрын

nah fr they will never understand the stories that came with this beat...

@derrickshouse8012

2 жыл бұрын

I love this comment fr. Cuz they absolutley have no idea these days the raw emotion that was into this beat by so many ppl. #tentoeschallenge

i know right now times be getting hard for us, Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this, Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling You be right by my side helping me to keep going Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up On some real shit aint never had nobody keep real the way you do Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man Nd you is right momma I seen it with my eyes The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I Now the love nd bond you share with us you can't find tht shit nowhere else I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father, Cause he was there at times Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us

I’ve been looking for this song for YEARSSSSS I MEAN YEARS I FINALLY FOUND IT

*_2019 anyone?? I love this beat it’s so chill_*

2k19 still here

I dont even be rapping to this...just love to think back to the time this came out and how much it meant and means to me now

Thankyou for this instrumental bubba :) ur my bubs now :)

I was talking to this girl and things just started changing Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked About what me and you could be And how I was ready for something real And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels You could've had the world and anything that you wanted You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu Things might be different if you had my point of view You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it

@johan-bm2pb

7 жыл бұрын

fireeeeeeeeeeeeeee

@_kiandriasworld_6042

7 жыл бұрын

Chandler Smith who

@jaykasame

7 жыл бұрын

Aye thanks man, I might be posting a video soon, watch out for it.

@alexis__7517

7 жыл бұрын

Chandler Smith fire🖒🖒🔥🔥

@pastelbaby8128

7 жыл бұрын

wow

Could listen to this beat ALL day

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

💪

@adrim.8438

7 жыл бұрын

same

@rubyjuarez5024

7 жыл бұрын

Ari Aleigha same

Man as a OTR Trucker, this song made me find solitude instead of loneliness…Thanks my guy

I swear hear these rappers they rapping just like they know What it’s like to light a candle And spend the night in the cold

Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks fam! I'll continue to put my passion in this. Hopefully that'll come true.

@kayynicole5372

7 жыл бұрын

is there an actual song to this beat

@charliemaneh

7 жыл бұрын

+Kayla Johnson look up 'praying for help' b

@hamburgler4424

7 жыл бұрын

+Kayla Johnson Yes there is Trevion Alexender got a song on it

@ReneaP12

7 жыл бұрын

Breiner Zarate

🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥 Yea i may be young but ik how love feels When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days I should've known that he was fake and she was faker And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker" I swear that bitch shady as fuck U aint my fkin friend Real friends wouldnt do that So its time for this to end U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names U know who tf u is Thats all i need to say Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up Ima make it far in this world, u gon see And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall Gotta stay strong and stand tall To the haters: fuck em all Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried

@tayannapatrick8024

7 жыл бұрын

Keke Simon oml killed that

@keyerasimon8674

7 жыл бұрын

Tayanna Patrick thanks 💙

@keyerasimon8674

7 жыл бұрын

hellory thanks💓

@mashijahan7206

7 жыл бұрын

yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears Damn B I see ur really fucking smart u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart yeah u got me feelin bad n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared" see u got me playin victim from the start I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down U ruined my life for good I had no one to talk to wish the pain would go away Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have Damn the agony it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker" That bitch was shady asf U aint my friend Real friends wouldn't do that I hope u feel accomplished u made me cry n depressed Ive became a cutter lifes throwing bullets N ive got holes in my heart im trynna heal I hope u feel this pain one day i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly. well i aint lettin dis put me down ive set goals to achieve ima make it far n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall gotta stay strong and stand tall to the haters: fuck em all head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️

@keyerasimon8674

7 жыл бұрын

Skylar Chimbay awesome😁👌

I swear some people never want to see you succeed they would rather see you crumble and fall and when you do they keep bringing it up and tell you your never gonna make it so show them haters wrong and keep grinding and keep it pushing if you need to cut them out your life because they toxic go ahead and do that and don't care what a hater is gonna say because all they wanna do is drag you down so be a king and pick up your crown

I haven’t heard this beat in a long time a now that I played it it made me feel a shorten type of way

*0:22* *Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9* Now look what you got into* *All I really need in life is a father figure* *And I need you dad I don't want another nigga* *Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things* *Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things* *Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings* *And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain* *We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain* *Look what happened to the family now we falling apart* *Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part* *Help me in life show me how to be a* *man* *I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn* *Broke most my life* *We starved and we struggled but we survived* *I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life* *But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*

@phoenixcathcart6544

7 жыл бұрын

This is deep sorry for your loss 😞

@jiegamingstudio7405

7 жыл бұрын

ME 2 IM SOSO SORRY U LOST UR DAD

@kennyremain1972

7 жыл бұрын

Highlight Kingdom to

@FootballH1ghlights

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks y'all, that's wassup 🙏

@FootballH1ghlights

7 жыл бұрын

I jus need to get a mic

*Thumbs up* if you think Kodak Black would kill this challenge!?

@Youngjayjr55

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz FR Bruh I was dead thinking the same while I read your comment #FreeKodak

@xorxpert

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it. Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.

@jaydencox20

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz yo this is sick

@Kartierdiary

7 жыл бұрын

datwayyy!!

@xzavierpowell8463

7 жыл бұрын

jayden

Legendary beat bro😭

good golly this brings back memories....

I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day. This has always been my least favorite day of the year, I can't deal with it now that you're not here. Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?" My eyes immediately start to fill up with water. I try to choke out a single word to say, But I always end up crying and running away. I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door, Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor. I look up to the sky and I start to pray, "Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?" I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had, Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad" I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart. All these words are just an attempt to try to explain what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain. Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call, But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair No one else understands or they don't even care But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say, Happy Father's Day. (Thanks for reading ❤️) Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure. Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️

@marianaarteaga4176

5 жыл бұрын

💯🔥🔥

@katiekat3047

5 жыл бұрын

@XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though

@katiekat3047

5 жыл бұрын

@XCubbyBeachX Thanks!

@z12weed

5 жыл бұрын

Best lyrics so far

@katiekat3047

5 жыл бұрын

@@z12weed Aw thank you so much ❤️

0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away, but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed, I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side, but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe, you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling, 0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty? that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage, to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best, so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger, cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell, so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..

@rachealbellard8497

7 жыл бұрын

koko kassandra u killed this

@jhonaeweaver6511

7 жыл бұрын

koko kassandra good rap

@kaz7699

6 жыл бұрын

Fire bro

@raynaraymond3202

6 жыл бұрын

koko kassandra oml that's good. Also so sorry

@rebekahsolomon6407

6 жыл бұрын

koko kassandra can I use the end for my song

say on skibidi

This for everyone in 2022 still keeping 10 toes down through this pandemic 💯👌

Back in these days man, summer 2016❤️😭😭

@madisonh564

4 жыл бұрын

mm ya

@ecomtony9470

3 жыл бұрын

Ong

@raulribot417

3 жыл бұрын

2021

@dylusional419

Жыл бұрын

Mannnn fr tho

ME AND MY FRIENDS REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD RAP WHEN THIS CHALLENGE CAME OUT😂😂😂😂😂 im so glad them days are overrrrrr

😢😢😢 Everytime i play this instrumental i cry my heart and soul out to god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love this beat is the greatest beat for eternity

When I listen I think of all the pain I went through and what I’m going through now

2k20 still here 🤘🏽😭 this is fr a vibe 🥺

@cashinwithty1663

4 жыл бұрын

Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress

@cashinwithty1663

4 жыл бұрын

@Janiyah Sanders-Jones yess i swearrr

@landonaaron7873

4 жыл бұрын

Fuck 2k

@smalls2235

3 жыл бұрын

Ye

Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏

Rapping back to back is really what made me driving thru the city in my mercaedies

Damn I finally found this legendary ass beat

I had to hustle get on out that struggle and I still remained humble cause them streets was like a jungle growing up in my neighborhood I had to stay off the streets cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach yeah . I couldn't depend on nobody , I had to hold it down cause when I needed a favor , there was no one around except for my brother , my cousin, my aunt , and my mother we was all struggling we had to help each other . dinner on a plate , we ain't see that everyday those nights I had to pray pray for better days . better days , better days , in a better place those days were soon to come in just had to wait . ( never did this before 😂 tried it just for fun 😌)

@lisheaheavylee2514

7 жыл бұрын

monilove 1 this is just like life when I was 5

@Shaaadap

7 жыл бұрын

monilove

@mattmannthegod5453

7 жыл бұрын

monilove 1 dope

@rondasiachambers9796

7 жыл бұрын

monilove 1 UI

@otf_dray_wst4935

7 жыл бұрын

that's dope bro

this song just says pain. like somehow the beat is a sound of pain and it's beautiful.

@BubbaGotBeatz

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks!

@megatrinyti

7 жыл бұрын

Cristian Rod You described it perfectly

@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr

7 жыл бұрын

Gaara Kazekage :)

@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr

7 жыл бұрын

BubbaGotBeatz thank you for the amazing beat :)

damn good days man.. listening to this today january 8 2024 doesnt feel the same fr

Bro that shit is deep keep doing ya the thing alot of love for this one

You see everybody got a story to tell Well here's mine My pain's deep, I have been through hell I managed to survive so I got a story to tell Listen, I stand victorious Make the sign of the cross Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost Let me pray as I put together my hands I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat Losing weight's a part of my daily routine I always use against my will, just praying I was clean So nod your head if you understand what I mean When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better Another abscess from my arm is getting severed My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe I push it in and try to drift away to heaven But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out Another shooting gallery, another crack house On the porch "Welcome To Hell" is on the floor mat I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap Peaking out the window, someone whispers "Lock the door latch" We're blasting off, departing from this mothership I look around as others search the carpet for another hit Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail I don't have friends, family never paid my bail So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming "MORE" The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done But every time I got released I was back on the run It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant The only thing that matters in life is my next high I got to be willing to change and give it my best try I'm a servant and this heroin's my king I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired But then it finally happened, motivated by desire I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck My faith is never blind and my future I barely see But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity So it begins and it's essential I believe Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me And then u ask me "Why do I give this my all?" I'm not trying to see "Rest In peace" on my Facebook wall I got clean in 05 and started rapping I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean For them another deadly overdose is just something to see Look, I pay attention to every post that I read As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father As I rap, this shit is giving me chills And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick Everybody is dying it makes me sick This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial I'm blown away by every message that I get It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit We got to do this together, we must trust There's no you, there's no me, there's just us I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one So live your life cause tomorrow may never come Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry My life changed once I was willing to try I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high

@jamayn27playz36

5 жыл бұрын

this is mad love it and is this a true story?

@nylaallen5708

5 жыл бұрын

I luv and i respect yu much respect💕😔👌

@mirendahunter92

5 жыл бұрын

Pray real hard and ask god to help you.god can turn life around.

@julioramirez5303

5 жыл бұрын

You should rap it and upload it

@williamcarlsson1698

5 жыл бұрын

This is insanely good!! Never stop fighting for the love of your family! Your daughter is lucky to have you as her father because you can always relate to her and understand when she comes in trouble. With your background you can guide her to success and it really needs a do or die hard work mentality to get clean from heroin. Live in peace my friend. God bless you

“Uhh listen” “Ayy look”

@HopeFpsYT

3 жыл бұрын

Yea, aye, ok, bitch

@kreak6767

3 жыл бұрын

@@HopeFpsYT ight, yuh

@Bruh-iz7cg

3 жыл бұрын

Uh, yeah. What. Let's go

@jangy1106

3 жыл бұрын

Yea.. lets go.. lets get it.. ima show you right here.. aye listen..

@redserpent8201

3 жыл бұрын

Uh, yuh.. skrrt prrt yuh ayy

This beat reminds me off when I was in Juvenile Detention for 2 years for Running to see my mom, my Math teacher used to play this...helped me with everything helped me graduate with a Diploma and knowing how to do a lot of stuff. he’s dead R.I.P Mr.Roberts best math teacher ever 💪😌 Love y’all please don’t take time for granted, you never know

This beat makes me 😭 I get in my feelings

start @0:24 i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you out of no where u disappeared out the blue I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.

@teairacox4305

7 жыл бұрын

🔥💯

@javaugnleslie3141

7 жыл бұрын

this hit my heart i fuck with this 💯👌

@antoniotaylor8755

7 жыл бұрын

Javaugn Leslie thx

@antoniotaylor8755

7 жыл бұрын

TeAira Allen thx

@juniorgarcia7084

7 жыл бұрын

reading this made me cry ): keep your head high

this beat makes u wanna cry if u get into it real deep

@vfroze2x828

7 жыл бұрын

kenneth sanders it really does

This beat go hard ❤

I recently heard this beat and like it.

yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.

@justincasto2731

7 жыл бұрын

Ethan Perrin same man. keep ya head up and keep trying. you'll make it big one day

@ethanperrin6459

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks yo.

@keontegaming7479

7 жыл бұрын

please bring tegdvdvdvwfwfg

@keontegaming7479

7 жыл бұрын

we will keep your eyes and me mouth see meoy keonte

@masonstroner1879

Ай бұрын

Ò😅😅😊o😅po😅ollo😅

Dis my first ever beat i put in my playlist

@BubbaGotBeatz

Ай бұрын

My Guy!

💪👍👌 can't get much better.. love it 💯

This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.

@trillak2721

7 жыл бұрын

Clamp God Jay Real Shit

@Jayfazo4k

7 жыл бұрын

+trilla k Thanks Bro

@cyclopsgenitals7188

7 жыл бұрын

Clamp God Jay 💯

@miriamlibokmeto1021

7 жыл бұрын

Banana Clips love it

@Jayfazo4k

7 жыл бұрын

+Miriam Libokmeto Thanks

TEN TOES RAP CHALLENGE:: this is the life of a brave girl like me who now she's damn tough but used to feel so fuckin weak was born adopted, so different, but prompted by the birth mom & dad who told me im not wanted the second im born i see just the face of my new mom who offered to give me a place a kind hearted soul who made me feel glad another story for the man who im supposed to call my dad no vision in my right eye, disease and im half blind i wish i could move on but can't stop the rewinds the memories of mom and dad screaming at eachother remembering my dad hitting my poor fucking mother they split when i was 3, mom got near-full custody but i still had to visit him regardless of my plea wednesday's and weekends were the worst hell days when i spent time with daddy i was never fuckin' praised just raped, beaten, punched, kicked, thrown down the stairs getting called names, touched, slapped, pullin on my hair you're supposed to be my role model, what is your excuse for 8 years of physical verbal and sexual abuse i blamed it on me- it was my fault i was raped had nobody to talk to-my sister moved and escaped leaving me all alone, fending for my fuckin self hiding under the bed and climbing under the shelves to get away from this monster who i had to call a dad made me cry and scream and raised me to be dishonest and mad after 8 years of his abuse i told mom all the shit i finally reached my breaking point and snitched the man to bits. got him sent to jail and had to move across the coast yet you still give me a reason to hate myself the most you hurt me, and threw me and tortured me before but all i ever did was try to fuckin run out your door. mommy was heartbroken that her precious little baby got sucked up in abuse and felt like the world hates me mom got remarried, were happier now but im still scarred today- wanna know how? all i do is let the past get to me i can never move on, can't fuckin accept a me where everything is ok and nothing ever came and i could be that little girl wanting for wealth and hannah montana fame i have a new dad, same mom now i'm perfectly fine but something in my mind just keeps me always cryin knowing i'm a victim and im truly went through strife but sometimes you gotta dust it off and say "hey, that's life" twelve years old diagnosed with some shit called anxiety and depression because i got hit scars on my wrist, blood flowing down the drain crying, trying to distract from all this pain i can't talk to nobody, i ain't going to school i stayed in bed all day, but i was such a fool grades got lower and so did my esteem but i faked a happy smile just so i could seem fighting through this bullshit getting through the day i wanted to end my life but all i did was pray wishing for that happiness that i never fuckin got constantly bullied, but i'm not even a thot why can't my life be filled with joy instead i cry over my ex dad and a cute boy never feeling loved but i had so many friends who wanted me to get better and stick through till the end i tried my best and i'm still tryin it's hard breathing, i'm not lyin but after all my hard work i'm high and im just flyin at the end of the tunnel there's always a bit of light ask me if i'm a victim and ill say yeah that's fuckin right but im proud of it, bitch do you see how i'm doing now getting straight a's, partyin till the moon goes down letting loose and goin crazy, doin what i want i wished for happiness and that's exactly what i got

@remybabyy4091

7 жыл бұрын

Leah Laufe I'm fucken sorry! bruh this had me crying. stay strong babygirl. i cant believe u went through all that! 😪 my lord. Jesus is w u. 💙 my prayers out to u and ur family ma! 😫 omg I just can't believe this. this broke my heart in so many bits and pieces 😭💔

@itsyourboidesmond6937

7 жыл бұрын

Leah Laufe that's fire

@jessethecuhhh4794

7 жыл бұрын

Leah Laufe I went through the same thing but only that it was my mom that abused me instead of my dad but hope you feel safe and if you want to check my channel

@sorayaanne6480

7 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel 😞

@kaymay1395

7 жыл бұрын

Leah L

I’m here in 2021 still with this beat smh

@sxifty1651

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@justdreaming3476

2 жыл бұрын

Ong when we gonna get a good song produced on this beat

Pretty cool beat, never heard a fire verse from this during 2016/2017 when this took off lmfaoo

Just casually scrolling through comments, rapping other people’s songs 🙃

@PaolaGarcia-gy1yt

6 жыл бұрын

yoooooo same

@kashaerouse3943

6 жыл бұрын

Evie :p same

@kaleighochoa3340

6 жыл бұрын

Evie :p SAME!!!

@MariaVazquez-np6tj

6 жыл бұрын

SAME 😭

@kellywheeler7321

6 жыл бұрын

Evie :p me

(Lyrics) You supposed to be my father but you were never there for me , you swore up and down you love me but you never cared for me . you were never there not a day in my life now you got another girl you're trying to call your wife as I can do up I always wondered where you were my mom had to cover up just to hide the hurt I can't believe you did that just left me in the dirt and know that you're my father but I hope for you the worse as I grew up everybody asked "where's your father" as I told them my story my eyes filled up with water You effed up my life so freaking bad I really wish you weren't even my dad (Verse 2) Don't even try to call me I won't call you you wonder why I don't like you it's a stupid things you do I know this sounds harsh but I don't care if it sounds rude I'm thinking about you it just messes up my mood why you using all these drugs like Dad you really tripping' I bet you don't realize our relationship is slippin' I'm staring at my ceiling I don't know what I am feeling is anger is sadness or is it just love you get no motivation to love me not even with a shove you need a third party and that really hurts me badly but you can't see all I ever really want it from you... Was a family (Verse 3) Look I'm 12 years old now Bet you didn't know this you had a chance to come back nah it's just a mess letting you back in my life is a big risk you left my heart broken like an old CD discs now as I wrote the song I really started crying I'm tired of your BS and I'm tired of your lying I'll just place you at the bottom of my heart cuz it's really too late to start off on a fresh start you know what I don't care you have these issues and you know what eff this big box of tissues I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of the pain because me being born isnt unerasable pain I cry alone in my room so just so I can maintain don't even talk about you saying my name in vain (Verse 4) For 4 years I thought it was my fault you left me and my mom but now I realized man I was wrong you never cared about anybody but yourself you don't care about your kids you don't care about their health if I could keep Track you really stabbed me in the back and you try to get away from it with talking all this smack well guess what I don't miss or need you I can make it by myself and succeed without you and when I be famous you'll be there like a statue when I grow up I really hope I don't match you now i think about it and I'm really dissin' you any other kid would be really missin' you but I'm Different I learned from my mistakes a lot of people in this world are just fakes (Final Verse ) what really angers me is when I see your face it makes me want to cry and that's a big disgrace I feel stupid thinking that you're going to come home but now I know you're not and I feel so alone I'm done with it all I'm just going to end it god paid me with life and I'm here to spend it drop off my problems that are involving you if only you could see life from my point of view I'll for real cut you off real fast like that but when I shut you out don't ever come back it's coming to an end I'm all done you can live your life always next to a gun yeah I'm done you don't deserve me or my love I hate you

@RemiDoozy

6 жыл бұрын

Asshole By Nature yes it’s about my dad

@RemiDoozy

6 жыл бұрын

Asshole By Nature the video of me singing it is on my channel

@RemiDoozy

6 жыл бұрын

Asshole By Nature thank youuu🙏🏽

@ahoeforstraykidsliterally6268

6 жыл бұрын

My dad left me and my little sisters and my brother with my mom and my grandmother has been the one helping us out and I'm also 12 and he never calls me to wish me a happy birthday and that's what hurts me inside,my siblings don't get it cause they are young and I'm older but I just wish my dad can be here for me and I hope your dad can just be there for you. By the way love your rap 💖💖

@RemiDoozy

6 жыл бұрын

edye smith thank you and I'm sorry 😭💔💔

You can feel the pain in this beat. No other has come close since.

Beat crazy addicting

this song is sad 😔 and something that's get in your heart ♥

@lorenarodiguez9077

7 жыл бұрын

yes

@kaylahutchinson194

7 жыл бұрын

What song is this

@kalyiahogden9089

7 жыл бұрын

Ik it make me think of my grandma

@quitamichele1

7 жыл бұрын

lorena rodiguez k

@nylabarksdale3666

7 жыл бұрын

Frfr

Sooo this is mine. Its really long but oh well. Lied to, let down, got fucked up Told I wasn't worth it that I should just give up Flipped my hair turned like “if that's how you feel” Walked away chin up keepin it real Said my confidence was goals and i'm stronger than the rest But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess Tell me to wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better But the only thing that’ll change will end up being the weather. Look people act like they’re always gonna care But then they up and leave and you got nobody there Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised But that's fine i guess it's something i'm used to Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile Cuz once depression takes its toll you're stuck for a while Parents still married and yea that's fine But it’s hard to stay happy with no one by your side Friends talked shit so I left them in the past Its as if life is a race and I'm always coming in last Ya I get it, some people got it worse But you cant say its not bad that I tried to put myself in a hearse 20 cuts up and down my right wrist “Whats with all them sad songs playing up on your playlist?” I denied all the scars “No i don't know what happened to my arm” I told you i was fine it's was just a false alarm And they believed me. Left alone again. Yea I guess it's my fault. Shoulda let them in. But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin Yea I did it. Attempted it a few times Hard to admit but I overdosed 5 times Lied on the floor crying out the lord's name Take me back lord jesus lives playing me like a game Ended up in the hospital 3 weeks i layed Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away. Wanted to die someone pull my plug Tears rolled down my face when my my cried as she gave me a hug. I breathed. Thought for a bit. Maybe i'll do better if i act like i don't give a shit Decided to try again. Give life another shot Holding onto my hope cuz it's all that I got Smiled more gained friends found a small purpose in life But in all honesty man suicide started to cross my mind Up at 3am eyes red as hell Told myself itd get better But if i think i should let go fuck i probably will Yea I gave up. Quite a lot let's be true But I eventually got better and happier too. Got my baby with me now and i'm wrapped up in his arms Haven't moved a lot yet but Im gonna go pretty far Bae got my back and he keeps me in line Momma raised a queen. My crown and I gonna shine Definition of life is still yet to be known But i promise whoever listens to this you're never alone let's go Aye keep on praying, smiling, dont quit. Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit You're worth more than you think now just hear me out Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down Wassup

@arandomgirl2030

7 жыл бұрын

Hailey Budach, I really enjoy your Ten Toes it's really good. thank you

@cristinagonzaba887

7 жыл бұрын

Hailey Budach good job

@leslieanger1192

7 жыл бұрын

lol

@thetopgamer318

7 жыл бұрын

loved it, really deep but amazing

@channels6781

7 жыл бұрын

Hailey Budach love it

Good lookin on the beat Bubba...appreciate that 4R🙏💯

I still sit and cry to this beat rapping about this I go through ! Z . . . Z . Z.

i rap off this beat for thanksgiving but forgot to put it on KZread,my family was like i need an contract.ten toe the best

@luhwest4463

7 жыл бұрын

i need an like'

tell me what u think I would appreciate it..subscribe if u think I should make a video of me rapping it (that’s for 1K posting a video soon❤️) 00:21 Look me in my eyes and say u can’t see the pain Tell me u don’t think I cry everyday Remind me that it’s “gonna be okay” That this is just a phase You tell me that I’m strong to keep my chin up and pray You don’t know the thoughts running threw my brain At the end of the day I feel alone in every way All the scars reminding me of when I couldn’t see the light in the dark days I don’t let people see the tears running down my face I let my pride get in the way Put a fake smile on my face And wipe my tears away and act like everything okay When in reality I’m drained I don’t put my trust into people cus one day they’ll walk away I reminisce about the days I had my brother here to say “baby girl wipe ur tears off ur face and be stronger then the demons in ur brain “ I would cut to heal the pain The feeling of the blade running down my skin taking all my thoughts away I’m misunderstood because the way I heal my pain So I hide the way I feel with a smile on my face I want to stop my ways But some days it’s hard to stay away from the feeling of the blade I’m sorry I am weaker then u say I’m sorry I don’t see beauty in me everyday I’m sorry that I’m not okay I’m confused most days I’m happy one second then tears are running down my faces

@justlivingtbh256

5 жыл бұрын

Aaliyah Gonzales this was great😊😊 u got ur first like from me. Keep making raps

@aaliyahgonzales4818

5 жыл бұрын

Arriana Bray thank you I really appreciate it 😊❣️

@babygurla6751

5 жыл бұрын

I'm listening to the instrument and rapping at the same time to your rap and sounds so good but I can relate I love it keep up the good work

@aaliyahgonzales4818

5 жыл бұрын

Arlyn Caro thank you I appreciate it a lot

@zqovi9287

5 жыл бұрын

Thatwas trash

Love this beat hard story teller !!

Back in 2016 when 🥷s was heartbroken & shxttt😹😹

0:22 (kinda a fast rap) suffer from depression viewer discretion lost in my collection of imperfection i need a blessing tired of aggression tired of this lesson look at my reflection obsession, deflection, abjection, infection 0:35 i need a resurrection i’m trapped at an intersection with hundreds of different directions causes self-inspection really makes you question is my own projection a true confession? or am i messin with my facial expressions are my emotions under suppression? feel like i’m under possession get me out and then take me to the heavens 0:51

@crustylips7573

5 жыл бұрын

That's absolutely amazing

@daily.reminders2361

5 жыл бұрын

@@crustylips7573 agreed the hardest part is the intersection part just rap this sound freaking amazing bro 💯💯💯❤

@crustylips7573

5 жыл бұрын

@@daily.reminders2361 exactly, couldn't explain it better

@FelipeAtFord

5 жыл бұрын

this flows so hard , you can make it faster than the times you put

@queengrant8205

5 жыл бұрын

Jason Vera lit

Who still remembers this since around 2017 😩😩😩😩

2021 still rapping to this bad ass beat!

was getting made fun of since day one had suicidal thoughts just wanted to be done had to move schools, changed her whole life for once didn't think about pickin up that knife things were great and then she fell in love he made her feel good, made her rise above took away her sorrows and took away her pain until she found out his love was just a game from there it all started to go back south lost all confidence, no words came from her mouth thinkin she was hideous, dumb and stupid too life in pieces, apology overdo slowly she reverted back to her old ways locked in her bedroom crying for days slept for way too long, wouldn't eat a thing wanted someone to give her neck a wring panic attacks started to become tradition no one understood, weren't in her position the weight of everything kept on piling higher couldn't stop any of them terrible desires but that girls changed, changed for the better and she loves herself now, more than ever people are gonna keep pushin her to the ground but shes gonna rise, chin up and ten toes down

@djflowers4292

7 жыл бұрын

dope asf

@jojoabbott5777

7 жыл бұрын

Isabella .... this best one of all

@fulocje

7 жыл бұрын

Usually lyrics in the comment section suck ass but this was legit.

@nyaliyahjames-johnson2972

7 жыл бұрын

Isabella you have a good rap good job keep the god work up

@hailshancock8992

7 жыл бұрын

thats amazing talent right there great job !

I just sitting here scrolling down the comments tryna rap using other people's lyrics😂

@Chee.Y4ng

4 жыл бұрын

Lol

@pfentinoir

4 жыл бұрын

🤣same

@lalyndabaham2437

4 жыл бұрын

same

@shamoyjohn5238

3 жыл бұрын

Lmao I was doing the same😂

@stophim8514

3 жыл бұрын

It worked damn