the fact that she sang "Pale Blue" is painful the lyrics must be hurting her inside like in this part "I want everything back to how they were. Don't leave me, stay here, by my side. Without saying a word. Just hug me tight, and make it unforgettable"

@RaGiAn87

3 жыл бұрын

This is straight up masochism, like Pekora singing K-On graduation song

@Frixeen

3 жыл бұрын

0:33 "Thinking it‘s like the last spring at the end" 0:38 "and let‘s say a beautiful goodbye"

@DforDado

3 жыл бұрын

@@RaGiAn87 Not really. if you're feeling hurt and sad, sad songs help let it all out. suppressing feelings is unhealthy as well as as wallowing on it. Sadness can get strangely addicting/comforting. It's complex, humans emotions. We should just deal with it accordingly.

@JM4_RK

3 жыл бұрын

I was watching the live stream drum covering the first two of her songs but i was interrupted that she was crying so i just stop and go to bed

@MikayaAkyo

3 жыл бұрын

Me and a few friends were trying to cheer each other up on that day, so we planned on just goofing around singing songs since we're all not really good singers. I prepared a few cheery songs with goofy lyrics, but then everyone was doing kinda sad songs so i quickly changed to sad songs as well. It already got them when i chose "Soshite Ima" by Asami Seto (Chihayafuru's first ED) A few lines: "As the setting sun shines down on me, my heart feels as if it’s lost something" "Though there wasn’t a single feeling that had changed in the dream we shared. Without my realizing it, we began to walk different roads, didn’t we?" "And so now the two of us, are gazing at this world in which we’re too far apart. And so now into the sky, resounds the song you once taught me." "And so now the two of us, gaze at our respective paths. And so now I will sing it again, until the day two feelings meet once more." I then followed up by Chihayafuru's second ED by Asami Seto, 'Akanezora': "In your absence, thoughts about you float to my mind, And I search for the path that seems so easily lost." "Wherever you are right now, I doubt that things would change. Our hearts remain connected, even now." "No matter how far apart we are, please never forget, The passion I felt in you that day, the dream the two of us built together. As the evening sun bleeds into the madder sky, Let’s turn our gazes upwards and keep moving forward." "On that day I had yet to realise , just how important a meeting it was. We’ve clashed a lot and cried as well, But the time we’ve passed together has been irreplaceable." "And now I watch over you, Closer than anyone, As you wordlessly strive for what you are trying to do." "I believe in you, so please do not give up, Continue pursuing the dream that we now share. As the sun sets in a madder sky, Let’s not look back and keep moving forward." Those songs really hit us hard, i almost cried as well but the desire to finish the songs was stronger. But i doubt i could survive if Kanata was to release a Cover of Akanezora at any point.

It’s okay to cry. Everyone cry at this day, but still stay positive as possible. Thank you Coco for everything

@MrDuck-po3wy

3 жыл бұрын

I still can't cry.

@aminazman9311

3 жыл бұрын

@@MrDuck-po3wy guess people like us are really dead inside eh

@MrDuck-po3wy

3 жыл бұрын

@@aminazman9311 i want to cry but the tears aren't working. I spent a whole 2 minutes trying to cry.

@DaijiSann__

3 жыл бұрын

@@MrDuck-po3wy honestly man, me too. No matter how I force it, I can't.. Don't get me wrong it's also extremely sad for me but somehow I just can't cry.. Never have I ever felt so disappointed with myself at that moment

@bungkikal9910

3 жыл бұрын

yeah if it's can make you feel better you should cry

Not only the fact that Sui-chan's a powerful singer, but she's also so strong to hold in all those tears while singing.

@bungkikal9910

3 жыл бұрын

yeah she is very strong

@vaachubashrimpu2646

3 жыл бұрын

Sui chan really holding on

@AnguryMemer

3 жыл бұрын

And there goes my girl Pekora cried mid stream qwq

@a_paandah

3 жыл бұрын

Prolly she already cry while watching coco stream, she said theres a trashbag full of used tissue iirc

Let's be honest, everyone tried really hard not to cry but still failed, like me.

@kenayuda9788

3 жыл бұрын

same, letter reading was... fck

@aqua_non

3 жыл бұрын

i thought i did it at first but kanata showed up

@anhquan5749

3 жыл бұрын

i cried right after the stream end. Men i hate that empty feeling

@hio.hinomaru21

3 жыл бұрын

....... 🥲

@wataname8693

3 жыл бұрын

Coco leaving the stage was just sad. I didn't cry because I was ready because of the anouncement. But man that last scene of coco. It's the last time we will see coco and the thought of that is just sad.

Pekora, Towa, and Suisei fighting through the tears to complete their songs is the very definition of a strong will

@rennieveras004

3 жыл бұрын

Mio too

@Etot_sleva

3 жыл бұрын

And Fubuki They're all strongest idols

@ericp631

3 жыл бұрын

An idol's will

@yuukizamakouichi2005

3 жыл бұрын

Matsuri crying/singing K-on graduation song (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

@jeremyg2236

3 жыл бұрын

@@rennieveras004 mio? She had a stream?

Long live the eternal Doragon.

@walawei82

3 жыл бұрын

*o7*

@ojougiggle4553

3 жыл бұрын

o7

@kurogane7859

3 жыл бұрын

o7

@Pilgrim597

3 жыл бұрын

O7 😭

@Daryiumni

3 жыл бұрын

o7

My tears had dried up for this whole year. I had to cry yesterday and today. Goodbye, Coco and Lulu.

@walawei82

3 жыл бұрын

Double graduation really hit me hard

@narutofreakaa

3 жыл бұрын

@@walawei82 WHAT DYA MEAN DOUBLE GRADUATION

@zhqi2067

3 жыл бұрын

@@narutofreakaa Suzuhara Lulu from Nijisanji also graduated the day before Coco’s graduation

@Renthlei_Jr

3 жыл бұрын

@@zhqi2067 last night it was really sad knowing why she graduates

@ammarbinasmizal7221

3 жыл бұрын

@@Renthlei_Jr why did lulu graduate

We all felt the pain. Props to Suisei for having the strength to cheer us fans even though she's hurting more from Coco's graduation.

Try not to cry Difficulty : Impossible

@realmrpro5751

3 жыл бұрын

You mean impossible+++

@babanbo-sama2072

3 жыл бұрын

Impossible EX

@FBK_vr

3 жыл бұрын

I didn't cry during the stream was live but a while after the stream ended i felt pain just pain in my chest that i want to cry

@daviddehgoo2765

3 жыл бұрын

i didn't cry but man i wish i could, it's just after so many shitty experiences i just feel numb instead of crying and it sucks.

@til1643

3 жыл бұрын

ngl, I'm not crying while watching this, *it's just my eyes*

I was able to hold it in during the live but hearing Sui-chan wavering while singing was the breaking point for me. Still, Sui-chan changed gears towards the end of the stream to cheer us all up. I hope they can all go out for some yakiniku soon!

@Lucaz99

3 жыл бұрын

You crazy strong emotionally! I broke when Towa and Kanata wrote their letters

@kripla

3 жыл бұрын

@@Lucaz99 yeah, me too

@rusherdasher8826

3 жыл бұрын

I broke when Watame broke

@IO-BLANK-OI

3 жыл бұрын

i broke

@taku81920

3 жыл бұрын

@@Lucaz99 Me too bro

man, hearing her voice quiver and pause throughout the entire song broke my heart more than it already has

Anyone else can’t cry at all during the live but then end up bawling their eyes out after it was over?

@holotaku

3 жыл бұрын

That's why i love Coco, she tried to make her graduation stream not that sad at all, she didn't want us to cry. I was so entertained watching the live but..... it hits you when you know it's done and there's no more.

@habialtx3

3 жыл бұрын

me.

@massedpotato1749

3 жыл бұрын

Seeing the member leaving 1 by 1 hit me like truck.. and there is coco leaving.. i just can't..

@nae4480

3 жыл бұрын

I was trying my best not to cry since the Holo girls were also trying to make the atmosphere as lively as possible for our sake. But when Kanata cover started playing, I broke down on my desk and became a sobbing mess.

@girilocoboy

3 жыл бұрын

Same

This song actually sounds more beautiful because she's crying..

@Spartan-sz7km

3 жыл бұрын

We call this the Nier automata effect

@dafaqu694

3 жыл бұрын

@@Spartan-sz7km I just think that, the weight of the world Japanese version fits coco graduation perfectly

If it hurts me who isn't that into Coco I just imagine how it hurts to the closest ones to her.

@drakex241

3 жыл бұрын

I'm only on this rabbit hole for 2 months and i was a mess earlier when they were reading the letters can't imagine the others who actually were there from the start.

@angelomatulac3764

3 жыл бұрын

@@drakex241 I've been watching hololive for a while and I've never seen suisei and fubuki lose their composure like this on stream but fubuki especially tried doing a lot for coco which made it much harder for her to see Coco leave

@farezhaiqal4767

3 жыл бұрын

@@angelomatulac3764 yeah man, when those two who are like always calm suddenly lost their composure like this really means that kaichou is really important to them and yeah i watch the fubuki stream but i stop watching her stream after she's crying.... My heart cant take it anymore when fbk or sui cried like that

@user-yq8yv9tm4m

3 жыл бұрын

I think kanata is the closest to her, I think?

@world4saker

3 жыл бұрын

I would always hurry and finish work early so I could get home and watch the coco meme review.

The fact that she can still sing is impressive. It feels like Sui-chan is telling us that she can still entertain and cheer everyone even though she's hurt rn.

I kinda got some tears during the stream, but I tell you, if they had done a memory flashback during the graduation Stream. I swear I would‘ve balled my eyes out.

@kiavel26

3 жыл бұрын

I lost it when kanata started sobbing while reading her letter

@paulwalker5225

3 жыл бұрын

@@kiavel26 she's truly an angel 🤧 Also Towa's letter hit me the most along with Kanata Glad it was a happy graduation stream until the end She didn't go gently into that good night. Good night, sweet princess. 🐉

@Daniel-jz9td

3 жыл бұрын

I lost it at Kanata and Towa letters and yes, if they done a flashback that would have killed everyone

@Teksta

3 жыл бұрын

It hurst the most when Towa ask Coco " Are you really not going to be here tomorrow" and kanata making sure she read her letter through tears.. and when watame and Luna that has been holding their tears broke down

The moment I heard her first stop in the middle of the song, I knew today’s graduation hurt for her as much as it did for any of us, if not much more, but she still wanted to cheer us up. Keep on shining, you crazy comet, but don’t burn yourself out while doing so. There’s always time to keep polishing, our diamond in the rough.

@stanleyjeremia6055

3 жыл бұрын

Underrated comment.. Thank you for saying it

@tofuteh2348

3 жыл бұрын

Of course it'd hurt her more. They're irl friends and apartment roommates (kinda sorta)

Sui-chan trying so hard not to cry and her voice quivering from time to time while singing made me tear up so much

3:37 Fuck man, this part over here "Don't go , stay here with me without saying a word" literally stabbed my heart, You can tell that Suisei really put her feelings in those words

I didn't even last a minute or two and here I am already crying buckets

@__-uk3qx

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t be sad sad cat HoloEN anniversary is coming soon

Suisei is strong. Pekora literally broke down and cried twice, while singing Tenshi ni Fureta yo and Sayonara Memories. Fubuki too but too bad her stream is unarchived and no clipping allowed.

I've got a good run with the whole "don't cry, just smile" thing, but Kanata new song and Sui crying break me.

Aww😢 this actually hurts coz coco was the very first vtuber I ever “accidentally” saw in KZread It was late at night, I was away from home doing placement for my studies and I saw this video called elite English miko with Coco….I couldn’t stop laughing from mikos elite Engrish and coco trying to guess what she’s saying and that’s how I fell to the Hololive rabbit hole😌 See ya later coco and thank you for introducing me to the chaotic but funny world of Hololive❤️

@hoangthai9982

3 жыл бұрын

Me too :( She was the first I saw incidently with her singing stream... I remember first joining her membership on the next singing stream just to spam emotes with the chats... Such was my memory... Sweet sweet memories ...

It's enough to make a grown man cry... And it's okay... o7

*during suisei singing Me: *crying *After the video: ad starts playing Me: wtf man im in no mood to buy shit

@rem2497

3 жыл бұрын

LMAOOOO

@LucKY-bp4sg

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks, that's a great distract for this moment lol

@raviedavieu

3 жыл бұрын

at the not-okayest of moments you can always click the little ⓘ at the bottom left and "Stop seeing this ad", then saying it's irrelevant right now.

@ioke2202

3 жыл бұрын

adblocker is perfect for such a mood ;)

Her voice is still so beautiful and good even though she try not to cry

I cried two times this week alone (Mikos message in ark collab with Coco and others also Towa's message in Coco' s last stream) I never cried this much in years Its ok to cry just let it out and it will be alright Suichan is one of whos really close to Coco So its hard for her harder than the others

Finally i can cry..

Just hearing her voice cracking.. no way i can hold it. Im not a person who cried when im sad, but i can cry when i see another person is sad or holding their tears. Goddammit. This hits harder than the graduation

Even Suicopath felt the pain of today's graduation. Stay strong, the pain will go away eventually.

3:37 "Don't leave me, stay here, by my side"

@dwiatmika9563

3 жыл бұрын

the lyrics are too much man

When i visited the steam, I thought she wasn't mourning because of how happy the song was, this was unexpected.

@chandrahansuntanudjaja1228

3 жыл бұрын

You just came late, my friend... at some last songs she sang some happy songs to not let us keep sad... at last song, coco made a cameo though...

@hatzuling

3 жыл бұрын

Even if she wasn't crying, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt still

@dwiatmika9563

3 жыл бұрын

the setlist is full of emo song though

@ousmaailayoub5727

3 жыл бұрын

She was already about 10 mins late even thought she was ready for the stream after delaying it multiple times cause the graduation stream took longer than expected, she was obviously crying a lot and had to calm down before starting the stream, she also cried in all of the first four songs, hard not to since they are all emotional, then she tried to switch the mood by singing a happy song and she said some very comforting words afterwards, and she picked the most fitting song in the end in which Coco herself participated, Sui-chan as always handled the situation in a very mature way while keeping on moving forward, that "Ashita wa hareru kana~" at the end really healed my soul.

@chandrahansuntanudjaja1228

3 жыл бұрын

@@ousmaailayoub5727 yeah... i think she did wait kanata's premiere cover finish first... i know beacuse, i waited at both...

She’s not alone We all cried

Replacing tetris with a "try not to cry" challenge right after Coco's live. That is true power.

Come back to this video after 7 months and damn.... i'm still crying after hearing suisei crying.

How to deal with Suisei crying: Step 1: Feel mutual sadness Step 2: Go give her a nice hug Step 3: Remember I live roughly 9,000 km away from her Step 4: Heck.

This is the reason, i didn't continue to watch Suisei's stream. I was crying the whole graduation stream and Suisei singing made me even more emotional.

I really admire Sui-chan, trying not to cry and singing like that is really impressive.

The best friends you can get are those who suffered together with you. In this case, Coco as an idol also suffered hardship like Suisei. They are also working in the same company. It's not that hard to let go someone who understands you and takes care of you. If we (fans) are sad, just imagine what pain those people who worked with Coco feel.

@linnen_elm

3 жыл бұрын

YAGOO: _hai... sou desu ne-_ *get somersault kicked by Coco next door

tbh, i scared. when i realize i cant hear their voices anymore. i really should treasure this thing more

It was at 1:40 when the pain settled in. Suisei definitely has the perseverance of an idol to keep going, even after cracking. I'm proud of her as well as the rest of hololive trying to support us supporting them.

I think it’s the togetherness of Hololive that really makes for those emotional moments. If Coco were alone, I don’t think I would’ve cried as much. It’s the other members crying that started a chain reaction in me to also start crying.

Sui-chan is really strong, this is a real proof of that. Even though she herself is also affected, she did this to cheer us up and herself included. Although she couldn't completely stop it, she still stood strong and continued to sing her best. Big thanks to Sui-chan 👏👏👏 Those "Zutto" really hit hard for me 😭

It's been an emotional day for Hololive fans and the members as well. Through the power of music we were able to come together in our raw state and just let it all out. Thank you Sui-chan.

Looking at the lyrics again, in this rainy day, the tears came back. Especially using sui chan' voice

1:36 man, she hit it harder than I expected, **cry like a btch**

As the stream ends my laughing stopped and then a smile followed by teardrops. Thank you coco! Omae will always be in my kokoro!!

We just witnessed the end of an era... I think it's okay to cry now. We have done our best to send her off... :'''(

Came back after the Rushia announcement. I am in so much pain

Suichan did this when we most needed it. For this and a lot more, Thank you, Suisei.

"a bit of rain to clean the land, for flowers to grow. sooner will we see clearer skies." - some guy bawling his eyes out

I feel her... its heartbreaking...

When suisei sings this song, the emotion and her delivery on it broke me down...

Just rewatched the graduation stream, and then pekora's sayonara memories, and then this... I'm on an ugly cry marathon.

Even a tough person may cry.

What a coincidence that I had this vod of her recommended to my yt, and it's kson's anniversary later.

Our comet and angel shall continue watching the skies in the absence of our dragon

That long exhale, you know she is steeling herself to continue. And the way that she talks, you can tell that she had been crying prior to doing the stream.

you can tell she starts crying, her eyes are held half open at points and she blinks an unusual amount strong comet

That's why she is true idol I will support suisei journey thank you for the clip Ossekai I missed the stream

Thank you 🐉

I just want to give everyone a hug, man. They deserved it.

She is cheerful, awesome, strong, dedicated. But, she also had a soft feelings that hifeelingsinside her heart. Thats why I like her.

Suisei is amazing to be able to do a singing stream. We all cried with her I'm pretty sure

It is a day to remember. So many memories happened until now. And I'm pretty sure, that many more are on the way.

I just realized this. Kenshi Yonezu's Pale Blue is a song about relationship that spark because of separation (love because of divorce which follow the J-drama that is using this song,Rikokatsu.). Coco graduating is a separation even though the love is already there since the beginning. Pale Blue fit just perfectly.

There's nothing that breaks my heart more than watching her crying... But i admire her for hold all the tears while she was singing the song... i feel i wanna hug her tightly no matter what

😭Shit I found this song against 😭Why KZread why you make me crying again

Can't imagine how straining must it be for her throat to hold back crying and on top of quality singing.

This is what an Idol means,no matter the situation just keep moving on.Suisei is an example.

greatest of all time...

It's comforting knowing that Coco's existence had an equally profound effect, both inside and out of Hololive. And equally comforting knowing that I wasn't crying alone watching Suisei trying her best.

Whenever I watch again kaichou graduation stream I'd cried. Thanks for all Kaichou.

I was there to cry too, we all had a big ol' group cry session with Suisei. But she pulled through and did what she could to cheer everyone up. SUICHAN LOVE

On that day, streamers and audience alike shed tears - how fortunate we are, to have met someone we cared so deeply for. It was a gift. And the memories will glow brighter as time passes, that is the legacy of it.

Man i love suisei so much, of all the girls she have a special place in my heart, and when the day come to say goodbye to her ( knock on wood , like a lot of time in the future) i think my brain function will stop working for a lot

My throat hurts af while holding back my tears

i was trying to hold it in during their streams but the more i held it in, the more it hurt so i had no choice but to let them flow.

I was teary eyed the whole time. 🥺

Osekkai can u make like a highlight of coco's graduation stream so i can rewatch them and cry again and again

@darwishazrel2002

3 жыл бұрын

A whole different level of mental torture

@dr_oopsie

3 жыл бұрын

Did the video gone?

@nekoidk8979

3 жыл бұрын

@@dr_oopsie no but i dont want to sit through 2 hrs of pain again

Suisei was on the very edge of bawling her eyes out during all the song.😔

Goddammit I'm so sad that it would take me multiple doses of asacoco to cheer up. Then I get reminded I can't get them anymore. And I get even sadder.

I've cried every single time I opened this damn site today today is a hard day for hololive

マジでpale blueの歌詞がここの卒業の状況とぴったりで泣かせる

man, for some of us, its probably very sad. But imagine the one who daily meet coco or even usually collab with her. No wonder she couldn't hold it

I've never cried till i hurt my eyes before. This is the first time I've cried this much😭 i will always love you coco kaichou♥️

For some reason, my brain started looping Ghost ever since I woke up today, and it's hooked till now like when you hear a song firt time, even tho it's been a while I last listened to it Weirdly enough, it feels fitting

0:16 The exact moment she started breaking down. Why does this hurt so much? I've barely watched any of Coco's streams and watched a few clips but why does this hurt so much?

@johnapple6646

3 жыл бұрын

To quote a shitty LOTR based movie: "Because it was real"

@reeddragon5250

3 жыл бұрын

because, she wasn't just an Idol. she's Family

Without Coco, July felt like an eternity.

looked up the meaning of the lyrics and honestly I'm surprised she didn't cry the whole way through

@hoangthai9982

3 жыл бұрын

Yes the lyrics are very heart-rending and emotional! Sui-chan usually sympathize with the lyrics while singing so this just makes it worse...

man till' this day I listen to her version of this song.

I tried real hard not to cry but i bursted i tears i hope coco lives a happy life Thank you Coco For Everything you've Done for us We Wont Forget You 😭😭😭

No matter how hard you try to hold it in its gonna come back with more tears which is why I always think it's better to let it flow ;-;

She started this stream with ghost which makes total sense, she even changed it up a bit which makes it even sadder. o7 🐉

It's not possible not to cry today....

From what happened today 24/02/2022, I don't know whos right and wrong anymore, so I just come back here listen to this

I just started watching Coco's streams and videos and really enjoyed them, then she leaves... It sucks, but, I'm happy for her. She deserves it. My tears are both sad and happy and I hope Coco can spread her joy to even more people while doing something she is 100% happy with.

Im suprised that they can even sing after Coco’s graduation, Holding everything wanting to let it all out

I think that Kaichou unironically become the most idol like on her last moments she has never sung like that she has never released any songs but her last moments along the 4th generation was the most beautiful but sad experience for me I kept on cheering and cheering until the end. I cried.

Understandable. Props to her for being strong and powering through the song till the end.