Sufjan Stevens - Fourth Of July (Lyrics)

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Sufjan Stevens - Fourth Of July Lyrics
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Fourth Of July Lyrics
[Verse 1]
The evil, it spread like a fever ahead
It was night when you died, my firefly
What could I have said to raise you from the dead?
Oh, could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?
[Chorus 1]
"Well, you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me, what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We’re all gonna die"
[Verse 2]
Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like junior high?
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I? My fading supply
[Chorus 2]
"Did you get enough love, my little dove?
Why do you cry?
And I’m sorry I left, but it was for the best
Though it never felt right
My little Versailles"
[Verse 3]
The hospital asked, "Should the body be cast?"
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?
[Chorus 3]
"Shall we look at the moon, my little loon?
Why do you cry?
Make the most of your life, while it is rife
While it is light
Well, you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me, what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We’re all gonna die"
[Outro]
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
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  • @DynamicVibes
    @DynamicVibes2 жыл бұрын

    *where are you listening from?* 🌍

  • @nbogh

    @nbogh

    2 жыл бұрын

    saudi Arabia ❤️‍🩹🫂

  • @-Moon_The_NightWingdragon-

    @-Moon_The_NightWingdragon-

    2 жыл бұрын

    Egypt ❤️ 🤍 🦅 🤍 🖤

  • @mamamo5608

    @mamamo5608

    2 жыл бұрын

    Philippines 🇵🇭

  • @Crystalocto

    @Crystalocto

    2 жыл бұрын

    Italy🇮🇹

  • @4jvo

    @4jvo

    2 жыл бұрын

    Iraq 🇮🇶

  • @by_greenleaf
    @by_greenleaf5 ай бұрын

    Who in 2024

  • @user-om5wc8cb1u

    @user-om5wc8cb1u

    3 ай бұрын

    Mee

  • @gracy411

    @gracy411

    2 ай бұрын

    Same Hereee

  • @tariqulislam1557

    @tariqulislam1557

    2 ай бұрын

    Me

  • @Gachanozomi

    @Gachanozomi

    2 ай бұрын

    Me

  • @mathilderabotin8317

    @mathilderabotin8317

    2 ай бұрын

    Of course 😊

  • @karlodii
    @karlodii7 ай бұрын

    Everytime I hear this song I cry “did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry? And I’m sorry I left, it was for the best.”

  • @Blep_tree

    @Blep_tree

    5 ай бұрын

    ❤ I thought I’d remind you of this beautiful song ❤

  • @bonnii__l

    @bonnii__l

    4 ай бұрын

    oh my tears 😢

  • @NguyenMinhPhu664

    @NguyenMinhPhu664

    3 ай бұрын

    The author's mother died, he sat next to her, the lines were taken directly from that last conversation of the mother.

  • @karlodii

    @karlodii

    3 ай бұрын

    @@NguyenMinhPhu664 that’s so sad omg ☹️

  • @AdamMisencik-og1kw

    @AdamMisencik-og1kw

    Ай бұрын

    I sent a crying pic to my boyfriend who lives across from me and said come to your drive way and said "are you OK?" and just broke down while I was sobbing. this was right after my grandpa who I was really close to died and I heard this song.

  • @Loreleei_
    @Loreleei_7 ай бұрын

    Last night, while cradling my daughter to sleep, this song played. I couldn't help but cry because my fiance passed away this month and I remember him singing this song to her the day before he passed. Fourth of July is my daughter's birthday and her name is Dove. No wonder when he started singing this song to her, i fet a ring and connection to it.

  • @Uselesspersonlol

    @Uselesspersonlol

    6 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss 💔

  • @1_iux43

    @1_iux43

    6 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry, I hope you're doing alright ❤️‍🩹

  • @_idiots_being_chaotic_

    @_idiots_being_chaotic_

    6 ай бұрын

    Oh my God... No one should have to go through that.. I'm so sorry for your loss 💔❤️‍🩹

  • @willowwolf9561

    @willowwolf9561

    6 ай бұрын

    Oh my god that's terrible I'm so sorry for your loss ❤😢

  • @Janethecockatiel

    @Janethecockatiel

    6 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss ❤💔❤️‍🩹

  • @hypatiaishere
    @hypatiaishere9 ай бұрын

    I love humans, i wanna hear everybody's story and give them a hug.

  • @kaiyasims5809

    @kaiyasims5809

    2 ай бұрын

    Yeah. What is your story? 😮🤨

  • @x-Phoenix_.A

    @x-Phoenix_.A

    2 ай бұрын

    humans are awesome.

  • @Vyomi_09

    @Vyomi_09

    Ай бұрын

    Yeah,humans are cool and complex,noone will ever truly know eachother,or even ourselves,there's parts of us even we don't know😮❤

  • @HELLOKITTYSCENECORE

    @HELLOKITTYSCENECORE

    Ай бұрын

    well i do s/h also kids don't like me at school FOR NO REASON what do i do to people why am im so hateable WHAT I DO TO PEOPLE i hate myself sometimes :(

  • @xsilentkilier9052

    @xsilentkilier9052

    Ай бұрын

    then what are you?

  • @xxcrayon.eater_
    @xxcrayon.eater_5 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me of my girlfriend, we were both hopeless depressed teenagers and she lost her battle. Taking her life at only 15 years old. I miss her everyday and when I was young I considered joining her. Now I'm nearly 20 with a wonderful boyfriend and I'm living a much happier life. My house recently burned down but me and my family are going to get through this. I wont let anything make me hurt myself like I did before. Recovery IS possible.

  • @jonathanzafiratos-chong6978

    @jonathanzafiratos-chong6978

    5 ай бұрын

    Im proud of you!

  • @alyssafoster5543

    @alyssafoster5543

    4 ай бұрын

    Congrats! ❤

  • @kriti200

    @kriti200

    4 ай бұрын

    So proud of you

  • @rachofrandom1290

    @rachofrandom1290

    4 ай бұрын

    😢❤

  • @luce_02

    @luce_02

    3 ай бұрын

    Im so proud of u

  • @1ndi4_420
    @1ndi4_4202 ай бұрын

    My cat passed away yesterday. Today while doing dishes, this randomly started playing and it reminded me of him so much, I just completely broke down on the floor. I miss him so much, he was my sweet little boy. I loved him so much and I just wish I had more time with him. I love him so much, baby Spain, my little Bean

  • @miar5697

    @miar5697

    Ай бұрын

    my dog just passed yesterday. I’m so sorry for your loss i really miss my bailey baby so much too. they’re watching over us loving us and taking care of us no matter how far they are😭

  • @1ndi4_420

    @1ndi4_420

    Ай бұрын

    @@miar5697 I'm sorry for your loss as well, it'll get better

  • @gray6194

    @gray6194

    Ай бұрын

    My cat passed away around 3 months ago, very suddenly with no explanation. Some people just can’t understand what pets mean to us, not just pets, they are part of the family. Dogs and cats both, are amazing.

  • @furat01

    @furat01

    Ай бұрын

    i listen to this song every time i miss my cat too:( may we be reunited with our angels in a better place

  • @NoahhTD

    @NoahhTD

    16 сағат бұрын

    My cat did too, I understand you.

  • @akselchristiansen7767
    @akselchristiansen77677 ай бұрын

    My grandpa died around two weeks ago now, and this song just reminds me of him in every way. I hope he's still smiling at his children and granchildren wherever he is now

  • @adelesherwood12

    @adelesherwood12

    6 ай бұрын

    sorry for your loss 🕊 RIP ❤

  • @manmeetkaur697

    @manmeetkaur697

    5 ай бұрын

    Really sorry for your loss by the way where are you from

  • @akselchristiansen7767

    @akselchristiansen7767

    5 ай бұрын

    @@manmeetkaur697 Denmark

  • @Misha_lilly

    @Misha_lilly

    3 ай бұрын

    If he was a good person he went to heaven and won eternal life and no more suffering ❤

  • @rawansarmad6189

    @rawansarmad6189

    2 ай бұрын

    So sorry for you , hoping u feel better every day 🤍

  • @zumrasimsek627
    @zumrasimsek6272 ай бұрын

    "The hospital asked, should the body be cast? Before i say goodbye, my star in the sky.." makes me cry.

  • @alliem4473
    @alliem44736 ай бұрын

    Listening to this song reminds me of my dad. He died late in the night 2 months from my 18th birthday. He never saw me graduate. And if i am ever to marry he will never walk me down the aisle. He was the only one who believed in me. We had the same humor and enjoyed many of the same things. Everyone always said i was like a tiny female version of him. he always made people laugh and was a free spirit. I am too but i am much too shy to talk to people. I miss him so much these days. No one in my family wants to talk about him so it is just me left alone trying to remember him and continue his legacy.

  • @HadjerKelladi

    @HadjerKelladi

    3 ай бұрын

    I have passed through the exact same thing a year ago and I promise you that everything will be alright and your accept his death little by little dw I hope your doing fine now ❤❤❤

  • @Madelyn-rp1df

    @Madelyn-rp1df

    2 ай бұрын

    I am really shy too I only have 1 friend and it seems like no one ever cares about me anymore now that I am not little anymore and I always see my little brother getting attention when I’m just sitting there watching him get all the attention and it makes me sad bc I used to get a lot of attention when I was littler and sometimes I need attention too even tho I’m not little anymore 😢😢

  • @1gn0r3_m3
    @1gn0r3_m36 ай бұрын

    Do anyone having a bad day, I’m here for you. Listen up peeps! I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for going to sleep. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for breathing I’m proud of you for eating. Im proud of you for walking Im proud of you for running Im proud of you for talking Im proud of you for going to school. Im proud of your grades no matter how good or bad they are. Im proud of you for walking home Im proud of you for biking home. Im proud of you for living. Im proud of you. Love you ❤

  • @deimantepranaityte726

    @deimantepranaityte726

    5 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much❤

  • @sku8brd

    @sku8brd

    4 ай бұрын

    i needed this thank you

  • @Shy.0

    @Shy.0

    4 ай бұрын

    Ilysm ❤

  • @dianecarter4882

    @dianecarter4882

    4 ай бұрын

    When i saw this i was about to cry because my children's grandmother died before Christmas, they miss her alot. But before she died she said to my family 'im proud of you, ill keep watch of you and ill wait for you in heaven.' This comment is the best ❤

  • @kaiyasims5809

    @kaiyasims5809

    4 ай бұрын

    Tysm ❤

  • @AryaBahadur-bz8px
    @AryaBahadur-bz8pxАй бұрын

    My aunt died of cancer over 10 years ago. Her birthday was on the 4th of July. She was only 30 years old when she passed. In some ways, i think this song was made for her.

  • @zaerdna
    @zaerdna9 ай бұрын

    Miss ya dad, wish you were here, I've grown up a lot, I'm 21 now, still got the same friends you met back then, I graduated, I got a job, even trying to grow a beard, I still play black ops 2 zombies every once in a while, and I sort of pretend like you're still playing with me, I never even got to say goodbye, I didn't want to, I didnt want you to go, I was just 11 years old, I'm not supposed to see my dad fall apart in front of my eyes. I go and visit you on the cemetary every now and then talk to you, not sure if you hear can hear me. I hope you can hear me, when I have kids one day I'm gonna name my first born after you. I imagined as a kid that you would still be there when that happens, I still cant accept that you cant be there, I feel so angry all the time that you werent here for most of my life, it's not your fault of course, you tried to fight it. Hope I see you again some day.

  • @-Nyx.2024

    @-Nyx.2024

    9 ай бұрын

    Omg I am crying. It's like you are my future self. Cause my Dad died when I was 11 too. I found him on the floor.

  • @Anotna

    @Anotna

    9 ай бұрын

    My dad died when i was 11 i remember watching him take his last breath

  • @jade-vh3ep

    @jade-vh3ep

    6 ай бұрын

    You made me cry this message to your dad is heartbreaking. He will be so proud of you 🤍keep doing thing you love you will be okay I promise

  • @jacydashin-vt1oh

    @jacydashin-vt1oh

    2 ай бұрын

    We in the very same situation just mine died two years ago😢 I really cherish your strength

  • @denyingexistence
    @denyingexistence10 ай бұрын

    I like to listen to this song every once in a while when I’m alone. Only songs seem to help my emotions now. This one in particular lets me know it’s okay to cry

  • @user-pd6ze4lf4s

    @user-pd6ze4lf4s

    10 ай бұрын

    same

  • @chelsea3187

    @chelsea3187

    5 ай бұрын

    Me too. Music is cathartic for me. It really helps.

  • @samking4141

    @samking4141

    5 ай бұрын

    I cried listening to this aswell. I don’t know who hasn’t. This song gets me every time. Even I try don’t cry challenges with my friends,we all end up crying. This reminds me of someone who died before I got to meet them. My great great grandfather and grandmother. To this day,I still have a photo of my family with them and me as a baby in my grandmothers hands. I don’t know how old it was. I still treasure it forever. I wish I’ll get to meet them in the afterlife one day.

  • @helloitsme.23

    @helloitsme.23

    21 күн бұрын

    same for me. i am always listening to music and it’s just become the norm for my friends but they don’t know why i listen so much…music heals places that nothing else can and it lets you cry without judging you. ❤️‍🩹

  • @MYMxL0DY10
    @MYMxL0DY108 ай бұрын

    This song makes me cry both in a sad way and in a happy way. I have 4 urns lined across my shelf, 1 for my grandmother, 1 for my grandfather, 1 for all my cats ashes combined, and one that holds both my biological moms and dads ashes. I like to listen to this song when my adoptive parents argue and I can hug one of the urns close to my chest. This song will always be a 10/10.

  • @FelicityHolmes17

    @FelicityHolmes17

    8 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry bby I hope ur doing alright ❤❤xxx

  • @Enriqueihern

    @Enriqueihern

    7 ай бұрын

    Everything is gonna be okay bro youre loved even tho you don’t feel it

  • @johnblabla

    @johnblabla

    7 ай бұрын

    That's really sad sorry for your loss

  • @ITZM0CH1
    @ITZM0CH110 ай бұрын

    I'm so glad that everyone in the comments are sharing their problems and venting. I hope all of you that are going through rough times get better soon. I cannot imagine how horrible it would be for me if I were to be you.

  • @psychic_x

    @psychic_x

    9 ай бұрын

    You've got a beautiful soul!!

  • @Beangobbler

    @Beangobbler

    4 ай бұрын

    Thank you❤

  • @ITZM0CH1

    @ITZM0CH1

    4 ай бұрын

    @@Beangobbler of course. :)

  • @WolfqueenIemiediecool2

    @WolfqueenIemiediecool2

    2 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much❤ I'm reading many comments and it makes me sad trough but im already sad I don't understand everything but im trying 😔 I'm trying to get happy and trying to love myself I love everybody else even if they bad I still love them sometimes I hate it but after a time I like the person I just want everyone to be happy❤

  • @DemonNano

    @DemonNano

    2 ай бұрын

    @@WolfqueenIemiediecool2this nearly made me cry we need more people like you in the world

  • @seanstock4644
    @seanstock464410 ай бұрын

    Caught my daughter listening to this song which was from my playlist.. the innocence of a 12yo girl... I broke down and asked how you knew this song? She said I love this song cause it's all about the circle of life.... I sat in silence... still speechless..

  • @yargg

    @yargg

    9 ай бұрын

    The singer wrote this song about his own mother passing, so it's extra sad all the past and future listeners in a way will relate to that experience

  • @user-hd3zr5ef6d

    @user-hd3zr5ef6d

    9 ай бұрын

    I'm 12. Yes it's a good vent song but being 12 and listening to this isn't that bad is it? It's a sad song yes, but I know many kids some younger then me who listen to this, I know you might think differently because it's your daughter, but know ALOT of 12yo listen to this.

  • @teampokarstaff01teampokars74

    @teampokarstaff01teampokars74

    8 ай бұрын

    I'm 11 and this is one of my favorite song.

  • @Dragons_tale4621

    @Dragons_tale4621

    8 ай бұрын

    thats so beatifull...i hope my family even noticed what i do...coming from ab14yo🥺i hope that ur daughter will always love u the way u love her🫂

  • @Nezukochan2759

    @Nezukochan2759

    7 ай бұрын

    No hate pls but i'm 9 listening to this

  • @Leeooooooo...
    @Leeooooooo...8 ай бұрын

    I wish I could give everyone a hug. We're all growing old and growing cold

  • @y0url0calang3l2
    @y0url0calang3l210 ай бұрын

    I listen to this song, especially when I'm told it's not okay to cry. It makes me feel like my father is being an actual father figure instead of neglecting me.

  • @People.are.overrated

    @People.are.overrated

    5 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry you deal with that. Sending my love! Remember to take care of yourself!

  • @Ember571

    @Ember571

    4 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry you're going through that, I k ow how it is my mother has neglected me, my whole life.

  • @Nancy9-9
    @Nancy9-9Ай бұрын

    It was 2015. He was such an innocent baby. He had breathing problems, I still remember my aunt crying at the hospital. She couldn’t calm down. I walked to the baby (milo) he looked at me and smiled. He was only 9 months old.

  • @rinaoki6076
    @rinaoki60768 ай бұрын

    Since my childhood I have daddy issues. My father’s every rude word hurt me so much. Now I’m listening to this song and remember little myself, who was crying after all cruel things that happened to her. If I had a chance I would like to comfort child and teenager myself. I still don’t understand how people can hurt little children, their own children?

  • @Nitegurl

    @Nitegurl

    6 ай бұрын

    Same...

  • @user-xs1ef9hv7h

    @user-xs1ef9hv7h

    3 ай бұрын

    Same

  • @cheyennejstory1127

    @cheyennejstory1127

    3 ай бұрын

    Same and it hurts

  • @makaylablanton8704
    @makaylablanton87045 ай бұрын

    I can't help but feel like this is a conversation between me and my great-grandmother. She passed away in 2022 (I was in 9th grade). She never made it to my 15th birthday and many other important events in my life. She was a great person and was a mother to me ... I wish you could understand how much I miss her and how sorry I am about how I treated her before she passed.

  • @mixyboi314

    @mixyboi314

    2 ай бұрын

    Mine never go to see me get out of elementary school 48yo and then gone I'm 22

  • @user-iw6ub2zl5w
    @user-iw6ub2zl5w2 ай бұрын

    This song gives me so much nostalgia cause when my best friend took her life she left a note besides her saying „I’m sorry I have to leave but it is for the best.“ bursting into tears every time.

  • @notthumann_6613

    @notthumann_6613

    Ай бұрын

    I’m so so sorry for ur loss ❤️❤️

  • @zqtzos
    @zqtzos7 ай бұрын

    Listening to this song is so soothing and relaxing, but it also makes me break down. I had lost a best friend of 8 years. He passed away too early. He was only 14. Me and him were so close. I can't imagine what life would be like if he was still here. There are times where I can't handle things and just want to end everything, but then I remembered that he would want me to keep going. It's all just so hard. This song reminds me of him. He was the best friend anyone could ever ask for.

  • @user-ns3pe1wu5o
    @user-ns3pe1wu5o7 ай бұрын

    Lyrics… The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die

  • @janestorm5737
    @janestorm57377 ай бұрын

    "Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)

  • @lelethumatu6047

    @lelethumatu6047

    5 ай бұрын

    That's actually beautiful❤😭

  • @claceyvanderford6270

    @claceyvanderford6270

    2 ай бұрын

    I've actually seen this somewhere else and thanks for spreading it

  • @youngvegas8115
    @youngvegas81153 ай бұрын

    For some reason this reminded me of a story that didn't happen to me, but to my grandfather and uncle. They were both textile salespeople who traveled across our region selling fabric to major companies. In 1989 they stopped talking to each other due to a business related argument. They went on a year without talking. In 1990 my grandfather died of a heart attack on his own bathroom. My uncle never got to talk to him again, never said "sorry", my grandfather never said lets fix things, and he left without saying goodbye. My uncle is now 72 and has lived his whole life putting up with the fact that he never said goodbye to his own father. Please, talk to your beloved ones, don't let heated up arguments push you away from the people you love, you never know when it's the last time you're gonna see them.

  • @darlingcupid.
    @darlingcupid.2 ай бұрын

    This song makes me sob so much, each sentence in its own way is special to me. My step-grandmother, is what you could call her, had epilepsy and died in the night. Whenever my father and stepmother fought, she would hold my ears and give me those old strawberry candies. “It was night when you died, my firefly.” Throughout my younger years, I would be hit or screamed at for speaking freely. In my early teens, my mother would simply block my number, refuse to talk to me, and would use other people to talk to me. “Will you do enough talk, my little hawk, why do you cry?” Sometimes it amazes me how horrible people can be..

  • @yes6053
    @yes60533 ай бұрын

    this song is connected wih my soul, its been three years and i still listen to it none stop every night, thinking about the way my dad passed away 2 month right after my birth, and how his death effected every single detail of my life. i used to lose my breath crying to this song knowing i was waiting for my dad to comeback somehow. my soul was hurt and humans were so rude and mean to me. it hurted me physically that i used sometimes to talk to the sky telling him how unprotected his little girl is. and how jealouse she is from other kids. now im 19, i still cry to this song but i know that i will give my kids the life i dreamed about and never could have. the peaceful simple life.

  • @nora-ef4kt

    @nora-ef4kt

    2 ай бұрын

    Felt this, your story is same as mine just that my dad died when i was half a year but still i didnt have the chance to know him or have a memory with him

  • @Transmenlol
    @Transmenlol11 ай бұрын

    I listened to this too many times after my grandfather died, I can't remember when he died all I remembered is that it was in the night, when it said "It was night when you died, my firefly" made me cry so much, sometimes I see his soul/corpse (R.I.P Stephan Ifill)

  • @BrEluVsHiM

    @BrEluVsHiM

    10 ай бұрын

    The fact that I cry over this song bc of my grandpa is sad :(

  • @andrewleake92
    @andrewleake923 ай бұрын

    This song has helped me get over something beautiful that I once had. At the time, I was so lucky. Having that thing meant the world to me. When it was taken away I cried daily. But this song has really helped. I may never get back what I had but I have good memories. Thank you Sufjan.

  • @Azerk101
    @Azerk1012 ай бұрын

    i just want to be a kid again i hate being a teenager

  • @thewatcher4444

    @thewatcher4444

    2 ай бұрын

    i don't wanna being a adult

  • @emmaduncan9111

    @emmaduncan9111

    2 ай бұрын

    I just want to be a teenager again care free I hate being a adult

  • @ineschaaben9189

    @ineschaaben9189

    2 ай бұрын

    It'll pass... Whatever it is , it'll pass and u'll be happy again, I promise ❤

  • @subsciribeeee

    @subsciribeeee

    Ай бұрын

    True, the more i grow up the more harder it gets

  • @DaniBee2900

    @DaniBee2900

    Ай бұрын

    as a 28 year old...Please do NOT take being a teenager for granted. just be here now, you'll never get this present moment back.

  • @ItzMilkshake_Editzz
    @ItzMilkshake_EditzzАй бұрын

    Even if i listen to this over and over again im still gonna cry...

  • @zhwanghareeb3195
    @zhwanghareeb31955 ай бұрын

    I had my sister in law die in the second of july and this song just reminds of her every time. Its like each word came out of her mouth… i love her and i hope she is resting in peace it is never easy to forget her. Four years later and im still mourning her death. May god keep her in a happy place.

  • @V_haunting_in_the_comments

    @V_haunting_in_the_comments

    4 ай бұрын

    God is taking care of her now, she’s okay, I promise :) ❤

  • @pluto_girl_7
    @pluto_girl_72 ай бұрын

    I drowned in 2022 and i was tooo close to die but an unkown person help's me im still in trauma and everyday when I listen to this song i remember everything bad but i still love it.tell me your story.

  • @123cOmEgEtPrEpPyWiThmE

    @123cOmEgEtPrEpPyWiThmE

    Ай бұрын

    I’m sorry

  • @dksox
    @dksox25 күн бұрын

    This is what pain sounds .

  • @julia6274
    @julia62747 ай бұрын

    This hits different when you are mouring over someone alive that you lost for the distance that keeps you apart.

  • @KodaaBearr

    @KodaaBearr

    4 ай бұрын

    I didnt even think about that and im going through the same situation...I'm gonna go cry in a corner now.

  • @julia6274

    @julia6274

    4 ай бұрын

    @@KodaaBearrWait, take me with you!😭

  • @visysuhendra1531
    @visysuhendra15313 ай бұрын

    My daughter was always fond of birds and insects so i gave her a nickname,dove or firefly since she favoured them over the others but she was murdered at the night of the fourth of July. She was drawing a picture of the entire family,birds and insects but was killed before she finished it,i always hang it on the wall with her other drawings.

  • @who.135u

    @who.135u

    3 ай бұрын

    😢

  • @mini_mayictor_uwu

    @mini_mayictor_uwu

    3 ай бұрын

    ouch really i dont know what to say because i didn't lost anybody i think so...im sorry to hear this...

  • @V_haunting_in_the_comments

    @V_haunting_in_the_comments

    2 ай бұрын

    That’s tragic. She’s in a better place now :(

  • @GallopinCammy
    @GallopinCammy9 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me the day that my aunt had fallen, her last words for her to me was similar to this song, ` My little clam, why do you cry..? ` It was too emotional for me to watch her fall out of her body like the last drop of rain.. I give this song a soothing drop of sadness, it helps me bring out the sadness, pain, & emotion. It's very sad that my aunt died so early and sudden.. why did she die? She was in a huge car accident and was unconscious since glass was stabbed into her chest when the vehicle bumped into the dump truck, according to the process of the hospitals words, she had a few more minutes to live.. it was shocking and sad news. When my mom saw the tear fall from my eye, she said that it's just the cycle of life.. it was just too much to hold back the tears of pain. I still feel her in my heart, she died on July 4, 2020. I couldn't bother to go back to her grave but this time I did and listened to this song and prayed to her infront of her gravestone, it's just still in my memory family.. pictures of us all together as a family.. my step-dad said.. ` Well, 44 people in our family left right..? ` it still compares me with her relationship.. her joyful laugh is still in my mind,, it's so sweet , sweeter than a candy..

  • @Nezukochan2759

    @Nezukochan2759

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry to hear that I never got to see me auntie and she passed away last year

  • @GallopinCammy

    @GallopinCammy

    7 ай бұрын

    ⁠​⁠@@Nezukochan2759aw.. sorry to hear that!! :(

  • @helloitsme.23

    @helloitsme.23

    21 күн бұрын

    im so sorry…i know saying sorry won’t help anything but i just want you to know that you aren’t alone. I kind of feel nobody else in your family felt the same way you did when she died. i know that you’re a stranger but i care for you ❤️‍🩹

  • @GallopinCammy

    @GallopinCammy

    21 күн бұрын

    @@helloitsme.23 thank you

  • @KatyushaTuskevichh
    @KatyushaTuskevichh4 ай бұрын

    i lost him, the man i loved. its been at least 8 months, but i still cant get over him. he saved me from suicide multiple times in the last three years. You dont know how much you miss someone until theyre really, really gone..

  • @autumnventura43

    @autumnventura43

    Ай бұрын

    I'm sorry no one deserves that

  • @maah4u
    @maah4u11 ай бұрын

    my uncle died on the 4th of July, it was very bad, I had to go to the wake, and I listened to this song, I couldn't cry, but my cousin cried a lot, and I remember....we shared the phone while we hugged. edit i am brazilian

  • @Preppy-rat-08

    @Preppy-rat-08

    9 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry that happened I hope he had a good life:)

  • @maah4u

    @maah4u

    9 ай бұрын

    thanks@@Preppy-rat-08

  • @Preppy-rat-08

    @Preppy-rat-08

    9 ай бұрын

    @@maah4u you’re welcome ☺️

  • @maah4u

    @maah4u

    9 ай бұрын

    @@Preppy-rat-08 ;)

  • @Preppy-rat-08

    @Preppy-rat-08

    9 ай бұрын

    @@maah4u :)

  • @EmmaVeelle
    @EmmaVeelle10 ай бұрын

    Three of the things I loved most in this world have all died in the past two years. One of them died a couple of days ago. He died August 14th. The worst day this year. I had a really bad serious heat stroke, got really sick, and found one of my best friends, dead, on the ground all in the same day. I have listened to this song multiple times in the past few days. The worst part is, the reason he died was because of me... I hate myself for it. I want him back. I need him back.

  • @mawadaarif5749

    @mawadaarif5749

    10 ай бұрын

    This must be really hard on you, I hope you are doing better, I am sending you love and support. And hey it’s not your fault that they are dead. That’s their fate.

  • @Aria_Ri._.

    @Aria_Ri._.

    10 ай бұрын

    heyyaa, just wanted to check on youu

  • @VXLXRIX
    @VXLXRIX10 ай бұрын

    I have gone through verbal and physical abuse, i took care of my younger brother because my mother couldn’t. I gained a sister, and now I’m losing her due to adoption. This is worse than death. I generally dont wanna live anymore. I know you all might say I’m young but I’m 10. I’m now in better care and so is my brother. I can’t tell you about my sister. I just look back and say “how could and 8 year old take care of a 4 year old?”. This song helped me through my rough time. I love all of you❤

  • @gkk554

    @gkk554

    4 ай бұрын

    10 is young hun, you shouldn't have had to go through that, I'm glad your in a better place now, I wish you well ❤️‍🩹

  • @Why_do_I_have_subcribers
    @Why_do_I_have_subcribers7 ай бұрын

    "I don't know why, did I even cry... But it felt just right...."

  • @Why_do_I_have_subcribers

    @Why_do_I_have_subcribers

    7 ай бұрын

    "Could not keep it in, I wanted to cry, and I knew it felt right..."

  • @gigiestelle_
    @gigiestelle_7 ай бұрын

    My sweet grandma Stella ⭐️. She was my best friend. The most soft and sweetest soul. I had to watch her pass away in the hospital. She went quietly like a whisper. She suffered from lupus my entire life but she was a fighter. I had always looked up to her as a role model. Although her lupus was in remission, her heart decided to fail and God knew it was her time to go home. But holy crap, I miss her every day. She is my star in the sky. She had a halo on her head. I can hear this song every time I think back to that night at the hospital. It was like the hospital went silent. I sometimes imagine if there was something I could’ve done to save her for just a little bit longer. Just to see her for a couple more minutes. I remember hugging my cousin as tight as I could wishing it was a dream and that I would wake up and my grandma would be ok. We had just celebrated her birthday a month before she passed. It was a complete shock. I miss you Grandma Stella and I can’t wait to see you again. rip 3/5/22 🕊️

  • @B3llaWalker09

    @B3llaWalker09

    4 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry for your loss sweetheart. I hope it gets better for you dear

  • @LoserEvie
    @LoserEvie10 ай бұрын

    listen to this song everytime i miss my grandma who was my light

  • @rohanrawal3951

    @rohanrawal3951

    7 ай бұрын

    This is my first time listening to this song. I am crying so badly in the memory of my dead grand ma ..... This song reminds me of herrr

  • @cyberformersinc7425
    @cyberformersinc74258 ай бұрын

    Listening to this the day after your cat of 8 years passed, it just hit different.

  • @helloitsme.23

    @helloitsme.23

    21 күн бұрын

    i’ve had my cat for all my life and she passed away to a cancer. rip kitten ❤️‍🩹 (her name is kitten)

  • @cyberformersinc7425

    @cyberformersinc7425

    20 күн бұрын

    @@helloitsme.23 I'm so sorry for your loss, that's terrible. Cancer is just awful. *Internet hugs*💜💜 My cat, (his name was Sandy) was very healthy to our knowledge but just randomly passed with no explanation.

  • @helloitsme.23

    @helloitsme.23

    20 күн бұрын

    @@cyberformersinc7425 awe im so sorry 🥺 i bet it’s even worse when you don’t even know why he passed. but I will send internet hugs too! 🫂

  • @HazelJacob

    @HazelJacob

    3 күн бұрын

    sameee i got reminded of my dog, Rufus who passed away last October he was 14 years old... I understand you, and im so sorry for your loss...

  • @DougDaPug2001
    @DougDaPug20012 күн бұрын

    7/10/23, 2 days after my 22nd birthday, my "brother in-law" passed away from complications from drugs and alcohol. Mostly just the coke. He was found by his grandmother whom he was living with. She saw him in the same position the night before and knew something was wrong. His brain was deprived for too long. We had to let him go. I thought I had moved past the sad songs, but it's just cause they all repeat. I just gave this a listen for the first time and I'm a grown man balling his eyes out. Caleb left behind a handsome son Named Emmett. He will be 4 this September. He doesn't remember a whole lot about daddy, but he talks about him non stop. We had some paranormal stuff happen at my sister's apartment. Nothing bad or negative. We believe he watches us and I hope he does. Miss you Caleb Geyer 1998-2023 peace brother. I love you.

  • @sSMG3SWIFE
    @sSMG3SWIFE10 ай бұрын

    My Uncle died the day after Thanksgiving when I was in 8th grade (I am in 10th now) and this song just helps me get the pain out. It still hurts so bad.

  • @jodeelewis4435

    @jodeelewis4435

    10 ай бұрын

    hey i get the feeling my dad died on aug 7 2022 its going to be ok 😊

  • @Anotna

    @Anotna

    9 ай бұрын

    My dad died died 2018 i remember what his last breath sounds like

  • @t0by_800

    @t0by_800

    5 ай бұрын

    We've all been there and last that someone or someone's ♡

  • @Basibasi11
    @Basibasi112 ай бұрын

    This is a masterpiece that makes you cry . ❤️‍🩹

  • @Footballer470
    @Footballer4708 ай бұрын

    First time hearing this song and I'm feeling like I should live my life to the fullest while I can

  • @KhloeWeaver-ce9we
    @KhloeWeaver-ce9we Жыл бұрын

    My 1st time listening and already obsessed with it

  • @Sp1ral_moon

    @Sp1ral_moon

    11 ай бұрын

    samee

  • @elements205

    @elements205

    11 ай бұрын

    Omg me too😂

  • @Preppy-rat-08

    @Preppy-rat-08

    9 ай бұрын

    Same

  • @Lazyeverydayy

    @Lazyeverydayy

    7 ай бұрын

    Yup thats me

  • @tomorchimgee1978
    @tomorchimgee19783 ай бұрын

    i had a very bad day today listening to this song makes me feel appreciated more than my family.i feel nothing but heartbreak,abandonment,neglect

  • @your-tomboy3484

    @your-tomboy3484

    3 ай бұрын

    Its gonna be ok, I'm sure things will get better and if it doesn't just know that there will be someone out there who will be able to help you

  • @am0ur.0235
    @am0ur.02357 ай бұрын

    going through deep depression right now and this made me feel so much better🙏

  • @rubyxtels

    @rubyxtels

    7 ай бұрын

    😮

  • @saery4523

    @saery4523

    6 ай бұрын

    Know that you aren’t alone and things will get better 🫡

  • @am0ur.0235

    @am0ur.0235

    5 ай бұрын

    @@saery4523thanks mate🫶

  • @AK-wn1ue
    @AK-wn1ue9 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me of my 4 month kitten that passed away a couple days ago,I lost her at night then found her dead the other day,I miss her so much,this song makes me burst into tears 😭

  • @kamilarodas8062

    @kamilarodas8062

    8 ай бұрын

    I’m sorry for your lost. I lost my cat too it’s been 6 months and my heart still hurts I miss him sm, but they are looking us from heaven

  • @leonliebenberg4696
    @leonliebenberg469619 күн бұрын

    I am listening in 2024❤🎉❤

  • @PrincePyronius
    @PrincePyronius2 ай бұрын

    That second verse and chorus. Those words are the words that drew me to this song.

  • @mohammedabdelnasser3185
    @mohammedabdelnasser3185Ай бұрын

    I lost my father a year ago ..i still remember waking up at my aunt screaming that dad is gone ..i was in denial ..i didnt see him ..i ..they said he is fine ..he is coming back..and he did ..in an ambulance..dead ..casted ...i couldnt even touch him for the last time ..couldnt tell him i ..i did it ...i became a doctor like he wanted ..couldnt kiss his forehead..and now ..he is gone ..Forever...

  • @AiloshRayich
    @AiloshRayich10 ай бұрын

    My aunt passed away last week and it's so hard to get over it. But this song just helps, that much, I'm going to be healed sooner or later, but we can never raise anyone back from the dead again...

  • @kandgray

    @kandgray

    10 ай бұрын

    My mimi died 2 days ago. Sadly we cant...I wish I spent more time with her...

  • @ReiTheReal
    @ReiTheReal6 күн бұрын

    This just gives me the reminder and relief that i have my friends comforting me everyday. I’m always angry or depressed. They’re the reason im a little happier. It makes me want to cry knowing that i found people who love me truly. and help me figure out who i am on the inside. They allow me to vent and question the world… we respect eachother even though some of us are apart of the lgbtq. (im not) I’ve always wanted this.. they don’t save me, they suffer with me. They will cry with me they will fight with me. 💕

  • @rowlet9883
    @rowlet98839 ай бұрын

    I really love this song it really gives me the chills I've been looking for

  • @Matennista13
    @Matennista136 ай бұрын

    this song is a masterpiece. It makes me cry everytime but it’s just amazing. Congratulations

  • @preittyies1310
    @preittyies131010 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me of my grandmother whom i last saw was ages she lives so far and i miss her so bad i wish she could come back and i wish i won't lost her bc i cannot live without her .

  • @sofiasantos9151
    @sofiasantos915114 сағат бұрын

    Before this song had no meaning at all to me, but in 2023, my grandmother was cremated exactly on the fourth of July, and now whenever I listen to this song I remember it.... As much as I wasn't present on the day of cremation, I feel that this song has messages that she would have liked to have said to me, and to my family...❤

  • @nabietouzumaki7455
    @nabietouzumaki74559 ай бұрын

    Out side its raining. I lost my most fav person. I lost my love, she was the thing of my everything. My heart is screaming to cry but my eyes has become glass. Glass of water. And the song found me to to release my soul from the infinite pain and sadness.

  • @tupfelblutejaguarschweif7363
    @tupfelblutejaguarschweif73639 ай бұрын

    I'am a young artist. And one day when i was drawing, there was a new kitten. That my mom & twin saved, she wasn't shy at all, and came to me and then just slept on me while i was drawing. Since that day she always came to me when i was drawing something, some times just watching and some times she slept on me. Then she startet watching videos with me, (esspecialy cat videos). I also played alot with her and it felt so normal to see her everyday, every second, every hour, she was there. And it felt like the first time that im not alone. And around the 4th of july i was listening to this song alot, and i think a bit after the 4th of july my cat got her first kitten, 6 little baby kitten, and it made me so happy... But then, 1 of the kitten died, it was too weak, and it was kinda obvious that 1 of the babys might die since our cat was very small and 6 baby kitten are alot. Oh and i wish that was the most sad part abt this story.... 13th of july, 2023... The day on wich the cat that i loved so much passed away... She had a deadly heart diasese, and it was too late when we had noticed... She was such a beautifull, inoccent cat... I wish i could see her again, sleeping on me, while im drawing... Theres also a bit more story to my cat, about her past... That i wantet to tell here. So, she was only a few months old when my mom & twin found her in türkye, she was very sweet and playful, though she was deadly sick and it would've cost 1k to save her, and 1k more to bring her home, and eventhough it was so expesive, my mom and twin decidet that this kitten did not deserve to die yet. So they managet to save her but because of other problems it costs 2k extra. Wich rlly was not good for us... But, atleast we got the cat, and i can tell that it was defenetly worth it. But now as i think abt it... It feels like that the day my mom decidet to save her, life gave another chance to that cat, that she could life until sheself gave life, and then just to die to the same diasese that she has ben saved of so long ago...

  • @Lazyeverydayy
    @Lazyeverydayy7 ай бұрын

    "We're all gonna die," just hit a little harder the rest..

  • @SouthV
    @SouthVАй бұрын

    This reminded me both of my grandparents, i was 8 when my great grandma died just 9 days before my birthday, and then my great grandpa died 1 month before my birthday, listening to this reminded me of them, I am trying not to cry, since they both died near my birthday, Now it's 1 month before my birthday right now, but I still can't help but think about them when It's my birthday, it makes me so sad.

  • @xXCakepop_PlaysXx
    @xXCakepop_PlaysXx6 ай бұрын

    My sister died on the fourth of july in a car crash 2 years ago and this is one of her favorite songs it was her favorite day..❤

  • @EllieToledo-lj5im

    @EllieToledo-lj5im

    5 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry❤️ its so painful losing a loved one especially if your related to them. Love you :)’

  • @Daria.814
    @Daria.814 Жыл бұрын

    I think about my life my family in the heaven going to different places as we make a new life exception 🙏 .My big sister was born on 2007 4th of July. I can't believe how fast life goes I'm scared of dead my mom 1983 June 2nd and my dad 1977 April 30th and me 2013 August 14th my brother 2015 July 28th and I hope my grandmother is looking down at us

  • @user-xb5cp2gy1d
    @user-xb5cp2gy1d3 ай бұрын

    Kudos to that person who wrote such majestic song

  • @CobyCob098
    @CobyCob0988 ай бұрын

    If u wanna cry more: The man who sang this song, his mother died of cancer and he made the song for her

  • @cottonfluf
    @cottonfluf4 ай бұрын

    I feel like this song is almost like a conversation between a dead loved one and someone grieving

  • @Melodyisagirl
    @MelodyisagirlАй бұрын

    I cried 1000 times while watching this

  • @jeannarodriguez
    @jeannarodriguez2 ай бұрын

    both my birds died 1 day apart and this song resonates with me so much

  • @RoseReid-ef6sx
    @RoseReid-ef6sx5 ай бұрын

    This makes me So sad but happy❤❤❤

  • @emmatudorache2297
    @emmatudorache22972 ай бұрын

    Today was the worst day ever. I lost a chess competition, i lost my moms trust, i lost the ring my grandma gave me, and all i know is that I'm a disappointment.. all i wanna do is end it all, but i remember i have this song, and it really helps.

  • @chris_dog2730
    @chris_dog2730Ай бұрын

    This song is so sad but so good I saw a scream edit once of the song and it was the reason I know this song

  • @sleepyblack549
    @sleepyblack5494 ай бұрын

    My dad suddenly passed when i was a child. Every birthday wish i ever made after his death was to wish him back to life. Then when my older sister suddenly passed when i was a teen, my birthday wished were for both her and my dad to be alive. Now that I'm an adult i just wish that they are at peace..

  • @summerruck
    @summerruck9 ай бұрын

    i used to listen to this when i was having a bad time. my bestfriend played this song on july 4th when she also was going through a hard time. she has passed and everytime i hear this song i think of her

  • @FelicityHolmes17

    @FelicityHolmes17

    8 ай бұрын

    Hope u get better ml ❤❤xx

  • @Emma_the_artkid
    @Emma_the_artkid7 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me of my sister, we aren’t blood related and her parents are even most strict then mine so I can barely ever see her, the reason it reminds me of her is because on the 4th of July was when we really felt like sisters for the first time, I miss her so much

  • @GoWillUrself
    @GoWillUrself2 ай бұрын

    If I were an alien coming down to earth and finding this song I’d feel bad for yall humans. To be able to understand death, and only being able to wait for it. We have songs to help us cope with that thought, we have religions, we have each other. Some of us have nothing but the shallowing embrace to look forward to. Truly an eternity of tragedy to face.

  • @Moonlight-zw7zr
    @Moonlight-zw7zr8 ай бұрын

    Life sucks I listen to this song so many times think bf about when it says you died and we’re all gonna die my life sucks I get body shamed hated on for not doing what others want my best friend left me for no reason I hate my life and anytime I try to defend myself I get yelled at saying stop being rude to them I didn’t do anything to them what did I do to deserve this life of hatred. My safe spot is listening to music and I can barely do that.

  • @Blitzhoe
    @Blitzhoe8 ай бұрын

    I love you, you didn't deserve that. You deserve love, you're so important to me and if I could I would buy you everything you want and more, let you eat your comfort foods while watching something you like in the comfiest bed. You're precious, I don't want to lose you. You're like a star to me, you shine so bright and beautiful. You're like the ocean to me, you sound so calming and are so strong. You're like a god to me, you've been hurt so much yet are still here. You're like all the life on Earth, you've had horrible times where you were almost gone, but you're still here. You don't need to shine even though you're like a star, you don't need to carry people even though you are like the ocean, you don't need to answer every prayer even though you're like a god, you don't need to fight even though you're like all life on Earth. But you still shine, carry people, you still answer every prayer, you still fight. You're so kind

  • @AvaWhitaker-hi1py
    @AvaWhitaker-hi1py4 ай бұрын

    I lost my grandma a week ago and this song just makes me feel like she’s here with me and she always used to comfort me when I was crying

  • @nissettemedjahed1825
    @nissettemedjahed18253 ай бұрын

    this song makes me think of my grandmother who left us in July 2022, I live in another country and I hadn't seen her for 4 years because of covid and when I returned home, I didn't recognize her, she was so sick, I cried all the tears of my body and my last day there I told her how much I love her and how much I will miss her, 15 days later she died and I was not able to return back home for her funeral, yema zohra I love you and I miss you RIP

  • @anx1ousl4nd31
    @anx1ousl4nd3110 ай бұрын

    This reminds me of my dead dog

  • @ameniity

    @ameniity

    10 ай бұрын

    It's okay. I know it hard but you will get through this. I know you miss her, just know that she also misses an amazing owner like you. It's going to be okay.

  • @Peachy984

    @Peachy984

    9 ай бұрын

    I’m sorry bro I lost my cat a few months ago. I was very sad for a bit. Just the thought of him would make me cry. It will be ok bud we will get over this.

  • @user-vk3qs5pr9u
    @user-vk3qs5pr9u6 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me of my mom I love it so much I just feel tears coming out of my eyes

  • @adriannesilva6624
    @adriannesilva66242 ай бұрын

    I just lost my cat and my boyfriend I’m devastated. This song is comforting.

  • @-RattyMunchkin-
    @-RattyMunchkin-3 ай бұрын

    Everytime I hear this song I break down,my great grandfather died almost one to two years ago now and it reminds me of him,now I might lose my grandfather. This song reminds me it’s ok to let everything out at times.

  • @d.ariess
    @d.ariess7 ай бұрын

    My mom died due to cancer, it haunts me how i choose to neglect taking care of her. Days, weeks, months after she died, i wonder why i didn't felt guilt. Years passed, all that i do is cry. A moment kept replaying on my head, it was when i had severe stomachache and she was laying on her sickbead asking if i was okay. It breaks me everytime. Back then, i had always thought that my childhood wasnt that great because i couldn't remember any of it. Now, out of nowhere, pieces of it is reminding me that I was loved. Going to the field with my mom to watch baseball. I feel like i never grieved enough for her, and that im not qualified to do so. Im carrying this guilt forever.

  • @grungegirl4250

    @grungegirl4250

    7 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. But she would be looking down on you not wanting you to feel that guilt.

  • @TabiOya

    @TabiOya

    7 ай бұрын

    It's not your fault. You couldn't have prevented her death. As a quote says, " you carry a heavy burden. Do not carry the weight or the dead"

  • @nrlkm5640

    @nrlkm5640

    2 ай бұрын

    It's crazy how relatable your situation is to me. Everyday I live with heavy guilt. I don't think I deserve to express my longing for her.

  • @NumberoneMvsFan
    @NumberoneMvsFanАй бұрын

    Who is watching in 2024

  • @thealphasknight3781

    @thealphasknight3781

    25 күн бұрын

    Meh

  • @Kat_hod2013

    @Kat_hod2013

    24 күн бұрын

    Me ❤😂

  • @RonaldDussome

    @RonaldDussome

    17 күн бұрын

    Yeah

  • @Aveionasprouse-uj9gi

    @Aveionasprouse-uj9gi

    10 күн бұрын

    Me!!!

  • @marcussoderstrom740

    @marcussoderstrom740

    9 күн бұрын

    Meh

  • @Academia.lavender
    @Academia.lavender2 ай бұрын

    Having a grieving moment. Just need to cry it out.. this is helping

  • @M1SSLITT
    @M1SSLITTАй бұрын

    “And I’m sorry I left but It was for the best,though it never felt right,my little Versailles.”Makes my heart ache…Because this was a conversation a son had with his mother while she was dying..and I understand those lyrics now…

  • @M2022q
    @M2022q8 ай бұрын

    This song has a whole different meaning now 💔

  • @Foreverinfinity-kr3bm
    @Foreverinfinity-kr3bm4 ай бұрын

    Its making me cry because my friend shew her true colours when I was sick yesterday and I ran to the bathroom and I came back to the place where she sat was empty and my lunch box had been thrown across the table so I take and put in the lunchbox trolly and I go back in the hall to grab my coat and all I see is her sat with loads of other people talking to each other and then she looks at me in disgust like im a freak

  • @manmeetkaur697
    @manmeetkaur6975 ай бұрын

    My little hawk why do you cry😢 Best part

  • @V_haunting_in_the_comments
    @V_haunting_in_the_comments25 күн бұрын

    My cat died like a month ago and I’m not that affected by it but I will miss him..I was really scared of him at first but I learned to warm up to him and we became inseparable. I remember my family always pushing him away when he purred on their leg or anything. I tried telling my mom that there was something wrong with him because he kept twitching and he was always tired but she said it was normal. Now he’s been missing for a month and we tried everything and there’s no sign of him at all. If he can just PLEASE and I mean please turn up somehow I’ll be the happiest thing ever.. R.I.P Jaxx fly high my angel, I love you. ❤

  • @psychic_x
    @psychic_x9 ай бұрын

    If she was here everything would be fine...💔 We become bestfriends when we were only 5. I wouldn't have spent as much time with my parents as I did with her. We were small, we played together, ate together, study together, we were each other's crime partners hehe we were naughty yk & so many things..when I was 11 and was in 6th class..I shifted.. nothing changed between us. ok I turned 12 on 22 March and she turned 12 on 27 March..we celebrated each other's bday 🦋..we talked afterwards but from 2nd APR we stopped talkin' I thought to text her..unseen and offline from past few days..I was tensed and went to her house just to know that she is no more in this world..she belongs to heaven now..🥀🕊️

  • @vvvvvvvvvv599

    @vvvvvvvvvv599

    9 ай бұрын

    what happened that she died

  • @psychic_x

    @psychic_x

    7 ай бұрын

    @@vvvvvvvvvv599 black magic...💔

  • @LaXimena.
    @LaXimena. Жыл бұрын

    This song remind me of tuck everlasting