"How can I trust people, when I can't trust myself" felt that too hard

@fernandadelabar3236

4 жыл бұрын

So true

@Quiet_cowboy06

4 жыл бұрын

Nanjiba Jarin Go home weeb

@Lunaliladee

3 жыл бұрын

same

@i_do_not_exist1794

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@i_do_not_exist1794

3 жыл бұрын

@@Quiet_cowboy06 piss off if your gonna have a bad attitude

I hope he's okay. Sending virtual hugs to everyone because I relate

@sage4848

4 жыл бұрын

Listen to the lyrics.

@Adanforreal

4 жыл бұрын

Saame

@nahbrothatscrazy

4 жыл бұрын

Same here

@Samlvs740

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@nahbrothatscrazy

4 жыл бұрын

@@Samlvs740 Yeah I'm scared

The music that lets you vibe with your depression.

@Echo_Kenji

Жыл бұрын

literally me lmao

@Genericcatlover

Жыл бұрын

Yep-

@winkydinky1436

Жыл бұрын

hell yeah

@Somnne

3 ай бұрын

Ah yes, romanticizing depression.

@MissyS2S2

5 күн бұрын

​@@Somnne It's not about romanticizing depression, it's about feeling represented

"Why can't I make myself" This hits hard because it's true. Even under perfect conditions, I just can't.

KZread: How depressing and creepy do you wanna be? Sub Urban: *Yes*

@coolgirlblaire

4 жыл бұрын

Lmao

@ioneltomulescu9867

4 жыл бұрын

LOL XD

@kathy_5454

3 жыл бұрын

(~￣³￣)~

@bobbo1235

3 жыл бұрын

Yaas

@bobbo1235

3 жыл бұрын

Dont really watch horror movies cause they give me nightmares but I kinda like them

I'm not suicidal or severely depressed but I really vibe with this song. It's just got that weighty beat that I love. Just wanted to add a slightly more positive comment.

@ia9301

3 жыл бұрын

S a m e

@deeznuts2.

3 жыл бұрын

i thought i was the only one like this....

@bathtubtyler1538

3 жыл бұрын

||-//

@aircatcherpilots7827

3 жыл бұрын

ll-// hey fellow clikkies

@seththecreeper

3 жыл бұрын

well, for some reason, your pfp is saying to me "i have problems"

How tf on earth does he not have a *SINGLE BAD* song ?

@ch31wze

3 жыл бұрын

he's built differently

@tukarampawar9900

3 жыл бұрын

No he never have single mistake

@doooonnii

3 жыл бұрын

Because he knows what the fuck life has done to people.

@Cilvathorne

Жыл бұрын

Well now he does, album was nothing like the EP :(

@nitrocastscripts5316

Жыл бұрын

@@Cilvathorne TS was pretty good, Hive is also awesome, what you on about?

Sub urban is one of the few people that every one of their songs I could listen on repeat

The start kind of sounds like the Minecraft music

@lee-uw7vv

4 жыл бұрын

Bitch you smart.

@iliketoironallthewrinkleso2734

4 жыл бұрын

Lmao he liked your comment

@lukefox5271

4 жыл бұрын

Minecraft CAVE sounds

@goose3566

4 жыл бұрын

that’s what i thought when i first heard this song

@luzzifer713

4 жыл бұрын

Oh no now I hear it

*Reads title* *Me:* hmm I wonder what could KMS stand for.... *Song starts* *Me:* oh never mind

@prussiamdephangrell6305

4 жыл бұрын

Glad I wasn't the only one QwQ

@kermitthefrogdad4003

4 жыл бұрын

Kiss myself

@eightwinter3082

4 жыл бұрын

me too

@aroushzaman8044

4 жыл бұрын

keep me safe

@lauracintra5709

4 жыл бұрын

@@kermitthefrogdad4003 hahahaha

Everyone: you’re depressed. Me: I’m just scared to be happy.

@Lunaliladee

3 жыл бұрын

same :l

@Not0ffline

3 жыл бұрын

Same dude

@noomispookbug4195

3 жыл бұрын

Never thought I'd vibe with a coment as much as I did this one. Dang..

@nine73soldier

3 жыл бұрын

I’m scared to have the happiness ripped away.

@todojxckson5478

3 жыл бұрын

I felt that too hard bruh

These song can make me cry because I feel it. From the opening line to the closing verse I feel this whole song.

Billie Eilish: I am depression Sub Urban: Hold my Tommygun

@ohitsnattt

3 жыл бұрын

Billie never said that she is depressed

@13thgouthammurali76

3 жыл бұрын

@@ohitsnattt Yes she did.

@ohitsnattt

3 жыл бұрын

@@13thgouthammurali76 No her haters said she is depressed not Billie eilish

@13thgouthammurali76

3 жыл бұрын

@@ohitsnattt nah she said in a interview she has been through depression her whole life.

@ohitsnattt

3 жыл бұрын

@@13thgouthammurali76 she has a diseas 🤦‍♀️

Lyrics: [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself? [Verse] I always seem to make the same mistakes The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh 'Til I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight I wanna feel it all again To have somebody, hold me in place Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing Going with a good being [Bridge] So, I’ll go fuck myself ‘til I’m too lonely to feel Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel And I’ll lose all of my friends when I’m no longer ideal And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?

@RSICh-wv8zx

4 жыл бұрын

Vows is bone

@humantrashcann6802

4 жыл бұрын

Wow thanks!

@janalejandroguerreroospina5547

4 жыл бұрын

I love you

@heccinchonkercat

4 жыл бұрын

Wow this is so dark I love it

@jessicazukowska9546

4 жыл бұрын

👌🏻

" *I wanna pout and cry, but I can't make myself...why can't I make myself* " I felt that, like fr I felt that line.

damn this song hits really hard to me, it really got me in tears

Song: *starts with "I wanna kill myself"* Me: I'm definitely downloading this

@ethanmacpherson2813

4 жыл бұрын

Same Lol

@alexds6927

4 жыл бұрын

You meant "buy".. right?

@mimikyu2801

4 жыл бұрын

@@alexds6927 yes... Yes indeed, I- I meant "buy"! Yes, oh how silly I am haha stupid keyboard!..

@randriu1221

4 жыл бұрын

@@mimikyu2801 just use spotify, you can listen for free and it pays for artists

@2dgirl

4 жыл бұрын

fucking cringy comment w 200+ likes

This song is raw. It's real life. It's how most of us are feeling but are afraid to say as such to anyone other than KZread comments. Pain. Anxiety. Low self worth. Depression. Trauma. Addiction. Abuse. Isolation. It's all so real and so painful. These comments make me wanna cry because I can see all of this pain and suffering. You aren't alone I promise. Your pain isn't any less painful just because you assume other people have it worse. Everyone processes pain and trauma in their own way. We're all unique. Don't try to compare yourself to others. I have felt so alone.. I still do.. but regardless of that I want to help others in my same boat.. if you are struggling or alone reach out to me. I will be there.

@epicvipes1723

4 жыл бұрын

💜💜

@azelyahramos9927

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

@asaniaa

4 жыл бұрын

how the fuck this only have 47 likes

@friendlyghost2847

4 жыл бұрын

How can I reach out to You? ):

@asaniaa

4 жыл бұрын

@Elisabeth Yocky no no no no. so many ppl care Elisabeth. and if they don't then fuck them. u deserve to be heard and you deserve to be loved and I'm so sorry I'm not there to tell you this bcoz I want you to know I geniuanly mean it and the fact u had to endure this for FOUR GOD DAMN YEARS! has me thinking wtf humanity. humans can be so very disappointing its sad. I'm feel sad and angry that u had to go through that. i wish I could tell u everything will be fine but as u can see things are NOT looking great. i really hope you find the love and support and real friends you deserve. and I'm so sorry that you couldn't tell anyone knowing that they would stab u. but pls don't hurt yourself I know it seems so shitty right now but... pls just don't give up

Over coming suicidal tendencies is really something. In fact I would say it was the best thing that I have done for myself. Life is different now that I am not obsessing over death. The last time I attempted a lot of my family found out. They thought I just started, but in reality. It was much longer that I had those thoughts. I had them since I was a kid. Listening to suicidal songs made me feel like someone else out there is going through what I was going through. Now listening to these kinds of songs. Is very bittersweet. I feel so happy that I am winning this battle now, but it sucks that others are still going through this. Hope everyone could get through this like I have been doing.

@gingerbread_0973

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for this comment

@AxelBertilDahlstrom

Жыл бұрын

@@gingerbread_0973 Stay strong. Don’t give up.

@MisterFloufry

Жыл бұрын

I am really happy that you made it, you can be really really proud of yourself

@AxelBertilDahlstrom

Жыл бұрын

@@MisterFloufry Sometimes it doesn’t really feel like I have made it, but rather making it. You know? It’s really a constant thing to keep on going. It’s like working every day there is no breaks, because if you do take a break you loose a paycheck. Except this paycheck is moments without suicidal thoughts you never realize how easier it is to accomplish things without those thoughts clogging your brain.

I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?

@bluelan1228

2 жыл бұрын

I don't know.

sub urban: h- me: *i'm in love*

@WinyT

3 жыл бұрын

@NURI BUCK im in too

@Mina-lq9hv

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@punishedrab9364

3 жыл бұрын

@NURI BUCK preach.

@cozyrxse

3 жыл бұрын

SAME

@vipbrothers5595

3 жыл бұрын

Same here.😃😃😃

he’s a true genius

@coolgirlblaire

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed.

Underrated.

@shawnfantasybd

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah! So much 😭

I truly hope your ok man.. wishing you positive vibes and true happiness. Take everything a day at a time and know that you are loved.

Sub Urban: *these songs* Also Sub Urban: "We live in a society."

Billie Eilish: I am the most depressing singer Sin Urban: Hold my cradles

@lostar781

3 жыл бұрын

No compare

@LyntzbartzkyPerez

2 жыл бұрын

@Esha ADNANI no

@bigmanjames8733

2 жыл бұрын

@Esha ADNANI no

@belladonna1032

2 жыл бұрын

BILLIE EILISH X SUB URBAN COLLAB? SOUNDS GOOD ON PAPER!

@bigmanjames8733

2 жыл бұрын

@@belladonna1032 yeayup

How I feel around holidays

No one: Absolutely no one: Me: *singing this at 4 : 26 am in the morning when no one is awake*

@ANDAIBERREIX

3 жыл бұрын

x2 xd

@merepawnyt5624

3 жыл бұрын

Nah, there’s someone with you, many more, maybe a lot

@roumiroumovy3774

2 жыл бұрын

Hey in my country is 4:26 am now and im singing it like u

Relatable and I love it but... Damn everyone, you guys good?

@rayvynnnox5912

4 жыл бұрын

Ha No Not okay IM NOOOTTT OOOKKKAAAYY

@williamthomas718

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah no

@Xavier-kq9hp

4 жыл бұрын

I did relate at one point so its like a throw back mood 🤣

@void6397

4 жыл бұрын

@@Xavier-kq9hp yeah, I cried because it gave my a lot of sad flashbacks.

@justigz992

4 жыл бұрын

:(

me: hears I wanna kill myself My brain: you know you’re going to listen to this at 3:00 am

@1tzm3hh11

4 жыл бұрын

It's funny because not literally but every time I do something extremely embarrassing I'm just like OH MY GOD I WANNA KILL MYSELF!

@justarandomperson2786

4 жыл бұрын

i have made a plan

You ain't alone

therapist: how depressed are you and your music him: ✨yes✨

His music is so fucking amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I am 31 years old but I've never related to somebody's music more. This is the only song I ever want to listen to right now.

@TheRivle

2 жыл бұрын

Going on 40 and just found about them. It definitely helps to listen to this when you're in your low point and have something to relate too because the people you hang with can't help but say "just try to be happy". Like it's a switch i can flip at moments notice.

@od3910

2 жыл бұрын

@✨SubUrban✨ it's going to be OK. That's all I can say.

@dixiethealien1221

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@sprinklegeek

2 жыл бұрын

Dude. Same. This is like making me feel the shit I hadn’t been able to. Thanks to life xD

@colossosforce3324

Жыл бұрын

Eu tanbem so fã desse cara

Yes I love all the songs

@Samlvs740

4 жыл бұрын

@@cheris3668 ikr

@noctuabliss

4 жыл бұрын

imxcrystal 12 sameee

@Samlvs740

4 жыл бұрын

@@noctuabliss :D

@Samlvs740

4 жыл бұрын

@Dawg Craft ty I get that a lot lmao 😂

@dandrum3547

3 жыл бұрын

Because you are Sub Urban fan

MY MIND 24/7🔥🔥🔥

I replayed this at least 30 times just today, I just found this song and it’s so relatable 😔

@paigewinkler4781

2 жыл бұрын

Replay #27 over here and my bf won’t stop looking at me weird...I haven’t felt so addicted to music since HS

@blejonoliver1470

Жыл бұрын

Same

@Rafa12_22.

6 ай бұрын

Eu tmb 😔

My mom: *hears me play this* Me signing along: I wAnNa kIlL myself My mom: are u ok? Me: Heck no

@ANDAIBERREIX

3 жыл бұрын

Shit :'c

@kallahanplays

3 жыл бұрын

same

@todojxckson5478

3 жыл бұрын

MY MOTHER ASKED THE SAME THING IMAO

@jarydperez2952

3 жыл бұрын

Same but my parents are the problem

@exodeusovercharge4462

3 жыл бұрын

My mom: haha phone go yeeeeet

"How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?"

@akira.5834

4 жыл бұрын

Me sometime xd

@deeznuts-pp9bd

3 жыл бұрын

Me to

@ANDAIBERREIX

3 жыл бұрын

:'c

@iamgirlfromsweden1459

3 жыл бұрын

You trust yourself then ;) _There you go bois and girr, depression no more_

@kallahanplays

3 жыл бұрын

same

I highly relate to this song.

I just randomly remembered this, but I was obsessed with it a few years ago. man.

When you're 10 seconds in and already like because you know it's gonna be a bop

"Sick of you" and "Broken" video release when?

@Toomprist

4 жыл бұрын

yessir

@snorlaxchampion7505

4 жыл бұрын

Annoying Toad he collaborated with DMNO. maybe DMNO owns it?

I remember hearing this in public and I was so embarrassed! I felt like someone was outing me to everyone... One mental breakdown later I’m looking it up to have something that makes sense to follow and not some broken record in my head.

" i'm just dead wiegth" that hit hard

INGLISH: "THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE A SUCCESS"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕 ESPAÑOL:"ESTE ALBUM VA A SER UN EXITO"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕

@nancycaceres88

4 жыл бұрын

Hablas inglés o español

@millie1902

4 жыл бұрын

Lo va ser obvio ☺👌

@br9532

4 жыл бұрын

Spanish and English are languages😯😯😯

@pabloatahua4611

4 жыл бұрын

@@nancycaceres88 creo que habla inglish :v

@ambartormenta3462

4 жыл бұрын

Me inglish xD spanish not :'V

ngl if this becomes a music video im excited to see what he comes out with lol.

@Ema.666

3 жыл бұрын

Hello

@shirley4809

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry he's not doing it

@RSICh-wv8zx

2 жыл бұрын

I think if he make this song into mv. There's alot of suicide attempt's image's or clip's

Funny how a tune can lift you up when your down, and then you realize, this is how I feel. And it smashes you down again. This is me at the moment. But here comes the good vibes again.... man what a tune. Life is worth living, just because of music like this.

as much as depression is bad, it's made me who i am today, someone who can just keep going no matter how bad things get. to all those that need it, i hope you keep going too, i know how hopeless it feels, but you're not just dead weight, if all you can do is wake up in the morning, then that's enough. i realise there may not be people that understand this kind of feeling, and that's okay too, consider yourselves lucky that you never have to go through this kind of hell. it's not something i'd wish upon my worst enemy.

I'm so proud,, he is at his 1M :(((

Everybody: wow nice song!! me: How the fuc* is the horse moving?

@0Anna0

3 жыл бұрын

literally me XD

@ratticus6340

3 жыл бұрын

green screen

@950theo

3 жыл бұрын

It's a carousel, you dimwit.

@blackie1459

3 жыл бұрын

Theo - you don’t have to be rude , the other horses wasn’t moving so they could have been confused.

@950theo

3 жыл бұрын

• blackie • I'm not being rude, I'm only being a bit more honest. If you can't handle the truth, then yes, it might be a bit rude.

Sub Urban: " And i will lose all of my friends" Me: " But you have us":)

@egalegal7138

6 ай бұрын

Fans are not friends.

part hit me hard "i wanna cry and pout BUT I CANT MAKE MYSELF" damn to true guys will get it 🙏

I’m no emo kid or edgy “this is deep” teen, and this most certainly isn’t my type of music, but the lyrics all together just relate to me in the way I have been feeling mentally, and that’s what I like about this, is that I can feel something out of it directly from my experience.

@bellz9113

3 жыл бұрын

How are things going for you?

Does anybody else hear ''That's a lot of damage'' in the beggining?

@VinnyR35

3 жыл бұрын

He says I was a god damn mistake and success help me define my fucking existence

@ala_bala_portocala2733

3 жыл бұрын

Flex tape add*

Hey sub urban are you okay? Seems this song must hit hardest and I bet you would love something from anyone but I wish you’re okay and I hope you’re doing better now. Please be safe Edit: i really hope you stay okay! I find it stupid i cry over you, but i wish i could hug you and give you a big letter of how much you mean to me and many others but ily and stay safe.

@Elyuliuz

4 ай бұрын

You're a really good person

@Walker.1mil

4 ай бұрын

@@Elyuliuz thank you as I try my hardest to care for him as I see him as a father figure

@Elyuliuz

4 ай бұрын

you're not alone 💖@@Walker.1mil

I have never related so deeply to a song in my life

Sub urban, Your already giving me hopes for this spring break! Ducking love your music! Keep it up man!✊🏻

@damboyanimationsrebooted7977

4 жыл бұрын

Alexander Barrows The Animator I just noticed xD

@inhaledexhaled5460

4 жыл бұрын

Quack quack

@fumiko___

4 жыл бұрын

Yikes...

@-sonnyanimations-7417

3 жыл бұрын

@@damboyanimationsrebooted7977 are you gonna make any fnaf animations soon?

@tumedasco7010

2 жыл бұрын

He accidentally said ducking instead of fucking

it was and is art an incredible song just like freak goes on like this I know you'll get further soon thanks for the songs I love you

3 years and am still here

@OhREALLYMAN

3 ай бұрын

Same

You've helped me identify with so many parts of myself; I know music is an expression of one's self... Be well....

Song starts: *"I want to kill myself"* Me: "man that's deep"

@sonicisdisappointed.2768

4 жыл бұрын

ik

@jemimaizua4711

4 жыл бұрын

Ikr

@MrMediaflow

4 жыл бұрын

Me : me

@1tzm3hh11

4 жыл бұрын

Me: oh my god that's what I say (not literally) when I do something embarrassing.

Joder son las 3AM y yo aquí escuchando esto Damn it's 3 AM and I'm here listening to this

@michelled7122

4 жыл бұрын

Ni pedo :v xDD

@user-fz9sx3st3e

4 жыл бұрын

Jaja

I don’t know why I love suburban kinda music so much

my friend: your depressed me: im not depressed my music taste:

Woow...I will soon become addicted to your songs.

@akira.5834

4 жыл бұрын

I already am addicted to all his songs xD I listen to them all day He is so freakin cute tho 😍😍

@akira.5834

4 жыл бұрын

@Felino 1638 omg ikr I saw it too, he is adorable 😍😍😍

@user-wb3rw6xf8d

3 жыл бұрын

О русский

Like bro :(

Pro tip: don't kill yourself, somebody might still care.

@zeedstun5125

10 ай бұрын

might

@rangesstudio

10 ай бұрын

@zeedstun5125 seriously though, come on man, at the very least I care.

When the song relatable but you can’t take yourself seriously so u laugh 😭

It’s been 11 months and I’m still coming to this song

Me encantan tus canciones, son tétricas e impresionantes siempre me dejan una marca cada una de ellas

This one my favorite 🖤🥀🕷

speaks from my soul

5 SONGS IN ONE DAY(EDIT)THANKS I NEVER GOT 450 LIKES XD

@karimsotosinh9649

4 жыл бұрын

6

@yoshikage7743

4 жыл бұрын

When someone releases an album they upload all the songs at the same time

@thicconico

4 жыл бұрын

Cause album got dropped out so yeh

@estefy7371

4 жыл бұрын

Six

@jo_nm9484

4 жыл бұрын

@AsKaNeL tAnKeR Isolate was already out like 6 months earlier

Nobody: Not a single soul: Me: *head bopping to this in my digital bio class*

@WhyTheUniverse

2 жыл бұрын

Im in math. Can relate

Next to spring fever its my favourite song of the album!!

Miss u bro 😿

No,I’m not listening to this bc it’s “relatable”, I’m listening to it’s bc it’s g o o d

@lostar781

3 жыл бұрын

Same

3 songs in one day. It must be my lucky day.

Love this

Yo fam, people love you! Just coz you can't see it now doesn't mean anything! Someone needs you!

This is the theme song of my life.

I REALLLLY needed this right now.

@coolgirlblaire

3 жыл бұрын

U still alive?

@liamsimon254

3 жыл бұрын

@@coolgirlblaire of course i am im no longer 16 and craving for death i know what killing oneself actually in tales and the burdens others go though its the most selfish thing a person can do Im way older know its just that now days for me a new song can go a long way to keep going

I wanna keep myself safe, I wanna keep myself safe 😍

I'm not currently in a suicidal state, but I really feel these lyrics to my core.

Ok.. My new favorite song by far! I love it so much! Damnnnnn kinda depressing tho..

Omg once my dad heard me listening to this

@jarydperez2952

3 жыл бұрын

What happened after?

@rdm9250

3 жыл бұрын

@@jarydperez2952 now he doesn t have a dad anymore

@jarydperez2952

3 жыл бұрын

@@rdm9250 phew thanks for the good news

@rdm9250

3 жыл бұрын

@@jarydperez2952 😀👍

@paigewinkler4781

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad I’m 29 and don’t have to hear my parents judge me for playing this on repeat...but my bf is giving me weird looks.

I love the music in the beginning.

I hate it when I just try to listen and it says "talk to someone today" I JUST WANNA LISTEN TO SOME FUCKING GOOD MUSIC KZread

I don't know but it's my favorite song 😭✌️

I clicked like 3 warnings to play this master peace.

I was about to [title] and then i saw the suicidal prevention options. In a way this song saved my life

@H1A7US

Жыл бұрын

Good

Damn, feel so at home and at peace listening to this song

@shawnfantasybd

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

When your Minecraft world glitches:

this is art, rawest in its form

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL

Woah i only listened to Freak cradles and cirque but the most of this boys music is so sad and deep

this slaps but damn it hits hard

*this hit different*

"How can I trust people, if I can't trust myself?" Oof man

@kallahanplays

3 жыл бұрын

same

@coolgirlblaire

3 жыл бұрын

Big oof

the beat to sub urban's songs just hit so differently