Stories of Transformation - Christian W.

Twenty-four-year-old Christian suffered from severe depression, anxiety, and insomnia for most of his life. He tried everything - medications, alternative therapies, and other modalities of meditation - before he was introduced to Dr Joe's work. Christian attended the Orlando Week Long Advanced Retreat as a last resort to saving his life. By the end of the week, he discovered the key to opening his heart and he found lasting relief and true joy.
Recorded at the Denver Week Long Advanced Retreat in July 2021

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  • @PacoBear
    @PacoBear21 күн бұрын

    He reminds me of my beloved step-father, who suffered from unimaginable depression as a PhD Clinical Psychologist. Sadly, he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and died at age 51 years. He deserved better. He had trauma from his mother rejecting him and then later WWII. Thank you, Christian - your suffering will ultimately pay off in helping others.

  • @WhiteMisty
    @WhiteMisty2 жыл бұрын

    I should mention this is one of the most powerful testimonials I have seen. His brother gone. His level of acceptance in grief. Mate I love you. I have been struggling mentally this set me on target again. Thanks for sharing seriously so grateful. Mental health something I’ve always had to deal with all my life and I’m 48. My loved ones is why I’m alive cause the guilt over the pain I would cause them, would keep me focused on staying alive. The love I feel keeps me alive. Just recently the situation of life I’m in got me off track and closed my heart. Your testimonial helped open my heart again. Just listening to you talk opened my heart. Thank you so much.

  • @RTCLR123

    @RTCLR123

    2 жыл бұрын

    Slicna situacija kod mene. Okolina moze doslovno biti otrovna za duh. Da bi se ogradio pokrio bi se sa nekoliko slojeva pokrivaca, stvorio mrak, pustao meditaciju sa mobitela i sjedio, sjedio i sjedio.. jako puno dana sam se mucio ali neke dane bih nestao u glavi, a tijelo bi to shvatilo kao da se moze napokon odmoriti od depresije i tuge i te dane bih imao obicno u vecer pulsiranje srca, elektricitet.. i onda bih nekoliko dana samo spavao, lezao bespomocno, umoran ali sa novim pogledom. nakon 18 mjeseci meditacije sada mi se tijelo savija i u sred dana, kao vlat trave, zakoci mi se vrat, pulsira mi glava. Imam vise energije, manje me zanima korona i tudja misljenja. Nekada mi se svijest toliko jako poveca da osjetim da letim na ogromnom grumenu zemlje kroz svemir, osjetim da je ponor pod mojim nogama bez granica i vidim programe koje imamo da bi prezivjeli, lose nacine komunikacije bez srca. Trenutno meditiram samo u jutro oko 90 minuta, a u vecer obicno radim na glazbi iako sam prije meditirao i uvecer. Imao sam fraktale u vizijama, vidio bih mrezu energetskog polja u svom vidnom polju. Ova stvarnost je jako jako stvarna ali nije sve sto postoji, pitanje je koliko mozemo prihvatiti da je tako, toliko bi nam se moglo pokazati. Sretno!

  • @rockgilis576

    @rockgilis576

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@RTCLR123 koje meditacije si koristio? Hvala

  • @lisarosado8304

    @lisarosado8304

    2 жыл бұрын

    God bless you. You are loved and important!🙏🏼💫💕✨

  • @tudalu

    @tudalu

    2 жыл бұрын

    I send you so much love

  • @bageerasf

    @bageerasf

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏻

  • @robynland
    @robynland Жыл бұрын

    The gentle, compassionate, humble, kind, wise, articulate and thoughtful way he encourages others to keep going is so beautiful and moving and powerful. This man is going to help so many people. So many blessings to him and to all of us.

  • @shelly936
    @shelly9362 жыл бұрын

    I just want to give this young man the biggest hug and tell him he is worthy and he is loved, he IS love.

  • @alisag.2223

    @alisag.2223

    2 жыл бұрын

    So true he is love

  • @shelly936

    @shelly936

    Жыл бұрын

    @Christian Warford I'm sending you so much love Christian. ❤️ My hope for you is that the work has helped you to also have love for yourself, to love yourself. As for my own journey, it's still on going. I hope to someday go to one or more of Dr. Joe's healing events. Your testimony will continue to help others, thank you.

  • @zaringonda6068
    @zaringonda60682 жыл бұрын

    "I built a prison in my own mind, I was the warden... the prisoner... I just tortured myself! " This just gave me the shivers, don't we all do this to some extent?

  • @CityThatCannotBeCaptured

    @CityThatCannotBeCaptured

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes BUT it's often, if not always, driven by chemical substances forced on us of which we are not aware.

  • @bertanelson8062

    @bertanelson8062

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes. We are our own stumbling block, but of course we don't know it. Unless we see this while healing, it doesn't help much to "know it" because then we just have guilt and are lost with it. We see it when we are strong enough to see it and have compassion for ourselves and eventually others.

  • @agasehcnaug
    @agasehcnaug2 жыл бұрын

    Tears were running down my face as I was watching his testimonial. I have so much love for this guy. What a beautiful soul. You are an inspiration to all of us. Thank you Christian ❤️ ps: your brother is not gone. He’ll always be there by your side, guiding you. Now you have a guardian angel

  • @rebeccastevens2903
    @rebeccastevens29034 ай бұрын

    Wow, for him to lose his brother and still have the strength to carry on in this way is amazing. So grateful for this powerful testimonial 🥀

  • @vincentmcclelland5726
    @vincentmcclelland57262 жыл бұрын

    this just broke my heart wide open.i am 60 years old.had a heart attack and quadruple bypass along with covid early in this year..i have been struggling with sleep and anxiety problems since then.i have been doing the work but have not been able to open up my heart.i have been unable to cry to release the fear and frustration and i have been feeling completely empty of soul and presence until this testimonial..thank you christian for sharing your experience with us.you are a fantastic example for any of us that are struggling with the absolute horror of mental anguish..you will never know how much you have helped me ..thank you thank you thank you ...the universe has given you a beautiful heart and blessed me with this message from you ..thank you from ireland and the bottom of my heart xxx

  • @y0u5uf

    @y0u5uf

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's a great comment. I wish you healing and peace Vincent. Lot's of Love. I've struggled with Worthiness.. But not the kind of mental anguish in so many people's lives, just in these comments.

  • @commenter9832

    @commenter9832

    Жыл бұрын

    You too inspired me. Thank you Go ahead Warrior ❤❤

  • @vincentmcclelland5726

    @vincentmcclelland5726

    Жыл бұрын

    @@commenter9832 thank you buddy..from invinity and beyond xxx

  • @anamazinglife5628
    @anamazinglife56282 жыл бұрын

    Christian thank you for not giving up. You are an inspiration for all of us.😊

  • @Macv2021
    @Macv2021 Жыл бұрын

    I was in my sixties when I realized I suffered from anxiety. I knew I often felt what I thought were high levels of fear or lack of confidence. I would say, what is it I am afraid of? Sometimes I wanted to break things, throw things, punch myself, yell at myself, trying to break what I thought was just a state of being. I felt less than most of my life. Intimidated by everyone and everything. I would try and plow through things, make myself do it, thinking that once I became comfortable or confident doing it, the feeling would go away. It never did. Sometimes it was worse than others. At its worst, I was a bit of a raging lunatic. I really wanted to break things. I would scream at myself and call myself all kinds of terrible things. I wanted to curl up and cry; at its worst, I planned an exit. Then one day, I tried meditating again after years of not meditating, and I found that in a half hour, I could go from level ten to level zero. Then I started doing some research, and I came across Dr. Joe's work. I have all his books now, either in audio or book form and, in some cases, both. I can't say for sure, but I think I might have taken the easy way out without finding this work. Really it is not so easy; in fact, terrifying. At its worst, I would say, this is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and I would remind myself of how our family felt when one of our loved uncles took his life. Long story short, this work is the most amazing thing. Although I have had some interesting things happen, I have not had a full-blown mystical experience, and I will never stop. I am committed as I know energy affects energy, and much of the pain was caused by my trying to force things to happen. Matter to matter is painful. Over the decades, my body was fully addicted to the survival hormones and hasn't wanted to give them up. But I will prevail. Testimonials like Christians and all the others I have to listen to keep me committed. I was better than I was, and I will keep going until I understand in my body that energy changes the energy and changed energy changes everything. Thanks to Joe, thanks to Christian and all the others. Much Love

  • @illuminatethemainstream7778
    @illuminatethemainstream77782 жыл бұрын

    Closest story to my own story that I ever watched. I was suffering in severe depression from age 12 til 25, I slept years away, it was the only thing that stopped the pain for a little while. We have to understand and believe that we can be our own miracles.

  • @bageerasf

    @bageerasf

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜

  • @michaelaobrien3508

    @michaelaobrien3508

    2 жыл бұрын

    “I slept years away.” Same. ❤️ I am recovering. May we all know wholeness.

  • @sandbags8369

    @sandbags8369

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is my story too... the sleeping to escape the pain, the guilt about loved ones responses to my death to keep me alive. I am 56, this has been an increasing part of my life since age 13. Anxiety even further back. Counselling bought a little healing, staving off of (ending me)... but nothing has helped me to build healing like Dr Joe's work. I am now able to feel happiness and claim it as mine. 😌

  • @catherinebailey940

    @catherinebailey940

    Жыл бұрын

    Did Dr Joes work help you?

  • @kelvinsheng7146

    @kelvinsheng7146

    9 ай бұрын

    I hear you, I have also slept 15 years away, I have experienced depression, anxiety, chronic fatigue syndrome, I feel no joy and no aliveness at all.

  • @iam6785
    @iam67852 жыл бұрын

    Thanks Dr. Joe Dispensa for being an instrument of change in many people's lives. Thx Christian for sharing.

  • @karafan9
    @karafan92 жыл бұрын

    “Nothing can throw me back to my old self.“ With this level of determination, self love and personal truth, Anything is possible. Salute and respect ✊ Seven months into Dr. Joe’s work, I’ve found myself at a similar level of awareness as this beautiful soul. No one and no body can remove me from my inner peace. Nothing can stand in the way between me and my vision of my future. I can do this. We can all do this⭐️🙏☀️❤️

  • @jodysherman2447

    @jodysherman2447

    2 жыл бұрын

    No one, nobody!! So perfect Friend and I need to take note of the such. It seems soooo much easier to fall back into the loop vs doing the work. I feel as tho a switch hasn’t quite flipped for me yet, but I can’t give up on this.

  • @karafan9

    @karafan9

    2 жыл бұрын

    “If it’s easy, then anyone can do it.” Dr. Joe said so. I agree. We have been initiated, and we are Devine children. We can do this.

  • @kostakotorlis344
    @kostakotorlis3442 жыл бұрын

    One of the best testimonies so far. I’m 24 also and have been doing the work. The way you just spoke about yourself and your brother brought me to tears!! You are an inspiration my friend! I appreciate you! I’m gonna keep going and one day I want to meet you at an event! ❤️

  • @itaroche7926
    @itaroche79262 жыл бұрын

    Christian - firstly, take a bow for sticking with the work until you got the breakthrough you so badly needed. That’s phenomenal. Secondly, thank you for sharing your story! Unfortunately, mental health still has a dreadful stigma and people like yourself speaking out, showing the raw honesty of the struggle will help others to know they are not alone and help them speak out too. And, thirdly- I am so so so sorry for the loss of your brother. He is beaming down on you now with pride. None of us can save another, no matter how much we want to - it’s work we can only do for ourselves so stay strong and stay in the light of Dr Joe’s work. Bless you, Christian 🙏🏻

  • @goolie53
    @goolie532 жыл бұрын

    Thank You, Christian!!!!!… for giving hope 🙏…I’m so very sorry for your Precious loss .. Your story is a Blessing to me and, no doubt, **many others.** 🙌💕🤗

  • @2020Decoder
    @2020Decoder2 жыл бұрын

    What a brave soul you are Christian. Amazing testimony. Deep condolences for your loss. I have a younger brother myself and it would rip me apart if anything happened to him. I've taken heart from your words and attitude, thank you for your strength.

  • @IamEnifa
    @IamEnifa2 жыл бұрын

    I'm proud of you Christian. Love and light.

  • @mariannealt3910
    @mariannealt39102 жыл бұрын

    I admire and am thankful for your persistence, courage, and generosity in sharing your story, Christian. I have no words for the loss of your brother…may the love for yourself, others, and life sustain you. I love that a dog sparked love in you. Dogs make everything better. 🐶❤️

  • @manfredbraig
    @manfredbraig2 жыл бұрын

    Christian, always remember you are a genius, keep on meditating and witness the miracle you will be for this planet In your future

  • @harshafartale5775
    @harshafartale57752 жыл бұрын

    This was a testimony that i will keep coming back to, thank you so much!!!!!!

  • @redmoon8217

    @redmoon8217

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes me too.

  • @lechodecaro-caroline1969
    @lechodecaro-caroline19692 жыл бұрын

    Very powerful testimonial on overcoming severe depression, anxiety and insomnia. Thanks a lot Christian for sharing your story that is going to help many people.

  • @nalinimorris8931

    @nalinimorris8931

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your soul with us! You are truly an inspiration.

  • @own2hands
    @own2hands Жыл бұрын

    Sweet soul… you are powerful! Thank you for your courage, truth, honesty, and will. Wow wow wow! Blessings to you and thank you.

  • @Tam438
    @Tam4382 жыл бұрын

    'Just do what you can, and just keep going...' this really helped me...wow, what a testimony there really are no words, but I can feel your beautiful heart, thank you 🙏 🙏

  • @marcelfigueroa5050

    @marcelfigueroa5050

    2 жыл бұрын

    My heart goes out to you. I'm glad you found love, joy and freedom within you.

  • @gailwilliams2607
    @gailwilliams26072 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss.😢❤️ This was one of the most beautiful and eloquent testimonials I have heard here. A reminder to keep doing the work even when impatient and don't see any change in the outer world, change its still occurring. Glad you finally feel free. Love and light to you! ❤️

  • @IKIDIF
    @IKIDIF Жыл бұрын

    My brother and I are like two halves of the same soul. Couldn't imagine losing him! He turned me onto Dr Joe and I'm so thankful, it's changed my whole being. Thank you for sharing your story!

  • @janak5147
    @janak5147 Жыл бұрын

    I am so deeply impressed by your words and wisdom, Christian. You express yourself in such a thoughtful, honest, articulate and humble way. Thank you, Christian, for doing this work for youself and for encouraging others to do the same, to keep going. I really connect to your story, and I am so sorry about your brother. Sending much love to you and your mom.

  • @emijta
    @emijta2 жыл бұрын

    I have to say, I have been watching these testimonies for a long time, as they always give me hope and make me carry on, but yours brought me to tears and gave me something more than hope I could describe it as knowing. Thank you for sharing and may all blessings come your way.

  • @joarnshand6905
    @joarnshand69052 жыл бұрын

    WHOA Christain a VERY powerful testimony. THANK YOU for sharing and I am SO sorry to hear of your brother. ❤❤

  • @steveguti6452
    @steveguti64522 жыл бұрын

    I am very sick for a long time Barbara is better Candice significantly improving praise God we would appreciate it deeply if anyone could pray for us she desperately need your prayers for a full recovery praise God praying for everyone everyday God bless you all

  • @willreidy5851
    @willreidy58512 жыл бұрын

    This is amazing Christian - well done mate. Your life is so important, please remember that.

  • @jenniferwenzel5318
    @jenniferwenzel53186 ай бұрын

    This young man’s testimonial is so moving. I’ve watched many of these and it’s the first time I’ve cried in response to the sharing. I lost my mother to suicide and found myself on medication to cope with her death and still thought about following in her footsteps to escape the grief I felt. This gives me hope that I can heal, forgive myself, love myself, and one day find joy in living again.

  • @Faith.is.Awake.notwoke
    @Faith.is.Awake.notwoke2 жыл бұрын

    God bless you Christian. I am sorry about your brother. Thank God you found Dr. Joe ❤ Never give up! 💪

  • @IVDaemon
    @IVDaemon3 ай бұрын

    I agree..Christian’s testimonial is by far the most impactful I’ve seen. We’re all going to resonate differently but..the way he helped me see even some more of the science of the hidden realms in his sharing blew me away. I don’t cry much…and I am going through something right now but this man is so genuine and kind that he burst my heart open. Your brother is in a peaceful place off to his next adventure. You’ll always have a brother in me Christian. - Matt 🤍🩵💚🙏

  • @MayaSky01
    @MayaSky012 жыл бұрын

    Christian, I hope you are reading these comments… i’m sorry for your loss, There are no words for it. I just want to say thank you, you are changing lives with your statement and what you just said about pushing through is what i needed to hear. Hugs! X

  • @jiawildwyn9182
    @jiawildwyn91822 жыл бұрын

    I think you just saved my life. So many similar feelings and searching for answers. For 13 years. Thank you for your dedication to healing so that you may live a fulfilling life and be here to inspire others. 💕

  • @MichelleDenise64
    @MichelleDenise642 жыл бұрын

    Sending comforting energy to him and his mom.

  • @bertanelson8062
    @bertanelson80622 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Christian, for your commitment to continue in your "new self" despite your brother's passing. Your love for self has burst through! Heart opening does wonders, asyou now know first hand. You could very well hear from your brother. The miraculous is with you and your loving heart.

  • @Antoniathinks
    @Antoniathinks2 жыл бұрын

    This is a most moving story. I am so deeply grateful for this testimonial, for your healing, for your transformation. With so many family members who have suffered this same struggle, I am so touched that you have stayed in this world as a sign to all!!!

  • @kathrynmcnerney6490
    @kathrynmcnerney6490 Жыл бұрын

    My favourite testimonial. Thank you Christian. Sending you love.

  • @byjamie-hillierrubis
    @byjamie-hillierrubis2 жыл бұрын

    Courageous dear soul ... I feel his pain and so his liberation. Hold on to love brother. 💖🙏🌻

  • @guliyafayzullina3366
    @guliyafayzullina3366 Жыл бұрын

    I needed to hear this. Resonates with me. Thank you Christian

  • @kritikasharma6402
    @kritikasharma64022 жыл бұрын

    I couldn't help but tear up a little. I am sorry for your loss. 😢Thank you for your authenticity and honesty. Thank you for being a light ❤️

  • @sam_moreee
    @sam_moreee2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, thank you, thank you Christian. That was the testimonial I needed to hear. Everything he said was spot on. That right there just gave me the power to keep going. I will watch it often. If you ever read that Christian, know that you are yourself saving people’s life by what you did in creating that footstep in the quantum field and we cannot thank you enough. My condolences for your brother and may he Rest In Peace. Much love. Sam

  • @SC-vb2ui
    @SC-vb2ui Жыл бұрын

    ⛲️🙏Brilliant Brave Boundless Soul,so much Admiration for ⛲️🙏🙏🙏Dr.Jo 😇showing us Who we 😇are 😇

  • @angelinahunter182
    @angelinahunter182 Жыл бұрын

    Wow! Christian, I am so impressed with your understanding of what happened for you and your acceptance of what happened for your brother. I came from a household with a mother so mentally ill and sadistic that of my parents 4 children, (3 boys and me) I am the only one who "made it out alive!" Two of my brothers are already gone at 58 and 76, not through directly taking their own lives but through never escaping our upbringing. Currently, I am 76 and while I moved to Colorado at 70 and lived 50 years in Manhattan and have lived a rather exciting life, I want more -- and that means that I still need to overcome the residual effects of how were raised. I've been meditating twice a day now for weeks and hope attend a retreat -- financially, if I can I have no doubt that it will extend not just my years but the quality of my remaining years on the planet -- to continue to be a contributor! Christian, YOU will live a life of impact -- I'm sure of that and I'm also sure that you will go on to live out your heart's desire because you finally feel WORTHY! God bless you, Christian, in every way!

  • @ellexusse
    @ellexusse Жыл бұрын

    You can tell this man has gone through suffering. The maturity and understanding and ability to express intelligently is breathtaking. Thank you for sharing your story with us

  • @HeatherMays
    @HeatherMays2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story with us, Christian. Your vulnerability and strength are a shining light for others.

  • @catiacamillini9093
    @catiacamillini90932 жыл бұрын

    You have appeared today after I spent the morning trying to write down about my chronic unhappiness among other things, and how to open my boxed-closed heart toward myself. You have appeared in this 5months ago messages before many many others and I heard you... You have been my syncronicity today. I do thank you for your help, I will listen to you again and again and do my work, and return to you as you are my angel now. I love you, and I do thank you for this amazing testimonial. I wish you all the possible good for your life. Thank you. ❤

  • @AvatarAngelica
    @AvatarAngelica2 жыл бұрын

    What a warrior he is! I am so intrigued hearing such a left-brained individual describe his experience in such a logical and articulate way. He truly has so much to offer to his loved ones and others. He is such a valuable individual!!

  • @DonniTom
    @DonniTom2 жыл бұрын

    I get his story. This was powerful. My heart goes out to this young man. I hope the love fills him up and moves him towards the life he is ment to live.

  • @mariroseblumbump6106
    @mariroseblumbump6106 Жыл бұрын

    Beautifully articulate. “Do your best to love yourself. “……Saves my life, too. I’m free🙏🏻. Great thanks!

  • @alienautopsy9326
    @alienautopsy93264 ай бұрын

    God bless this man

  • @lisbethbird8268
    @lisbethbird82682 жыл бұрын

    Christian...you made me cry. So glad you made it through. Thank you.

  • @Opxbest
    @Opxbest2 жыл бұрын

    Protect this man at all costs. We need more people like you in this world. RIP to your brother, your guardian angel.

  • @MadreNaguala
    @MadreNaguala2 жыл бұрын

    So happy to be with you now!!!💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

  • @Ted655687653
    @Ted6556876532 жыл бұрын

    Now that is a powerful testimony, actually the most powerful I've ever seen. I'm so thankful to hear your story and experience the gratitude that goes along with it. My hope for you is that you find and live a level of joy like you never imagined possible.

  • @michelenunesbrito7597
    @michelenunesbrito75972 жыл бұрын

    ❤️Thank you!! Many of us need to hear you to stay focussed to do the work no matter what… You help save and change lives and thank You dr Joe to BE there for us!!! Showing hope, courage and most of all Love 💓✨

  • @Ragani108
    @Ragani1082 жыл бұрын

    This is so powerful. The flickers, the glimpses, to being fully open... I am so deeply moved by the genuine efforts and work that your former self did to get here, Christian. To come out of that depth of depression and anxiety is just extraordinary and incredible... you are such a beautiful testimony to taking steps and being consistent. Thank you so much for your profound testimony! 💜

  • @dragicapudar4067
    @dragicapudar40672 жыл бұрын

    Wow,,wow,wow...what a beautiful young man ,what a smart and elocvent young soul...thank yoy for your story, god bless and keep you❤

  • @delaslight
    @delaslight2 жыл бұрын

    I need to watch this a few more times. Thank you Christian❤️

  • @sarahcarrs9609
    @sarahcarrs96092 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Christian, you have inspired me so much. You are a beautiful, humble man and I am so sorry for your loss xx.

  • @sarah0
    @sarah02 жыл бұрын

    Bless him his story is so touching. Having had to deal with a suicide in my family too I really feel his pain and love him deeply. So glad he's on a better path and healing. What an inspiring person thank you for sharing your story 💗✨

  • @elizabethfleming9568
    @elizabethfleming9568 Жыл бұрын

    Oh bless you, you beautiful soul. You have gifted me so much hope. I needed this to come my way, thank you. I lost my brother this way and your testimony means so so much. I just want you to know.

  • @SJTRADESFUTURES
    @SJTRADESFUTURES2 жыл бұрын

    What a beautiful soul . Thankyou for sharing your story .

  • @excitersj
    @excitersj Жыл бұрын

    Lots of love to you, wonderful soul. Thanks for this amazing testimonial and for not giving up. Thanks, Christian! You are a highlight in this world. An encourager, a radiant light of deep conviction. I am very glad to have heard your story here today.

  • @Allerim16
    @Allerim162 жыл бұрын

    I am so thankful for you Christian. I thank you so much for sharing your story. Your story and the story of your brother is and will change so many lives. I tend to think we make soul contracts, and I think you and your brother probably did so together. I also appreciate the way you explained everything with your rational and scientific mind - you especially spoke to me when you described the rate of change of our change and progress. In saying this, you demonstrated the large degree of compassion, self-acceptance and love you have for yourself and you demonstrated for me what all these terms really look like and mean in practice. Thank you!

  • @moth_paws
    @moth_paws2 жыл бұрын

    Captivating, powerful testimony! I was so moved and felt my own heart open as I listened and cried with you. Your articulate, humble words touched me deeply and have encouraged me greatly to continue my own physical and emotional healing journey. You may not have been able to help your brother, but your brother will now help you to stay on this path of life and help others that come across your path. Thank you from my heart!

  • @greyrivera5
    @greyrivera5 Жыл бұрын

    I am sobbing as I watch this video. I can identify so much with this guy! Emotional pain can be so paralyzing and intense!!! His story has given me much hope. I am doing the work and even "finding" my heart during meditation can be a challenge. I'll keep sitting in meditation and I'll keep doing the work.

  • @melissc9264
    @melissc92647 ай бұрын

    The most incredible, courageous, amazing testimonials I have seen. You’re a rock star Christian. Thank you for your this. ❤️

  • @dom5491
    @dom54912 жыл бұрын

    So happy for you. Was a beautiful story. I just lost my father. My heart goes out to you. I have been mindful of the emotions I’ve been feeling. But have been grieving my beautiful father. Thank you for the amazing details. Also sorry for your loss. You are doing such an amazing job. Proud of what you have accomplished.

  • @HappyCat1111
    @HappyCat1111 Жыл бұрын

    Such a powerful testimonial! The pain is so relatable. My first week long event help me find the strength to keep living as well. I hope my next event gets me to an even better place. This man gives me hope that this is possible. Bless this man for having crossed the river so bravely!

  • @Ericjamesmusic84
    @Ericjamesmusic842 жыл бұрын

    Finding strength in your struggle is a sign of a true warrior. I honor you for that. Anyone that feels like quitting and they see this, you'll inspire them.

  • @magdalenamacioszek5739
    @magdalenamacioszek57392 жыл бұрын

    I'm so grateful for your testimony. You gave me strength and faith. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I gonna keep going!!!

  • @minhyegu4
    @minhyegu42 жыл бұрын

    I loved this testimonial. His power,resoluteness,tone ,everything was perfect!

  • @GuyCruls
    @GuyCruls2 жыл бұрын

    Every sitting matters. Consistency is critical. Yes, when you don’t get anywhere in a meditation, something inside you is stirring, even if you can’t feel anything. Never give up. Breakthrough is inevitable, but will come when you expect it least. Don’t expect anything, put all your energy in the process. Pour your heart into it.

  • @josiebatres4848
    @josiebatres4848 Жыл бұрын

    Powerful! His recovery and recognition of Dr. Joe’s work in pulling all the disciplines together for all of us. I have a brother who struggles too. Very powerful message of love and determination.

  • @commenter9832
    @commenter9832 Жыл бұрын

    I wish you the best. May all wonderful things happen in your life dear lovely brother. Your story touched me deeply ❤❤ Can't express my gratitude 💓 If i was there, probably I would have hugged you long time ❤

  • @joshwynette614
    @joshwynette6142 жыл бұрын

    Christian, idk if u ever browse the comments here, but your testimony on ur changes creating something concrete gives me a lot of hope on my own journey. Thank you for being so open, bless you and your family.

  • @valentineomine
    @valentineomine2 жыл бұрын

    Wow I am feeling a lot of emotions from watching this. That ❤️ flicker feeling & numbness 🥺 What an incredible testimonial. My survival program has been on overdrive since I was a child & I’m just realizing it now. I have incredible gratitude for this man sharing his sincere insight from anguish to love. This is what I needed to hear & feel & know. Overwhelmed by his story & message of keep going. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #OnAQuestToBeMyBest 🧠 😌

  • @WhiteMisty
    @WhiteMisty6 ай бұрын

    I feel like I should update - I got a lot of comments ( for me) I don’t expect comments when I comment. This young man really impacted me - he kept me going - I always have had what they call suicidal adeation - actually I’ve had struggles but I don’t think I’ve gone there. It’s weird cause I don’t think it’s apart of my personality now. This guys testimonial is powerful- something listening to him healed me. Thanks by all the people who commented cause it gave me some fortitude I didn’t expect it

  • @jbreezy5959
    @jbreezy59592 жыл бұрын

    So much love to you Christian. I understand depression. You are an amazingly strong soul! 💪 ❤

  • @claudiavanryssen9494
    @claudiavanryssen94942 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much , your words just gave me hope...God bless you , God bless you all... love to all of you

  • @benioren6120
    @benioren61202 жыл бұрын

    Wow u are so brave and strong brother. Beautiful mind and so admirable that u as an intellectual person are making the journey from your head to your heart.

  • @trishamartin832
    @trishamartin8322 жыл бұрын

    You are such an inspiration! Thank you for the love you are sharing ❤

  • @miapax1962
    @miapax19622 жыл бұрын

    This is my story. I'm now 48 and it started for me at 15. I know its energies for me as I have seen them. I too struggle with suicidality as I cant see a way out. Medication doesnt work. I can only hope for a healing like yours. I've been in this torment for almost 33 years. I know what youve been through and am am happy to hear of your release. I can only hope to be blessed like you. I'm so sorry for your brother. x

  • @justmadeit2

    @justmadeit2

    5 ай бұрын

    How are you doing now?

  • @joannap6791
    @joannap6791 Жыл бұрын

    What a beautiful person. This is a life-changing testimonial, thank you ❤

  • @lavanniarajalingam50
    @lavanniarajalingam506 ай бұрын

    I am nearly 3 years late since this video was uploaded. But condolences to you and your mother for such a huge loss. The pain in your face comes through at times, just as the smiles do as well. I hope you are still healing and keeping up to the meditations. You are worth it. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @Euromelinda
    @Euromelinda2 жыл бұрын

    Just wow! Thank you for this beautiful testimonial, I'm sorry for all your struggles but nice to hear that you don't need medication anymore! Sorry for your loss and know that your brother is with you every day and keep cheering you for more healing and success. Hugs to you.

  • @stephanieseege
    @stephanieseege2 жыл бұрын

    I have so much love for your Christian, you're a true inspiration and your life will blossom in relation to the effort you've made and a persistent determination to change. What a wonderful, heartfelt testimony.

  • @bethbrockman445
    @bethbrockman4452 жыл бұрын

    Thank YOU for saving yourself because you are a Great Gift to the world!!!!!

  • @19designchannel
    @19designchannel2 жыл бұрын

    Just beautiful. Thank you for sharing, thank you for persisting and staying with us. You are going to change the lives of so many people.

  • @joanacarvalho1023
    @joanacarvalho10232 жыл бұрын

    Bless you Christian 🙏🏻 you’re a wise soul, what great advice you gave to all of us! Much love to you ❤️❤️

  • @sunandrain98
    @sunandrain982 жыл бұрын

    I'm sure all of us watching you is sending you love and we're all rooting for you to grow and be more happy. Thank you so much for sharing ❤️

  • @edisalozada
    @edisalozada2 жыл бұрын

    I am doing a playlist of healing testimonials and this one brought me to tears! Thanks for sharing your healing experience. Love to you!

  • @gsumana6492
    @gsumana64922 жыл бұрын

    Such a powerful testimonial... I was crying through most of it. You are such a beautiful soul. 🙏

  • @Kookka_
    @Kookka_2 жыл бұрын

    What a powerful testimonial. Deep, articulate, brave and filled with wisdom. I’m so sorry for the pain over your brother’s passing but no doubt he’s with you every moment. Thank you so much Christian for sharing and reminding us that it takes effort, intention and our least favorite word patience to totally heal. Wishing you a new future full of bliss.

  • @yesplease6399
    @yesplease63992 жыл бұрын

    Thankyou so much for sharing, that was so heart-breaking yet so heart-warming, I hope one day soon you'll get to see your brother in one of your meditations. I just realized this event is happening right now!

  • @KJT888
    @KJT8882 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Christian and Dr Joe for sharing this absolutely beautiful, emotionally transparent, fully heart-opening and inspirational story of a miraculous transformation of the 💖

  • @terryingels1008
    @terryingels10085 ай бұрын

    This was a very moving testimonial, from such an honest, humble, well spoken, incredible young man. Thank you so much, Christian. This is so helpful and encouraging for so many.