[Splittercore@Rupture] 02. Diabarha - Laser on Her Forehead
Second track, but chronologically the first one that was done while keeping the album idea in mind; finished around may 2019, a little before HP album was released.
A typical splittercore with probably one of the darkest atmospheres and multiple sudden flow interruptions. The atmosphere itself resembles me of a warm summer night and silent suburbs in the dark. In fact, the track was done at such a calm quiet night.
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I've met a girl. And I pointed my laser on her.
How blind I was that I couldn't see another laser pointer on my head. Blind, and stupid that I couldn't figure out that she can point at me too. No - it's not about the love at the first sight. It's the pointer from a gun.
Well, if I got tired, why don't shoot and forget about her? Making her suffer because of me - or just die and forget about me too? This is what I am scared of, that someone will "shoot me away" like this, just by breaking up with me. And I didn't even consider that I can break up with someone too, in the same way. I can become my own nightmare, that is.
I've met a girl. And I might want to lock the gun this time.
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Cat./Track number: SKRD!!!-116/02
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 810 BPM
Background image: i.redd.it/dspa...
Album download link: archive.org/do... - select 116.zip
KZread album playlist link: • Rupture Full Album
Facebook page: / diabarha-131930093552582
SKRD!!! official website: skrd.ddv.pl/
Пікірлер: 63
Perfect atmosphere as always
I feel like the first time i've met your music. Really, really excelent track
Im happy your making music again
@Latios-zl4co
3 жыл бұрын
@Bruce Rodrigo bru
@BGDMusic
3 жыл бұрын
@@Latios-zl4co bru
@Latios-zl4co
3 жыл бұрын
@@BGDMusic bru
@BGDMusic
3 жыл бұрын
@@Latios-zl4co bru
@Latios-zl4co
3 жыл бұрын
@@BGDMusic bru
the darker the better
Your music is very origninal. Seriously.
I love this guys mind his logic and how he thinks is incredible. Wish i could meet him have conversation with him and pick his brain.
@maxkruppa3716
4 жыл бұрын
You know diabarha is a girl?
@svlx.4245
4 жыл бұрын
@@maxkruppa3716 no he is not lol
@maxkruppa3716
4 жыл бұрын
@@svlx.4245 oh man.... That hurts, diabarha is a girl man.
@svlx.4245
4 жыл бұрын
@@maxkruppa3716 who told you this bro
@maxkruppa3716
4 жыл бұрын
@@svlx.4245 It's actually obvious, but it was also in the description of a video
Best splittercore song I've ever heard
This speedcore explains so much, Love it man, keep up^^
Crazy good, filled with so much emotion, amazing track
So much better.
the melody sounds very familiar but i dont know where did i hear it
Amazing. I love the melody
When the years stop coming
@Dooper9
4 жыл бұрын
And they don’t stop coming
@iNekowo
4 жыл бұрын
Penis
@Anothuor
4 жыл бұрын
@@iNekowo ???
@sarpado
3 жыл бұрын
@@iNekowo ???
@BGDMusic
Жыл бұрын
@@sarpado ???
Кайфовый трек
Чувак знает что делает
With each day the realization that it isn’t alright gets worse and worse. And with it, anxiety, and with anxiety, depression, and with depression, the problems get worse, and with that, it all gets worse and worse. And it’s gotten so bad im physically unable to comprehend how actually ruined my life is. I have wanted to blow my brains out so bad for the past month that i’ve started drinking alcohol and vaping to try and get myself addicted, to fuck my life up even more and cement suicide even more. I didn’t try and drink and vape for the good feeling, i did it because i wanted to destroy my life even more to hopefully make suicide inevitable. For fucks sake i disassociated and depersonalized so bad this past year that i’ve been destroying my fucking body as if it weren’t mine. Like for real i’ve been ruining my life and having no remorse or pain from it, like it wasn’t mine and i could get away with fucking my life over completely. I know i can’t get out of it this time, and i know that my narcissism will fail and ill be confronted, and than, everyone will realize how unbelievably horrific it’s gotten. I’ve lied and lied and lied and lied for years now and only now will this confrontation unveil the tormented mechanism known as my mind. Only then will the realization that i am a lost cause come to them.
@intravine
3 жыл бұрын
Wow
@rvanhees89
3 жыл бұрын
Hey buddy 🙂 you are not alone, I understand deeply what you are going through I have these things as well. I have borderline with dissociation and psychotic symptoms, and also depressieve disorder and c-ptsd with dissociation. The past 2 Months my stress levels were so high because of a lot of fucked up things caused by fucked up people in my life. It was causing me borderline psychotic outbreaks: extreme paranoia, hearing people talking about me and laughing at me. All in my head and all so incredibly real. And it switched from that to dissociation constantly. I even could not recognize myself in the mirror anymore. I could look at myself, but there was another person looking back at me. Chanted back to normal about two weeks ago😀 Anyways. These things that you have, that are causing you so much pain. They do not make you weak my friend. You are a very strong person! Yes you are damaged, but you are not broken🙂 It Will get better. I promise and guarantee you this friend. Plus, since you posten your comment on a diabarha video you probably love speedcore and extratone. That makes us practically already friends in a way 🙂 It Will get better. You Will feel again, and it Will be beautifuland full of love, light, colour and joy and music. You deserve all of those things. You are not worthless, you deserve to live, you deserve to heal. You deserve to be loved and also to love feel love for yourself 🙂 these things take time, these things take effort and work. Which means these things can be done 🙂 Please give it another try, please. Life is so precious and beautiful, just as you and I, everybody, are precious and beautiful. In my darkest days I tell that to myself, everything is precious and amazing, and that includes you and me. Even now, my days go darker stil. And there is a fucking bright light behind that darkness 😉 I hope I will have the possibility to see you at a party in the future, so we can enjoy the wonderfull Music and experience. You can add me on Facebook if you like. The name of my Facebook account is the same as my KZread account. Send me a friend request 🙂 Life is worth living through to the end 🙂💪👊
@tf3confirmedbuthv54
3 жыл бұрын
@@rvanhees89 You don't understand how much this means to me man. For around half a year now i haven't had the slightest glimmer of hope, and you have given me that. Not once have i been firmly told things will get better, but you have. Thank you so so much.
@rvanhees89
3 жыл бұрын
@@tf3confirmedbuthv54 you are more than welcome, my friend :)
@BGDMusic
3 жыл бұрын
@@tf3confirmedbuthv54 yeah, we're here for ya
OHHHH.
👏👏👏🤩
Bro give this picture gif please with raining
I wanna meet you. I wanna hug you. I wanna thank you.
PLEASE CAN YOU MAKE NOW HARDTEKK WITH KICKs And SNARES
@krong_tekk9279
4 жыл бұрын
HARDTEKK IS FROM 160 TO 200 BPM
@tomatocat
2 жыл бұрын
CAPS LOCK
@0x6a09
2 жыл бұрын
Hardtek is too slow.
@ssaamil
Жыл бұрын
@@0x6a09 what about hardtek but with splittercore bpm? muhaha
@BGDMusic
Жыл бұрын
i mean he did belfast hakken
I love you baby
I herd u were harcore.
Vhh
Bro give this picture gif please with raining