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@Mr-ks5kl

3 жыл бұрын

Beautiful

@alexandro9896

3 жыл бұрын

It’s not in Spotify yet?

@gSWG3R

3 жыл бұрын

@@alexandro9896 It is.

@yuriyuriyuri9405

3 жыл бұрын

Really guys .... tooooo soooon

@alexandro9896

3 жыл бұрын

@@gSWG3R really it’s not,maybe some country restriction thing?

Holy Roller: Slaps me physically Constance: Slaps me emotionally

@user-sx5kx3pq2i

3 жыл бұрын

lolllll

@feliperiquelmet

3 жыл бұрын

Blessed Be: Get slapped twice

@ArturoGarcia007

3 жыл бұрын

There's also the Rule of Slaps

@anagramhound

3 жыл бұрын

Ah yes, my favorite is The Slap Effect, Pt.1-3

@MightBeCale

3 жыл бұрын

@@anagramhound I just love Slapbox, man

Constance is my mom. Today - December 4th is her birthday - she is 88. She is the nurse in the photo. She is in a long term care home and I have not seen her since early March of this year due to COVID-19. Unfortunately the press release is incorrect. Courtney’s grandmother died in 2020 and she wrote the beautiful lyrics to honor her grandmother. Dylan’s grandmother is still living and has been suffering from dementia for several years. Dylan created the video imagery to honor his grandmother and her struggles at this time in her life. Mom goes by Connie to those that know her. Today her proper name of Constance is more meaningful. Dylan from Versa Films is my son. I am thankful to Courtney and Spiritbox for having the courage to tackle a subject like this. Courtney: I am sorry for the loss of your grandmother. I am touched by the comments from everyone that has been through this. As the son, I know how it affects me - everyday seeing your mother not remember you. Counting the times she remembers your name. As parents we don't always see or realize the impact these circumstance and this disease has on the grandchildren. Dylan, Courtney and all the comments show that the pain runs deep within the families. For me it is tough to watch this video. It is harder to live with or to have lived with this in real life. Words cannot begin to describe. Thank you to everyone for their comments as hard as they were to publicly display. It's amazing Dylan. It's amazing Courtney. It's amazing Spiritbox. Constance is proud. I am proud. February 17, 2023: One year ago today at 12:15 AM Constance (the actual nurse in the photo) ended her fight with dementia. Mom fought hard for over 6 years. The last three days of her life were painful to watch. From February 14 to February 17, 2022 her body began its last painful shutdown. This horrible disease removes the person we knew slowly right before our eyes. It cruelly removes us from their memories and when it finally does that it removes any and all functions of the mind until their body can no longer live. This video and song have been a great comfort to me since it was released and even more of a comfort after mom's passing. I cannot begin to count the number of times I have watched it since mom's death. It was the first thing I listened to and watched the morning of her passing. I continue to watch and listen to it regularly (this morning included). The song and the video have resonated with so many people as the comments and reaction videos clearly show. The subject matter is daring for any band and Spiritbox should be commended for that. The imagery of the video displays a different kind of horror story that so many people face in real life. I cannot begin to say how grateful I am for this song and video. Thank you to Courtney and Spiritbox for a beautiful song and thank you to Dylan and Versa Films for the powerful visuals.

@justinsmithmusic

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks to you and yours for bearing such a beautiful immortalization not just for your mom, but for all of the loved and lost. There’s a catharsis in the tears that can’t be found anywhere else. I’m thankful. Your son is an incredible talent.

@scotthryciuk3142

3 жыл бұрын

@@justinsmithmusic He is. The band too for taking such a tough time and making it musically beautiful. Beautifully sad. Thank you for your words.

@owenjanzen9843

3 жыл бұрын

Your son is the most talented and thoughtful individual I've ever had the pleasure to work with, his art is truly beautiful and wonderfully inspiring

@scotthryciuk3142

3 жыл бұрын

@@owenjanzen9843 that is very kind of you to say. I'll admit he's a pretty good guy

@nihilmusic1536

3 жыл бұрын

Your son is a true artist! Great video and song.

This song has a double meaning now. We'll miss you, Bill. Rest in peace, buddy.

Rest in Peace, Bill ❤

Thank you for trusting me with this video. This was a special one.

@JayEdgar0409

3 жыл бұрын

Great work as always. The cinematography is amazing

@rlj6798

3 жыл бұрын

Awesome work again man, your Spiritbox videos are next level!

@VNKNOWN_TX

3 жыл бұрын

You guys made a masterpiece with this one.

@nickmaas5255

3 жыл бұрын

Knocked it out the fucking park mate

@architecterror

3 жыл бұрын

You made a fantastic tribute video!

True art

@SBSTN87

3 жыл бұрын

Need a reaction video of this right now mafafaka❤️

@peterveres797

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you did a reaction to this!!! :)

@50mattman

3 жыл бұрын

Guaranteed he is editing it as we speak bois

@somerandomguy9156

3 жыл бұрын

Cover? Maybe... 😕

@nopenope7585

3 жыл бұрын

Patiently waiting...

RIP Bill. You're missed already.

Showed my dad this song, he lost his mom to dementia 5 years ago, after listening he proceeded to tell me all the stories of when he and I would visit his mom and all the memories that he has of her. He told me "at the time those moments were for her, but now those memories are for us."

@BlackoutBlakeOfficialYT

2 жыл бұрын

I know it's 5 months late, but your father's quote struck me so powerfully. ...I'm sorry that happened to his mom.

@cynthiaf9957

Жыл бұрын

That's so beautiful. Thank you for sharing that with us!

@blastard8980

7 ай бұрын

Nothing to do with video, you could have shown him something else (with the same topic) and get the same reaction

@Danky94

7 ай бұрын

@@blastard8980 And you could have not been a miserable git and said nothing...

This wasn’t one of their heaviest songs. but it was one their HEAVIEST songs!!

@Ravelle17

3 жыл бұрын

nailed it

@twinny_mi

3 жыл бұрын

heavy feels ☑

@InfiniteDrums

3 жыл бұрын

@joseph ka Beesechurger

@freezingjazzy

3 жыл бұрын

@@InfiniteDrums Dude, that was such a beautiful response, I teared up a bit.

@treweis1141

3 жыл бұрын

Thst doesn't make sense but ok

We love you all

@Vvengance

Ай бұрын

Your latest album proved this statement is true 👍

@timbehen6739

Ай бұрын

Beautiful song

I came here cause I just heard the distraught news about Bill Crook, I fucking loved this bass playing, I miss him, who else Came here after the sad news REST IN PEACE 😢 😭

Any band that can write a song like Holly Roller and then do a 180 so perfectly and write a song like Constance is a band I'll be listening to t'ill I die.

@liagreco3245

3 жыл бұрын

ridiculously underrated comment. i'm right there with you. Courtney is an amazing vocalist.

@jeffreymercado2082

3 жыл бұрын

@@liagreco3245 She's insanely good. I've even gotten myself into IWABO to tied me over until the album comes out.

@liagreco3245

3 жыл бұрын

@@jeffreymercado2082 I wasn't a huge fan of that band. It was bit much for me. Though I thought Courtney had a better voice than Krysta did.

@jeffreymercado2082

3 жыл бұрын

@@liagreco3245 lol I didn’t realize Courtney wasn’t always the lead vocalist.

@liagreco3245

3 жыл бұрын

@@jeffreymercado2082 yeah, Courtney joined the band in late 2012 after Krysta Cameron left. I don’t know why, or care. But Courtney was the vocalist on Late for Nothing and Hail Mary. Krysta was on it’s all happening and ruining it for everybody

Ok, it's time for singing, and then some crying. And then some singing and more crying.

@ilovesecretagents

3 жыл бұрын

I DEED IT

@Thystonius

3 жыл бұрын

Haha, nice reference to the one take of Rule of Nines

@Kkulchong.

3 жыл бұрын

Nice reference bro

@marcomauceli8385

3 жыл бұрын

Foreallll

@scottgarland2542

3 жыл бұрын

If you know, you know.

You broke me. I just had a little disagreement with my mother. She doesn't have Alzheimer's, but she's in her 80s and in constant discomfort. I'm going to go in and make up. Life is short and too precious to be stubborn. Thank you for a beautiful and moving video.

@risheyrsp4519

3 жыл бұрын

G Oyil, You Go Man! 🙂💙

@weareallbetteroffdea

3 жыл бұрын

Life’s too short to hold onto arguements. I just lost my dad about 2 months ago and we never fully got to reconnect. So much hurt that didn’t get to heal. So many things left unsaid. I regret not going to see him and talk to him face to face. Please do so, while you still have her.

@jonometal666

3 жыл бұрын

Do what ever you can to help her be more comfortable bro - I lost mine in 2015 and am pained with regret. Could I have done more to help etc.

@Squirrel-zq6oe

2 жыл бұрын

Wow that made me tear up

I lost my grandma today. She was a kind and stoic woman, never complained and did everything she could to not be a burden to anyone to the very last moment. She was suffering from dementia that got rapidly worse the last few months, severely impacting her quality of life and her independance. (That didn't stop her to totally destroy me playing Dominoes together...) This song has a different meaning to me now. Thank you!

@markuskaufmann7788

6 ай бұрын

Sad to hear my friend. Hopefully you will always remeber those precious und good memories of her, surely this masterpiece will be linked to it.

@WilliamGrady-yd5uz

6 ай бұрын

Good luck to you good sir hope you reach ur goals in honor of her

@user-zb2js6qr6r

2 ай бұрын

I think about my grandma when listern to this song.

One year ago today at 12:15 AM Constance (the actual nurse in the photo) ended her fight with dementia. Mom fought hard for over 6 years. The last three days of her life were painful to watch. From February 14 to February 17, 2022 her body began its last painful shutdown. This horrible disease removes the person we knew slowly right before our eyes. It cruelly removes us from their memories and when it finally does that it removes any and all functions of the mind until their body can no longer live. This video and song have been a great comfort to me since it was released and even more of a comfort after mom's passing. I cannot begin to count the number of times I have watched it since mom's death. It was the first thing I listened to and watched the morning of her passing. I continue to watch and listen to it regularly (this morning included). The song and the video have resonated with so many people as the comments and reaction videos clearly show. The subject matter is daring for any band and Spiritbox should be commended for that. The imagery of the video displays a different kind of horror story that so many people face in real life. I cannot begin to say how grateful I am for this song and video. Thank you to Courtney and Spiritbox for a beautiful song and thank you to Dylan and Versa Films for the powerful visuals.

@vspacekidv

Жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

@beewitche

5 ай бұрын

my condolences. 💖

@bloodowl8927

2 ай бұрын

May your mother, Constance, rest in eternal peace forever.

Losing a loved one to alzheimers or dementia is truly heartbreaking, and this song captures that sadness perfectly in the video. I work in an ER where families often bring their elderly loved ones to us because they don't know what to do, don't know how to take care of them, don't know how to cope with their parent or grandparent not knowing who they are anymore. It's so heartbreaking to see, and not many are willing to speak on or show the struggles of the elderly in such a beautiful way. The frustration of the family and the way she looks at the photos and doesn't know who she is, and that lost look in her eyes, it's very true to real life. Thank you Spiritbox. Haven't cried like this from a song in a good while.

@josueveguilla9069

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my paternal grandmother to Alzheimer’s, too. I miss her so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@cxnnxr_99

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my grandmother to both. One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through. This video had me breaking down 5 seconds into it.

@ZepyhrLight

3 жыл бұрын

Please check out in absence by silent planet. Same idea and same feelings it'll break you like this song has.. I'm so sorry for you guys and anyone else who had lost someone to these illnesses but rejoice for they are in heaven !!!! Where they are living with the true God of Jacob , Jesus healed them the second they got in... I don't know what heaven looks like or what that moment will look like that.. but I really believe someone who has gone through these illnesses get to heaven.. Jesus is a beautiful forgiving Savior , he would not allow anyone suffering like this too suffer hell. And jesus, if I'm wrong let me know tonight when I sleep. Amen Jesus amen

@CommanderVolkov

3 жыл бұрын

@@ZepyhrLight I'm not gonna start a religious argument, but you realize like half of Silent Planet's songs call out the hypocrisy and cruel nature of Christianity, right? Not exactly the type of band a devout Christian should enjoy considering the context of their songs. You should probably preach elsewhere, buddy.

@ZepyhrLight

3 жыл бұрын

@@CommanderVolkov no . They call out the hypocrisy because religion, Christian religion especially can be hypocritical. The world will know us by love not by teachings and works as the Pharisees of this world can keep believing. Jesus said the two most important commandments were to love God and love your neighbor as your self. Silent planet calls out the hypocrisy to shed light on who we are so that maybe we will have a change of heart and let jesus in. I love silent planet. They are 100 percent a band I should listen too and will do till my last breath :)

This video made me cry :'( beautiful!

@scottshepke669

3 жыл бұрын

At least I’m not the only one

@metaphysical6926

3 жыл бұрын

Spiritbox never misses

@matildagreene

3 жыл бұрын

Literally started bawling halfway through, Spiritbox has done it to me yet again

@808BassMetal

3 жыл бұрын

I'm not crying! My face sprung a leak!

@rogerlosh3537

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my great grandma to Alzheimer's disease so this song hits close to home so I'm right with you

Thank You For Your Grooves.., May You Rest In Peace Bill Crook🕊️🙏🏻🕊️

My mother is bipolar/schizophrenic. There are times when it gets really rough, and her demons are winning. Nothing hurts more than being “forgotten” by your mom especially if you are really close. Her loving and gentle hands becomes rough and hurting. This song gives me a big hug, like it says, “go on, let it all out.” Thank you Spiritbox for this song, it touched my heart.

@KnivingDispodia

2 жыл бұрын

Damn. Best of luck to you.

@nicopillay4059

2 жыл бұрын

The longer she lives with it untreated, the worse she'll get. Make sure she's on her meds and drinking enough water. My younger brother suffers with schizophrenia

@xButtrflyx

2 жыл бұрын

This has been my life for so long now. I listen to this often because it fits so perfectly the emotions that are felt.

@jpav35

Жыл бұрын

I feel the same way. I lost my mom 8 months ago at the age of 62. She didn't take care of herself physically or mentally the last 20 years or so of her life, so it was almost as if she was slowly losing her mind the last several years of her life and it was just so damn painful to experience.

@emkstr

10 ай бұрын

@@nicopillay4059 My brother has it as well, along with bipolar disorder. It's so hard to see him fade. He's currently in recovery from his heroin addiction (again), so it's not at its worst. But you can tell talking to him the years have taken their toll. And he's still such a young man.

oh my god well donnneeeeeeee. this is beautiful.

@DivisionBell

3 жыл бұрын

Lauren

@WillEhrendreich

3 жыл бұрын

Please collab soon! You two are my favorite female metal vocalists!

@DylanOvertimeWinner

3 жыл бұрын

Still jam everything you do!

@redthunder6561

3 жыл бұрын

Só tem pessoas fodas aqui, queria ter amigos assim... Lauren você poderia fazer um cover dessa música? Por favor? 🖤🖤🖤

@timklafke4712

3 жыл бұрын

Heyyy, love your stuff Lauren.

Even the increasingly distorting guitar tones play into the dissonance of losing ones memories. Holy shit this is amazing art. All around.

@Deftones202

3 жыл бұрын

I was thinking the same thing. Such a masterpiece of a song.

@danielboyd3077

3 жыл бұрын

Each chorus there was a 5th that was off. Something like that just enough that you knew things weren’t being held together. It also increased through the song. GENIUS

@tylersummers2663

3 жыл бұрын

It almost reminded me of "Everwhere At The End Of Time" by The Caretaker, he did the same thing to a whole concept release. I still can't listen to it fully without breaking in half.

@justinmadison513

3 жыл бұрын

@@tylersummers2663 yes! That's exactly what I thought!

@red240red2

3 жыл бұрын

@@danielboyd3077 wish I knew what you meant. Can anyone explain this to a person who doesn’t know music theory

My grandfather lost his battle with alzheimer's disease today :(. This song an music video means alot to come to after something so hard to face. I will remember him for what he was a good grandfather to me and paving my way as the man I have become. Thank you Courtney and spirit box for helping me cheer up

@corysutton

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry man, stay strong for yourself and your family.

@DEADPEDAL

3 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear man. I am all too familiar with this awful disease, as my great aunt fought with it for almost a decade in conjunction with Parkinson's. As awful as it sounds, it was almost a relief when she passed. The human we were caring for wasn't really her anymore, anyways. It's a hard, strange, and crushing thing to witness. Hoping you find peace in the coming weeks and months.

@Randallsixx13

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. You have his memory and his lessons. He goes on...

@ShittyCut

3 жыл бұрын

Hope you are doing ok. Don't drink too much. Talk to people if you need help. Keep it metal my friend.

@nickkohlmann

2 жыл бұрын

Hey there. I hope you're doing okay and wish you the very best. There seem to be people with similar experiences in the comments, and to everyone going through the loss of a loved one recently I just wish the very best this earth has to give. Lost my own grandfather last year.

Doubt anyone will see this but thank you for this song. I miss my grandmas.

@stefolou

2 жыл бұрын

I miss mine, too. 💔. Not alone man.

@Evan-mh1kd

2 жыл бұрын

Last remaining grandparent (my dad's mom) is dying. Lost use of her right arm and now is getting dementia at 92 years young. Other Grandma died during COVID and I didn't get to be with her while she went. Amazing song. Love it and Spirit Box.

@killxswitch

2 жыл бұрын

@@Evan-mh1kd Sorry for your losses. 92 is a long time to live but I know it still hurts.

@BobbieDraper

2 жыл бұрын

I miss her too :/ she was the only grandparent I had

@sentientcardboarddumpster7900

Жыл бұрын

My grandpa just died. I want to show some family this song but I don't wanna break their hearts as much as it breaks mine. Maybe they need it like I do though

The expressions of the old lady are heart breaking.

@Karmajinxer14

3 жыл бұрын

DUDE YES. SHES ALL SMILEY AND THEN LOST AND IT HURTS SO BADDD

@iurigrang

3 жыл бұрын

She's such a fucking good actress, like wtf

@waterproof4403

3 жыл бұрын

❤😔

Everyone: It's only heavy metal music. It can't hurt you. The music:

@jitteryzeitgeist

3 жыл бұрын

@@typhon4829 definitely a metal band making a song. Bands like Harakiri For the Sky do melodic interludes and songs all the time and they are most certainly metal. You just start listening to heavy music last week?

@federz666

3 жыл бұрын

@@typhon4829 yep this is clearly synthpop

@evm7368

3 жыл бұрын

@@typhon4829 liquid metal

@lev1649

3 жыл бұрын

@selenite No, people just don't care about your snobism. I'm sure you have some obscure genre name for it, but officially, "Spiritbox is a Canadian metal band from Vancouver Island, British Columbia"

@vinceglasener

3 жыл бұрын

@selenite I'd call it more of an ambient prog style sound. Under the metal blanket genre tho fs

Now this will be for you too, Bill. Rest in peace 💔😞🕊️

Kept wondering why everyone said this song made people cry so I listened to it, now I know.

@blakemaddox3681

3 жыл бұрын

Great video and song, tears are definitely OK

@nickkohlmann

2 жыл бұрын

Same.

@christianduris1847

2 жыл бұрын

I was holding it together...till 3:12

When you're desensitized to almost everything but then the teary eyes hit anyway.

@halfsleepertv

3 жыл бұрын

Chainsaw beheadings? Fine. Extreme sexual violence in movies? Fine. Grandmas with Alzheimer’s? Totally fucking not okay 😭

@cup6580

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah I felt the same way. Honestly it is hard for me to cry anymore and this song really hit deep

@jonmiller19845

3 жыл бұрын

Bingo

Album plz

@wastedblues2

3 жыл бұрын

Push em for it, Loudwire! And make sure they make more than 250 copies this time, I barely got the last one.

@thealaskanforever

3 жыл бұрын

Patience. The longer they have, the better it’ll be.

@MrJapsverb

3 жыл бұрын

Pressur in increments

@TankTheTech

3 жыл бұрын

Spiritbox: Releases highly emotional song and beautiful piece of art with video director. KZread community: Thank you for this beautiful piece of work. Loudwire: AlBuM pLz

@geoffalpert3678

3 жыл бұрын

Oh shit loudwires here 😲😮😯😧

This song literally PERFECTLY captures the feeling of losing somebody who's still alive. They're still here, but you're watching them slowly slip away, and there's nothing you can do. The pain is indescribable, but if you know, you know. Update: It's been 10 months since I left this comment, but it happened... I lost my mother to cancer. Hold your loved ones tight while you still can.

@harryrichards9581

Жыл бұрын

Now check out the Caretaker's "Everywhere at the end of time" That album is an audio representation of the mind of someone who's slipping into that lonely nothingness. It's 6 hours long, and I powered through it like a madman, but what kept me going was this thought. The ones who suffer that fate have to live it every day until the end. 6 hours is nothing by comparison.

@nysiy5360

Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss.

@Melitzaneitor

Жыл бұрын

That is hard..wish you the best

@brittneykeith8209

Жыл бұрын

I pray for you

@chihuahuainacone

Жыл бұрын

@Brittney Keith I'm not religious, but still, thankyou

We love you so much Bill. Had the honor of meeting him a few times when he was in the band. Your contribution to music will live forever. Rest easy ❤

Grandparents, all over the world, wondering why the sudden uptick in calls from their Kids/Grandkids...

@leyorixd

3 жыл бұрын

If only mine were alive 😭

@Moggymorgenstein

3 жыл бұрын

Covid

@kennethfurr7397

3 жыл бұрын

Ian, I sure hope so!!! I lost my grandmother almost one year ago today. She was suffering from Alzheimer's. This video destroyed me this morning.

@ChristIsRisen33

3 жыл бұрын

All mine have passed dude to similar situations...this video tore me apart inside out.

@GeminiWoods

3 жыл бұрын

@@leyorixd All of mine passed nearly a decade ago... This song makes me miss them dearly.

Never thought I'd be crying and doing stank face at the same time.

@wesleyhudnall3353

3 жыл бұрын

Its not pretty. Im glad im alone right now.

@xXxT0XiiKxXx

3 жыл бұрын

Comment of the year right here.

@christianercegovich9142

3 жыл бұрын

LOL

@doriangrey4392

3 жыл бұрын

did the same and saw your post!

@johnstrh1

3 жыл бұрын

is that not how everyone cries?

I don't think there's been a point in time that I hated the world more than when I sat next to my grandpa's living corpse and realised the man who'd been so important to me was gone. This song and this video are devastating and I'm so glad they were made

I can't believe I only found this band last month. The range of their music is amazing. This video really made me tear up.

@boomerdunkin

2 ай бұрын

Me too

I need this thanks

@ismaelcastellanos3822

3 жыл бұрын

REACTION PLEASEE

The band is Spiritbox The video is showing an old woman losing her memory (and a family mourning) They are channeling Constance. This is her song. Okay I am going to cry now 🦋

@OneInTheMosh

3 жыл бұрын

Is Constance a real family member of the band?

@twinny_mi

3 жыл бұрын

@@OneInTheMosh So on Courtney's instagram she told her story behind this song. She made it as a eulogy to her grandmother Phyllis, and her songwriting buddy I guess his name's Dylan his grandmother Constance lived with Dementia. This song is his story in her own words. This was released on her birthday. Their connection with this song just makes the impact the lyrics have on me last and leave an impression

I come back to this song whenever I´m ready because it’s so beautiful. Unfortunately I can’t listen to it often since it hits really close to home. Almost everything in this video can be applied to me. Im the grandson slowly watching my grandmother fade away. It wasn’t the typical dementia experience some of you probably had since it got really bad really fast when her husband (my grandpa) died. It almost seemed like he took her soul with him. I visited her for the last 2 years without her even knowing who I am. I reminded her of my existence almost everytime but it got really exhausting to the point where I didn’t even want to mention who I was because she would forget in an instant. I miss her everyday. The actress who played the grandmother did an amazing job of portraying that blank stare dementia patients have 3:44. Still, one of my favourite songs. Thanks Spirtibox.

@GhostTheory

2 жыл бұрын

I completely relate to your story, we were told my nan had 3 days to live 3 days ago. "It almost seemed like he took her soul with him" made me tear up. My grandad died a few months and my nan seemed to have faded away with him. Hope you're all good

@mandograssable

Жыл бұрын

You visited her which was great because she really did know you just not your name. Here is why. My dad had Alzheimer's for 8 years and the only thing he enjoyed was riding in the car even though he had tunnel vision and only looked straight ahead. I took him for a ride every day. One day at home I said, Dad, do you know who I am" and he said yes I know who you are, you are my best friend". I will never forget that until the day I die. Your grandmother knew you also.

@Cheeto_Fingerz

Жыл бұрын

Hey… are you doing alright? Is your grandma still around? I ask, because I’m in the literal exact same boat as you. This video and situation match my grandmother to a T… All the way down to how she would have so much fun playing cards with everybody. Rook, skip-Bo, dominoes… that was her thing. The last couple of months have been really bad. She’s fallen and broken bones in her hip/pelvis region twice, both times requiring surgery… both surgeries resulting in worsening her already accelerating dementia. I’m afraid I won’t have the strength to hold it together when she finally does go, and I don’t think it’ll be long now. I hope you’re faring better than I am, best wishes.

"It's hard to lose and wonder why" RIP Bill Crook

The most beautiful ballads int he world are made by metal bands. Period.

@Grimeyhoob

3 жыл бұрын

Word 🤘🏻 Fade to Black. Bother. You name it. All metal.

@zakf6104

3 жыл бұрын

True that. It’s Only Smiles got me feeling that way too.

@rachelhenderson4850

3 жыл бұрын

Soooo true!

@mrbred-el3vf

3 жыл бұрын

straight facts.

@rosssweat3703

3 жыл бұрын

@@Grimeyhoob cemetery gates! Hollow! Pantera has several. What I wouldn’t do to hear her cover cemetery gates or this love!

The people who disliked couldn't see because they was crying. 🥺

@kristiangonzales6640

3 жыл бұрын

I CRIED and I LIKED it

@Hxltmane

3 жыл бұрын

We came her for the screamy screams and the breaky breakdowns

@limi.

3 жыл бұрын

@Anon X but the message was heavy.

@antoinemoran3537

3 жыл бұрын

@@Hxltmane then you didn't understand anything lmao

@streetwarrior7632

3 жыл бұрын

@@Hxltmane Then go somewhere else. This was HEAVY maybe not in a instrumental sense but a lyrical sense. Not everything has to be screaming it's nice to have a mix up every once and awhile.

The last time I saw my grandmother, alive, she asked me,. "How are the kids?" I had no children at the time. I weep to this day, and literally as I type this, that my daughter never knew her.

To this day, I tear up. One of (if not THE) greatest music videos ever made.

@darrellsteiner7439

10 ай бұрын

The morning I first heard this song I called into work and stayed home and cried watching this over and over.. powerful piece! Cost me a lot of money that day

@jamtarty

5 ай бұрын

Still gets me 3 years later, right in the feels.

The hardest breakdown is the one you forgot ever happened.

Last minute of the song: gets kinda a heavy rif Me: headbangs with tears

@mattk751

3 жыл бұрын

Haha! Same bro

Just tested positive for covid today and because I need to isolate for around 2 weeks it means I’m going to miss my Grandma’s funeral, so now this song is really hitting me extra hard today

@sammihebert6493

2 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss

@jallybwan3767

2 жыл бұрын

Much love from NZ brother.

@OfWhatsToCome

2 жыл бұрын

Garbage, Covid isn't nearly fucking worth missing this over. Hate this shit.

@amygroff17

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so so sorry 💔

I’m watching this is a place where I can hide from my wife and kids so they can’t see how many tears this brings to my eyes.

The woman who's playing the Grandmother/Mother with Dementia did a really good job with her portrayal.

@lumos2230

3 жыл бұрын

It's actually the guitarists real grandma

@callmekanda5662

3 жыл бұрын

@@lumos2230 NOOOOOOOOO ;(

@TheHeckler85

2 жыл бұрын

She also has dementia as well

@ice9charnas791

2 жыл бұрын

@@lumos2230 thanks, now im crying harder

@tylero2112

2 жыл бұрын

I lost my grandma the same way last year. This song hit me right in the feels.

Somehow the lightest sounding song from Spiritbox easily has the darkest themes. Scary and beautiful.

@BarstucksCoffee

3 жыл бұрын

That's masterful songwriting. Create the biggest impact even with the most simplest of devices. Definitely shed a tear with this one.

I'm not crying, YOU"RE CRYING!

Wtf, I just broke down in the middle of this song. So many things just hit me all at once. Been a long time since a song has done this to me. God how I love good music.

I wasn't prepared to cry tonight. But here we are.

@sanekn

3 жыл бұрын

Same here man

@spadz93

3 жыл бұрын

Bro, same. Lost my grandfather back in April to dementia/alzheimers. This hits wayyy too close to home

@joshkuhnmusic

3 жыл бұрын

@@spadz93 Im going through that battle now. Its not fun

@spadz93

3 жыл бұрын

@@joshkuhnmusic no it is not. Here for you man

@joshkuhnmusic

3 жыл бұрын

@@spadz93 thanks bro you too

Can we please talk about how every time Constance appears after the first family scene--when she sees her late husband out the window--small things around her house, the pictures on the wall start disappearing? Can we also please talk about how her family's faces start to blur at the dinner table (while the pictures are vanishing off the walls)? And finally when you get to that riff, we all know which one, that all throughout the video stuff was disappearing off the walls finally everything was blinking out of existence? What makes a house a home are the memories that are created in it. Things that have meaning. Did yall notice her picture of Jesus vanishing off the wall when her daughter in law was helping her sweater on? It started with little things then suddenly furniture starting disappearing, stuff that likely was purchased when her husband was still alive. Then her family vanishing...and then finally her own face starting to blur as she starts to forget herself. She knew something was wrong when she wet her face in the bathroom. All the while her late husband kept appearing. At the end it was all she remembered. And maybe at the very opening how Constance was blurry but the water of the lake wasn't? Or at the end the water was the thing not as in focus? Yes this family suffered but this video also captures what its like for Constance herself to feel her life deleting, slowly first but then in whole chunks, robbing her of the things that made her life full and complete. Like when the grandson mouthed I love you before being the first one to be forgotten, then the daughter in law then finally her son. Even when she stood at the lake with her husband, the only thing that was still clear, her expression was sad and bewildered. She could only remember her husband's gentle smile, but it brought her no peace. Can we talk about all of that? Just food for thought. The director spared no details in how dementia erodes the soul and everything that makes us us. It happened to my own grandmother. Maybe those disappearing memories just materialize on the other side. Maybe.

@JasonGulbin

3 жыл бұрын

Well said. The director's grandmother is currently living with dementia and Courtney's has passed, so there's lots of first hand experience unfortunately.

@shanahenkel8902

3 жыл бұрын

You didn't miss a single detail, wow.

@stephaniemcgrath5428

3 жыл бұрын

This.

@joshguy5221

3 жыл бұрын

You got the point, exactly what I was seeing in the video. Brilliant

@nunya4244

3 жыл бұрын

I noticed all these things! This video, and the music, is so powerfully and beautifully done! Lost my mother to dementia in 2019. My son, a heavy metal musician, showed ne this video last night annd both of us were in tears, shaking our heads in agreement at how powerful this is. The music is spot on.

Hey guys. As a hospice nurse this hits home for most of the patients I see. Dementia and Alzheimer's are the majority of my patients. This music video is a perfect representation of what the families and patients go through. Well done on the music video. It nails it solid.

Rest in peace Bill. Such a beautiful and talented soul.

I was NOT expecting such a masterpiece. Unbelieveable.

@Anthony-pq4vr

3 жыл бұрын

Absolutely a masterpiece of art

@jaguar1224

3 жыл бұрын

I didn’t expect Spiritbox to go prog. It was violently beautiful.

@milostodorovic69

3 жыл бұрын

Expect the unexpected

@dropthehammer1360

3 жыл бұрын

Fucking beautiful.

Thank you for this beautiful gift that I will never let leave my heart... Forever love from Too LIT Mafia

@jawa4929

3 жыл бұрын

Heyyyy what’s up man? Love the vids!!!

@StuntmanDanHemi

3 жыл бұрын

great reaction bro

@KrC_Games

3 жыл бұрын

nice to see you here, dude i wonder you can do Amber Town - Bloom? i've been asking everyone to react that, i know you have alost of request, but this one is special, trust me man!

@malus138

3 жыл бұрын

Damn boy I hope you drop a reaction to this shit I love this song soooooo much.

@kingsp00k78

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for getting us over here. Been listenin to them for 4 days straight

Rest in eternal peace, Bill🥺🙏🏽

Lost my two grandmothers, one to Alzheimer and the other to Dementia. Didn't know about this song until now and it captures the feelings behind the disease for both the person and the family, very hard to watch.

The most clever thing about this song is how at the end of the song the dissonance never resolves because when someone is suffering from Dementia/Alzheimer's it never gets better, it only gets worse until they finally die.

@joshguy5221

3 жыл бұрын

Dude I thought the same, how the ending signifies the illness shutting the brain down

@Itsgea__

3 жыл бұрын

right? I thought that was very genuine and, in a way, more honest - compared to other filmmakers portrayals of such illnesses. I like that the only true resolve and relief came with death, and it was only for her - everyone left behind in the wake of her passing (the band) was sad, but even though they lost her, i think the most special thing is that she gained all that she had spent her final years of life losing, back in death.

@ericswearingenmusic9967

3 жыл бұрын

Everywhere at the end of time- by the caretaker

@gallattee

3 жыл бұрын

I thought the same for a long time, until my grandpa clearly pronounced my farther's name. We thought it was long forgotten, yet it was one of his last words. Now I picture this disease as a veil which clouds the conciousness. it can her better, but it's not a good sign

@jordan2002100

3 жыл бұрын

I think that's what makes this song so heavy hitting despite being a relatively soft song. Just that sinking feeling into nothing

The video is heartbreaking. Absolutely heartbreaking. Just had to say goodbye to my grandmother yesterday and this hit way too close to home. Beautiful song, though.

@ellab.7658

3 жыл бұрын

Aww I am so sorry ❤️😢

@rogerlosh3537

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my great grandma to Alzheimer's disease so this song hits close to home I'm so sorry man rip

@Commandercolt44

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss

@jacobriddell4917

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong man, much love

@gitiimoc

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss.

I really fucking hope it's a better place up there, Bill. Rest easy, bassy boi😢🤍🕊️

Rip bill ❤️ we love you and we’ll miss you

Spiritbox are going to fully blow up soon, They're so damn talented, Courtney is so versatile she can sing literally anything!

@joshdean6243

3 жыл бұрын

I love the CTE Cog!

@camdenwyeth316

3 жыл бұрын

They're on their way up for sure. They've grown so much since last year I'm so happy for them.

@stevewalker6340

3 жыл бұрын

Been listening to them a while, surprised it hasn't happened by now

@Ravelle17

3 жыл бұрын

@@stevewalker6340 they haven't been able to tour. if they were on the road in normal conditions they'd be world-beaters

@tinastodomingo7665

3 жыл бұрын

spiritbox is so underrated, but the best one.🤩🤩🤩🤩

Tuned in for some metal. Ended up thinking about my grandma and crying. Powerful stuff.

@inory5460

2 жыл бұрын

same here right now

@xSeas7

2 жыл бұрын

This comment is perfect.

@OrdepLiveira

2 жыл бұрын

I lost my granny a year ago, nothing never hit me as hard as this song did.

@n.a.1625

Жыл бұрын

Same here. I'd call my grandmas right now if it weren't 2am here... Both are in their late 80s, and every single day they are with us is a gift.

Man, this hit hard. My grandfather was always a strong man and a hard worker. He’s been battling dementia for about 4 years and it’s so sad to see him become what he is now. Frail and tired and confused. Dementia is terrible. Wish with all the advancements in the world, they could find a cure

The amount of playing of this song. I use and reflect with this song of saying goodbye to my old self. Maturing and realizing, that some people are just lessons in your life. I use this song to be thankful that the friendship I had with this individual was beyond incredible but sadly, over time we both grew two separate directions. It’s better to not suffer attachment issues and say it’s okay. To my dear friend. I know you will never see this comment, but, I will miss you so much but I will always remember you by this song and be grateful our friendship happened.

This video hit me hard, just lost my grandma yesterday. But nothing helps heal quite like heavy music. Glad to be alive in a time when bands like Spiritbox exist.

@Commandercolt44

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss

@coldbloodsupplicant

3 жыл бұрын

@@Commandercolt44 thank you

@gitiimoc

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss.

@makasher100

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss

@prozmadamus319

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss broski god rest her

Imagine being in a band with your wife and putting out bangers like this. THAT IS LIVING

I lost my grandfather the day before Thanksgiving 2023, and i was fortunate enough to see him one last time the month before, I had gotten out of prison back in August 2023 after serving roughly 7 years and I have been beset with tragedy and complications from the get go, Constance is such a beautiful song and I love being able to escape from reality into Spritbox's music, while Courtney's lyrics help me remain grounded at the same time, Rest easy Grandpa

@bloodowl8927

2 ай бұрын

My condolences and do your best to stay out of trouble. I know it can be hard. Sometimes stuff just happens.

My aunt just passed away and she dealt with Dementia for 10+ years before she passed on 3/26. This video hit me like a ton of bricks when I first saw it. Going to miss her but she’s no longer suffering. Love you Aunt Shirlene…rest in peace.

Me: I dont wanna go to Grandma's Me after listening to song: Calls Grandma out of nowhere.... I love you so much I'm coming over right now.

@johnebersole946

3 жыл бұрын

Good for you! I drove hundreds of miles just to sit with my mom last night and listen to her talk. Time is precious.

@cvlligula

3 жыл бұрын

Do it while you can. Many of us don't have that option anymore.

This morning, I wake up. Notification : “new Spiritbox song” Me : Perfect to start the day ... Me (after viewing) : I’m crying, go back to bed

@redthunder6561

3 жыл бұрын

Yeeeeeeeees, spiritbox The best band 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@OldheadMike

3 жыл бұрын

yeah you can see in my reaction video the difference of when i opened it "holy shit new spiritbox" and then i just cry

Man…this band really brings art back to music videos. Binge watching

This song started to resonate with me on a completely different level once I've lost my father to COVID a month ago. I miss you, dad.

I just lost my mom a year ago, and she was definitely older than most. But she struggled with dementia for the past 10 years.... I lost her 10 years ago as far as I'm concerned. This song was so beautiful, and the tonal bridge near the end was the pain I felt for 10 years, and is probably what my mom felt (emotionally speaking) after forgetting people, loosing memories, and loosing her speech.... I felt this in my core. Thank you all. EDIT: I just want address the reversal effect in the video.... We all want to reverse time when a loved one is at their last stance. I would give my life to speak to my mother again....... But time keeps moving forward... I hate it. I hate it soooo much..

@CapitalMforMotivated

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing, i'm sure this video and song will be helpful to countless people and families who understand the helplessness of cognitive decline

@maggotsxcl7403

3 жыл бұрын

I just lost mine about a year ago too, December 15th, 2019 and this song hit me pretty hard

@ZepyhrLight

3 жыл бұрын

@@maggotsxcl7403 I lost my grandma in December too, back a little earlier though. She died around the same time her love did. But a year later.. my grandma ahhhh she didn't have dementia or anything she struggled with diabetes, congestive heart failure and was a cancer survivor of 11 years struggle. What this song brought out into the light of my mind is that I really didn't know her, and she really didn't know me.. we didn't talk much even though I was around so much... I almost never gave her the love she needed... And it hurts the living hell out of me. But I forgive my self in jesus name and ask jesus to forgive me as well for this, and Grandma Karen , I know your up in heaven, I hope you forgive me for not talking.. I was struggling too.. I'm so tired of the silent mute SPIRIT placed on my family....

@Drrburken

3 жыл бұрын

Dude same

@DemonLordRaiden

3 жыл бұрын

A lot of people who have never been through this kind of shit don't get it, but you're right when you said " I lost her 10 years ago as far as I'm concerned". My grandpa died back in 2015, but he hadn't really been around for the last 2 or 3 years since he was put on tubes and was constantly sedated. Fuck dementia. I don't know how to end this, but I hope you can move past the pain of your mom's passing. It never goes away, but it gets a little easier.

I‘m in tears. „MeTaL iS jUsT lOuD vOiCE -„ And then you got Spiritbox.

I swear I’m going to come back to comment on this every year from now on. Third year watching this and I still get teary eyed every time. Lost my father just over a year ago and this video affects me differently now. More personal. I appreciate you Spiritbox you are fantastic.

Just discovered this group. Losing my mother in real time, mentally Sizing it up in real time Thank you for the preparation

I dont know if Mike intended this or not, but the ending riff is basically a representation of the brain shutting down.

@peter2f6

3 жыл бұрын

intense, haunting, relatable, human prosody has been created here ....and prosody all with in/to/from the instrumentals >> lyrics >> visuals i really haven't seen a masterpiece like this in some time. i hope the world discovers this, especially now in our current human epoch.

@jasonbentley9968

3 жыл бұрын

Just what I thought. And then when it cuts to the scene of the grandmother after, it's as if she's looking at her husband - in the afterlife.

@Soadie1337

3 жыл бұрын

Your interpretation totally nailed it.

@Ukuncia

3 жыл бұрын

But do you know how it sounds? Did you ever have brain shutting down? ^^

@stephenhowes6586

3 жыл бұрын

I especially like the first time that riff comes in for a few seconds because it’s like “somethings not quite right”

Not sure if this means anything to anybody, but I need to share this to help get it off my chest. My wife and I moved away from our home state PA to NC a couple years back. We rarely get to visit family and it has been even rarer this past year due to travel restrictions. Last month within a 2 week span, I lost one of my grandmothers and my wife lost one of her grandfathers. Although we were able to Skype/FaceTime them before they passed, we were unable to visit them in person to say goodbye due to COVID. It has been very hard. I work as a chemist for a company that researches and manufactures medications for rare neurological diseases (including Alzheimer’s and dementia). Ever since this song was released, I have been listening to it everyday on my way to work to serve as a reminder to why I am working where I am at, and to help me process our recent losses. Thank you so much Spiritbox and Rise Records for this beautiful piece. You have connected on a deeper level than most with this song and music video. ❤️

@user-ew2sz3ez4n

3 жыл бұрын

Thats beautiful

@constantlyfabulous

3 жыл бұрын

That's what's up🙏🏾

@jordanengstrom2269

3 жыл бұрын

Thank u brother. Prayers to you.

@damiencharnoski7428

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry

@karigalliard516

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. Keep moving forward and stay close with your wife. There are always people out there willing to listen. Thank you for sharing a bit of your story 💖

This song struck me to my core. Had me right at the start. Cried the whole time. I'm currently losing my grandmother to Dementia and Parkinsons.

I used to be able to sing this whole song but since my grandmother passed I just can't seem to get the first sentence out without choking. I miss her dearly 🖤 for those we miss so damn much

I am a nurse who works with patients affected by Alzheimer’s disease. I have cried a lot during this pandemic, but this had me sobbing. Amazing job.

@alonzor557

3 жыл бұрын

♥️

@kennethfurr7397

3 жыл бұрын

I sobbed as well. My grandmother died in December of 2019. She had Alzheimer's. The video and song hit me deep!

@K-A5

3 жыл бұрын

@@kennethfurr7397 I'm sorry for your loss. Hopefully you have good memories

@kennethfurr7397

3 жыл бұрын

@@K-A5 Thank you so much, KA. My grandmother never judged anybody and was always full of grace. I literally never heard her say a bad word about anybody. She was a beautiful soul and left quite an impression on me. I learned a lot from her and miss her very much. I have nothing but good memories when it comes to her.

@Shiftaws

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for all that you do. I can not imagine how hard my Grandmother's last years struggling with Alzheimer's would have been without all the amazing health workers.

I lost my Dad yesterday, not from Dementia but he was losing himself and his memories. This will always mean so much to me. Thank you SB

@fancynecromancy

3 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear this

@hi_dipanjan

3 жыл бұрын

Bro I lost my father on last Monday.. I can feel it.. 😢😢

@cky3457

3 жыл бұрын

sorry for the loss. we love you. hope you find peace soon.

1:02 - when her voice breaks a bit when she sings "in increments" .... oh man, chills down the spine every time.

@24SparrowJack

Жыл бұрын

Her voice always breaks thinks it's just part of her style

@24SparrowJack

Жыл бұрын

2:57 is more sadder because you can see her trying not to break

Lost my grandma last year can i play this song as tribute for her memorial

I lost my grandpa today. My grandma is so strong. She said that everyday, she's going to walk through the door and say "hi Paul!', the same way she would any other day. She that she wouldn't let that empty house become her enemy. I don't know where she gets the strength from-- even thinking about him, I'm a wreck. I had him for 24 years, she had him for 60. I don't know how to fill that hole and I hope I never try to. So. Hi grandpa. I hope you know how much I love you. . Thanks for the beautiful song.

@banehog

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing. I am sorry for your loss.

@Studio_97CA

3 жыл бұрын

I just lost my grandma two months ago man. I read your comment and instantly started crying. Sorry for your loss brotha

@shanahenkel8902

3 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.

@raynebloodlust69

3 жыл бұрын

I'm not crying, your crying ;(

@Nothing-zw3yd

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my grandfather on August 28th, 1995, I was your age. He died in my arms. That hole will never be filled, but it's ok. It gets easier, and love is everywhere, so hold onto your family and friends. Your grandma sounds like a strong woman, take lots of pictures with her!

This song is proof that you don't need to have brutal vocals to make a heavy song.

@dangacore

3 жыл бұрын

100%

@shalissawhojeschowski2873

3 жыл бұрын

i wish more bands did this, many bands can make this type of 'beautifully heavy' music but they all ruin it with unnecessary screams/harsh vocals (VOM's matriarch album is a good example, i love the music but screams kinda ruined it for me)

@blaness13

3 жыл бұрын

@Theatre of Flesh It would be much apperciated if you mentioned such bands, i've spent hours clicking random music videos of countless bands, and either they are trying way to fucking hard to pull the melodic thing off or they have a really great sound up to the point where the 'vocalist' comes in and sound like they are being killed, with no real vocal control at all, Spiritbox and jinjer. are two exceptions to this tread that come to mind, as both of their vocalists have amazing control. Mix that in with the honestly boring as fuck production in most modern metal bands, there are very few bands that are noteworthy

@HenryRuins

3 жыл бұрын

​@@blaness13 To me this actually has boring as fuck production. This is why people complain that there isn't enough good music because people rely too much on KZread and some streaming sites instead of actually searching new music to listen to on the internet

@blaness13

3 жыл бұрын

@@HenryRuins with no context to a non boring production (in your opinion), or recommendations to places to search for new music, your comment is kinda pretentious as fuck, and fucking useless overall,

I lost my mom, her name was Constance. song is a great reminder of the memory. Thanks Spiritbox!

Descansa en paz Bill... gracias por tu música Mucho amor ❤

I'm on the verge of tears. This makes me miss my grandfather so much. He didn't know who I was when he died. For everyone going through the same thing I'm so sorry.

@therealdantoni9554

3 жыл бұрын

I feel your pain, loosing my grandfather to this right now and damn this hit home hard

@ryanwatts7817

3 жыл бұрын

@@therealdantoni9554 sorry to hear about that. I wish you the best.

Christ, that was emotional.

This is a god tier song in all of it's aspects.

I love how at the end Courtney appears to be moving in reverse. This is exactly what I witnessed with my grandma. Everytime we visited her it seemed like she was in an earlier place in her memory than the time before. It was heartbreaking to watch her one by one forget her sons starting with my dad because he was the baby. Every once in a while we would get these moments of clarity and god did we hold on to those. The last time I saw her she said that she had gone to lunch with her mom and dad (they were both killed in a train accident in 1948) and she was labored in her breathing and we knew it was close. It’s so hard to lose someone you love to this horrible disease. Thank you Spiritbox for this beautiful video I can’t wait to make my old man cry.

I’m writing this through tear filled eyes. I’m 50. I lost my grandma to Parkinson’s disease in the late ‘70s. That vacant stare took me right back to her room in the nursing home. The power of such beautiful and emotive music is humbling

If you look closely grandson is saying "I love You" just before he disappears.

@msf1fn

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah that hit hard...reminds me of my children and when they want to see grandpa...

@mikabass

3 жыл бұрын

Fuck why is my eyeballs sweating now

This song and video really hit different now. My Mom passed this last weekend from Alzheimer’s. It’s unreal how well this video captures what it’s like to go through it. It’s perfect in all of the worst ways. Thank you again for this guys…it’s helped bring me some peace in this hard time.