Hello! I hope you're still here. I'm not doing well last 6 months, I got sick with covid and had to undergo heart surgery. My life is turning into a nightmare, it's hard for me to do anything these days because of mental and physical exhaustion but I'm trying to hold up. I finally decided to make Patreon page, I want to focus on my own content and try something new. If you like what I do you can support me by joining qvq www.patreon.com/emilyena Unfortunately, I didn't draw anything in Clip Studio all this time so there will be some Procreate timelapses next.

@lynxb7396

2 жыл бұрын

Hope things get better!

@ohitsbre7535

2 жыл бұрын

Omg! That’s crazy! I really hope this year will be way better for you! I’m sorry you have to go through that. ☹️💗💗

@moxne3058

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you are in much better health now

@JorgeLeonelAngelHurtado

2 жыл бұрын

have some rest, we hope you get well soon.

@Varrbariouss

2 жыл бұрын

Take care, still here to support ya

when i first saw that hospital picture, i had no idea what it meant,,, i cant even put into words how sad that makes me now that i know :( god, im so sorry you had to deal with that. I hope you know that you are, quite literally, my biggest inspiration of all time, and i will always support you!!

@mcwaffles3269

2 жыл бұрын

I’m a bit confused… what happened to them…?

@Angeelique

2 жыл бұрын

@@mcwaffles3269 it’s in the pinned comment actually!

@mcwaffles3269

2 жыл бұрын

@@Angeelique ohhh thank you!

@Angeelique

2 жыл бұрын

@@mcwaffles3269 no problem, it’s very sad actually:((

Last year we were on lockdown here in Italy and I was spending most of my days wasting time on KZread. I came across your video of White Diamond and I became immediately obsessed with both your art and digital paintings, which is something I used to do when I was much younger and I dropped because I'm dumb and unfocused. After that I watched all of your videos in one sitting and I decided to buy myself a Huion Kamvas tablet and a licence for Clip Studio Paint. This is my long and boring way of saying thank you, you made me rediscover a passion I put away for a long time and gave me something to focus my energies on. When I feel like I'm lacking inspiration, I go back to your White Diamond video. I hope you get better and wish you the absolute best, you immediately became one of my favourite artists and biggest inspirations. The art community needs you, but that comes second to your health. Hang in there, we love you.

@matildagori7473

2 жыл бұрын

yeah this is the same for me! i discovered again my love for drawing after I saw her videos... I hope she'll be better ;3;

@newaccount6414

2 жыл бұрын

Wait you can use procreate without ipad?

@glacio95

2 жыл бұрын

@@newaccount6414 I meant Clip Studio Paint, my brain lagged there for a sec

@SATANFUCKSMYSOUL

2 жыл бұрын

Thats so sweet 😌 I always get inspired by her 'Sad boys' video!

The first artwork is filled with pent up anger, you can see it in the sharpness of the strokes and the eyes. The second one is a breakdown, everything's white, except her. The third one is like seeing oneself in a form of an entity that wasn't you, everything's in color except the character which was almost a void. And the last one is the exhaustion caused by all of it. I hope you're alright, or you're getting there.

These are soo cool! Im sorry you had to go through all that nasty stuff, it mustve been really scary :’( i hope it only gets better from here!! Pls take care of yourself, sending love

I'm sorry you've had to go through everything. Thank you for still sharing your work. Take care of yourself please!

Its been a while! Welcome back

the speedpaints in this feel like a piece of animation or performance art, just amazing

Спасибо Вам за вдохновляющие работы, западающие своим чувственно-эмоциональным накалом прямо в сердце. Берегите себя, пожалуйста🙏💛 Скорейшего Вам выздоровления и сил для борьбы🌟

Saw these drawings already on Twitter so it's great to see the painting process behind it now as well! These artworks resonate so much emotionally, I think it shows how you are doing and it resulted in awesome paintings. Especially the woman crying captures it extremely well. That said, I can't wait for the paintings and how they're turning once you're feeling better! I hope life goes upwards again for you (and soon, that is!) :)

Your art inspires me a lot. I'm so sorry to hear you've had gone through so much these times and I sincerely wish you the best, Emilyena. It feels so unfair, i can't imagine how hard it's been for you, you have all our support!

you are seriously such an inspiration, i can imagine a story behind its piece. your art shows an intensity and passion that has clearly come from your experience and hard work. you are incredible and i hope you stay strong in these trying times.

love you art so much and get well soon!! take all the time you need to recover and feel better ✨

I'm sorry to hear about how difficult things have been for you I've followed you for a while and you're the artist I keep coming back to for inspiration. Your expressions, your style, your color choices, the emotions in your art invoke such specific feelings in me that I have never felt elsewhere. You're incredible. Take as much time as you need, and thank you for making me want to create alongside you!

I love the way you add texture to your drawings and how balanced the colors are.

Man what's happening to you sucks :( hopefully it's juste an episode and it will end soon... If it makes you feel any better, know that your art is probably on of the the best I've seen so far (if not the best) You truly are an inspiration and knowing what's happening to you you gotta be one of the strongest people out there as well Don't give up hope!! I'm sure it will be better in the future, even if it's steps by steps!! Please remember that you are amazing!!!

Every art in here is amazing! I’m so sorry for what you’re going through, please stay strong, I really hope things will get better! 🫂🫂

Your art is amazing. I can tell that it truly radiates some of your deepest emotions and thoughts. You put your heart into your work and it shows. Hope you can recover from everything you’re going through 💕 You can do it!

The expression in the second piece was so heart wrenching! Absolutely love the way you draw - it's definitely been a big inspiration for me. I'm really sorry about what you're going through. Please take care and I hope things get better soon!

these are gorgeous! i love your style i really hope you recover fast, i’m so sorry you have to go through this. praying for you!!

Первый спидпейнт, который вызвал столько эмоций.. во второй половине слезы подступали и к концу уже не сдержалась. Спасибо за ваше творчество

Take your time! You’re so precious! Thank you for inspiring us! ✌🏼

I'm sorry what you're going through. But I still want you to know that your art inspires me so much, I'm always amazed whenever i see new stuff from you, but also your older work. All of it is so beatiful and incredible. Your strength to share your personal thoughts and emotions through your art with us online is just..very strong of you. And I'm happy to see more work from you, but please, be careful of your own health and don't overwork yourself. I hope both your physical and mental health will get better...that your life in general will get better, as soon as possible. Thank you so much for all the hard work.

I hope youre doing well, your art has always been a huge inspiration for me!

Видела все эти работы в вашей группе, спасибо большое за долгожданное видео, мне очень нравится как Вы рисуете, Ваш стиль очень узнаваем))) Всего Вам наилучшего, здоровья, побольше крепких нервов и счастья💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

Thank you for sharing such vulnerable artwork. We'll be here for you when you're ready to make art but please take your time and heal up for as long as necessary. :)

I hope that youll get through this and come out as best as possible , sending love

I hope you start feeling better soon Emilyena! We support you!!! Take all the time you need!

i friking love your style omg

I'm so glad to see you back here, I hope you get better, I missed your content so much.

You're a huge inspiration, hoping you can catch a break and things get better soon, you're not alone in your battle with mental health .

i don't know you, but i know that you are a great and very talented artist, even with all your bad moments, you take the time to make content for us a lot of strangers. i know you will get better soon and recover and become more stronger than ever. i love your art and im not the only one. (abrazos de Perú c: / sorry for the bad english )

I hope you're getting lots of rest and taking it easy. I love going back and watching these videos - you're so skilled. Hang in there!

how could anyone be that talented i adore your artworks💖

you are so good at what you do, i love your art so much

We missed your content so much! Wb Happy for you get better

Hello! I'm so glad you're back Emilyena, depite the awful things you've went through last 6 months. I mean covid is awful as is, and to undergo a heart surgery on top of that? I cannot imagine how hard it must have been. And yet here you are making amazing content as always. I'm very proud and wish you all the best. Remember to be kind to yourself, and don't push yourself too hard. Sincerely, Your loving fan

I hope you will get better as soon as possible! Definitely don't rush things, rest is important thing to do,take your time to recover! I wish you the best! ^^

WOW!! Incredible work

These pieces are so impactful and hauntingly beautiful. i wish i could console the characters you've portrayed. Thank you for sharing these. I hope you recover quickly and that your situation improves soon! 🫂

I always love your stuff. Sometime when I’m drawing I play your videos during so I can look up at them when I don’t know what to do next and I just become inspired again.

keep holding on, sending best vibes your way and all the good wishes, you're one of my fav artist

Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope things start looking up for you as soon as possible!

You are so awesome. I feel so sorry for you. Hope you get better soon.

I hope you're feeling better as of now. Your work is impeccable and such a gift to other artists and viewers like us. I cannot put into words the pain and empathy I feel for you. Both through your comment and depictions, but please know my heart is with you

Once I clicked on this video, it completely grasped my full attention and I was rendered incapable of skipping or clicking off. you make sketching, linework, expression, proportions, and hatching look as smooth as butter, additionally your process is a clinic to watch in and of itself.

Sad to hear you’re not doing well. Know that your work has inspired me and many others to keep going.

This. Is. So. Sad. I understand so much on how you feel. I usually cry a lot, alone and I see what you have to go through your life. Thank you for trusting your subscribers and viewers for such thing. We’ll always try our best to comfort you to make you feel better..

I LOVE THIS, I love how dark the work is and the colouring MMMMFFF

I hope you'll get better soon! I've been struggling with mental problems too and it is being such a hell to get over it 😞

your art is so on point it just hits right in the heart

I hope your doing better, I love your use of texture and color. The tones really give it a mood.

You are always, always an inspiration, and I hope your troubles fade in time and you gain your strength back. ♡♡♡

Omg you’re back!!:) Welcome back

I'm so sorry to hear that you aren't doing well. I love your work and admire that you would still put out work for us to see and enjoy. Please take care of yourself! I'm rooting for you ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Sending some hugs. :( Your art makes a huge difference in my life, makes me inspired to draw more. Thank you for existing, and I hope you get through this and just get stronger. Much love to you

Really hope you get better !💗💗💗

Amazing as always. Your art gives me the right kind of feels.

Wow, what a masterpiece, this is my first time in your channel and I already love your artstyle, and praying for your recovery.

dude these are so good and underrated what

Get well and stay strong!!!🥺🥺

art is amazing as always, i hope that you can recover soon! don't rush, take it easy and get well soon :D

Поиск формы и образа птичьей головы на последнем рисунке воспринимается как визуализация эмоционального состояния и переживаний самого персонажа. А в купе с музыкой воспринимается невероятно атмосферно. Это я хотела написать ещё вчера, а вот сегодня перевела сообщение и стало понятнее... Сил вам и здоровья, верю что у вас всё будет хорошо. Берегите себя и побольше отдыхайте

This is the first time I’ve ever seen your art, and I very much adore it. I wish you the best with all that’s going on in your life.

Get well ❤️‍🩹 I reaaally love u and ur content and im always super excited when i see ur new uplands so please be safe and recover fast ♥️ ♥️

Absolutely beautiful. Heartbreaking, but relatable enough to feel validating in a way to me... I hope you've continued to improve physically and mentally. In any case, I'm so glad I've found you... Sending love and motivational vibes ✨🤍🖤

You're my inspiration! I love you work so much

you are amazing holy shit. I just found your account and everything from your artstyle, with the complex expressions and the way you paint and shade skin to the music you use in your videos is incredible!! Your videos inspire me so much and i know i can learn a lot from you. I am so sorry about what you've been through and i can't imagine how difficult it is but it will get better at one point!! The drawings in this video portrait so much emotion I love them ❤️

I'm an pen & ink artist. I don't often say this but this video randomly popped up on my youtube and I'm stunned. Exceptionally beautiful work. You just got a follow

Your work is incredible! I sincerly enjoy watching your art take place slowly, I never know how its going to turn out. :) I hope you feel better soon, good luck with the patreon. you deserve the support!

すごいものを見つけてしまった... 上手いって言葉で語れないほどの上手さ 無料で見ていいの? 本当に好き 一目惚れしました。。。

You've been my favorite artist for over two years! Please keep going, it'll get better. Just take it easy! I hope it gets better soon :(

I really hope that you’ll get better soon :’( sending you loads of love and support darling! :’)

welcome back, emilyena!

I really really admire your work ever since my first time chancing upon this channel! So sorry you had to go through so much, please rest well and take care!! We love you

This is beautiful

I have been following you on instagram to see how you are doing. I am glad to see you coming back and i hope by taking small steps you will be able to heal physicly and mentaly!

Man, it is so unfair whats happening to you, I hope things will get better! I wish you all the good health possible! I love this pieces, very sad but beautiful, I will never stop saying this: I love your work! You deserve to be happy, you are an amazing artist! Thank you for sharing your work, it inspires me everyday! ❤️❤️❤️

The second to last one was really amazing, sorry to hear what you're going through..nobody should have to, ever..my thoughts are with you for sure. Have a blessed night/day

I love this, realy feeling it

I hope you feel better now please stay healthy :D Your arts always inspired me when i'm lost I always looking for your arts. It's just so beautiful and keep me calm somehow. cheer up hope things get better. Please be happy

this art just blow my mind!!

you are incredible don't ever stop but make sure to take breaks

i wish you all the best, you’re amazingly skilled n talented

The process of drawing the last painting itself is art.

I'm so sorry for what happen to you hope you'll get better soon, be safe.

Insane artflow

All the best!!

I hope you'll be better soon! I love your drawings ♡

Im sorry that you had to go trough all of that, now what matters the most is your health, ill try to support you on your patreon when I get paid and the end of the month but I wanted to thank you for being a person that inspired me to continue with what I love, im going trough a lot of thing but you're one of the reasons that im still here, you give me inspiration to draw even in my lowest days, you can do it

Я так рада, что вы вернулись! Прочитав о том, что на данный момент происходит в вашей жизни, я очень сильно надеюсь, что у вас всё будет хорошо. Желаю вам огромных сил и здоровья, да бы пройти через всё это!

@chertilochertila7054

2 жыл бұрын

Чувствую что опять что то упустила, можешь немного посветить я в танке 🥺🥺😔

@inHague

2 жыл бұрын

@@chertilochertila7054 прикрепленный комментарий автора видео говорит о том, что человек болел последние 6 месяцев. Ковид и операция на сердце. Испытывает психологическое и физическое истощение.

Эти треки, как и вы, просто сокровище 😍

I hope the year ahead gets better for you 💖

Take care and feel better soon hopefully !!!

I believe in you, dear. It's been a struggle for many of us these days, but sticking together and taking time to heal inside and out is very important. Your work is still as beautiful as the day I first stumbled upon it, and Im excited to see any new looks or ideas you have planned! Chin up, dear. Things will get better and we are here for you.

Oh man, I missed ya, fam! I hope things get better for you soon!! Your art has always been a big inspiration, I really appreciate what you do :)

Me salió esto en recomendados, realmente lo ame, amo tu estilo demasiado ✨ Espero que las cosas mejoren pronto 🖤

ОНА ОЖИЛААА!!!!🙀🙀🙀

These drawings made me sad- success

You are an inspiration in talent, skill, passion and strength. Wishing all the best during your recovery!