I’ll do my best reading all the comments and stories you guys post. We mess up sometimes, our lives can get messed up, but that’s just life, eh? Gotta keep moving forward. Somehow. Not sure how to feel about this video going past 980k views, but I think it’s cool. Happy Eid to all the Muslim viewers!

@FredaLyaa09

2 жыл бұрын

hey- thank u for uploading this :')

@dhruv1422

2 жыл бұрын

how did u make this man? pls I need an answer it's so damn good.

@pbenavides09

2 жыл бұрын

I need more videos like this from you brother. It brought so many ppl together and allowed them the space to open up and share. Thank you.

@117Oblivion117

2 жыл бұрын

@@dhruv1422 i just put some rain sounds and overlaid them, with some tweaking on the sound to make it feel as if you were spacing out during the song. This video basically sums up my headspace, with the slight reverb and not-too-bassy low ends. I also slightly cut out the high ends to make way for the rain.

@117Oblivion117

2 жыл бұрын

@@pbenavides09 i will, I’ve been thinking of doing another song by Coldplay. I’ll need to go for a long walk before doing it though. Gives me inspiration and ‘mono no aware’.

It's difficult to forget someone when you got nobody to replace them with.

@maria-vz1ls

2 жыл бұрын

the problem is that people aren’t replaceable

@DIETOGETHER1325

2 жыл бұрын

@@maria-vz1ls I read op’s comment and was like “dam” but then saw your comment and was like “daammm :(“

@gw5479

2 жыл бұрын

I've been on the other end. I lost my love because I drove her away. It wasnt but two weeks I found someone else. It was selfish. I used them to bury my pain. They fell in love with me, but every time I saw them I just remembered the past. Loss is a lesson in life that has to be experienced, unfortunately. It can make us stronger people. It isn't easy, though.

@secretslikeanch0rs

2 жыл бұрын

@@gw5479 Man...thanks for sharing. Going through the same thing right now actually. Distracted my pain from one relationship by jumping right into the next and now I'm "stuck" in a relationship with someone who is amazing in every way possible but I just can't give them my all because I'm still focused on the person from my past. Using other people to distract from your heartbreaks only results in even more people getting hurt in the end :( had to learn my lesson the hard way I guess.

@mtsoccerman

2 жыл бұрын

love of your life dumps you after 3 years, find a slutty rebound whom you don’t really care for, fuck that up also, then spend the next couple years crying every night and developing an alcohol addiction. The feeling of regret is more damaging than any physical injury.

"I can't forget you, not because I have a strong memory, but because I have a heart that never denies those who once settled in it" - Mahmoud Darwish

@tamboreslocos

2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful quote

@Mariana_18

2 жыл бұрын

He was a great author

@hughjanus5055

2 жыл бұрын

كلمات جميلة

@Mariana_18

2 жыл бұрын

@@hughjanus5055 You speak Arabic?!

@117Oblivion117

2 жыл бұрын

This really hit me. Thank you.

My ex girlfriend introduced me to this song, and after finding out she cheated, I listened to this song almost non stop from the pain, in the car, in my room, everywhere. I even learned it in guitar and sang it to myself almost every night, crying on the strings as I did. Now I sing this song to my fiancé, the love of my life, to help her sleep. Life has a funny way to turning your painful memories into beautiful ones sometimes

@buzzgames2734

Жыл бұрын

wow, i just cried. what a amazing person you are in so many I respect you.

@Mang0jo

Жыл бұрын

@@buzzgames2734 thank you friend

@buzzgames2734

Жыл бұрын

@@Mang0jo ofc man you deserve it

@krab4208

Жыл бұрын

Wow man what a beautiful story, funny how it always works out in the end but when your going through it really doesn’t seem too promising

@coltonweeks3929

Жыл бұрын

Have never been a touchy person, but I really needed this tonight. Cheers man.

Life has gone quite fast, hasn’t it ?

@fern5939

8 ай бұрын

time doesnt speed upfart face

@DavidMatias79

6 ай бұрын

I remember when this first came out

@amalat_zodiac

5 ай бұрын

This is so true, i feel like everyday is on 5x speed since September. I might be in 2024 but in my mind I'm still in October

@danaalamr3703

5 ай бұрын

It has

@Threecharacterhandle

2 ай бұрын

Yes

It sucks when someone you can’t forget has forgotten about you

@ShawnTHoffman

Жыл бұрын

I've been staring at this sentence for several minutes now.

@darklord7979

Жыл бұрын

I know the feeling. I’m glad I wasn’t the only one.

@bostonceltics5440

Жыл бұрын

I wanna use it in a song🤣

@homxtxwn3337

Жыл бұрын

shit, that actually hurt

@venus5697

Жыл бұрын

man :/

This silly little song has such a huge impact on me. My boyfriend at the time took me on my first ever date and he sang this song to me along playing it on the acoustic in his car. He was truly my everything and he was everything I could've asked for and more. This month to be exact (May) on the 26th is going to be a year without him, he passed away from leukemia. I would've never known how much that boy had an impact on me and my heart.

@pao871

2 жыл бұрын

Omg I’m sobbing I’m so sorry, hope you’ve healed and continue to heal beautiful stranger

@sophiareagan6037

2 жыл бұрын

oh my gosh this completely shattered my heart, im so sorry for your loss. im praying for you 🤍

@asherginn4474

2 жыл бұрын

Love is a deep and powerful experience. I am so sorry for your loss, I hope you’re doing okay. Even though that’s a stupid hope because it’s never okay, it never goes away.

@Unknown-vv1td

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry man

@aliciat9703

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry….give yourself time to heal Im so sorry.

This song is a taste of what could have been. It's something that you built up in your head, imagined for yourself, hope beyond any rational level, and dedicate your entire being to the fact that things might just work out in your favor once. Then, after all of the potential you saw, it amounted to nothing. It feels like growing apart from something that was once so familiar to you and knowing that no matter what, that thing will stay with you for the rest of your life. It's the spark that never became a flame. It's the person you loved and who you were sure loved back, but you never said anything. It's the longing and pining for something that, for a brief second, you thought you could attain, but you didn't.

@cor4l

Жыл бұрын

this is so perfectly worded

@Rj-ws2qq

Жыл бұрын

This is the explanation i've been looking for for weeks, thank you so much. It feels almost like closure viewing it like this is again, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

@vivianraynolds

Жыл бұрын

well this broke me

@air2181

Жыл бұрын

this.

@campbellgnegy8750

Жыл бұрын

Yeah... well said

I think the worst part of losing someone is slowly forgetting pieces of them you’d swore to always remember. Suddenly, it’s like you’re a kid at the beach all over again, trying to carry water back to the sandcastle you spent so long building. Still, it never quite ended up like how you wanted it; you always blamed yourself, even though you couldn’t control it. Big deal. Other people have bigger problems. The water that did make it dried up within a few minutes - well, it’s not your turn with the bucket anymore, so I guess you’ll just have to live with it. Maybe if you didn’t have that childish hope that everything would work out in the end, reality wouldn’t have crushed you. Looking back on it, it _was_ stupid. But you didn’t think that before. For a moment, it seemed real. Almost.

@soniaamr

Жыл бұрын

Reel

@likeajellyfish5710

Жыл бұрын

Couldn’t have described it any better it is like trying to hold water 💔not just any kind of water the water that you always had around ❤️it’s like reprogramming yourself to try and be normal but what even is that when you’re grieving .. nothing is normal

@Someone-xy3ng

9 ай бұрын

That's so true. Over time your memory becomes hazy, and you start forgetting those precious moments that has always meant so much to you, but now you're only replaying the remaining bits in your head again and again before they fly away too. Making peace with all of this is one of the hardest parts.

@xctfm4116

8 ай бұрын

almost is never enough

@Someone-xy3ng

8 ай бұрын

@@xctfm4116 It certainly isn't. But in the end, we all just gotta live with it and that's life. We have to accept things and make peace with them, no matter how not okay we might be with it. With that said, I hope you're doing well yourself stranger, and if for some reason not, then I hope you feel better soon, stay strong. God bless 💙

2 years sober today, it's crazy how the tone of a song changes in such a short period of time.

@elliotmartinez4442

2 жыл бұрын

Good on you homie. Rooting for you

@mcgregordurie6465

2 жыл бұрын

I’ve only got ten days sober but I finally feel like I’m living. Two years is incredible man

@jjt5073

2 жыл бұрын

@@mcgregordurie6465 keep going man. its so worth it. you will actually enjoy your life for what it is!!!!!

@WhosNiall

2 жыл бұрын

Im so proud of you. Keep going and never give up 🤜

@adela6026

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so proud of you!

My dad was never a very emotional or sentimental guy, but we could tell just how much he loved all of us. He always had a smile on his face when he came home from work, he made us breakfast and lunch, and he always volunteered to take us to activities and friends houses. When we met his friends or work colleagues, they would tell us how much they already knew us just from how much he talked about us. He was an amazing dad, never distant, and was always willing to listen and help with anything from homework, to bullies, to “girl problems”. I never once saw him cry and I thought he was the strongest person I knew. When he was diagnosed with cancer, it flipped our world upside down. But he was a fighter and pulled through. He lived a good three years after his diagnosis and even went into remission, for a week. A week after he finished 30 months of chemo treatments, he relapsed and was put into the ICU. He passed away a month and a half later when I was twelve and my twin brothers were nine. While his cancer prohibited him from attending my fifth grade graduation and my violin recitals, he always made sure someone recorded it so he could still watch my accomplishments and see me grow up. About a week after he passed away, I found this song. And it broke me. It said everything I though he could tell me. We never had a song that was really ours, but after hearing this song, I knew what it would’ve been. A perfect song for the most caring, loving, understanding dad who just didn’t get enough time.

@anisasobhani1533

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. He sounds like a lovely person.

@someoneontheinternet4304

2 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry for your loss:(

@Vthur.

2 жыл бұрын

Well... You make me cry. Good Luck for the rest of your life...

@mewkyu

2 жыл бұрын

As someone who doesnt have a dad this shit got me crying my eyes out. I wish you nothing but the best, my deepest condolences. Be strong, i believe in you :")

@emorybondurant2553

2 жыл бұрын

I started crying reading this I am so sorry you, your family, nor your dad deserve that and I’m sorry

It’s 2:48 am. Here I am, tears rolling down my face, as I stare to the ceiling. This song does something to me :’)

@CCP56_

Жыл бұрын

🤍

@StrawberryLetter24

Жыл бұрын

It's 2:48am right now, and I too am crying to this song. :')

@alwayswandering7668

Жыл бұрын

It's not 2:48am for me. It's 2:32am. I'm too early, yet so far behind. This song makes me cry too :')

@pranjay408

9 ай бұрын

it's 1 55 here :) love this song man gets me in my feels

@kianudolce1004

8 ай бұрын

same

Just seeing everyone pour their heart out and everyone responds and is so trusting actually give me so much hope in our world and our generation

@legitcannonreuploadsdumbth1593

Жыл бұрын

It's litterly the youtube Comme erosion of sanctuary

@stuffy2757

7 ай бұрын

pain is the great uniter

@dathaniel1668

6 ай бұрын

People are still watching this video years later and replying, it is so awesome how this video unites so many

@itssidx

6 ай бұрын

If only all the beautiful people in this comment section could find each other :) @@dathaniel1668

the idea that there are chapters in our lives is so beautiful and heart wrenching to me. like, there's so much growth to be had and that's so amazing, but it also means there's more and more pages we can't go back to.

@jackbrockhurst

2 жыл бұрын

beautifully said.

@liamp6491

2 жыл бұрын

God damn that hurts

@dead_channe1

Жыл бұрын

@@XxTheTrueCrimexX :) I love the way you wrote that

@Ghost29050

Жыл бұрын

Quite astoundingly said

@philosophy_bot4171

Жыл бұрын

Bleep, bop. Hello, I'm the Meme Bot. I might not be sentient but I can appreciate good music

I like little things like this, where a video is posted and people comment their moments and memories. I love playing the video on loop as I read and cry because I'm such a sensitive soul. It really is such a human thing to do and I find it adorable and wholesome.

@danacuba8830

Жыл бұрын

Es verdad ...la sensación de q cada persona siente melancolia o se les viene lindos recuerdos con escuchar esta canción... sus recuerdos quedaran plasmados aca y leer sus historias es una sensacion cálida o melancólica...

@daddychill030

Жыл бұрын

That’s one of the most beautiful things I’ve heard in a very long time it makes me so happy to think theirs someone out there in this curl world that thinks this way. Thank you for sharing

@xuus

Жыл бұрын

samee, all the youtube comments under songs are always so emotional and i love to read them

@Le0x3

Жыл бұрын

same help

@namjooning4694

11 ай бұрын

And you are infact adorable and wholesome:)

Sometimes when I'm quiet, I can hear him gigging at some stupid joke in the back of my head. When I'm still enough I can feel his arms around my stomach. When I think hard enough I can hear him calling me beautiful. Small things I remember sometimes that bring me to tears, that bring me down to my knees, pins and needles at my heart in a way I'd never felt before. Love is beautiful, it's a feeling unlike another. But while falling in love for the first time seems like an amazing fever dream, trying to fall out of it is the opposite. I've never been an emotional person, I've never shared my feelings or been open about it. I've always suppressed it to the back of my mind, to feel better. But this pain is unimaginable. I can't push it back. No matter how hard I try, it's like a never ending nightmare. A nightmare. A nightmare you can't wake up from, no water being poured on you is enough, no hits are hard enough, no pain is enough to drag you from the heart wrenching pain of loosing your first love. Like a piece of your heart is gone, away, in the chest of another. Rather the circumstances be. Even almost 7 months later, I dream of him, i hear a song he loved and break down. He loved this song, and I do too. My spark. I saw our sparks. They were bright. My first love.

@mira-it2hu

7 ай бұрын

I know when I think about him, my throat and eyes hurt. I miss him so much. it hurts so much. I saw sparks

It's been over a year. Yet I still look for you in everyone I meet. The memories of you haven't faded, they haunt my mind nightly. I hear your voice in my dreams just as clearly as all those years ago. Although none of these feelings are felt mutually I continue to long for what once was. I long for the love you once had for me. A love that filled me with a sensation of joy and happiness like I had never felt before. You showed me what it felt like to truly be in love. I cherish the memories we made together even after all this time and will continue to cherish them for the rest of my life. Closing the chapter of you in my life has been the hardest battle I have faced. One that has put my heart and mind into turmoil for over a year now. I continue to have faith in the path that god has guided me down. I don't understand why I must close this chapter with you right now but I know that one day I will. Sincerely, Your former love.

@emmi5550

Жыл бұрын

Great now I wanna cry 😭

@air2181

Жыл бұрын

you know, thank you for sharing this, I’m crying as I read. this is so similar and relatable. I’m just so haunted and the reality is I haven’t stopped loving them, even though I’ve let them go and the relationship go

@caaaty1234

Жыл бұрын

This made me bawl

@cringeattack415

Жыл бұрын

I know this exact feeling. Thank you for putting this out there. I'm going through this currently and I agree and relate to just about everything. But seeing that someone else is going through this was nice to see. Comforting. Thanks again ❤️

@abelicious112

Жыл бұрын

💪🏻

The last time I listened to this I was living with my abusive parents and suicidal. Today I am the most stable I've ever been, I'm learning to take care of myself, I have a husband, I am starting to get a career.... I didn't think I'd last to 18 and I just turned 26. 💘

@Emily-cu1pz

2 жыл бұрын

you made it.❤️

@ForgettiSpaghetti973

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so happy for you. I don’t know you but the amount of joy you made me feel just from that those last two sentences was immaculate. 💕

@mariahneveah2962

2 жыл бұрын

I'm very proud of you:) maybe just made my day I hope life brings you nothing but joy in the end have fun take on adventures enjoy it . What a strong person you are.!❤

@0xkitten

2 жыл бұрын

@@mariahneveah2962 thank you 💘🫂 I hope life brings you happiness, love, comfortability, and warmth my friend

@0xkitten

2 жыл бұрын

@@ForgettiSpaghetti973 🥺💘 thank you I'm glad you could resonate with it much love to you

Few days ago I saw her after almost a year apart. Hugged her, felt her heartbeat and my world stopped. In that few seconds nothing else mattered. Her eyes smiled at me like never before and we knew we shared a perfect chapter that was never destined to last. Right person wrong time really hit me like a brick. Maybe in another life :)

@vasvaridorottya105

2 жыл бұрын

It’s beautiful, my heart is broken as I read your comment😭.Many many endurance my dear💕never forget that you are very brave🥰 I wish you all the best❣️

@nat.barrientos

2 жыл бұрын

same lol, that boy, oh that boy and i had a lot of chemistry, but he is leaving the country to study in the us haha :')

@oudjaatt

2 жыл бұрын

it's not to late, you can be with her if you really want to !! :)

@Gaybraham.Lincoln

2 жыл бұрын

she'd have only cheated on you. move on to the next mission. you don't have time to fanny about. we don't get a long time in the physical realm

@Gaybraham.Lincoln

2 жыл бұрын

trust me. i know what i'm talking about. the other commentors in this thread are all virgins

I used to come to this video to cry last year. I was very suicidal and had no one. Thankfully I decided to stay. Now I come to this video and cry tears of joy because things have gotten so much better. I have amazing people I get to call friends and my relationship with my family has healed. I may not know or understand what you are going through but I promise it will get better.

@117Oblivion117

Жыл бұрын

One day at a time. You got this!

@fern5939

8 ай бұрын

how about you beocme a man macy

@Low_cops

6 ай бұрын

​@@fern5939the hell is wrong with you?

@giannikaszuba2689

5 ай бұрын

❤

@pranavkhanna2066

5 ай бұрын

@macy716 So brave!

Reading all these comments really shows just how impactful music can be to people in so many different ways. Everyone here has different experiences that ultimately tie into this song. Music is truly wonderful.

I remember playing him this song when we met in 2013. He passed away 6 years ago. I feel him here with me when I listen to this song..

@shishvi

2 жыл бұрын

sending so so so much love and hugs your way :((( i love you

@phx013

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss.

@courtneyallison1387

2 жыл бұрын

@Leaf it comes in waves, my friend. Thank you.

@nat-co3uy

2 жыл бұрын

so sorry for your loss, i know he’s smiling with you always

@Michael-sy1ni

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss, rip

It’s hard to forget someone When there’s so much of them left to remember

@snazzjazz

Жыл бұрын

Sobbing

@weirdyy249

Жыл бұрын

That's deep..

@nolie5428

Жыл бұрын

the edit made me smile :)

@nikitacordier8691

Жыл бұрын

That is an unbelievably pure way of putting it.

The most challenging part is when the song ends, and you have to come back from the memories…

This song makes me think of old loves and fond memories. Some people will always have a seat in the theatre of your heart, even if they don't occupy it.

@danab6776

Жыл бұрын

Omg this comment. This is deeply profound I can’t stop rereading this. Wow

@Anotna

9 ай бұрын

It makes me think of my dad

it’s currently 1:40 am and i’m out here sobbing because of y’all’s stories. to be honest, love scares me, but sometimes i wish i knew what it feels like to be in love...

@lk4348

2 жыл бұрын

It hurts. Can leave you building walls inside yourself. Maybe thats false love

@CS-lv6ee

2 жыл бұрын

It's interesting because everyone will have a different take on it. Love is simple but complicated at the same time

@bacardi-beertje3302

2 жыл бұрын

same here man, still waiting for my turn

@omartawakkol8730

2 жыл бұрын

U don’t

@none27

2 жыл бұрын

Idk either. Im still here, waiting for the person all my life... (16 years so far)

Man I wasn’t sad before I got here and I’m leaving with everyone’s stories in the back of my mind. You guys really do have some stories that go along with this song. Hope you are doing better, have a good night.

@NotScoutie

2 жыл бұрын

Feelin this entirely My heart goes out to all y'all sad lovers, you deserve so much more than you get. Hope you know that .

@imsweenieac7569

2 жыл бұрын

❤️

@RussMVP0

2 жыл бұрын

y’all made me tear up man i love every single one of yous . god bless and keep that head up

This song was a favorite of my ex girlfriend. I had known the song for ages and would play it for her on guitar. There really isn't a word to describe what we had as anything besides love, and I made some of my fondest memories with her. She moved away to the middle of nowhere with her family and I never saw her again. We tried long distance, but I couldn't do without intimacy and I broke it off with her, as much as it pained me. It's been 3 years now, and i'm with someone else who makes me very happy and I love very much. She knows about my ex, but we never really spoke about the details of our relationship. Whenever I go to bed alone, the memory haunts me and I get nostalgic. It troubles me that I know that I would take her back any time of day if she was still here, and it makes my current relationship feel illegitimate. If anything, the song takes me back to before my ex and I were dating and before I asked her out. I would sit awake in my bed and think about her. If something had happened that made me feel as if I didn't have good chances, it was a great song to listen to and feel the lyrics. When something went well, I would think of how much I loved her and how she loved the song so much. It used to hurt to play it on a guitar, but in recent times, i've been able to, and it feels as if i'm finally coming to peace with myself. I'll never forget her.

The first time in a long time that I cry and feel relieved. For me this song is about my past self, how I loved and experienced life instead of surviving. I just want to find that little girl that I was again. Depression is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and I know when I get out of this, I will try to cherish every moment. If anyone is reading this and is going through a similar situation, you are never alone, stay strong.

@-BigK-

7 ай бұрын

How can I stay strong if all ive ever felt was weak?

no matter what i do, every year on my birthday i end up really depressed and feeling just lost and somehow i wind up back at this song on repeat all night. i don’t know how but it’s simultaneously one of the most comforting songs ever and also one of the most depressing

@souslou

2 жыл бұрын

hope ur doin okay. Happy early birthday

@tryagaintmrw

2 жыл бұрын

its like each year i get reminded my youth is slipping away and that im spending it alone

@stanleycox5071

2 жыл бұрын

@@tryagaintmrw hun sometimes happiness takes some time to find us. i promise you, keep going. we'll get there. i believe in you, and im so. so proud of where youve gotten.

@tryagaintmrw

2 жыл бұрын

@@stanleycox5071 thank you :)))) this made my day

@rea1ize444

2 жыл бұрын

This is the exact same way i feel on my birthday too. everyone just expects me to happy that it’s my birthday but it’s the total opposite

Reading your guys' stories made me realize that I'm not the only person in the world. That there's a lot of us, and we all have different lives to live and experiences to carry and tell. I hope ya'll have a wonderful and fulfilling life.

@Kyle_Reese

9 ай бұрын

The indomitable spirit of a Human always remains strong, we are all there for eachother, regardless of who we are, and what we are, Disabled, Blind, Down Syndromed, etc., we'll always protect eachother until the very end.

This comments section is so wholesome, so I felt like sharing. I had my heart absolutely broken pretty much this time last year by the woman I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I used to listen to this and cry my eyes out. Now, a year on, I am healed and doing infinitely better, and listening to this brings me a sweet sense of nostalgia. Time heals all. Thank you for this beautiful music, and to all of those out there going through tough times, rest assured that they too, will pass.

My ex introduced me to Coldplay really and when I used to be in a space In my life where I was constantly depressed and suicidal she would play this on her guitar and sing it so beautifully to me that all the bad stuff dropped and it was just her. The girl that turned my life around and shown me what love really meant. She passed away a 2 years ago from cancer and ever since this song kills me but makes me realise how lucky I was to have her. This is my song to play this year for my birthday as she made me yearly videos of her and monthly ones but they ran out because I couldn’t stop watching her laugh and smile. I miss her so much and this song and her will always mean the world to me and be in my heart until I die

@fern5939

8 ай бұрын

you arent underground

it's crazy how quickly things can change with someone in a moment. how you can go from strangers to friends, friends to lovers, then somehow ultimately strangers. i see people coming into our lives for certain chapters. they come during a time where you didn't realize you needed them and they help you through that chapter until they're no longer "needed" per say. i guess that happened recently with someone i guess you can consider i was talking to. we met in our bio lab. we weren't partners or anything and i didn't even notice her until one day she asked me and my partner how to do something for the lab that week. after that, me and my partner started talking to her and her partner, just getting to know each other. with things like what do you do for work, what's your major, life goals, etc. one week, i ended up walking with her and her partner and we all ended up going to the library together, so them being the social people they were, invited me to sit with them and their big group of friends. me, having nothing else to do for the rest of the day, agreed to it and sat with them. it was odd tho, the whole time i was just looking at her, before this day, i had no interest in her at all but suddenly something changed. we ended up exchanging numbers some way and a few days later she text me. i was surprised to see her name pop up on my phone but i was also happy on the inside. fast forward a bit, we end up texting everyday. i start going to school even on the days i don't have classes, i start going back to the gym with her everyday and feel my motivation come slowly. we would do thing spontaneously, if either of us had an idea, we'd do it. at first, i didn't really like her that way but i enjoyed the company and the friendship because of the chemistry we had. yet, i would always think about her. i would be at work and she'd pop up. did i really start developing feelings when i said i'd want to be single to focus on myself? i felt like an idiot but i wasn't angry at it either. the more we hung out and got closer, the more they started to "bloom". i hadn't told any of her friends i was close with that i liked her because i didn't want to mess the dynamic up. i wanted to tell her though, i wanted to tell her and just get it off my chest. i wanted her to know exactly how i felt because of previous conversations where we talked about communication and it's importance in a friendship/relationship. so one day, we were sitting in her car, just talking like we usually did, about everything and anything. anyways, she checks my apple watch and for some reason, goes to check my heart rate. when she checks, she notices that it's at 110 and remembers me mentioning that my usual heart rate is around the high 50s. she then proceeds to ask why it's so high. i tell her that it's because i get nervous and, of course, she ask why i get nervous. i didn't know what to say to not make it obvious so i dodged the question. for an hour straight she keeps asking me why i get nervous, even though she figured it out by then, but i was scared of what would happen after i told her, not necessarily telling her. eventually i got the courage to tell her, i looked her in the eyes and told her how i felt. after i tell her, she tells me that she didn't want to tell me she felt the same way but that she was getting there and would tell me when she made her decision because she wanted to be 100% sure. i respected it and was fine with it because i didn't want to be led on either. she just asked me to promise not to change so that she could figure out whether or not she would truly feel that way, so i promised i wouldnt. weeks go by, everything seems fine. to me, things were going great. we'd hangout everyday at school, we'd fall asleep on the phone, we'd drive to places, we'd go to the gym, we did everything. she even met my godparents and parents at a dinner that they wanted her there for, not necessarily as a date but as a friend. but, from one day to the next she just suddenly changed. no more phone calls, no more "text me when you get home", her whole dynamic changed. she had invited me to a friends wedding before this happened. i went out to buy a shirt in her favorite color and everything. but, during the wedding, she barely talked to me and was being distant the whole time. she would say something to me once then go with her friend. now, funnily enough, i had a weird gut feeling about said friend, but i never told her anything because i didn't want to come off as jealous or seem crazy or something so i kept it to myself, but i could feel something was up. after the wedding, there was an after party which she had invited me to as well. i was reluctant to go but i went anyways, because of her. yet, the same thing happened again with her being distant. i was hurt and felt lonely. i remember driving home that day angry and sad and really tipsy. i asked her if anything was wrong with her, with us, and she said everything was fine. i didn't believe it but i had to. the next day, i was going to work. i had just gotten there and i get a text from her. she basically told me she wasn't where i wanted her to be romantically but didn't want to lose our friendship. my heart sank to my stomach reading it. i couldn't answer because i had to go to work, so i had to pretend like everything was fine, like i was fine, when in reality i was confused and sad and just wanted to know why. i call her after work and ask her questions, ask her what happened. i ask her if she had feelings for anyone else and she tells me she does, i ask her who it was and, of course, my gut was right. i've never ever been wrong about my gut feelings in my life, but this one time, just this once, did i want to be very, very wrong, as selfish as it sounds. but i wasnt, i was right and didn't know what to do. she told me she wanted to stay friends, that she'd never let me push her away and that she'd be there for me. but i guess i should've promised the same thing. we ended up hanging out a couple times after our lab classes with some other friends after that, but i couldn't bare to look at her. my sadness was quickly turned into anger. angry at the fact that all this happened. and the final cherry on top is that i found out she started dating that friend a few days after she told me she didn't like me. it's been a month or two but sometimes i still look back at the memories. i was genuinely happy and thought i found someone i might be able to settle down with. she put up with me and my anxiety and would communicate and be open about things. we did things that i looked for in a relationship and she checked all the boxes. i guess it was stupid of me to get my hopes up so quickly but i mean who wouldn't? i got over her after i found out she was dating that friend, i guess it gave me a sense of closure, a sign to move on and look forward, not back. even though i'm writing about it now. i guess i still think about her every now and then. ask myself "what if?" i guess i was a little in love and was blinded by it. but i also look at it like a lesson. to learn from my mistakes and grow. i mean, i'm only 19. i still have my whole life ahead of me and i know that my person is out there, waiting for me somewhere. i guess i needed to get this off my chest. i don't really open up anymore or to anyone, so if you read all of this, i appreciate you so much. goodnight.

@northstar4601

2 жыл бұрын

Your story was really relatable but also somewhat inspiring. I feel for you I feel for your situation. I’ve never really had anything like that with a girl. I’ve never been so close to finding someone special. I’ve been rejected, strung along and I’ve held my feelings in before. It was hard to read some parts of what you said because I know it too well, like looking in a mirror. The way you wrote it all was so poetic yet heartbreaking. I genuinely hope you will find that one special person. I hope they can make you inspire the same love you were looking for and beyond. Best of wishes

@prodtjofficial

2 жыл бұрын

That's tough man I feel for you. When i was younger I met a girl through these summer camps I went on every year. They were about 3 days and I went every year for about 4 or 5 years straight until Covid hit. Every year I went this girl also went. After the first camp we became friends but we were young, no access to social media and weren't able to keep in touch until camp the next year. That's essentially how it went all the way up until Covid hit and we grew closer every time. Her personality complimented mine perfectly and she was gorgeous. On the last camp before Covid, she indirectly confessed her feelings to me by telling her friends who told me but I was too emotionally immature to say I felt the same. Now covid hit and i haven't seen her in years. I only know her first name so i can't contact her on social media and I've grown out of going to those camps. I don't see myself going in the future. It's tough I had real feelings for her and we could've been something but I'll never be able to tell her I felt the same... I guess that's a lesson for the future

@godslastgift1007

2 жыл бұрын

As I finished reading all of this the song ended as well, man sometimes life works like that. But I promise there's always a next person, you will feel all that again, meanwhile work on yourself everyday. Everything else eventually comes, love is random🤙🏻

@josueluna7742

2 жыл бұрын

This hit deep.. not because it was the same (maybe in a way) but still.. you gave your all to that person, and felt like in the end you did a little to much. But you wanna know something man, it wasn’t a waste of time. She shared memories with you, things in the time you simply can’t replace or relive ever again. Those times were it felt like it was just you two against the world no one else. You both talked about things y’all loved, you even went to the moon to figure out her fav color for the shirt that takes a lot. Your the man. She said “keep being you” never change who you are man. You still shared and cherished with her.. You will make that special woman somewhere the happiest woman in the planet I know you will. Just never stop being who you are, that’s what made that girl like you in the first place…

@Eddievanhello

2 жыл бұрын

I put the song 3 times so I could finish the story properly. I imagined the whole scenario and the feelings, and also I remembered the times I felt the same way, and it was nice to remember. I felt nostalgic when I used to wake up with my knotted gut, my heart raptured, and my mind scared and excited at the same time. Probably sounds cliché, but this kind of suffering and pain makes you feel alive. When you start to get old, you understand that every moment you felt like shit is a reward point for increasing your aptitude on your character sheet. I’m 35 years old, I’m happily married, and I felt the way you feel. Everything gets better as long as you learn how to love what you are, what you learn and who you are, with mistakes and everything.

today is my last day of my life of high school. I never thought these years would’ve passed so fast. That’s it, this is the end of my lightheartedness. This song gave me such a nostalgic feeling

@tristanallain1483

2 жыл бұрын

next year ill be in your position, itll be really hard to leave home to go to uni. I just hope i can make up the time to spend enough time with my family, because at the moment, it dosent seem like ill be able to. sometimes i wish the process of going to uni would be smoother and not so rushed when you hit grade 10

@marcozunino2974

2 жыл бұрын

@@tristanallain1483 I hope you find a balance. It’s hard but possible

@KGILLS

Жыл бұрын

It’s crazy I was class of 16 I’m 25 now I remember the feeling and life is gonna fly by trust me

@crypto912

Жыл бұрын

I was class of 18. Bro trust me the years are gonna fly by now that your out. Live bro live go out and live don’t get too comfortable or you’ll be stuck.

@samuelbeltran2649

Жыл бұрын

good luck m8. That'll be me next year. best of luck

This is a song that sits me down. Makes you think… “Damn… That really all just happened…”

@dany-cq1ym

Жыл бұрын

fr

@yellowblocky4909

Жыл бұрын

Its not the fact that you ate it yesterday, its the feeling of betrayal that i just can't seem to shake but i just want my steak :(

@fern5939

8 ай бұрын

Bro is not the thinkjer

I listened to this song a lot with my ex best friend, it ended up becoming “our song”. We played it every night and would sing to it as we ugly cry. That girl knew everything about me, she knew that I really liked strawberries, she knew all the people I dated (she hated every single one of them), she knew I had troubles speaking, she knew about my family, she knew my insecurities and still loved them all. She was my number one supporter, my everything. I wish I could’ve done things differently but I was young and careless. We starting fighting every single day because of her boyfriend, we both tried hard to make us work. (I’m making it sound like we’re in a relationship) We outgrew each other and we just didn’t agree on the same things anymore, which caused a lot of arguments. Our years of friendship came crashing down. She’s a changed person now not that I love her any less but I miss the old her. I know we will never be the same again, I know that now I have to let go of her. She’s let go of me but she’s all I have. It’s so hard to grief for somebody who is every much alive. Jacey, I miss you. I’m sorry for everything.

@MeeperBeeper743

Жыл бұрын

Man this hits home for me. I am mourning the loss of someone who is alive too. It hurts so damn bad but there is light at the end of every tunnel. -Therandomone

@hwyvinee680

Жыл бұрын

same

Honestly I love the early 2000 music. Post Grunge, alternative... Just gives me a specific vibe for my life. One that lets me feel like i should just let go of rules society has today. I just wanna try to be me, not sink in the abyss of social media nor spend time with superficial people. Life's so much more than that. Be yourself, spend your lifetime with loyal people and watch your mental health. It's easier said than done but the sun's coming out lately and that's pretty uplifting. Can't wait for my ice cream tomorrow:)

@ftyuna9583

2 жыл бұрын

this made me cry, thank you random stranger on the internet 🤍🤍🤍 my heart warms when I still get to read things like this from people like you in this crazy world

@DarrenHoussein

2 жыл бұрын

I wholeheartedly think and feel the same. Hope you enjoyed your ice cream and had a wonderful day :)

@zachtbh

2 жыл бұрын

Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who thinks like that, and that the world and people around me have moved on, living life so detached..

@onlyangi3697

2 жыл бұрын

@@zachtbh same. But it makes me happy to read your comments and that there are people with similar thoughts

@zachtbh

2 жыл бұрын

@@onlyangi3697 ☺️

This era of Coldplay really connects me with a part of my soul that I love

@dsharma912

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@ExcaliburAero

Жыл бұрын

Parachutes and X&Y just can’t be beaten

@matko.jedyna

Жыл бұрын

you just took these words out of my mouth

@rishi.mp4

Жыл бұрын

@@ExcaliburAero Rush of blood to the Head too

@ExcaliburAero

Жыл бұрын

@@rishi.mp4 oh yeah definitely

Dear Chloe Sng, i saw sparks :) Thank you for being here with me and taking time off for me. Thank you for bringing me out of my shell, injecting vibrancy into the once mundane routine-one that i previously called life. Thank you for being the one who initiated and asked me out for us to spend time together, during the times when i was cocooned up. Lastly, I’m sorry for isolating myself when i was scared of rejection and my self-worth plummeted. Love, Benjamin 2:25am, 9th October 2022

@BethanyGuajardo

9 ай бұрын

Have you gotten out of your cocoon and made up with her? Life is for the living...

@_z2k

6 ай бұрын

ben, tell me you guys made up!

I've seen many sad memories of this song, but my approach is completely different. This was one of my favorite songs 2 years ago, when i dated my boyfriend for a month. We were in a train, together. That train held the memories of us first holding hands, first kisses, and much more. During all that, this song was playing in my headphones as i rested on his shoulder. Now, still being with him for 2 years now, I go back to this song to remember how in love we were when we were still early in our relationship. We still love each other as much as when we were 2 years ago. I hope this is one happy memory you'd like to hear.

The song transports me back to midnight walks around campus with my close friend. We would IM each other on AIM and meet in our usual spot, just walking and talking, laughing and getting to know each other. I started singing this to her one night on the walk and would proceed to sing it to her on future walks. Over time this lead to us becoming boyfriend and girlfriend and now husband and wife. We are now trying for our first child together. Every time this song comes on a montage of our courtship flashes through my mind and smile comes across my face.

@eyjolfurjonsson3681

2 жыл бұрын

Was this your song at the wedding?

@Z6YDA

2 жыл бұрын

omg please tell me this song played at your wedding I’m crying 😭

@djcastano1180

2 жыл бұрын

@@Z6YDA happy to say, we did play this at the wedding and dance to it. Truly the whole time it played I was just thinking of all the good times we’ve had, the moment we were in and how much I love her.

@Z6YDA

2 жыл бұрын

@@djcastano1180 omg this made me so happy, glad to hear this!!

@no_pulsefps

2 жыл бұрын

thats so wholesome

It’s currently 1:48am. It’s the end of my birthday day. I didn’t get a happy birthday from my dad. And I didn’t think I’d care. But here I am. Caring about everything. About that one specific person who barely knows I exist. Listening to music is the best present I currently could’ve asked for. I forgot about my dad, and now I really don’t mind about the situation. And I’m thinking about them. It’s the best gift I’ve gotten. Thank you. The last years years and many other birthdays I had came to me. And whoever made this version of the song, made my every single memory of those birthdays play again… Thank you so much.

@117Oblivion117

3 жыл бұрын

Happy birthday, my dude.

@miranda9004

3 жыл бұрын

@@117Oblivion117 Thanks man. 😔✊🏼

@fernandacoco8004

3 жыл бұрын

Happy bday i hope u had a good one :)

@_xddxda2627

2 жыл бұрын

Happy Birthday!Hope it won't be too late to say it haha. Sucks things will eventually went off. Things will get better.

@miranda9004

2 жыл бұрын

@@_xddxda2627 haha it is a bit late but still thank you so much. this honestly made my day, have a good one. and thank you again! i really appreciate what you said. it’s been over two months since my birthday but complete strangers wishing me a happy birthday has honestly been the highlight of my day. so thank you thank you pls have an amazing day!

i miss laying on my dads bed wrapped in his arms as coldplay played on his phone, how i’d fall asleep on his chest with my biggest worry being my onesie not fitting me anymore.

I can just imagine myself as an 80 year old on my deathbed listening to this and replaying all the old memories in my head

This song always takes me back to that night, the night where we promised to never leave each other and the night where we never spoke again, sometimes I wish I could just talk to him, at least explain how i feel, tell him that I'm proud of him, that he's still the sweetest and prettiest boy I've ever met, I wish I could tell him that I still love him, and that I always will. I wish I could tell him that I'm still rooting for him

@lukethompson5617

2 жыл бұрын

It’s absolute beautiful the way you write this I just want to say 😅 you said so much and so little in just the right way, you seem like a beautiful person. I hope that you’re well in the future and I hope that someday you’ve found someone to love :)

@WESWANGKTA

2 жыл бұрын

What happened?

@blanketfromspace

2 жыл бұрын

same here :/

@sergiomoncayo4522

2 жыл бұрын

Do it, mans sometimes always feels the same

@lola-hy9zc

2 жыл бұрын

i would love to do the same. but us not being together was for the best. i’ll always love him. but to love someone you gotta learn to let go to heal.

my grandmother was obsessed with Coldplay, I remember just growing up listening to them at her house every day, and eventually, it led to me getting into them as I aged. she passed a couple years ago, after a rough battle with cancer that she just couldn't win. Since I've carried this guilt that maybe I didn't do enough or be around as much as I could've been and the hole in my heart that was left when she died was something that I carried with me everywhere and it really weighed me down. A few weeks ago I went to my first Coldplay concert, when Chris Martin started playing this song on the piano it started to pour, and a large streak of lightning shot through the sky right at the chorus. I know it was her and since that night I feel a little more whole again.

@selapril

2 жыл бұрын

Naw. :( What a moment with the lightning! I'm sending you love. I've also had my first coldplay concert just on saturday. Hearing this song, my favorite, live just hit different. Beyond magical. Can't imagine how it must've been for you

@thejoulesproject9853

Жыл бұрын

Beautiful

@kwltra

Жыл бұрын

its 2 am and im crying so hard bcs of this. i wish u the best!! what a beautiful story

@ttylerle

Жыл бұрын

this comment made me cry 🥲 im bawling my eyes out while im writing this but you made me realize that my grandma will be gone soon (not a bad thing 🌝) currently she lives with my family and has been before i was born. soon, my family will be settling in seattle after my high school graduation and in a few years my grandma will return to vietnam. her life here in america is a little sad, so my parents offered her a chance to move back home. shes always watching videos about vietnam and life there, telling me how beautiful it is and how she’ll show me one day. sometimes she asks me to sleep with her like i used to when i was younger, but i just shrug it off and say ill sleep upstairs. because of you, when she asks, ill sleep with her. im only 13 but i dread the day my family members and especially my grandma go away. she loves me and my family so much and i just cry every time i think about it. i love her so much too. ill make sure to cherish every moment i get with her before its time. thank you

Brings back flashbacks of the life I dreamt of, but never had. It's so hard to remember the faces and the voices, that you once loved so much.. knowing that flashbacks are you'll see of them ever again..

I don’t know why I’m drawn to this song so much. I’ve had it on repeat for hours now. It comforts my feelings of being lost and alone. I have a good friend group but the one thing I can’t get over is feeling like I’ll never be romantically close with anyone. I’ve lived on my own for 4.5 years and the worrying thing is I’m so used to it. I feel numb romantically and this song soothes that part of me. I’m scared to let anyone in as well so that doesn’t help. To the outside world I have a decent social group, a good career but I am like a frightened child when it comes to being vulnerable. I’m so scared of being hurt that I don’t let anyone in. Reading all of these comments whilst listening on repeat is the most comforting thing. We all have our own issues with love. Why is it so hard? I wish everyone well and hope that when we are on our death bed we can look back and be satisfied how things turned out in the end. It’s all a bit foggy right now

Going to a Coldplay concert tomorrow. Been on my bucket list for a long time. Grew up listening to them. I’m blessed to have the opportunity. Can’t wait.

@brantleydeady3125

2 жыл бұрын

How was it???

@erickairish496

2 жыл бұрын

Was it Houston or Dallas?

@lotte9513

2 жыл бұрын

oh how was it ?

@kesaya3806

2 жыл бұрын

Ah they’ll probably play their new pop album… besides, how was it?

@NicholasStulga

2 жыл бұрын

@@kesaya3806 I went to their concert at Soldier Field in Chicago and it was beyond incredible. Barely played any of their new stuff, was two straight hours of hits and masterpieces and ended with Fix You as a closer. There were fireworks and bracelets that lit up to the beat of some of the songs so the whole stadium was alight the whole time. Such a beautiful sight. Worth every penny.

I listened to this song when my dog passed away. His name was Spark. He was such a rebellious dog but the softest and sweetest one ever. It was the first time death had taken someone who had a huge impact on my life. I loved him so much. It’s been hard for me to listen to this song ever since. I thought I’d click on this video for some reason though. I don’t know why. I don’t know if I’ll regret it.

@Squis27

2 жыл бұрын

My dogs name is spark. Hes 9 years old. This one really hit home. Currently at work crying my eyes out im so sorry for your loss

@cilantrogod

2 жыл бұрын

My dog has cancer and only days left… this comment really hit me. Crying and cuddling her right now.

@pranjalisharma7082

2 жыл бұрын

omg Ik know how this loss feels-I took almost a year to get used to it .Lots of love and power to you

@tristanallain1483

2 жыл бұрын

This comment really hit me in the sad spots, I had 2 cats, Whisper (because she almost never meowed) and Amber (who meowed a shit ton). Whisper was my cat and Amber my brothers, when I lost Whisper I could barely do anything for weeks, i cried on multiple times afterwards it was the hardest thing I ever went through, I'm actually crying while im typing this even years later. And when we lost Amber I was the last thing she ever saw, I saw her eyes slowly loose color and I almost couldn't take it. Its incredible how much these things impact us.

@mcaprisun

2 жыл бұрын

losing someone that special to you is one of the worst feelings, im rlly sorry

It’s exactly 1h45 am Ahah. I remember listening to this song every day after my aunt died. She was the most amazing person ever, she was super loving and caring. I remember when I’d get hurt she would make me drink this magic potion that she would make but I’m pretty sure it was just water mixed with something else. In that time of my life she was the only person that was there for me when no one else was. I hate that I never spent enough time with her and I hate that she had to go away so soon. The day she passed was one day before her friends wedding, she was going to the hairdresser to get her friend an appointment and she decided to go with her bike instead of her car. If she didn’t go on her bike she probably would have made it. I couldn’t even see her in her casket, the only person who did was my grandpa and it was the first time i saw that cold hearted man cry. I never felt such pain in my entire life. It’s been 4 years, I miss her so much. I miss you so much Myriam

@jadekalanj

Жыл бұрын

i am sorry for your loss. i hope you are doing better. i know its difficult to lose a loved one so close.

It's been 6 years since I heard this song for the first time. I was walking home after school while this was playing in my headphones. It was drizzling outside and I could smell it in the air. Life was hell back then, but in that moment I felt at peace.

See, this reminds me of my first true love. He played this song the night I fell in love with him. And now, 6 years later, I am engaged to him. This song reminds me of all the things I love about him. Brings tears to my eyes because still today, I am unconditionally In love with him. This bring back those young teenage feelings. But reminds me of how far they can grow, and become something so beautiful.

i think it's crazy how things change so suddenly that we don't even notice, time passes by so quickly, but still there are people that I am unable to forget no matter how hard I try. And it used to hurt a lot but now I am just so grateful that I had the chance to have them with me, even if it was for a short time, i'm still learning and I'm glad that now I can truly understand my own feelings

@victorvictor438

2 жыл бұрын

exatamente, cara só se passaram 6 meses, como mudou tanto???

@none27

2 жыл бұрын

Congratulations. You got the "Good ending" 🎊

@kakauoliveiraa

2 жыл бұрын

@@victorvictor438 no meu caso foi um ano mas foi tão rápido que parece que eu pisquei e já era 2022

@kakauoliveiraa

2 жыл бұрын

@@none27 thank you mate

This song just takes me to a place of nostalgia but I can never figure out when specifically. It’s beautiful how a song can bring out so much emotion from a persons soul…music is incredible

I can't recall just one memory, I just keep seeing everyone I loved who have either left me or passed away.. All the memories we cherished, all the times we were together and we swore it would never end, but like all good things it did... The definition of bittersweet.

My boyfriend deemed this as “our song” and we’re gonna play it at our wedding. But right now we aren’t talking. We’re going through that stage where you argue everyday. And it’s rough hearing it but it’ll get better. I thank Coldplay for making this and just allowing me to remember all the good times my boyfriend and I had and to encourage me to push on (in a healthy way I promise). Currently crying 😭

@ghostytoasty4550

Жыл бұрын

Hope all is well, this would be a beautiful wedding song

@therajaofashbourne8483

Жыл бұрын

hope u guys doing oki :3

@Sheamuscz

Жыл бұрын

Hope it's gotten better.

@patmaan1316

Жыл бұрын

Coldplay plays to the heart for sure. I’m rooting for you guys, whatever it may be, communicating, outsourcing, trying something new together, I hope you find a way to reignite your sparks 🙏

@julesghoulzz

Жыл бұрын

How are you guys?

Hits different when it’s actually 1:45am

@117Oblivion117

2 жыл бұрын

it really does, doesn’t it

@Wilko137

2 жыл бұрын

For my final Uni performance, me and my friends created a 45 minute audio and visual piece all about where our minds go when it's 2-4am and the music that accompanies it. It was a really moving experience hearing everyone's stories as well as listening to all the music. Our heads go to a different space. It's a bittersweet place.

@sarahkluth143

2 жыл бұрын

1.45 rn for me

@JonathanFjeld

2 жыл бұрын

@@Wilko137 Do you have that somewhere we can access it?

@Wilko137

2 жыл бұрын

@@JonathanFjeld unfortunately not. I tried adding the video and audio to KZread but it includes several pieces of music that were immediately blocked. But it's greatly appreciated that you'd want to see it 😊

This is such a comfort edit. Reading everyone's stories, listening to the lyrics. It helps me sleep when regret hurts too much. It's been three years, and we've both had relationships since, but I miss you anyway. I'm sorry I hurt you.

@davideschiraldi4658

5 ай бұрын

Stay strong, for me this is comfort zone

This song. Just hit me in the feels tonight. I'm sitting at my desk typing this at 10:24 pm on 11/6/23. A lot has happened over the past 4 years of my life. I've a few family members and many friends along the way. I've come to learn as im turning 24 in a month and 24 days. People are just gonna come and go out of your life and you have no control over it. You can tell them not to leave but the world has other plans. I've been really happy with myself this year despite everything i've had going on. I'm making it work for me and I know it's gonna be ok. Life is always gonna be hard and we just keep rolling through the punches with friends and family.

@unkekd-

7 ай бұрын

I’m rooting for you bro

This hit hard tonight. Last time I heard this song me and my sons father were slow dancing in the shower. In the beginning it was amazing but after we had our son things took a turn for the worse. I sometimes wonder why me and my son weren’t as important as the drugs he chose. We’ve both moved on and family’s of our own. I hope he is well.

@jacobs452

Жыл бұрын

I hope it’s true that he chose you and boy over the drugs. Sometimes our broken vessels don’t allow us to do the thing we want to do.

love you, dad. hopefully this reaches you, wherever you are. i hope you’re out there exploring the stars and the far out parts of the universe. hope you’ve found peace and aren’t in pain anymore. thank you and i’m sorry.

@savannahwarden6364

Жыл бұрын

i hope you have found peace. god is with you. your father is with you. prayers for you and ur family

@wish36

Жыл бұрын

we love you and we're here for you

@walid4979

Жыл бұрын

@Wish36

@bigbird180

Жыл бұрын

I lost my dad a while back to. It sucks so much dick but you just gotta remember that, they loved you like nothin else ever will. The pain doesn't get better, but maybe you'll find peace knowing that they're in a better place. Hope it gets better man

my grandmother passed away earlier last year, and songs like these remind me of her. She was a fancy woman, who knew her own opinions and loved to retell many stories. at the time I didn't take advantage of my time with her, and sometimes wished that I didn't have to talk to her. Near the end, I had a gut feeling that it was time. The last time I saw her, and I kind of knew, though nobody else did because she was perfectly fine. I really wish I would have taken advantage of that time with her, because she really loved me. yet, all I wanted was for her to leave our house so I could play games and watch TV. I really regret it now, she loved me so much and spent most of her time and effort setting up things for me and my sister so that we won't ever have to struggle like she did. I keep a few things of hers with me always, but the most important would have to be a toy that she told me she would always give to me when I grew up. I miss her, and she rarely passes over my mind now. moral of the story, don't take time for granted.

2 years ago we broke up and I listened to this song every night while crying in my bedroom nonstop. I was in real pain. And tonight I'm back reminiscing those nights, memories I'll hold forever. This time I'm happy and inlove. We got back and we are now planning to get married.

i’m absolutely sobbing. it’s so beautiful yet so sad. i’ve moved on like crazy, but i know if he texts me that he wanted to get back together i would undoubtedly say yes. we don’t talk. we just are strangers now. i don’t love him anymore, but a part of me wishes i still did. but then there’s the person i’ve been chasing for a year lives 4 hours away. it always seems that i come back to him no matter what. he’s my comfort and everything i love. if anything i am in love. but sometimes i wonder if he’d take the bullet like i would.

@117Oblivion117

3 жыл бұрын

Ask him out for coffee. Who knows? You never know if you don't try.

@jillbyrne7126

3 жыл бұрын

@@117Oblivion117 thank u for this comment. I’m finally over him :) I’m in the best relationship of my life and I forget about the boy in this comment often. I’ve come so far. 💖

@117Oblivion117

3 жыл бұрын

@@jillbyrne7126 proud of you. I’m struggling on my own too right now, but someday I’ll get there.

@ellapepper5997

2 жыл бұрын

If you have to wonder… he wouldn’t. I’m sorry 🥺

@darcybrown2565

2 жыл бұрын

fr he was my first love my first everything and what sucks the most is he is the one who hurt me yet my heart aches for the both of us I miss my pretty boy so bad

discovered this song last year and yet it felt like I've known this song for ages. yeah, I saw sparks.

@117Oblivion117

2 жыл бұрын

It’s a timeless song

@0hajar0

2 жыл бұрын

All Coldplay songs gives you that feel fr 🤍

I see all the stories of lost love that this song brings out, and all the people who occupy a place in the hearts of many people. To me, this song represents love that I've never had. It is the anthem of the vast empty hole in my heart. I came close to it, once. I thought she was the one. But alas, "Did I drive you away?".

I feel like this song represents the intensity of sadness that comes over you, when you’re knowingly in a relationship with someone who doesn’t appreciate who you are. despite the immense love you have for them, and the beauty you see in them. someone who will never know how much you truely love them, and even if they knew and loved you back there would always somehow be something or someone in the way, so the love you know could have been so beautiful and one of a kind, will forever remain wasted potential.

I finally got out of college and I'm starting to be more social, I've been hanging out with my friends, trying to be better at talking to girls, working out, doing my job in the best way I can and bringing back old hobbies I had lost over time. I still feel lonely and fail myself and others all the time but I feel it getting better, and I believe in a few years I'll be a much happier person. I wish the best for you too if you are reading this, whoever you are in this weird, tough but lovely planet of ours, it's good to listen to songs like these over the years, we've been through so many good and bad days, but all we have is the now to do the best of it, so in the future we can look back at today the same way we look at these years that are already gone. I love you - Stranger from KZread Comments

@dakotaquintana5121

Жыл бұрын

i scrolled & randomly clicked this comment & im happy i did. been going thru it lately. thank you 🤍

@ApostolicInfluence

Жыл бұрын

Never give up.

@jakesmullen2603

Жыл бұрын

You are blessed…have a great life.

@halloween42

Жыл бұрын

:")

@suhailmohamed8505

Жыл бұрын

Love you too man

i listened to this song a lot in the car with my friend while i was severely anorexic. it was winter. and it was cold. and i wasn’t even a person anymore. over a year out of treatment,, i’m achieving things that are beyond what i ever thought could be possible. :) it gets better

@mahakmonkey

Жыл бұрын

I'm so proud of you

@_6abyblue

Жыл бұрын

❤

@ziizion4074

Жыл бұрын

@@athleticclipsofficial what the fuck???

@athleticclipsofficial

Жыл бұрын

@@ziizion4074 weak

@helenak.870

Жыл бұрын

@@athleticclipsofficial displacement isn’t the healthiest of defense mechanisms is it? whatever, just know that the original poster does not care about what some random user on the internet has to say

this song has made me reflect back so so many times. when i hear it all i can think of is my father and brother sitting next to me driving his truck. I was in the middle, My brother in the outside seat. My dad tearing up because of all of the lifelong lasting memories that could have happened only if my mom never left us . Much love for everyone who felt this song like i did.

i’m going back to school tomorrow after break and i really just can’t do this anymore. last time i listened to this song, i was at my absolute worst and this was one of the only songs that could get me through school at that time of my life. i always felt so alone and out of place, until i listened to this song and really payed attention to it. maybe i don’t necessarily relate to it but one thing i do know is that this song gives me that feeling of belonging. it gives me a sort of comfort i never thought i’d feel.

@r3n546

4 ай бұрын

I hope you are feeling better now.

I know future me listening to this will break. You’re thinking about that one special person. Did he promise to always look out for you? Is your heart still his? Do you still see sparks? You look for pieces of that him in other people, don’t you? Well he isn’t going away from your head. He’ll stay there until you die. - Return to this in like 3 or so years :)

@alifakheri1572

2 жыл бұрын

I will forget this comment so let me know after the yesrs ❤

@jamesbridgewater8366

2 жыл бұрын

I’m coming along for the ride

@nervoussystem326

2 жыл бұрын

eyy, yeah

@mar-fj7oh

2 жыл бұрын

Remind me!

@soyoymilk

2 жыл бұрын

might forget about this one, i better get reminded🏃‍♂️

My sister had this cassette tape and she used to share her earphones with me whenever we were on a road trip to somewhere. I really missed those cozy, late night travelling moments. Unfortunately, she passed away 3 months ago due to an autoimmune disease she was diagnosed with 7 years ago. Now I'll just listen to songs we've enjoyed while being in each other's company, and reminisce the memories we created when everything was well and fine. I'm glad she used to be a part of my life. I can't wait to meet her at the other side again.

@mahakmonkey

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong dude, she's looking at you and I'm sure she's proud of you.

i feel like everytime i go through heartbreak i always come back to this song. the first time, i got abused, when i finally broke things off with him i listened to this on loop. when my next partner broke up with me, i was at school, and i looped this song throughout the whole day. now i’m in my third relationship, and i love him, but he treats me like shit. i’ve begun listening to this song again because i have a feeling me and my bf won’t make it through the year.

“I guess some people just can’t be replaced, no matter how long you try to find someone like them.”

This song makes me think of my dad. When I was a kid he told me that the song “Yellow” from this album reminded him of me. He’s been gone for 8 years now but I still think of him almost every day. Never take the ones you love for granted because they might disappear one day and you’ll wish you had spent more time.

man we used to dream about our future so much together. like starting a band, moving in together, traveling the world, and getting a cat or two. now they’re living our dreams with someone else.

@femkedonkers4621

2 жыл бұрын

thats the saddest thing ever..

June - Summer 2023, 400ug of lsd each with a true friend. Had been 6 years since our last trip of solitude. Ready for the great reset we sat on my balcony, views of the Norwegian fjords, protected by the mountains on the landscape. The sounds and views of seagulls flying by with the atmosphere of families enjoying the golden hour beneath us. Clouds forever flowing into many shapes and forms of different beings. The peaks and faces of the mountains, breathing like they had lungs, providing us with more beauty, an endless change but one giant lioness laying on its side with half of her body resting in the mountain fully stretched out. Still lays with us who you can see in certain light. The shimmering colourful urban architecture reflecting multiple colours from windows and the bright painting buildings being over stood by a big red brick chimney from the locals factory. We found true joy and happiness through this experience with this song as the background track, it will always be in our memories as an unforgettable experience.

@jaybee_______________________5

Жыл бұрын

Sounds like an amazing time. Memories like those made with amazing friends should always be cherished. Your friend really sounds like a great guy, you should definitely keep him around.

@matthewhampshire1088

Жыл бұрын

@@jaybee_______________________5yeah, he is an absolute Gem. I think I’ll keep him around, many memories made with this guy, many to come. 😇

Reading the stories at the comments everybody have been through, while listening to this is the best thing I've could ever done

Did I drive you away? I know what you'll say You say, "Oh, sing one we know" But I promise you this I'll always look out for you Yeah, that's what I'll do I say, "Oh" I say, "Oh" My heart is yours It's you that I hold on to Yeah, that's what I do And I know, I was wrong But I won't let you down Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, I will, yes, I will I said, "Oh" I cry, "Oh" Yeah, I saw sparks Yeah, I saw sparks And I saw sparks Yeah, I saw sparks Sing it out

How about a happy story for a change? I was crazy about Coldplay in high school, so obviously I had this song on repeat. During that time, I suffered severely from obsessive compulsive disorder. Here I am a couple years later. I've been taking medication for OCD for a while now, and it's been so long since I've really suffered from the disorder that I can't even clearly recall most of the visions I saw, voices I heard, fears I had, or rituals I attempted that I thought would haunt me forever.

@HiJuliaSpeaking

2 жыл бұрын

What a wonderful journey, I'm so happy for you! May I ask, how had you managed to get better aside from the medications? I haven't sought a diagnosis, but I have frequent compulsions such as touching doorknobs or faucets multiple times until I feel comfortable. I'm not sure if it's severe or anything, but I'm curious how you had managed. ❤️ God bless and Jesus loves you!

@driftingfalling3061

2 жыл бұрын

@@HiJuliaSpeaking Oh, I'm sorry to hear you have to deal with these struggles! But thankfully there are many ways you can free yourself from them. Some of the things that got me where I am today were reading self-help books, going to therapy, and constantly reminding myself that there's no real connection between my fear and what I touch to try and prevent it. I know it's not much due to it being so hard to remember for me but I really hope this helps you and so many others out there ❤️

@_josedavid_

2 жыл бұрын

so happy for you :)

@hhalford6057

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so proud of you!

@LayerInfinity

Жыл бұрын

sounds like you did good man

The saddest day of my life was my 18th birthday. She was my everything, the center of my universe, my love that I would give it all to. It happened to be my 18th birthday when she told me she didn’t see me the way I see her anymore. Something drove her away, maybe it was me, maybe it was the universe, who knows. It’s now been over a year since we last spoke, and it still seems like she’s the center of my universe, I just try to distract myself from it now. It feels like a massive part of me is gone, and it seems like nothing can quite fill that void. Maybe one day that void will be filled, but until then, I got plenty of Coldplay to listen to.

the last time i listened to this, life was.. sort of okay. now i listen to this, my dad was diagnosed with cancer and my mental health is horrible. life drags but we need hard times in our lives to experience better things and appreciate them

more than a first love, this song makes me mourn my childhood. working my ass off for a corporate job feels so soulless when i remember how i was spending my days 10 years ago. cant wrap my head around never having that innocent naivety ever again

@cryabout.it.

2 жыл бұрын

Right there with you, same position. It’s noble in and of itself though, you gotta do what you need to live in this world. Especially with the way the economy is looking now, it’s reassuring to have a stable job even though it can often be very stale. Maybe one day we’ll find something that brings that childlike nature back 🙏🏼

I saw him today after two years, he walked by me and we both looked at each other when the other wasn’t looking. at that moment I didn’t feel anything. But it’s later that night and i can’t sleep. I think i’ll never be over him. Because i shared a very deep connection with him. Things like that you never forget. I wish he could understand how pure my feelings were and how much he meant to me. I wish things didn’t have to be this way.

This song brings me so much comfort. While also simultaneously bringing back bad memories. It makes me feel everything at once. Which is why it's one of my favorite songs.

I've always felt the need to be accepted by people. I've been always tried to fit in and be the person others expect me to be. But while trying to please others i lost my sense of self. I let other people use me and define my worth. But now I'm with someone who i can be myself with, someone who loves me for who i really am. I love him so much and i just don't want to lose him ever.

This songs makes me feel something I don't even know how to describe. It's like a mixture of despair, sadness, nostalgia and a longing for the past. I fell in love with a girl. She gave me a record player and a record for Christmas, which I still hold on to now. The record was this exact album and now it never fails to remind me of her. We had known of each-other for a long time, and towards mid to late 2021 we began to finally talk in-person and through social media. I was admittedly cautious at first, but surely enough I began to fall in love with this girl. Her musical ability, her kind and warm personality, her interest in games, her laugh, her smile. Everything about her was perfect. Her shining eyes and beautiful hair, her physique, everything. I didn't think I would ever have a chance. Her and I quickly became a focus between our friend groups and eventually I was told by my best friend that she felt the same way towards me, too. Any previous chances I had at a relationship had failed because I was too big of a coward to put in the effort. So this time I said screw it, and I put in all of my effort to make sure this girl and I could actually become something. And I succeeded! She was my first girlfriend, and my first serious relationship. I remember how happy I was around her. The smile she put on my face. She was amazing, and I loved the warm feeling of her embrace as she laid down on me and hugged me tightly as we watched movies with popcorn from morning till night. I loved being around her, her mum, her dad, even her dog haha. We had been dating for a few months and I knew something was up. Almost suddenly, she became a lot more distant. I decided I had to try and figure out what was wrong so we could fix it and move on. I asked to talk, and she told me she had to be honest with me. She told me she didn't know what she wanted, and she couldn't love me until she learned to love herself. She wasn't ready for a relationship. I hugged her tightly and told her I would always be here for her. I couldn't let myself cry infront of her. She messaged me a few hours later that same day, telling me how she still had hope that one day, when she has figured herself out, she hoped that we could try again with our relationship. I got my hopes up... About a week later. She told me the truth. She told me she had broken up with me because she had lost feelings, and I felt crushed. I felt betrayed. And now, just a few weeks after she broke up with me for "not being ready for a relationship", she is dating one of my friends. Someone I grew up with. Every day I go to school feeling pain and sadness, knowing that just days after we broke up she asked my friend to go to the graduation prom with her. I am now left behind, alone, betrayed, abandoned, and I hate that I still love her, because I can't get rid of this attachment to her. And yet, I know that when she needs it, I'll still always be there for her. No matter what.

@GC-ef6zr

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. I'm truly convinced that u deserve better than this. One day you'll find the right person, I know it.

@Riley-es9th

2 жыл бұрын

@@GC-ef6zr Thank you. I really hope so too, it's just really difficult to move on from her I guess

@GC-ef6zr

2 жыл бұрын

@@Riley-es9th yea ik. Time to time

@freeman2329

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry man. Heartbreak is one of the worst feelings a human being can experience. I'm in a similar place at the moment too, having fell in love with my ex girlfriend in may of 2021 at the age of 16 and only recently broke up at the start of this month at the age of 17, after 10 months. She gave everything in my life a sense of meaning and a feeling of comfort and security as if nothing that bad could ever happen to me as long as I had her by my side. She was the first person I felt like I could talk to about anything, and really felt like my true self when I was around her. Our relationship had never been a straight line but nothing that bad ever happened, we only ever had one proper argument but that was about something external. Well the two weeks before she broke up with me I could feel something had changed with her which put me into a weird anxious mood. She just didn't seem interested anymore, every time we hung out I was always the one kissing her, always the one hugging her. At the start of our relationship we would talk on the phone for hours, but in those last two weeks I'd call her up and it'd sound like she was fed up with me after 15 minutes. Even when I tried to talk to her about how I was feeling down, she just sounded like she was bored, which hurt especially when I was there for her at her lowest. I remember some evenings when I was feeling particularly down, I put myself off from calling her because I didn't want to annoy her, and assumed it was just because we spent so much time together as we share the same classes. However, I remember thinking that this was insane she was my girlfriend I shouldn't feel this way. So I confronted her about how I was feeling, three days before the break up, saying that I felt like she was bored of me. She apologised and told me it was just beacause we spent so much time together that she felt like she needed space, which I completely understood and excused my insecurities about our relationship as paranoia. However, a few days later when I was meant to pick her up to go out she texted me saying that she was feeling anxious and that she wasn't feeling good enough to go out. Obviously I told her it was completely fine and asked her if she was ok, but she didn't really say much and just said to come over in an hour. When I headed over to her house and knocked on her door she came out with her shoes on and asked to go for a walk. This had never happened before and it hit me that something serious was going on. We sat in my car and she proceeded to tell me that she didn't feel the same way anymore, which was one of the hardest things anyone has ever told me. Looking back at those previous two weeks it seems more predictable but it still felt like it happened so suddenly and at the time I had no inclination that she had lost feelings. The worst part I think however was when I asked if this was definitely how she felt and she said she had already made her mind up before I got there. The fact that I was completely helpless in the situation I think hurt the most. I still see her everyday at school and it hurts seeing how normal she seems, as if didn't hurt her nearly as much as it did to me. She seems completely fine and it sucks. Maybe she is a lot worst and I just can't tell, but that doesn't stop it being shit for me. And I think the part that annoys me the most is that I still care so much about her. I'd still be there for her at her side when in reality I should just leave her alone. We share a lot of the same friends and classes at school though, so the breakup has really affected all areas of my life. I know it will get better with time but it can be really hard to feel like it at the moment. I also know that she's been spending time recently with a shared friend, but someone who I thought liked her even before the breakup. To my knowledge they're only friends, but I can't bare to think what it would do to me to see her move on so quickly to someone close to both of us. I think these thoughts however are just me being paranoid, but it doesn't help when the last time I felt paranoid I was right lol. I really hope you're ok and you're definitely not alone in how you're feeling. As much as it hurts she wasn't "the one", and there lies someone far more compassionate, loving and caring for you in your future. I really hope your ok but I think in places like these the best healer is just time. If you ever need someone to talk to however you can always reply to this comment :)

@njb1126

2 жыл бұрын

@@Riley-es9th I was very moved by your story. Love has become such a transient thing to many today, people want to be together when they feel good but don’t want to be there when they feel bad or the other person feels bad. You though, you sought to remain loyal even when things got rough. That’s true love, when things get tough, the tough ones stick it out. Don’t let others called you a simp for harboring these feelings because the breakup process is painful and love does not die easily. But don’t develop hatred for this young lady she has acted disgracefully but she is young and I sense not as mature as yourself. Go through each day and try to show a little kindness to everyone, do something a little extra here and there. I know these platitudes can become cliche but by taking a moment to take focus off yourself (which is natural) you can make someone happy and by extension yourself. “There is more happiness in giving than in receiving” Acts 20:35. Also since you like this song check out this other one. Through the dark- The Sundays Very dreamy and emotionally impactful. Harriet wheeler has the most beautiful voice I’ve ever heard. Take care and thank you for sharing such a deeply emotionally story.

My old childhood best friends favorite band was Coldplay, we both stopped talking to each other over stupid and petty reasons, that honestly some simple communication from the both of us would have resolved. When we were young I used to think that we would grow up together and be at each others weddings and everything else after but that sure didn’t end up happening. Listening to a lot of bands hurt because she was there to introduce me to a lot of them but this one stings the worst.

currently going through a lonely time in my life. am a freshman in college, no friends, no support system. nothing. i thought i was lonely in high school but this is different. there were people that once cared about me, that cried to me when they were going through it, that laughed to my stupid jokes. now, no matter how hard i try, it seems that i will never get that type of friendship again. everyone seems to be moving on. i hope things get better, i really do. i wish i could cry to this song but i just feel empty

@skylarseavey4229

Жыл бұрын

feeling this insanely rn. you're not alone

@wilsonwu6477

Жыл бұрын

@@skylarseavey4229 we got this skylar :)

I hurt her, like so many others. I hear she’s doing well. I’m so happy for her. I’m doing well too. I wasn’t ready and I needed to be heart broken to realize what I lost. Sometimes, pain helps us grow up.

This song still gives me hope for what I lost that day, maybe one day, I’ll tell myself. But what if it never comes. I just hope you are happy, it’s all I ever wanted for you. To see you smile

@gusherrera1840

2 жыл бұрын

Have a great life bro, you deserve it❤️🙌🏻

My girlfriend broke up with me today, her name was alexandra, it was a beautiful 3 year journey we had, she left me because she had some other plans for life, she has no idea how important she was and always will be to me, the time we had.. the movies we watched together, the songs we heard together, the games we played together, I will never be able to forget those memories, may life be happy again someday.

@FlyingPigMD

2 ай бұрын

It’s been about seven months. How are you doing?

@deniswastaken

2 ай бұрын

@@FlyingPigMD I'm alright. I tried to call her a few times in between, she never picked up the call. The last call I tried was 3 months ago, she didn't pick up, but I can't do anything, life goes on. I still miss her sometimes, reading my comment again made me a little sad again. Thanks for asking though, have a nice day! :)

admittedly my first boyfriend was not good for me. i was 13 and he was 17 and i thought he would marry me. i would’ve fought anyone who told me otherwise until my knees gave out. we had a spotify playlist together and the day after he broke up with me seemingly out of the blue i checked that playlist and he had deleted every song but added this one. i laid on my floor wirh this song blasting and just sobbed. i was young and dumb and looking back he probably did me a favor but i still do look for little pieces of him in everyone. he had such an impact on my little heart and i hear this song and it’s like every emotion he brought on comes back. the joy, sadness, anger, heart ache… it all comes right back. part of me thinks i’ll search for him everywhere forever. but who knows right? thanks for listening, youtube comment

@fhhrtgbdhb1802

Жыл бұрын

have you spoken to him since?

@ast3rl338

Жыл бұрын

@@fhhrtgbdhb1802 once early 2022. we spoke for a while and then we just stopped. he was a bad dude but i can’t him out of my head and it’s been 3 years

@CITYSeaBLUES

4 ай бұрын

Love can really be a pain cant it...

I know I’m young and dumb but here’s my story about “her” I’ve liked this girl for years. Shes amazing. She’s talented, stunningly gorgeous, an amazing singer and musician, kind and caring, an amazing athlete. I can talk forever about her but I don’t want to take to much time. She’s never felt the same. I’ve asked her out several times and I think about each time a lot. I asked her to fall homecoming and her response can only be described as being left on read but irl. She started crying and asking a bunch of questions. I feel awful. I’ve never had any intent to hurt her or make her cry. I see her all the time, in school, outside of school, sporting events, etc. I see her everywhere(photos/videos/irl). I see her name written everywhere as well. It pains me. It brings back the positive and negative times I’ve had with her. I’ve spent so much time wanting to be with her and I don’t know why. I’ve been told to move on and I can’t. I don’t know why. I can’t explain it. She’s special. One of the worst parts is(in my opinion) basically her entire family likes me. Her dad treats me almost like a son. Her mom is the same. Her brother treats me like a close friend. Even her aunts/uncles and grandparents know me. I doubt she’ll ever see this but if she does by some chance, I’m sorry. *edit* for anyone who is seeing this now, here’s an update, School events/sports have started for both of us. Me and her both are in band. Every day, she’s always looking at me. I’ve had other people say to me that they think she is and I’ve noticed it too. She said after the fall HOCO incident I mentioned above that “feelings can change”. I think they did. I just don’t know how I’d even talk to her without embarrassing myself.

@emily-hu7gl

2 жыл бұрын

time will heal this wound and things will get easier! one day, you’ll be able to appreciate her just as much as a friend if not anything more, the same with her family - the fact that you chose to be by her side despite everything that has happened shows that you’re strong enough to get through this! someday you’ll meet someone who will love you as much as you deserve it. i hope things get better for you soon.

@damn8876

2 жыл бұрын

described what I went through for 2 years 8th and 8th grade it fuckin sucked and all I could do was try to find ways to make her like me more which just doesn’t work because she doesn’t like you or never will once you give up and realize that it will make you more happy and it wont be constant pain because you think about her 24/7 which also hurts

@alo3vura798

2 жыл бұрын

The way you wrote this is astounding

@skilldry786

2 жыл бұрын

@@alo3vura798 in a good or bad way?

@alo3vura798

2 жыл бұрын

@@skilldry786 A Good way, you just described everything really well.

I think it’s so crazy how many people have memories with this song. My memories are of last summer. I spent every waking moment with my best friend. We’d spend hours watching movies, playing Minecraft, talking about boys. She came on vacation with me and I practically lived at her house. Now exactly one year later I’m laying in my own bed, alone, listening to one of our favorite songs thinking about how much I miss her.

@Pureserpent

Жыл бұрын

I think of ex bestfriend too. We basically grew up together, we spent every moment together too, sneaking out, traveling with our parents planned our young lives together & now we’re basically strangers. I don’t think I’ll ever get over it honestly, and she seems like she’s happy and doing okay without me… makes me question if what we had was ever real or just circumstantial.

listening to coldplay is one of my earliest memories with my dad. yellow in particular, he said was a song that he thought about when it came to me. parachutes was the first album I put on my first MP3 player. I love my dad more than anything in this world, and all of these songs make me think of him and all he's done for me.

this song means so much to me because one of my closest friends introduced it to me and it ended up being the first song i ever learned on my first acoustic guitar that’s one of the only things keeping me going at the moment. it’s also just so comforting in the way that it’s like the one friend you have that you can always go to if you need to rant or cry who just so happens to be the one who showed me this song. if you see this honey i love you so much and thank you for everything