Hello my dear friends and listeners,
I'm very happy to share this new song named SOLIVAGANT with you and hope that you'll like it.
Maybe the name sounds a little bit strange but there's a reason why I've chosen it. Solivagant describes a person who finds pleasure in walking alone and so I do! If my time and strength allow it I often go out for a walk in the early hours of the morning or in the evening and enjoy what I see, hear, smell and what surrounds me. These are the moments when no words are needed and when I just live in the moment. Some of you may already know that I suffer from different mental illnesses. Beside my borderline personality disorder I also have a recurrent depression that comes and goes again and again. But nevertheless it has become a really great progress to act against my emotions and instead of staying at home and fearing what could happen I decide to get in motion and exaclty this choice has already brought so many beautiful moments that I estimate a lot.
The voice you can hear in this song is my own and if you should be interested in what I sing here are the lyrics I wrote:
If empty spaces fill me up
And silence sounds outright
If lonesomeness is all I've got
I don't need you to hold me tight
A place of deepest purity
No single noise sounds through the night
This is where I'm safe and free
And feeling deeply satisfied
Solivagent...
From time to time I walk alone
To clear the mess inside my head
And throw away this heavy stone
That makes my heart feel numb and sad
So I breathe in a close my eyes
To become one with all that's here and suddenly I realise
The beauty in calm atmosphere
*What's also important and what I'm really thankful for is that my friend Carsten (nickname Casi) helped me with the mastering of my vocals because that's still one thing which doesn't really belong to my strenghts but I guess it's absolutely okay to ask for help if you have some difficulties with this or that. So THANKS AGAIN MY DEAR FRIEND!!!
**And also MANY MANY MANY THANKS go out to all the creators of Pixabay who share their beautiful photos and allow me to use them for my videos. Without you my music would be nothing and your pictures are a perfect reflection of how I felt when I composed these tunes and melodies. I don't take anything for granted and estimation is one of the most important things to me.
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