I NEED adhd Peter Pan video essay as soon as possible. Please. For my soul.

@dawnshade4939

3 жыл бұрын

We all need that video.

@DestinyHetzler

3 жыл бұрын

We need that, totally agree

@Hobbess8

3 жыл бұрын

I would be so down

@kayleygonzalez4573

3 жыл бұрын

I LOVE video essays like that, pleaseeee do it !

@user-rw1ft1sp2e

3 жыл бұрын

i would die for that

commenting in the middle to say that I too want a video essay on Peter Pan being ADHD *looks at my poetry from when i was a teen* for no specific reason

@sterlingsilver3854

3 жыл бұрын

I want it as well yes

@Anna-xh6fk

3 жыл бұрын

Holy shit I also have ADHD related Peter Pan poetry😂😂😂

@darkerSolstice

3 жыл бұрын

I want this, please, also.

I am so, so happy for you! You can see the YOU-ness of you just... shining out of your face and your posture in this video. ❤

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

GINNY 🥺 thank you 😭 I feel like I could fight god

@Mr_Raven1912

3 жыл бұрын

hate to say it you couldn't

nb guy here, "ghost piloting a robot" is EXTREMELY accurate to how i felt, in fact i may have used that exact phrase.

@pookarah

3 жыл бұрын

Driving the meat suit is one I've used

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

Okay I'm not paying much attention to the video but are you talking about dissociation or something relevant to being trans because I am confused

I started ugly crying watching this. I've felt so uncomfortable in my skin for so long, and to have someone put into words the same feelings I've had for years, and actually making a change means more than you could ever understand. I've never been able to put into words why I don't like the way I look, but I finally am beginning to understand myself. thank you so much for posting this, and showing people like me that there is a way to really feel like ourselves. It matters so much.

@LilithLorenz

3 жыл бұрын

I wish you luck on your journey! Youve got this, you're an amazing person and no matter what or who you end up being youll still be the same, amazing person weather youre a girl, a boy, non binary or somewhere in between! Im proud of you for trying to find yourself

A tremendously relatable quote: "I literally thought that physical confidence was just the ability to ignore your crippling insecurities long enough to complete a task or goal. I thought that every confident person was just faking it till they made it, because the idea of being comfortable in your own skin was so alien to me that I changed the definition of comfortable in my mind." Even having gotten more comfy in my gender identity I'm still a little taken aback that this particular take on confidence may not in fact be true

@eoincampbell1584

3 жыл бұрын

The "make it" is just as important as the "fake it" I guess, if the real confidence doesn't come in there might be something deeper you're missing.

@rileylittleraven

3 жыл бұрын

Out of curiosity, who is this attributed to?

@user-tx5vr2lu6e

3 жыл бұрын

@@rileylittleraven this video

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

I found being confident about my insecurities helped, both making me confident and also figuring out my identity, I just said stuff like "yeah I'm a fucking ugly little feral goblin and my face is repulsive and guess what THATS ALLOWED" and now I feel pretty because I basically taught myself that it was okay to be all the things I was scared that I was so now I can see things I like because I'm not so caught up with hiding what I don't

how many people came out to themselves in quarantine

@theorosef

3 жыл бұрын

*raises hand*

@olog222

3 жыл бұрын

yep same

@pleasantpancake160

3 жыл бұрын

Me also xD

@quacktheduck6300

3 жыл бұрын

🙋

@RatherWatchThemSA

3 жыл бұрын

Ooh, yep, that's me.

"...you will unlock an energy that is, frankly, demonic". That whole interrupt is brilliant...it needs to be a t-shirt

I don't know who you are, this just popped up in my recommended, but I wholeheartedly support your decision and who you are!

@logans.7932

3 жыл бұрын

Same here!

@summertopup8201

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@sunriselg

3 жыл бұрын

Same!

@the0black0bullet

3 жыл бұрын

And same

@doyoulikecocoa6208

3 жыл бұрын

Saame! From a fellow enby, luv u!

Congrats on discovering your true self. I’m very proud of you.

you give me that dude from the titanic vibes. from one man to another you are a handsome fella

I only recently learned that wanting to look like a 90s heartthrob in a period piece is a trend among transmascs and not just something particular to me and here you also mention it and I’m laughing my ass off. And I also finally accepted during quarantine that I want to medically transition after trying to deny/ignore it for several years. I’m currently working with my insurance and a clinic to get top surgery covered and my HRT consultation is in 2 weeks!

@sydneybee6016

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness so exciting!!! How’s it go?

@zed62592

3 жыл бұрын

@@sydneybee6016 I’ve been on T for 5 months now and it’s been a really positive experience so far! I had my top surgery consultation which went well and if my insurance approves coverage (my surgeons office says they’re confident it will be) then it’s looking like I’ll be able to schedule the date this summer :)

@sydneybee6016

3 жыл бұрын

@@zed62592 I’m so happy for you that is brilliant! I hope everything continues to go well and that you continue to become even happier! Best wishes 💜

@PeachJaguar7597

Жыл бұрын

That's super awesome! I can affirm, I really do want to look like a 90's heartthrob. I just want to achieve my dream of being a Dr. Who character!! 😆

When i found out about larping some years ago i also found this channel i was also highly homophobic During the quarantine i came to the realization that i am bi,larping sure helped This notification made me realize how much i have grown as a person Luv your channel and please keep uploading in KZread

@jemjenkins5196

3 жыл бұрын

Don't ask me why I am here when I don't know but this comment just introduced larping to me so thanks it looks so cool

@DeadNotSleeping789

3 жыл бұрын

Personal growth! Congrats! Always glad to have one less homophobic person out there :)

@jaceyjacobs4013

3 жыл бұрын

Yay for your newfound self acceptance! Welcome to the family 💖💜💙

MY PARTNER AND I ARE SO HAPPY. CONGRATULATIONS! We love you and you are a lovely human being. We fully support you in living your best life.

@B.E.N_

3 жыл бұрын

Human? That larper has to be some sort of diety because no mortal can be so skilled also i wish that you and your partner will have a great day

@ROTCgoth2be453

3 жыл бұрын

@@B.E.N_ THIS IS TRUE ALSO!!!!! He is a deity :3 Also we wish you an awesome day as well friendo!

@B.E.N_

3 жыл бұрын

@@ROTCgoth2be453 thanks

The part about all the movies you used to watch really hit me because ... Jim Hawkins was absolutely my trans awakening, I still go back to Treasure Planet and every single time I watch it I cannot stop thinking about how Jim Hawkins is 100% gender goals

@iiiiitsmagreta1240

3 жыл бұрын

I Am a question to the world Not an answer to be heard Or a moment That's held in your arms And what Do you think you'd ever say I won't listen anyway You don't know me And I'll never be who you want Me to be (I love that movie ^-^ )

@riverjordyc2888

3 жыл бұрын

I’m Still Here (They don’t know me cause I’m not here) and Reflections from Mulan (When will my reflection show who I am inside) were my go-to songs as a kid, esp when I was feeling down or alien in my body, and I had absolutely no idea why for the longest time but I knew the lyrics felt right and explained something about how I felt.

I came across you in a mermaid tiktok compilation and I was just like: wow, this very attractive man is talented. Then I followed you and, as a neurodivergent person with EDS and other health problems, some things you said really hit hard. I am just a random stranger who will never meet you, but I'd just like to say that you are very cool, and I am so happy to see you happy in yourself. Because at the end of the day that's what is most important. :D

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

Oh 😭 thank you so much

@SophiaTellman

3 жыл бұрын

You have EDS? Me too!

@Winterjas

2 жыл бұрын

Yoooo EDS bois assemble

Congratulation azrai ! Hope as an old patron that I could make a change in your life ! Please don't forget you're loved by so many people !

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for helping me on this journey. I wouldn’t be here without that support. Thank you ✨💚✨

@nuka1044

3 жыл бұрын

@@Azrai you deserve it. Please be safe !

@nuka1044

3 жыл бұрын

Okay I finished the video and I'm CRYING. Thank you for existing and for being who you are without shame.

Congrats on coming out and finding your truest self.

You have THE handsomest smile. Just wanted to throw that out there.

not me being a neurodivergant trans guy and also having issues with age and wanting to be a cryptid I didn't realize were because of me being trans and neurodivergant.

100% Fae!🧚🏻‍♂️❤️

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

You get me 😭

@carnation6827

3 жыл бұрын

@@Azrai Also I would love to hear about your Peter Pan character. PS you got me into Brom way back when & I’m obsessed with that version!

finally, someone talks about gender euphoria as an identifier of transness!!! i'm so happy for you!

@maxskellington910

3 жыл бұрын

EXACTLY it's so good. Like yeah dysphoria can suck but it doesn't play the only part in being trans, or even a very big one usually. Gender Euphoria is usually what plays the most major part for most people.

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

God honestly euphoria is more important than dysphoria I'm my mind because like I thought I was a trans guy because of my dysphoria but the thing is while I got some euphoria about my appearance I got absolutely none from being treated like a dude and being called he and even the name I eventually settled on I liked but I couldn't imagine any of my family saying it and I still felt a little detached from it, once I settled on "I don't give a fuck gender is a social construct anyway so y'all can socially construct for me I'm just gonna do what I want" I just felt great about my gender all the time because I knew I wasn't trying to be anything anymore, I just was, and that was what identifying as male should've felt like if I was really trans

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

@Technical Support where did you get the idea that something being a social construct means its not important or doesn't affect a person? Gender is socially constructed but so is money and the government and those things are very real and have a very significant impact on people's lives. People take hormones because secondary sex characteristics are a part of our socially constructed gender categories and so to avoid feeling broken, inhuman, and physically wrong people take hormones that will give them those secondary sex characteristics that match their gender. On top of that the majority of trans people also experience sex based dysphoria, which is caused by the part of the brain that controls sexual behaviours resembling that of the opposite biological sex to your own. This dysphoria is not social in any way and can only be alleviated through physical changing the body. Testosterone only causes damage to the reproductive organs in the female body, and since these organs trigger dysphoria trans people usually have no plans to use them, the ones that do usually have long discussions with medical professionals to come up with a plan that will allow them the best chance for reproductive success while also allowing them to feel as comfortable in their body as possible. I view it similarly to my birth control, I know birth control can have harmful effects on reproduction and fertility in the long term but for me the consequences of not taking it are having unmanageable periods again that are extremely painful, I am willing to risk my reproductive health for the sake of my mental health as prior to being on birth control I was actively suicidal as a result of my periods. If the choice is cause damage to your body or be in terrible pain (physical or emotional) for the rest of your life, most people will choose causing damage. I trust doctors not to prescribe hormones unnecessarily because I was refused hormones when I talked to a doctor about my gender identity, and I believed even at the time that he was right to make that decision.

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

@Technical Support okay now you're just being absurd, I didn't say a single thing about 700 other genders I was talking exclusively about men and women, and like I said before gender is a social construct meaning what genders exist and what defines them depends on the society, there are only two biological sexes and a variety of intersex conditions that can blur the lines somewhat, but gender hasn't always been seperated into a binary and many cultures have or had third genders that are not based solely on biological sex but on other factors also, and we have found archaeological evidence of this. Also, archaeology is an extremely broad field, can you tell me what your friend did their PhD on specifically?

@butasimpleidiotwizard

3 жыл бұрын

@Technical Support also john money did many experiments and I didn't reference any of them so I have frankly no idea what you're talking about that for and I'm not gonna click your weird KZread link

Az: allowing me to follow their journey on tiktok and discovering their true selves and becoming a man. Az: creates a KZread video explaining great detail all of the feelings they were having. Me: relating to all of them a little *too much* Me:...we will unpack that later.

@sentienttapioca5409

3 жыл бұрын

We're in the same boat. I've got way too much to do before I can start unpacking the case I've apparently been carrying around under all my oversized clothes. (By 'too much to do', I mean all the tasks I take on to keep my mind off the constant dissatisfaction with my appearance, and whatever perceptions people have of me because of it.) Seriously though, I know this is hypocritical in the extreme, but you should really think of unpacking that. You've lived here how long?

@zeldagonzalez2851

3 жыл бұрын

r/egg_irl

@elliottlupin

3 жыл бұрын

That was me 4 months ago discovering trans youtubers. I've gotten comfortable with myself being FtM, but that is the exact mentality I took at first, and sometimes still do.

@cypressk3838

3 жыл бұрын

Take your time figuring urself out sure it can be frustrating at times but rushing to figure out who u r can stress u out worse. I've been out as trans for 3/4 yrs & still not completely sure beyond not female & ove yet to find a name I vibe with. Just take care of yourself, take it easy, & be kind yourself. If ur trans cool & if it turns out ur not that's cool too you'll have found out more about urself

@CaspiDrako

3 жыл бұрын

Same tho. Honestly for me all of covid I've been having intense gender identity crisises sigh

I'd watch the" Peter Pan has ADHD" Video Essay FYI

I just wanted to say this video has absolutely amazed me. I had no idea it wasn’t normal to feel this way about my body, or have a hard time seeing myself as me in mirrors, or not knowing confidence, or feel that feeling deeply uncomfortable with my body isn’t normal. I don’t know if I’m trans, but you’ve definitely helped me realize something ain’t right. And you’re very handsome. I would like you to know that.

Fairly sure you can out Goblin King Bowie by this time. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.

Duuude, before you said like “basically what Newt Scamander has” i was literally thinking how much you remind me of him

To quote Doug, "I have just met you and I love you!".

Az, please drop that video essay of Peter Pan having ADHD 👀

@sydneybee6016

3 жыл бұрын

PLEASE

The part about the feeling of age and being neurodivergent really hit home, I had never thought of it that way, I thought I was just strange. thank you so much for explaining so well!

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing! And you're welcome ☺️

As someone who is a closeted trans person with ADHD themselves, I am so proud of you! I've been following you on here for a long time and your tik tok since the beginning. You are such an amazing person and I'm happy that you're finding yourself

My gender: Very confuzzling My life: We don’t have time to unpack all of that~

I’m proud of you for coming out 👏👏👏

side note: the switching between sets and looks/ characters in this video was brilliant. it made it easier for me to pay attention (as i have trouble with that) and it’s just utterly satisfying/aesthetically pleasing. thanks az 😊

The parodying...too relatable. I'm a rapper and I can't count all the times I've used my lyrics to perform masculinity satirically. Because like, unironic gender performance? What even is that?

@littlewyzard

3 жыл бұрын

As someone who is very nonbinary this is exactly how I feel about both masculinity and femininity. (Also sexuality in general because I’m asexual 😅) I actually love this kind of ironic performance though because it lets me have fun with gender and not take things to seriously. but obviously it’s not like that for everyone so if you don’t feel comfortable performing masculinity then you should 100% figure out what does make you comfortable!

@Swenglish

3 жыл бұрын

@@littlewyzard I'll add that my ironic detachment backfired into accidentally saying a couple things that could be taken as disrespectful to the identities of other people before I was aware of what a sensitive subject it can be...so that's something I kind of have to warn others about who might be in that same careless gender-chaotic space. Just because I feel like rebelling against the social construct because I don't see a place for me in it doesn't mean I should assume other people don't have a very strong attachment to their identities. It's easy to fall into gender abolitionism as an agender person, and it's important to remember that that's not something that works for everyone.

Me a month ago: huh Azrai looks kinda like Anya from the Broadway show Anastasia Azrai: ahaha wrong Don Bluth charater bro watch this

The coded compliments thing really hits home. I always hated being called handsome by my grandma.

love and so happy that u are now comfortable in ur own skin bless ur heart cant wait to see this XD

Az: I just wanted to be Indiana Jones... Me: *crying* You are! Oh, YOU ARE!!! And I can seriously see you as a re-cast of young Indiana Jones! Please stay as true as you are! You are an inspiration!

So you really weren't like the other girls. You were a guy. I'm so proud of you! I've been watching your content for years and wish you the best. You look so handsome!

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

THE WAY I CACLED 😂 thank you!!

@iuliuslovin37

8 ай бұрын

@lilymariereads nope, it's called mental problem...she ruined herself now...now looks like a shit guy with female voice... it's hard for people apparently to see the difference between gender and personality...

I remember watching your channel a couple years ago when I was about to start LARPing for the first time. Coincidentally around that time I also realised that I was trans and having your videos to watch on how to make friends and how larping can provide a space where you can be wherever you want to be. Hearing that while being in a very unsupportive atmosphere was really, really helpful and larping has genuinely helped me on so many levels and I want to thank you for introducing me to the hobby as well as just being an all around really cool person who made my days a little more brighter. I’m genuinely so happy for you, I wish you all the happiness that you very much deserve!

It's an amazing feeling when you realize who you really are. The world becomes a little less scary and things start to make more sense.

Your explanation of how you felt disconnected, like a ghost controlling a robot makes so much sense. That's what it felt to me too and why it took me until I was 22 to figure out I was trans. So happy for you that you figured it all out!

I came here after randomly watching The Efteling video. I'd never heard of you or your friend before and the subtitled pronoun had me really confused. I know 2 trans people, and from childhood, they both looked, dressed and acted like the gender they later transitioned to. I had no idea that this wasn't always the case for everyone. So thanks for sharing your story and teaching me :) So happy you found you!

You were the one major inspiration and influence that made me start cosplaying four years ago, and more recently get a TikTok! It's been so heartwarming to see you find yourself! It's amazing that you've shared some bits of the journey so far - it takes such an immense amount of strength to be vulnerable, especially on the internet. I can't wait to see what you do next, and I'm so excited for your return to KZread!

I've been following you on your other social media, I'm so happy you've been able to discover your true self and I can't wait for the new video!

Your hair cut is definitely like teenage boy heart throb. Like damm. So happy you have found yourself! I cannot handle your tictok looks. You’re too god damn handsome. 😖😬😵 so glad to have you back on KZread 💞💞💞you’re like an ethereal magic boy from my dreams.

A video essay on Peter Pan and ADHD sounds fascinating! Please make this happen

As a fellow neurodivergent transmasculine person, I relate to this so much!

Congrats! We are all here for you!

@cheesequeenthelordofcheese5420

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

oh my god I'm not the only one who had absolutely no concept of my physical appearance before transition? they way you described it felt so true to my experiences. thank you for making me feel a little less alone

oh wow umm. i've been questioning my gender for a year or so and i've read about so many people's experiences with gender dysphoria and being trans but no one's has resonated with me as much as this video has. hearing you describe the same feelings i've had for years in such a clear way has honestly helped me so much. wishing you the best of luck with your transition

CAN👏WE👏TALK👏ABOUT👏THE👏AMAZING👏SETS👏

Absolutely love your tiktok content and seeing your journey has been magical. Looking forward to seeing the video x 💜

I kept my period a secret for about half a year, so I'm with you on that 100%. I'm glad you are finding out who you are, and what steps you need to take to be happy. You are already a smart and handsome young man, and I'm excited to meet who you will be once you are fully realized. Much love and support.

This sounds so much my own story its scary. The body dysmorphia really hits home. Mine was more like a blur filter my mind placed on whatever was around the body part i looked at. Thanks for sharing your story. Im sure it will help alot of people.

I definitely want a video essay on Peter Pan being ADHD

We admired who you were then, and we are proud of who you are now. Congratulations.

My mouth is twitching from how long I've been holding a smile I couldn't stop through this entire video, so happy for you Az! Might I say to, my Goodness you're so Handsome, like a Disney Prince!

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my gosh thank you so much! 😭

I would very much be interested in any level of ADHD Peter Pan content!! Also congrats and thank you for sharing your story!!!!!

@meriahbradley6994

3 жыл бұрын

+

no one: az: I ugly cried also IM SO PROUD OF YOU

look at this dapper young man from the 1940s

I'm happy KZread recommanded your channel to me ! I first saw a tiktok of you on my fyp where you looked like an handsome prince !

Came here from Mo Mo's Efteling video and just wanted to say dude! I'm mtf but so much of what you described in this video resonated with me. It makes me feel so happy to see someone living themselves! And loving that you were willing to just be out there and honest because the more people who figure this stuff out "early" the less people have to struggle with their lives when their gender conflicts with their body. I hope you've continued to get happier and happier!

Congratulations on coming out to the world, you look awesome Your cosplay of peter pan is awesome, in the white shirt you look just like Milo of atlantis

How is anyone allowed to be this handsome? But it appears that the universe is unfair to all of us.

That’s Knight in gold armor makes me blush a little! So happy you are happy!

I am so happy this video was recommended to me because A) this is a fascinating story, told in an even more fascinating way and B) damn they're handsome.

happy coming out, im happy for you being able to find yourself

Look at this magnificent human! Its brilliant your finding yourself az

it's hard to be vulnerable about our identities. im proud of u

Peter pan ADHD omg it makes so much sense would love a video essay!

16:46 ain’t nobody told you to look like my knight time snack. Get it ? Ok I’ll leave, love you the most. I’m drooling

I fully support you 💓💓💓

I'm rewatching this after realizing that I am nonbinary and I remember really relating to this when I first saw it and looking back I think this video is what finally caused me to examine my gender identity. I came out to my family, friends, and classmates. I will be getting my hair cut soon and hopefully a binder. It makes me so happy to see you so happy and as a trans person with ADHD, seeing this makes me think that I may be able to be this happy someday. Thank you so much ❤

im also trans, ND, and obsessed w/ peter pan so when you mentioned the peter pan ADHD video i started doing the flappy hands thing,,, PLEASE DO IT i need it so much

I am happy for you, dude

"You will unlock an energy that is frankly demonic." XD Yes. Sir. Yes. I can't imagine how nerve-wracking it was to make this, but I'm so glad you did. So weirdly proud of you even though I have no right to be, but that's the closest thing I can figure out how to describe how happy I am for you. Or some form of platonic compersion--which isn't apparently a thing but dang it it should be to be like, "I admire this person and they're making choices good for them that have nothing to do with anyone but them and it makes them happy and it makes ME happy to see them take those steps".

Please, PLEASE, give us the neurodivergent Peter Pan video essay! Also I am so happy to get to watch you find yourself in the great unknown. You are such a magic and an inspiration and your content brings so many of us so much joy, so it’s great to see you finding your own joy through the content you create.

Congrats on figuring it out!! I was 23 when I finally knew I had to transition. I relate to a LOT of the things you said in this video.

I've been following you for a while and its wonderful to watch your journey of self discovery! looking forward to the video! congratulations on finding yourself and i'm so glad that you finally feel more comfortable in your own skin!

I'm so heckin proud of you! Im so happy you are able to share this with us, because we all love and support you so much!

Thank you so much for sharing your journey. As someone who also came out as transmasc bc of quarantine, it was really helpful & cathartic to hear someone go through such a similar process to me, I find myself questioning my transness a lot since coming out, so hearing someone else who found themselves through characters & also had a big performative feminine phase w/ those over the top outfits & characters made me feel less alone & less fake. Sending lots of love and support your way & so happy to see how much joy your transition has brought you

Thank you for putting your whole experience into words. I really appreciate being able to hear your story and learn from your insight!

I don't really know how to phrase myself, but honestly seeing the joy and excitement in your eyes when you talk about some of the steps you've been taking is really heartwarming. Thank you for making larping as a hobby more accessible and just being who you are.

I really like how you described your dysphoria at the beginning, I've never seen someone describe it that way before but it's exactly how I felt (I still have some dissociative issues but it's different you know? the first time I connected with the image I saw in the mirror resulted in *ugly crying*)

omg I've never related to something so hard.

As an autistic person, the way i internalize and process things has always been deeply visceral and through slow internal analysis. I think its really cool to see a similarly neurodivergent person process things in such an external manner As a transguy I did theatre and 7/9 roles involved crossdressing in some way, bc I knew i was trans and I was looking for affirming characters. I think it's cool to see someone so similar to me, yet so different. A lot of things resonated with me

CONGRATULATIONS! I'm so glad you are back and you are living your best self! I'm so very happy for you!

I have ADD and would love the video essay about how Peter Pan has ADHD

Congrats, Az! And you can never go wrong educating by sticking to your personal experiences. Thanks for sharing this. I learned a lot.

Oh so very happy for you!! Loving who you are is so important and I’m glad you’ve found yourself! Happy coming out!

Oh goodness I realised I was trans during lockdown too!! Hello there friend!!!!

@Azrai

3 жыл бұрын

Hello there!!! Solidarity friend ☺️ ✨💚✨

I'm so happy that you've entered your journey on finding yourself! As a patron I've been so happy to see your journey up until now, and I'm excited to see more! (Also that Peter Pan video essay is something I would ABSOLUTELY enjoy watching because that makes the most sense omg--)

My heart was singing for you this entire video!! The production on this is POPPIN, and your vulnerability n truth are incredible. Also I love the Wizard. And you. PS you’re so handsome and my lifelong crush on Link is definitely projected onto some of your looks/characters.

I truly, deeply support you and your revelation. You are so strong to see all that. And somehow.. all those years experiencing with paint and transforming yourself has lead you to this conclusion. It's a perfect ending. Wishing you all the luck 😊💪 Also, super cute boy looks 😁 definitely like!

This feels like a family coming out to me, I'm happy that your happy.

god, the egg cracking sounds in your story are reverberating all throughout the land im really happy for you, man also the look after "bulky" is Such a "how did i spend all this time Not Knowing"

I absolutely love this! Thank you for bringing us on this journey with you!

So so so happy for you Az!!! I've been admiring you for a few years, so nice to see you feeling more like you!