Hello dear ones,
May you all continue to faithfully carry your crosses.
I had a conversation with my mentor about my on-going trials, I am carrying a cross, I need to be healed in many areas of my life, if you saw my testimony.
I would like to share, I was tormented by demons to the point of hating the Lord, the enemy assaulted me sexually all the time, I was depressed, felt condemned and lastly, I had anger against the Lord.
So for years, I was seeking healing instead, I was more tormented. This is the cross. Many saints offered their life to the Lord, Thats why see, if you are disabled it's not a curse but a cross, a gift Lord has given you to carry for redemption of mankind. Maybe you are childless, maybe you are heartbroken over deceit or you have been broke. Every situation where it requires that you fight in faith is a cross. And when you accept these crosses, you are kissing the cross jesus christ carried for us just as Simon carried the cross for the Lord, so you too are intercessor carrying and sharing in sufferings of Christ.
So don't be disheartened when you are not healed, or your situations didn't improve.
As I was surrendering to the Lord, the message came on 5th April.
Lord began,
Dear one,
I am pleased what you offered Me, yes it's a cross for souls. I search for those who can live for Me, I found you, and I am pleased you are understanding My heart.
My dove, be careful I am with you, I never intended to withdraw from you.
It hurts Me too, all I did was for you, that you know Me, My love, My desire for you is this....Trust Me, in love, I am bringing you forth, wait for timing, as you are praying it pleases, you want none, but to live for Me, it's precious to Me dear, it very precious when souls give life to Me,
I love you my dove, too much you cannot fathom. Trust Me, I am there, will be always there for you.
Don't cry, I know you desire to serve Me you are fighting this is what I want.
Dear one I am giving you grace to love. For me love them, love your neighbor, love your children, love your husband be there for them. I am with you.
My daughter, Don't cry, I know your heart wanting Me, trust Me. I know just trust all will be clear for you. Just wait My redemption is coming.
Promise Me you will not cry, just trust and move with My love. Trust and trust love you, be there for Me, spend time much time in prayer, pray for all. As you did it, do it every day, thats your call, I will hear. I love you, trust more is coming.
That was the end of the Lord Jesus' message!
Be blessed! And Trust the Lord!