When the voice told him to kill himself and he said “sometimes I debate if I should or not” :(((

@bethanielaurenhawkins956

4 жыл бұрын

dillydollie that killed me

@MsLilyPickles

4 жыл бұрын

My heart sunk 😔

@teenyweeny3005

4 жыл бұрын

my heart literally shattered. no one deserves that. If he’s reading this rn i wanna tell him that everything will be okay! 😔💞

@bloodycakes2451

4 жыл бұрын

Nervous Norvus I agree. But still. He deserves to live.

@TheAddie625

4 жыл бұрын

@Nervous Norvus No one should have to live with that though 🙄

U can see in his eyes when he’s hearing the voices

@YoutubeCommentRater

3 жыл бұрын

Yes . Reminds me of my cousin . He killed himself sadly . And I saw his eyes like that. He just never wanted to say a word about what he was Seeing and hearing

@maxmacks8856

3 жыл бұрын

@@KZreadCommentRater sorry to hear that man

@YoutubeCommentRater

3 жыл бұрын

@@maxmacks8856 thanks. i wish we all saw all these videos BEFORE. it was a tragedy we can't get over.

@uhmmmmm123

3 жыл бұрын

@@KZreadCommentRater I’m so sorry for your loss.

@paddington7606

3 жыл бұрын

Its good that he can Ignore those voices such a brave man....one of my fam members drink some leponex to fall asleep cause she can’t sleep hearing those voices but thanks to god we can still talk to her..and she actually tells us what she heard and seeing and that was crazy like demons who speak bad words to Her back and realizing those people with this kind of condition is really having a hard time to speak with, so you must talk to them and treat them like a normal person coz it can help them to ignore those voices and don’t let them to watch horror movies or stuff related to what she hears and sees, I don’t have this kind of condition but one of my love ones has this and thank god she is still alive and living properly.

I wish I could hug him. I hope he’s doing ok today

@TheTree42069

Ай бұрын

he's doing great!!! he has a child on the way and a way better outlook

@cookieskills5521

Ай бұрын

@@TheTree42069 oh good!

@Sunflower_SM64

17 күн бұрын

Same :(

@h.w.4482

16 күн бұрын

no way, he must've gotten married then a while back too? great news tbh

I can't believe nowadays people use schizophrenia as a joke when it's a real thing people suffer from. I hope you're doing alright bro

@unknownartistman5155

Ай бұрын

You know how when in Harry Potter , students make fun of Boggart ?

@lol69970

Ай бұрын

@@unknownartistman5155 like it changes anything

@harveyhooks3431

Ай бұрын

Who using it as a joke in this video though? Stop bringing up negativity

@SukunaYaoi

Ай бұрын

@harveyhooks3431 not in the video but u can see it in the comment section, I think it's mostly my generation though (im gen z so u know how that goes)

@harveyhooks3431

Ай бұрын

@SukunaYaoi oh yea I understand that

Who else found this in recommended and clicked on it instantly Wow thanks for the likes

@iceice1586

4 жыл бұрын

I was actually reluctant to click this video because I knew it would put me in a bad mood but I just wanted to experience what other people experience 😕

@roamingwaters8876

4 жыл бұрын

A 2am

@My_NameJeff

4 жыл бұрын

Me

@ThyRevoo

4 жыл бұрын

The reason why I clicked on this is because I myself have been experiencing constant throbbing headaches in my head, mainly the pain is concentrated on the back of my head but whenever I try to sleep sometimes I feel like thoughts are forced on me to think. Like random songs, quotes I never heard of or heard before so I thought this was a good video to analyze

@JKEdaJOKER

4 жыл бұрын

I hesitated

imagine having to be stuck in your house and in your own head space during quarintene, god bless you.

@IrOnMaIdEn1912

4 жыл бұрын

estrrrible

@SgtKickAzzYT

4 жыл бұрын

Girl, ON POINT!!! Dude DONT EVER KILL YOUR SELF CALL ME BRO ILL TALK TO YOU! I would never let you do that man!

@aaliyahetc.6687

4 жыл бұрын

@YERIKV1914 bro stfu you think every mentally ill person hasn't heard that shit before. It cant cure us.

@gerag5707

4 жыл бұрын

Quarantine?

@tear3375

4 жыл бұрын

@YERIKV1914 its the meds

"trying to make light of the situation" was a really good pun

Man that just sounds so exhausting. Wish there was a way people didn’t have to live life with this type of difficulty. Don’t ever give up dude

@deniseeugene1852

Ай бұрын

It’s an genetic organic disease . There isn’t a cure for this.

@yogeshthakur9159

Ай бұрын

They don't, there's always an escape route.

@Remmeister2000

Ай бұрын

​@@yogeshthakur9159Dude shut up

@Sunflower_SM64

17 күн бұрын

Fr

My grandpa was schizophrenic and went blind so he would have yelling arguments with people and i felt bad for him because he truly couldn’t tell if the people were there or not.

@shracid7898

4 жыл бұрын

Mental illness are the most horrifying things that can happen. I’d rather die of can cancer honestly.

@vivelise16

4 жыл бұрын

i thought you couldnt be blind and schizophrenic? sorry if thats insensitive i jus heard that somewhere.

@voltage1235

4 жыл бұрын

Fuck that's crazy real life shits happens

@crimsonnicola5920

4 жыл бұрын

That's so sad

@NathanStamey

4 жыл бұрын

That’s sucks

the way he was talking sounds like he’s trying to ignore another loud voice talking to him and he keeps losing his train of thought and that is so scary to me

@xxmyharturhandzxx

4 жыл бұрын

It is really scary, and you can't focus yeah :(

@mrpanda2655

4 жыл бұрын

Shut up

@wormbrainnn

4 жыл бұрын

Mr Panda what the hell

@vanishsky3267

4 жыл бұрын

@@mrpanda2655 👏

@mrpanda2655

4 жыл бұрын

Jada Rose ur fat u needa lose weight

This is no joke.. I respond to things that others can’t hear or see.. sometimes I have to analyze the situation to see if what I’m experiencing is actually real or in my mind. I do jump while I’m in bed because I feel stuff walking on my bed. I had to learn to not respond out loud to whatever I’m hearing. It is exhausting to have what most people consider a normal day. Praying for you.

@carolburnette2019

4 ай бұрын

🙏

@SaltyGonads708

Ай бұрын

Demons. You have demons possessing you like this boy or demons oppressing you and trying to get in and possess you. Demons are real and the ONLY cure is to RUN TO JESUS CHRIST! 🙏🏼

@BoskoKan3

Ай бұрын

and is it any better now ?

@StefaniaM-gx8sx

Ай бұрын

it is scary and weed caused me sensations like these but i have nothing so weed or die

@hellourr8093

Ай бұрын

Hi, if you dont mind me asking, what do you see? Ghosts, shadows or normal people?

You are incredibly brave for making this and allowing us a glimpse or what you're dealing with. Thank you so much for sharing brother. You are loved by many

@bunk95

Ай бұрын

A slave is brave for being forced to..?

@panicfuks

Ай бұрын

@@bunk95wtf

@benonaru

Ай бұрын

@@bunk95wrobng

@LSD_Enthusiast

20 күн бұрын

​@bunk95 are you sţüpiɗ?

Crazy how he knows the voices are not real but he can still hear them

@ddcrisp23

4 жыл бұрын

Blindi as it progresses you start to believe they are real, that’s the problem with this mental illness. Along with other manifestations of course.

@OriginatorofAll

4 жыл бұрын

What if he’s u intentionally channeling beings ?

@sackme4377

4 жыл бұрын

@Blindi That's such a dickheaded thing to say. Most people with this type of schizophrenia can't tell, it's hard to distinguish between what's real and what isn't, particularly if it's paired with hallucinations, which I don't think his is. These voices convince them to believe a lot of things, the intense paranoia shows that they believe these voices.

@sackme4377

4 жыл бұрын

@Blindi If you heard someone calling your name from another room, you'd know they're real, becaude you can hear it, you can process it. If you hear something, you have the privilege of knowing it's real, but these people have the same sensations of hearing something, but they have to decide for themselves if they believe it or not.

@rebeccarain2466

4 жыл бұрын

Scott Larson me too

Don't ever kill yourself! You're stronger than the voices.

@Miko08

4 жыл бұрын

Ailurophile what if the voices deadlift 225lb

@maurotolpe171

4 жыл бұрын

Miko omgggggg

@jrapattii9941

4 жыл бұрын

@@Miko08 if they deadlift 225 lbs they weak af and this guy will beat them easily

@gustavosmith3980

4 жыл бұрын

The voices aren't like other people he's having problems with parts of his brain

@arrow_2005

4 жыл бұрын

@@jrapattii9941 ?

My son has been battling with schizophrenia for over 12 years. He turns to drugs to try to feel normal....that's what he says. If I could switch places with my son, I would do it in a heartbeat. He's been in and out of treatment for years, nothing has changed. I wish the Canadian government would do more for anyone dealing with mental illnesses. What I've learned is that my son is just a number....so sad! I hope my son gets the help he needs before I die 😢

@hodos_bonusz

6 күн бұрын

Oh gosh, wishing him the best

It is actually so crazy how people can life with this. After listining to an Simulator it geniuently seems like a horror movie. Mad respect for everyone who manages to have a semi-normal life

This is a sane person with schizophrenia and he actually realizes it

@cousinjake7986

3 жыл бұрын

No, this is a *Rational* person with schizophrenia.

@blackthunder7342

3 жыл бұрын

Your right sir. You worded it correctly

@blackthunder7342

3 жыл бұрын

Most people with schizophrenia can't step back and look at it rationally like this kid can. I hope he comes through on top

@hizts

3 жыл бұрын

@@blackthunder7342 is that a fact?? I don't know tbh i don't know most ppl w schizophrenia but most ppl i know who have it (which is a very small sample) have fluctuating levels of awareness. Just like everyone else has fluctuating mental experiences, but someone who ids w schizophrenia has a harder time maintaining awareness 4 sure. But i wouldn't think that most people arent usually pretty aware of their surroundings.

@blackthunder7342

3 жыл бұрын

@@hizts you're right most people are completely unaware of their surroundings I'm not one of those people though

I couldn’t even imagine the internal battle this young mans fighting every day

@Edward-ho2bm

3 жыл бұрын

same it s sad

@rohahayzza2175

3 жыл бұрын

He's strong for battling it alone

@thc7865

3 жыл бұрын

I am too im schizo because of weed

@seeelinewoman

3 жыл бұрын

@@rohahayzza2175 he aint alone

@claucara-joanjettfan3984

3 жыл бұрын

It's like a haunted house inside of the mind

I’m so sorry, kiddo. My son was recently diagnosed. My heart goes out to you and your family. This is very brave of you to share, and is helpful to me as a support person for my son. Thank you with all of my heart. I wish you tons of great things on your recovery journey. ❤

I feel like schizophrenic people are lucid enough to see their own life from a 3rd person angle while having unstable thoughts like... its mind blowing

The fragility of the human brain is scary, sad and fascinating at the same time.

@dMiraculousDevin

4 жыл бұрын

I’m leaning on the complexity of the human brain tbh, so much we don’t know about the human psyche

@thomaspatrickparker6648

4 жыл бұрын

The fragility of the human brain on schizophrenia*

@ahnrho

4 жыл бұрын

Mhm.

@adamjdagen

4 жыл бұрын

Fragile, yet it always happens because of a reason. Commonly because of maybe childhood trauma or even genetic. It’s terrible watching him go through this but it’s a great sign that he’s talking through it. If I knew this guy I wouldn’t this he’s crazy, respect.

@Thron2111

4 жыл бұрын

Intelligence has not only good advantages

It must be so weird for him to watch this footage, since it won’t contain anything of what he’s hearing in his head and the silence must be startling.

@MaraJadeSkky

3 жыл бұрын

That would be a very interesting reaction video of him watching his own episode with the silence surrounding him.

@alexangel4758

3 жыл бұрын

He probably would still hear and see his delusions in the footage since they can manifest themselves through multimedia

@MaraJadeSkky

3 жыл бұрын

@@alexangel4758 is there some evidence of this? Because I'd love to learn more if that is true.

@alexangel4758

3 жыл бұрын

@@MaraJadeSkky Living With Schizophrenia did a reaction video on how hallucinations and delusions present themselves and mentioned this

@paytonsmith4058

3 жыл бұрын

@@alexangel4758 I have schizophrenia, and my boyfriend has recorded me having a split, and when I watched the video back, it was so scary because it was just complete silence, I’m sitting with my boyfriend and best friend, and nothing is happening but me freaking out and not knowing what time zone I’m in (In my episodes I usually “Time TRavel”)

Truly thank you for this video. My husband has schizoaffective disorder and when he goes through an episode- you being able to put into words what you are currently hearing helps me understand what he goes through. He’s expressed in the past that he’s heard almost the same exact things. His common one that he has is that someone is following him or stalking him. When he’s in a bad episode he’ll go catatonic. It’s truly a nerve wracking thing. I can’t even imagine what it’s like to be the one experiencing it so thank you for sticking around to tell us your story. I know this video is from a few years ago, but I saw that you’re still active on here and that made me happy. When you said that the one voice said to unalive yourself the expression you had on your face was one I’ve seen on my husband’s one too many times. So thank you for sticking around. Thank you for not giving into those voices. Again, I can’t imagine what you go through on a daily, but as someone that is a partner to someone with a form of schizophrenia, it means a lot that you keep pushing and that you’re on meds. The fact that you’re also pretty aware of it helps too I’m sure. At least it helps my husband.

@natiguapi1835

50 минут бұрын

Sending hugs to you and your husband, hope you’re doing well! Stay strong, and take care 🤍

My grandmother has Schizophrenia. I love seeing people spreading awareness on this, no one understands her so she was appreciative to see someone shining light on this. Thank you.

Such a nice kid I feel so bad he’s gotta deal with this constantly.

@doggon1416

4 жыл бұрын

Francisco Elliot nice or not nobody should have to go through any of what he is going through

@spaghettios

4 жыл бұрын

@@doggon1416 put him out of his misery?

@strikeb1t

4 жыл бұрын

@@spaghettios *иісса...*

@jackjill497

4 жыл бұрын

Check freq?

@ivansesaldo1676

4 жыл бұрын

@@spaghettios noice

So I noticed this video was taken a year ago I certainly hope this young man is healthy and alive

@cold894

3 жыл бұрын

He's been uploading frequently on his gaming channel, posted a new video yesterday

@marandagarner5218

3 жыл бұрын

@@cold894 what's his gaming channel ?

@cold894

3 жыл бұрын

@@marandagarner5218 It's called Geeky Boi Gaming, he mentioned it in the description of the video which is the only reason I know, lol

@azhleysentertainmentofbore922

3 жыл бұрын

The spies prob got him

@KrazzyKittyy

3 жыл бұрын

@@azhleysentertainmentofbore922 Oh fuck off.

Just discovered your channel now. My brother was schizophrenic throughout most of my life (sadly he passed a few years ago) and it wasn't easy watching him struggle. He was a very kind-hearted soul that was dealt a crap hand, and what he had to go through was anything but fair. Thank you for sharing your experience with us, I wish you all the best

@Meowth_mist

2 ай бұрын

I understand you perfectly

@masonchase085

2 ай бұрын

Sometimes we can’t play our cards

@bunk95

Ай бұрын

A slave lied about as your brother is also being lied about as ________?

" sometimes i debate if i should or not " no, please youre amazing and you deserve to be here on this planet, please you make the world a better place and you spread awareness to the world. Dont listen to the voices🙏

The craziest thing to me is that his own brain is doing it to him, almost like he is in a constant battle with himself. He listens even though his mind is creating these voices.

@Yumemaru.

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah I feel so bad for him man.

@thegiftofjerichoy2hhzr384

4 жыл бұрын

If you have ever suffered with anxiety, depression, ocd, Bipolar, Schizophrenia etc then thats exactly what it is. Mental health IS health and is so important, we should be taught about it so much more

@Isaiahisnotonfire

4 жыл бұрын

Alan Codling ( Do any of you think it’s more then what we know ? They just define it as schizophreni. Please let me know, also I think my mom has it

@yaboi-gf9wg

4 жыл бұрын

I think the craziest thing is that his brain is doing it to it selft. He is his brain and he is fighting his own brain, his brain is fighting it self.

@TheJessC

4 жыл бұрын

Where does any thought actually come from? Everyone will have a thought just randomly pop up, but do you ever ask yourself where it came from?

Poor boy, I just want to hug and hold him. He is very brave.

@ThomasJr

3 жыл бұрын

I bet it's cause he's a very pretty boy, don't lie to us. I wanna hug him too.

@ThomasJr

3 жыл бұрын

@CRACKEDfortnitePRO 08 you suck hahaha

@ThomasJr

3 жыл бұрын

@CRACKEDfortnitePRO 08 mama jokes are for infantile blokes like yourself. grow up

@reecefry1174

3 жыл бұрын

♥️

@Anthonys_S

3 жыл бұрын

He is so brave

KEEP POSTING MATE. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS ILLNESS. We are here for you. You have an army battling with you and supporting you. Letting people in to what is happening is the cleverest idea EVER. You are so smart to do this. Many brains are better than one!

Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety, and illicit pills addiction. Imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not, in a couple of years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.

@MichaelFerguson-tx8de

5 ай бұрын

Yes, that's right. I researched and found out that shrooms are very helpful, it has really helps to reduce anxiety and depression. I would love to try magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some, Is there any realiable source I can purchase one?

@HelenIbarra-rl3bq

5 ай бұрын

Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist who will teach you the right things you need to know

@DeanSteven-qu8xk

5 ай бұрын

I feel the same too. I once got my shroom from him and he's a genius. I'm glad to be part of his community.

@EmmaDegroot-hj4os

5 ай бұрын

Does Sporeville ship?

@DawsonByron

5 ай бұрын

Thank you, I really needed to hear this. Something terrible has happened unexpectedly in my life. I'm very vulnerable and also very afraid.

This poor baby is so brave. I couldnt do this. He is very strong.

@user-qu4oh4xi1s

3 жыл бұрын

Why're you calling him a baby tho? He's a grown up man.

@StompDeni42

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-qu4oh4xi1s was my exact question as well. And she isn't even old, like as if a grandma said it.

@sisterindeen8333

3 жыл бұрын

She said it out of love guys ...

@celestegirdner4069

3 жыл бұрын

My profile picture was years ago. Just because I'm not "old" does not mean I cant sympathize with one another. Obviously he is having a hard time and this is his life. He is so traumatized and vulnerable...so yes, the metaphor "poor baby" was the appropriate response, in my opinion. The world is so sensitive; will pick anything apart on what anyone has to say... What a shame. My comment shouldn't have stolen what the "big picture" was.

@celestegirdner4069

3 жыл бұрын

Not to mention, in this video this KID had to be about 15-17. He was not a grown man at the time and still lived with his parents

I work with schizophrenic folk all the time. Its very rare that people are this aware of their delusions. The amount of willpower this takes is far beyond anything I could even comprehend, you're strong dude. Keep that head up.

@roflman2122

9 ай бұрын

This is low key why this looks like drug induced psychosis to me - the strong mind and awareness seem like a rather early diagnosis or something that developed a few years after intensive lsd “research”

@engjds

9 ай бұрын

Look up Jerry Mininsky, he interviewed hundreds of people and wrote about their voices, his conclusions, the voices are real, not hallucinations, for these people it seems some veil is lowered, enabling them hear the voices most of us just think as negative thoughts.

@Lyam._.

9 ай бұрын

​@@roflman2122it could be indeed a drug experience but i dont say it is one

@dlboo9915

9 ай бұрын

Yeah I know what you mean this happened to me when I took strong ass shrooms and it’s uncanny how a disease and a drug kinda affects your brain in a similar manner

@StanBach

8 ай бұрын

​@@roflman2122well if you look at his second episode there's a shroom on the back wall 🤔

You're such a sweet person. I'm so proud of you for fighting this everyday and yet still being such a light. Im rooting for you ❤

I would just love to give you a big warm hug. You are so brave. Thank you for showing what is your experience of this awful illness.

This was taken two years ago, i hope he’s doing okay.

@5nakebite

3 жыл бұрын

He is okay. I was reading through the comments are someone said that he has a gaming channel and recently uploaded yesterday. His gaming channel is in the description below! Also hello fellow stay ❤️

@imtee4315

3 жыл бұрын

@@5nakebite staysss

@imtee4315

3 жыл бұрын

@@5nakebite bro im stupid this isn't the time for thos

@5nakebite

3 жыл бұрын

@@imtee4315 why? What happened? Also yes, hello stay

@imtee4315

3 жыл бұрын

@@5nakebite idk it's a sensitive topic so i felt like saying it

This dude is so strong.

@tddrytv732

4 жыл бұрын

then where are his muscles

@butterscotch9020

4 жыл бұрын

swaggy fridgerator on the inside

@tddrytv732

4 жыл бұрын

@@butterscotch9020 it was a joke i hope the best for him my relatives suffer from schizo affective bipolar and it is torture.

@sym8195

4 жыл бұрын

I don't see him lifting communist spies

@RDClan

4 жыл бұрын

swaggy fridgerator r/facepalm

I have bad Anxiety and Moderate Depression (DNA) and PTSD from an event in my early 20's. THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS! Mental Health is still too Taboo. WE MUST TALK ABOUT IT TO BREAK THE STIGMA!

I am so impressed with your awareness and ability to cope with your illness. Putting yourself out here in such a vulnerable state is admirable. You are a strong young man that is clearly utilizing the tools and resources available to you and that is commendable. I realize this video is 5 years old but I intend to watch all of them and to follow along on your journey. Sending so much love and appreciation for your daily struggle. You're an amazing human. 💚💚

I can't even imagine living in constant anxiety...he should really have a service dog to help him or maybe a good friend to check on him everyday... :(

@jimbow7982

3 жыл бұрын

Same😔

@Edward-ho2bm

3 жыл бұрын

I feel so srry 4 him

@merryespinosa4893

3 жыл бұрын

Its a good idea!

@anxiahh3772

3 жыл бұрын

@@4meiggy109 same 🤯

@anxiahh3772

3 жыл бұрын

@@4meiggy109 my dad had it tho and I’ve been smoking weed since 13 but I think I’m clear

To be honest I wanna be friends with him. He seems like a chill person.

@maurovinicius5226

3 жыл бұрын

@Marcus Aurelius He has schizophrenia. He's not a psychopath, come the fuck on

@maurovinicius5226

3 жыл бұрын

@Marcus Aurelius That's not how it works dude.. It's just a stereotype or extreme cases Besides there's medication for this

@maurovinicius5226

3 жыл бұрын

@Marcus Aurelius Yes sir. And in fact i have a aunt with this. They can be medicated and live a normal life. What you see on the news is the extreme of schizophrenia plus some psycopathic traces. Anyway, you have to be careful not to be rude to these people, they already suffer too much

@maurovinicius5226

3 жыл бұрын

@Marcus Aurelius Ok

@vaydastrnad7147

3 жыл бұрын

@Marcus Aurelius 💀💀💀so uneducated

You are the best and yes it was educational! Great job sharing and telling everyone what you’re going through. We all love you for who you are.

Thank you for sharing this. I've experienced my own mental health issues and now I'm a crisis counselor. Stay strong, hugs

He has the prettiest eyes but they are full of so much pain I feel for him

@userm180

3 жыл бұрын

for GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON that whoever believeth in HIM should not perish but have eternal life"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 3:16."But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 1:12. hi! JESUS loves you and died for you if you accept HIM! HE rose from the dead to show us that death cant hold HIM! repent and start living your life for HIM and when the time is right HE will get you to Heaven💛

@kiekiekie8537

3 жыл бұрын

@@userm180 stop shoving ur religious beliefs down people's throats

@idunno7131

3 жыл бұрын

@@FrozenMermaid666 you may have a god complex and delusions, please seek a professional. Or you're trolling, idk.

@ProdYafa

3 жыл бұрын

In Psalms 2:7 God says “You are my Son; today I have begotten you" to David. So are you sure? "HE gave HIS only begotten SON" you are contradicting the bible. Read your scripture.

@sam9900

3 жыл бұрын

@@idunno7131 Nice to know there’s a someone normal in this comment section. For some reason, it’s riddled with radical loonies.

For anyone wondering, those voices are loud and clear, the brain can generate sensory inputs from within that are even clearer than those from your ears

@pessimistkai5569

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah like in dreams?

@raymondreddington9788

2 жыл бұрын

didn't watch the video but whos voice they be hearing?

@quezmiz736

2 жыл бұрын

​@@raymondreddington9788 it can be just made voices or someones voice you have heard throughout your life

@brunpoon875

2 жыл бұрын

Yep, you almost can't even tell difference between real and fake when you're experience those.

@Antanaxis

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, happens to me too sometimes. I'll sometimes hear my mom yelling at me from the living room very loud and clear and when I go to see what she wants, I remember I'm home alone...

I have Schizo also and one of the voice just said "we support you not turning off the recording software"

@nx563

3 ай бұрын

I'm delusional I make voices for company me and I'm not lonely I'm like extrovert but I feel there's no one can understand me I converse with myself

MUCH LOVE!! ive been through similar things during and shortly after bad psychedelic experiences. im rooting for you brother.

When he said the voice told him to kill himself my heart shattered

@JET7C0

4 жыл бұрын

My dad had paranoid schizophrenia - he thought things like car horns honking were a kind of secret communication system about him and this reminds me that he probably had voices telling him that, too. He passed away from cancer at just 36. Schizophrenia hit him out of the blue at like 29 or 30, and I feel terrible about what he went through.

@oxin1099

4 жыл бұрын

isnt that normal

@MypasswordisNewMedic

4 жыл бұрын

My best friend took his life because of this disease. It’s truly insane. No clue how it works, and even if it was explained it wouldn’t make any fucking sense. I’m glad this guy knows what he’s going through, I don’t know if Matt did or not

@ko-lq7vu

4 жыл бұрын

the whole disorder sounds absolutely terrifying to go through. what’s up my fellow nico collins fan tho :)

@LisaJOxo

4 жыл бұрын

Intelligent. Strong for sharing, and helping others. The brain is so complex. Prayers x

Was with a friend who had a episode. He always heard his Mothers voice, he looked at me with pleading eyes and said, "Can't you hear her?" It broke my heart

@juzeejumaat4089

4 жыл бұрын

My boyfriend is experiencing schizo rite now. He said he always hear some of his friend's voice talking bad about him. Even when he was with me, he will ask me is there anyone around us bcz he can hear people badmouth about him. I pity him. Now he is on medication, i hope that will make him better 😢

@hiimYoousandiliveforvines

4 жыл бұрын

I would hug them idk why, it’s a natural instinct of mine.

@chelseamcfarland6170

4 жыл бұрын

Larry Sunde is his mother still alive?!

@maggieeileenx

4 жыл бұрын

Makes me sad my mom died when i was a baby i heard her for years during my kindergartden and my first school years by tha age of 9 i ended up with heavy prescriptions of risperidona and clonazepam nobody believed me kides were so.mean in that days when i grown up i learn to live with it but it was hard .

@rachelcalderas314

4 жыл бұрын

Maggie Mahmond wow I wonder if it was really her

Dude you are so brave!! You are so worth the time and effort it takes to get better!! Thank you so much for recording and putting yourself, in your most vulnerable situation, out here for those of us that are here to learn and understand bc we have loved ones suffering too!! Thank you so so so much. You are a hero in my eyes.

Thank you so much! I have a grandson with the same problem He talks to his voices It's a little scary but you are doing very well with the way you're handling it. Please don't ever try to kill yourself! Your whole life is ahead of you! Plus i imagine that you have many many people that love you! God bless you and keep you!

“The voice told me to kill myself” “I’ll just put the music back on” YES YOU DO THAT DROWN THE VOICES DROWN THEM OUT

@sarahsmith9430

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly I tell mine to stfu now

@buseturkyilmaz8313

3 жыл бұрын

@@sarahsmith9430 same lmao, but sometimes i zone out and kind of forget im in public or with people lmaoo

@vodkacannon

3 жыл бұрын

Hey dude. I’m a schizophrenic. I cannot handle stress. The words that come out of my brain tend to be jarbled. It is a miracle that I can even type this out correctly. I work at mcdonalds and i love washing the dishes because it’s the easiest part of the job.

@vodkacannon

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks!

@yash.805

3 жыл бұрын

@@vodkacannon stay strong king!!

It's almost like schizophrenia is when a person's random, negative subconscious thoughts are run through an amplifier and brought to the level of their conscious thoughts.

@mika9937

3 жыл бұрын

I usually think of it as a toxic friend. It's complex.

@vocalzbyjamelle6241

3 жыл бұрын

Wow yes I can see that..... My cousin has this disorder I watch and listen to his responses it is a constant battle of thoughts magnified

@karmyn3

3 жыл бұрын

*as if your intrusive thoughts have taken over your conciseness

@ThomasJr

3 жыл бұрын

that's a simplistic view, after all no ordinary person would have thoughts about ending their own lives as much as schizos have. But I believe their hallucinations may have to do with the environment a bit and also of course their malfunctioning brain.

@Edward-ho2bm

3 жыл бұрын

@@vocalzbyjamelle6241 Oh man that s sad

Thanks for the video, I too suffer from schizophrenia, meds made it worse and I've learned to tune the voices out and after lots of convincing I know the auditory voices aren't there but just in my head, no one understands or really knows the true extent of the things going on in the head, I now know I'm not the only one. Thanks, hope your able to find some peace

“My least favorite music is country” *_respect_*

@biggbrrrr

4 жыл бұрын

discharge puddle 💀

@affapple3214

4 жыл бұрын

Country roads?

@IIThaGawdII

4 жыл бұрын

Stg 😭

@Joseph-rx9tp

4 жыл бұрын

COUNTRY BOY I LOVE YOOUUUU

@chloerobins4487

4 жыл бұрын

Your username

I just now saw this and I'm glad you did this. You're very brave! I deal with this as well. Seeing that I'm not alone really gives me a sense of comfort... I hope you're doing okay. We got this ❤

@carolburnette2019

4 ай бұрын

How are you doing?

Dude, I'm sorry that you have to fight this difficult battle everyday in your life. Thank u for share this video and i hope one day this stop and you never can hear/see this situations anymore. Much love from Brasil to your heart! 🇧🇷❤️

Imagine consciously staying lucid while your own mind is actively working against you. Your willpower is very impressive my man.

@MRTECH-ym7lm

Жыл бұрын

for real

@mysteryneophyte

Жыл бұрын

Extremely impressive, one might say one of a kind, if only every schizophrenic individual was aware that they were schizophrenic, and only hallucinating, and that the voices, and what not, we’re just all part of a sickness, no warped, storyline really far outside of reality that one mistakes for their actual life because they would know it is all just a hallucination

@seven7upndown241

Жыл бұрын

I heard vocies in my life too. I heard demons laughing, female voices, man voices that can wake me up, jokes that i wake up. Make me fear like nightmare and stuff. I also heard God speaking and he spoke in muy head not into my ear like the others. The best thing you can do is accept Jesus Christ who is God himself, pray in the name of Jesus Christ, hurt these demons, command in Jesus name fire on them, break covenants with them and command them to get out just like the apostles did after Jesus died and left them the holy spirit in the book of Acts.

@courtneyboudreau4284

Жыл бұрын

Terrible

@St1cksz

Жыл бұрын

@@seven7upndown241 I thought this was an actually person with schizo but no, you decided to put the religious bs in the comment just because you want people to follow your christian god.

*uses a laser pointer* “I’m trying to make light of the situation” 💀

@MrPakurfulo

3 жыл бұрын

*points own eye* ouch

@zan5701

3 жыл бұрын

Laser probably can make you blind

@terrifier.x

3 жыл бұрын

Unintentional pun😂

@mpho8018

3 жыл бұрын

good wordplay on his part

@thewokeabout

3 жыл бұрын

Best pun ever

Thanks for doing this. I'm extremely interested in psychology, specifically mental illnesses. I wish there was an easy cure for sufferers like yourself. Keep doing your thing and raising awareness

I almost cried with compassion for this beautiful young man who had to cope with the things he can't control or stop... (((((( It's like living hell... he is scared... and it's always in his head. I am so sorry for you, my friend. And with all that, you are such a courageous guy!!! Please stay strong. ❤

I want to be his friend really badly

@alisonch4619

3 жыл бұрын

oh same!

@anniedzakova6601

3 жыл бұрын

I wish so too

@rafaelchoi6194

3 жыл бұрын

i want to help too so bad but im scared ^^

@tessa1935

3 жыл бұрын

Same 😭

@yulitobing8148

3 жыл бұрын

Yaa, me too..

The fact that you’re aware that you’re having an episode and talking about it is amazing Edit: I have learnt a lot more about schizophrenia since I left this comment. This came from my personal experience and had no ill intent

@Officialtrinn1

3 жыл бұрын

Very amazing 👏

@emmacatherine3960

3 жыл бұрын

Yes it is! That shows amazing strength

@johndude2726

3 жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/e5qCrZiym8uwlM4.html

@coltonsgamingindustry8378

3 жыл бұрын

@@emmacatherine3960 or hes faking for views

@icyu953

3 жыл бұрын

@Antlers Antlers it's just a critical thinking u idiot. If this boy didn't showed any medical certificate "Colton" can say whatever he wants to

Damn man when he said " it told me to kill myself" it broke my heart. Be strong bro youll get over it. That's so scary i cant even imagine what you've been through

@misterfreezer9895

4 ай бұрын

But why voices doing this? I mean trying to harm those people

@Tren261

4 ай бұрын

@@misterfreezer9895 I dunno. I ain't the best person to explain this. I guess it's just some random voices on your mind telling you what to do

watching the whole thing now and this really is so heartbreaking..it’s not even living😞🖤I feel horrible for the people that have to go through things like that. you make me feel less alone🩷stay strong soldier💖

If i hear a voice shout "gotcha" behind me and it's not there, i would genuinely shit my pants. You're a brave, pure and funny human being. Much love man

@abby073

3 жыл бұрын

LMFAOOO RHIS DOMMENT I CANRTT

@jennyrodewald7300

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way! God bless and keep strong. Thank you for sharing.

@petemavus2948

3 жыл бұрын

This is a beautiful young man, I am so sorry this is happening to him I hope this is therapeutic for him and it helps to release the power it has over his thoughts and the shame it can often bring. He loves Enigma...me too Buddy! I'm not really " religious " but when I remember to pray or something touches my heart I'm inspired to do so. May I pray for you?

@myyou7335

3 жыл бұрын

Is it better to listen to his mind or is it better to ignore those? Which one helps the mind?

@petemavus2948

3 жыл бұрын

@Cole Aufdenkamp I don't get it, I thought Abby M was drunk or something

Seeing this helped me understand that there aren't crazy people, just crazy things happening to normal people. I hope he found some peace and tranquility

@suurinappi6298

7 ай бұрын

Sorry, but have you heard of Hitler or Jeffrey Dahmer or any other serial killer or something like that. There are crazy people. (Dunno why I said this I know it's useless)

@lemonosis

7 ай бұрын

⁠​⁠@@suurinappi6298they weren’t crazy they were bad, hitler was evil, not mentally unwell or impaired. “Crazy” is a somewhat impolite term to refer to people who suffer from mental disabilities or disorders.

@jonnycorry5390

7 ай бұрын

There are also crazy people though, this man is not one of them

@datchickshortyrock

6 ай бұрын

The shooter in Maine today killed 22 ppl & hurt plenty others in 3 separate locations. He too was mentally ill. & ex military

@MarioEstevez-re1us

6 ай бұрын

At my pharmacy job there was a woman who would sit and act crazy and then when her schizo drugs were ready she was completely normal. Uh-maz-ing

God bless your soul brother. Nothing else to say but a true WARRIOR. I hope you're keeping up the good fight sir

I'm so sorry you struggle with this. Please don't ever kill yourself!! You seem like an amazing guy. You've got a great personality, funny, friendly, caring & much, much more. Do you take medications for this? Do they help if/when you do? It sounds like you're close to your parents because you said you talk to them about it but if you ever need/want someone just to talk/chat with we could exchange emails, FB messenger, or thru here, although I don't know if we can chat thru here, I've never tried that :) Anyway, you're a very strong & brave guy with lots to offer this world & I wish you more good days than bad. 💕

It disgusts me knowing that there are people out there who would think this is fake.... this poor kid I hope he has a happy life other than this Edit: I understand why people could assume something like this is fake, but I meant like, to just flat out be like “that is so fake” and for some people to actually get mad at it? Horrible, cause you don’t even know if it really is fake or not. And, there are some people who genuinely don’t believe schizophrenia is real. It’s all just horrible

@JackaboiTV

3 жыл бұрын

I’m sure there are people who fake their schizophrenia but I understand what you’re saying

@MASlTAS

3 жыл бұрын

@@JackaboiTV what

@JackaboiTV

3 жыл бұрын

@@MASlTAS what

@AidenTheRealShadowwolf

3 жыл бұрын

@Sugu there really are some crazy attention Whores out there that will say they have this disorder, its more common in narcissistic people I only say this cuz I know of people who faked their disorder

@cletussamboy8650

3 жыл бұрын

It's sad many people wish they had schizophrenia thinking it's like a drug trip or that it's trendy to be mentally ill

I had a friend in high school who was constantly in and out of the hospital for his schizophrenia. Unfortunately, he committed suicide our sophomore year when we were 16. My friends and I are 23 now, and we still talk about him all the time. Such a great kid. Rest In Peace, Avery.

@carolinapires5171

3 жыл бұрын

i am so sorry for your loss... avery is very proud of u♡

@manmeetsingh9242

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my. I’m so sorry😢 No one should have to go through that. I’m very sorry🥺

@averiwigley5969

3 жыл бұрын

Omg that’s my name when i saw that I got scared but Rest In Peace to your friend I bet he was a great guy 💖 and I hope you are doing well

@nadMoZzzg

3 жыл бұрын

Constant hospitalizations look like good cause of suicide no?

@2137papiezgurom

3 жыл бұрын

Rest in peace buddy🥺

Thank you for sharing such difficult content. You are brave and should be commended. I hope that you are in counselling. You're an amazing individual. Kudos!

Thank you so much for your vulnerability. Thank you for putting yourself out to educate people. I hope you know how much this is helping

The look of discomfort on his face saddens me. He is very strong the way he talks him self through it.

@greenjupiter

3 жыл бұрын

❤️

@kaylakeiser5722

Жыл бұрын

Jesus😇

@brookenn4285

Жыл бұрын

Everyone needs to gather together & to wish God (The Creator) Allah and Yahweh, dead! He has been harassing and violently attacking all Schizophrenic & Psychosis patients in their minds including myself. Ask the people for yourself what is effecting us. It's dangerous and deadly! Please share.

@echoyu6107

10 ай бұрын

​@@brookenn4285bro this is not cool dont disrepect a religion even if you think its wrong and I bet you said this to make people go to Christianity but this honestly made me feel more uncomfortable with it or are you just schizophrenic too? Idk but this is just horrible stop no one is going to believe this

@JESUSLOVESYOU033

9 ай бұрын

Jesus Christ loves us unconditionally+eternally!He cares for us so much that He sacrificed Himself on the cross for our sins!God is so good!💗✝️😊

- speaks about communists - 3 minutes later - “i heard an explosion”

@elokohi8138

4 жыл бұрын

Yooooooo Brendan wtf you alright, wishing you and your family good health mate xx

@elokohi8138

4 жыл бұрын

@b33ndon this really is a small world

@FirstnameLastname-dv9wr

4 жыл бұрын

Elo Kohi do you know him irl? 😂

@xaviercvirn

4 жыл бұрын

Hes a prophet 😳

@fundzthakidd8844

4 жыл бұрын

@@xaviercvirn a what?

We have to do better!! This young man and others need us to do better!! I'm sorry. You're a brave and sweet young man. They are still treating this illness the same way with the same meds for 40 + years. We need to do better!! Thank you for sharing yourself with us so we can help learn how to help you!

I’m very happy you posted this my cousin is in the same boat. It started when he went to college. He is different though. Like the old cousin died and this new one emerged. He doesn’t want help and doesn’t believe he has it. I wish he would watch your videos. Just so he understood that he isn’t alone. He lives on the streets in Chicago somewhere now… 😢 I’m glad that you can make these videos so others can understand somewhat of how you guys are when you’re in it.

Why is everyone getting recommended this now. It’s 1 am and this is so scary.

@jakez2810

4 жыл бұрын

Chikinnugjits you still awake? I am 😂

@thecrustyonion5935

4 жыл бұрын

Igs literally 1:00 am exactly

@gnome.1218

4 жыл бұрын

CrustyOnion wtf

@JosHboIthEaweSoMe

4 жыл бұрын

It’s now 1 am for me too wtf

@neebee6392

4 жыл бұрын

Yooo same lmao 😳😳🙄🙄

i hope he's still alive...i lost my brother to suicide in 2010 because of schizophrenia.

@maroonshaded

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for you

@AmiraAmira-wb6wj

3 жыл бұрын

I hope he's not suffering anymore and in a better place 🤝

@MamaWhit87

3 жыл бұрын

He is i just subbed

@sissyofFreemont

3 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for you and your family's loss. I hope your brother is completely at peace. This is such a difficult diagnosis.

@edwardp8927

3 жыл бұрын

@@sissyofFreemont Thank you....

Keep your head phones on and the hope in your heart strong. Youre extremely self aware intelligent and brave. Youre honestly like a breathe of fresh air as much as it was heart breaking to watch. Stay strong❤

Hope this young man is doing good this day and age!

I really want to give him a big hug. He is so strong.

@silaswalgenbach465

4 жыл бұрын

I call you now: big Hugman !

@coraline8023

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah, he is.

@auk8174

4 жыл бұрын

And he is cute af 😊😊😊

@coraline8023

4 жыл бұрын

@@auk8174 agree :D

This guy is so tough mentally. My uncle got schizophrenia and killed himself. Its not easy when you have so much shit going on in your head. Stay strong man. The voices are real but you can fight back.

@veronikahk1826

4 жыл бұрын

i guess you have to take your meds ALL THe TIME

@shadowthefoxpolasik7671

4 жыл бұрын

Well Hot damn! Well No Shit!

@shadowthefoxpolasik7671

4 жыл бұрын

Thats Alllll because of Demons, like i Commented down below the video

@angiedeleon4839

4 жыл бұрын

Towelie Towel my grandfather also committed suicide :’(

@shadowthefoxpolasik7671

4 жыл бұрын

@@angiedeleon4839, WELL POOR YOU

Sadeness is a great song, super informative video, interesting perspective, thank you for uploading.

Oh honey.. your trying to fight it and that takes alot of courage and will power. Thank you for sharing this. God bless you sweetheart

he sounds so sweet and genuine. i just want to be his friend and give him a hug :(

@sayshalove3603

4 жыл бұрын

maxx frrr ❤️❤️❤️

@jewboi419

4 жыл бұрын

maxx it’s fake or not to the extent he is saying.

@mmx3n

4 жыл бұрын

Jesse maness wdym

@yupmo8734

4 жыл бұрын

that kinda sound sus

@chrisrey0018

4 жыл бұрын

hes a nazi look at the flag in the back

It takes some proper mental strength to talk and stay focused on a task during an episode. This dude is so strong I’m impressed

@thequantummechanic1796

3 жыл бұрын

@@khellyjones4855 👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾 BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

@rhondaduncan7228

3 жыл бұрын

He is an amazing person and extremely brave!! Helps to create awareness and stop the stigma!! Hugs 🤗and love to you young man!

@fattocatto8900

3 жыл бұрын

@@thequantummechanic1796 lol

@mirnamisevic1993

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, peoples comments are more scary than him!

@EvaJurisson

2 жыл бұрын

CERN

"I really debate if I should or not" that really made me sad.

@TheTree42069

Ай бұрын

especially since he's such a charming guy, like, he's so strong

I am sending love and saying prayers for your peace. My older brother also has schizophrenia and is now in his 70's. He was lucky enough to have a wonderful doctor who helped him become a sucessful in life. I hate that the voices are telling you to kill yourself, because life can get better. Please hang in there, and seak support when you need it. Also you are very corageous to be so open with your struggles, I doubt I could ever do something like that. Thank you for sharing, and I am sending love and saying prayers!

He seems like a hell of a nice guy. Sorry hes suffering

@Jesuslovesyou0316

2 жыл бұрын

Godbless

@CrownedMeadow

2 жыл бұрын

I agree. He must surely have a great support system in his life to even be able to do this and share it publicly. Seems really smart and level-headed, in spite of the garbage he’s forced to maneuver through in his head. Some people just need a hug and a reminder that it’s not “real”, even though it sure feels like it is. 😔😌💔

@peterbilt6662

2 жыл бұрын

Yo these are demons.Im apranoid at times and sometimes see images of evil monsters comming behind me but i realize that God is with me and i have nothing to fear because Jesus is my homie and he got my back. We are possesed. But when i call on Jesus and read my bible the book of psalms, i start to get my myself back together. Wake up!!

@johayrmacatanong6231

2 жыл бұрын

@@peterbilt6662 Yeah right. Lol

@peterbilt6662

2 жыл бұрын

@@johayrmacatanong6231 whachu mean “yea right lol” bruh cant you see im tryna help others with something that helped me and you think its funny?

I have a friend that has schizophrenia. Whenever he is having an episode, he would focus his attention on the time. He says that focusing on something that grounds him in reality really helps him to be able to stop focusing on what's in his head. Stay strong friend, much love.

@Faerienice

2 жыл бұрын

That wouldn't work for me because I would just tell myself that time is an illusion but I'm glad if it works for others

@ThuggBugg69

2 жыл бұрын

That’s what I do when I’m high as shit, watching a movie helps

@robbdgordon

2 жыл бұрын

@@ThuggBugg69 it works for bad trips for sure

@baka41

2 жыл бұрын

@Spicy_pickle_forlife it's fine to reference something that's in the video you're watching and comment on it. For fucks sake

@Steve76777

2 жыл бұрын

@@robbdgordon ​Is he already on medication? Sometimes meds need to be adjusted. If not, being unmedicated and psychotic means you are a danger to society. Therefore, you should take him to the hospital rather than having a neighbor report him and then the police drag him there. It would be easier to take him there yourself and hopefully he agrees to take the medication. If not, speaking from experience, he will be injected with tranquilizers and locked in a room until he agrees to take them orally. After discharge, he will see a psychiatrist who will manage the medication for most likely the duration of his life but some have gone off successfully with no psychosis later in life. It is an easier route to say "yes" to the medication they offer and then see the psychiatrist. I wish the same for the creator of this video.

I hope all is well for you brother, thank you for sharing your experience

You’re so strong for making such a video and I’m so proud of you for trying to fight this. Much love

Why was everyone recommended this? Interesting to hear though.

@bigcheese2128

4 жыл бұрын

KZread algorithm is weird

@Sara88890

4 жыл бұрын

@@bigcheese2128 True.

@charliecrow6817

4 жыл бұрын

honestly maybe it's the trisha paytas drama that'd getting everyone interested in highly stigmatized mental illnesses?

@bigcheese2128

4 жыл бұрын

@@charliecrow6817 it's certainly getting them to romanticize it which is not a good thing whatsoever

@charliecrow6817

4 жыл бұрын

@@bigcheese2128 true. Trisha's an idiot for even bringing it up

Audio hallucinations are so much worse than visual hallucinations, this poor boy must be tormented.... what a scary thing the human brain is, I hope this kid gets all the help he can

@beezabub06

3 жыл бұрын

Yep! I sometimes hallucinate (most likely a result of a lack of sleep but idk) and I used to hear babies crying. I also recently heard someone say my name from right next to me (I was sat in my room at night, alone) so that was terrifying. In terms of visual hallucinations, one time I woke up face-to-face with a ghost-like person, so either my house is haunted or I should start going to sleep earlier

@Alanna_Llama

3 жыл бұрын

My visual hallucinations are much worse than the auditory ones. Also, I'm not diagnosed with schizophrenia so right now I don't know the source of my hallucinations.

@pasqualesimonelli1513

3 жыл бұрын

@@beezabub06 wow you should contact a doctor or someone that can help you idk, that's strange

@pasqualesimonelli1513

3 жыл бұрын

@@Alanna_Llama same to the comment above

@angrygalamb

3 жыл бұрын

@@beezabub06 I sometimss wake up at night and see my dad staring at me but his face is weird and just... idk why lol hes nice but it freaks me out

Thank you for your bravery and honesty! I wish you nothing but the best and I’m glad you’re still here with us. Please don’t ever harm yourself! You’re such a strong warrior!

Wow, i respect yiu so much for sharing it. I lived with someone who had schizophrenia. This will help others, and hopefully yourself. It's learning how to throw out all negative thoughts and embellish the positives and love. Very difficult. I wish you well

U can literally see the sadness in his eyes

@umi6462

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah :/

@Killer-is2hk

2 жыл бұрын

idk if its sadness or struggle

@ddoobb9829

2 жыл бұрын

@@Killer-is2hk it's not sadness, its totally struggle

@thatdutchguy89

2 жыл бұрын

@@ddoobb9829 i think it's both

@martinmarcinkevic3893

2 жыл бұрын

it's not sadness, you can see he's had it already...

This kid has a enormous amount of strength to even talk about what he's going through. You'll find your happy place soon enough.

@zan5701

3 жыл бұрын

He looks like a teenager

@redlilwitchy6088

3 жыл бұрын

Yes he does...so strong!!

@daddylonglegs69

3 жыл бұрын

@Yeah Right is there really a need to bring up gun control to a video of a tremendously brave teenager lively explaining what he’s going through/seeing/hearing to educate more people on this exact matter on mental illnesses, in this case (schizophrenia). Go sit on a fucking pinecone if you don’t have anything better to do, fucking pathetic.

@yanaantonio42

3 жыл бұрын

@Yeah Right You sound like a toddler. F**k "gun rights". Look at the civilised world. Grow up. Childish mehmehmeh...

@yanaantonio42

3 жыл бұрын

​@Yeah Right *evil laughter*