Sad Multifandom ● You're not really living, you're just existing.

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I wanted to say that if you feel like what’s described in this video, please please please please ask for help. You deserve to get better, and there is always someone, a friend, a relative, or even specialized organisations who can support you. Love to you all, and take care of yourselves, beautiful humans.
Helplines by countries : www.suicide.org/international-...
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Jula Jula Jula Jula Jula. This is our seventh collab, and that’s only counting the one-on-one collabs… I sure hope we never stop. You know how much I love working with you or just talking to you. Thank you so much for making my KZread life brighter ♥
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Watermark & Thumbnail : Jula Misiak
Colouring : SunnyVids
Song : Danny Norbury - This Night is for you and me
Fandoms : American Horror Story, Euphoria, Vampire Diaries, The End Of The F*cking World, Death Parade, Charlotte, Twilight, Riverdale, Killing Eve, Jessica Jones, Penny Dreadful, A Silent Voice (Koe No Katachi), San Junipero (Black Mirror), Humans, Breaking Bad, Ferris Bueller’s Day Off, Cowboy Bebop, Doctor Who, Violet Evergarden, Luther, Black Butler, Requiem for a Dream, Sherlock (BBC), Castle, The Hours, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The 100, Person Of Interest, Will (2017), Skins, Grey's Anatomy, The Legend of Korra, Merlin (BBC), Harry Potter, Fleabag, Gotham, The Handmaid's Tale, He is Psychometric, Infinity War, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood , Dexter, Erased, Outlander, The Good Place
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Пікірлер: 76

  • @1cheness
    @1cheness4 жыл бұрын

    It's so beautiful but at the same time sad as hell, I love that you put that quote from Harry Potter, it's one of my favorite and for me it's true (right after that we have that moment from Cowboy Bebop tho...). A real masterpiece.

  • @adaraaccalia6459
    @adaraaccalia64594 жыл бұрын

    I love all the Azula clips in the video the psychology of her character is beautifully sad

  • @irydionlover
    @irydionlover4 жыл бұрын

    "You can mimic it and I guess you can recognize it in other people but you will never be able to understand love". I can't really say why that quote stings more than others, but it's so true...when you feel like this you pretend all the time for the sake of others to participate in their emotions, but it's like they're all just getting to you muffled. There's always that clear perception of being detached from them to some degree, and it's exhausting. Thank you for this work of art, and for giving a loud voice to the problem somehow. ❤

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this comment ♥ (And just to give credit where it's due, that line was Jula's idea :) )

  • @hyouka6717

    @hyouka6717

    2 жыл бұрын

    This words are just ..... trust

  • @thomasdixon7380

    @thomasdixon7380

    Жыл бұрын

    Where is that quote from?

  • @Wilguo
    @Wilguo4 жыл бұрын

    College applications as a senior making me depressed and this video just hits on a completely different level, trying to get into a top school but feeling worthless at the same time

  • @flaviourbina7531

    @flaviourbina7531

    4 жыл бұрын

    Don't feel that way. There is no reason to, at least that's what I think. I felt pressured, every other student kept getting accepted into these big Universities, others were getting huge scholarships. However in the end, I ended up going to a small College, focused on a Technical Career, and I legitimately feel happy and content. :) so cheer up love. There's always a better road to take. Don't stress. 🌻🌻

  • @Himmelbluete
    @Himmelbluete4 жыл бұрын

    The depth in this video is unbelievable and all the quotes fit so good. I don't know what to feel about it, because it is hauntingly beautiful and different.

  • @AZJYouCantAfford
    @AZJYouCantAfford2 жыл бұрын

    Ever since she left and hurt me... I managed to pick myself up, I fixed my life completely. Yet the loneliness and pain still haunts. What did I do to deserve this curse? Thank you for the upload. Listening to things according to how I feel I find therapeutic. Multifandom even saved me from the deep end many times

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your comment. There's not much I can do, but I am sending you lots of love in these awful times ♥ well done for making it thus far

  • @AZJYouCantAfford

    @AZJYouCantAfford

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MellanClear thank you for your uploads. Keep up the good work

  • @noragubek2465
    @noragubek24654 жыл бұрын

    1:56!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3:54 AANG FANDOOOOOOOOOOM

  • @tonydaarm
    @tonydaarm4 жыл бұрын

    wow. just... wow. this is pure beauty and power and sadness all mixed into one. I am a part of that lost generation, and the older I get, the more I'm starting to feel this way. or, I guess I should say the less I'm feeling at all. this absolutely nailed it. this masterpiece truly is a work of pure art. thank you for this.

  • @musicm1rage623
    @musicm1rage6234 жыл бұрын

    omg you used avatar aang materials thank you

  • @milacuchacovich6046
    @milacuchacovich60463 жыл бұрын

    I am trapped and cursed in a horrible loop. When I feel, I can only feel pain, and I'm scared to get close and hate being alone. I long for that feeling of not feeling at all. But the higher I get, the lower I sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim. The thing is; I don't want the demons to disappear, because they were there for me when no one else was, and because of that, whenever I reach my goal of not feeling at all, I miss the pain, because this numbness is way worse. And I hate how, because teenagers tend to think about dying was, our feeling are dismissed as only temporary, not real, just the age. I'm a teenager, I'm 14, and no one ever took me seriously, because it was "the hormones".

  • @emilyt6116
    @emilyt61164 жыл бұрын

    I'm going through a rough time right now and I really needed this, so thank you. Some might find it triggering, but I feel comfort in knowing that a lot of other people in the world have similar emotions/thoughts and, or, are in the same kind of situation that I'm in right now.

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm glad you didn't personally find it triggering, I was a bit scared of that, I really didn't want people to watch if it'd make them feel worse ♥️

  • @beyahscrocheting
    @beyahscrocheting Жыл бұрын

    staying for my mum , i cannot put her through that pain , while i’m living the pain , everyday

  • @wolfsbanealphas617
    @wolfsbanealphas6174 жыл бұрын

    You my friend have a gift

  • @matthewmartinez3199
    @matthewmartinez31994 жыл бұрын

    This might be the greatest Same Day Recommendation from KZread I've ever got! I need to remember this video and carry on me for a while at least. THANK YOU

  • @riat9
    @riat94 жыл бұрын

    I forgot I subscribed, but I most definitely didn't regret having done so, keep up the great work.

  • @Sasu123456789x1
    @Sasu123456789x14 жыл бұрын

    Perfection, this is beautiful yet also bittersweet! 🖤 I feel this video so much

  • @Geert_Stradmeijer
    @Geert_Stradmeijer4 жыл бұрын

    Wondeful, amazing summeries of movies. I feel inspired

  • @mynameisdom72
    @mynameisdom724 жыл бұрын

    Damn..

  • @penthesilee9637
    @penthesilee96374 жыл бұрын

    This is so beautiful, I was waiting for this for days and now it is. I love the way you both made it. I can feel the despair of those characters, it's so intense ! What a great work ! I love your collab, I'm sure you will continue to make so wonderful vid together ! Thanks for your work

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you sweetie

  • @j.karsch5432
    @j.karsch54324 жыл бұрын

    thanks

  • @animejan
    @animejan4 жыл бұрын

    Wow this is so Amazing ;o i only can say wow 😀

  • @illagray1881
    @illagray18814 жыл бұрын

    I’m first year on university n I struggling to find financial to support my studying it suffocating me that I’m like a burden to my family cause we don’t have money plus this quarantines makes my parents loss works

  • @SunnyVids
    @SunnyVids4 жыл бұрын

    I'm way late but I finally got to watch this and I am stunned by it. So emotional and powerful.

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much ♥ A viewer is never late nor is she early. She arrives precisely when she means to

  • @evilqueen9844
    @evilqueen9844 Жыл бұрын

    I love your show choices a lot of them are not used often and I love that

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much!

  • @aylaheselwood5828
    @aylaheselwood58283 жыл бұрын

    idk how this doesn’t have more views

  • @martyna1628
    @martyna16283 жыл бұрын

    Masterpiece

  • @LashaCTD
    @LashaCTD4 жыл бұрын

    man that shape of voice scene :O

  • @jesterboongaling6174
    @jesterboongaling61743 жыл бұрын

    This is reality it’s not all happiness and rainbows it all about cruelty, loneliness, sadness, and misfortune.

  • @QwuithLordDartox
    @QwuithLordDartox4 жыл бұрын

    This might just be the most beautiful you have ever made!!!!! Thank you so much for this magnificent work of Art! Any chances you are planning on making similar videos in the near future?

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you ! Working with Jula always creates magic ! I'd say I have a multifandom about acute sensitivity planned (kind of the exact opposite theme of here I guess) but my list of projects is soooo long that I have no idea of when I am going to do this

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oh and another one about going deep into your mind, towards the repressed stuff and madness, but same thing, I have no idea when. And this one will be on a French song so it might turn people off

  • @lyynsoyev6944
    @lyynsoyev69444 жыл бұрын

    2020 and still broken and empty maybe 2021 will give me some reason

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hope it will. Sending you love ♥

  • @someoneusedtobe6655
    @someoneusedtobe66554 жыл бұрын

    i dont know i was subscribed. We arent first or last "lost" generation, so its fine. Video is fine too.

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's a cycle indeed

  • @julyfranco6231
    @julyfranco6231 Жыл бұрын

    That was great. So much pain, sometimes feeling is so hard. What is the name of the show that opens the video with the audio/narrative?

  • @chetanbawaskar6371
    @chetanbawaskar6371 Жыл бұрын

    👏

  • @lucaaz14
    @lucaaz144 жыл бұрын

    Do you feel like this? Mellan clear

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oh, I felt something of the sort years ago ! My life is great now ;) I hope yours is too ♥

  • @Madementaiment369
    @Madementaiment369 Жыл бұрын

    they are lying to themselves pain exists

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    Жыл бұрын

    no one said it doesn"t?

  • @maseehbelgami
    @maseehbelgami4 жыл бұрын

    What's the series where they keep telling her she doesn't know what love is??

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    There's a mix of several shows here, can you give me time stamp so that I can help you?

  • @lizettt
    @lizettt4 жыл бұрын

    Amazing video! Can somebody write down the fandoms?

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    As always, everything is in the description... There is a Google Doc link

  • @lizettt

    @lizettt

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@MellanClear oh, i see it now! Thanks! 😍

  • @youtuber5669
    @youtuber5669 Жыл бұрын

    Sherlock Merlin Gotham American horror story fullmetal Alchemist brotherhood the vampire diaries those are the clips i recognize

  • @bramverberne5051
    @bramverberne50514 жыл бұрын

    But. I don't understand.

  • @shadowdragon1248
    @shadowdragon12484 жыл бұрын

    Where is the girl talking in the beginning from? What show?

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    American Horror story: Covenant

  • @robertortega3137
    @robertortega31374 жыл бұрын

    Therefore every scribe instructed concerning the kingdom of heaven is like a householder who brings out of his treasure things new and old.BTW i didn't watch 2 minutes in because i saw a million good qualities and the video focused on generalizing 1

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    What are you talking about? I don't understand...

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    Are you saying that the video should have explored the theme more ? If so,what would you have liked to see ?

  • @Scully818
    @Scully8183 жыл бұрын

    you forgot Quintin Clearwater

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    3 жыл бұрын

    I didn't. I put what I wanted to put

  • @Sonnentau1
    @Sonnentau14 жыл бұрын

    I hear mimimi

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    4 жыл бұрын

    I didn't know that phrase, I've learned something today, thanks

  • @Sonnentau1

    @Sonnentau1

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@MellanClear

  • @williamwendling8626
    @williamwendling8626 Жыл бұрын

    What anime is 03:47?

  • @MellanClear

    @MellanClear

    Жыл бұрын

    Violet Evergarden

  • @williamwendling8626

    @williamwendling8626

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @WhiteAzn25
    @WhiteAzn254 жыл бұрын

    I wish you would have used dubbed anime so everything was in English. But still fantastic