I started editing this video back in the summer during a difficult period of my life. I have had ups and downs, but I have returned to that state more than once. Multifandoms is difficult for me. I often don't have many of the excerpts and TV shows that I need. I spent a lot of resources looking for the right frames and phrases, and I FINALLY FINISHED IT! I wanted to post a video before the new year, even if it is depressing. So here it is. If you want to support me: www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=X82KMPDW79KHL or thornyroze13@gmail.com

"Some people fake their deaths, I'm faking my life"

@jessiea4250

8 ай бұрын

Same

Everyday felt like the same, no meaning, the whole world was moving, feeling stuck like you don't exist. It was just a shitty cycle, it still is anyway

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

😢😢Sad to hear it..

the way i saw myself in every second of this... amazing edit!

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you

this is my whole day routine,never changes, i am really sad like i don't have even a buddy left to talk

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

😢😢Maybe you can find someone here?

just wow, this must have been so much work to accomblish. such a brilliant multifandom

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you 🤍

Wow, this is amazing. You really made a very realistic and emotional video. One of the best multifandom videos I've ever watched.

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 😇

Woah! So emotional! Don't even wanna imagine how much work went into this. But it was worth it! I loved it

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you 🤍 Surprisingly, videos based on real experiences are made easier. Miraculously I found what I needed))

Wow! This is masterfully edited. I love the way you put all the pieces together. Everything flows right. I love how some scenes complete each other with movements even if they’re from different stuff (e.g. 1:43-1:45). I’m just, wow! And I love the story this video tells. It feels so raw, real, personal. Those words resonate with me so much. I related to this. I felt understood. Great great work ❤️

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for so many nice words 😇🤍

2 years later, after being in, what i thought was the most inescapable and tormenting periods, of the short life that i have lived so far, it all just found a way to catch up back to me. i thought it was getting better, and i was, but i dont know anymore this is beautiful. thank you

This video literally describes my life and has all the right videos and examples off what I’m dealing with that’s why I love this video and why I relate to it!❤️

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you get better 🤍

I’ve never seen something so accurate, thanks for all your work.

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Это видео-олицетворение жизни многих из нас. Это так прескорбно осознавать. Каждый день одно и тоже. И к сожалению выхода нет. Кроме тебя самого никто и не сделает праздника для себя же самого, не подарит позитивные эмоции😓😔

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

К сожалению, да. Существование, когда уже ничто не радует и не можешь себя вытащить, ужасно... Согласна про праздники

I appreciate the work and editing you've done here!

@ThornyRose13

8 ай бұрын

Thank you!

I literally saw myself in the whole video like everything I am doing everyday and feeling

This video is a completely masterpiece, thank you.

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

Thank you 🤗

This is so underrated omg this is the best thing I've seen in a long while good job

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Это видео просто невероятно передаёт состояние, в котором я нахожусь 😭 Одновременно грустно, и при этом какое-то облегчение испытываешь после просмотра))) Я так рада, что ты закончила это видео и я наконец-то увидела его с субтитрами 😁 А параллелей столько, что аж дух захватывает от их количества)))) Всё так динамично и каждый кадр идеально выходит из другого 😍😍😍 p.s. Я теперь тоже буду мечтать сделать что-то подобное))

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Спасибо за помощь и поддержку тебе 🤍 и за приятные слова)) давай делай и оставь это состояние в творчестве. От этого легче становится

This is a really powerful video. Thank you for sharing.

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

😇Thank you

This is absolutely amazing

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

This is ART!

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Perfect. That's the word I can think of about this edit.

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Создать что то децствительно необычное и новое, это действительно очень сложно. Переплетение параллелей восхитительно, это твое мастерство. Осень напоминает атмосферу 2015 года, если не ошибаюсь. Очень многие делали видео на такие "базовые" темы. Темы о чувствах, человеческих эмоциях. Но здесь, в этом видео, совершенно новый и свежий взгляд на такую социальную проблему. Я получила удовольствие при просмотре. С новым годом, с нетерпением жду новых работ🧡💛💜

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Спасибо большое 🤍 когда идёт от жизни и души, всегда выходит что-то очень личное и проникновенное, такие видео западали всегда в душу, особенно очень жизненные и многим близкие, сколько таких я пересмотрела))), хотя порой даже не поймёшь бывает, что человек вложил и в каком он состоянии. спасибо за поздравление)) С Новым годом, спасибо, что вы с нами, как грится 😄🤗🌹

"I don't wanna do this anymore"

@sad6368

2 жыл бұрын

Same 🥺

This is so touching!! I can feel everything - and you notice that the person who edited this did really feel this, too. I love it💙

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you 🌹

That was a really good one , thank u

Amazing work, it's art 🎉

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

🤍

I would pay with my life so I just can just watch it all over like it was the first time

Такая фундаментальная работа. Мне очень понравилось. Рефлексия в чистом виде. Не грустно. Совсем. ПОНЯТНО. Абсолютно. Спасибо за творчество. Оно спасает. И отдельное спасибо за секундное упоминание Бонни Беннет. 🎭

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Спасибо! 🌹 И правда спасает, когда можешь вылить все в творчество и найти тех, кому тоже это близко

@by_kate.

2 жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 Да! Согласна. Наш монтаж в чём-то это один из вариантов вкусной пилюли от горького послевкусия происходящего.

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

@@by_kate. красиво сказано)

wow I'm speechless 😍😍

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

🤍

I hate getting out of bed as soon as I get out of my house everyday is ruined and is made 10x worse. I'm always so angry especially with my family why the hell can't they just leave me the hell alone. I just want to get as far away from where I work and live and just live with my friends. But so far my life is fucking shit and has been ever since I left college.

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

It's sad to hear that. Hold on. Try to understand what will please you and what you need to do for this. Find something that will energize you.

@hamishkay3010

Жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 Yeah but nothing will get better I'm so used to being depressed dude

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

@@hamishkay3010 How long has this condition been? Might be worth asking for help?

@hamishkay3010

Жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 I need to get away from my family and not see them anymore. They are the main reason I am depressed. To be honest I've always been depressed. I don't need help I'm so so used to being depressed dude.

@Hersongcord

Жыл бұрын

This is so accurate. It's like a mirror image of my life. I'm angry and tired all the time. Everyday is blurred now. And my family, my family that has always been there for me. They irritate me so much by not understanding, that I push and push them away. I yell, "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" but it does nothing. I often daydream of running away into the sunset. Fresh start for me, where I can be whoever I want to be. But I'm too "lazy", to actually do anything... No, I'm mentally and physically drained. When I wake up, I look into the mirror and say, "It's getting worse, isn't?"

I hate it when I feel this way, am like so sad i cry myself to sleep so tired emotionally exhausted

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

😢It's so sad to hear it. Hold on! Everything will be alright after time 🤍

Потрясающее видео!!

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Благодарю 😇

I am a big failure. It hurts i wish I could stop

Jenna Coleman in The Cry?? I haven't seen many clips of that in edits!!

Hell of a job!

This just explains the way I think but can't say that I can't I just want to shout but I can't

This video's completely depict my situation wana end everything

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

I understand you... You're not alone, remember. Hold on, this is a difficult period. But... There is an exit. I believe that everything will work out. As they say: everything passes and it will pass

@blinksg8480

2 жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 hoping same just wana get out of this and get some peace

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

Understand..

Some people fake their death, I'm faking my life

Feel the same

@ThornyRose13

2 жыл бұрын

It's sad to hear it... Hope things get better.

0:01 the hardest part of every day is 0:04 just getting out of bed 0:06 i lay there thinking about 0:10 all the things i have to get done 0:13 i imagine it all in my mind 0:16 and 0:17 one by one i 0:19 fail 0:21 at everything 0:22 i wanted a different life 0:25 and why didn't you do something about it 0:27 this isn't living i tried every day is 0:30 the same nothing ever seemed to change 0:33 i get up woke up every day getting ready 0:35 for work took a shower 0:38 drove in the same traffic to work 0:41 went 0:42 home went to sleep 0:45 woke up again

I'm so close to giving up, I don't have anyone and I'm on the edge of the abyss and he's calling, maybe it's like that for some right, just another nobody, who cares? 😕

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

You are the most important person to yourself. You always have you!

What was the show/movie with Elizabeth Olsen ??

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

WandaVision

😭

2:52 which movie (the Anne Hathaway movie) ?

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

I already answered you in your previous comment.

What the film's name ?

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

Which one? More than one movie/series used here

What series is 0:11

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

WandaVision (with Elizabeth Olsen) or The Сry (with Jenna Coleman)

@jasknight3806

Жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 thank you, probably Wanda vision (:

2:52 which Movie?

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

Modern Love 1x03

2:56 which movie and name?

@ThornyRose13

Жыл бұрын

The Cry (TV show)

@aybenimgecesenin6241

Жыл бұрын

@@ThornyRose13 thank you💖

Those without God can't make sense why their world is falling apart.