National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Okay, guys, a past few weeks I've been seeing a lot of heartbreaking comments about suicide attempts, so please, everyone - pushing you into that decision is not what I wanted when I was editing this vid. It's hard to read that kind of stuff, especially if you decided it after watching my video. I know it's difficult, I know it's hard, but no matter what - your life is important, there's always people around you that will help. Please, don't give up, give your life another chance. You are important and loved more than you know. If you need help you can text me directly to my email - the1black1cancer@gmail.com or here's National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Stay strong, my loves. I love you. You are matter.

@quandaledingle2183

4 жыл бұрын

Actions speak louder than words. Stop pretending like you give an actual fuck. Suicide prevention my ass

@skxgrndr

4 жыл бұрын

@@quandaledingle2183 chill out, dude. What else can I do exactly? I'm here in all hands to help not to fight

@quandaledingle2183

4 жыл бұрын

@@skxgrndr sorry

@thatswhatshesaid8618

4 жыл бұрын

@@quandaledingle2183 sounds like u want to feel somtingh but u dont so u gotta get the Attention from people

@jex4371

4 жыл бұрын

@@thatswhatshesaid8618 you shut up and people do suicide bcs of people like you who do shit and talk like they know whats going on in other people lifes you need to stop

"I speak, at least I think I speak." chills

@alyssabrown4559

4 жыл бұрын

I felt this 😕

@black_legend9308

3 жыл бұрын

U wanna know what they mean by that I freaking type I'm depressed, I need your help to youtube whatsapp BUT NEVER SEND IT.

@robdaniels78

3 жыл бұрын

I totally get you... I'm a long term silent sufferer of bipolar... Undiagnosed but so obvious

@backchodhaihum8429

2 жыл бұрын

@@robdaniels78 mate ....be strong .i know these words don't help...but try to be strong....survival is the only option

@robdaniels78

2 жыл бұрын

@@backchodhaihum8429 thank you

I'm tired man. No one hears me you know.

@eloisedurantet5424

6 жыл бұрын

twdprincess I do My facebook is Lucie Sanhna And you Can come talk to me about whatever you want whenever you want ❤ You're not alone ❤

@claudiaanggreacia9942

5 жыл бұрын

Me too

@violetruth4122

5 жыл бұрын

I wish I could talk about how I feel even when I feel like crying I laugh and make jokes so they don’t think I’m weak , I only cry when I’m in my room 😂

@chipshero7691

4 жыл бұрын

@@violetruth4122 huh

@swetasubedi9444

4 жыл бұрын

clodapets I am there

" I'm here, why isn't that enough?" oof deep..

@ariendapuspajingga4995

4 жыл бұрын

What movie is??

@jennifer-xj9hd

4 жыл бұрын

Arienda Jingga it’s from the show fear of the walking dead

I dont know if im actually depressed, sometimes I just have this mentalbreakdowns and cry, I think its called sadness I dont know

@thea1130

4 жыл бұрын

Me too. I cry myself to sleep almost everyday

@Mickey-rf7er

4 жыл бұрын

🥺

@neylaka

4 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way... I mean, there are days I am fine, really everything is okay. But there are days where I'm just crying, again and again, I want to give up. I think I'm just sad but for no specific reason so that's kind of strange... Idk if you understand me but I just hope you are fine and you passed through this and feel better now

@smritikhatri2187

4 жыл бұрын

Neylaka I feel you bro! I hope you’re fine too❤️

@thediaryofkp

4 жыл бұрын

Julicu 124 I feel the same but I don't know the reason

I'm just sitting here rethinking my life choices

@Adrian-is3mg

7 жыл бұрын

Floriane Jean same same just regretting everything 😔

@Maureen-sc7xt

7 жыл бұрын

Adrian Ramirez Don't regret what happened in the past. You can't change it either way.

@saffronrijnders77

4 жыл бұрын

Floriane Jean I’m here because of my life choices

@nataliewangeci4007

4 жыл бұрын

If I could only take it back 😭😭

@asjakurtovic3366

4 жыл бұрын

U want to talk?

"Its the same fucking day every day." relatable.

@LefftyJoozou

7 жыл бұрын

Yeah.. I think I'm a mess too..

@MickeyLissey

7 жыл бұрын

MrKevz i hate how many people feel this way...

@T-Bone93

7 жыл бұрын

tomorrow ill kill myself... tomorrow... tomorrow... and somehow i survive every day like that

@internationallosers7845

7 жыл бұрын

MrKevz Imma kill myself xx

@ameenahw6843

7 жыл бұрын

International Losers don't .

5 years…5 years and I’m still stuck watching this…it never ends for some of us

@xGhostx697

Жыл бұрын

I thought I got better…. I knew this shit won’t ever leave. This time it’s real bad.

@lowbin

Жыл бұрын

We cursed

@priyankasarkar1987

Жыл бұрын

5 fucking yrs and I m exactly in same place

@acio.

Жыл бұрын

6 years. 2,149 days. And it still hurts just as much as day one, maybe even more.

@seyera2468

Жыл бұрын

It'll never go away ...and no one can't do anything to prevent whats gonna happen next.

No one notices your sadness No one notices your tears No one notices your pain But they all notice your mistakes

@PepegaGameplayChannel-tz9gz

8 ай бұрын

That's how life is get used to it.

@andrewnugent6207

8 ай бұрын

I am@@PepegaGameplayChannel-tz9gz

I don't know who I am, I don't know what I want to be, maybe my time here is done.

@Maureen-sc7xt

7 жыл бұрын

Hey Its Magiik No, your time is not done! Just fight for your will to live.

@lanakanu2460

7 жыл бұрын

Hey its Magiik life is all about finding out who you are and what are you doing ❤️ your time is not over Please

@callmemagiik8705

7 жыл бұрын

Lara Banana 2 months later and I'm getting a lot better, thank you❤ both of you❤

@lanakanu2460

7 жыл бұрын

Hey its Magiik thats amazing Im seeing that comment just now so im sorry But im really happy for you ❤️❤️❤️

@callmemagiik8705

7 жыл бұрын

IchBinBlau 43 I couldn't agree more! Life's too short, enjoy it while you can❤❤

you know it’s bad again when you come back to these to try to feel

@whitewolf3049

Жыл бұрын

Unreal how much I can relate to this ^

I watch this once in a while. It makes me remember where I've been mentally. Glad this doesn't hit close to home anymore. It gets better, who ever is reading this. I promise.

@briankwiatkowski8172

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@saraagostinho8951

4 жыл бұрын

I am so happy to know that you are better now 😍

@lilahstahl1715

4 жыл бұрын

Does it though....?I’ve been depressed since I was like 8 and I’m 11 now and it’s gotten worse....I’ve kinda given up hope

@Sarah-gr4pl

4 жыл бұрын

I wish so bad it would get better and that ur right but it’s been so many years and it never did. Im glad you are happy now, but maybe it’s not for everyone...

@bajablastzeroaddict4671

4 жыл бұрын

no it doesn't

*“i’m here, why isn’t that enough?”*

im here why isnt that enough? im crying so bad rn oml this was so amazing.. thank you for this

@xX3liT35c0P3sXx

7 жыл бұрын

sleepingwithpiløts what show/movie?

@nubianka4078

7 жыл бұрын

xX3liT35c0P3sXx fear the walking dead I think

@jensh2353

6 жыл бұрын

I just live for friends and family so I don't hurt them with my disappearence I feel you.

@thisalhanss

3 жыл бұрын

reading this comment four years later after you posting it. hopefully it will. i hope so

Someday, I'll get away from this

@Izabella.N

5 жыл бұрын

How are you now? ❤

@kerrybecker4486

4 жыл бұрын

Johny O'blivion yea I said the same thing to myself 3yrs ago 😪

@brandonlai8029

4 жыл бұрын

I'm here feeling fucked

@hel2727

4 жыл бұрын

@@brandonlai8029 same here, buddy. It's gonna be alright.

@nightingale1208

4 жыл бұрын

Johny O'blivion yeah, I’ve been saying that for 3 years bud

I already knew 2020 will never be better. Its gonna be the same, like every year before. I'm still a loser, barely holding on. Gosh, people won't even surprise if I kill myself. I'm sorry dear self . . .

@gameboinaz6946

4 жыл бұрын

Dam... That almost made me cry from that similar feeling... But you're right.

@syasyaj4057

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah me tooo n feels useless... But when u think u never be enough please listen to this song then u will feel much better kzread.info/dash/bejne/oY6qraylYc6xaMo.html😊

@umairramzan1991

4 жыл бұрын

@@drugs.. Happy birthday buddy. Know it probably dont feel like it now but one day your gonna find something or someone you love and everything is gonna change, trust me. You just keep holding on and when everything does change whatever troubles you face then wont be half as hard as what you been through

@bidesntumba8571

4 жыл бұрын

Please don't. We could talk. You are important. Amazing and different and I know the feeling of nobody understanding. I've felt it it's hard I know but please stay alive it will be ok

@quentinlomelino1007

4 жыл бұрын

Ik how u feel

I thought I was getting better but why am I back to watch these again I can't even cry watching them anymore it's so numb it's so empty 3 years and 6 months still hoping it would go away

The voicemail message is so heartbreaking

@everettfanor1989

4 жыл бұрын

That literally my life. Lonely guy with no friends and never had a girlfriend

@ieh6

3 жыл бұрын

@Mr. Aizat are you alive ?

im just gonna wait till i’m older. that’s what i tell myself i guess? i think i just tell myself it’ll get better so then maybe i’ll trick myself into making it? i’m gonna wait... yeah.

@oceanstaiga5928

3 жыл бұрын

Worked for me so far. I'm 20 now. Always tell myself just wait another year.

@black_legend9308

3 жыл бұрын

Well I'm trying it I'm getting good at others eyes but in mine I'm a mess

@delicious9930

3 жыл бұрын

It does get much better. I was depressed every day from 15 to around 25. You will feel better, believe me friend

@liv4833

3 жыл бұрын

@@black_legend9308 holy shit that hits deep

I’m a mess, I don’t understand the way I feel, I don’t know, I can’t explain it.... I’m tired that’s all I know I’m tired....

@Varillah

4 жыл бұрын

I know exactly how this is. I can’t explain my situation because it’s so bizarre & even if I do talk someone I’m afraid of being judge & being asked what is wrong with you. Even if my situation doesn’t make sense to others, what I go through makes sense to me or least I think it does. But even if it scares me cuz I don’t know how to let it go

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

I’m tired as well... or so many things... but you and I, we are fighters. We are strong. We will live!

"but no one hears me..I've said enough"

I found this video a few days ago and wanted to leave a comment to say that this was absolutely beautiful and just heartbreaking. I've been watching this a little on repeat for the past few days and I can relate a lot to it. Thanks for making it, you're a brilliant editor.

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

Omg, this literally made my day, seriously, thank you so much for this, I really appreciate your feelings and the fact that you write this touching comment!

“But no one hears me.”

@adyaadrian

4 жыл бұрын

Try saying it again...... this time people will

“I speak but no one hears me..” 💔

@kaitlynsvlogs7447

3 жыл бұрын

Lis Dunec are you feeling better know I need hope that it gets better

I am not English, but I understand the sadness of these words. This is really good work. From france (sorry for the mistakes)

@maryannken7974

7 жыл бұрын

_lola _ I know it has been 5 months but you do not have to apologize for trying to speak another language. Like that takes so much time and everything good for you.

@swetasubedi9444

4 жыл бұрын

06 _lola_ thats ik

@paisen4465

4 жыл бұрын

Literally no mistakes

@titiadams8300

4 жыл бұрын

I’m so jealous of people that speak French it’s so beautiful 😍

@lola6w

4 жыл бұрын

Wow it's been 3 years and I really didn't know my message blow up this much, thanks you u all! 🥺

okay, now my father is gone and I'm totally fucked up...

@Lashtonafi

7 жыл бұрын

Oh my god I am so sorry to hear that:( I can't imagine what you're going through rn.I'm here if you ever wanna talk.Please stay strong❤️

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you both...

@totsteekay

7 жыл бұрын

The Skygrounder oh god I'm really sorry for your loss. :( stay strong beautiful. 💙

@ellenh3266

7 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss 😔 Stay strong! And even if it doesn't feel like it, you're gonna be okay sweetie ❤️

@ItsDanaKy

7 жыл бұрын

The Skygrounder im so sorry for your loss. stay strong please 💚

I fucking love this edit so so so much, I genuinely watch it everyday. It's so beautiful, you should be so proud, like wow❤️

@rajgill2662

5 жыл бұрын

me 2

i needed this , this is exactly what am feeling,

Constantly live in fear and overthinking, shit its kills me

GUYS, PLEASE CHECK THIS BEFORE START ASKING ABOUT VOICE OVER/SONG/MOVIE/TV SHOW I started answered to the same questions, so I decided to write ALL FANDOMS WITH TIMELINE FIRST, voice over at the start is from the song "Never Alone" by The Amity Affliction (link kzread.info/dash/bejne/fJWEx7p-o7OTp7g.html) SECOND, song after the voice over is "Never" by Young And Dramatic (link kzread.info/dash/bejne/pXtlrdKwhKbQdtY.html) And the last one ALL FANDOMS WITH TIMELINE: Kill Your Darlings ( 00:00 - 00:09, 00:48 - 00:50, 1:03 - 1:12) Remember Me ( 0:10 - 0:12, 0:39 - 0:44, 0:50 - 0:51, 1:48 - 1:56) Orphan Black ( 0:33 - 0:36, 0:54 - 0:58, 1:01 - 1:02, 1:45 - 1:47, 2:10 - 2:26) Requiem For A Dream ( 0:13 - 0:16, 0:29 - 0:32) Mr. Nobody ( 0:17 - 0:19, 0:52 - 0:53, 1:13 - 1:16, 1:39 - 1:44) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind ( 0:20 - 0:24, 0:45 - 0:47, 0:59 - 1:00) Sucide Room ( 0:25 - 0:28, 0:37 - 0:38) Chatroom ( 1:17 - 1:24, 1:57 - 2:04) Scream ( 1:28 - 1:38) Fear The Walking Dead ( 2:05 - 2:09) The Fault In Our Stars ( 1:25 - 1:27) If you've read all of this GOD BLESS YOU

@nbcsm9128

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks!

@HarryPotter-hn9og

7 жыл бұрын

The Skygrounder h

@lisap-w593

7 жыл бұрын

The Skygrounder thank you (god bless you too haha) now i'v got so many movies to watch omg

@user-ci4hm3wy2g

7 жыл бұрын

can i just ask... what police did you use at the beginning?

@bubbeline8217

7 жыл бұрын

whats the films names?

I don't remember what it's like to be sad anymore... Just numb.

"I speak, at least I think I speak." felt that

I tried my best. To be nice and kind to everyone but I always find myself alone and betrayed. I lost all the people I thought where my friends. I tried every shit, alcohol and drugs. But I just end up crying or passed out. I think of ending all this once and for all, but there is this voice which always says why and for whom.

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

suraj nath, I too always try to be nice and kind. I too am alone and betrayed. You and I, we are survivors. We are strong! We give others happiness because we don’t want them to feel our pain. So, believe it or not, people need you! They do, they’re just too scared to admit it right now. But they need you more than they need anybody else!

This is perhaps one of the best multifandom videos I've ever seen omg, wow. I'm speechless. You captured the perfect amount of emotion seriously, wow. There's some awesome transitions in there too that I noticed, like the drinking part. Well done :) Definitely subscribed, I can't wait to see more!

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

Сomments like yours motivate me so much, so thank you, seriously, you make me feel important for some reasons :) Thank you again!

That clip of that girl screaming under water - that’s how I feel like every day man.

Anyone havin a whole war in there head, giving up vs keep going, and keep going is slowly losing

If only I can donate my life to someone deserving.

I read all these comments and Im crying. People answer to each other and maintain each other. That makes me feel better. That gives me a hope. I love you, guys❤️

Despite all of this, sleep is my escape, even tho when u wake up that's shit is coming back again.

All I know is it's getting worse as year passes by. Crying over same wounds , laughing over sadness , embracing the loneliness. I desperately wish to have control knowing I will be ruined if I don't but it's just so hard. So I sleep away my problems.

Recently I've been going through one of the hardest parts of my life and I've just felt so down and anxious... This video sort of captures every emotion I've been feeling this last year. This edit is truly fantastic! Keep up the great work

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!

What a video... (First I am French so my English might be weird sometimes. Sorry for it) This explains my mind right now, so well. I am depressed. I only dream nightmares I live the same day everyday. I don't like myself. I have no confidence and it sucks. I have dreams, a lot. I want to be real. And I want my dreams to be real. If there's someone who reads this, keep reading because you may feel as destroyed as me... I'm going out that black place called depression because I want my dreams to come true, because I want to like myself and to know that I'm able to do things and that I'm not only that 'big shit I think I am'. My comment really is messy, I am sorry about it but it only follows my thoughts. Just want to remind you some things: We all see the same moon, sleep under the same stars, breathe the same air. We all have different skills and talents. But we all have. We all are able to dream our life and live our dreams. Do you see, that cloud that comes out your mouth when it's cold outside, while breathing, and that just makes your vision blurry? Think about it. Now, realise that when the hot days come, you don't see that blurrying cloud. The temperature represents your spirit and your mind. It's not a very good methaphore probably. But I thought about that while walking under our stars in the cold night. The first person we should love is ourselves. You cannot move on and be loved sincerely if you don't think that you are a good person, I guess. We just have to keep in mind that there always is a light in the obscurity. Just trust in you. You are an incredible person. With qualities. With beauty. With dreams. With a life to be lived. You can be whoever you want to be. Just believe in yourself. Nothing can stop you, except your own. Make all the chances together to finally reach the stars and be the one you want to be. It may means nothing but... We just have to believe in us. We should stop judging the others, but supporting them instead. It's not reality, unfortunately. Or fortunately. After all, if sorrow wouldn't exist, what would happiness be? Just to remind you that, even if your life's complicated and hard, be tough. For me, it's just my dad who has a problem but doesn't want to see it. And he destroys me without really realising it. But anyway. We just have to keep on living. I'm not speaking about surviving. I'm speaking about living. Living an awaken dream. Just that. Try to go through the darkness and fly to the sky. As they say, Sky is the limit. Know that you are not alone. You always have people by your side. Here to listen to you. To comfort you. To advice you a good music to feel better. And yeah, there are some shadows in the light too. But it's life. Know also that you are the only one who can change your life. So yeah, if you wanna quit that daily life, which is getting boring, only you can find an escape. Be hopefull and happy. Keep on smiling. Live. And dream.

@justaagirll1419

5 жыл бұрын

i feel as destroyed as you.

@pasdenom1153

5 жыл бұрын

@@justaagirll1419Hey, you may never see this, but I am the one who wrote that text. I totaly forgot about it, I was totaly fucked up at that time. I noticed many English mistakes btw lol Anyway This may mean nothing to you. But trust me, read it this you can cause I want to give you hope. I was in a tough depression. I used to be depressed. It went on for more than a year. I cried reading that text because, the one who wrote this, the one who felt this way... That wasn't me. It broke my heart and brought me back then, there, crying until I had no tears left. Look, I went to a therapist, it wasn't so helpful (at least not for me), but just, tell people about how you are feeling because there ARE people to help you out. You are never alone. When I wrote that text I never thought I would be the one I currently am. One morning, I just woke up and thought, "I can't keep on living like this." And so I tried. I fought my own mind and people were also here to help me. At first it was so unsteady. I was always breaking down so I thought my depression would never end. But after 6 months of hard work and people around me and positivity, I finally managed to reach a steady state. And you know what's the best? I am even a better me than who I used to be before being depressed. I am getting self confident I finally am feeling what self love and esteem means. The guy I love loves me back, I have many projects that I wanna pursue... Yes, in the beginning the break downs happened quite often. But now they are REALLY rare and I am so happy about this. I wish you the best only and if you ever need to talk I am here ❤

@handasan7251

5 жыл бұрын

Basically my life the same as yours. I have depression and everything here. Im ruined. I had enough inspirations none worked. What I feel is just darkness and emptiness.

@shrigodjigar1921

5 жыл бұрын

😅👍

@sophiabeebeeboo4579

4 жыл бұрын

That was maddening. And raw. And honest. And beautiful. And hopeful. All at the same time. Thank you for taking the time to write all of this down. My favourite line from everything you write is, “Without sorrow, what happiness would there be?” I love that. I love this whole thing. You are very brave to write this all down. I too have gone through a time in my life where I believed I was depressed. I was not clinically diagnosed but last year it went on for almost the whole year where I felt down for no reason all the time. I stayed in bed longer, I drifted away from people and I wrote a lot of poems that I have a hard time going back to and reading again. I just wanna say thank you again for writing this all down. And I hope that to whoever sees this if anyone does that you will be okay. You will be okay. The sun will rise again and you will be okay. Please, don’t give up.

Sometimes I get so selfish that I really start considering ending it.

"I think it.. you don't wanna hear this. I'm a mess. I'm sorry man." Living with such pain that keeps growing every day, not knowing when it'll ever stop.. it changes you.. I've been in this shit for 8 years now, probably lost all hope of it ever getting better. I don't think I'll kill myself any time soon, but I probably won't live another 10 years. I'm sorry for whoever is reading this. I hope shit gets better for you, I sincerely hope so. Much thanks to OP for this edit. It's so real and sincere that I can't help but marvel at it. Great work! Thank you and I'm sorry.

@kevinwolf9195

4 жыл бұрын

Ahmed Mohsen bro i‘m here HMU man don’t be like that

@magnoliababy8365

4 жыл бұрын

I hope Your doing well love

@Illnessss

2 жыл бұрын

5 years now and I'm still holding on.. Its actually since I was born.. Don't you ever think you are alone on this shit..

Usually films or videos or whatever don't make me cry even if it's the saddest scene ever. This did. I kinda want to thank you for making this

Chatroom, Suicide Room, Orphan Black and Kill Your Darlings are things that made me cry individually so this just killed me. Excellent editing as well, that was very well executed.

This is incredible. Puts into words the emptiness and the monotony and the pain I felt back when I was suicidal. Whenever I wanted to tell someone how I felt, I showed them this video. It captured it completely. Wow wow wow

I think this may be the thousandth time I’ve watched this masterpiece, but the feelings it gives me are always the same. It’s heartbreaking and beautifully edited but somehow this video makes me feel understood, like I’m not quite so… alone. So thank you. Thank you for making such an amazing edit, it really is a work of art.

It's been years and i keep coming back to this video, because there are days when it's the only thing in the world that seems to understand what it feels like here. my heart feels like an empty fucking vessel and i keep screwing things up. i keep trying not to, but i keep fucking up, maybe it's in my nature. I go to this video when my heart hurts because it lets me know I'm not alone, it's like a sort of release because I have no one to talk to, nowhere to scream. i cry alone in the dark. thank you for making this. it just understands.

"I did my best, why it's not enough"

Every once and awhile for the last two years, I come back here to listen to this again, hoping that maybe something changed and trying to think about how I felt before when I heard it and what scares me is that nothing's getting better, I don't feel better at all, I'm still in pain, lost and exhausted and that's terrifying me. That it's been two years but nothing's changed. At this point I don't even know if anything's gonna change. I really think I should just end it

@larissafauland8085

2 жыл бұрын

What you wrote has touched my heart. And it feels like you have no way out. And when you finally have a better day, you cannot enjoy it because you know that after that day it's getting even worse

@unearthly_fellow2879

Жыл бұрын

Same here

@Opprobriousangel

Жыл бұрын

@larissafauland8085 Hey, it's been another two years but I decided to drop a small update, maybe it took me to long to realize that but the thing is that every day we slowly heal, bit by bit, might not realize it but things change even if we don't notice it :) it's been another another two years and i still come back to this video but I won :) and you definitely can win as well

the song and voice over and clips fit so well together, this is the most beautiful thing ever honestly

this video means so much. the best part is that you can go down into the comments and see all these people saying, “this is exactly how i feel,” and suddenly you’re not alone

I am...alone in world full of people. 😓😢😭💔

@AliHassan-zq5tx

4 жыл бұрын

no issues . i am here too....

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

In a strange way... we all are. But we have to stick together. I promise to always be here for you! No matter what!

@rolersch7332

3 жыл бұрын

Inlove you

This is absolutely gorgeous!! And so heartbreaking! This is a beautiful video.... I can't put together the right amount of words to describe how you've made me feel. This is mesmerizing. Really. I adore Orphan Black and rewatching that scene of Sarah deciding whether or not to kill herself made my heart tighten because I was so scared. Again. Even though I already know she survives. You captured the pure essence of being stuck with this feeling of depression and being suicidal, with the questions of whether you should do it or not. Of being afraid that you're alone and knowing that you're not okay and not knowing if you ever will be. to sum up all of my love for this video: thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love that you put the suicide hotline in the description. I love this so much, I feel like someone finally understands me.

People on the phone Hiding behind the door of their room Telling they're fine Then telling to leave They say this is the way they want to chace When we all know inside That that is not the case Goodbye is forever But the memories will stay We've all been hurt But not in the same way Some hear voices Telling them to stop being themselves Others try to keep in touch with the wrong kind of people People that will ruin their day Their lifestyle Happiness We all have a different story that we sometimes don't want to see But just need to admit, tell and explain to people To the people you can trust in this world

@squibsfloopowder

4 жыл бұрын

LennyMeneer this meant a whole lot ✨

This is beautiful, but it's so freaking sad how many people can relate to this...

“Drink, drink, drink again” mannnnn I just die inside when I hear that everytime.

@rolersch7332

3 жыл бұрын

I love you , I drink daily too, it‘s shit

This always makes me cry, it’s a genuine edit and I love it so much - I watch it every few days and cry every time . Thanks so much for making this because it’s legit one of the best edits I’ve watched ✨

I'd like to thank you for this viedo. It is the most precisive and the closest way to show how I've been feeling when I suffered from deep depression and what the terrible mental pain means. The video is extremely valuable to me. Especially that mental disorders are incredibly difficult to be expressed by something in material world. After long treatment I'm happy again but then I was sure there was nothing for me in the future. Don't lose your faith. To anyone suffering from mental breakdown: it can get better even if you cannot imagine overcoming. THANKS to the author!

Depression took everything away from me.

I just wanna say that "every life is precious".

I haven't gotten chills from an edit in awhile but this one got me. Truly amazing.

Just replace "drink drink drink again" with "smoke smoke smoke again" and it's painful how much I can relate..

The amity affliction ❤ was not expecting this thank you

I listen to this from time too time and the sad thing is I relate more and more every time

@despoinaalexakos297

2 жыл бұрын

Hey. I hope you’re doing okay now:)

I kept pausing it to see what shows were at what time. And thank you for the lil timeline of all of the shows, and this was an amazing video!!!

This was so touching. Easily one of my favorite edits.

I don’t think I’m depressed. It’s not that bad I guess. It’s just... this emptiness. And I feel so alone and helpless. I don’t even know... It’s like... even when I’m laughing and smiling it’s there in the back of my mind and I know it’ll come back, it’s always going to be there. And I don’t know what to do.

An actual depressed person doesn't admit it. Some people need to learn the difference of getting emotional by a video or actually being depressedz

@kareemrussell4930

3 жыл бұрын

Admitting you are depressed doesn't make your depression any less real

@Rat-dp3qx

3 жыл бұрын

@@kareemrussell4930 facts, it’s easier to talk to people online and express yourself about how you feel then to fake ass people who don’t give a shit about you in reality. Some people admit they’re depressed to help get the pain out and to stop hiding how they feel.

I feel happy a minute then in the middle I know that sadness is lingering, then it comes and just stays there for like a decade.

This was and forever will be the best edit of this audio

i remember watching this, a day before i attempted suicide. i had never related to something so much. the pain was unbearable, i just..HAD to go. and i couldn’t find peace at all. it has been 3 months and i still feel as depressed and plan on ending my life. not now, but one day. and i know it shouldn’t be the way but, i have no help at all. i just need to ease my mind. thank you for this video.

@justaagirll1419

5 жыл бұрын

i feel the same.

@222mars

5 жыл бұрын

I'm here to talk. Currently going through the same

@backchodhaihum8429

2 жыл бұрын

Hey survivor are you still here...

I've been watching this every day for almost 3 years now.. I guess time can't heal all wounds.

@moniquetamara2430

5 жыл бұрын

I feel that. I’m with you.

@shoaibshaikh613

2 жыл бұрын

Ive been here with you mate..there's so much pain right Ik...yea u said right time can't heal all wounds ....I feel like just resting for my whole life and never to wake up....

thank you for this video, i am so lost right now that i always feel sad and have the urge to cry, idk what it is.

Sometimes I feel happy and sometimes I just start crying and feel like the pain am trying to hide is too much

I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me. I've said enough.

@morte_11

9 ай бұрын

no one...

@morte_11

2 күн бұрын

unheared

When I ask my friends help they will just start talking themselves or saying there’s worse things happening in the world right now. He told me this after telling him I was using pills to escape the reality. No one takes me serious that’s why I like to hide it

@quraysh6195

4 жыл бұрын

You're not alone, I feel you.. I'm using valium to sleep like everyday. It helps alot I understand. Maybe what we need to do is just time, hoping for a better day..

I love this, this hits me right in the feels💔 i can’t stop watching this... This is how i feel all the time. I love this edit

The worst part is those depressing thoughts never go away.

the beginning is never alone by the amity affliction

@Abu_anas_almuwahid

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much i hope that you have a great life now 🌸

I can't stop listening to this, it's so true in every way that's possible. I hate being alone and I hate not being able to tell me what and how I truly feel. I'm depressed all the time and there's no one around to listen or hear me. I wanted to do stuff for myself but then it goes back to the way it's always been and that's being alone and sad all the time. it gets better sometimes but not always it's hard but faking a smile and pretending your okay is better than not actually being okay. when people see you they think you got everything good handed to you in life and how well your doing but feel down it's not true your just scared to face reality and let people see you depressed and that's me I keep it bottled up for a while and then when I'm not strong anymore I just blow it all out. 😒

This speaks so much truth to me. I wish my pain an fear would all just end. Thank you for this amazing video!!❤️

@leonamc7318

5 жыл бұрын

Always here my Snapchat Is lnixon101

The best multifandom I've ever seen. I'm watching this everyday 😢

My boyfriend is telling me how much he loves me as I am thinking about calling it quits.. I know that people support me but that beside the point, in my own mind I feel so alone and helpless.. I can't sleep properly because I am up always thinking.. Always wondering.. But I've been here way to many times before and I am so done feeling this way

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

I know this feeling... Some people support me, at least they try, but when I go home, to my room, its just.. the walls are falling, u know? And I'm feeling so empty and weak again and again, and it doesn't stop. Not for now. And every day I think that it will be easier soon. But its not. And I dont know how to handle this.

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

I am right here for you dear friend! I promise I’ll always be here for you! I care about you! I promise!

@dagashmagash7202

3 жыл бұрын

Why we feel that way

Thoughts come and go. After each thought I do an action. After each action I get doubt. After each time I doubt myself I put myself down. I think I am..... I think I just have to stop thinking.

I just love this edit so much. Hope you are feeling better. I am going to rewatch this many many times.

I know your intentions in this video isnt what some people think they are, I thank you for posting this so people know they arent alone and they can feel free to vent. usually I dont even have a reason to be sad I just wake up in the same mood everyday hoping something will change but in the end nothing changes, the only thing keeping me motivated is this girl that im with, she is my motivation; I love her to death. But sometimes I feel as if she doesnt love me back then I begin to overthink then everything goes downhill.

Every fucking time i say "I'm fine" I want someone to hug me then look into my face and say "I know you're not."

Okay guys, someday I will come back to this video when I feel better, and I will, I know I will. Right now I can’t even remember or imagine what feeling good feels like. But I’ll know again. I’ll edit this comment when that day comes.

@pamangobber5117

4 жыл бұрын

Found it bruh?

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

I understand you. And you’re right, the feeling will come back! I promise! Try thinking of your happiest thoughts, mine are when I’m with the person I love, and I trip because I’m a clutz and he laughs at me, then I try to pull him down with me. Then we’re both laughing.

love love love this! I can't put in to words how I feel most of the time by myself, but this video does it for me! Thank you so much

im sorry i couldnt see the end with you oliver, i wish you the best

I read so many comments about depression coming from relationship...am I the only one who cannot relate to them ? It’s as if I am hollow and on one side there is anxiety and on the other there is nothing...just a void...life just seems dark and nothing can make me happy or normal ... I’m actually envious of the people who are sad due to love life because there is hope for them

@backchodhaihum8429

2 жыл бұрын

I can relate buddy ...i know how it feels when you have no reason to be depressed and still fucked up...and you don't know what is okay for you anymore.....we will survive buddy ...we are trying

Why are we alive? To experience? To survive? To be happy? We're all just feathers of the same bird. When one feather falls, another one grows back and it just happens again and again and again like a cycle. But it doesn't mean anything in the end. We just exist.

This edit is so well done i have watched this multiple times.

I really want to go somewhere where I can scream and cry as loud as I want. I am sick of this.

Idk how many of you feel this out there. I don't even know how many of you are going to read this.... Have you all felt like as if your whole life has loops in it ? Same things happen everytime Over and over again But with different people Ig the worst feeling is when you try to stop all of it , hoping that things might be different this time and people would finally stay back in your life but they don't ..... I personally think that's the worst feeling ever

Thank you for this video. I'm exactly in this mood right now. I cannot sleep. I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm losing my mind. I don't want to talk. And I am too scared to tell my "friends" that is something happening with me. I can relate to this moment (1:16-1:22) most. Cause it is me most in my life. I edited a video about my feelings about two days ago and I thought "This is what is happening with me." But Your video just proved that it's something more, something more deeper than I thought. I hope you'll getting feel better. If you want to. Thank you.

@skxgrndr

7 жыл бұрын

I wish I could do more than just a video. But thank you too. It's really important to me.

i have officially lost track of the number of times ive watched this edit. so fucking beautiful