Poison tree, song that saved my life so many times..

block me‚ignore me‚ hate me‚ hurt me‚ use me‚talk shit about me behind my back‚but just remember who was there for you

this was exactly what I was looking for thank you

I love this thank you very much

@cut1estbow

13 күн бұрын

your welcome :)

I js want to eat normally. I dont want to stare at my food and feel guilty after eating, i dont want to stare at the calories no more. Each time, I thought I would end up healing my relationship with food, but ik it wont happen anytime soon. A wish I want to come true is for me to be able to eat normal again and be happy.

(JUST INCASE IF YOU DONT CHECK THE DESCRIPTIONS!) (Made by the creator btw) timestamps 0:00 I was only temporary 0:25 school rooftop + bird sounds 0:55 poison tree 1:48 snowfall 2:15 memory loop 2:49 call me 3:24 drowning 3:46 green to blue 4:09 retire 4:25 limerence 4:59 poison tree x liza v postele 5:43 not allowed 6:07 dark beach 6:36 you not the same 6:54 let go 7:31 comfort chain 7:58 I was all over her 8:28 the beach instrumental 8:49 liquid smooth 9:16 vanished

@سبايدر_مان-4513

6 күн бұрын

ty!!!!.

@user-ss8zn1xn9p

Күн бұрын

👍

Thanks for this edit playlist 🎶

0:00 I always listen to this song at night while staring at the ceiling thinking about how bad everything got

@MELISSA-rw4tn

8 күн бұрын

Song name?

@alicasl0ved

7 күн бұрын

@@MELISSA-rw4tnI was only tempoary

@MELISSA-rw4tn

7 күн бұрын

@@alicasl0ved thank you luv

@Basicdawg

Күн бұрын

things may always get mad but there is still hope that soon youll have the life that u dream of people will get in the way but thats why u always keep ur head u no matter how bad people treat u not saying hide ur true feelings show them js dont mind what people do or say

i play this all the time :)

I hope it okay if I vent but here we go I'm 11 turning 12 in September, and I've already tried to kms and I have a bad self harm problem, I have anxiety ptsd and ofc depression, I'm not saying this too be dramatic but literally no one cares about me, watch I'll stop texting first and it's like I'm bedrotting and wondering why I exist all over again, and I don't wanna hear "oh! Even though I don't know you... I'll be here for you!❤" Or some shit like that bc ik people don't actually mean it, I just want somebody to understand how I feel, somebody to care about me, to want me for me, not for my body. What sucks even more is I can barely speak to anyone and I'm moving to the states this month, leaving all my good friends behind. It actually makes me wanna cry but I don't want to sound or look weak, I hate it as well because I know I can try harder, but for some reason I don't . Honestly I just want true friends. please let me know if you feel the same, (we should really make a gc of depressed kids\teens just to hang out and be friends with eachother)

@missberryroll

5 күн бұрын

same bro ngl i have of what you are experiencing rn, but you should remember God is with you! he will always be you. you cant see him or hear him but he's with you, you should remember that life is short so be happy in good ways on life. take care of yourself.. we care for you even we don't know you, so always know you are not alone.

@lumoone

5 күн бұрын

i understand how you feel and its totally valid, you are strong for dealing with all of this and no matter what you have to keep going. there is so much waiting for you out there, life challenges us in ways that we think is impossible to get through, but after its over youre gonna feel so proud of yourself. i hope the moving will go well, its a hard process, but you never know what life may throw at you. maybe it will be another challenge to face, or its the beginning to a better time of your life. ive been through some stuff, and though you cannot change the past, or dont have much control over the present, but you can choose how to view it and how to make your way through it. i believe you will find a healthy way to deal with your problems, for now focus on being your best self and dont give up. stay strong and goodluck with everything:)

@Basicdawg

Күн бұрын

i understand u when i was ur age i tired 5 times cause of family friends school ik stuff can get hard but its all okay at the end of the day u still have god that loves and care about u i did sh its not worth it cause soon u wont wear stuff u like cause of ur scars u have so much to look upp to u dont realize cuz at that age we can focus on other things and not life when u get older u can drink party with friends sleepover it will so worth it but when u die its not u dont know how much people are gonna be in pain even ur mother thats gonna be here worst nightmare thinking that its her fault and im sorry u have to go through this at a young age i hope u get better focus of urself and dont mind other peoples word or what they do not even if their ur friends dont always call someone ur friend ik im a random person and im not gonna say im here for u but god is always here for u looking down at u wondering where did he go wrong for u to feel this way stay safe and better urself

*maybe i really am the problem.*

@noxy333

5 күн бұрын

u never were, are or will be the problem hun ❤️👑

@BitchSoul

4 күн бұрын

I guess we‘re both the problem:,)

@louloulouloulouloulouloul

4 күн бұрын

Yes

@trashcat5318

4 күн бұрын

If you truly believe you are, the first step to changing is acknowledging it ❤

@imaginebeingasianlmao

3 күн бұрын

@@louloulouloulouloulouloul that’s just mean and doesn’t make you cool. Be careful of what you say on the internet and take care of yourself

Summer is crazzyyyy 😂😂😁🙁 guys i might kms!!!!! Dattebayo gang 🙏🙏🔥🔥

@imaginebeingasianlmao

3 күн бұрын

@@_.KIA._ GNG DONT DO THAT YOURE TOO PRETTY 🙏🙏 (seriously don’t)

@ms.chocolate8714

3 күн бұрын

Are you OK hun?

@_.KIA._

3 күн бұрын

@@ms.chocolate8714 no 🙁😣smh…

@ms.chocolate8714

3 күн бұрын

@@_.KIA._ do you wanna talk about it

@_.KIA._

2 күн бұрын

@@ms.chocolate8714 its ok skibidi rizzler!!!! Once i die im going to cat heaven 🙏🙏🔥🔥🔥 (im sorry for the skibidi rizzler part)

I wanna vent if that’s okay? Today (Jul 8 2024) my mom got a call from the police because (from my understanding) my councillor she told them about my having urges (I think) of like SH and suicide (which I didn’t say I only said “I might start having those soon” which is different) and my mom got mad at me and I’m not sure I can trust anyone anymore. I’m already scared of my dad but my mom? I’m starting to become scared of her too. Oh! By the way I’m 12. Yeah. Not very good to but on a 12 year olds shoulders. I’m just..I’m not well. If someone can help me in the replies please I beg for your help.

@Goreboxplayer1209

5 күн бұрын

Ur not the only one depressed i wish i could make my dad proud for once

@cloudytigers_dragons

5 күн бұрын

I never said I was the only one depressed but I hope you feel better soon :)

@Goreboxplayer1209

5 күн бұрын

@@cloudytigers_dragons dreams

@cloudytigers_dragons

5 күн бұрын

@@Goreboxplayer1209 I’ll be here even if I don’t know you ❤️‼️

@lumoone

5 күн бұрын

for now you have to keep going and deal with the present even tho its hard. there are healthy ways of dealing with stress, things that bother you etc. and its really hard to get into a routine, but its possible and it can change your view on life. i recommend meditation and positive affirmations throughout the day. i dont know if you are dealing with any insecurities, but complimenting those when you look in the mirror instead of being mean to yourself is already a big step. about your parents, you cannot really change them, they grew up a certain way that shaped them as a person, and they probably didnt take much action to heal from it, so its a part of them and thats why they act in the way that they do (this doesnt justify it tho, no matter what they might have gone through, its just an explanation). im proud of you stranger and if you need any help you can ask. i promise to reply and give advice, or i can give you recommendations on how to deal with your feelings so they dont turn into something worse, but if you only need a listening and supportive ear, im also willing to be that. keep going and doing your best

*she used me for 3 months in our relationship so she can make someone jealous*

@imaginebeingasianlmao

3 күн бұрын

@@Bludddddd_ not your fault. Take care of yourself 🫶

@Basicdawg

Күн бұрын

thats messed up but theres always other women to date not all of then are gonna be the one u js have to wait it can hurt but once u find the right one it will be all worth it

what is the second last song?

@cut1estbow

4 күн бұрын

liquid smooth lumatone!

you’re enough.

@Basicdawg

Күн бұрын

and u are more then enough

I don't have any parent issues, I think I am the issue

@Basicdawg

Күн бұрын

ur never the issue most parents dont know how to raise their kids dont ever think like that they js dont know how it makes u feel and most treat they kids how they was raised when they was younger but im sorry ml that u feel like this but keep ur head high

first song mame?

@cut1estbow

17 сағат бұрын

I was only temporary