Jonathan is a prophet of our times, thank God for his courage & boldness to preach truth and to reveal the secrets of God to His people, we are blessed to have you Rabbi!

I’m only in late 30s but there is no age on TRUTH, the BIBLE and it’s the only way. Thank you for strengthening my righteousness to stand up and firm.

@fridge3489

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😭 👍

Thank you for this interview; I pre-ordered the book and must wait for it to arrive in Australia. I too lived through the 60's in the States. I was not a Christian then but I remember when my parents came to visit that my mother commented on 'the new morality' being the old immorality. How right she was. I'm 82 now and born again thanks be to God and his Son. I pray that thousands might read Rabbi Cahn's book and realize that we are in the end times and must choose Life now. God bless you and your family.

@knowsmebyname

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God bless friend. Thanks for sharing

This is the single best explanation I have ever heard for what is happening In America. And the best part is, it is 100% biblically backed. Its like Jonathan's new book is living prophecy. Every single Jewish and Christian believer needs to purchase this book, then pray and fast and beg God to intervene.

@shelleybayless8968

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I think yes we do have to pray, but we are the Lord’s hands, feet and mouthpieces here on Earth. He wants us to be the Elijahs of our time. That is critical. We also need to renounce the 501(c)3 (if you are here in the USA). It was after the Johnson Act of 1954 that this nation started going off track. Before then Christians were the bulwarks and the moral compass to the nation, but when we signed a 501(c)3 contract, an agreement with Satan: we keep our mouths shut, stay out of politics while our nation became more and more evil. I don’t think we’ll have true Revival until then.

James dobson, so glad to hear you again. Bless you

I'm so glad to hear ur Voice ! I thank u and love all tht u have done.

Dr Dobson, it's been such a blessing to have your ministry to families for so many years. I appreciate you so much. Your love, your integrity, and your faithfulness for so many years. I pray God blesses you & your family abundantly, & leaves you here with us until Jesus comes for us all.

@shelleybayless8968

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I used to think Dr. Dobson was a little whacky even while I was a Believer (a worldly Christian). Now I deeply appreciate him. He’s a godly man who really did/does understand the times.

Thank You PRAYER WARRIORS UNITE IN MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS for America whats happening 🙏 🙌 📖🙏🇺🇸❤

@maryblessing2205

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Keep praying and fasting America - Yeshua’s followers. Unite against the Ephesians 6:12. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against.

Holding a Master of Arts in History and a student of the Bible, Jonathan Cahn is correct in his assessment.

Without the Lord there is no order!

Thank you Dr Dobson for your dedication over all the decades. So many ministries became compromised.

This is excellent! Thank you! For reminder and wake up call to Church!!🙏🙏

Even so come quickly Lord Jesus.

Everyone: "If you homeschool your children, they'll be different from everyone else." Me: "yes! Exactly the point."

@donnaridings1219

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BEST SACRIFICE YOU WILL EVER MAKE! I HOMESCHOOLED FIRST 2 CHILDREN AND HAD TO PULL #3 OUT after 6th grade when he was propositioned in the bathroom for inappropriate acts at his school. Took him out of school and he is doing GREAT! Attitude is 100% BETTER ALSO! It of course is not easy but worth it long term. God Bless you❤️ Donna

I have to get that one now! We live in the best of times! We get to witness the return of the Church!

I got my copy of the book and I can't wait to finish it. So far, what I've read is compelling & frightening, eye-opening as usual.

So glad I listened to this channel. I am going to share this profound msg by Jonathan Cahn. 🙏❤👍

How can any parent justify leaving their children in public schools? Evil is never reformed. Evil must be destroyed.

Amen, was born in 1951,so I was there in the 60's

Amen and bless you thanks

The remnant must stand and speak out against the gods

God bless you Dr. Dobson. You do so much.

Thank you, Rabbi! Very good information! I will order the book.

There is no fear in Love. When we erase comments or try to shut people's mouths, we operate in fear, not LOVE.

This was interesting.

WOW! So clear!

I've got my book on order. Our Christian Bookstore will release it this next Tuesday.

If this is the day that I should meet my Savior face to face I hope that He can say to me, "My child, you ran the good race. You told those who didn't know Me how they could be My child You helped those sick and suffering; you went that extra mile. You shared with others what you had and you were always kind You were always witnessing; you wanted no one left behind. You comforted those in sorrow; you prayed for those still lost You tried to be a friend to all, no matter what the cost. You let My light shine through you so others around could see That you had something special, and you told them it was free. You shared the gift of salvation and they were soon to agree They wanted the joy and peace you had so they too could be free. You said to them 'repent of your sins; ask Jesus into your heart He will change you from within and into a new work of art'. You told them of the blood I shed to wash their sins away You told them of eternal life I planned for them one day. My child, when you stand before Me on that final Judgment Day I'll not forget these things you've done; your crown I've laid away".🌹

Thank you for linking this and informing us about the connections.

You got to read the book, The Return of the Gods by Rabbi Jonathan Cahn. Christianity needs to Wake Up!🏜☝️😎❤📖🇺🇸😇🙏🏼

@DiscernmentNow

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He's a deceiver WOLF!

@Charity-vm4bt

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@@DiscernmentNow explain

Look up Psalm 82. Dr. Michael Heiser had his eyes opened to the little gods through this scripture.

The audio book is great…

My book is being delivered on Wednesday 🙌

I use audible books and I have Return of the gods on preorder. It is available on 9/6 and I will listen right away.

@DiscernmentNow

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It's FALSE DOCTRINE. HE'S A KABBALISTIC RABBI. SMH

🙏 God bless!

The craziness of the 1960s came after the Johnson Act of 1954 that offered pastors and churches 501(c)3 tax exempt status in exchange for keeping our mouths shut about sin and not getting involved in politics. In other words: 501(c)3 was a contract with Satan for “HUSH MONEY”. We HAVE to renounce the 501(c)3, come out from it (Revelation 18:4) and be like Moses, Elijah, Jeremiah, the Prophets, John the Baptist, Paul and all the Disciples. They faced wicked leaders and the wickedness in their culture! We have to do the same! Face-to-face, not just behind church doors!

Yes the body of Christ is incapacitated and talking in its sleep 😴💤✝️🙏

I'm waiting on my copy

Even if it is too late for for Americursed/ Americussed, it is not for your house; It is Hope Time

Good stuff

I believe this is THE DEADLY WOUND mentioned in the Bible...Rev 13-3...KJV...must be read in that version

@stephenrodenbough2186

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Please explain this connection to the Revelation chapter 13 beast.

The "His sexual revolution " and " His introduction of soft porn to America " in the 1960's was the joyous claim of Mr Playboy , Hugh Heffner. According to his biographer, Mr Heffner , after many failed marriages and numerous encounters with so many beautiful women, but could only finding forfillment in later life in the viewing of male homosexual videos .

@PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury

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I hate hugh, he is most likely waiting in hades right now for his eternal hell fire

My brother was gay. He ended his life after embracing beastiality. He had a horrible end.

@mimilikankkunen4865

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I am so sorry to hear. That road is a slippery slope, it never fulfills the heart even though it promises to. I pray the Lord would heal your heart of all pain and give you hope!

@bethabercrombie6244

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Oh Cindy! I am so sorry. Your forthright truth may make others listen.

Dr Dobson, please look into what Madyson Marquette is saying about you.

Please look at the Bull worship in the Opening ceremonies of the Commonwealth Games…

ishtar, is our easter, the rabbit, the egg, the salt on the jewish sader plate makeing cakes unto the queen of heaven

@PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury

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Queen of heaven? More like queen of hell

Read this book.

Jonathan Cahn is one of two harbingers Jonathan Kleck is the other!

Jonathan says a warning of the Bible is that if a nation turns away from God then the gods or spirits will return. The question is, did Israel turn from God and then get into idolatry or did the lure of idolatry cause them to turn from God? Which comes first? He says the nation first turns, but in Israel's case they turned as a result of accepting the idols. They left God for the false gods because they were more appealing. Modern society has left God because there was something more appealing. The question then is who provided those appealing things for everyone? Was it not the media, publications, influential people, organisations and societies many if not all having an agenda of moving people away from God? If this seems farfetched just think about Balaam and Jeroboam who both had agendas to move people into idolatry (Num 25:1,2; Num 31:16; 1 Kings 12:26-28). So, in old times it was men who raised up the graven images and idols and said to society, 'these are your gods O Israel'. When we read through the Bible the blame is without doubt put upon the people, because they invented and made the idols, they worshipped them, and they trusted in them. Psalm 115:4-8 is a good description of those gods: 'Their idols are silver and gold, the work of men’s hands. They have mouths, but they speak not: eyes have they, but they see not: They have ears, but they hear not: noses have they, but they smell not: They have hands, but they handle not: feet have they, but they walk not: neither speak they through their throat. They that make them are like unto them; so is every one that trusteth in them.' Man is the one who can speak, see, hear etc, and therefore he is the one who causes all the deception, persuading others that something he's crafted out of wood or metal is now alive and has super power. And because mankind is naturally superstitious there will always be a ready supply of people willing to believe the lie.

Romans 1:26-28 26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature: 27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet. 28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;

We will take a simple little verse and show you why it is not addressed to the natural man, Ecclesiastes 3:15: “That which is, already has been; that which is to be, already has been; and God seeks what has been driven away.” The “natural man” cannot grasp that, for to him reality is based only on the evidence of the senses. The man of reason could justify the verse’s end, saying if it has any meaning then the writer must mean recurrence. The sun comes every day and the moon completes its cycle and the seasons come and go. If we took a picture of the universe today, the scientists can compute how long it will take to return to this point in the picture. So the intellectual man could justify the verse; but that is not what is meant, for it is addressed not to the man of reason or the man of sense, but to the man of Imagination. What is it all about? “That which is, already has been; that which is to be, already has been, and God seeks what has been driven away.”

Its classic repeats about how stores are history once, the ONE home of ADAM always was never left, being put to sleep is Supernatural DREAM STORY creates seperationed ONE ADAM freaks out Imaginations being oldest caused truth in separated man needing Judge it all does god outside to wake sinners is a fake power that love sleep DUST being truth that NEVER was for Christ being woken in side mans minds.

@cyndatanner5161

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What??

With all the utter most respect here to one and all. I wish to point out something that is missing here. We DO NOT seek revival nor should we be praying for it. Revival means nothing . . . It is repentance; that is first and foremost here. It is repentance that brings a person back to Christ and God. It is repentance and the turning away from our rebellion against God that bring revival. God does not and will not support the offerings, the prayers or the sacrifices of Israel when they do not repent - so why should he regard ours? In Joel 2:12-17 it speaks of "rending/tearing your heart not the clothes." Revival ONLY come out of repentance. The body of Christ does not need to wake up! It does not need to open their eyes! It does not need to have a touch from God! It needs to turn to God as read in Joel with fasting, prayer and weeping, other wise called turning away from your sins, also called Repentance. To speak otherwise is wrong and it is missing the mark of what God wants for the body of Christ.

@heyitsme881

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Revival and repentance are interchangeable

@megbertch138

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If you listen to some of his previous messages, he says, exactly that. He said after 9/11 it looked like we were going to have revival, but there was no repentance; and that revival can NOT happen without it. He went on to say that repentance was replaced by defiance. (Isaiah 9:10) So, yes you are right, in that repentance must come first. Jonathan Cahn has said so as well, many times.

@FollowYah-a2z

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Agree. Repentance is foundational. The old man becomes new BECAUSE of repentance. Humility, fear and a contrite heart precede any revival.

But what makes you say America is supposed to be a city on the hill? All of the founders weren't Christian, some were diest.

Everyone is clamoring for revival. But call for national and individual repentance, true sack cloth and ashes repentance, there will be no revival in America or elsewhere.

The following is Scriptural proof who Jesus really is and that He is much more than just the Son of God. Paul said in Galatians 1:12 that he was not taught by any man but was taught by Jesus himself which means whatever Paul said was what Jesus told him to say. Paul said in 1 Timothy 3:16,"AND WITHOUT CONTROVERSY GREAT IS THE MYSTERY OF GODLINESS, GOD was manifest in the FLESH (Jesus), justified in the SPIRIT, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, and received up into glory." Paul said in 2 Corinthians 3:17,"Now the LORD IS THAT SPIRIT, and where the Spirit of the Lord is there is liberty." Jesus is speaking in Revelation 2:7,"He that has an ear, let him hear what the SPIRIT says to the churches...." And Paul said in Ephesians 4:4, "For there is one body, ONE SPIRIT....verse 5 ONE LORD, ONE Faith and ONE BAPTISM." Paul said in Colossians 2:8-10,"Beware lest any man fool you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ. 9 FOR IN HIM DWELLS ALL THE FULLNESS OF THE GODHEAD BODILY." Jesus is not just part of the Godhead - Jesus IS the Godhead. Paul said in Hebrews 1:8,"But unto the SON he said, Thy throne O GOD is forever and ever...." Jesus said in Revelation 21:6-7,"And he said unto me (John) it is done, I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I (Jesus) will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of life freely. 7 He that overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his GOD, and he shall be my SON." Paul said in Titus 2:13, "Looking for that blessed hope, and glorious appearance of the great GOD and our SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST." 1 John 5:20,"And we know that the SON of God is come, and has given us an understanding, that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, even in his SON Jesus Christ, THIS IS THE TRUE GOD, AND ETERNAL LIFE." Isaiah 9:6,"For unto us a child is born, unto us a Son (Jesus) is given, and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful, THE MIGHTY GOD, THE EVERLASTING FATHER, ..." Jesus said in Revelation 1:8, "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, says the Lord, which is, which was, and is to come, THE ALMIGHTY." Jesus said in Revelation 2:7, "He that has an ear, let him hear what the SPIRIT says unto the Churches....." Jesus said in Mark 16:16, "He that believes and is BAPTIZED shall be saved, but he that believes not shall be damned." Jesus addressed what damned means in Luke 16:19-31, Matthew 13:42, Matthew 25:41, Mark 9:45-46, Revelation 20:15, and Revelation 21:8. Jesus said in Matthew 28:19, "Go therefore and teach all nations BAPTIZING them in the name (SINGULAR name and not names) OF the Father, and OF the Son, and OF the Holy Ghost." Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are titles and not names. Every time Jesus disciples baptized anyone in water they invoked Jesus name at baptism which is Acts 2:38, Acts 8:14, Acts 8:38, Acts 9:18, Acts 10:44-48, Acts 16:15, Acts 16:33, Acts 18:7, Acts 18:8, Acts 19:3-5, and Acts 22:16. Peter said in Acts 4:12, "Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is NONE OTHER NAME under heaven given among men whereby we must be SAVED." Some say the thief on the cross next to Jesus was not Baptized yet Jesus told him he would be with him that day in Paradise. Jesus had not yet given the COMMANDMENT to be Baptized in His Name until after he rose from the dead and just before he ascended into heaven. The thief or anyone else could not have been Baptized in His Name because they did not know about it. There is not one scripture that says a person receives the Holy Ghost just because they are a believer. Acts 19:1-5 is a good example. If you are convinced you need to get Baptized in water in Jesus name and get Baptized with the Holy Ghost - which is addressed in Acts 2:4 (Pentecost), Acts 8:17, Acts 9:18, Acts 10:44-48, and Acts 19:3-5. Do a search, type in "United Pentecostal Church International", slightly scroll down to just below the red box, and type in your zip code. Then a screen will show a Church nearest you that will do that. If you do the above you will be making SURE your name is written in the Lamb's Book Of Life. Jesus said in John 10:27,"My Sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me."

I shudder when I see women everywhere publicly doing yoga in scandalous clothing. Yoga is Hindu and their bodies are to be clothed in modesty.

AMERICA is "one nation, under god" - but the question is: WHICH "GOD" ? Normally, a nation erects monuments to its "gods" WELL, the USA's most famous monument is the "Statue of Liberty" - a towering statue of Libertas, also called Ishtar. And atop the US Capitol Building - where Congress meets - is another statue - that of Colombia, another name for Ishtar. And in Nashville TN is a copy of the Greek Parthenon, with a huge statue of Athena - again, another name for Ishtar.

Babylon the Great! Make America great again! A lot of similarities there huh

Many people solely base their Salvation on what Jesus said in John 3:16, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life." But Jesus was not finished speaking yet. Later after He rose from the dead and just before He ascended into heaven He said in Mark 16:16,"He that believes and is BAPTIZED shall be Saved, but he that believes not shall be damned." At about that same time He said in Matthew 28:19,"Go therefore and teach all nations, BAPTIZING them in the name (SINGULAR name and not names) OF the Father, and OF the Son, and OF the Holy Ghost." Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are titles and not names. Jesus disciples never used those words when they baptized anyone in water, nor did they use those words in one sentence regarding any other topic. Every time Jesus disciples baptized anyone in water they invoked Jesus name at baptism which is Acts 2:38, Acts 8:14-18, Acts 8:38, Acts 9:18, Acts 10:44-48, Acts 16:15, Acts 16:33, Acts 18:7, Acts 18:8, Acts 19:3-5, and Acts 22:16 (Paul's baptism). Peter said in Acts 4:12,"Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is none other NAME under heaven given among men, whereby we must be SAVED." Paul said in Colossians 3:17,"And whatsoever you do in word or deed, do ALL in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by HIM." Paul said in Colossians 2:8-10,"Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ. 9 For in him dwells ALL the fullness of the Godhead bodily. 10 And you are COMPLETE in him, which is the head of all principality and power." Also verse 12, "BURIED with him in BAPTISM, wherein also you are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who has raised him from the dead." The book of Acts is the most important book in the New Testament because all of it is what Jesus and his disciples said what we must do to be Saved, which is what Jesus meant in John 3:3-7, "Verily, verily I say unto you, Except a man be born again, he can not enter into the kingdom of God. 5 Verily, verily I say unto you, Except a man be born of water AND the of Spirit, he can not enter into the kingdom of God. 7 Marvel not that I say unto you, YOU MUST BE BORN AGAIN." Being born of water is being baptized in water in Jesus name - which is for the Remission of Sins (Acts 2:38). Being born of the Spirit is being baptized with the Holy Ghost - which is addressed in Acts 2:4 (Pentecost), Acts 8:17, Acts 9:18, Acts 10:44-48, and Acts 19:3-5. Nowhere in Scripture does it say it happens any other way than that way. There is not one Scripture that says a person receives the Holy Ghost just because they are a believer. Acts 19:2-5 is a good example. Some say the thief on the Cross next to Jesus was not baptized in Jesus Name but Jesus was not finished speaking yet. He did not give the COMMANDMENT to be Baptized in His Name until after He rose from the dead and just before He ascended into heaven, therefore the thief could not do it because he did not know about it. If you are convinced you need to get Baptized in water in Jesus Name, do a search, type in "United Pentecostal Church International", scroll down to just below the red box, type in your zip code, a screen will show a Church near you that will do that. If you do the above you will be making SURE your name is written in Lamb's Book Of Life. Jesus said in John 10:27,"My Sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me."

Hold on a second. You literally walked to the edge of one of the most visited and dug ancient towns in Israel and so happened to find ancient human remains of bones just laying on top the ground ? hmmm

When you look at the pyramid on your dollar bill. There's 33 blocks going up to the top. Freemason. Babylon mystery Harlot. Square and compass. One arrow pointing up one arrow pointing down. G in the middle. God of this world Lucifer architect designer. Of workman of every craft. The Waters of Babylon the mystery harlot.

This is a good message, but it has some serious shortcomings and misunderstandings as to what has actually taken place and when it happened. The old "gods" never went away, they were just incorporated into "Christian" worship and theology. This started many, many years before the 1960's. All you have to do is honestly study history and your Bible. Today, the contemporary Christian world worships Ishtar on her day called EASTER (Astarte was also one of her names). Today, the contemporary Christian world worships Tammuz during lent (40 days lent, anciently 40 days weeping for Tammuz) Today the contemporary Christian world worships Baal on his birthday, the winter solstice festival of Saturnalia, which he had changed to "Christmas". Today the contemporary Christian world worships Mithra the Sun-god on his day of worship, Sunday. The sad truth is that the "god's never went away. They just took new identities. Christianity never "exorcised" them, Christianity embraced them. A return to the God of the Bible, a true revival, would require a return to the 7th day Sabbath and the Feasts of the LORD as outlined in Leviticus 23. Until that repentance happens America and the rest of the world is doomed to follow the path outlined in the book of Revelation, where the world and most of mankind is destroyed. What the Christian world considers a cult, is actually the true worship of the Creator God, Ishtar, Baal, Molech and their like led by Satan the Devil have done their work so well that almost no one will accept that they have been deceived, and yet: Rev 12:9 AFV And the great dragon was cast out, the ancient serpent who is called the Devil and Satan, ***who is deceiving the whole world****; he was cast down to the earth, and his angels were cast down with him. www.churchathome.org/video/when-god-rejected-the-usa.html reluctant-messenger.com/2-babylons.htm

@Musick79

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I used to believe that and I kept digging. Much of these claims started with Hislop. Hislop later has found to be very fraudulent in his research. There are some things true, such as Shabbat. But Christmas date actually if traced back enough it comes from Early North African Christians. They believed from the Jewish Christians- a Jewish tradition was that Holy men died with six months of when they were conceived/born (can’t remember) but they used Yeshua’s date of death in Passover, and six months was 12/25. Vatican has this on record for the reason they went with 12/25, because it was the earliest record of what was kept- prior to 200AD. The Donnatists came from Africa to Italy with this tradition WAY before Aurelius chose that as a day that had never been celebrated before- specifically to try to ruin that day the Christians kept. Now I believe he was born during sukkot. BUT- jumping to the pagan explanation is not all that accurate. Hislop hated the Catholic Church, and I understand this. But it doesn’t excuse lying to attack your opponent. There is truth in scripture enough to do that!

Don't exercise if you're eating gluten

@Serah888

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Let me fix that: you better exercise if you are eating gluten.

God (father god) Lord God (Mother God)

I'm guessing someone erased my question about the fact that Yeshua said in the New kingdom there would not be marriage,why? Perhaps because God IS setting up his kingdom and Man does not have the eyes to see it.

@PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury

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Hmm, that's odd. I believe that marriage won't exist in the new kingdom either but while we are here on earth we should at least try to kill unhealthy sexuality. There's no beauty in fornication, only death

Your last date setting was a disappointment so honestly you have your signals crossed I would not waste my time watching or listening no man knoweth the day nor the hour not even you..

@melissarizer4820

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what date are you talking about?

@BrittJoshua24-15

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He has not set dates

Everything your saying are things that are or where already. In. Place. Between you and those evil have turned planet earth in the darkness needed to come the darness distruction and thats why i am here for to stop the end of this planet. Now you see i will remain as i have we will see this through.

I’m excited I am about to listen to this book on Audible! I’ve read and also like to have both audible at the same time and notice I pick ho a lot of things when I have them two ways. I like physical to make highlight/tabs and notes and audible when at work and travel as I’m always in the road! So far have read 3 other books and it’s eye awakening and has bought me back to to God as I was angry and turned away from it because my families hypocrisy and not real Christian, and although I knew better and they are not the true representation of love it was still hard for me to separate my upbringing and real love and forgiveness.