Song: insane in the membrane. Artist: Cypress hill……..have fun

I guess I need to sleep more because of my madness. My medicine no longer affects me in the way it used to, that is, when at a higher dose. I don't lie in bed long hours sedated. Now I lie there unable to get up but without the high. It's better at my age that would result in more mayhem. I understand what you say about as much as necessary. I also want to believe in eternal life but I am so damaged that I will have to wait very long in limbo for repair. People say I'm gifted and I wonder how much is practice? It gets me by. I stopped my most destructive behavior, which was drug abuse, a long time ago. I feel guilty for having hurt myself so much.

I really appreciate your channel. You have a really calming manner and your paintings are stunning. I am wondering what your process is, especially for visualising the afterlife?

@EvertJanGuijt

3 ай бұрын

Thank you! I really appreciate that. For the paintings I made I just start and from there on the story changes all the time. Starting with some lines and colours. With each layer the canvas changes. It's great to see that in the end beautiful paintings arrive. Sometimes I'm scared for a painters block, but in the end there is nothing to worry about. They turn out well. I do need to push myself sometimes to paint though. It's the me from that time and mostly time will tell if they are good.

@byebyefeather

3 ай бұрын

@@EvertJanGuijt Thats really interesting, I tend to plan my paintings from imagination It must be nice to see the picture emerge and change. And I agree, sometimes it takes self discipline to keep creating. I was particularly interested in your paintings of the afterlife, as I think I once had a vision of the spirit world and there where aspects of your paintings that I found similar, particularly the colours. I hope you carry on your fantastic work!

@EvertJanGuijt

3 ай бұрын

@@byebyefeather I'm busy with a new painting at the moment. See link for details. Work in progress: chockarmah.blogspot.com/2024/02/broederij-edam-volendam-new-art-space.html

I always called the voices the woordens...although i am just a gal from America...thats what they sound like. I am so interested in your work..G+

@EvertJanGuijt

3 ай бұрын

Actually it's Woorden. Already thought so ;) Fun fact. New York used to be New Amsterdam as you probably know. Some words stayed. I always find the word Yankees an interesting word that stayed behind. The British used to call the Dutch Jan and Kees, names that were and are still common nowadays in the Netherlands. I even have two nephews with that name. In the end it became Yankees. That is where they got the name from.

Of course we do have a soul and there is eternal life. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life." (John 3:16) "The Father loves the Son and has given all things into his hand. Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him." (John 3:35-36)

@EvertJanGuijt

3 ай бұрын

I must say I don't believe everything in the Bible. I do believe in Christ though. I believe there are 7 cosmic degrees in the universe. Each cosmic degree has 1 mother planet and 6 normal planets. We move from planet to planet with our soul. At the moment we're on the third degree. Christ came back from the last planet as energy with his soul. To be reborn on Earth via the afterlife. He wanted to talk about God (also known as Wayti), the afterlife and reincarnation. He moves in between all of the planets in the universe to teach every human being the spiritual laws of God. It's not just the afterlife though. Nor one life you had. There are many more actually. It was told that after Christ there would be a person that would talk about his teachings. I believe that that person is Jozef Rulof. I can highly recommend to study his work. He wrote 27 books about his journeys to the afterlife. He's the highest living medium who ever lived on the planet. You have to read his work in order of appearance though. That can take some time. It's called the university of Christ. In my opinion you can't go wrong with that. It helped me big time. To get back on track again. It's beautiful, it really is. In the future everyone will read his work. Am positive about that. I talk a lot about his work in my own words. To shine a light on every person using myself as an example. A new guide in spiritual beliefs.

@lxbln

3 ай бұрын

​@@EvertJanGuijt Sorry to say, but you better had not read these books. Those only caused confusion. It contradicts the bible in many ways. 1. You say " Each cosmic degree has 1 mother planet and 6 normal planets". The question is where does the matter come from, that created the planets ? The bible says, that Jesus created everything (John 1:1-3, John 1:14) 2. You say "He wanted to talk about God". That is true. He also wanted us to know that he is God himself, together with the father and the holy spirit. (e.g. "And Jesus cried out and said, “Whoever believes in me, believes not in me but in him who sent me. And whoever sees me sees him who sent me. John 12:44-45) 3. You say "Nor one life you had. There are many more actually." The bible says "And just as it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgment." (Hebrews 9:27) 4. "It was told that after Christ there would be a person that would talk about his teachings." The Bible says "But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach to you a gospel contrary to the one we preached to you, let him be accursed." (Galatians 1:8) One could say "ok, let everyone believe what he wants." The problem is that you only make it to heaven by believing in Christ. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life." (John 3:16) You must really read the new testament for yourself. (I would recommend reading the new testament first. You can read the old testament later.) "So Jesus said to the Jews who had believed him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:31-32)

@lxbln

3 ай бұрын

Instead of reading 27 books from a nobody, you better read the one book from a person, who claims to be God, to see if it is true. Actually the new testament also has 27 books. So better read those 27 books :)