Hi,
I wasn't sure whether to put this video online or not because it's the first time I've presented myself so openly and weakly. In the end, I keep this channel as my diary and don't want to share only the positive and happy moments. Every person has difficulties in life and sometimes we don't see that on social media. I wanted to share this not only for myself but also for you guys. Maybe some are also going through a breakup or something where life hits. I just wanted to use this to say that you are not alone and everything will really work out!
Aside from the fact that I come across a bit “weaker”in this video, life still goes on. I go to class, I go dancing, I go to the library to do my work,… But I also take time to accept reality and that's totally ok. I try to enjoy the present and enjoy all the little things. I am also happy that all this happens just when I am on exchange. Here I am not just trying to be a student but I am also trying to grow up and learn to stand on my own feet in this big world!
I also want to thank you all for 1000 subs! Without you guys I would never have achieved this! Our little community is growing and I am so grateful to you all!
Xoxo,
Xinyi
Music used:
- Music by Dakkuma - Aki no ame - thmatc.co/?l=7E58FDE0
- Music by Even Kicks - Il Pleut des Cordes - thmatc.co/?l=281B6481
- Music by Public Library Commute - Yesterdays - thmatc.co/?l=FD29B126
- Music by Blue Sirens - Fall Break - thmatc.co/?l=7BB6586C
- Music by Dakkuma - Other day - thmatc.co/?l=B86A129F
- Music by Naomi - Tidal Wave - thmatc.co/?l=D0705D52
- Music by You ME and the Piano - Merry-Go-Round - thmatc.co/?l=CEF453A9
- Music by MYSM - New Life - thmatc.co/?l=53E154B1
- Music by Chinsaku - Blossom - thmatc.co/?l=1850E575
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