This song actually belongs to SkyDxddy which she wrote and was initial gonna be just her but decided to collaborate this with Citzen Soldier 😊

She is the one who wrote the song. Her music isn't for the faint of heart. I completely recommend listening to more of her music. She is a very raw writer. Listen to " 7 years " and " hold me. "

This song broke me because I could relate so much. Don’t be ashamed of showing emotion. I have mental health issues also and a huge part of it is because I’ve bottled it up and don’t show it.

As to what your talking about in the beginning she was very violnetly SA'd and thats what she talks about in most her songs to bring awareness. You should really listen to her songs 7 Years and Why Me

Thanks so much for sharing and your encouragement. It takes a lot to show yourself being so vulnerable.I enjoyed this!

This song hits me to close to home it made me cry

Yeah my 4th time hearing it and it still hits to close to home

This one hits hard. I feel ya bub.

I was told I was nothing Everyday between the beatings I was locked outside Given no love besides Mental abuse to hold me down Making me feel like nothing but a clown All this through out my life Still fighting with all my might To prove that I am enough Written by Michael Matthews

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Left on the floor bleeding Sitting in the shower crying As a child never understanding Waking from sleep to a beating Bleeding from head to toe Wanting to know where the hell you go Leaving the house to let the abuse happen At 5 had to protect my sister Stop his sex abuse against her Getting chased from the home Being shot at wishing he was just gone Guess you just didn't want to be alone But what you let him do was just wrong Left on the floor bleeding Sitting in the shower crying How could you let this happen Written by Michael Matthews

Sky wrote it

sky wrote this song citizen soldier said dont sing this alone hes amazing yes but this is skys song

Could you check out hollow by icon for hire next if you're not too busy and feeling better

You should check Hostage by No Resolve

This is skydxddy’s song she let them on