REACTING TO HATE, DANCE OFF, LIFE UPDATES
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Happy Sunday, my loves! Another busy and eventful week is done with. I'm still getting used to having three little boys and balancing motherhood with a busy work schedule, so getting through this week was a milestone.
I had the opportunity to sit down with Chai Lifeline Ambassador Natasha to talk about the incredible organization and how it has impacted her family. To learn more about Chai Lifeline and to get involved, visit chailifelinecanada.org ❤️
TIMESTAMPS
0:16 - Morning Chats with Ben
2:40 - Life Updates & Responding to Comments
5:30 - Monday OOTD
7:07 - Carpool Karaoke with Jake & Ben
8:29 - Morning Chats with Max
9:54 - Tuesday GRWM
11:23 - Dance Off with Jake & Ben
14:27 - Quick Meditation
20:19 - Work/Mom Life Balance
21:21 - Gary's HOOTD
22:00 - Dancing with Max
22:22 - Multitasking GRWM
23:05 - New Fashion Video
23:44 - Interview with Chai Lifeline
31:06 - Movie Night
WEARING
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Reading through all of your comments and I just want to say how thankful I am for your love and support ❤️ I am so proud of this community we have created and feel so fortunate to have every one of you with me on this journey. I love you guys.
@ainurbaizhan8029
5 жыл бұрын
Валерия, мы оказывается ровесницы, ты так меня вдохнавляешь! Я мусульманка, и я люблю твою силу, красоту, мудрость, преданность, трудолюбие, профессионализм, доброту, отношение ко всему. Пусть у тебя и дальше все идет в гору :* Тоже хочу как ты во всем успевать, сохранить теплоту и красоту, и излучать ЛЮБОВЬ! Хочу большую, крепкую, красивую, здаровую семью. Хочу преуспевающий бизнес, который приносит пользу другим и удовольствие мне самой. Ты показываешь куда надо стремиться. Ты одна на миллион) Привет из Казахстана
@Crystal081093
5 жыл бұрын
We love you too❤️❤️❤️
@rachelmccalla2999
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your journey!!
@sabamarium4603
5 жыл бұрын
Valeria Lipovetsky we are always there for you just like you are always there for us and catering our social needs through discussing important stuff and sharing useful tips and advices despite of being so busy with everything else crucial in your life. we truly Love and appreciate your efforts❣️ kids are becoming irresistibly cute every single day and fun to watch 💕😍 May God keep His blessings upon you and your family ❤️
@florgarciao
5 жыл бұрын
You are so sweet, real and funny! Love from argentina 💕
People who criticise you for having a nanny help you out when you have not one, not two, but three children are ridiculous.
@jericarodriguez4789
5 жыл бұрын
Exactly. And I don't see why asking for help when your a busy hardworking mother and wife is a bad thing. Got to keep the sanity for the loved ones. Valeria you're doing an amazing job! #momgoals
@MrsSpaceCadet
5 жыл бұрын
I agree! I have no shame in saying that if I could afford a nanny, I'd have one! I go crazy taking care of my kids while I work during the week. I guess people will criticize anything they can...
@sp500-steph7
5 жыл бұрын
Mareeen14 plus job plus
@rosebush2880
5 жыл бұрын
Nothing wrong with having help, mentally deteriorating from stress is not healthy!
@Ivy285
5 жыл бұрын
I am one of four children and was raised with a nanny. People are very stupid to judge.
Wow my dream woman! Instead of going into denial or aggression over the comments, you actually answered them back so calmly and delicately. I love you. My superhero💕
@laia_ll
5 жыл бұрын
Also feel like it's such a great statement!: "Give my family the best of me, not what's left of me."
@subashineerajkumari6953
5 жыл бұрын
@@laia_ll yes, exactly
@mademoisellesachaaa
5 жыл бұрын
She's such a secure, confident person. I'm not much younger than Valeria and I wish I were as secure and could handle myself how she does.
@liudmilashafirova7431
5 жыл бұрын
Totally. I feel like this kind of response helps to create a reflective dialogue in the community, which the Internet in itself desperately needs.
“I don’t know any baby songs, let’s do spice girls” I love it! 💕
@dawnforlife
5 жыл бұрын
I love it too! HAHAHA!
"You are my darling" aww
“Can I kiss you on the lips?” “Umm no...” lol at least he asked first like a gentleman! 😂 So sweet!
@tanushukla8833
5 жыл бұрын
Hahaha.
@bijanlove8000
3 жыл бұрын
already a consent king! hahah
“You are my darling” ok now i want to be emma hahahaha he so sweet
"we need to wake up Max too"......No........ "oh why".........."We never wake up Max" hahahaha!!!
@dawnforlife
5 жыл бұрын
hahaha I love her conversations with the kids. A refreshing light hearted reality. ahhaha!
Benny and Jakey’s crushes on Emma are REAL lol 😂 😂😂 Ben woke right up with “Emma’s here” lol and Jake trying to get the player moves going with the “You are my darling.” ♥️ The cuteness overload ❤️❤️❤️
Being a mom is hard enough without being criticized about every decision you make. Most of these haters probably don’t even have children.
@MariaFR12
5 жыл бұрын
@madiha siraj I bet they do and just jealous.
Hi Valeria, I was a nanny to 3 boys for over a year. I can tell from experience it is no joke, every set of hands were busy at all time. I loved those boys with my whole heart and I do not think they were scarred by one more person loving them and taking care of them. Do not give a sh.t to negative comments. Lots of love.
@samdansjamz
5 жыл бұрын
Same, I was a nanny for a family of 5. No one was ever relaxing. Lol I feel like people who are criticizing haven't been around big families.
@Stella-cf4cl
5 жыл бұрын
Laura Fokti I was a live in nanny for a nine year old whose parents were cops. Even with one kid, some parents have to work so much that you just need another person there. I was Young so the kid thought of me more like a big sister anyway. Leaving him was definitely hard though for all of us
Valeria looks like 20 yo, but she's wise like 40 year woman! And still funny and progressive, always going further!
@kartosenlitminey
5 жыл бұрын
Wisdom has nothing to do with the age sometimes
My boyfriend's mother hired nannies when he was growing up and he was an only child. I plan to hire a nanny that can teach my first language (Spanish) to my children so that they'll grow up bilingual despite my work schedule and my boyfriend's lack of Spanish. The idea that it's abnormal for women to seek help with childcare (whether family or employed) is a very Leave It to Beaver Americana fantasy.
@mena5090
5 жыл бұрын
Leave it to Beaver American fantasy!🤣🙌🏼 lol I love that. And it's very accurate as well.
@dyswhatis
5 жыл бұрын
It was always like this. Women just used to have mothers, mothers-in-law or grandmothers to help them. I'm just so angy at those people that teach you how to take care of your children and they usually don't even have children.
Jake trying to flirt with Emma is everything.
@tabbymaria8369
5 жыл бұрын
farah hosny he’s deff gonna be a lady’s man when he’s older lol
@cutesanna7070
5 жыл бұрын
#WOOW....#
I'm always looking forward to Sunday so I can see your vlogs!!
Cutest moment when Jake woke Benny 💞so adorable
Aww Jake loves Emmmaaaa, so sweet hehehe
@empugs
5 жыл бұрын
hahaha Jakey is just the best
I noticed the nanny changing the nappy and I tought you did right i would of do the same if I could afford it so to spend quality time with older children, I found it great when I see it
Honestly people find the weirdest things to be bothered about lol. It's ok to have someone help with your kids. It's not like you just have the nanny do everything all the time and are never with them. Everyone needs to learn it's ok to have help, it doesn't make anybody less than to have help with something.
@ValeriaLipovetsky
5 жыл бұрын
Exactly ❤️
As a nanny I can say, our job is to take a load off the parents! So we change diapers etc regardless if parents are home or not, our job duties continue no matter who’s in the house. She’s a great nanny doing a great job!
I loved this sentence of yours Valeria - i wanna giv my family the best of me not whats left of me. I really get inspired by u. When i get married and hav kids inshallah ameen then i wanna b like u. Ur patience, positivity and energy is amazing.
"You are my darling" I am DEAD. 💖
Wait when jake said Emma you’re my darling can i kiss you!! I was crying lol 😂😂 too adorable
@leizaify
5 жыл бұрын
OMG, that was hilarious, Jake is so charming, but I think he was sent to the friend zone for the first time
@tabbymaria8369
5 жыл бұрын
Megan Amanda he’s deff gonna be a lady’s man when he gets older lol
ALL of your boyz are adorable but that Benny...boy, he's a real heart stealer. Although, Jakey is holding his own in the cuteness department, too. And that delicious newborn! I just cannot handle it. PS: being a mom of three boyz and working is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. You are a superhero champion of the universe...no matter what!
Just and idea. What if you did a "no vlog week" (so you can rest a little bit more and disconnect) and then film a video at the end of the week about your experience? Taking it as a mini vacation, and you would have content to upload also :)
your kids are adorable.the way Jake wakes Ben n asks 'you ok'..they r so well bred... love you and ur family..god bless u abundantly.xx
This vlog made me so emotional, my baby was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 2 and was on a chemo treatments until he was 6, about half a year ago. It is so nice to hear about organizations that help and support children and their families fighting childhood cancer. It's also nice of you to use your platform and share this information with us, your viewers. Thank you!
@ValeriaLipovetsky
5 жыл бұрын
Sending your family love and positivity. I can't imagine what it was like to go through something like that ❤️
I CHOKED WHEN JAKEY ASKED IF HE COULD KISS EMMAS LIPS LOL AAHHSHAHSHA SO CUUUTE
My favorite part is i want to give my family the best of me not what is left of me that will stick with me forever . and when you sang spice girls as a lullaby loll. Thank you for being a true inspiration ♡ love you all
30 minutes and your vlogs on a Sunday is the best thing that can happen to me❤️ Valeria, we really see, how much work and effort you put in EVERYTHING you do and that is so inspiring 😍 I always look forward to your videos, especially with your family because you guys are so cute :) I wish you only the best! Keep going Lea😘
I live for the dance offs 😂😂😂 Benny is so expressive, gotta love his moves! And when Jakey said, " You are me darling" to Emma, awwwww melting 😍
Im the oldest of four, and when my mom had twins her attention was obviously focused on them. I was seven, and i understood and even helped my mom out, however my other brother was just 4. I cannot stress how important it is to give tie to ALL the children. I think it is good that you have a nanny and got to spend time with your two other children. Like Valeria said, it was just changing diapers. And her two other children will appreciate it so much that both parents are making time for them too. lots of love to Valeria 💕
Seriously though, Jake is such a Romeo
Ben and Jakey's kind nature and politeness really shows how great you and Gary are as parents, love you guys :) Also, in response to that somewhat negative comment, you can't pour from an empty cup. For mothers and all humans, we all could use a little help sometimes. Pretending you don't is very egoistic and unrealistic for the demanding world we all live in.
Omg Jake was so smooth with Emma I died😂😂 “You are my darling.” AWww😍😍💕
Positive/negative reinforcement and pos/neg punishment are all so important. If you haven’t already, I recommend trying some of those different styles of discipline with Jake and see what works best with him! He may be acting out because he wants more attention or it may just be an age thing. Also, you’re a working mom with 3 little ones. I think it is really admirable the way you keep a balance of work and family. I think it is completely ok that the nanny helps out when both parents are there. It gives you guys a chance to enjoy each other’s company and the boys’. Glad you can get a little time for yourself here and there, too. 😉 Keep doing you girl!
ben melts my heart ❤️
Blown away .. what a vlog Valeria ! I come back to each vlog because you are so real and kind. I love that you are earnest in showing your everyday struggles and we ALL have those.Thanks for sharing your lows as much as your highs - you kick ass Mama of 3 boyz !!! We've been mentally conditioned to be SUPER woman to an unhealthy extent, self care should come first, because only a sane and happy you can be there for anyone else. On a lighter note - happy 1 MONTH birthday MAX ! And hats off to you for supporting and sharing information about organizations like CHAI LIFE LINE. I will try to find something similar where I live ! much love to you and the family xoxo
What is wrong with having a nanny? My brothers and I grew up with nannies while my mom had to work and provide for the family. If she did not go back to work when we were just born, no one would have come knock on our door with food, formula and diapers. It's part of life, the is NOTHING WRONG with it. Guess what, my brothers and I turned out just fine having our mama and a nanny. You know, double the love and the care :) You do you Valeria and let me tell you something, when I have kids in the near future, I will get a nanny. Judge all you want lol !!
I am sorry but not to offend anyone. Valeria I think you are amazing and a super woman! I am a mother of 2 small kids (4.5 & 15M) and it is hard, working in my current business and opening a new one. There is a lot of work and good for you for choosing to be an amazing mother , an amazing business woman and a role model. People should mind their own business and live by their own rules. Don’t listen to anyone! You are my charging force in a lot of days when I feel exhausted and tired. Keep the amazing work, I watch you religiously ! 💪🏻girl power 💪🏻♥️😘
Omggg you're almost at 700k! You've grown so much since I started watching you 3 years ago. You deserve every bit of success you've achieved and so much more. Thank you for everything you've taught me through your videos, from beauty to life advice, you've been a great mentor!
@ValeriaLipovetsky
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Happy birthday benny! You're such a beautiful soul just like your family and you have most amazing mother in the world. May god bless you. Lots of love 🎉♥️
Been looking forward to one of your vlogs the whole week 😭👏 And a big happy 4th birthday to Benny !! 🎈🎉🎊🎂
My mother had some of the same issues, she had three children all within the same year and a half time period. And she had issues with discipline with all of us. What she did, which I thought was neat was working around it, she had time during the week that was just for one of us (the other two were with a grandparent or a sitter ) where we did something fun, and it was dedicated, with both parents present. She did that with all three of us. She said it helped.
@leahradke1149
5 жыл бұрын
Gwendolyn Snow Love that! One on one quality time is so important for kids. It’s a time for parents to really praise their child for what they have been doing well. I grew up with five sisters and always felt a little lost in the middle but whenever I was with just my parents, I felt so special!
@olgreg94
5 жыл бұрын
Gwendolyn Snow i feel like no matter what age difference there are struggles. mine are about 5 years apart and they still fight like cats and dogs and envy one another. its pretty typical sybling rivalary. i think valerie does have more oppurtunitys then most moms because they are so finacially well off and i personally dont know anyone who has a nanny. im sure she still has struggles as does everyone but she is getting more help and alot more self care then the moms i know.
That comment was so stupid, sometimes you need help especially with three young boys (one being a newborn) and your already a working. I love your vlogs! It gives me a chance to watch and relax and also be inspired!
Valeria, you are truely a rock 🌟 Mom's of multiple young kids have super powers that us mom's of or 2, mine is 15, do not understand! The way you push yourself to be present in all your children's lives, your company AND in charities, shew girl, props to you! You definitely deserve a little help and your night nurse is the perfect way!
Your vlogs are so light hearted 😍😍 definitely make up my day after a hectic day
If I watch you first thing in the morning, you make my day. I feel super positive and full of energies. Thank you so much for this!!
Sundays are the best because of these vlogs ❤️!!! Valeria you are such an inspiration to all the women in the world! A true example of strong , confident and powerfulness. Keep changing the world one day at a time ! Also, Happy birthday Benny 😊
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENNYYYY❤❤❤ your virtual family loves you❤❤❤
Always looking forward to your vlogs!! That's why I like sundays so much 😋❤️
@MafaldaTeixeiraa
5 жыл бұрын
Me too!!
@dawnforlife
5 жыл бұрын
When you think nothing can get better on the weekends! :D
I swear your kids make me smile every. single. time.
Wonderful way to use your platform to highlight philanthropic efforts. We need more people giving their time and treasure :)
I loved this vlog so much, Valeria. I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your honesty about motherhood. There isn't enough of it in real life and on youtube. You make me so hopeful for parenthood and unafraid to make mistakes or unconventional decisions. Your very right, you have to do what's best for your family. Love you, Virgo!!!
I love how you always keep it very real when it comes to real life struggles; no "i wake up like this"s and the unrealistic grwm thing but at the same time giving us examples on how you handled it and educate people to be more aware of their surroundings
I loooovvveee you put time captions on the videos subjects that’s amazing! And every piece of clothing as well, that’s AMAZING seriously! So much effort and dedication. Not to mention your healthy attitude in life that every person could learn from. You deserve like 50 mil subs. Thank you for your hard work ❤️
It's precious hearing some of your accent in their speech, it's just adorable!!
You are such an strong woman, the way you take care of your busy life and family without giving up is truly admiring. I’ve been watching your videos for almost a year or even more and i think you are super a cool, strong women and mother and you’ve created a beautiful family. Keep doing what you do, i love and admire it.
honestly, whenever I watch your videos, I just have so much admiration for you with how good you are as a parent and a business woman and people who leave hateful stuff just blow my mind. i dont think they realise that most mothers have MONTHS off work before and after giving birth and what you’re doing is just amazing and inspirational ❤️ i look up to you so much
Happy Birthday, Benny!
11:24 is when thw world's most adorable dance off begins, my face could have split in half from how hard i was smiling
you are doing amazing things for your family!!! those haters.. kindly pls ignore em. You are really doing great
" I want to make sure to give to the world and my family the best of me and not whats rest of me." LOVE THIS! Valeria, we love you! You are such a strong woman and literally a rolemodel for me!
I just love you so much, your platform and values make you such a beautiful person, and your work with charities like Chai LL is so inspirational❤️
I so admire you. I hope you know and feel that you are a mighty woman. Your content is so genuine and honest, I hope to be just an ounce of the mother you are. So happy I found your channel this year
don’t worry about the people. U r amazing woman .we love u and respect u alot 🍀💕
These three are the cutest boys ever. Thank you for your honest vlog, Valeria. We love how natural and sincere you are. All the best!
Good for you not letting the haters bother you! I just adore your vlogs....You have a beautiful family!
I just want to say I love these vlogs. You are brilliant, stylish, and one hell of a mom. Thank you for sharing your life and your family. It's so sweet and refreshing to see content like this.
Pryvet Valeria! You inspire me in the way you balance your work with your family life and talk to us about the difficulties to that particularly. It's insightful to me as a teen mom to be. I'll be going to have to balance motherhood and going to uni. When you talk about certain takes you have on pregnancy and parenthood, you make me more confident. Sometimes the criticism can take up more of your mental energy than you'd like to, but remember there are viewers like me who look at your content as insightful and inspiring. I don't have my first child just yet but I've already learned that parenting comes with a lot of (sometimes unnecessary) critique. I admire how soberly you react to that!
Your kids are so sweet and kind to each other and everyone else. I love them and I love you 💜
every time i watch your vlogs it inspires me SO much!! to keep pushing for what i want in life
Ah these vlogs really get me ready for the week because you inspire so much and in every way ❤️ the way you responded to the criticism- shows what kind of a person you are, keep doing you 💓
I so admire you. I don't know how you do it. You are such a good Mom and you interact with your children so well. I m so impressed with everything you do. You are beautiful inside and out.
"Giving best of you not giving what's lefty of you" loved it and I totally agree with you 🙌🙌
LOVE this video!like really every part of it!you dealing with hate-comments.. the pumping-multitask-situation 😅 and on top of everything you giving back to people in need!you are soso inspiring!!😘
I honestly love your kids and there different personalities bring me joy when I see them in your vlogs ... and to know that your gonna raise max in becoming a beautiful little boy .. if you don’t here this enough , “ you are an awesome mama ( in Benny’s voice) and very powerful” 💖
Thank you for being so honest and authentic in your videos, it is so inspiring to see how you deal with your day-to-day life, your business and criticism!!
I love waking up on Sundays and watching your vlogs! They always make my day! 💗
"Giving the best, not what is left." wow!!! Thank you so much for giving me motivation to do better at work and be a better family member... God bless you and your beautiful family.
Omg and all the jakey and benny moments especially the waking up part , jakey with his sweet voice and benny's little puffy face aghhhh my heart is happy ♡
You are inspiring! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and the way you react to those bad influence in our life with us!
When I see your videos, I just feel proud of you! It`s so amazing how you handle all this and I hope I can come close to this once I reach the point in my life where I have kids. You have all my respect. Love you Valeria.
Love how REAL you are! After I had my first child felt I was the only one feeling like a complete mess and crying and pumping and nursing and barely sleeping! It was such a hard transition for me! Wish I found your channel earlier- it would have really helped me through the hard months! Love you!!
Obsessed with you and your videos Valeria, you are such an amazing woman!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Always looking forward to your vlogs! I've been waiting for more fashion content as well, but I realize that you are really busy Val, and thank you for updating us with vlogs and other videos. You're amazing!!!
You are so incredible! A lack of sleep is such a hard thing! Wishing you lots of naps in the future !
Love your videos, and as a full-time nanny to 3 littles I can say that I completely understand your family’s decision to use the help of the nanny so that you can give your older boys quality time!!! You are an amazing mom and I love watching all of your videos, keep it up!!!! ❤️
What a powerful message that resonated with me- I want to give my kids me, not what's left of me. Struggling with it too and with first kid doing it all, now realizing that especially in the beginning if you can let someone else do small things- household, change baby, grocery shop, clean- you should. Kids take insane amount of emotional and mental effort, especially when kids are not all you do. Big props to you!
We love you too 💞. You are just like a guardian angel 👼 . Valeriya you’re genuinely theeee best. May God always bless you and your family.
I love your family 😊 watching your videos give comfort and hope for a happy future
I really respect you as a woman and a mom, you really taught me a lot throw your blogs and videos, you are one of the reasons that helping me to accept all people , thank you Valeria
It truly takes a village to raise a family. I love that you are supporting such a beautiful organization. We have dear family friends with a daughter who passed from cancer and these types of programs helped so much. They got to spend as much time with their sweet as possible because her siblings were cared for and meals were made 💗 Thank you thank you thank you Valeria Inc. for not only supporting but sharing it with everyone.
OMG 😍😍😍 i love how you handle these situations, i think you are such an inspiration I love your children so cute and i melted when jake said 'you are my darling ' to Emma ❤️
your weekly vlogs makes me so happy, you are absolutly amazing
Having a kid takes a village, and you’ve got three kids with one nanny! You’re an amazing mummy Valeria! I’m so amazed with how you manage it all and went back to work so soon after having a baby boy! Love u 💕
You are such a super hero to me .. I'm single and working and can't even manage my time and always feel stressed.. God bless you and your family dear and give you all the strength to go on 💜
Oh my god Valeria. I just found your Channel and i am so so in Love with your Person, with all you are doing, how you are talking to you children, all about you. Just beautiful. Just go on and never stop❤️
@ValeriaLipovetsky
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you beauty
As long as the kids know they are loved, NOTHING else matters!!! You got this!
I think you are really doing great as a mom and a vlogger. I heard from many people that balancing attentions between the older kids and the newborn is very difficult but you are doing your best and you are doing great. Really enjoy every single one of your vlogs!