What else do you want to see me react to? 🤔 Comment below! Also if you like the song in the intro listen to it here: kzread.info/dash/bejne/nGZ6tdOyh7WyqsY.html 🙌🙏

@Star-qp9oq

4 жыл бұрын

I love your reactions 🥰🥰🥰. I can't wait to another NF reaction. I can't waaaaaaaaitttttt😵😵😵😵. You should check out "You're special", " Like this ", "Thinking"

@truefrance

4 жыл бұрын

Do outro but you need to react to all NFs music video from perception all the way to mansion to make outros make sense

@teoigi3247

4 жыл бұрын

Sending you a virtual hug. Much love bro, wish you were my friend.

@joergel8976

4 жыл бұрын

I really enjoy watching your reactions. Actually you should check out every single song from him. But I'd really like to see "Mansion" or "Intro 3"

@whatthecookies43

4 жыл бұрын

Give mason wav a listen he’s a new rapper has 3 songs out so far I think he’s got good flow. Even if you don’t keep up the good work love you reactions

I heard that on the last bit when he talking he had to get everyone out of the studio. That’s how you know how emotional he really feels. 😢

@jamieharpur1727

4 жыл бұрын

Tagg Veteto yea. it was originally a third verse but he just broke..

@angelas.g.9848

4 жыл бұрын

YEP.. TRUE. 💯

@robbanningrb

4 жыл бұрын

Tagg Veteto that’s true!!

@henleythehen4429

4 жыл бұрын

Hi this made me think about my dad

@shadysumoyt

4 жыл бұрын

I believe it that part hits hard

This song is like a psychopath test. If you don't feel this, there is something wrong with you.

@neptunelizzie

4 жыл бұрын

I feel it, but I didn't cry

@westonkenyonmusic

4 жыл бұрын

I cried at the title.

@georgejetson1379

4 жыл бұрын

I kept eating pizza...then I ordered chicken wings.... then I still cried ... that darn NF still got me again... how does he do it?!

@westonkenyonmusic

4 жыл бұрын

@Beed Beezy Now that's a question. But he did say, "if they don't *feel it."* I feel some Indian and Japanese songs and have no idea what they're saying.

@egodumpster

4 жыл бұрын

The first time I heard this song was about a year ago. I just started breaking down. Just imagine how sad of a backstory this is. Don't take what you have for granted

Fact: The ending was recorded like it happens in the song. There was supposed to be a 3rd verse but at the end of his second verse he had a breakdown. Asked everyone to leave the studio but leave the mics on. The "3rd Verse" is him crying at the end.

@tasha7642

3 жыл бұрын

S4m1 whoops sorry I didn’t mean to reply to you 😭

@teewhyeee

3 жыл бұрын

love NF

@keegs1495

2 жыл бұрын

i think you mean there was supposed to be a 4th verse

I can't listen to this song without crying midway. it takes quite a lot to make me cry imo. powerful song.

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t agree more. Amazing artist amazing song

@g41ne73

3 жыл бұрын

I also agree

@tristonward7500

3 жыл бұрын

I agree strongly

@Debo1088

2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way.

@remotecontrol9021

Жыл бұрын

@@jeebusdaddygamingmy few ideas is think of some topics that inspire you or you like then just sound out the words or just try to rap with or without a beat . For ex - My motion telling no swollen eleven like Ellen the pen villain . It's all about experiment and what you may or may think works . If it sounds good or you may think it sounds better in another verse then try that . If any questions feel free to ask away

This is the first song of NF’s that I ever heard. I lost a son to addiction two years ago and the line “I hate the way I remember you” hit me so hard because all I remember of my son is the horrible 6 years of his addiction. I pray that one day I can begin to remember my son as he was before his addiction. I know he was so much more than his addiction, every person is! I want to remember my happy, sweet and loving son.

@justjessy2148

4 жыл бұрын

Tina Bagheri sorry for your loss 😔 I hope you do find peace and you start to remember your son when he was in a good place and not just the bad parts! 🙏🏻♥️

@tinabagheri5158

4 жыл бұрын

Just Jessy thank you. I pray time will heal the pain. I do know my son had a huge heart, and that has helped. Knowing he is finally at peace also helps.

@Purplekitti04

4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️❤️

@yk_arubanorchid297

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss

@eliseesbjornsson4981

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss

Not gonna lie your reaction and breakdown is actually making this song more powerful for some reason

@noahross3642

3 жыл бұрын

Truth

@nataliHasan

Жыл бұрын

Facts

Nate had two sisters , his father and mother got divorced and his mom's boyfriend physically abused him (and sister i guess) and he writes about him (step-dad) in the song Mansion

@kittykat7654

4 жыл бұрын

If my fiancé and I broke apart and I found out that her new man was physically abusing my children I’d go to jail for murder

@goblue7516

4 жыл бұрын

Great song

@goblue7516

4 жыл бұрын

@@kittykat7654 see thats why if I had kids I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't with their mom and some guy was abusing them when my mom walked out on me and my dad he said he never trusted a woman to treat me like I was their own son its hard when you have kids

@ethanrampergash9173

4 жыл бұрын

`zoe_wolfy` :p yea Nate and his sister were abused by their moms boyfriend and then his dad was able to take them away from all that.

@zoe-cw6sx

4 жыл бұрын

@@ethanrampergash9173 yea thank god his dad was there to take them away

The emotion behind his voice is incredibly powerful. You can feel it in every single word. I've never heard anything quite like it.

@KnoxHill

3 жыл бұрын

It is one of my favorite songs of all time. Thanks for commenting & supporting!

*Can we just take a moment to appreciate that Nate posted such a heartful and important song and let it out in the world?*

@ryanolsen294

3 жыл бұрын

facts, one of the best songs ever from anyone out there IMO.

@coolgirl14799

Жыл бұрын

YESS

I think that by the line “telling me this Isn’t you” his mom meant like “son why are you writing this kind of music? this Isn’t you” which is another way of Nate saying that she really didn’t know him

@naoldemisse1316

4 жыл бұрын

I think that its his mom saying that this isn't her and his music inspired her to change. Because next line says that she was listening to a different tune later. Which means she didn't actually change like she said she would. I THINK

@israelflores5020

4 жыл бұрын

Naol Demisse I’m a month off😅sorry ‘bout that, I agree but by “different tune” in my opinion I thought it meant simply “doing another thing” implying that she had passed away

@israelflores5020

4 жыл бұрын

Draco Granger-Snape when was the interview? ‘Cause I believe she passed a year after he graduated so I think 2010, not sure but I know It’s not easy at all, It’s basically a must, I haven’t gone through personal experiences but I get it and I hope you’re doing better😊

@israelflores5020

4 жыл бұрын

Draco Granger-Snape thats good to hear☺️and ah okay gotcha

@messinalyle4030

3 жыл бұрын

I thought that by her saying that this wasn't her, she was flat out denying what she put the family through. But perhaps she couldn't lie to herself and shut out the pain that way as she hoped, and that was the final straw that drove her to kill herself. That would add yet another layer to his anguish, if he held himself even slightly responsible for her suicide simply because he had tried to tell her the truth and she couldn't handle it. He shouldn't hold himself responsible, but I think that most people would, in a situation like that.

Knox. A lot of people will say that reactions are just Capitalizing on others work. But you always bring a new light. Keep up the work man. Lots of love

@sir.stayton6269

4 жыл бұрын

Another very good breakdown channel Is TheThirdErnest

@aimangupta9778

3 жыл бұрын

He's not a reaction channel , he's more of an analysis channel

@jasan_o3633

3 жыл бұрын

@@aimangupta9778 breakdown channel is like the same thing pretty much

Please do NF „Intro3“, „Remember this“, „Mansion“ next please!!!🙌🏻🙏🏻

@knuddefc1684

4 жыл бұрын

First mansion then intro 3

@jgsource552

4 жыл бұрын

remember this real af. Legendary song!

@sjmayhart889

4 жыл бұрын

Remember this is my favorite song by nf

@nicig2020

4 жыл бұрын

Yes those are important

@angelfromashes1792

4 жыл бұрын

If I'm honest the thing I want most is to see more people react to heavy nf songs when they haven't heard him before. They usually do it cause they hear he's different, get the gist of what he does, but they're still NEVER ready for the emotional weight of his lyrics, and I love seeing their eyes be opened, in a sense. And I also love the newfound respect they almost always have for him afterwards too.

My daughter and I saw his Therapy Session Tour in Greensboro, NC back in 2017. When he was performing this song, he couldn't get through it. He sat on the stage and cried. We cried with him. So brave to try to perform it, but his raw honesty and human struggle (courageous)!

This is the saddest NF song

@rowan2680

4 жыл бұрын

Awonddy up there with Therapy session

@scar4796

4 жыл бұрын

And Trauma.

In the song "Nate" from The Search, he tells his younger self "At twenty-five, you'll put out Therapy and gain some traction . Skip to track number four, now that's a really sad one" (this song is number four) So powerful and sad :( Thanks for reacting to it man, killed it as always.

@aryabhoola

4 жыл бұрын

"Skip the track number 4" could also refer to when he said in an interview that looking back at this song, he would never have wrote it like that because he understands what was happening now instead of just laying blame on himself and his mom. Just a thought.

@riodeleon4279

4 жыл бұрын

I thought number 4 was referring to The Search album as it’s the 4th album and it’s full of emotional songs

@katiethompson3123

4 жыл бұрын

@@riodeleon4279 this is track four of Therapy Session, definitely referring to this song

@FBI-lw3zv

3 жыл бұрын

@@riodeleon4279 a little late but it says "track" and this song is the 4th track on therapy session

@aidanthomas2510

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah that's one of my other favourite NF songs

10:00 When he says "she startet crying and telling me this isn't you" i think that his mother said that because she actually didn't "know" NF. Like he said, his mother was never there for him and therfor never got to know him properly.

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Yea that part really got to me. What a great emotional song and journey from Nate. Thanks for sharing 🙏

When I first heard this song I was in school and I just started sobbing it’s a very powerful song

@YbFlores

3 жыл бұрын

I respect

ok but you can literally hear the pain in his voice when he yells “MA!” that made me sob so hard-

@ezpznoob8092

3 жыл бұрын

He yelled why I think

He made everyone leave the studio in the end cause he wanted to be alone while crying and venting. This is one of the most powerful, raw, deep songs I’ve ever heard. NF truly is one of a kind.

Even though I have great parents, it’s impossible for me to get through this song without crying. 😣

@3phone16

3 жыл бұрын

the exact same here, great parents, but life still has its downsides, and it makes me tear up

@belvarq

2 жыл бұрын

Same

I liked the genuine emotion and personal pain he was able to share. He went deep....and it truly shook him. Great reaction Knox. If you’re not moved by NF on this track? You’re not human.

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

True that my friend

@annalisegulliver2540

5 ай бұрын

I saw NF live last month and it absolutely broke my heart when he played Mama. He played footage of his mum and had to take a break crying His growth is incredible

It don't matter how many times I hear this song.. it gets to me everytime.. NF is so special..the emotion he puts into his music 🖤

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t agree more. Thanks for supporting and taking this journey with me 🙌

Finally!!!!!!! took ya long enough knox I reckon everyone here watching is crying or has cried over this song and its message at least once

@williamstrimp1792

4 жыл бұрын

i've listed to this song over a 100 times and i cry every time

@phantompuma5673

4 жыл бұрын

Yep

@ermidk321

4 жыл бұрын

Y-yeah...this song really hit my hard cause I love my mom and dad so much....but I know that I'll eventually lose them to their drug and alcohol addiction...I almost never get to see them In person...I almost died because of my mom driving drunk...

@tylerwhite768

4 жыл бұрын

Yup

@nayelitaveras23

4 жыл бұрын

Laser Storm multiple times it never gets old because the pain I feel doesn’t

My husband came home awhile ago and showed this song to me. I have never met my birth mom. I love the woman who adopted me but my birth mom was an addict when I lived with her. She gave me to my dad and signed her rights away and has never met me. Broke my heart to hear this song. My reaction was like urs I have three kids and it's an influential memory that's turned me into the parent I am today. I will learn from her mistakes and will never let my babies think anything comes before them. This song has made me cry everytime I've heard it

@elliott7282

4 жыл бұрын

you say you never met ur birth mom but u say you lived with her

@stephaniemaris4878

4 жыл бұрын

I'm assuming the living with her was when she was a baby, before she could really remember her. Thank you for sharing your story. My mama gave up parental rights before I was even a year old. She came back ten years later, but I never trusted her or believed she really cared. She gave too much proof otherwise.

@fatherofcovidxijingping516

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry, life is hard for me too 💔💔💔

@pandasanding7036

3 жыл бұрын

Think she means her mom was an addict when she lived with the adopted mom and the adopted mom told her your mom is an addict which is why you live with me?? Maybe??

The white hat makes me think he's pointing out someone else who's darker than him. Most of his stuff is about his own mind and his own problems and he wears the dark to show it, but this is strictly about his mom and her mess. Also, the song is more like a question, right? "How Could You Leave Us?" Fact is, he didn't really know his mom that well either if he's asking the question "How Could You Leave Us?". If he did, he'd know why she left. "Them pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right?". "If you're still watchin', WHY?!". He was just a kid when it happened, not sure how old, but as a kid you don't understand what adults are doing. He'll never know his mom well enough to know why. It'll always be a hole. In "Got You On My Mind" Nate says this about his now wife, "Oh, said you lost your dad, girl I know how that feels I lost my mom, tryna deal with that still I guess we connect on our hatred for pills". That's gotta be some major common ground to connect on listening to this song, the most raw song of any he's done. I'd say "If You Want Love" is closer to this, "Hate Myself" is but it's got a different feel. Thanks for the review. You got 2 girls, I got 2 too. I'm not on drugs but did have a close call bad fall from 25' off a ladder last year, sitting in the hospital not knowing what's wrong on the inside (2 broken ribs and a cracked vertebrae) and I couldn't let my kids see me when my wife put them on video chat. I didn't want them to see me with the neck brace and the tubes and wires and needles stuck in me. Nate's mom probably thought that, she didn't want them to see her in her bad condition, but that's the addiction. If anyone is watching, work towards not repeating the pattern or starting a new 1 in your family. There is hope, just reach out. Nate said in his suicidal thoughts he "might do something different like talking to God more" in The Search. If you're addicted to drugs it's a different kind of suicide. Numb the pain to die to it. In recovery, you wake up to the pain so you can live through it. You're not just in a physical war, but a spiritual one. Love the fam.

@ko_chan5599

4 жыл бұрын

The line '' last year i felt suicidal, this year i might do something different like talking to god more'' is from change i think, and i agree with everything you said

@ShawnMartinNCBIRDMAN

4 жыл бұрын

@@ko_chan5599 that's right! Change. Also an amazing song I think I did leave a comment on that song Knox did a reaction to as well. Hitting up all these NF songs!

@EpicGamertje

4 жыл бұрын

🙏 Amen

@HeavvyWind

4 жыл бұрын

❤❤

@AnaGonzalez-yv9lh

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like the white hat can also represent the innocence of him being a kid, that doesn't understand why that is happening

I don't think I've ever come across an artist to NF's degree where his listeners simultaneously want to applaud the brilliance of his work and curse him for the emotion he evokes.

@anitaschoonover2488

4 жыл бұрын

Joel Harris isn’t that what makes NF exceptional? He is revealing his raw pain & suffering to help us face our own.

I get goosebumps every time I hear this song, it's such a powerful song. even tho I didn't go through anything close to this I still feel his pain.

This one always cuts deep. I lost my father due to popping pills. Going i. And out of hospitals every few weeks because he would OD. I'm 35 now and it hurts like crazy. I dont take pain pills because of it. Your raw emotion shows me youre a wonderful father. My girl has 2 beautiful girls one 6 and one 12. Unfortunately she can no longer have kids and i always wanted one. But her kids i love like my own. Would die for. I've been in the picture for 5 going on 6 years and their dad is a major dead beat. Rips up their drawings in front of them things like that. I can't imagine a life without them. They saved my life. I suffer from depression and tried to comit suicide in the past. I can never be more greatful for the women by my side and those kids. I'm proud of you for being there for your kids. I could only hope to be as good of a dad like you man. Much love! 🙌🙏

@Alan-xn6ip

4 жыл бұрын

your a wonderful person takes a real man to loves someone elses kids like their your own

@johnathanbradley6908

4 жыл бұрын

@@Alan-xn6ip thank you. That means alot to be honest. It's been a tough process as ive never been a dad and its scary as hell but I'm there when they need me.

@anitaschoonover2488

4 жыл бұрын

I hope you are blessed richly for being a good dad & husband to your wife. It helps with the depression to have precious people in your life. Sounds like they bless you almost as much as you bless them!!

@johnathanbradley6908

4 жыл бұрын

@@anitaschoonover2488 thank you so much. Im beyond greatful to have them in my life!

this song hits me so hard , taking care of my grandmother who is addicted to pain pills..... it hurts so bad and this song rips me apart every time i hear it edit: also i was a former addict and hearing you say “you always chase the high” i broke down crying....because that is true, you always chase it and it’s all you want. now being sober i have such a new found respect for those who struggle with that demon. it’s not easy to walk away from but i promise it’s worth it

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Wow, amazing story. Congratulations on being clean. Sorry to hear about your grandmother but thank you for sharing your story and your struggle with us 🙏 Appreciate you taking this journey into NF’s music with me and for supporting the channel

@LeeMijares

4 жыл бұрын

I'm in a simmiler boat, my Grandma was addicted to smoking. And when I was like... 8, or 9 She died of a heart attack and died. The docter said the main reason was the smoking. The older I got, the more it hurts. I broke down when he said, "but if your still watching ma!"

"One of the first things I wrote is *I wish I would've called* " - NF, Mansion

I came across this song about 3 years ago. My mom died from an overdose in 2015. This song has helped me cope so much. The first time I heard it, I was in disbelief because I thought I was alone. There are not enough resources for the children of drug addicts. And the resources that are out there, are extremely faith/religion based. I was struggling with religion even before my mom passed, so I was trying to find ways to cope that wasn't just telling me "she is in a better place", or "she is with God now." I needed something different. And NF's music was that for me.

Man, the first time I listen to that album. Specifically that song, there so much I cried about!

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Such a great song. Thanks for taking the time to comment & support!

@editorials9827

4 жыл бұрын

Welcome

am i sobbing at 3am over this song for the hundredth time since becoming a fan of nate? yes sir yes sir. i'm so happy you finally reacted to this song, one of his most touching ones imo

Lot of people started with "How could you leave us" thinking if this music is real or not. Are those real tears ? Real crying noises we hear in the background ? What about the end ? You did not. Because you know that NF is real. And we are ALWAYS having emotions, even good or bad, or sad. Because we know it. I love your work, keep it up.

@otakuvibes2949

3 жыл бұрын

I know im late but, #realmusicuntilwedie

This is why I vibe with him.NF real music, keyword: real. He shows everything and mask nothing.

Good luck with this one 😢 It's deep on another level. He actually didn't start wearing all black til a bit later on in his career. I don't believe it symbolizes anything. He actually made everyone leave the room when he recorded the end. #KnoxHill #VerseFam

im a little late but i relate too i lost my parents as a teenager basically dad died my mom left me to take care of myself. its hard. i made it through so far. much luv knox!!!!

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

Wow, thanks for sharing that man. Good luck to you and take care 🙏🙏 All the best

@puljudefender

3 жыл бұрын

jesus hope everything is going fine for you if not hang in there!

I've heard this song so many times at this point, mostly from watching other reactors, and I still tear up to it...and im not a crier, it takes a lot to pull at a heart string enough to get me to well up...and yet this song has never failed. This is bar none, one of the...if not THE...most powerfully emotional songs I've ever heard.

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

You can just feel the pain in his voice. You’re right, I’ve listened to it a lot since this reaction and it still hits me

This guy would be a good English professor

@dinoplaysaj5779

3 жыл бұрын

Interesting

9:18 he talks about hi sister in “my life” also can you do mansion-he talks about what goes on in his mind

Knox Hill, you are one of my favorite reactors to NF, NF is my favorite artist and he's a big inspiration to me! Please keep doing more reactions and more NF

This made me realize how lucky Em is to still have his mom. I respect the sacrifice NF made to make it. Nothing but respect

this song gets me going i lost my mom to a intoxicated car accident so this song reminds me of her

@gabrielriegel4018

4 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry to hear that... i have not lost my mom or dad..but when I listen to this it makes me think about what would be if she were gone... im already depressive and start crying everytime i hear this song...im 18 years old btw

@coreylockaton913

4 жыл бұрын

@@gabrielriegel4018 im 18 as well

@mbkeyboard4169

4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry but my mom and dad are addicted to drugs my mom lives 3 hours away and I live with my dads mom and dad my mawmaw and pawpaw

Every time I hear this song I get chills all over my body, I have cried so much on this song... This song brings back so many memories man

Good luck. As a parent this is a tough one.

I cried the first time I listened to this I called my eyes out bc my mom is sick (like incurable sick) if she were to get the common cold she could die. If she were I wouldn’t know what to do 😭

@yusufkhan1479

3 жыл бұрын

I hope she's alright and wish her good health

I get tears every time I listen to this song. It feels like a classic to be honest.

NF is one of the only artists that can make you feel how he wants you to; if he wants you to cry, he'll make you cry. If he wants you to laugh, he'll make you laugh. If he wants you to feel, he'll make you feel. NF is a legend in every way possible and the legacy he will leave will be phenomenal.

This song makes me appreciate my mum getting sober and being able to work on a relationship with her, I could listen to it all day. I was about 22 and 26 now, there were a lot of memories we could've had but also so many still to make! Our relationship is far from good but the fact that she's trying and actually cares now make the struggles worth it!

I have seen this video several times and never consciously noticed the piano hit scene change. Good catch

This song makes me cry everytime.

I got chills every 5 seconds

My mom left me when I was only two but now I have her back in my life after 13 years (I'm 15 now). I've only known her for a hand full of months now but recently she's started doing drugs again from what my dad told me. From just listening to this song is making me think of a future where I don't have my mom. I've heard this song before and I've broken down before but now knowing what it's like to have my real birth mom addicted to a drug. Now the song just feels different like I'm on a much deeper level. I don't want to lose something I just got back... Momma I just got you back please don't leave me again

@justjessy2148

4 жыл бұрын

Ethhasaprob 83 I’m sorry you’re struggling, maybe you could talk to your mom and tell her how you feel and you could show your her this video and tell her that you’re scared of losing her the same way Nate did and the song maybe this song could really resonate with your mom and help her get better? I hope things get better 🙏🏻♥️

@stephaniemaris4878

4 жыл бұрын

I get it. My mama left when I was 10 months old, then came back years later. I begged her to take care of herself and just generally get her crap together. Unfortunately, she never made me a promise she actually kept, and I lost her when I was 17. I know you must be going through so much pain, and I wish I could help. ❤️

Knox's intro : Hmmm what item should i give ppl today? Good job man love the reaction

I cry every time i listen to it ;')

“I can’t imagine not being there for them” awww🥺🥺🥺

you made my eyes lucid, it's obvious how much you love your daughters. keep it up bro

Knox finally reacts to “how could you leave us” *everyone liked that*

When I first heard this song, i cried, i felt his pain even though I've never had anyone in my family who went through addiction. Powerful and deep stuff. Been in his train since moment album.

You should listen to the three intro's, it shows how NF evolves over his early albums.

The first time I heard this song I ran out of class because I was crying because I relate to this song so much. I mum was abused domestically and I had to witness most of it.

Man coming back to this song and watching and then seeing how far he has come emotionally with his new song "Mama" makes me so happy for him. Its cool to see your old videos and how far you've come as well!

Even knoxhill dropped tears to this song, its such a powerful song

nice reaction!! now at last that you did this...now do MANSION - NF

Thank you for reacting to this song!!! This song still sends shivers down my spine, and I couldn't listen to the whole song the first time I listened to it.

The most beautiful part of this video is hearing your kids running around the house. Thats why i watch your videos, and listen to your music. Because you realize that those kids are the only thing that truly matters, and you gotta do everything in your power to raise then properly.. give them the life they deserve.

This was the 1st nf song I heard, and that was all I needed to become a fan

On being sober, even Em overcame that. Recently celebrated 12 yrs. Not Afraid. Respect.🔥

@scar4796

4 жыл бұрын

Zim Zam good job! Praying for you!

@zimzam391

4 жыл бұрын

@@scar4796 tf?🤔

@ezpznoob8092

3 жыл бұрын

Nice

i always get chills at the 3rd verse...

I’ve seen NF in concert- he is by FARRRR one of the most RAW, REAL & INVOLVED IN HIS FANS IN THE MOMENT. I loveeeeeee NF, HUGE fan.

I feel the reaction, it hits hard.. my mum left when I was 2, stood up in court and said she never wanted kids, so I got left with my Dad. Now as a father of 3 … I just cannot understand it. This song really hits home!

i listened to it like 100 time and i cried 99.9999 times

@johnshang7585

4 жыл бұрын

yea so true

I lost my mom to cancer when I was 12 years old, I relate to this song too much. But Nate did it beautifully and poured his soul out, which takes a lot of courage. It's probably one of my favorite songs by him even though I can't listen to it.

This got the whole squad in tears 😭

“Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had”- this part spoke to me so deeply. I didn’t have a parent in my life that was addicted but I was adopted at 9 months old. Throughout my childhood I struggled with depression because I couldn’t understand why my birth mother wasn’t there. I blamed myself for my adoption believing that she didn’t want me and it was my fault. I don’t even have a picture of her but I tore myself apart for so long thinking I wasn’t allowed to miss someone I never even met or knew the face of. I will never be able to escape the fear of being abandoned by people I love even though I’m an adult now. Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers she had me, or if she moved on and started a new family. Do I have brothers and sisters I never met? This song let me feel validated and is by far my favorite of NF’s songs

By far my favorite NF song, really hits home with my mom being addicted to drugs and me now being a father of two boys and not having my mom around to see them..

damn knox you gonna have a pool of tears with more songs like this

knox got the realist reactions. dissecting not only the music but the visuals too, keep it up bro!

Fun fact: during the song, since it was super emotional they left the studio and like saw a movie and then there was supposed to be another verse but it got like to emotional so yeah

Great reaction. I personally believe the line “this isn’t you” is about her and Her belief she can be better. Lost my little bro to pills last year and still can’t grasp it 100%. As a parent, I can’t imagine leaving my two little ones this way.

I found you through those NF reactions and only recently got into your music that you released yourself and I freaking love it. For example, I looked at your albums on Spotify and the song Gemini stood out to me because my zodiac sign is Gemini but once I listened to it, it hit on a different level because i relate to it so much. You are so underrated and you deserve more attention.

9:01 Nate is the oldest child, he has 2 younger sisters. Nate was about 17-18 when his mom died. (He mentioned “a lady in the corner watching us, while she’s taking notes” which we can assume if cps. Idk if he ever went to foster care) His parents divorced when he was young, and he was raised by his mother, who was an addict. She began falling in with the wrong crowd, and attracting the wrong kind of people. There was a boyfriend who started coming around, who would allegedly abuse NF and one of his sisters physically. Until his estranged (?) father took him away. I believe Nate currently has a good relationship with his bio dad.

This song gets to me i connect with it so deeply because my mom was never really in my life due to drugs and i have never been good at expressing my emotion so every time i here this song my emotions get the best of me and i start crying. i love this song and i love Nate.

This song made me work on my relationship with my mom. My mom was absent for the first 7 years of my life. She migrated to the US from Mexico to work on a better future for me and my sister and left us at the hands of a loving aunt but an uncle as a predator. I was sexually abused when I was little and when she finally had enough she brought us to the US. When I heard this song when it came out it hit me when he says "why would you leave us?" Because A part of me wanted to blame her for what happened to me and ask her the same thing. It opened up wounds to the things that happened but it also helped clean my wounds. Our relationship has gotten better and I cannot even imagine what I would do when she leaves. Yes I know the song has to do with addiction and his moms death but to me certain verses he said helped me in my situation. Since then I have been his fan and wish he was more recognized for his powerful music 🎶 ❣

Man, this songs hits my soul, love the way you deconstruct each song. Pleaseeeeeeee listen now to Trauma, this one gets me a million times more because I can relate to it more than How Could You Leave Us. Keep up the good work, @Knox Hill !

I heard this song this often but still get goosebumps everytime

Omg I loved your reaction it was real it really does hot hard the first time listening to it, but eventually it gives me strength through all the rough situations in life NF's music is therapy I swear

@KnoxHill

4 жыл бұрын

That’s the beauty of Nate’s music. Thanks for sharing this journey with me and for the support 🙌

you have no idea how joyful i was when i saw the notification =D

Such a great reaction man, thank you for this bro, my parents and siblings are battling addiction and I haven’t seen my parents in like 3 years on Christmas, this always gets me in my feelings cause I can relate so much.

This is such a song... Way deeper than most will understand... This is how powerful addiction is.... And it affects E V E R Y O N E !!!

this is one of the first five songs I listened to of Nate's, he was recommended to me from a friend, and I literally bawled my eyes out listening because you can just feel how absolutely raw his pain is and its so amazing how much power that song has!

WOW you did an awesome job here Knox. I've watched dozens of reactions to this song and you just hit it right. Soooo good. Thanks for your reaction and deep thoughts and breakdown. Loved it brother.

Hey Knox. This week you reacted to some pretty emotional songs (Leaving Heaven and now this one) and you did a great job once again. I had tears in my eyes throughout the whole video. I personally think that the white and grey colours represent Nate's relationship with his mom. He's trying to remember the good times but unfortunately the bad memories are more present and take most of the space. That's why there's only a little bit of white. Sad, I know. I would love to see you react to Castle and Arose from Eminem. Those songs are my favourites from Revival. I think they would fit to your recent reactions. Please consider it. Take care! I hope you and your family are doing well.

Being a single dad of 2 that battled addiction in the past...this song made me cry so hard...damn

Every time I hear this song, I can't help but cry.

A lot of the time it isn't about chasing the "buzz' or the "rush" as much as it is chasing something that dulls the emotional pain... Great reaction! :)

This is a beautiful video so much meaning and what a great reaction ❤️

I respect you so much man...I love your videos and NF Is my favorite artist cause I relate to him so much. I was in foster care in and out most my life, and my mom was the cause of it all. This song right here made me cry for 40 minutes straight the first time cause I felt everything that Nate felt and still do. Thank you for during this reaction so beautifully you made a long life fan my guy

After hearing this song for the first time, I force my mom into a 5 minute hug, no matter how unwarranted, no matter how much she thinks she doesn't want it. She breaks down in tears every time and that is what love is all about