RAMIREZ - DEAR DIARY [prod.by genshin]

Ойын-сауық

[lyrics]
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest
Oh no,
I don't know which way to go
I don't even have my home
In the dark is where I roam
I've been stuck and all alone
Popping these pills and I'm asking God why, do I have urges to just wanna die receiving no answers cause God is a lie look in my eyes see pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends for the way Nigga been acting no faking no pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no,
Grabbing a gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself be easy let go don't pull on the trigga there's much to hold on but these pills they kick in and I just can't move on lost in my ways and I try to forget all of this sadness and all this regret I look at my mom and I tell her like this yo son is a fuck up yo son can't do shit
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
Stand in a closet I'm tying a noose you living a lie I'm stuck in the truth faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it s fluke love for my friends but they don't know I'm through. I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror the vision gets clearer anxiety got me trapped in this shit to
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest
Oh no,
I don't know which way to go
I don't even have my home
In the dark is where I roam
I've been stuck and all alone

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  • @anthonycabral2609
    @anthonycabral26098 жыл бұрын

    I met Ramirez about a week and half ago, he's a real good dude. I got a picture and an autograph. He was really humble and kind and was saying thank you and things like that, stay up my dude. I'm going though some hardship at the moment aswell my friend but we'll hopefully get through this.

  • @blueballsexotics8596

    @blueballsexotics8596

    6 жыл бұрын

    Anthony Cabral you will bro. Shit always gets better you just gotta try

  • @miguelzarate8618

    @miguelzarate8618

    3 жыл бұрын

    Lucky man, I really want to meet the Homie, and keep your head up G.

  • @jakekjarr26

    @jakekjarr26

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel u sibling

  • @othobarron917

    @othobarron917

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ayo, shit got better or nah?

  • @ronwoods3240

    @ronwoods3240

    2 жыл бұрын

    i cant do this much longer but i keep goin i wish i had some homies

  • @Youngrasshopper_
    @Youngrasshopper_8 ай бұрын

    “You live in a lie I’m stuck in the truth” is one of my favourite lyrics

  • @Fuckn_Tyler
    @Fuckn_Tyler3 жыл бұрын

    4 years later and still feel the same at time's, not as much as I use to, but this song helps me cope, thanks Rami, G.O.D.S till I rest in peace.

  • @ronwoods3240

    @ronwoods3240

    2 жыл бұрын

    till thee end g

  • @johnnyspang2085
    @johnnyspang20853 жыл бұрын

    One of my favorites .. it’s REAL you can FEEL IT shout out Ramirez

  • @MatttSaturn
    @MatttSaturn Жыл бұрын

    this shits getting so demotivating...tried the pills, tried the ward, tried the therapy and this shit just still has a grip on me

  • @maliceplus
    @maliceplus3 жыл бұрын

    one of his best songs. this song stays in the shadows, in the dark is where it roams and that's beautiful to me, this song is incredible.

  • @RedactedOfficial.

    @RedactedOfficial.

    3 ай бұрын

    its garbage, stay off the pills and get on the right side of life

  • @kevingarrido1019
    @kevingarrido10192 жыл бұрын

    Will always remember jamming this since 7th grade . Much love Ramirez , thanks for the memories…

  • @Sadgittarius
    @Sadgittarius3 жыл бұрын

    I’m yelling for help on the inside but my mouth remains closed. If only this song could be louder.

  • @tylerdetwiler7807
    @tylerdetwiler78073 жыл бұрын

    My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone Popping these pills and I'm asking God why Do I have urges to just wanna die Receiving no answers cause' God is a lie Look in my eyes See pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends For the way, a nigga been acting No faking No pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no Grabbing my gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself "Be easy, let go don't pull on the trigger there's much to hold on" But these pills they kick in and I just can't move on Lost in my ways and I try to forget All of this sadness and all this regret I look to my mom and I tell her like this Yo' son is a fuck up Yo' son can't do shit My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' Suicide everyday Stand in closet I'm tying a noose You living a lie I'm stuck in the truth Faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it's a fluke Love for my friends but they don't know I'm through I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror The vision gets clearer Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone

  • @slickyslackyslasher7943
    @slickyslackyslasher79433 жыл бұрын

    Ramirez your music is therapeutic, thank you.

  • @CiccccciO
    @CiccccciO3 жыл бұрын

    Not even gonna lie, this songs helped me find brighter days, lyrics hit hard sometimes

  • @jordanmoore2465
    @jordanmoore24653 жыл бұрын

    RAMIREZ genuinely a goat. You can feel every song.

  • @inmortalty8733
    @inmortalty8733 Жыл бұрын

    6 years later and it still hits, the beat and lyrics work so well together

  • @AdventureswithLandon
    @AdventureswithLandon9 ай бұрын

    “Your son is a f*** up, your son can’t do s***” I feel that

  • @user-dh4bt5ib3p
    @user-dh4bt5ib3p3 жыл бұрын

    This shit hits hard. Went through some tough ass times feeling the exact same way n hating my life. In a much better place now striving to do better for myself. It's always possible to be happier just do your best no matter what and do what's good for you.

  • @HeyItsJK
    @HeyItsJK2 жыл бұрын

    I remember when this song dropped on soundcloud. Was always on repeat and helped me get through a lot

  • @sukagedays2233
    @sukagedays223311 ай бұрын

    You just had to be there, nobody knew when dem days come and still go to this day...7 years already...damn

  • @pheeuh
    @pheeuh8 күн бұрын

    I heard this for the first time 8 years ago, and I just randomly thought about it. love this song, it's a classic.

  • @user-bk8sb3zw7d
    @user-bk8sb3zw7d3 жыл бұрын

    I have never heard this artist before but I like his song a lot It's one of my favorite now

  • @LuisCastillofoo
    @LuisCastillofoo3 жыл бұрын

    After years this song has crossed my path once again and is pure gold RVMIRXZ foeva

  • @andro9727
    @andro97273 жыл бұрын

    "Dont see no sun cuz I stay in my room"

  • @icewizard9770
    @icewizard97703 жыл бұрын

    This song tear me up so hard...

  • @marlendiaz5470
    @marlendiaz54702 жыл бұрын

    realmente siento esta canción 😔, una de mis canciones favoritas

  • @YUH559.
    @YUH559.3 жыл бұрын

    I relate to this track to much 😞

  • @music2thePpl
    @music2thePpl2 жыл бұрын

    One 4 the Soul 😶‍🌫️💯

  • @Crota0100
    @Crota01003 жыл бұрын

    IT'LL BE OKAY

  • @devin4046
    @devin40462 жыл бұрын

    Certified Hood Classic

  • @rodsantos993
    @rodsantos9934 жыл бұрын

    Mane, I love so much this song🥺🥺🥺 is so fucking impact for me🤧

  • @jonaphontenak1681
    @jonaphontenak16812 жыл бұрын

    Siguen pasando los años y está rola está para todo momento asta cuando te echas un palito sabrosón jaja 👑🔥💯

  • @Mukebox
    @Mukebox10 ай бұрын

    Today is a 1st. Been playing for hours now!

  • @DeadMenk616
    @DeadMenk6163 жыл бұрын

    Feel this on tha skin en México también rifas B)

  • @bryanalexanderyanez9461
    @bryanalexanderyanez946110 ай бұрын

    llego tarde? esto suena bien. escuchándolo casi a finales del 2023

  • @elbowed
    @elbowed Жыл бұрын

    can relate like a bitch to this song.

  • @265prettyboy
    @265prettyboy2 жыл бұрын

    theres a god in you

  • @HatedEverywhere
    @HatedEverywhere Жыл бұрын

  • @AllAboutYoungJV
    @AllAboutYoungJV2 жыл бұрын

    Shit go hard and I feel it life’s a bitch but it is what it is stay safe out there💪

  • @hdlumebk1715
    @hdlumebk17153 жыл бұрын

    EVOL

  • @gonzalolopez1374
    @gonzalolopez137411 ай бұрын

    ROCKING THIS SHIT TONIGHT👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺

  • @elprofessor1048
    @elprofessor10483 жыл бұрын

    😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

  • @elibags9990
    @elibags99903 ай бұрын

    Still depressed

  • @gabrielcano5541
    @gabrielcano55418 ай бұрын

    2023!!!

  • @herelieshz
    @herelieshz2 жыл бұрын

    Does anyone know what this is sampled from

  • @lencoballer559
    @lencoballer559 Жыл бұрын

    🤕😔

  • @user-qv4vi5uz2f
    @user-qv4vi5uz2f Жыл бұрын

    555k views

  • @bennieherrera4821
    @bennieherrera48213 жыл бұрын

    Ramirez n kid cudi saved my ass

  • @Y0UNGR0LAND
    @Y0UNGR0LAND3 жыл бұрын

    Shout out to Genshin!

  • @AdventureswithLandon

    @AdventureswithLandon

    9 ай бұрын

    Yah he made great productions for Ramirez

  • @bzd7

    @bzd7

    4 ай бұрын

    is the instrumental available

  • @zulfoo8224
    @zulfoo82243 жыл бұрын

  • @aclosedperson
    @aclosedperson Жыл бұрын

    The beat sounds unusual

  • @AdventureswithLandon

    @AdventureswithLandon

    9 ай бұрын

    That’s what makes it good 👍

  • @bzd7

    @bzd7

    4 ай бұрын

    do yall know the name

  • @SO_CAL_HOMIE
    @SO_CAL_HOMIEАй бұрын

    Is he from Guadalupe ca

  • @Angelo-oq2pj
    @Angelo-oq2pj Жыл бұрын

    RIParadise Anthony C. Duncan I love you Unc I wish it was me instead of you bro 🖤💎 - Nephew

  • @windhamslegs7084
    @windhamslegs70847 жыл бұрын

    The pain hits fucking sharp man. Everybody out there going thru some shit there will be better days.

  • @jakekjarr26

    @jakekjarr26

    2 жыл бұрын

    Apres la pluie vient le Beau temps. After rain the nice weather comes by

  • @jakekjarr26

    @jakekjarr26

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank u bro for the message

  • @Ryu_hayabusa561

    @Ryu_hayabusa561

    Жыл бұрын

    Been an alcoholic for 4 years, drinking every got damn day. Ended up in ICU 2 times and psychiatric ER. Dealing with a DUI case. Life is great!

  • @paimon2k
    @paimon2k6 жыл бұрын

    "you living in a lie i'm stuck in the truth" the most deepest line i've ever heard

  • @erikk9023
    @erikk90238 жыл бұрын

    This is honestly the only rap song I can truly relate to word for word, verse for verse its unbelievable how accurate this song is. RAMIREZ this is beyond a masterpiece keep it up.

  • @grey5999

    @grey5999

    8 жыл бұрын

    i feel the same bro 💯

  • @yahv22

    @yahv22

    6 жыл бұрын

    Erik H 100 percent I feel the same way bro.

  • @user-rg6ct2np1u

    @user-rg6ct2np1u

    5 жыл бұрын

    COULDNT HAVE SAID BETTER MYSELF

  • @jayram849
    @jayram8498 жыл бұрын

    Songs like this help me realize I ain't alone in the darkness. Real shit big thanks mah g

  • @christianrosales4612
    @christianrosales46128 жыл бұрын

    Ramirez a one man army

  • @byrdmain7511

    @byrdmain7511

    8 жыл бұрын

    its good shit

  • @cornman.902

    @cornman.902

    7 жыл бұрын

    Damn it's hard to come across someone who supports doom and also shit like this now-a-days, cheers man.

  • @christianrosales4612

    @christianrosales4612

    7 жыл бұрын

    cornman. Oh yeah man I love all types of Hip Hop / Rap and what it evolved into over the years. I appreciate it all and it helped open doors to more music for me and more genres. Plus it's cool to see all these young rappers trying to make a name for themselves and watching the come up. Ramirez Pouya, Suicide Boys, SHWB, fat nick and all them are all sick. Much love fam you my nigga

  • @noise6327

    @noise6327

    7 жыл бұрын

    fuck yes. all of them comein up all by them selfs. its crazy. u had to have somr clout back in the 90s n 00s if u wanted ur music 2 b played by millions. its so cool that they didnt need anybody but us fans to fuck with thr shit 2 come da fuuuck up 2. like they said...with out us fans...they would b no $uicide...

  • @worstward_
    @worstward_7 жыл бұрын

    This song reminds me of myself so much...

  • @SlugsThaWarlord

    @SlugsThaWarlord

    3 жыл бұрын

    fuck up squad brother...

  • @worstward_

    @worstward_

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@SlugsThaWarlord Life has gotten better for sure. Keep your head up, man. I hope good things come your way soon!

  • @WhenAllMenDoubtYou
    @WhenAllMenDoubtYou7 жыл бұрын

    wavy beat and excellent lyrics, only when i come back with a different mindset does this really speak to me. thank you +RAMIREZ and genshin for this peice of work this speaks to so many people, your pain (which i know has probably been years of) gives people a sense of someone out there knows and is going through exactly what i go through. And you arent alone in this we all kind of battle it: for me weed just intensified it and made it unbearably scary, i couldnt even trust my friends because they roll with gangbangers and talk shit about my family and i amongst their friends. I battle with depression and anxiety but ill be damned if it takes my life.

  • @DeusHydro
    @DeusHydro8 жыл бұрын

    One of your best songs, bro. I'm telling you, this song is beyond fire, it's pure gold, truly amazing!

  • @highbornsiren1389
    @highbornsiren13897 жыл бұрын

    I just want Ramirez to blow up.

  • @tim9700

    @tim9700

    3 жыл бұрын

    Sesh

  • @icyz1186
    @icyz11867 жыл бұрын

    The part that got to me the most was when he said "I look at my mom and I tell her like this" "Yo son is a fuck up" "Yo son can't do shit"

  • @MuzikMUID
    @MuzikMUID8 жыл бұрын

    FOR EVERYONE WHO ASKS WHAT ANIME IT IS: It's not an anime. It's taken of from Sunsastera trailer. Just write this in youtube search and you will find it.

  • @user-gl8kg8bc2u
    @user-gl8kg8bc2u8 жыл бұрын

    Ramirez never dissapoints

  • @danielpatron6295
    @danielpatron62957 жыл бұрын

    My eyeballs sweatin real hard.

  • @steelo2331
    @steelo23316 жыл бұрын

    IRONIC HOW SINCERE THE LYRICS ARE , AS IF TO BE MAKING AN ENTRY IN ONES' DIARY. RAMIREZ = 100%

  • @TONYCONCRETE
    @TONYCONCRETE8 жыл бұрын

    ramirez once again with a dope track!

  • @l.matias1194
    @l.matias11948 жыл бұрын

    First song I ever heard was hit the gas you've come far Ramirez and continue to move forward I'll continue supporting you

  • @Kahnsie
    @Kahnsie8 жыл бұрын

    One of my favorite rappers now tbh.

  • @PPSH-Riley
    @PPSH-Riley8 жыл бұрын

    fuck. I cried listening to this, thanks for making this. nice to hear someone I kinda look up too goes through the same shit as me.

  • @jonnyj631

    @jonnyj631

    7 жыл бұрын

    you're not alone 💯💯

  • @XxViolentYoshixX2
    @XxViolentYoshixX27 жыл бұрын

    Deep... real deep!!!

  • @skateofsystem41
    @skateofsystem418 жыл бұрын

    RAMIREZ X GENSHIN ALWAYS FIRE

  • @prodbyvessels
    @prodbyvessels7 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this Ramirez. 😕

  • @badwolf2653
    @badwolf26535 жыл бұрын

    Song still gives me goosebumps.

  • @Kidkneo479
    @Kidkneo4797 жыл бұрын

    Dude you are an amazing artist keep it up man I support you keep your head up man we can all get through this together you aren't alone if you ever need a friend I'm here man

  • @yungfrench2206
    @yungfrench22067 жыл бұрын

    Dont sleep on Ramirez

  • @Gandolfini666
    @Gandolfini6668 жыл бұрын

    story of ma life 🙏🌹

  • @georgevelasquez6487
    @georgevelasquez64878 жыл бұрын

    this is 🔥🔥🔥

  • @tavo363
    @tavo3638 жыл бұрын

    let's get it keep up the fuego!

  • @reyeswetzel
    @reyeswetzel8 жыл бұрын

    everything about this AMV hits hard yo...right to the jugular

  • @bert3911
    @bert39118 жыл бұрын

    genshin and $crim. Top 2 producers to me.

  • @ImSloth1

    @ImSloth1

    8 жыл бұрын

    greaf?

  • @volneygordon2811

    @volneygordon2811

    8 жыл бұрын

    genshin,greaf,getter,lil ugly mane,blanco billlions,burger on the beat,ronnie j. too many good producers not enough good rappers.

  • @volneygordon2811

    @volneygordon2811

    8 жыл бұрын

    kendrick too

  • @Hellraizor97

    @Hellraizor97

    8 жыл бұрын

    Night Lovell

  • @hatredcarefuldeath

    @hatredcarefuldeath

    8 жыл бұрын

    Lil Death

  • @Shadowninja259
    @Shadowninja2598 жыл бұрын

    I love this 😩

  • @eternalwarrior5318
    @eternalwarrior53188 жыл бұрын

    another classic

  • @FrostReviews
    @FrostReviews8 жыл бұрын

    this is therapeutic music My boy spits fire

  • @bootsypoots
    @bootsypoots6 жыл бұрын

    I've been looking for this song Forever. Had it and lost it a while back...🤘🏼🐰

  • @DeBox3r
    @DeBox3r8 жыл бұрын

    Love it🔥

  • @rollinghigh2549
    @rollinghigh25498 жыл бұрын

    🔥🔥🔥 Anotha Banger!

  • @Sixteenhunned
    @Sixteenhunned8 жыл бұрын

    Pure gold😭❤️

  • @chrisrocha412
    @chrisrocha4128 жыл бұрын

    Ramirez never disappoints, shits fire

  • @kikinhugs11
    @kikinhugs116 жыл бұрын

    ramirez is probably one of my favorite rappers now days.

  • @aaronhavier5688
    @aaronhavier56885 жыл бұрын

    EVERY DAYYYYY

  • @joemanreivillena5165
    @joemanreivillena51658 жыл бұрын

    this and ninja scrolls really hits through ya I need more of these song bru.

  • @BashtonGaming
    @BashtonGaming8 жыл бұрын

    Straight fire my G.

  • @hotdevilzz
    @hotdevilzz8 жыл бұрын

    smooth af

  • @izayaorihara9999
    @izayaorihara99998 жыл бұрын

    RAMIREZ back with some fire. 😈🔫

  • @trippythoughtz8727
    @trippythoughtz87278 жыл бұрын

    bumpin this no doubt !!

  • @XxxXLegacy
    @XxxXLegacy8 жыл бұрын

    THAT FLAME 🔥

  • @jameswiseman9749

    @jameswiseman9749

    8 жыл бұрын

    YUH

  • @echarles559
    @echarles5598 жыл бұрын

    I love the beat

  • @jakegetscake4672
    @jakegetscake46727 жыл бұрын

    The beat slaps in the whip

  • @cristianx6484
    @cristianx64848 жыл бұрын

    You're a living legend

  • @blueballsexotics8596

    @blueballsexotics8596

    6 жыл бұрын

    Cristian X he is

  • @mikeoxmaul9675
    @mikeoxmaul96756 жыл бұрын

    The feels...

  • @BenjaminButtons
    @BenjaminButtons8 жыл бұрын

    On replay the whole dayy

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