Rainbow Kitten Surprise - It's Called: Freefall [Official Video]

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"It's Called: Freefall" by Rainbow Kitten Surprise from the album "How to: Friend, Love, Freefall" available now: rks.lnk.to/HTFLF
Director/Animation: Anthony Francisco Schepperd
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  • @Theevil6ify
    @Theevil6ify4 жыл бұрын

    This is such a dark yet liberating song about just giving up and allowing yourself to spiral towards death. That may sound depressing in theory, but as someone who has struggled with suicidal feelings for most of my life, I can tell you that accepting death as THE inevitable ending to yourself and everyone else is one of the most comforting things one can do. The monster in the closet is no longer scary once you get to know him and get used to him. Soldiers in war must eventually learn to take the lives of others, and eventually it becomes just another part of their routine. To embrace death, not in fear or resentment, nor happiness, but as something you don't concern yourself with and yet accept will one day get you, is a beautiful thing for the tortured soul. Accepting death better motivates you to accept life as well, because few things in life are more worrying than death; if you don't fear death, then doing all the things you were too afraid to do before in life no longer seem so grandiose and impossible. Live each day like the last day of school. Embrace death, and live life.

  • @lindsaypyykonen8424

    @lindsaypyykonen8424

    3 жыл бұрын

    Your death is with you at all times, beside you, behind you, ahead, always waiting for its day. To me this song seems to be about drugs though and communities/relationship being destroyed.

  • @Tarkonian

    @Tarkonian

    2 жыл бұрын

    Read up on the philosophy of Stoicism. Sounds like you're already on the track, though. Memento Mori. en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memento_mori Good luck.

  • @apollocohoe3459

    @apollocohoe3459

    2 жыл бұрын

    Literally crying

  • @islab2458

    @islab2458

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's about having friends who give up on the friendship. It's very tongue-in-cheek about it for the most part: "Cause aint shit free but falling out, that shit's easy, lemme show you how." There's also a bit of the "The devil you know is better than the devil you don't" notion too, reflecting that often enough staying in a toxic friendship is easier than moving on, and that trying to save someone when they don't want to help themselves is sure to bring you misery. "Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself, and you don't want no help. Oh well." Ultimately it seems to be about Wanting to save someone, and then chastising yourself for giving up even though there was nothing you could do while also, perhaps, leading by example by exiting the relationship while trying not to feel too shitty about it. So yeah, it's complex, but it's not as deep and esoteric as you make it out to be.

  • @meghann9009

    @meghann9009

    2 жыл бұрын

    Memento Mori.

  • @mothman6264
    @mothman62644 жыл бұрын

    I’ve developed an unhealthy obsession with this song

  • @mothman6264

    @mothman6264

    4 жыл бұрын

    Scratch that it’s an addiction

  • @AntonioAlves-zr2wv

    @AntonioAlves-zr2wv

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@mothman6264 wth bro me too

  • @jonnythan1210

    @jonnythan1210

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same here

  • @asibreathe7402

    @asibreathe7402

    4 жыл бұрын

    And when we choose to no longer listen? Freefall

  • @lukelogston2636

    @lukelogston2636

    4 жыл бұрын

    *this band

  • @sambettlach5891
    @sambettlach58916 ай бұрын

    The “why you been callin this late” just scratches every corner of my brain. My ears are big fans of this song

  • @SagearyIris1819

    @SagearyIris1819

    3 ай бұрын

    "White men kinda slay" is all i hear bc of tiktok

  • @iamtkdior1457

    @iamtkdior1457

    2 ай бұрын

    Hardest part

  • @im_octa

    @im_octa

    2 ай бұрын

    Why?

  • @annoya1588

    @annoya1588

    2 ай бұрын

    @@im_octa Think they mean they really like it. "Scratches every corner of my brain."

  • @RichardRoush-jl2vq

    @RichardRoush-jl2vq

    Ай бұрын

    L😊​@@SagearyIris1819

  • @Thebeautyspill
    @Thebeautyspill7 ай бұрын

    This song saved me from my darkest times. First time I heard it I always thought of letting go as of ending myself. Now I can finally listen to it and think of letting go all the things that ever hurt me. There’s light at the end of the tunnel, it has it ups and downs, but the ups are so worth it, please never give up

  • @Ketaminetho

    @Ketaminetho

    6 ай бұрын

    You spilled actual beauty in this comment 💯💯

  • @fmbmoe1743

    @fmbmoe1743

    5 ай бұрын

    I love you god does too😊

  • @The-QuietKid-Troy

    @The-QuietKid-Troy

    5 ай бұрын

    same, i was just about to let go...

  • @lillywalsh8249

    @lillywalsh8249

    5 ай бұрын

    I needed to hear this tonight. Thank you friend.

  • @jord1214

    @jord1214

    5 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sticking around, you matter, don't give up. The sun rises even after the darkest night.

  • @jessegibbons512
    @jessegibbons5122 жыл бұрын

    Strange how this kind is of music finds you when you need it. I'm extremely grateful for this song and the dudes that created it.

  • @ethanesparza6697

    @ethanesparza6697

    2 жыл бұрын

    Found me when I really needed it.

  • @forestmatthews7856

    @forestmatthews7856

    2 жыл бұрын

    RKS is probably my favorite band of all time. Great style, great instrumentation, amazing heart-felt lyrics, amazing vocals from lead and all the backing. Can't get enough. I just wish they would release a new album already. I've been waiting years.

  • @Ankit-mt9yq

    @Ankit-mt9yq

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too. Me too

  • @rachelstrickland1615

    @rachelstrickland1615

    2 жыл бұрын

    Kept me alive last summer

  • @hurrihawkson2002

    @hurrihawkson2002

    2 жыл бұрын

    I thought this song was uncannily timely but this comment is just as wild

  • @churchhide
    @churchhide3 жыл бұрын

    “Even the Devil needs time alone, some times”- is the greatest bar in rock music in the lasts decade

  • @lorenaaurora

    @lorenaaurora

    3 жыл бұрын

    Can you tell me what that means?

  • @SpacemanSpiffy

    @SpacemanSpiffy

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@lorenaaurora The guy in the song is trying to be all buddy buddy with the devil and the devil is telling him to fuck off basically. Like you got yourself in here and I'm not your friend

  • @celyaguergnon8507

    @celyaguergnon8507

    2 жыл бұрын

    hyhyhyhyyihhihhihhihhhyiyyyihhyihhhihhhihhhhhihhihhihhyihhhhyihhiyiyihihihiyhhhhhhhhyyhhihhhhhhih

  • @celyaguergnon8507

    @celyaguergnon8507

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lorenaaurora hihhihhhihyihhihhhyyyihyyyiyyiyyiyyi y’a y tu y yo hhhihhhhhih

  • @celyaguergnon8507

    @celyaguergnon8507

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ghhyihh heyyyy tt tu t’y hhhhi

  • @needtherapyprobably4472
    @needtherapyprobably44729 ай бұрын

    Cheers to the people here who have never spoken your inner battles and got through them. You did that. You’re here and if no one has said it, I love you.

  • @PeacefulMythicalCreature-jk8fx

    @PeacefulMythicalCreature-jk8fx

    4 ай бұрын

  • @parar28

    @parar28

    4 ай бұрын

  • @cohenjohnsonblue

    @cohenjohnsonblue

    4 ай бұрын

  • @eksboks148

    @eksboks148

    4 ай бұрын

    Not over, yet. ❤

  • @karmel000

    @karmel000

    4 ай бұрын

    Damn it, thanks, i needed to her this

  • @nickmolenhouse7923
    @nickmolenhouse79239 ай бұрын

    What I love most about this song is that everyone finds their own meaning to it.

  • @marrad123

    @marrad123

    8 ай бұрын

    This^ yesss❤

  • @Absolutely_Nobody

    @Absolutely_Nobody

    7 ай бұрын

    "You can let it all go." Well, if you insist.

  • @bishop628

    @bishop628

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@azpul1275 "keep about your wits"

  • @jimmyjames2373

    @jimmyjames2373

    6 ай бұрын

    “Even the devil needs time alone sometimes” This hits

  • @jimmyjames2373

    @jimmyjames2373

    6 ай бұрын

    And “scratch, kick, let gravity win like fuck this” Sum real shit I needa do

  • @sensitivedivinity
    @sensitivedivinity2 жыл бұрын

    this hits different when you feel like you’re life is falling apart but also coming together in a way that is new & so much better than before, even if you have no idea how everything will look like. new beginnings & endings. you are allowed to let go.

  • @myszka7682

    @myszka7682

    Жыл бұрын

    This was beautifully worded. I'm experiencing this exact thing.

  • @DefinitelyNotAnOsprey

    @DefinitelyNotAnOsprey

    Жыл бұрын

    Kind of like a puzzle, really. You start with all these broken pieces lying around, and only a picture of what you want at the end. You have to wait until you find the right pieces to continue, because trying to force things only leads to a mess. But if you keep going, day by day, you'll find that it all comes together quite brilliantly.

  • @maxwellwills2865

    @maxwellwills2865

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for this sister!

  • @yondermileslimpey3892

    @yondermileslimpey3892

    Жыл бұрын

    That's so crazy. Been listening to this song here and there for 2 or 3 years. I've been listening to it a lot lately. My life was in absolute turmoil with poverty, death, and everything in between. I just got a nice sum of Money and can fix my house and life and I'm still scared but trying to be hopeful. The pieces are coming together but I'm wary. Thanks for the comment I'm looking at this song a Lil differently now.

  • @Indigescorpio916

    @Indigescorpio916

    Жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @MangosInTrees
    @MangosInTrees Жыл бұрын

    After listening to this many times I’ve come to the conclusion: this song isn’t about letting go and dying, it’s about letting go and living 🙏

  • @ImMimicute

    @ImMimicute

    Жыл бұрын

    Urg I have nothing real to add to this but god do I love it, real liberation right there

  • @richardsimpson5938

    @richardsimpson5938

    Жыл бұрын

    ive always thought of it more as acceptance, kinda like that bitter-sweetness of somethings where its like, yeah that really sucks but its okay

  • @ImMimicute

    @ImMimicute

    Жыл бұрын

    @@richardsimpson5938 that a fair take but I really see the original comments side A few years ago I was really depressed to the point where I decided I’d end it and be done, but I quickly realised that I was gonna die anyway, so I just let go. Something about accepting death but letting it come at its own pace allowed me to be actually happy in a way I’d never thought possible, something I’m still living with today I think it’s because once I accepted my death I had nothing left to fear, I’m allowed to be happy because I’ve no reason to put up with anything else

  • @richardsimpson5938

    @richardsimpson5938

    Жыл бұрын

    @@ImMimicute looking at it today both comments basically mean the same thing i think haha but yeah exactly

  • @rosemartin2374

    @rosemartin2374

    Жыл бұрын

    yesss

  • @alexisweaver7686
    @alexisweaver768610 ай бұрын

    I interpret this song as the continuous struggle of holding yourself back from your full potential. Often we find a means of escape or numbing out, befriending the devil, any vice that takes away the pain. Even the devil needs time alone, sometimes! Sit with your shit, stop trying to appease everyone else, ask for help if you need it. Let go of whatever limiting belief or action holds you back - free fall.

  • @dassassin5506

    @dassassin5506

    10 ай бұрын

    Ya

  • @A9xMaxsta

    @A9xMaxsta

    9 ай бұрын

    Yuppp!!

  • @Jose-Pistolas

    @Jose-Pistolas

    4 ай бұрын

    thank you

  • @thaynanfradesdelima7444

    @thaynanfradesdelima7444

    4 ай бұрын

    sim

  • @benjamjarmin

    @benjamjarmin

    2 ай бұрын

    You know, I was worried that this song was about saying f it and just falling back to where I was. Thankyou Alexis, thanks

  • @skyzninjaz1983
    @skyzninjaz19836 ай бұрын

    It's 2023 and I just found RKS. The right music has a way of finding you when you need it most. ty rks.

  • @bhvillaman4401

    @bhvillaman4401

    6 ай бұрын

    Just bare in mind they're trannies cause that massively put me off 😂

  • @n0vast0rm

    @n0vast0rm

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@bhvillaman4401Why? Unless you wanted to date one of the band members I really don't get the issue, since it changes nothing about how good the music is. I dislike religion and can still enjoy bands like P.O.D., if the music is enjoyable I don't really care what race, religion or gender the person/band that made it is, but you do you I guess...

  • @mattbowen555

    @mattbowen555

    5 ай бұрын

    It’s now 2024

  • @AssasinOMC

    @AssasinOMC

    2 ай бұрын

    Music is a universal language of the soul. You can find meaning and truth in music of any language or lack there of. Even Beethovens sonata 14 carries so much weight and emotion without a single word being spoken.

  • @cabbage0dusk
    @cabbage0dusk3 жыл бұрын

    My friend recommended me this last month, he's now gone into universal freefall.. Edit: my original comment was a more personal tribute, but i read a read a few of the negative comments and began to feel guilty so i edited the comment to make it more generic. Upon reflection, i wish i'd have just left it how it was. It's beautiful to see the amount of love and support that can be held in a comment section on youtube. To the few who decided to leave negative comments, please remember there are other human beings at the other side of your computer screen.

  • @xoxohole

    @xoxohole

    3 жыл бұрын

  • @rachelhelforoush8578

    @rachelhelforoush8578

    3 жыл бұрын

    Pls do love u

  • @J2digital

    @J2digital

    3 жыл бұрын

    Just one moment to the next brother. I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @blazing_goomba9330

    @blazing_goomba9330

    3 жыл бұрын

    Bro I felt that❤❤ stay strong bro, I miss my friend too...

  • @brycemcintyre7506

    @brycemcintyre7506

    3 жыл бұрын

    I said a prayer for Liam...stay strong brother

  • @richybran3690
    @richybran36904 жыл бұрын

    Damn. I cant stop listening to this song. I wish there was other songs that had a vibe like this.

  • @TheDoubleDinger

    @TheDoubleDinger

    4 жыл бұрын

    Look up Mo Lowda and the Humble

  • @barnacleboi2595

    @barnacleboi2595

    3 жыл бұрын

    When i was done dying Yw

  • @gracemalmgren8312

    @gracemalmgren8312

    2 жыл бұрын

    pain killers is really good to

  • @codywhite8358

    @codywhite8358

    2 жыл бұрын

    Modest Mouse has some songs like this

  • @soupdude42_23

    @soupdude42_23

    2 жыл бұрын

    i think that makes it even more special

  • @thecocomuzulozovidz1085
    @thecocomuzulozovidz108510 ай бұрын

    This is the first song my non verbal, 4 yo autistic son has actually asked for (he points to it). I literally cried, I never really knew if he was listening along, jamming with mommy. I know it’s not the most appropriate song for a kid but seeing him calm down instantly when it comes on is just amazing.

  • @spacemonkey11221

    @spacemonkey11221

    10 ай бұрын

    Beautiful

  • @Aughal

    @Aughal

    9 ай бұрын

    Good music taste, wish you all the best

  • @benthepainter4639

    @benthepainter4639

    9 ай бұрын

    The colors and animation is amazing

  • @austincash9468

    @austincash9468

    9 ай бұрын

    All love

  • @atternaVA

    @atternaVA

    9 ай бұрын

    based kid

  • @jaimatherly6496
    @jaimatherly64968 ай бұрын

    When my father passed away at 40 just by falling down the stairs it changed my whole life. Death became such an easy thing to me. Just one wrong slip. It ruined me for a very long time but now that it’s becoming more comfortable to talk about, songs like this become so much better to listen to. There is so much to this story but I just want you to know this song helps me every day that I live on

  • @BMXCCI

    @BMXCCI

    8 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss:( I couldn't begin to imagine the hurt you must've felt. It's nice to know a song can help people through hard times and struggle. The power of music is unbelievable and magic.

  • @Absolutely_Nobody

    @Absolutely_Nobody

    7 ай бұрын

    Oh, jesus. I am so sorry for your sudden loss of your father. Your comment also managed to give me an existential crisis, as I fell down the stairs earlier this morning. I'm 41.

  • @8all8at8once8

    @8all8at8once8

    6 ай бұрын

    @@Absolutely_Nobodyhe was one year younger. So…: be thankful 👆🏽🙌🏽

  • @8all8at8once8

    @8all8at8once8

    6 ай бұрын

    I hope, you’ve Someone to talk to. A good therapist would be good. I can tell you, most adults are overwhelmed themselves, with a topic like that and don’t know what to say or do. I’m 44 now and still grieving sometimes. But it hurt for a long time. I wish you all the best in your life and a lot of honest and loving people ❤🤗

  • @charlielloyd3017

    @charlielloyd3017

    5 ай бұрын

  • @traceyallen9320
    @traceyallen93202 жыл бұрын

    My son had this CD in his car. He was 35 and sadly took his own life on 25th June 2022. He was a beautiful soul. My grief will be eternal. 😪 Edit. Still surreal to think that a year ago my son was 9 days left on this earth. I have listened to thus song a million times and believe it is a song about taking the plunge into life. I wish I could have saved my son but will now have to wait to see him again in heaven where I believe he is now free of the voices in his head and being surrounded by love. ❤❤😇❤❤

  • @leonspade9338

    @leonspade9338

    Жыл бұрын

    May he rest in peace.

  • @JaredLentz

    @JaredLentz

    Жыл бұрын

    Grief is always eternal, that's the beauty in it. Keep doing your best Tracey and that will be enough to honor the memory of your son

  • @kathrynmurphy8757

    @kathrynmurphy8757

    Жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss

  • @gray6386

    @gray6386

    Жыл бұрын

    May he Rest In Peace

  • @MinecraftFreak091

    @MinecraftFreak091

    Жыл бұрын

    rest in peace to your son 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @treyblakeandrew
    @treyblakeandrew4 жыл бұрын

    This song is absolutely criminally short. The end should just keep going and going and going

  • @Konman89

    @Konman89

    3 жыл бұрын

    Literally I'd settle for a straight up loop at this point. I've looked for live versions covers remixes, nada. Oh well guess I'll have to listen to the whole thing again.

  • @Fpotus_

    @Fpotus_

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ayo check out eternal jukebox

  • @deannapowell4334

    @deannapowell4334

    2 жыл бұрын

    Things end quickly without much room to catch your breath. Youll be Breathless to keep up with the lyrics. This epitomizes that brief moment of death. Fleeting and wanting, sudden yet encompassing. I believe even the gods play this one on repeat

  • @xkayla.aesthetics4365

    @xkayla.aesthetics4365

    2 жыл бұрын

    have to replay it at least 4 times

  • @TaticusKgore

    @TaticusKgore

    2 жыл бұрын

    They have this song out live on youtube now a days

  • @kennedyrobinson6083
    @kennedyrobinson608310 ай бұрын

    I set this song on repeat and feel all the feelings I've shrugged off for too long. This is the only song that's ever hit me like that. Something about the music and the voice just puts me in a translucent state.

  • @martincreton4286

    @martincreton4286

    10 ай бұрын

    I am happy that you experience that freedom. I also experience the same.

  • @pluto-4x

    @pluto-4x

    3 ай бұрын

    i totally feel you man. this song has been playing for the past 20 min and the emotional waterfall is literally uncontrollable. this song has somehow found me at the time i needed it most

  • @bethdollar6291

    @bethdollar6291

    3 ай бұрын

    Absolutely

  • @MiddleGeorgia1987

    @MiddleGeorgia1987

    20 күн бұрын

  • @itumelengnkabinde
    @itumelengnkabinde2 ай бұрын

    I can’t get over this song. “Even the devil needs time alone sometimes”, the delivery, harmonies so beautifully haunting.

  • @mollsack
    @mollsack5 жыл бұрын

    "called to the devil and the devil said 'hey, why you been callin this late? its like 2 am and the dars all close at 10 in hell its a rule i made'" that line is my FAVoRITE they are lyrical geniuses.

  • @rikay91

    @rikay91

    5 жыл бұрын

    Agreed, that's definitely the punch I remember and prize. And the way it was delivered O.o

  • @edgyemobitch

    @edgyemobitch

    5 жыл бұрын

    AGREED

  • @beverlyortiz9303

    @beverlyortiz9303

    5 жыл бұрын

    My favorite also but can't get others to like it as much lol

  • @eggboy1421

    @eggboy1421

    5 жыл бұрын

    I absolutely love that lyric too

  • @JaySut

    @JaySut

    5 жыл бұрын

    It's beautiful. Feels like it goes to show his dependence on "the devil".

  • @morganpearson468
    @morganpearson4685 жыл бұрын

    One of the greatest yet underappreciated bands of the 21st century, keep it up and come to South Africa!

  • @daxpace

    @daxpace

    5 жыл бұрын

    cape town here! where do u stay?

  • @morganpearson468

    @morganpearson468

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@daxpace Maritzburg

  • @korbanblignault2771

    @korbanblignault2771

    5 жыл бұрын

    Yesss Cape Town, South Africa !

  • @tiaandeswardt7741

    @tiaandeswardt7741

    5 жыл бұрын

    Jirre, getuie!

  • @thomassteenkamp4575

    @thomassteenkamp4575

    5 жыл бұрын

    I agree need these boys Durban side

  • @moonbaby0713
    @moonbaby0713Ай бұрын

    Sometimes I come here to heal my PTSD. I could let it all go but you know how many Souls I've touched. I'm still here to spread this light I have in me. I'll keep going for today❤

  • @nikkihicks6742
    @nikkihicks67429 ай бұрын

    Im 41 years old! Im so thankful that my daughter introduced me to this AMAZING music😊

  • @steff9703
    @steff97034 жыл бұрын

    Its good that you keep coming here. Here is good. You're good. Keep coming back here.

  • @caolandevlin3477

    @caolandevlin3477

    4 жыл бұрын

    Damn

  • @personette7617

    @personette7617

    4 жыл бұрын

    thanks have a nice day

  • @CIairdeLune

    @CIairdeLune

    3 жыл бұрын

    💕

  • @mobbossgambino

    @mobbossgambino

    3 жыл бұрын

    💛

  • @mobbossgambino

    @mobbossgambino

    3 жыл бұрын

    Much Love to you brother.

  • @Drejzik123
    @Drejzik1232 жыл бұрын

    Lyrics: Called to the Devil and the Devil did come I said to the devil, "Devil do you like drums? Do you like cigarettes, dominoes, rum?" He said only "sundown, Sundays, Christmas" Some day's end when I need a few friends Now and again I could never hope to keep them Thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted Never had they needed a good friend as I've been Don't get me venting on friends who resent you 'Cause all you've ever done is been a noose to hang on to They thought was a necklace and reckless they fell into hell Where you both hang with nothing to do but Scratch, kick, let gravity win like Fuck this, let gravity win like You could leave it all behind Even the Devil needs time alone sometimes You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called: freefall It's called: freefall Called to the Devil and the Devil said quit Can't be bothered better handle your shit Keep about your wits man, keep about your wits Know yourself and who you came in with Can I sit down I've been hustling all day I can't even count how many souls I've made Off the same deal you on Remember, the Devil ain't a friend to no one But fine, true You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's Called: Freefall It's Called: Freefall Called to the Devil and the Devil said Hey! Why you been calling this late? It's like 2 A.M. and the bars all close at 10 in hell, that's a rule I made Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself And you don't want no help, oh well That's the story to tell Like you could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called: freefall It's called: freefall You could let it all go, you could let it all go Cause ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how, it's like Ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how it's like

  • @leonardasjanuska4367

    @leonardasjanuska4367

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks!

  • @fulana_de_tal

    @fulana_de_tal

    Жыл бұрын

    I've been looking for this for a while, thanks :)

  • @genesisfiddler9140

    @genesisfiddler9140

    Жыл бұрын

    Ty

  • @MourningNihilist

    @MourningNihilist

    Жыл бұрын

    Damn those lyrics........

  • @NitrogenVM

    @NitrogenVM

    6 күн бұрын

    *Hey! White men kinda slay

  • @tunanocrust5089
    @tunanocrust508910 ай бұрын

    It’s pretty crazy if you look back in life and think of all the friends you’ve had compared to what you’re left with as adults. I’ve had a few buddies I thought I’d be friends with until the grave but things change and I’m glad they do.

  • @Hannahbel_thepansexual
    @Hannahbel_thepansexual6 ай бұрын

    Glad to have the mom with the BEST music taste ever. Rks for life.

  • @bekkes7923
    @bekkes79232 жыл бұрын

    “Keep about your wits. Know yourself and who you came in with.” is getting tattooed on my body in ten days. This song will forever live in a very special part of my heart.

  • @randalhopkins9984

    @randalhopkins9984

    2 жыл бұрын

    how did it go

  • @bekkes7923

    @bekkes7923

    Жыл бұрын

    @@randalhopkins9984 awesome. I’m so proud of it. One of my favorite tattoos ever.

  • @jordanbutner4615

    @jordanbutner4615

    Жыл бұрын

    Hell yeah !

  • @nikefellow946

    @nikefellow946

    Жыл бұрын

    @@bekkes7923nice

  • @nicesosij2862

    @nicesosij2862

    Жыл бұрын

    Where did you get tattooed on?

  • @jullyanyewerton7900
    @jullyanyewerton79004 жыл бұрын

    "He said: Only sundown, Sundays, Christmas" Just the moments when people feel more depressed or lonely in their lives o.O

  • @JustHANO

    @JustHANO

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dang... That's dark and deep. I thought the exact opposite, moments people love and relish

  • @brothabarone

    @brothabarone

    4 жыл бұрын

    ain't shit free, but falling out that shits easy let me show you how its like

  • @keiganblaise9878

    @keiganblaise9878

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@JustHANO True, me too. But then I remembered the context of the song, and realized, actually, this person is right lol. For some people.

  • @JustHANO

    @JustHANO

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@keiganblaise9878 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I thought the song was painting the devil as a good guy.

  • @gabesuplee2203

    @gabesuplee2203

    4 жыл бұрын

    JustHANO the devil ain’t a friend to no one

  • @the_itsuku
    @the_itsuku6 ай бұрын

    When I feel like unaliving myself I listen to this and for some reason it really helps

  • @lucki2550

    @lucki2550

    6 ай бұрын

    if you ever need help reply and I can help you.

  • @Ian-su8ss

    @Ian-su8ss

    6 ай бұрын

    Same, but it only works a little while then I feel terrible

  • @Bassfisher34

    @Bassfisher34

    5 ай бұрын

    The fact that your were even born goes against millions of odds, so many people will never be born and get to experience life, shit will pan out for you just take this life shit one day at a time

  • @EmRiCk04

    @EmRiCk04

    4 ай бұрын

    @@Ian-su8ss I hope you're well. You're special. We all are. It may be in a way that doesn't make sense to some others, or yourself. I hope you're feeling fine. Just remember that you're here. That means everything.

  • @abbieh1979

    @abbieh1979

    10 күн бұрын

    100%

  • @arryquartz
    @arryquartz11 ай бұрын

    Lost my dad recently. I’m discovering who my friends really are right now and the verse that says “Now and again I could never hope to keep them” makes me remember how much of a seasonal person I am in others lives. I’m fine being permanent for myself don’t get me wrong, but it would be so nice to hear someone else say that to me when I need to hear it sometimes.

  • @SnowyYTii

    @SnowyYTii

    11 ай бұрын

    I’m sorry about your loss❤ it’s tough losing a loved one 😞

  • @greeneyes7912

    @greeneyes7912

    7 ай бұрын

    I can also relate, I how we can find some that are permanent. The next line after that rings just as true. Sorry for your loss xoxo

  • @JJ-gg7wz

    @JJ-gg7wz

    3 күн бұрын

    wow. I felt like the only one dealing with those feelings for the longest time, but reading your comment gave relief. We may be on our own, but we do not struggle alone.

  • @1016Badcomment
    @1016Badcomment3 жыл бұрын

    This song is one of those things I feel at a degree I can't explain. Idk what it is, but each word hits me like a wave of "same". This shit is my saving grace some days. Same old story of depression, thoughts of suicide. I'm nobody special. But this song makes me feel like I can turn it around. That maybe I can be special. Worthwhile, allowed to exist. Thank you.

  • @melissaw5244

    @melissaw5244

    3 жыл бұрын

    I feel you. You ARE special. You matter. You're worth it. Keep going. Things change, but we gotta work for it. Much love.

  • @adriancape4752

    @adriancape4752

    3 жыл бұрын

    Remember, that the most important person in this universe is you, or your kids if you got em

  • @hoshiigirl

    @hoshiigirl

    3 жыл бұрын

    I am there with you. You're very much allowed to LIVE not just exist. Fight through those thoughts.

  • @durzoblint415

    @durzoblint415

    2 жыл бұрын

    I wish you well my friend :) we are all in this together

  • @kennypowers7759

    @kennypowers7759

    2 жыл бұрын

    Umm.. yes. Yes yes yes. Out of all the awesome comments on this great song you have articulated exactly how it hits me and makes me feel. I think that the words are open to interpretation to a degree meaning that you can get more than one message from it.. and the surreal nature of the video (which is awesome) kind of goes in it's own direction making it a little more confusing. But I agree. For some reason hope is mostly what I get from listening to it and for that I'm super grateful. Cheers brother. One day at a time (or one minute or one second). There are days that absolutely crush me when I look out the window and see what humanity has become and how we treat one another, the animals, the planet.. but that's not everyday. I hate cliches but "this too shall pass" is one that rings true to me and helps me keep going. I haven't thought about suicide in quite some time now and I've spent enough time in the psych ward for a few "attempts". But today I don't want to give up and it's songs and comments like this that keep me going and let me know that I'm not alone.. shit we're not alone. Thanks again man.

  • @hannahsara13
    @hannahsara132 жыл бұрын

    This was my best friends favorite song. It's been since October 28, 2021. I think about her every day. I think of her when I wake up in the morning, and I can feel the sun shine. I think of her when I hear laughter, anyone's. I think of her when I see little children smile. I think of her every second. She was my soulmate, and my closest friend. I listen to this song about 20 times a day. And it somehow heals and wounds me at the same time. Whitney, I love you forever. I thought we would grow old and die together. And my children would know yours, and we would sit side by side with our grandchildren. I thought we were going to undo our trauma, and start fresh. And if your new start was goodbye, then I'm okay with it... As long as you're happy, my dear friend, I'm happy too. I miss you so much. When we meet again, I know that time will let us start again in peace. -Han. (sorry to everyone who read this)

  • @lucydrop9674

    @lucydrop9674

    2 жыл бұрын

    Don’t apologize this was so beautiful..

  • @Niaz_S

    @Niaz_S

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thats touching

  • @BookOfKolaiah

    @BookOfKolaiah

    2 жыл бұрын

    That was a great message, I’m sorry for your friends passing and am thankful you shared. Not sorry for reading at all ❤️

  • @bluiz87

    @bluiz87

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry ❤️

  • @paigearndt9015

    @paigearndt9015

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love sent to you boo. Hang tight and keep free falling. You deserve it.

  • @Grim684
    @Grim6849 ай бұрын

    I showed this song to my family and they loved it. First time I've ever shared and interest with them ever and I felt excepted for the first time 8n my life ever. Thank you

  • @thatkidjadyn4670

    @thatkidjadyn4670

    8 ай бұрын

    Accepted*

  • @ripper9835

    @ripper9835

    7 ай бұрын

    @@thatkidjadyn4670now’s not the time dude

  • @madi4372
    @madi437211 ай бұрын

    this song reminds me of 8th grade riding my bike up and down on a chill february afternoon,with the cold air in my face,no worries in that moment ,the feeling of euphoria being so fast while time moves slowly,it’s now summer and it’s too hot to ride my bike for hours in the florida heat,the moments you take for granted while living through it are the ones you miss the most.find joy in the little things

  • @Ontoki
    @Ontoki Жыл бұрын

    The line where he asks the devil "Do you like cigarettes, dominos, rum? He said only, sundown, Sundays, Christmas." is fucking insane and still hits me hard every time.

  • @goofybonkersflabbergasted

    @goofybonkersflabbergasted

    Жыл бұрын

    why

  • @jujubeez7354

    @jujubeez7354

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@goofybonkersflabbergasted if I'm not mistaken those are the times when suicide are high

  • @tanuki3670

    @tanuki3670

    Жыл бұрын

    & it's crazy cuz like, if i'm not mistaken, in the sundown was when God talked to adam, frequent church meetings on sundays and christmas where is the jolliest time of the year

  • @tanuki3670

    @tanuki3670

    Жыл бұрын

    i may be saying nonsense but well--

  • @yurivarloe1526

    @yurivarloe1526

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@goofybonkersflabbergasted He also comes to the devil with all the presumptions about how the devil takes people, but the devil corrects him by basically saying the ways that people take themselves

  • @alexiostil
    @alexiostil Жыл бұрын

    For everyone that found this song, I just wanted to let you know that everything will eventually work out. Just keep trying doing your best. Have a nice day

  • @danatnurpeissov7158

    @danatnurpeissov7158

    Жыл бұрын

    thanks man

  • @timbob6151

    @timbob6151

    Жыл бұрын

    appreciate you friend

  • @lul.k4z020

    @lul.k4z020

    Жыл бұрын

    thanks man

  • @kaiquiaoit2178

    @kaiquiaoit2178

    Жыл бұрын

    Bruh train goin but we aint movin type sht rn

  • @Random_Person___

    @Random_Person___

    Жыл бұрын

    It wont

  • @estefaniadossantos1697
    @estefaniadossantos16973 ай бұрын

    This song makes me cry everything, this is not just a song this is a work of art

  • @ribas678
    @ribas6783 ай бұрын

    this band was a recomendation from my sister last year, its gona make a month that she passed away… miss you so much sis

  • @meera3843

    @meera3843

    3 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss 💔

  • @alistairwolfie
    @alistairwolfie Жыл бұрын

    It's one of those songs, which gets better and more emotional with every time you listen

  • @KimmaLano

    @KimmaLano

    Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely agreed. The first time I heard it, I was like "oooh wow, super catchy and chill vibe, I like this song!" After what's probably 1,000 listens I sob when hearing it, and its a song that I now LOVE

  • @alistairwolfie

    @alistairwolfie

    Жыл бұрын

    @@KimmaLano yea, I'm in the same boat, but I'm nowhere close to 1000 listens, so I guess I have a long journey ahead to feel you :)

  • @KimmaLano

    @KimmaLano

    Жыл бұрын

    @alistairwolfie The times when I listen and also watch the video just hit me right in every single one of my feels. So powerful. Love RKS ❤️🌈🙀 good luck in your journey!

  • @alistairwolfie

    @alistairwolfie

    Жыл бұрын

    @@KimmaLano I usually try to avoid over listening cuz I hate when I start to dislike song... It didn't happen with you, so I guess it might be save for me too... Thanks for the luck!

  • @MsTiffanyLyn

    @MsTiffanyLyn

    11 ай бұрын

    How he says "Free fall" hits me every time

  • @iwantyoutobealive
    @iwantyoutobealive2 жыл бұрын

    "thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted, never had they needed a good friend as Ive been" I used to idolize myself for how great of a friend I was. It made me fall into a really deep depression however. I was always checking in on people who barley spoke to me, sending paragraphs of advice while being left on read when I'd vent. I gave up. Stopped venting. Stopped sharing. Kept giving. Kept hoping someday someone would go "you're such a great person! I'm so happy to have you in my life!" Kept hoping someone would ask me how I was doing. That day never came. It still hasn't. I'm learning to let go. To love me, and accept that in the end it really is just me. I fought many suicidal thoughts in silence while coming second in my family to someone who exasperated their suicidal thoughts. Sometimes I wish I existed in another time, in another family, as another being. The reality is, I'm alone. I've accepted this. I'm fighting so hard. I'm proud of myself. Even if no one else is.

  • @wage7621

    @wage7621

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey look, it's me as somebody named Amanda. Neat

  • @williambenitez908

    @williambenitez908

    2 жыл бұрын

    eat the mushrooms. They are the roots of life. You will see then the futility and beauty of it all. What have ye to lose?

  • @giorgiahounkpatin8671

    @giorgiahounkpatin8671

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey,it's been a year,I just wanted to check on you How are you doing? ❤️

  • @amarhoward7935

    @amarhoward7935

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey Amanda. Just checking in. One moment, one breath, one step at a time. Keep breathing. You aren’t alone

  • @hamletsdeaddad

    @hamletsdeaddad

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don't know you, but I thank you for writing this comment, and this may be meaningful said by a stranger, but I'm proud of you too.

  • @Userdrowsy
    @Userdrowsy Жыл бұрын

    This song just makes me think so much. It’s wonderful and I’m glad I found it. I especially relate to “to busy saving everybody else, to save your self” I was to gullible and helpful. I still want to help others, that’s what my life is dedicated to but I will no longer let people walk over me, and I’ve realized that being a bit selfish or focusing on myself isn’t a bad thing.

  • @loafofstalebread3401
    @loafofstalebread34015 ай бұрын

    This helped me get over my depression. Life is a bumpy journey, and many obstacles lay ahead in the path but you can navigate through them and continue to your destination.

  • @SimonRusty
    @SimonRusty2 жыл бұрын

    Lyrics Called to the Devil and the Devil did come I said to the devil, "Devil do you like drums? Do you like cigarettes, dominoes, rum?" He said only "sundown, Sundays, Christmas" Some day's end when I need a few friends Now and again I could never hope to keep them Thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted Never had they needed a good friend as I've been Don't get me venting on friends who resent you 'Cause all you've ever done is been a noose to hang on to They thought was a necklace and reckless they fell into hell Where you both hang with nothing to do but Scratch, kick, let gravity win like Fuck this, let gravity win like You could leave it all behind Even the Devil needs time alone sometimes You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called: freefall It's called: freefall Called to the Devil and the Devil said quit Can't be bothered better handle your shit Keep about your wits man, keep about your wits Know yourself and who you came in with Can I sit down I've been hustling all day I can't even count how many souls I've made Off the same deal you on Remember, the Devil ain't a friend to no one But fine, true You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's Called: Freefall It's Called: Freefall Called to the Devil and the Devil said Hey! Why you been calling this late? It's like 2 A.M. and the bars all close at 10 in hell, that's a rule I made Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself And you don't want no help, oh well That's the story to tell Like you could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called: freefall It's called: freefall You could let it all go, you could let it all go Cause ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how, it's like Ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how it's like

  • @regianehelena2169

    @regianehelena2169

    2 жыл бұрын

    thank you 🤍

  • @Reese_23

    @Reese_23

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks man

  • @zerozero2166

    @zerozero2166

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for the time it takes to do this

  • @kattt_13

    @kattt_13

    2 жыл бұрын

    tnksss

  • @thauanamartins7952

    @thauanamartins7952

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks man

  • @ssscout
    @ssscout Жыл бұрын

    this one is special

  • @laylaaaaaa1730

    @laylaaaaaa1730

    Жыл бұрын

    Yep

  • @Carlisios

    @Carlisios

    Жыл бұрын

    Hey sc6ut

  • @corinnemoonfall1098

    @corinnemoonfall1098

    Жыл бұрын

    fr

  • @kittyloafmeowyummyiskimmy2875

    @kittyloafmeowyummyiskimmy2875

    Жыл бұрын

    Sc6ut,lol?

  • @Lamaatemyheart

    @Lamaatemyheart

    Жыл бұрын

    sc6ut, r u okay?

  • @danielcastillo6632
    @danielcastillo66328 ай бұрын

    You ever had a song that’s hit so hard? This song hits me like a freight train.

  • @Ilike-animals

    @Ilike-animals

    8 ай бұрын

    Same bro

  • @jessicayacuzzo7083
    @jessicayacuzzo7083 Жыл бұрын

    I lost my friend yesterday. A true beautiful soul. Shine bright Sophia. I love you.

  • @cailyn44

    @cailyn44

    Жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear this. I lost my cousin to suicide in 2021, the most beautiful souls leave us the earliest. She’s always with you❤️

  • @iicxzyflower

    @iicxzyflower

    Жыл бұрын

    R.I.P to your friend and cousin. I’m so sorry that happened to you guys :( 💗

  • @lucarossi8471

    @lucarossi8471

    Жыл бұрын

    Be strong dear👍🏼🤞🏼❤️

  • @jenniferkorf4767

    @jenniferkorf4767

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel you, be strong

  • @josebetancourt3443

    @josebetancourt3443

    Жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your lost

  • @heavenlylamb514
    @heavenlylamb5144 жыл бұрын

    Reddit thread “what song is 10/10 yet hardly anyone had heard of it?” brought me here. 10/10 agreed

  • @luizO96

    @luizO96

    4 жыл бұрын

    Idk about a 10 but this is a 8 atleast. I like devil like me more

  • @Monster-ld5vz

    @Monster-ld5vz

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yes, exactly the same. Haha I thought I was the only one 👍🏻

  • @MrMixel-lt3lc

    @MrMixel-lt3lc

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same, thank you ranom Raddit user!

  • @katking9574

    @katking9574

    4 жыл бұрын

    link to the thread for those of use wanting to see other posts in it?

  • @reajay8548

    @reajay8548

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey I commented something like that on that thread 😳

  • @NB4AD
    @NB4AD11 ай бұрын

    Sabe aquele tipo de música atemporal, que não importa quando você escuta sempre te faz sentir algo por dentro? Essa com certeza é uma delas.

  • @isaacapns2745

    @isaacapns2745

    11 ай бұрын

    Né isso mn

  • @Atomic_RealBeat

    @Atomic_RealBeat

    11 ай бұрын

    sex

  • @martincreton4286

    @martincreton4286

    11 ай бұрын

    Exactly.

  • @00EGG

    @00EGG

    6 ай бұрын

    exactly

  • @zunknown
    @zunknown Жыл бұрын

    Only a few songs manage to not only sound so calm but with lyrics as deep as the soul

  • @aurora6992
    @aurora69925 жыл бұрын

    The beat drop in this song makes me feel absolutely euphoric. I’ve never experienced anything like it! I love you guys so much. Such a gorgeous video and an even more gorgeous song!!! Come to Scotland one day or else

  • @katiecarr2453

    @katiecarr2453

    5 жыл бұрын

    100% agree, this is my favorite song by them for sure.

  • @kezzahb

    @kezzahb

    5 жыл бұрын

    Agreed! Get your asses to Scotland!

  • @fayubstay

    @fayubstay

    5 жыл бұрын

    If you want another euphoric drop I reccomend in the flowers by animal collective

  • @bellag4183

    @bellag4183

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@fayubstay I went to that song and it's beautiful! Thank's for recommending it.

  • @massakalatv7687

    @massakalatv7687

    5 жыл бұрын

    hahaha read this before actually hear it...had to come back to say you told me so

  • @N8VNicoya_Django
    @N8VNicoya_Django2 жыл бұрын

    As veteran, constantly fighting demons, I needed this, holidays are rough especially when we're alone for them. I went in as a broken kid and came back a different kind of broken as a man. ...I needed this. Check in your friends people. If you havnt heard from one in awhile reach out, if they pop up in your mind randomly please reach out, just a simple " hey I hope your good" can save a life.

  • @Nuggett-irl

    @Nuggett-irl

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey thanks for sharing. I’m not a veteran but my grandpa was and we lost him a few years ago to the “freefall”. We had no idea that he was struggling with depression. We need to do more for veterans and provide safe spaces to talk about the demons because talking about it is the first step. Anyways, hope you’re good. Hang in there friend, you are loved.

  • @tangerinekitty

    @tangerinekitty

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey.. I hope your doing okay

  • @henriquesousa6181

    @henriquesousa6181

    2 жыл бұрын

    Stay safe and take care to yourself bro

  • @kalobthomas5815

    @kalobthomas5815

    2 жыл бұрын

    hope you’re doing well bro. stay as strong as you can

  • @johnharden9551

    @johnharden9551

    2 жыл бұрын

    Psalms 18:2. You are loved. Stay strong.

  • @mossyraven6973
    @mossyraven697310 ай бұрын

    I hold a certain pride about knowing most of the lyrics and being able to sing along to them

  • @ryanmontague3472
    @ryanmontague34727 ай бұрын

    One of my oldest friends just sent me this song out of nowhere, been a funk lately, feel like I'm failing in my new career. Stress in my relationship etc, but this song kind of sparked something in me somehow. Can't give up, all you can do is move forward no matter what.

  • @annalikesflowers3665
    @annalikesflowers36654 жыл бұрын

    I am under an intense depressive episode rn. This song means so much. I keep trying to show it to people I love expecting it to profoundly change them the way it does me. I don’t think they’re listening. Like really hearing it. Not the way I hear it Edit: thanks everyone for your support I’m not better but I’m still here 🖤

  • @michaelwatson4532

    @michaelwatson4532

    4 жыл бұрын

    Something's are only meant for you

  • @medievalava6852

    @medievalava6852

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same fucking thing happens to me and a fucked up twist, they'll show me the song a few months later like I didn't know about it or show it to em! Fucking morons

  • @ottertotter5932

    @ottertotter5932

    4 жыл бұрын

    I can relate. Sounds dumb but I recently watched Adventure Time the whole way through and it has helped me.

  • @celesteinfantino1409

    @celesteinfantino1409

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hear it. And check out 'when I was done dying'

  • @uhohspagheti0sss

    @uhohspagheti0sss

    4 жыл бұрын

    Saaaaame. I just keep listening to this song on repeat because it gets me in my feels (in a good way tho) I'm happy that this song is able to help you as well as myself.

  • @chrisdeatherage2772
    @chrisdeatherage27725 жыл бұрын

    Glad I stopped being friends with some people, now they don’t get to be introduced to the awesome music I find

  • @Dorumin

    @Dorumin

    5 жыл бұрын

    How absolutely despicable, I love it

  • @waltuh2412

    @waltuh2412

    5 жыл бұрын

    Your a monster

  • @10jellys73

    @10jellys73

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@waltuh2412 ur*

  • @waltuh2412

    @waltuh2412

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@10jellys73 M I L L E N I A L S C U M

  • @10jellys73

    @10jellys73

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@waltuh2412 that's a good one...Although I'm probably old enough to be your father.

  • @ateyomamaforbreakfast
    @ateyomamaforbreakfast9 ай бұрын

    I am so grateful to have found this song, (you don’t need to read this if you don’t want to, but telling people my story helps me.) last year was the worst period of my life. for around 9 months there was nothing there in me. woke up, took 8 cart rips to the dome, throw on some vans a black hoodie and faded blue jeans grabbed my headphones and would walk out the door; not even mentioning how i was fighting every day and every hour to try and validate myself from this man who groomed me for six months. he was leaving me and coming back again and again promising me we could “grow old together and have all of our dreams come true because that’s sure how life works!” sick of the bs. got diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder), teachers started noticing, i was in constant therapy and of course medicating the SHIT out of myself before going anywhere lol. i wouldn’t go anywhere w/o my vape, would skip class to constantly hotbox all the bathrooms, was failing all of my classes, smoking cigarettes, cutting myself and shit. i could not go anywhere sober. i tried to kill myself in May. I was fourteen. im better now, definitely, but i haven’t even gotten to the good part lmfao. this takes place before all of the previous^: i grew up in a drug house, mom constantly shooting up heroin and popping xanax. i have a brother, who is now 11. because my mother was so doped up all the time, i was a 7 raising a 3 year old. we’d be constantly poor, constantly couch hopping, having to piss in a cup for her, watching my brother get beaten yada yada. my stepdad (brothers dad) had alcohol issues and was just so absolutely fun to be around 😊(😐). he’s in prison now for multiple DUIs, risk of injury to a child, and trying to kill my mother last year. when i was 4 i locked her in a room because my stepdad was trying to go at her. saved her life. my dad had been fighting a 10 year long custody battle against a sexist court that believe every woman is right. my dad has done the best he can to raise me as a single father and he is the one person who has ALWAYS been there for me. when i was 10 years old i watched my mom overdose in front of me on our bathroom floor, i was trying to hide my brother behind me while also bawling “mama, are you okay? what’s wrong mama” my dad got there, heard him call in for “possible opiates overdose”. since then i’ve been trying to make it through being a teenager and having to deal with these subconscious issues i still have from my childhood. i try not to let it effect me. my brother, Colten, is with my grandmother, he’s fine. my mom decided it would be a good idea to bring another life into the world for her to damage in 2020. Koralee is now three, she’s with my grandmother and she is the most bright toddler you have ever seen. Colten is a delinquent, but he’s getting there. i’m the only person he’ll listen to and that he respects, but i don’t see him too often so it’s difficult . mentally, he’s still back in that home in that bathroom on that day. he’s still 6 in his head. mentally, he pretty much stopped aging. im alright for the most part. im 15 now. okay, i think im done. not sure how i was able to right this considering im baked off my balls right now - Kyla, “i ain’t readin allat”

  • @aa-fc7dz

    @aa-fc7dz

    9 ай бұрын

    i did read allat, hope you are doing great kyla and if not, it'll always get better eventually

  • @ateyomamaforbreakfast

    @ateyomamaforbreakfast

    9 ай бұрын

    @@aa-fc7dz thank you. ❤️

  • @Mrfishflop

    @Mrfishflop

    9 ай бұрын

    @@ateyomamaforbreakfastI read all of it I wish your health the best ❤

  • @donald-duck
    @donald-duck10 ай бұрын

    I love that the most replayed part of this video is 0:00.. Really shows just how good this song is💜

  • @annabellelevan9146
    @annabellelevan91463 жыл бұрын

    Some Hollywood director will eventually find this song and use it. And our secret will be gone.

  • @dhairyapandya140

    @dhairyapandya140

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ooh fuck I found the first person who thinks like me. You are the one

  • @kevinm1801

    @kevinm1801

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'll use it I promise.

  • @taunter22nil58

    @taunter22nil58

    3 жыл бұрын

    Especially it’s been chosen by the almighty algorithm

  • @professormancaptain4210

    @professormancaptain4210

    3 жыл бұрын

    Good. Music which makes you feel was never meant to be hoarded.

  • @KennethWestervelt

    @KennethWestervelt

    3 жыл бұрын

    This song was never yours to keep. Music is not newspaper clippings, not porcelain dolls on a shelf, not "Star Trek"-branded commemorative plates, not even dried flowers.

  • @ReivecS
    @ReivecS5 жыл бұрын

    This is a great intro but where is the rest of the song? This needs to be a 10 minute long epic that twists and turns.

  • @DeinemudderHauke

    @DeinemudderHauke

    4 жыл бұрын

    ReivecS with video to boot!

  • @jazzt6860

    @jazzt6860

    4 жыл бұрын

    Completely agree, need to see them live and do that exact thing.

  • @poundingthenail6189

    @poundingthenail6189

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel the exact same way. I almost get angry with it listening because its too good to be hindered by a 2:32 play time. The best part only lasts 17 seconds or so and I need like a minimum 2 minutes of it

  • @PippaPasses

    @PippaPasses

    4 жыл бұрын

    The rest of the album maybe?

  • @S4mm1ch

    @S4mm1ch

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Rainbow Kitten Suprise - can we get a part 2???

  • @Flexibrium2.0
    @Flexibrium2.05 ай бұрын

    I used to ride my bike really early in the morning before school (3 in the morning usually) and I always used to listen to this song and I brings back so many good memories of back when life was simple. I wish it could be like that again.

  • @cohenjohnsonblue

    @cohenjohnsonblue

    4 ай бұрын

    I do too. Life will never be the same. Stressed out by Twenty One pilots is my fav song. “Wish we could turn back time, to the good old days”

  • @pluto-4x

    @pluto-4x

    3 ай бұрын

    to the good ol' times i guess 🍻😕

  • @BIGGIE_CHEESE99
    @BIGGIE_CHEESE997 ай бұрын

    The vibes this songs gives is 🔥

  • @Hannah-no5nu
    @Hannah-no5nu3 жыл бұрын

    i remember when this only had 17k views...i see people talking about their "secret being revealed" and i sort of feel the same way, but also im super happy its getting popular because this can be huge for them. theyre an awesome band and i honestly super happy theyre finally getting the recognition they deserve.

  • @thalya8711

    @thalya8711

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm excited they're getting more attention because now that means there's a higher probability of seeing them in concert :)

  • @vesselofdevils368

    @vesselofdevils368

    2 жыл бұрын

    yeah i mean i listened way back but i wouldn’t have thought to find them years after switching music platforms without this getting popular. i mean years, like the me that listened to them didn’t think i’d be around to hear their music now type shit

  • @larissabrooks4336

    @larissabrooks4336

    2 жыл бұрын

    I found this song recently and I feel so lame saying it but, it changed my life. Specifically “you say you’re too busy saving everybody else to save yourself, oh well.” I worked in a highly emotional job and spent the last 5 years hoping if I saved someone else I would be saved too. It made me realize I how badly I tried to by a martyr and how much it wasn’t going to work out for me. This song always feels like the devil is mocking me for coming to him when I’m low. Expecting the devil to pity me when I brought myself to him with my sob story. It made me not want to keep telling my story to “the devil” and start to work on not calling to “him” anymore.

  • @wildcherries4287

    @wildcherries4287

    2 жыл бұрын

    As of now they have 13mil views

  • @dabordietrying

    @dabordietrying

    2 жыл бұрын

    discovered this song 20ish minutes ago and i totally get where you're coming from but im very glad to have found this song. been in a really bad depressive episode the past month and needed to just cry it out lol. this song did that for me

  • @corv1d770
    @corv1d7705 жыл бұрын

    For once the KZread algorithms showed me what I wanted

  • @twoplaces5298

    @twoplaces5298

    5 жыл бұрын

    600

  • @dizzy4evashallkill

    @dizzy4evashallkill

    5 жыл бұрын

    Bro I can't tell if you're the same commentor on every video or not talking about youtubes algorithms😹😹

  • @Eugenesc

    @Eugenesc

    5 жыл бұрын

    You damn right dude

  • @AntVazAri

    @AntVazAri

    5 жыл бұрын

    I'd like your coment but don't wanna spoil 666 likes

  • @sentinela8775

    @sentinela8775

    5 жыл бұрын

    Glad for you. To me, this is lame shit.

  • @EMILYHERRERA
    @EMILYHERRERA11 ай бұрын

    I must have needed to cry because this beauty hit me in my soul and the tears flowed.

  • @atlasenfeu
    @atlasenfeu4 жыл бұрын

    This song gives me "it's ok not to be ok" vibes but I'm not sure it was intended

  • @barzzey_1171

    @barzzey_1171

    4 жыл бұрын

    Quite the opposite actually lmao. It's about a self-destructive dude who calls up the devil thinking he'll condone his destructive behavior when in reality the devil wants nothing to do with it.

  • @gearsofwar2pwnfest

    @gearsofwar2pwnfest

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@barzzey_1171 i don't really get it... can you explain more? Sorry i'm DAFT

  • @kyla5428

    @kyla5428

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gearsofwar2pwnfest throughout the song the narrator gives us contradictions within how he views himself ("never had they needed a good friend as I've been" and then "all you've ever been is a noose to hang onto") and then talks about calling out to the devil who barates him about being needy and then says "say you're too busy saving everybody else and you don't want no help, oh well, that's a story to tell," which is scoffing at the idea that the person is finding excuses to avoid self-help, which is the only thing that could actually help him. The song stresses that the narrator could leave his bitterness and resentment and greif and regret behind if he just gets out of his pity party and lets go.

  • @chrw756

    @chrw756

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@kyla5428 This is how I interpreted it too. The narrator gives a self obsessed story of who they are calling to the devil to validate them but even the devil finds their woes pitiful and insignificant and caused by them self.

  • @elisha2358

    @elisha2358

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@kyla5428 That's my interpretation too.

  • @mrsirhc
    @mrsirhc Жыл бұрын

    This song deserves a full 10 minutes, possibly the greatest tune of all time

  • @lisadaniels6457

    @lisadaniels6457

    Жыл бұрын

    It has Modest Mouse World At Large vibes to me

  • @mrsirhc

    @mrsirhc

    Жыл бұрын

    @@lisadaniels6457 I went and had a listen, wow what a song! Thanks for the recommendation!

  • @karlpaquette6139

    @karlpaquette6139

    Жыл бұрын

    It ends to soon! I want to know more about these conversations!!

  • @rafanj824

    @rafanj824

    Жыл бұрын

    Calm down man, but it's a very interesting song. It's always good to have songs with a meaning.

  • @TheVampireking330

    @TheVampireking330

    11 ай бұрын

    @@lisadaniels6457 EEEYYYYY! I said the same. Im a huge fan of Modest Mouse. Fell in love with this band too.

  • @Piggypilgram
    @Piggypilgram9 ай бұрын

    So many different meanings for me in one ❤️ feels like two parts of my life being spilt

  • @RecaneYala
    @RecaneYala9 ай бұрын

    Just recently found the song. Just love it. Thank you for creating this great art.

  • @juliapimentel4208
    @juliapimentel42084 жыл бұрын

    Even though this was released before The Midnight Gospel, it gives a lot of the show’s vibes.

  • @Shovelman220

    @Shovelman220

    3 жыл бұрын

    Duncan Trussell approves of this comment. Stay awesome.

  • @reene3630

    @reene3630

    2 жыл бұрын

    pls 😭 ur right tho

  • @beemax9779

    @beemax9779

    2 жыл бұрын

    OMG FRRRR

  • @river_the_drake5229
    @river_the_drake5229 Жыл бұрын

    You can listen to this song at any mood and it will make it better, You can be mad and it will just make you calm or you can be sad and it will make you fine. What a masterpiece.

  • @Ivy_the_therain

    @Ivy_the_therain

    Жыл бұрын

    And you can be fine and make you sad like me now idk if it’s jest me tho but this song is the best ❤

  • @marcoff7

    @marcoff7

    3 ай бұрын

    Verdade

  • @juliawinchesterr
    @juliawinchesterr20 күн бұрын

    Apparently this song found me exactly when I needed it. Such a short song that spoke directly to me about the art of letting go. Letting all go was the thing that scared me the most and also the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. Before this song I was just too busy saving evereybody else to save myself.

  • @namelessnameless6631
    @namelessnameless663114 күн бұрын

    I absolutely LOVE how they had the voices flowing together, I started listening to this song recently and this is the first time watching the video

  • @siemranJ
    @siemranJ Жыл бұрын

    [Verse 1] Called to the Devil and the Devil did come I said to the Devil, "Devil, do you like drums? Do you like cigarettes, dominoes, rum?" He said, "Only sundown, Sundays, Christmas" [Verse 2] Some days end when I need a few friends Now and again, I could never hope to keep them Thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted Never had they needed a good friend as I've been [Verse 3] Don't get me ventin' on friends who resent you 'Cause all you've ever done is been a noose to hang on to They thought was a necklace and reckless They fell into Hell where you both hang with nothing to do but [Pre-Chorus] Scratch, kick, let gravity win like Fuck this, let gravity win like You could leave it all behind Even the Devil need time alone sometimes [Chorus] You could let it all go You could let it all go It's called "freefall" It's called "freefall" [Verse 4] Called to the Devil and the Devil said, "Quit Can't be bothered, better handle y'all shit Keep about your wits, man, keep about your wits Know yourself and who you came in with Can I sit down? I've been hustlin' all day I can't even count how many souls I've made Off the same deal you're on Remember, the Devil ain't a friend to no one But fine, true [Chorus] Well, you could let it all go You could let it all go It's called "freefall" It's called "freefall" [Verse 5] Called to the Devil and the Devil said, "Hey Why you been callin' this late? It's like 2 AM and the bars all close at 10 in Hell That's a rule I made Anyway, you say you're too busy Savin' everybody else to save yourself And you don't want no help, oh well That's the story to tell" [Chorus] Like, you could let it all go You could let it all go It's called "freefall" It's called "freefall" You could let it all go You could let it all go 'Cause ain't shit free but fallin' out That shit's easy, let me show you how, it's like [Instrumental Break] [Outro] Ain't shit free but fallin' out That shit's easy, let me show you how, it's like Source: Genius

  • @um5763

    @um5763

    Жыл бұрын

    Perfect

  • @F.B.l

    @F.B.l

    Жыл бұрын

    “White Men Kinda Slay” 😂😂

  • @nathanield.4923

    @nathanield.4923

    Жыл бұрын

  • @secretagent5954

    @secretagent5954

    Жыл бұрын

    i love people like you

  • @Oussama_On_Ladder

    @Oussama_On_Ladder

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @JaySut
    @JaySut5 жыл бұрын

    I heard this song months ago for the first time and thought, "wow the cadence and voice is so beautiful". Listened to it again while high and really listened to the lyrics and it changed me and my whole way of thinking. Thank you guys for this song. It means so much to me.

  • @hxhhhx

    @hxhhhx

    5 жыл бұрын

    DURRRRRRRRRRRRRRR DAE DRUGFS/????? HAHAHAH I SMOKED A WEEEED AND IM SO HIUGH!!! MYT WHOLE LIFE CHANGE FROM A WEED GUYS DRTUG!!@!!!!122#12345 6234 fu k u

  • @Coolish.pear06

    @Coolish.pear06

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@hxhhhx I'm replying so you will remember this, and cringe at the grammar. Even if it was on purpose just review what you said.

  • @hxhhhx

    @hxhhhx

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@Coolish.pear06 Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh

  • @JaySut

    @JaySut

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@hxhhhx Huh, KZread never alerted me of these comments. Your bait failed buddy

  • @hxhhhx

    @hxhhhx

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@JaySut It's not bait I'm just making fun of you for being a dumbass.

  • @IG_ArticleParticle
    @IG_ArticleParticle7 ай бұрын

    Listening to this song on repeat because i wish it was way longer.

  • @peterhoban1722
    @peterhoban17222 ай бұрын

    This song hits different. All their music is amazing. So grateful for all of it.

  • @autumnrobinson1690
    @autumnrobinson16902 жыл бұрын

    This song is so good as someone who’s suffered from depression it’s about letting go and letting life spiral fighting your demons on your own taking time alone to figure things out just let them happen don’t worry and stress too much

  • @leonardasjanuska4367

    @leonardasjanuska4367

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you are still alive and going strong!

  • @Isopodd_
    @Isopodd_ Жыл бұрын

    My counselor recommended me this band and I will be forever grateful, hope shes doing well, she has great music taste.

  • @Grace-vh2sj

    @Grace-vh2sj

    Жыл бұрын

    What a great lady

  • @thezigzag127

    @thezigzag127

    Жыл бұрын

    That's so cool. I'm about to start my master's for counseling. I'll keep music recommendations in mind for my future practices!

  • @hiffle

    @hiffle

    Жыл бұрын

    @Nicholas Johnson hey nick! its okay to not feel to talk to a counselor, we all can feel sensitive. you can still hang on!

  • @virgy_w_

    @virgy_w_

    Жыл бұрын

    Love to see it

  • @thezigzag127

    @thezigzag127

    Жыл бұрын

    @Nicholas Johnson hey Nicholas! I'm a counselor in training, it's okay to feel scared but please know, we're trained to not be judgemental and to make you feel safe and heard! 🫶🏻 I recommend looking into the different counseling theories and finding a counselor who specializes in the theory that fits you best. I would recommend a Person-Centered Counselor for you

  • @ProblemPulse-Official
    @ProblemPulse-Official7 ай бұрын

    This song has so many meanings. I hope you find yours friends, much love ❤️

  • @jimmyjames2373

    @jimmyjames2373

    6 ай бұрын

    The song is about suicide if you listen closely “scratch kick let gravity win like fuck this, you could leave it all behind” “you could let it all go its called free fall”

  • @ProblemPulse-Official

    @ProblemPulse-Official

    6 ай бұрын

    @@jimmyjames2373 I know it’s also about being a better person than you was before

  • @hade697
    @hade69719 күн бұрын

    everytime I listen to this song I get chills and tears prick my eyes, nothing ive heard makes me react like that. This song truly touches me, thank you rks🤍

  • @zenmilk
    @zenmilk Жыл бұрын

    Realizing that "u could let it all go. It's called freefall. Doesn't mean give up on yourself it means let go of the things out of your control and you'll never feel more free

  • @emilyfritts825
    @emilyfritts8255 жыл бұрын

    My cousin hung him self a year and a few days ago. The same day fever pitch came out actually. This video is just so powerful and makes me think of him. He would’ve loved it. Keep it up guys. I’m so proud of how far you’re coming.

  • @Andi_andI

    @Andi_andI

    5 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @Esther_8

    @Esther_8

    5 жыл бұрын

    Emily Fritts thanks for sharing your story, I hope music helps you cope with your loss a little better

  • @CrackTheo

    @CrackTheo

    5 жыл бұрын

    Condolences❤

  • @TAOicemicrophone

    @TAOicemicrophone

    5 жыл бұрын

    Suicide is not the option, the Lord redeems the soul even though we leave our bodies. Shallom

  • @fujgtxxgjgg7833

    @fujgtxxgjgg7833

    5 жыл бұрын

    Love to you and yours. From a random guy on on KZread.

  • @albertcooper6420
    @albertcooper64204 ай бұрын

    Man this is great music for the soul and spirit to chill and let the music show you the way

  • @SADDEATHOFFICIAL
    @SADDEATHOFFICIAL4 ай бұрын

    It's a rebirth ❤ listening to this again to see how far you've gone

  • @tbtag7222
    @tbtag7222 Жыл бұрын

    I'm in a deep depressive episode right now and the level of conflict I have with this song is so confusing to me It's deep and makes me feel safe yet also sad and suicidal but it calms me and makes me feel a sense of comfort in where I am in life knowing I'm not alone. I haven't ever reached out . I always keep it in because I don't want to hurt the people around me . This song is a safe place and thank God I found it

  • @elepoop

    @elepoop

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank God your alive! Hope today was a good day and if not i love you :)

  • @thekid58

    @thekid58

    Жыл бұрын

    i’m glad you are still here, this song does the same thing to me and my emotions, i get a sense of everything i lost and what i have now, you are still here because you are strong willed and i have no doubt you will keep it that way my friend, i’m proud of you

  • @tbtag7222

    @tbtag7222

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for the replies ❤️❤️

  • @elepoop

    @elepoop

    Жыл бұрын

    @@tbtag7222 your so welcome! glad to have you alive and well :)

  • @thekid58

    @thekid58

    Жыл бұрын

    @@tbtag7222 always dawg, keep fighting

  • @javierleal9912
    @javierleal9912 Жыл бұрын

    This song is simply incredible, death is not something to be afraid of, it's not evil or mean or unforgiving, death is simply death, an inevitable end to an inevitable life because, life is just as inevitable as death. You are here, right now, in this very moment. Once you learn to frgive yourself, embrace death as the beautiful friend that it is, then you will be able to let go of your fears and worries, pains and struggles, trauma and resentment, because there are very few things in live scarier than death. Please if anyone ever reads this just remember: You are alive, you are here, in this very moment, don't waste it thinking about the end because you'll never outrun it. Live life as a child running across the beach to the ocean, with his toes burning from the sand but unfazed for he knows what awaits him is stronger than that pain will ever be.

  • @yazzmine7400

    @yazzmine7400

    Жыл бұрын

    Perfectly said

  • @flavionoriega8947

    @flavionoriega8947

    Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @Kyle_Dont_ask

    @Kyle_Dont_ask

    Жыл бұрын

    This just made me cry. I'm not even joking this is so inspiring. This should be a quote on Google bruh😭

  • @t.b.6923

    @t.b.6923

    Жыл бұрын

    Why isn’t this the top comment?

  • @malikamurad_art

    @malikamurad_art

    Жыл бұрын

    I just want to print your comment out and hang it on the wall. I’m trying to survive after the death of my younger brother and this is really helpful

  • @hannadiy6307
    @hannadiy6307Ай бұрын

    This song reminds me that being at my lowest was a blessing i never thought could come. The exploration and philosophy and the choice has given me so much richness on the other side. I am so much more in awe, and grateful. Life and death is beautiful, and its our right as humans to explore it.

  • @A9xMaxsta
    @A9xMaxsta9 ай бұрын

    2023 and I just found them 🙈 love this!!!

  • @blaqshiep4920
    @blaqshiep49204 жыл бұрын

    I almost didn't listen to it. Rainbow kitten surprise, i thought. Nah i need something deep with meaning. Boy am i glad i dont listen myself sometimes....

  • @jayproductions6450
    @jayproductions64502 жыл бұрын

    I listen to this song not because it's dragging me down, but because I wanna fight back. Even if you have nothing to live for leave, get outta that environment go somewhere where you can thrive, this is a big world, lots of places to see. Now is your chance to grow

  • @acollins7467

    @acollins7467

    Жыл бұрын

    Honestly yes. my home life was so toxic and was just trapped there. I met my husband in college and he was my saving grace his parents let me move in and allowed me to free my self from there and to be able to do the things I wanted to do

  • @warrenlanham9088
    @warrenlanham90883 ай бұрын

    "You can leave it all behind. Even the devil needs time alone sometimes. You can let it all go. You can let it all go. Free fall. Free fall. "

  • @Raccoonboi634
    @Raccoonboi6347 ай бұрын

    This band is a blessing

  • @Salty-_-Gio
    @Salty-_-Gio Жыл бұрын

    The quote "too busy saving everybody else" hit harder than a train.

  • @thaynanfradesdelima7444

    @thaynanfradesdelima7444

    4 ай бұрын

    sim

  • @felixsmith4841
    @felixsmith48414 жыл бұрын

    This is the song I've been listening to lately and to me it speaks to the levels of exhaustion I've felt trying to maintain friendship with those not worthy or respectful of my existence in their lives, so many showing they true colors these days

  • @pyro-x9900

    @pyro-x9900

    2 жыл бұрын

    yea same i cant tell if im paranoid anymore or they arent friends i just dont know how to tell it make me think if maybe im being paranoid and im the bad one

  • @felixsmith4841

    @felixsmith4841

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@pyro-x9900 I'm going to the national parks to do some mushrooms. Since commenting, the fact I've made it this far without ending myself is an achievement. I am not well, but I have my music, my books, and my feet, gon walk around the mountains and woods. Dissolve back into nature

  • @pyro-x9900

    @pyro-x9900

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@felixsmith4841 yea that’s good for the mental state. but please be safe it’s dangerous to do psychedelic stuff out there.

  • @antler9927

    @antler9927

    2 жыл бұрын

    Can't ever trust people, trust the Lord because he knows you best

  • @smokelahomamelv2797

    @smokelahomamelv2797

    Жыл бұрын

    I totally agree

  • @anthonybondesio9702
    @anthonybondesio97026 ай бұрын

    i become so calm listening to this song its like my subconscious singing it to me 🥲😌

  • @christiandavidson3809
    @christiandavidson380911 ай бұрын

    I sing this song every time it's on and I get so emotional idk why but I expressed it that a way I know the band wants people to hear it and love telling people about this band

  • @Blankphotograph5799
    @Blankphotograph57992 жыл бұрын

    This song has helped snap me out of self loathing and to work through my traumas so that I don't drag others down with me. It has absolutely humbled the shit out of me as well. I feel like Dr Phil has given me the knife hands...

  • @nicholethompson4755

    @nicholethompson4755

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yas!

  • @patricia57254

    @patricia57254

    2 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful

  • @timothyoster4943

    @timothyoster4943

    2 жыл бұрын

    Good on you : )

  • @smokelahomamelv2797

    @smokelahomamelv2797

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel this too much

  • @fizzello6879
    @fizzello68792 жыл бұрын

    This song will always have a confusing place in my heart. The first seizure I witnessed my dad have, was right after i finished this song to go investigate what the loud crash was. That led to a long fucking hell like journey, that ended with my dad passing away. I come back to this song on the days I miss him the most. There will always be a small part of me that'll wonder if I had just not listened to this song, maybe I could've saw ths signs earlier, and stopped it before it got too bad. I know that, realistically isn't what would've happened. Listening to this over and over again somehow gives me some form of comfort. Of my ignorance before knowing all of this would've happened. The days where I could just sit quietly in my room blaring my ear drums out and ignoring what I thought were "lame" parents. Love you Dad.

  • @obamaslastkidneystone7084

    @obamaslastkidneystone7084

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry man don’t be to hard on yourself it’s not your fault at all

  • @babs2034

    @babs2034

    2 жыл бұрын

    AAUGH HUN!!! I SOOO FEEL FOR YOU!!!! I HOPE YOUR OK HUN!!!

  • @igavemysoultocharity3985

    @igavemysoultocharity3985

    2 жыл бұрын

    it isn't your fault at all plz don't blame yourself the seizure would've happened regardless of if you listened to this song or not i hope you're doing okay i wish you nothing but the best

  • @sadcap

    @sadcap

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry, it must be terrible to carry this. Grief leaves so many questions behind. I can never speak for your father, but I know how much joy it brings me to see my loved ones get lost in a song; I'm glad you can still connect to him through it. Thinking of you in the days ahead.

  • @JustBlazzze612

    @JustBlazzze612

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss