Radiohead "How To Disappear Completely" Original Music Video by David Herrera
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It's one of those nights again, isn't it?
@pibeboludo4533
5 жыл бұрын
yes.
@chrisoo22233
5 жыл бұрын
Every single night is one of those nights for me ....
@jamesw3036
5 жыл бұрын
I've been happier, but I wish I could say the same for everyone else. The weights are heavy, and I don't know if I can bear it forever.
@nath8327
5 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@reiswag8434
5 жыл бұрын
Yea
Dying is such a hassle, I just wanna disappear completely like I was never here to begin with
@zagorakis88
5 жыл бұрын
I feel that way from the time I wake til i sleep. Always need to distract myself with anything to make it through the day.
@UncleGwendolyn
5 жыл бұрын
You never were.
@hailmaary8616
4 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@lidd1982
4 жыл бұрын
But then you'd never have experienced the goose bumps you get when listening to songs like this
@Mokimanify
4 жыл бұрын
It's really not a hassle if you make it quick and talk yourself up to it. I have and will end my life this Saturday .. the exact day I was born 45 years ago
The worst feeling is having to live your life surviving, and not enjoying it anymore.
@talithas2723
Жыл бұрын
I read this a 16, Im 28 and it is still true,I not even sad about it "Life no longer has any charm over me. I simply live and the day will come when even that will not be possible for me." I wont ever pursue death but for sure when the time comes I will welcome it.
@Fairykitcat
6 ай бұрын
It is difficult but things get better eventually ❤️ being patient and positive. It's like a video game in hard mode but it can get fun too.
@alanmalcheski8882
4 ай бұрын
so high school, then? Or you mean middle school?
@Pakem22
4 ай бұрын
"I'm not living, i'm just killing time.."
@robertbuckley3232
4 ай бұрын
Sadly it's so true for many of us. We muddle through the best we can. I've been a pessimistic person for a very long time and I don't get excited by anything. At least I can get solace from this music.
I spent the day laughing with friends, only to come back and go to bed and listen to this while I'm crying. I'm tired of life, tired of disability, of not being enough, not belonging... Whenever I go, I don't feel at home, I'm searching for something I don't even know. But I'm hanging on, for what? Because I don't want to hurt my family and friends, I don't belong with them, but I don't want them to end up like me.
@wavewave9343
2 жыл бұрын
You are not alone, and i know it's fucking hurt but your are brave, we are brave and we'll get through this. Love❤
@TheRealDragonblood45
2 жыл бұрын
Love ya, you're not alone. 🖤
@DonugsDodrgs
2 жыл бұрын
yes
@esme1
2 жыл бұрын
I too have felt this way, sort of still am.. Home doesn't feel like home.
@NoOne-tg3xl
2 жыл бұрын
Exactly same feeling
Does anyone else find a strange sense of comfort in the pain and sadness of certain songs?
@juicer404
6 жыл бұрын
Donald Smith everyday
@missbeliever9105
6 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@profondoDubbia
6 жыл бұрын
yes, i do.. and radiohead's songs are pure catharsis
@katiestait8138
5 жыл бұрын
Always
@lauramartins9065
5 жыл бұрын
Not just in songs but also in the sadness itself
This doesn't need high resolution. The bad resolution makes it perfectly imperfect.
@agent3912
3 жыл бұрын
Like how things should be...
@maxtoasted
Жыл бұрын
@@agent3912this is a beautiful comment❤
@seturan-z
Жыл бұрын
Agree.
@hhlhklhlglgkkl
10 ай бұрын
yeah
@JM23007
7 ай бұрын
The kids these days call it "lo-fi", or "low fidelity". Makes it cozy to us or something like that.
I feel so empty all the time. Everything happens so much. I feel nothing for an eternity and a torrential flood for a moment. I'm not a good person. I feel either incapable of love or hopelessly lonely. It's tiring
@enk335
3 жыл бұрын
Wanna talk on insta? Im willing to listen to anything.
@issacmccann3910
3 жыл бұрын
Your capable
@user-ei8ye8yn7p
3 жыл бұрын
Have you tried asking for help?To pray? Sometimes God takes curious forms through a stranger who believes you absolutely can love.As everyone does.Ask for forgiveness but also forgive yourself by making something good for any creature in need.And this will push you magically on with a clear heart..Trust me. been there.
@jjsams4387
2 жыл бұрын
Don't let other people project their nonsense onto you. You are as good a person as you choose to be. Whatever anyone tells you to the contrary is BS
@jmborne
2 жыл бұрын
No such thing as a good or bad person, in reality. Keep in mind that EVERYTHING in this life and our understanding of it is all RELATIVE. When you come to this realization, it will completely change your perspective on what this life REALLY is- it's only what you CHOOSE to make of it. There's no right or wrong, no good, no bad. Just different. It's all about perspective. It's your CHOICE.
Towards the end of a depression spanning around three years (with minor and short periods of happiness scattered throughout it) I started listening to this song a lot, especially when I was especially sad, cause the lyrics really fitted my feelings. One day I finally got the courage to talk to somebody about my mental health - which I had refused to do for those three years, thinking that I'd have been better off dead. I went to my doctor, given that that was the first step, but all I got out of it was a phone number for somebody to talk to over the phone - which frankly I found useless. I left the doctor's office feeling almost worse than when I came, but with that little fraction of life-lust I had left, I decided to go to the library, cause there was this girl I fancied, who I knew used to work there many years ago. I thought my hopes of meeting her there were very slim, given that it was so many years ago, but I tried anyways. But when I came to the entrance, I could feel my anxiety kick in, and I started to walk past it, and then just as I was about to head outside the building, this song came on the speakers in the entry-hall. I'm not normally a religious or spiritual person, and never really believed in destiny, but I thought this had to be some sort of sign. So I gathered the courage to enter the library. The girl wasn't there (life isn't a hollywood movie) but it still taught me a lot about decision-making, and it taught me that I had to start digging myself free from the depression, and change my life for the better, rather than just living in my dreams, hoping that good things would come to me automatically. That day felt like the last time I lived in a world of destiny; destiny gave me one final chance to save my life, and from then on I was on my own, in a world of existentialism. Every choice I've made since then has felt like a self-conscious one, and almost all of them have led my towards a better and happier life. Thank you, Radiohead.
@baronesatirannia
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks to you Herta
@Spike-os2yc
2 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful comment, I hope you're doing better now
@YuzBasi44
2 жыл бұрын
I've experienced similar things like your library story. I understand how you feel and it makes me feel like I'm not alone, thank you for sharing your story. I hope everything is going well for you my friend.
@yourdaebakestoppar6398
Жыл бұрын
It's a beautiful story, thank you for sharing it - I am sure it will offer comfort to the people who've been hurting in these times. I can't even explain how I feel when I listen to Radiohead's music in general, let alone this song and I sadly often come across people sharing their darkest thoughts to it. The music is very unusual-it tears you to pieces and yet offers a sprinkle of comfort- letting you know that this awful feeling of dread that is playing with you;dragging you away from your hopes and at the same time lifting you up, waking you up to the realisation that you are able to help yourself no matter what gets to you by controlling the way your thoughts shape out your mind. A human's mind and consciousness is, in my opinion, the most powerful thing and as much as it has the ability to destroy it has the ability to heal. And this song captures that so well, that it is almost terrifying. I am really glad that you fought your way out of your situation and I wish you all the best at what is yet to come.
@aleksandralefearn3030
9 ай бұрын
Awww ❤️🩹
Reporter: If you could pick one song that you'd like to be remembered by - Thom (abruptly and without hesitation): How to Disappear, off Kid A. Reporter: Why? Thom: Um, because it's the most beautiful thing we ever did, I think. I concur Thom, I concur.
@anonymous92388
4 жыл бұрын
Dr. Jones i don't want thom to die.
@ricardoneira8584
4 жыл бұрын
Is that interview on youtube?
@saharbouzidi2
4 жыл бұрын
When was the interview made? Is it after the release of their last album?
@ricardoneira8584
4 жыл бұрын
@Phosphorus Styx thank you so much
@pogohomo2788
4 жыл бұрын
@@saharbouzidi2 Before In Rainbows
"It is a joy to be hidden and a disaster not to be found"
@diepersona
7 жыл бұрын
Chris Gewirtz by whom is that quote?
@chrisgewirtz5875
7 жыл бұрын
Donald Winnicott, a psychoanalyst. It was referenced in the book "Healing the Shame that Binds You", by John Bradshaw, when discussing how we hide our true selves, and the role that others play in us finding and knowing ourselves.
@User-vm1xz
6 жыл бұрын
"Healing the Shame that Binds You". That book is like some robotic code for humans
@jenrockxoxo
6 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this
@laila9958
6 жыл бұрын
It really should be "it's a joy to be hidden and a disaster to be found"
My wife died 18 days ago for unknown reason in our bedroom, and our marriage is only just about 6 months. This song actually reminds me on that day, my life felt so unreal afterwards. And to me this song somehow calming yet devastating.
@whatchalookinat6977
2 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@elasimone6002
2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope things get better
@user-rh4sp3lh3e
Жыл бұрын
Ratio + my marriage better + slide for your wife
@jessejames8162
Жыл бұрын
Please stay strong and hang in there my friend.. I'm sorry for your loss...stay strong friend
@prip9925
Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss, Stay strong friend.
Dissociation is fucking torture.
@blueberryendersheep6413
2 жыл бұрын
It really is. Its like we can never win ,can we? it feels as if we will never escape this agonising feeling. But, hopefully we will
@Itsnotanymore-ku7dz
2 жыл бұрын
It’s the easy part. The moments that trigger it is what we should worry about
@justspittingsomefacts6425
2 жыл бұрын
@@blueberryendersheep6413 hope is the cruelest torture that prevents you from giving up on life entirely
@esty28
5 ай бұрын
Ketamine?
I just love the comment section of depressive songs. it's a safe place where we're not judged. we share our pain to show other people they're not the only ones suffering. they're not the only ones hurted. they're not the only ones, who just need a warm hug. here I feel like none is gonna hold me back, and when i'll go to sleep, it'll be forever.
@moon_and_venus
5 жыл бұрын
Hugs 🧚♂️
@radgeagainstthemachete6997
5 жыл бұрын
Hi, I. Hope you are still here and doing ok??
@Onigirli
5 жыл бұрын
The brilliant thing is this isn't a safe space at all, we still have the freedom to post whatever we want to each other but almost nobody feels like being assholes here. It's kinda nice, kinda weird. I wish this ambience was sustainable but maybe it isn't meant to be.
@loudmouth5827
4 жыл бұрын
Edit 2: this is an update, I fell back into my hole of eternal numb and sadness and it’s my fault again just like always, this time I couldn’t keep my fat fucking mouth shut and I ruined my only shot with the girl of my dreams. I don’t know what to do but come to this video and cry and maybe one day I will completely disappear and then after I do I will end it all that way no one would have to deal with my burden anymore... thank you everyone but I don’t deserve anyone especially not u people or that girl. I’m sorry I let you guys down, I’m sorry for everything. I’ve been walking down this road and had every shitty thing imaginable happen and I can finally say my journey will be coming to an end very soon, I’m sorry to everyone for everything and goodbye .
@stargazerlilly608
4 жыл бұрын
Loudmouth58 But you have to stay. We care about you. 💕🤗🥰
This song doesn’t make me sad or happy. It simply makes me feel irrelevant to this world. I’m just an organism walking around this world and there’s nothing good or bad about that.
@zackdl
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly. this song makes me feel like just a being. No purpose, just an animal, living it's life.
@ab8jeh
4 жыл бұрын
We all hope it's not true somehow, but the reality of our situation is hard to escape.
@nor3pine
4 жыл бұрын
But I hate how true that is
@dveney22
4 жыл бұрын
Yep, non duality...easiest to accept
@aerodynamicbullshark
4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
This shit goes on forever. You'll be back in all of your many forms, back to this song again and again.
@melanie_1337
Жыл бұрын
it doesn't end
@panchovillarider2734
Жыл бұрын
yup im back tonight.
Wow everyone’s so depressed in this comment section. Meanwhile here I am tripping on shrooms thinking how beautiful this song sounds and how happy I am to experience it.
@laniervincerodriguez6774
Жыл бұрын
xD
@pervenchemusic
Жыл бұрын
@MrsAngelzsad songs on pyschedelics are really something else
@percival8193
Жыл бұрын
@@pervenchemusicslower songs with transmutable substance can be a direct gateway to creation/source
@butternutdiabetic7984
Жыл бұрын
Fucking word, my dude
@dumplyduckling3743
10 ай бұрын
Same
If you hear your neighbor blasting this song, please do the right thing and check on them to make sure they're okay.
@taniele84
4 жыл бұрын
spoofmeistro Hmmmm. I blast this song at least like 10 times a month. Not once have my neighbors ever checked on me. Is that bad??? If anything I get more of a “there goes that fucking white girl again with her depressing ass music” vibe from them.
@tenzinsmith7991
3 жыл бұрын
Maybe they’re just bumpin Kid A
@ronidarko3283
3 жыл бұрын
My neighbor did indeed check on me 🥺♥️
@WembyWattHammers
3 жыл бұрын
@@ronidarko3283 lmao did they want too listen to Radiohead with you?
@danieljeffnavarro
3 жыл бұрын
They're just enjoying some bangers
The amount of times I’ve cried to this song is unreal
@donhawwan8732
4 жыл бұрын
@George W. Bush He won't even be able to cry all he will do is laugh in agony
@thenavigator2559
4 жыл бұрын
@@donhawwan8732 on the bathroom floor
@hamerugumiandthevocaloidfa8654
4 жыл бұрын
@George W. Bush damn, Bush going through it
@mjnoon3609
3 жыл бұрын
@@thenavigator2559 With a loaded gun.
@jakelemons5760
3 жыл бұрын
Seriously?! Why try turning depression into some sort of competition? Real mature...
The fact that this was written by living breathing human beings is a testament to the potential of mankind as a species.
My mother passed away two days ago. I've been in my apartment with this song on repeat. Not sure when I'm going to leave.
@user-vx1ut3dv5d
2 жыл бұрын
i'm sorry for your loss. your mom is in a better place now, and if you miss her, i assume she was a good mother, and probably an exemplar, lovable one. i know my words won't ease your pain but there's just so much beauty out there, man. so many things to experience, relationships with who care about you, places to visit, music, films, paintings art in general, everything... it's worth it, to keep living. and that's coming from somebody who's still going thru some shit. anyways, i hope you'll get better.
@smuglef
2 жыл бұрын
I can’t even imagine my mom not being here. I’m very sorry for you, truly.
@ginsengstrip2002
2 жыл бұрын
really hope you’re doing okay
@kittykixbootie
2 жыл бұрын
I hope you're OK 🙏 I lost my dad in 2019 and there were times that I felt like this. I was already suffering from depression, cptsd and disassociative disorder disease (DID). When he died after I took care of him for two years with dementia I felt like I had no purpose anymore. I was his sole caregiver for that two years and got up everyday just to take care of him. What good was I to anyone anymore? What purpose did I serve? I had actually moved to Arizona to live with him and take care of him, so everywhere I went was memories of him. I was still living in his mobile home so I was surrounded by constant sadness and thoughts of his last moments. I spent nearly 9 months like this. Then I realized I had to make a change. I had to move on with my life. I will always remember my dad and miss him dearly. But I'm still alive. So I had to move on. So I sold the mobile home and used the money to move out of state and start a new life. Things are looking up for me. I looked at your channel and see that you play some guitar. It looks like you're quite talented. Don't give up on life. I'm sure your mom wouldn't want that for you. Blessings and I hope things get better for you sooner rather than later.
@anggelinaaluuci
2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry. Scream it out
I don't think this is about suicide, but dissociation, as a coping mechanism to survive trauma. Edit: Thanks for the likes (and the spelling correction, I suppose;-)
@Onigirli
5 жыл бұрын
I think you're perfectly correct
@IiMmAaNnn
5 жыл бұрын
It is in deed
@adrienneczerni6516
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's really relatable to me and I have PTSD
@cloroxbleach8986
5 жыл бұрын
It’s dissociation. I swear no one ever knows how to spell that.
@Onigirli
5 жыл бұрын
@@cloroxbleach8986 It still isn't half as annoying as the "should of" typo
I came depressed and left depressed but with a better understanding
@SakiDG
2 жыл бұрын
thanks for the mid cry chuckle :) radiohead is always excellent for making you think
This song hits me really hard... I suffer from dissociation and i pass every time of my day wondering why i fell so disconnected from my life. Everybody seems like strangers and everything slowly stars to disappear... I can't get it anymore
@alexandraestre1731
2 жыл бұрын
Hey I don't know if this will make you feel any better. But dissociation is more common than you think...you're not alone. Keep going.
@Phoenixhartley
2 жыл бұрын
dpdr?
@jessejames8162
Жыл бұрын
Hey hang in there my friend
@christopheguillaume4032
2 ай бұрын
This comment could be mine ... I am already a ghost.
@elbernok8739
2 ай бұрын
3 years are passed and I learn a lot since than about my self and the world. I have an advice for you all if you want to embrace my words. I understand how self care and self compassion are the key to heal from all the scar that past esperiences left to us. Is more important to understand how blessed we are to improve our self every day rather than fossilize on what we cannot control. The power and the wonder live whitin us every where. we are enough for what we are and we must accept this to truly grasp how much courage we have to live on this earth every day and every night. this makes us special, unique and really reminds us of the stainless value we have in continuously being ourselves without fear and judgement. it's more the thoughts and judgments we have about ourselves that make us suffer and hurt us... this has allowed me to understand how much I am actually continuously surrounded by people who really love me unconditionally and how much in reality I am the one who has never managed to be the first person to truly value myself and support myself every day.we have the power of the infinite within us and here we find all the answers we need to allow us to walk. we can truly be the best version of ourselves every day... we just need to be able to give a different voice about ourselves and the world, because we are incredible people and the fact that we are us every day gives meaning to how wonderful and unique we are. it is not an easy path and life puts pitfalls and unexpected events in our path. I still suffer a lot from this type of disorder and the diagnoses given to me confirmed a C-ptsd disorder that I have been carrying since I was little. However, I am trying every day to be my own best friend and to give the infinite love that each of us deserves. we are much more than we can imagine and our life is the greatest gift we could have. even if you are in the dark, alone, it seems to you that there are no ways out and that nothing can really pull you out of the fear of living... always remember that we have the ability to look at a different point and our eternal light will come out like a waterfall from our heart and we will be able to walk again on the wonderful and mysterious path of life. I wish you the best of everything because you deserve whatever you want. take care... you are safe
I just came back from the hospital this morning. One of my closest friends got diagnosed with colon cancer about a week ago and last night the doctors had to remove half of his colon. He's only 25. While I was in the waiting room I couldn't help but repeat the lyrics in my head over and over again "I'm not here, this isn't happening"… Sometimes it feels like life is a bitch and then you die.
@natthy_spfc
3 жыл бұрын
hope y'all doing fine nowadays
@liamsams
2 жыл бұрын
sometimes lifes a bitch and then you keep on living
@jeffjones3145
2 жыл бұрын
thats why we get high, cuz you never now when youre gonna go
It's weird how the 240p makes the video better
@mionami9973
5 жыл бұрын
it's that lofi aesthetic
@vomitagent7305
5 жыл бұрын
MioNami cease to exist
@mionami9973
5 жыл бұрын
@@vomitagent7305 idk how to dissappear completely
@mercurialmagictrees
5 жыл бұрын
MioNami yes 🙌 were stuck in "it" forever
@user_voluntarylife89
4 жыл бұрын
Pablo Grifo = peter griffin
That there That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
@citrusfruit8418
3 жыл бұрын
Is float down the Liffey talking about the river in Ireland?
@rpmc537
3 жыл бұрын
@@citrusfruit8418 yes. He just did a major concert in Dublin, one of their biggest and this song is about how he was feeling after.
@kiandodd5670
2 жыл бұрын
After "fireworks and hurricanes" there is only one "I'm not here"
The dislikes are from the people who mistakenly clicked dislike cause they couldn't see properly through their tears.
I have depression, and no song really captures the day to day panic, the dread of each morning, each day feeling like a near mental break. This song captures all of that perfectly, the tension in the strings as they build to what I interpret to be a panic attack/meltdown. Depression makes you want to disappear forever.
instructions were not clear,ended up crying on the bathroom...
@chelseavue7256
5 жыл бұрын
Legit cryin in the club rn Thom would never do this
@emptiness2538
4 жыл бұрын
Best comment so far!!!
@Galactica37
4 жыл бұрын
lol
@aaronrojas5343
4 жыл бұрын
S ame
@TheSTUnited
4 жыл бұрын
same
This comment section feels like a therapy room
@pretendedgood
5 жыл бұрын
Ryan Priest31 truly.
@particleconfig.8935
5 жыл бұрын
it iszz
@Jason17300
4 жыл бұрын
BMO fuck off then
@strawberryjpeg6000
4 жыл бұрын
Ryan Priest31 it’s comforting me somehow
@foursub
4 жыл бұрын
This video is gonna be 15 next November.
Don't do it don't do it don't do it don't do it don't do it mom called yesterday she said to please don't do anything rash to please talk to someone . She wouldn't be able to live with herself if I do something so don't do it don't do it don't it don't don't do it don't do it . These feeling will pass it's not that bad it's just a rough patch . If not for yourself then for her, she's a million miles away don't give her that pain the helpless feeling . So don't do it . Don't do it . Just please don't do it
@blehhggg
3 жыл бұрын
please dont
@kafkawiththesea
2 жыл бұрын
i hope you're okay man. your plight wont persist, but you will. you will get through this, please talk to someone. take care of yourself
@CV-ix8ls
2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been that mom.
@ananyav9055
2 жыл бұрын
i hope you're okay. well okay is the wrong word to use since no one is okay but please dont do it
The most lonely song sparks the biggest feeling of unity. Now you're lonely, but realize how we all share this feeling, and it makes life a little bit more bearable
@fierceduckling
Жыл бұрын
All the lonely people…
@Arkk0n
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with me.
My ex from long ago, whom I loved deeply, committed suicide five years ago. I think of him whenever I listen to Radiohead, because we found them together and listened to them constantly, but I think specifically of how he must have felt up until his final moment every time I listen to this song. I’ve been there myself, too many times to count. Thank you for saving me, again and again.
this song is very bittersweet to me. I was a drug addict for a few years. I would quietly sit and listen to this song in my house or go for a drive alone. I would just cry and cry. Now that I've been off drugs and alcohol, I listen to it and I'm reminded of how badly my brain health has suffered. I'll never return to my old self. I didn't think growing up, that I would be an addict, so the opening line, "that there, that's not me" really strikes a chord with me. Sorry for the rambles. Just thought I'd share.
@allie6027
5 жыл бұрын
Brent Prieur you are loved
@alvifadhollah
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing, man.
@BlancaMargarita80
5 жыл бұрын
No entendí nada pero quiero imaginar es algo bueno, como que dejó drogas o algo asi.....solo entendí drugs
@noizW
5 жыл бұрын
Brain/Body can (and should) repair itself. Forget, just believe you'll fully recover... Maybe you won't find your "old self", but maybe something new, learn how to see the beauty in it. You don't want to be your old self, you were so unhappy you needed drugs, maybe to survive. I know this. Just the best!!!
@hellinterface6721
5 жыл бұрын
Has nothing to do with drugs but thanks for your input. Interesting.
Dissociating anthem 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️🔥🔥 (bro everyone in the comments are like going through the most messed up, craziest stuff ever. I genuinely hope y'all are okay, I'm not in the best place either but there's a lot of people who are going through way more than me and are still here. You're strong for staying here, please keep allowing yourself to enjoy life even in small moments like listening to songs like this.)
It's extremely depressing seeing other's comments about how bad they want to end their life. I think some of them have actually done it now.
@rishidas9731
4 ай бұрын
Reality is brutal for some people 💔💔
My son used to listen to Radiohead back in the early 90s. At the time, I thought they were too depressing to listen to. Looking back, I know now that it is because their music touched a place deep inside from which I was running. I feared being in touch with those feelings of overwhelming sadness and grief. I believed I would be swallowed up and overcome, never to emerge and live life again. I had come close to taking my life as a young woman. I contemplated which was the easiest way to exit - staring at a bottle of pills, then staring at a razor blade. In the midst of that struggle I heard a voice, much like the sound of my own voice, "Don't do it". I recognized it as a warning. I heeded that voice and put away the pills and razor blade. Fast forward over 40 plus years and I have no regrets that I didn't go through with ending my life. I could give all the reasons as to the why's and wherefore's; suffice it to say that living is better than dying. Pain and suffering are part of life - a means to mold and shape our character, and in the process encourage our fellow human beings that there is always light at the end of the tunnel.
@lencoughlan8816
4 жыл бұрын
Well said 👏
@brandongriffith2010
3 жыл бұрын
Darlene Griffith We're glad you're here with us.
@katharinaboller732
2 жыл бұрын
Bit sometimes the light is Hard to see
@judetg
Жыл бұрын
@poopie fart No shit
@p3xo
Жыл бұрын
glad ur still here
i honestly can't remember a time when i didnt think about ending it all every day. its so.. exhausting. but im never gonna give in.
@eliasstatic
4 жыл бұрын
rvre candy
@roseconleey103
4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong. I was where you were at several points in my life and I just want to say that it gets better. It gets so much fucking better. The pain is worth fighting through for what lies on the other side of it.
@mr.moonlight294
4 жыл бұрын
Live. fucking live. It's worth the pain.
@edvedder7835
4 жыл бұрын
Just remember that life has or can have so many chapters. Despite the downs there will be great highs. Chin up.
@salehasiddiqui1862
4 жыл бұрын
I hope you're okay. This stranger really cares for you.
This song just helped me get through a panic attack. The lyrics and tone nailed how I was feeling, the huge wave of dissonance and chaos hit me, then clarity, light and beauty came in at the end. Music can be the best medicine there is. Hours of awful feelings ended by one song
that bass. years of listening to this song and album and i never picked up on how beautiful that cyclical bass is.
some good news. radiohead's label had taken this video down temporarily but have sent me a letter saying due to its popularity among fans, the band, their record label and its critical reception, it will remain here and available from now on. thanks for the love everyone :D
@itisI1205
7 жыл бұрын
David Herrera That's awesome!
@girlspooptoo8567
7 жыл бұрын
David Herrera Radiohead is so fucking awesome
@saeedmahmoud7637
7 жыл бұрын
i love the song and i can't imagine it without this video. you really portrayed it well.
@PyramidHACK
6 жыл бұрын
I don't know if you will get this, but I would love to understand what was the creative process behind the direction of the video. I would love for you to give us some insights.Please?
@maicolmallers2999
6 жыл бұрын
That's great news, and a true token of recognition. Kudos to you!!
My wife just passed away and leave me with a 2 years child. Radiohead is helping me unburdern all my pain EDIT: thank you all for still checking on me. There's so much love out there even from people you don't know
@SergioMolina
4 жыл бұрын
@Ember Enfierno sure, my family is helping me to pass through all this
@loudmouth5827
4 жыл бұрын
I love the comment section here it’s so welcoming and it’s what helped me push through my depression for as long as I did and I want to thank everyone here for caring but it was originally every so often I felt bad then every night and now it’s all the time, I can’t take it anymore and I want to thank you all for caring and be one of my only sources of happiness but I think this will be the end of my journey -November 4 2019
@boisucc4524
4 жыл бұрын
Sergio Molina sending my love, your way brother ♥️
@jamesvincent1006
4 жыл бұрын
I'm so very sorry. Sending much love and light.
@richardredvers1
4 жыл бұрын
Be strong for your child and all who love you.Your loss is huge but the pain will lessen in time.
5:21 is so impactful because of the complete chaos and dissonance that happens beforehand, it's genius. Feels like you just went through a hurricane and came out the other side to be greated by clear skies and the sun shining and that everything is gonna be alright. Easily my favourite part of the song.
@gurrenmed5319
10 ай бұрын
It fucks you up that part like life exactly
A lot of people talk about how depressing this song is, but to me it has the effect I think it was meant to have. It is an escapism tool, it grounds me in the middle of sadness and happiness. Its soothing melodies and thoms voice are like a comforting embrace.
I come here often. Depression and pure sadness are no joke. Seeing as you all seem to be sharing your reasons for your love to this song, and the strange comfort we find within it, I will share mine. Once I had a job that I loved, a busy social life and a loving family. I had to leave my job and when I did my mother got Parkinson's. It seemed to help my father out a lot - who was running his own business - to be at home with her while he worked so naturally, I did. She declined rather quickly and then before I knew it, it had become imperative for me to be at home all the time to help with her. A few years later my father got diagnosed cancer. Then it became a struggle for all of us and we all became housebound. During that time, I lost my social status (which didn't matter as my family was most important to me), but it wasn't just the outings I lost - lost all my friends, too. Then a few years later I lost both of my parents. This song I often turn to, because I feel nobody understands my sadness, grief, emptiness and pain. I hope if anybody else is going through these situations and emotions, that they find their safe place somewhere, anywhere. For me, it's here in this song. (edit) thanks for all the likes. I appreciate you all.
@MrBandobrother
4 жыл бұрын
You’ve come a long way, I can’t imagine how it feels to be in such a situation where you can’t help but accept the tragic reality for what it is. Good luck
@thenewexeptor
3 жыл бұрын
Not sure if this brings you a comfort but in a way you didn't lose all your friends - all the people who wrote your comment thought about you and somehow they became your friends.
@Abbey.M
3 жыл бұрын
@@thenewexeptor thank you for the comment, I appreciate the thoughtful words and sentiment.
@elenan.2809
3 жыл бұрын
Oh dear, you've suffered so much, makes me think of my losses too. I hope you could overcome the sadness. Take care ❤️
@esme1
2 жыл бұрын
Can't imagine, hope it's gotten better for you...
Ladies and Gentlemen, please stand up for the national anthem of Depression.
@teradex124
5 жыл бұрын
more like the international anthem of depression
@josephguzman4737
5 жыл бұрын
Lmao-!!!
@simonrodriguez4606
5 жыл бұрын
Right after the true National Anthem.
@joeddenn
5 жыл бұрын
*cry-saluting*
@nickaglyc
4 жыл бұрын
ABSO.. LUTELY
i cant do this anymore
I'm tired man
My friend hung himself. He loved ok computer. I loved this album more. This song reminds me of him. I wish he saw how great he was.
@frankiemonte1667
4 жыл бұрын
Sorry
@markvandompseler5562
4 жыл бұрын
Mine too, buddy. 11 years now, almost. He really fucked this all up. He left part of these lyrics in his note. I'm still trying to salvage what's left of life. I'm not going anywhere myself, but my ambition is perpetually zero, and I'm likely set to float through this world til my ride's here.
@Kikomando
4 жыл бұрын
@@markvandompseler5562 can't even imagine. Hope you find something worthwhile
@janolas5945
4 жыл бұрын
I wish he saw how great he was that hits me hard :( rip to your friend.
@art3miss
4 жыл бұрын
fatis dead people who take their own lives are not “selfish,” they are lost and hurting. Sure, they made the wrong decision, but that’s no reason to claim that they didn’t care about the people in their lives
I think this may be the best song ever made.
@skyechambers1968
4 жыл бұрын
without a doubt
@vicw9223
3 жыл бұрын
It is
@tikirama8427
Жыл бұрын
True.
@seturan-z
Жыл бұрын
Definitive.
Whenever I feel empty, I just come here..
@anncanre6141
3 жыл бұрын
Me too
If you’re reading this, I’m genuinely praying for you.
@MCart1215
13 күн бұрын
Jesus I just like the song I didn’t know it was that deep 😭😭
this tutorial didn't teach me how to disappear, clickbait
@saadmemon543
5 жыл бұрын
i could see through my hands, you aren't listening correctly.
@18wheeler57
5 жыл бұрын
How to disappear: live in the 20th century.
@alicealfons9023
5 жыл бұрын
I know it's a Radiohead song, still I was looking for a suggestion here.
@mionami9973
5 жыл бұрын
lol
@renatojuniores
5 жыл бұрын
feel the song and i get it indeed
That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
@alextostenson6069
4 жыл бұрын
I just did:)
@coreymcdonald3114
4 жыл бұрын
Thats what just happened to me
@chrisgrundy4536
3 жыл бұрын
What a beauty of a sentiment
@agent3912
3 жыл бұрын
I just typed "depressing music" and I found this
@matea443
3 жыл бұрын
Me baisicly
This feels like falling asleep in a warm bed after crying your eyes out
when hearing the line "I'm not here, this isn't happening" for the first time, I was struck by vivid flashbacks of repressed childhood trauma. I remembered that I would tell myself exactly "this isn't really happening to me" when i was facing abuse and knew that I was helpless in the situation I developed dissociation at a pretty young age (5 or 6) and I was absolutely terrified whenever I started to dissociate, I at some point firmly believed that I was in hell and I was forced to live through someone else's memory as a punishment I appear a pretty happy person today. But I am still plagued by the feeling of alienation from my own body/mind. Often when I've achieved something, or when I'm having fun with good company, I feel absolutely no joy. I feel like I am just not there so yea pretty cool song. really inspiring how seemingly simple composition / lyrics can convey such strong emotions (or more like a strong lack of emotions)
My mom told me she used to date this crazy abusive guy. He would lock her in his basement for days and hit her, cheat, lie, fight, abuse, manipulate her, drink excessively. He was years older than her. When something reallyyyyy bad would happen, she would sing this song to herself to get through the days, "I'm not here, this isn't happening," breaks my heart. She cries whenever we listen, I hope her life's better now.
@heyhackurs
5 жыл бұрын
bless her and all those who suffer from domestic abuse. its an awful world we live in, but im glad we can confide here on the internet and somewhat relieve the burden of nobody knowing the story. Bless you for caring for her too.
@chelseavue7256
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing that's really tough man. Best of luck to you and her in future relationships.
@perlathehutt
5 жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking, I send lots of love to your mom
@jakeeastman5629
5 жыл бұрын
I can’t imagine how that must have felt, you never truly forget something like that, I hope she is alright now and continues to stay safe.
@ozruse7334
5 жыл бұрын
Me to except it was me in a basement and on a hunger strike but when I listen to this song it makes me feel pain and nostalgia the only times I can cry is to this song sorry I just feel your pain absolutely.
Interviewer: Which song would you like to be remembered by...(intrerrupted) Thom: How to disappear., off Kid A, I think it's the most beautiful thing we ever did.
@silovitipanj4958
8 жыл бұрын
sadly they wont but hey being remembered for paranoid android isn't a bad thing
@a.yhprumnadia5646
7 жыл бұрын
+Qjdhdnwheuxjjs Refrigerator sadly they will be remember as the "that band that sand that I'm a creep song and I think they have another one I think it goes like 'don't leave me high' or something "
@silovitipanj4958
7 жыл бұрын
those are just people who don't bother to explore more music,can't blame them though,it took me a while to get to Radiohead and most people I know that know of Radiohead know them best for Paranoid Android
@0ldar
7 жыл бұрын
you have your own sort of ignorance to deal with aswell, by that comment
@irosencrantz4931
7 жыл бұрын
apeazy4 ... to whom were you speaking? I know many people ignorant of the majesty which is Radiohead. It just doesn't match their tastes. It is sad.
I'm actually in a great mood
I was looking for the tutorial but I found one of the greatest songs ever
To anyone who's here because they're feeling depressed or suicidal please don't take your own life. I've seen the consequences of it and it isn't pretty. On the January of 2018 my uncle killed himself after battling depression for years. I remember seeing him at Christmas and he seemed fine. He was always so intersted in my life and whenever I saw him he gave me loads of money. When my grandad was in the final stages of liver cancer my uncle would go to see him every day and spend hours with him. That was the man I knew kind generous, smart and funny , but deep down he was battling his own demons and sadly it was a battle that he lost. His death devasted my family especially my grandmother who was in utter shock after losing her youngest child. It was very hard on my dad aswell because my unlce was not only his broher but his godson aswell. My dad wears some of my uncle's old clothes because it makes him feel closer to him. My dad's family consisted of ten children four boys and six girls. Now its a family of nine children three boys and six girls. My uncle was a brother , a son , a best friend and a godfather. Another life taken too soon due to this cruel and unforgivable world. Please don't be like my uncle. Whether you belive it or not you are important. There are people who care about you and you will be missed deeply if you decide to depart from this world too soon. So please stay here and don't leave.
@geovanaz.4626
5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for what happened. That was a beautiful text that may help many people. Thank you for writing it and sharing your story.
@Onigirli
5 жыл бұрын
Achingly sweet. But your uncle's life was his own and it feels disrespectful somehow to use the effect it had on his loved ones as a deterrent to others who don't want to live anymore. Conscientious and empathic people are always going to be depressingly aware of the pain they'll cause with or without your guilt-tripping. Leave the poor souls alone. Sometimes suicide is just fated and beyond our comprehension. And pleading for them to cling to life just makes them feel shittier without actually deterring them at all. The kicker is you people will go to bed convinced you did the right thing and will keep on spreading this desperation to cling to life. If you want to help, make them want to stay alive instead of telling them how much worse things will get if they died. This fear-mongering is just another poison in all its benevolence and I'm convinced it does nothing but help sneak them closer to the edge.
@NightDweller
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you and I am very sorry for your loss.
@citrus4419
5 жыл бұрын
But it’s so. fucking. hard.
@brachapontecorvo
5 жыл бұрын
The Polaroid Bear nice words but some people are too far gone to see it the way others do. That is what suïcide is all about.
This song reminds me of the nights I thought about dying, and of how I conquered those nights. Made me cry. Music like this keeps me alive.
@bimisha2040
5 жыл бұрын
Kat Jenny i am so suicidal ... help me
@zackaryfender
5 жыл бұрын
@@bimisha2040 I'm not Kat but If you need someone to talk to find me on Facebook or Instagram and message me. Zackary Fender from Florida. I have to work tomorrow but after work I promise if you just need someone to talk to I'll reply when I can. Don't give up yet.
@xxEarendelxx
5 жыл бұрын
You're not alone. Let's fight together. Don't give up.@@bimisha2040
@xolia23
5 жыл бұрын
Real shit
@chadwickmcfaggins9734
4 жыл бұрын
Todd Hamlit you’re so edgy
Funny how I’ve never watched the whole video even thought this has been my favorite song for at least 5 years. I just can’t help closing my eyes
Dealing with life has this playing on repeat in my head... This song is way too relatable...
I cry when I hear the lyrics because it perfectly demonstrates my constant battle with anxiety and depression. Medication is only a temporary fix not a permanent solution...been searching since I was 21 and it's been 18 years of constant battles...yet I fight on because of my wife and 3 kids. It's not easy and its fucking exhausting, I just want a break....just a god damn break and feel that happiness again
@garciariverajuanluis3472
6 жыл бұрын
Toye Contracting I know that feel
@darkdoge9240
6 жыл бұрын
Hey man. How are you doing these days?
@nicholesanders6522
6 жыл бұрын
💗
@KaneK1234
6 жыл бұрын
Toye Contracting Talk to me, man. You seem cool. Please don’t give in to it.
@Moldyfries1
6 жыл бұрын
Toye Contracting I’m 19, I’ve had anxiety and depression for 3 years, I was told it was supposed to be short term as it was caused by ptsd, but that’s only what triggered it. I’ve come to accept I might have it for life and to learn the possible areas of my life I need to strengthen in order to... well, survive. /:
To me, this song is about how truly insignificant our time alive is. Most of us will not accomplish anything useful during our lives. We're wasting time, space and food, and our lives will pass in a flash. Before we know it, we'll all be old and regretting out life choices, every single mistake, every minute we took for granted. And all this time it will feel like we're not truly living, just existing. Nothing that matters, nothing that people appreciate. Am I projecting my own fears and insecurities too hard?
@vickieincalifornia3468
5 жыл бұрын
We all love you. You are being fully supported by the universe in this very moment and have been and will be for all of your life. The purpose of your existence will be revealed to you upon request. All you must do is go within and ask the Creator for it. On that day you will see that there is nothing to fear. All is well and going according to the Creators perfect will. Amen. "Come to me all ye who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." -Jesus the Christ
@slimmtatey4205
5 жыл бұрын
You’re allowed to think life is meaningless knowing that doesn’t have to take away from the joys of living
@kinhamid9665
4 жыл бұрын
I, for one, find comfort in the fact that nothing means anything in this universe. The concept of meaning and reason is just a human thing, anyway, so just go have fun. That's heroism enough, as my dad says.
@sumi8392
4 жыл бұрын
i feel the same what u wrote.. whats this feeling..i hate.. can u share..has it happened to you too
@zabaks123
4 жыл бұрын
I feel absolutely the same. Lately one of my only ways to find some point in my life has been doing everything I do in the best way possible. I am trying to feel useful and avoiding a potential feeling of remorse because of lost chances to be better at something, to be someone whose life has a point, a function. And the more I live, the more I notice that every chance I have lost has been only my own responsibility. I notice myself as the biggest obstacle to being something more. And it makes me feel helpless.
[Verse 1] That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here [Verse 2] In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone [Chorus] And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here [Bridge] Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
i remember the first time i hearing this song in this album, i've always skip this song because it is a boring song and then play optimistic after that. but now, after repeat and repeat again this song, this song literally blows my mind and outstanding. loving radiohead was not like a cup of tea for everyone. their music is for our soul and it is different. cheers from malaysia
@raybase127
2 жыл бұрын
you have to replay almost all of radioheads songs to get the most out of them but when you eventually get what Thom and the boys are sending us ,we mere mortals, find its an awesome place to be.. this work to me is bordering on genius material..as hes done many times
"I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here" When my wife left me and took the kids. It was like an out of body experience. It was so traumatic it was impossible to accept and this song captures it.
@mariafoteini
8 жыл бұрын
Stay strong my friend.
@Scanini
8 жыл бұрын
Time will dull it.
@keithode1737
8 жыл бұрын
Sadly, that's sort of why I'm here too...
@hIeyerphlsy
8 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry to hear may you find the comfort and peace you seek soon.
@user-we5qi3lm7x
8 жыл бұрын
I truly hope you have a positive change of events in your life. im so sorry.
Sitting in my car at 1 am in the rain, just trying to find some comfort in my sadness
@lildevilz247
5 жыл бұрын
Rich Franklin I see you there.. and sit down to join you..
@kartgal
4 жыл бұрын
How are you doing since you posted this? Well I hope...
@slickboyist
4 жыл бұрын
Whoosh
@monkeyfacejones234
3 жыл бұрын
I feel you. I did the same, but I was outside the car sobbing uncontrollably. Things got better.
@justspittingsomefacts6425
2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate your sadness before you don't feel anything at all.
I'm in a period of my life where I feel extremely worthless and pointless and this song somehow comforts me and breaks me at the same time. It's telling me I'll be alright and that I matter to people but at the same time it's telling me the opposite of both of those: I don't need to be alright. I won't be alright. I'll just be... nothing.
@jasonirwin2947
Жыл бұрын
It's OK I know how you feel
@doejohn7548
Жыл бұрын
Damn 😢 hope you doing good man 💯
@nanah846
Жыл бұрын
whether or not you'll belive me, there's always someone who's looking out for you. even if they don't know you, there's people in this world who truly care about you, especially loved ones. you don't need accomplishments to be "worth" something. we're all just humans, we all have lives and it's okay to just exist. we shouldn't spend all our lives trying to prove ourselves for what? i used to struggle with the same feelings, but i realized that my accomplishments or things i haven't accomplished don't define everything about me. i'm still my own person, with hobbies, interests, etc. i think what's more important is love. we all need to look out for each other, because our existence is enough. you are enough.
@user-hk6jt6ls9t
Жыл бұрын
Приятель , ты не одинок ! И каждый из нас одинок и мучается в тоске . Но всё не так уж плохо в этом мире и надо жить и верить ! Удачи , тебе , не отчаивайся , всегда найдутся люди которые могут понять тебя и помочь ! Пусть всё у тебя будет хорошо ! Привет из России !
This is radioheads best song by far. This song isn’t about sadness or depression but it definitely brings those feelings out of us when we listen to it. This song mostly incapsulates the feeling or nothingness and the feeling of unimportance and that usually hits us on a personal level. “I’m not here, this isn’t happening” this lyric I feel is the reason why so many people resonate with this song. We all get that unworldly feeling when listening to this song and it truly makes you feel like you’re not there or that none of this is real. It’s a true and unnatural feeling that I’ve never gotten with any other song. People say Radiohead is just a depressing band but it’s not like that at all. Radiohead isn’t depressing in the sense that they are literally talking about death and suicide. The reason why people think they’re depressing because there music brings out those feelings of emptiness, mostly shown with this song. Well it all depends, not all songs are like How to disappear completely or like the album Kid A. Overall I believe How to disappear completely is Radioheads best song, not only because it’s a beautifully sung song but because it is the song that incapsulates who Radiohead is as a band. Honestly one of best bands ever.
this song always makes me feel emotionally overstimulated. Like a feeling of euphoria that puts me in a 6 minute coma where i forget everything and everyone and just vibrations and vibrations and vibrations and vibrations and vibrations
@funguy8801
8 жыл бұрын
... put the Rampant Rabbit down Benji and step outside. You'll feel better for it. #GoodVibrations
@i3e5l4
8 жыл бұрын
care to share any other pieces of music that make you feel like this mate? i know almost exactly what you mean. this is just not that kind of song for me just yet. i enjoy entering this trance state through "lalibela", "irene", "dive", and "silver" by caribou; "blast" by clams casino; "impossible soul" by sufjan stevens; "poor leno" by royksopp; "amazing day", "o", and "o (part 2 - reprise)" by coldplay and "true love waits" and "daydreaming" by radiohead. play.google.com/music/playlist/AMaBXylioBHaw2X5K7f05hix_G7D_I4G8BZeuz1LTqVEn1l2riCnfxw80JxADEPaoMKzIQ3XXMEa4VGn8FQsTEj_fM142sDsTA==
@marioking4151
8 жыл бұрын
Song always makes me cry. Reminds me of my grandmother. Listened to it for almost a year after she passed on my way to work.
@lisaharshman2612
7 жыл бұрын
Me too! I lose myself
@luisingar7321
7 жыл бұрын
benji wilson me too :^) same with "Go Slowly".
The impact music has on an individual is just remarkable to me. The sadness, the loneliness, the heartbreak, it can all be encapsulated and interpreted to a rhythm and bring so much healing simply because it’s relatable and I love it. Music has saved my life along with countless others. Don’t take it for granted.
This song has always resonated with my soul even before I understood what the lyrics were saying. Thom Yorke truly is magic
I listened to this song a lot when my girlfriend was diagnosed with cancer. Just that feeling of going through something so traumatic you have to disassociate yourself with it and deny the reality in order to keep going.
One of those long nights
@wizkill8146
4 жыл бұрын
I can breathe once more
It's taken me almost 20 years to 'get' this song. Now it blows my mind...
This is the perfect song to play while you are walking alone in London on a cold cloudy day while the wind is moving all the leaves in the air. It's like the soundtrack to dissociate
Listening to this on New Year's eve sitting alone. 2019 was very painful for me and this song really helped me at various points to accept the situation and move on.I hope new year will be better for me and everyone who was disappointed with this year.
@idnswmh
4 жыл бұрын
Salutes, my good man. I hope this week has already given you something to look forward to
@aakarshmayank4117
4 жыл бұрын
@@idnswmh Thanks man Yeah this year is going fine so far, I am busy in my work so I don't feel lonely at all. I hope you'll have a nice year too.
@idnswmh
4 жыл бұрын
@@aakarshmayank4117 one day at a time, better and better as we keep moving towards spring
@AnthonyRodriguez-vk9fi
4 жыл бұрын
Australia lights out on a billion animal life forms . Bang up new year !
@aakarshmayank4117
4 жыл бұрын
@@AnthonyRodriguez-vk9fi Man what a sad situation really. It seems like the whole world is in some kind of turmoil this year Protests,Environmental disasters,geopolitical tensions and what not.
Someone is going to find me in a room one day with this playing.
@RazielDark
4 жыл бұрын
Don't give up
@deepakbanota8061
4 жыл бұрын
Hey buddy, hope you're doing well!
@dj311292
3 жыл бұрын
Hope that someone finds you, picks the guitar and starts jamming with you while you're singing this song. Never give up.
@ChubbiBun
3 жыл бұрын
Hey friend.. You ok? You have a purpose, never forget how important you are.
@S543-
3 жыл бұрын
😢
Hey It's 2021 I've barely made it. I don't wanna be here anymore.
@bacon1093
3 жыл бұрын
Hey there I know it can be hard and it can feel like there's nothing less but I promise there is something for you, you just need to go out there and find it tbh it probably won't be easy but it is possible if you can't live for yourself live for me because even if I never met you I would miss you
Don't do it.
@paulsaunders3767
7 ай бұрын
Reminds me of the never-ending paradox "you can always comit suicide tomorrow" 😢
4:51 this chord progression is imo the best part of this masterpiece
@lucianoarebalo41
5 жыл бұрын
TheRealMysteryMan that part gave me chills
@WeirdCreature
4 жыл бұрын
Absolutely!
Love the lyrics. "That there, that's not me. I'm not here, this isn't happening." Disbelief and denial, what a crazy feeling.
@rajaobelisonsariaka6763
7 жыл бұрын
:'( I will walk from this pain
@panchovillarider2734
6 жыл бұрын
Ditto
@jefv.6582
6 жыл бұрын
Dissociation and alienation
@gearsghoul4500
6 жыл бұрын
It also has a literal sense to it, if you have had ego death, you'll know what i mean.
@juicer404
6 жыл бұрын
That song is about the whole period of time that OK Computer was happening. We did the Glastonbury Festival and this thing in Ireland. Something snapped in me. I just said, ‘That’s it. I can’t take it anymore.’ And more than a year later, we were still on the road. I hadn’t had time to address things. The lyrics came from something Michael Stipe said to me. I rang him and said, ‘I cannot cope with this.’ And he said, ‘Pull the shutters down and keep saying, ‘I’m not here, this is not happening.“
And now... who or what made you feel crappy enough to hear this heartbreakingly beautiful theme again??
@brienmaybe.4415
2 жыл бұрын
Everyone.
@casualdon
2 жыл бұрын
Life in general
@melanie_1337
Жыл бұрын
everyone
@armordinesdiamond9991
Жыл бұрын
Everything
@jack-uv6mt
6 ай бұрын
I'm not miserable
I’m not depressed - I sit back listen close my eyes and just enjoy the genius which is… Radiohead … magical….
This is a song you cant listen 2 it just once. It makes you put it on repeat. It haunts you yet comforts you. Such a masterpiece. I am so in love with this song.
@agent3912
3 жыл бұрын
You read my mind thanks I guess
@krzys2097
Жыл бұрын
totally agree
I still can't get over this song...what I mean is that it feels like it was made on a different planet. It is so mesmerizing and the most depressing song I have ever listened to. I feel like I'm not here constantly, with depersonalization disorder. For me, that is what this song portrays. That's why I say it feels like it was made on another planet, because I feel that way, and so did/does Thom Yorke apparently. Sorry about the ramble and poor writing.
@CorentinLebigre
7 жыл бұрын
Welcome to the world of obsessional neurosis, where Thome Yorke is probably one of the artist that sums it up the best.
@CorentinLebigre
7 жыл бұрын
Don't see it as a disorder because everyone have symptoms, see it as a way to apprehend the world and structure yourself.
@CiarraMMichelle
7 жыл бұрын
Shakespeare Olive You just described the feeling I receive fron this song completely. That is a great way to describe it- "it sounds as if it was made on another planet."
@merkelmartin7243
7 жыл бұрын
I am agree with u..
@SiLatics56
7 жыл бұрын
What is depersonalisation disorder? Please explain. I'm guessing it's based around anxiety and depression but I would love to know the specifics.
Right as this song feels like it’s coming to a close, transcending into chaos and fading out, suddenly everything falls into place, the dissonance goes away and the different elements of the song align. To give into the darkness is to miss the beauty that follows.
@brienmaybe.4415
2 жыл бұрын
Death.
i deeply love each and every one of you reading this. i care about you and i know that you can make it through whatever you’re going through right now. the darkness is always louder when you’re by yourself. i wish i could give all y’all a hug ❤️
This is Major Thom to ground control
@kathryn3797
5 жыл бұрын
Warren Ser 😂 yesss
@s695579
5 жыл бұрын
Yorke really made the grade
@nabiliskandar5008
5 жыл бұрын
david bowie?
@zealot1023
5 жыл бұрын
Thom Yorke likes your coment... For sure, David as well...
@alizeze5802
5 жыл бұрын
_Can you hear me major thom? _thom : i'm not here
Radiohead is like the soundtrack to my depression. The moments already passed..
Im still here this is happening
I don't feel like I used to. Like the emotions aren't the same. I feel like I'm constantly on auto-pilot, watching days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months, like I'm seeing my life pass before my eyes. Memories I wan't to remember aren't being remembered anymore. Nothing makes sense anymore, I can't cry, all I do is wallow.
@brienmaybe.4415
2 жыл бұрын
This is happening.
@AkuTampanTay
2 жыл бұрын
We're in the ring of fire
This song captures how I feel better than any other. I've been so depressed and while things have been looking up lately, there are just days when i wonder what I'm doing here.
@NespyCuevas
7 жыл бұрын
Grim this song keeps me alive.
@Porrohman1971
7 жыл бұрын
Hold on...
@TadanGirl
7 жыл бұрын
Same here, just have to carry on faking
@clarcc
6 жыл бұрын
Grim same reason why I'm here right now. It's so hard to exist man...
@chrstnlbs9750
6 жыл бұрын
Dammm depressed people really do listen to a wide variety of music lmaoo. U listen to childish gambino?
If depression was an instrument
@doctordistracto8390
6 жыл бұрын
It's not?
@zbera97
6 жыл бұрын
that would be the way it is......
@BlakeTheSnake98
6 жыл бұрын
No Patrick mayonnaise is not an instrument.
@chantesse
6 жыл бұрын
Coleminer if depression was a song..
@typhoonic
6 жыл бұрын
Depression is the instrument you can't hear because you're so numb to everything in life. So if you do have depression, I just want to say don't take the anti-depressants. Don't see a psychiatrist. I strongly recommend marijuana, do some self discovery, and go find somebody to love.
One day I fought my parents, got really sad and put this song in my earphones. Started crying as I was drifting off, my mom came to hug me as she was sorry. The hug felt like a mutual apologize. I kept crying and tripping as I was holding on her. This song gets stuck in my head really often and honestly, I dont think that is much worrying as it looks. I just want to say that this song is very close to being the most beautiful thing ever recorded by any musician, band or artist.
i was listening to music with my cat during the last hour she had before she had to be put down and this was the song she was the most drawn to. she died yesterday. she was my world and i miss her so fucking much. when i played this song, she sat behind my chromebook where it was coming from and just closed her eyes. she looked like such an angel. she only got 5 years on this planet and i wish she had gotten more, so much more. she deserved the world but all we could give her is some time with the people she loved. she got very sick during her last month or so alive and she had to go because of the virus she had that was uncurable. i remember hearing her meowing and scratching at the door because she had to be locked in one room so she didnt escape and get hurt by our other cat. her meows sounded so much more shrill and shriveled up that normal. it broke me to hear how this virus was affecting her. she sounded like she was in so much pain. i know shes happier and healthier in heaven now. rest in peace lily. i love you.
This song is how I felt my whole life.
@marctomlinson5624
6 жыл бұрын
Ur ExBoyfriend me too
@paulduckett6139
6 жыл бұрын
Me too I often feel like I'm living someone else's life for them
@amandapatrie8952
6 жыл бұрын
It's like my trying to explain feeling like a ghost. I think I died a thousand years ago and this life is some sort of remnant energy wave. impossible manifestations.
@myalaskalife5837
5 жыл бұрын
@@amandapatrie8952 me to
@keefertorontali9042
5 жыл бұрын
"impossible manifestations" what a great book title....write your story!