I can't believe you feel this way 😔 you are absolutely beautiful, creative and funny. You have kept me going through the years struggling through acne and now I'm hooked im sure many others feel the same way they enjoy and look forward to your videos. You are far from boring!! It's so sad you don't see what we see 😭 😭 ILY ❤️❤️❤️

Girl, you came to mind. Just thought I’d say, u are missed! Hope all is well ❤️

Your videos are so special and unique. In a world full of fake souls and faces yours shines through. Thanks for that and keep going♥️ Love from Sweden

Honestly, I watch you for your personality! You are so lovable, funny, kind, and sweet! I would watch anything you share, but especially love when you open up and share more with us. I know a lot of us can relate to you!

I'm old enough to be your Grandma but, I love watching you ! You have such a good personality and you're genuine. I will really miss you if you decide to go. I think it would be good if you continue your eye makeup videos along with talking about your issues. I can relate to many of them. Whatever you decide, my prayers are with you ❤🌹

I’m gonna miss you girl I loved watching your whole journey as someone who suffers with a LOT of acne you’ve always helped me with my foundation struggles more than any other KZreadr 🥺

I'm so sorry to hear this :( I started watching you years ago when i had severe cystic acne. Watching you helped me feel like i wasn't alone and that it's very common for people to experience severe cystic acne! I wish you didnt feel this way. We love you and care about you. We are here with you every step of the way. Maybe you can start filming videos that pertain to planning a wedding if you dont feel like filming makeup videos. Much love❤

Hello! Fellow bpd survivor here. Diagnosed in 2018! Also have manic / clinical depression. Anxiety and panic. I’m with you here girl. I’m over in the Uk. You are not worthless, you are important. You are worthy and you ARE LOVED !! You have 150k people who love the bones of you xxxxxxxxx

You’re not alone!! I totally feel you!! I’ve been struggling through a lot of the same stuff especially with having BPD and being bipolar, PTSD, major depression, and thankfully I’m no longer struggling with substances but still dealing with trauma from that….so I feel you it’s a lot but it’s ok and will get better!! It’s amazing awesome and I’m proud of you for being so open and vulnerable about what you’re going through. You do have a purpose and as much as I enjoy your videos. Make sure you take care of you first…your purpose in life is going to constantly change…I know it’s hard but don’t beat yourself up! You have accomplished so much on KZread!!! Be proud of yourself!!! You deserve it!!!!

Please never leave KZread, yes take a break focus on mental health but know that you mean a lot to so many people on here and I can safely say you have helped me feel confident in my skin! You are beautiful inside and out. I LOVE your videos. Chin up and remember it’s okay to not be okay and to cry! Much love xxxx

Oh my dear … I’m so sorry you’ve been through that and are going through all of these ups and downs with mental health… but I want you to know that you are not alone! I’ve been through some shit as well and as a 26 year old mom of 3 my anxiety has gotten SO BAD over the years and my depression comes and goes. I’m always here if you need somebody to talk to! The world is a better place with you in it. You have a gorgeous smile, beautiful soul and I’m glad that I found you on KZread a couple years ago! Also, I’ll have you know that I’ve never really struggled with severe acne and I still subscribed to your channel years ago! ❤️❤️

Hope you're okay Shweihninzy, I think you're brill! Sorry to hear your struggling. I really enjoy your vids but I'd definitely love to hear more about you 💕

So sorry your feeling like this. I love watching your videos, watched every single one of them and would definitely miss your videos. I've been were you are at rock bottom, , it's awful but remember your strong girl and you can get through it. Hope you feel brighter soon 😃

Sending positive vibes your way girl 💜 I love your personality and watching your tutorials!!!! I hope you choose to keep doing your KZread videos, there still are people that enjoy watching full tutorials 🙌😁

I love watching your videos, they are very relaxing, I always look forward to those. I am so sorry about everything that you are going through, I am praying for you🌤

I love when you talk about your mental health. It helps me so much because I can tell your being sincere. There's something there.

You are a beautiful person!! Thank you for being so open and honest! Your courage to share your mental health journey is an inspiration to those of us who are struggling as well. You are not alone! Thank you for being you ❤️❤️❤️

It's so helping to see someone genuinely venting about their mental health issues. You're not alone girl, I've been through my own ordeal myself and it's bad. Supportive environment are so crucial in such situation and thank god we're surrounded by one. I think you can slip venting videos like this between beauty related ones because it's pretty hard to find someone being real on screen and trust me it helps others a lot. And lastly, no matter what happens, keep on going Shweininzy!

Aww I hope you come back to KZread! I just came across your channel and was looking forward to watching. I’ll be watching your previous videos though! Hope you come back! But definitely take care of your mental health and yourself love! I’ll be rooting for you! Stay safe!

I really appreciate you being so vulnerable and open about how you've been doing and how you're feeling. I have dealt with mood health issues for a loooong time and one of the reasons I follow you is because I can relate to you in this way! Other reasons are I just think you are a great person. You're funny and sweet and talented. I often put your videos on in the background because I just like to hear you talk haha. I really like your weekly vlogs! I don't know squat about algorithms and all that shiz but I wanted to let you know I've followed you for a long time and I'd be very sad to see you leave, but ultimately I support any decision that helps you be healthier. 💗

Thank you so much for sharing this with us ❤️ I'm so sorry for the trauma you went through. I'm diagnosed with major depression and generalized anxiety, but I've come to suspect I also have BPD and or ADHD and I'm already struggling a lot, you are an absolute warrior for still standing ❤️

I'm so sorry you are going through this 😔 . I first discovered you during my acne journey and your confidence gave me the confidence to love my skin. Just like you I have finally been able to control my skin but I still enjoy watching your tutorials. I personally enjoy watching vlogs more and maby that is something you might be interested in? I would love to know more about you and your mental illness and I think others would agree. Whatever you choose to do I will always support you and I thank you for the impact you made on my life ❤

We miss u gorgeous! Hope your doing well I have been a fan a supporter since day one dealing with cystic acne was hard & u were so helpful and so positive u inspired me so much .. love u for who u ARE!! Hope we have u back on KZread people that are honest, kind and sweet like u are rare on this platform & u kept it real and that’s what made u stand out to all of us❤️❤️

I hate that you feel this way! I watch every video you put on! I would LOVE to see you do more with eye shadow and maybe even blush, bronzer and contour! I have learned so much from you!

Girl I feel you especially with the pms depression episodes...some other things are also familiar to me. You're not alone ❤️

Sending you a great big hug 🤗 Thanks for sharing your experiences and I am very sorry you are going through that…I’ve dealt with depression (brought on by the loss of brother) and it’s no walk in the park…some people just don’t understand what it means to be truly depressed…I stopped eating for a while and whittled away from 140 to about 110 pounds…therapy has helped me tremendously…and if you and your psychotherapist aren’t seeing eye to eye (so to speak) find one that does…surround yourself with positive people and be hopeful…I’m in my 40’s and life does get better ❤️‍🩹 Love ya girl!

You are so real and beautiful! I feel you on so many levels and I suffer from so much! We’re all in this together! Please don’t go anywhere! Your content is by far better to watch then even the bigger names because you are REAL!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Regarding the “what’s the purpose of my life” crisis, I used to have a really hard time with that and of course it depends on your beliefs system, but I used to think that there was a plan for me and despite everything I did I just couldn’t find it, which frustrated me a lot, but then I change my mindset, like with relationships (romantic or otherwise) you don’t find it, you make it; your life and what you do with it is not in anyone else’s hand but your own, you don’t have to live your life based on what’s expected of you, any path you choose is okey, and if you change your mind is also okey because you’re the writer of your own story

@dallasczechgal5332

2 жыл бұрын

well said. so right!

I adore you and I trust your reviews!!! My skin is very oily and I have breakouts. Even though your skin looks amazing, your reviews are relevant to me!! ♥️♥️♥️ I love you and your honesty!!! Sending you love, hugs, and prayers.

I ghost watch tons of makeup videos and I have never commented on a single video. I just subscribed and signed up for notifications. Thank you for being real. I struggle with severe PTSD, bipolar, anxiety, and borderline disorders as well. I also have textured and acne scarred skin. Makeup and bright colors make me feel good about myself. Thank you for being you and keep the videos coming!!! ❤❤❤

❤ you're so strong to even mention mental health ,that's hard to talk about. I have depression as well and I also struggled when I was going into my 30s, also SAME thing, what is my purpose and why do I exist. I love your videos ,whatever you choose to do I truly wish you well. I loved watching make up videos , but now I find myself watching more vlogs, home decor, shop with me, etc.

I also suffered with ptsd after an assault and I would wake up every night breathing hard in a panic. So I tried to force myself to stay awake. I’m not sure how I got out of it besides therapy and I did start using cannabis to help me sleep better. I also feel like it changed me as a person. I feel like my past self died that day but I’m a lot stronger. But I’m really sorry your going through that and I hope you can find the peace you deserve. I personally enjoy your content and I find your personality is refreshing.

I wish you would stay hun... I'm so sorry you're going through the ish.... we'll be here if you ever decide to come back sweets... I hope you feel better soon sweetheart.. you've been helping our family go through all our acne struggles with the laughs and the chits chats... Just your personality makes us happy.. I am so sorry ... You're going through a lot and I am so sorry 😢. Pm me if you wanna talk. we're here if you need

Hey girl I just recently seen one of your videos pop up and clicked on it!!! Seriously where are you I definitely love your vibe. I can definitely relate to you. Just know you are not alone!!! Hope you pop out with a banger and show people especially yourself how special and important you are❤️❤️

Hey girl 💓 I have always loved you and your content. You are hilarious, beautiful, and most importantly so genuine and candid. I appreciate your willingness to share with us your struggles because it makes me feel not so alone in my own struggles. You have a natural talent with makeup and I think you deserve so much more recognition for your videos. BUT I do also believe it’s super important to take care of yourself mentally and physically so that you don’t feel like you’re dragging yourself through each day. Ultimately it’s up to you, but I know a ton of us loyal viewers would really miss you.

I’m watching your video right now and I must commend you. Commend you for being this open and vulnerable to share your personal struggles. Mentally, physically, and emotionally as well. It was just so raw and real. I’m happy your addressing these issues that people may or may not know about. As a viewer of your channel, I personally, am going to miss watching your videos and content. I’m going to really miss you. 🥺 I think you should continue making your videos but of course that is your decision and I am on board for whichever direction you wish to take. Sending you nothing but so much love and support you during this time and in the future as well! ❤️❤️

Watching your videos helped me when I had bad acne and even though I no longer have bad acne I’ve continued watching every single one your videos because of how genuine and funny you are! You are important!

I feel the same way! Just been in a mood. I just turned 27 and I'm like WTF am I doing, what do I want to do, where am I going?! 😭 Ugghh.

@Shweihninzy

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry you feel that way too!

@umisunderstood_

2 жыл бұрын

@@Shweihninzy Looking at positive sayings and going out more being outside really helps also, maybe make a new hobby. I always just fake it till I make it and know that I don't have it bad, I don't need to please everyone, I do what makes me and my partner happy and that's all that matters 🙏🙂 hey If you ever feel down or just want a friend to talk to I'm always here! ❤️

I’m sorry that you’re not feeling well. I just found you on KZread and really enjoy your content. Hope you’re not totally quiting YT because your content brightens my day.

I watch your videos from Belgium, and I would miss it so if you were to quit! Yours are the only make up tutorials that I'm watching, I love them, I love your honesty towards your viewers and your personality. You're real, you're pure and even though you're going through so much, you keep going and don't give up. Thank you for your love and thanks for being here. X

your videos have always comforted me because of how real you are. your real skin, personality, your struggles. i have always loved that. i know your foundation reviews were the videos that got the most views, but i stayed even when your acne cleared up. because i love your bubbly personality and i love your content. ive been watching u for i think 3 or 4 years now. a friend asked me what youtubers they should watch that arent problematic or in any drama, i recommended your channel. if you leave youtube, i respect that decision. if you come back, i will be here for your next video. thank you for the great content these past few years! so much love to you

You’re not alone dear I am going through almost the same as you or even more I have multiple symptoms anxiety and much more if you want to take a break from KZread do it we all love you and will support you 100% and what ever decision you make I am sure all your subscriber will understand .

I love you so much! You are beautiful person. Please don't stop. I want to hear about your mental health, your stories, your life. I found your canal when I was in a very bad mental health, you help me so much, you gave me strainght. Continue filming abouth everyting you want, you have such a strong energy, love watching you. Kiss from Serbia ♡

Please dont go. Everytime you upload i get so excited. Ilysm

I love ur vids .I love that u talk and don't just put on makeup ..I like reviews...tiktok hacks..dupes ..alot of ppl get ideas from others and they just say they got this idea from so and so ..but if u feel it's to stressful then just other platforms may be better for u ..but ur def not the only one w the views ect

I was diagnosed with BPD last summer and that whole period thing sounds very familiar to me I feel the exact same way. I have days that are very hard more often then good ones. I appreciate you sharing your story ❤ Honestly want to reach through my phone and hug you. I love your vids plz continue doing them 💜

I love watching your videos! I'm nearly 34 and feel so old now haha sending love from the UK xxx

You take as much time as you need to re-energise. I totally understand how life can get hard. I want you to know that you brighten my day with your vlogs, you are amazing😊

Sometimes we can't really avoid to feel that way, especially now its pandemic... everything is affected... We are at a modern world, everything is digital, fast... Some people feel empty, we sometimes feel empty, or purposeless because we forget to do something... To fulfill something, we humans are spiritual being, ang we need to fulfill that need... We have to take a break and build our spiritual routine, make it our way of life... It needs effort to do it and it will take some time, but it will help us to have hope and purpose in life and eventually able to try to live in balance and joyful life... 🌻

First of all I would like to say that I’m very sorry to hear about all the trouble you are experiencing. I can’t even imagine what would be like to try and process all the things you have gone through but all of these things haven’t stopped you from creating beautiful content in videos. It’s very brave of you to open up… I hope things start getting better and when the time is right for you that you come back to this beauty community. you’re very beautiful and funny and I could not forget your beautiful singing voice… I’m sending you big hugs

Thank you for your content. I don't struggle with severe acne but I subscribed to your channel because I love your personality and how genuine you are.

@JenyTheOrdinaryYoutuber

2 жыл бұрын

I forgot to mention that you are not alone. I am also at that point thinking where I should be or who should I be at this moment. I am 31 and I feel like I still am not where I should be.

your videos have been such a big source of comfort for me for such a long time. I’ve always thought how much I would love to be friends with you and I truly believe you have a light radiating from you!! I am so very sorry to hear about all you have been through and all you’re still battling. you’re a beautiful soul and truly deserve the best in this world!! we love you girl!

It takes a strong person to deal with all of that. Thank you for sharing a small portion of what you're going through. I struggle with mental health as well, and hearing you talk about the way you feel made me tear up because I have felt all the same feelings. I know the pain. I have been assaulted physically and sexually and been through a lot in my life as well. A lot of people don't like talking about mental health because it's not a comfortable topic, but the more we talk about it, the more we help others feel like they're not alone. There are so many people out there struggling with mental health issues that keep it to themselves because they think no one will listen or care, or maybe they think they will be labeled "crazy." That was me for so long. I couldn't talk about my feelings because I would just bawl uncontrollably. It was such a release that I couldn't even speak. I will never NOT talk about my feelings and my mental health. The more I talk about it, the more I heal those wounds. I also wanted to say that I have never had acne, but one of your videos came up on my feed and I started watching anyway. It was your personality that made me subscribe and watch every upload since then. Love ya, Girlie! Keep being you, and keep talking about it. I am all ears. It made me so sad to hear you say that you just want friends. I want to reach through my screen and give you the biggest hug and be your friend. 💞

Miss seeing your videos ….. hope you make more …. Just know you are loved you are of love is what I just read in a book and it really touched me ….

You are no nut case! I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way hun. I have been through and still going through many of the same things as you. I’ve been assaulted by someone close to me and I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and post traumatic stress and watching you’re videos and seeing your smiling face has honestly been such a comfort to me. I look forward to your videos so much they make my day! I feel many of the same feelings with you of being irrelevant and unloved and not wanted and like what’s the point of even being here and being alive anymore but knowing I’m not alone in the fight and that someone as amazing and beautiful and strong as you also goes through these things really makes it worth fighting through. If you feel you need to leave for your own health I support you in your decision but you will be very very missed!! I hope you well and I hope you decide to stay and make more videos because I LOVE you lol. You’re so funny and real and refreshing but of course do what is best for you ultimately but I just want you to know you are none of those things that you are feeling ❤️ depression has a nasty way of tricking your mind and your videos bring joy and comfort to those who watch them! You’re one of the best you tubers in my opinion because you’re so kind hearted and that is so rare. I personally would love for you to stay but do what you must ❤️ you’re in my prayers Shweihninzy love you!!

I am very sorry for all the medical situation to which you are diagnosed but of course we need you on youtube, we are waiting for you in case you want to return. You helped me in a very hard time of my life that was when I had acne, I value your work very much, thank you truly, all the blessings for you with all my heart ♥

This is just a suggestion, I think you still can keep contact with us that have been following you through different social medias. If you don't want to do KZread, that's okay. If you ever came back to do videos here and there, we wouldn't be mad either. I'm going to miss watching your videos!

PMDD here as well and crippling depression, adhd, and anxiety and loads of trauma AND turning 30 in November. You're not alone babe. We are here and we feel you! You should definitely share your experiences if you feel up to it. You are so easy to watch and very relatable. It was never JUST the acne that kept people watching. You've helped so many people by opening up online.. maybe you are meant to continue that journey in a different way :) Please don't give up!

You are amazing. Do not stop doing videos. We all love you. Love your honesty.

Come back. We miss you so much. Please come back

We really miss you and wish you would come back and I think your amazing and do your makeup wonderfully!!

Your definitely not alone in your mental health journey I feel messed up in the head all the time and life can sometimes feel like a daily battle with yourself just hang on in there ❤️

Thank you for being so honest about your mental health! I absolutely love your videos and I hope you continue to do them but if you need time off of You Tube, I totally get it!

you are relavant. and if something no longer brings you happiness then maybe it is time to leave it behind. plus you can also return when you feel youre ready. its a win win.

Hope things get better for you soon ☹️❤️ i enjoy watching your videos

Please don't quit! Me and my gf watch you all the time and really enjoy your videos. You can try talking about your life and experiences. Lots of hugs!

I'm sorry you've been hurting, you are beautiful and I love your personality. Regarding video ideas, I'll be honest and say I stopped watching a lot of makeup channels because I feel like there's way too many products and we now know that some big-time KZreadrs lied with filters to promote products. The only beauty youtubers I still watch are someone with awesome personality and know how to tell a story, like you. I also love when they do non-makeup related hauls or product recommendations. Or share their health struggles and victories, because A LOT of us suffer from physical and mental health issues and it is comforting to know we are not alone, and that is huge.

Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us about your mental health. Many of us -including myself are going through mental health issues. Maybe you can speak more on that on your videos? I know it’s very relatable for myself and I think it can be for other people as well. That might be where you find your niche. By the way, I’m 34 and I’m just now finding out about my own personal mental health issues. This video alone makes me feel like I’m not the only one battling with it.💕✨

Just wanted to say hi! You are so awesome and I love your videos! I don’t frequent KZread very often anymore, I’m usually on tiktok, but i follow you there as well.

You are lovable and you add so much to our world! People become insecure bcoz you have been through a lot and you can talk about a lot but others cannot. I wish and pray that you overcome your conditions you seem like such a big fighter and so real. You would be such a great social worker helping teens who suffer from ptsd.

I don't think you should quit!! I love your videos! I still tutorials. I always watch them

I just found your channel and I like it! I completely understand how you feel though.😊

I noticed you haven’t been showing up in my recommended videos. So I had to look you up. I missed you. Time to binge and catch up with you. I love your content. All of it. I’ll miss you terribly if you go. Your eyeshadow tutorials are my absolute favorite!!!! I’ve learned all my important makeup application from you and Wayne Goss. Especially you. I love the fun, colorful looks you do!! 😍

I love your channel! You need to do what’s best for you! Your fans will watch whatever and wherever ! Take care.

I just want to say, I absolutely love your videos! I was just recently diagnosed with depression and now on an anti-depressant! I also struggle with acne (better now) but I do have adult acne and I feel I can connect with you on so many levels! I also dont have many friends (literally one friend since middle school) and idk why ppl dont like me?? I get sad about my social life all the time! I am 28 and also wondering what the heck I am doing!!!! Im barelygraduatingwith my bachelorsof science in the spring 2022! So I think I'm behind! Idk? I hope you feel better though! Very soon! I wish you the best if you do decide to quit youtube! Just know that the time you spent on YT has touched someone like me! 👍🏽🙂

_God Is With You! Keep being honest with yourself and your audience!_

omg i just remembered u from ur squishy videos a long time ago ur videos made me so happy when i was a kid im sory u feel this way we will miss u!!!!

Just seeing this and want to send love and hope you're feeling okay 💖 I love watching you xx

That’s sad to hear. I have been watching you since you first started posting on KZread you are one of the most KZreadr I watch. Hope you will get better soon

Omg .....your makeup looks better than ever ....it literally looks stunning......like seriously!!! Also I don't want u to leave but if u feel u want a serious change that's totally up to u....I can understand with your mental health u wanting to get of KZread and work a regular job.....just try it for a while and if it don't work out then come on back to us baby girl!!❤️❤️❤️

You are a great person! We all have our personal demons, and there is so many people that don't talk to people about it and commit suicide. I have depression and anxiety. Talking to anyone that will listen or keeping a journal of your feelings does actually help I some ways. Talking to us about your issues and problems can help because you are not alone in your fight. As for friends girl you got them all over. I'm in Kentucky all you have to do is holler! Lol I relate to you so much. 🥰 much love and you have a friend in Kentucky!

I’d hate to see you not be on KZread anymore. You came a long way! I definitely feel for you. I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and it’s hard for me to take medication for it because I never reacted well to any of it. I was on Lexapro the first time and I was having hallucinations and very irritable for no reason and I thought I was a crazy person. I’ve also dealt with PMS type of issues. I found out that I even have low thyroid hormone levels. I never felt fully balanced no matter what I did. You’re strong and believe me you’ve made a lot of people happy by your videos and sharing your story! Never give up Queen! 👑

i love you!!!! i’ve been watching you for years i’m so sorry that all happened to you

Whatever it is you post I'll be watching. You're a great human, no matter what issues you have. All your content is worth watching, I like what I've seen of you as a person, and I value your opinion. If you just did life vlogs, makeup tutorials, and reviews whenever you feel up to it that would be great. God's got you! Be blessed.

I’d love it if stay because your videos do really help me. I learned so much about makeup watching your tutorials. But I respect your decision and if you want to quit it because you don’t feel that it’s right to continue then you definitely should do what’s best for you.

No I just found your channel again! I loved your foundation videos. 😞

I honestly adore watching you!

Awww noooo :( I came back to watch your videos because I love your energy and you are gone! I took a break from social media due to crippling depression and other things. Hope you feel better 💛. I have BPD too. Hang in there. I got my diagnosis October last year and was in denial until 2 months ago.

You can’t quit you are my favorite u tuber ever.you are so relatable and friendly please don’t give up.love ya keep your head up!

Thought about you today, came to check if you had uploaded anything but sadly I found this video 😣 I had seen it before but I hoped you had uploaded more videos, I hope you’re doing okay, your videos made my days!!

Yes please continue. Don't give up! Love your videos you would be SO missed.I love your eye looks. Please do more lash tutorials. I wear lashes everyday and still struggling to find the right way to fit and apply them. Also cannot get the individual ones to look good. BTW...There are some really great inspirational videos on KZread by Tyler Perry. They are great to watch when your feeling down and uninspired. Take care❤

You are my favorite youtuber for sure! I love to watch your videos 💗

Sending you lots of love!!❤❤❤ You are not alone. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I was diagnosed with PCOS, which worsens my anxiety and depression. Every day is a constant battle. I would love to hear more of your story. Try daily vlogs, a day in my life, morning routines, night routines, plans for the future, etc.

Just want to tell u that the world is a better place with u in it!!! Would totally miss u if u weren't on here anymore! U r literally the only you tuber that I look forward to seeing!!! Best wishes with whatever u decide to do that works best for u!!! CONGRATULATIONS ON THE ENGAGEMENT AS WELL!!!

Ah, just guess should share my exp. I also have been through SO many horrible things in my life but somehow I can just not to think about it and move those things memories a bit away. We are all different with different stories just some ppl have harder times dealing with life shit. You are strong and I believe in you! About KZread... Personally I'm very interested in reviewing a lot of new products in 1 video. I watch your videos during 3 years already and I really like everything. No complains. Success needs time and effort. Just wait a bit more and keep doing what you are doing.

you are on my mind! i hope you are doing well 💜

I tried to see a therapist who said I might have borderline personality disorder as well, but I never got a chance to go back and see him about it. I def understand not having any friends, I just turned 29 a fee months ago and I feel really alone as well. I have lost friends too and haven't seemed to get close to anyone so you are def not alone. I am so glad you have your fiancé to support you! Having at least one person is needed. I'd love to connect with you! And I love your videos.

Love you 💕 stay strong ! You are not alone queen 💜

😭 I hope you feel better off the internet. KZread can be a lot of pressure. I love you! Do what’s best for you. You are important and relevant.

Please come back I keep looking to see if you posted. I watched this when it came out but now I feel like I need to comment. I really love your tutorials. I struggle with depression and you make me feel like I'm not a freak. Your words help me feel better about myself