- timestamps - all the things she said: 0:00 - 2:45 alien blues: 2:45 - 4:28 i'm so crazy for youuu

@obvicami

Жыл бұрын

TYYY

@lilly2580

Жыл бұрын

❤

@Neil_Perry

Жыл бұрын

❤❤

@FAIRYILOVEYOU

Жыл бұрын

The fact I listen to this on the daily

@fridgesofthyhome8701

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤❤

pov: your a young child with friends but there is a gaping black hole seeking love that is not being provided, causing you to spiral into a massive depression

@Im_autisic

Жыл бұрын

i relate to that sentence

@noahissilly_

Жыл бұрын

@@Im_autisic same

@niamcuteplays6879

Жыл бұрын

My life in short :’)

@riverplayerone

Жыл бұрын

i never thought a comment could explain my life

@Drag0nD3st0y3rD

Жыл бұрын

I feel this except I can't make a real friend to save my fucking life lol. All I have is online friends that will most likely leave in a few more months or so like all the others.

these songs are going to a point where it’s not a pov anymore, it’s real it’s getting to a point where this is reality and nobody can lie about it

To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. 📖 I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸

@Lil_Lala

Жыл бұрын

I'll try this! Thanks for the information, Have a great day mate!

@CreepyDragon73

Жыл бұрын

no i play games i dont study i still pass things with straight a's

@_shining_stars_X-

10 ай бұрын

Thanks I have to study math 😭😭 I will have too use this for school too 😁

@NotWhoYouAreLookingFor

7 ай бұрын

i edged to this comment

@Coconut_From_Nekopara

6 ай бұрын

GOD HOW DO I SAVE THIS???😭😭😭

to who ever reads this i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you

@Respectfully_shut_up.

Жыл бұрын

Oh my- thanks

@itz_kai_kai5540

Жыл бұрын

how does this comment not have like 737482749832k likes?!

@Respectfully_shut_up.

Жыл бұрын

@@itz_kai_kai5540 that!

@tamayo4509

Жыл бұрын

I'm not crying you are

@animeaski7944

Жыл бұрын

you made me cry...☺

POV: These playlists arent a POV anymore. They're real. They are describing your life in every single way. Edit: You know what? Use this as a vent space. Go ahead.

@noahissilly_

Жыл бұрын

so true, i dont think iv'e related to a comment so much in my life

@terrellmilam7146

Жыл бұрын

Relatable

@ImProbablyHighh

Жыл бұрын

Yes.

@SScottster

Жыл бұрын

me when i push my sister down the stairs

@briazhi

Жыл бұрын

Fr

pov: they never saw you losing sleep, they never saw its getting hard for you to breathe, they never knew you were trying hard, they never saw your suffering, they didnt see you crying, they did see you as a doll to yell at without hurting feelings, they did see you as someone to argue with all the time, they did see you "happy". i have fucking sleep paralysis. i have never slept in months im losing my sanity. FOR 3 YEARS I BEEN ABUSED.

@glittesparkel

Жыл бұрын

omfg. I am so sorry.. i am very sorry im a person who cannot comfort anyone, i wanna say 'i hope things get better.' But, Sometimes it doesnt. idk what to say.. but: (sends vitural hugs)

@caveofstars

Жыл бұрын

u sure u haven't slept in months...

@silly_goober802

Жыл бұрын

Try and stay immune to what they say. They shoudn't matter to you anymore, they've done nothing but hurt you. Focus on the people you know will ask you what's wrong whenever you're sad and try and make a safe place for yourself where you're not alone.

@agayfreakk

Жыл бұрын

this explains my whole fucking life...

@gracedillonxoxo1412

Жыл бұрын

womp womp

this feels like crying so hard that you get a horrible headache during and after

@ashtyn833

Жыл бұрын

Fr

@debraferreira3875

11 ай бұрын

UNDERATED COMMENT

@thebestgenshinaudiomaker6133

10 ай бұрын

corny

@-tokyo-4136

8 ай бұрын

remember

@theyfwzurii

7 ай бұрын

I hate when this happenes

Last year I came out as bisexual to my friends and they were really supportive. A month later I came out to my parents and they basically shoved me back in the closet and dismissed my feelings. 6 months later I ask if I can get tested for ADHD and again I get dismissed completely. Now, I'm an Asexual Gay with undiagnosed ADHD and anxiety. My teacher last year literally suggested that I get tested for ADHD, but my parents didn't listen because "I'm doing well at school" but they don't know how it actually is. As well as that, late last year some kids were being very homophobic and transphobic to me and my friends. My parents barely cared. Sorry for ranting, but its nice to have somewhere to do so.

@AvaRamos-fg4eh

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry….I hope your parents will understand someday.

@_iris1

Жыл бұрын

That sucks..

@user-xw7wu1ol4d

Жыл бұрын

@ALEX! Thanks for the advice:)

@em_magic

Жыл бұрын

thats a lot. Im not part of lgbtq or know too much but whenever i talk to my parents abt it its like all the millennials are against it. It might be because of the era but i personally don’t think its right, the earth is changing and they have to acept it. Try telling your parents its not right or seek a therapist online. And when you feel comfortable tell your parents abt the therapy, then they might understand the state of the situation.

@em_magic

Жыл бұрын

Basically try explain to your parents that everyone is changing and that your their child and they should listen to your feelings, also i don’t understand why some people think that automatically if you bi your gay. Again im not experienced but i dont think its fair, like you could still like the opposite gender. Your not automatically gay.

6 Years ago I came out as a lesbian since I caught feelings for this girl at school, She was really sweet. 2 Years pass and he soon became transgender. I was perfectly fine with that and i fully supported him because you know, I loved him and he was a really good guy. Another year passes and highschool comes around, We meet this other girl that was not fond of me. She had started using me to get closer to my partner. I began to overthink and i lost a big amount of friends because of my assumptions. I soon began to become touch starved since no one never communicated with me. i became quieter and quieter at school, soon becoming fully mute since i felt unwanted and judged. Another year later, Me and my partner slowly began to drift away and he began hanging out with his friends more than hanging out with his own partner. We eventually broke up and it strangely let off a bunch of stress off of my shoulders. 2 Years ago I met someone on a website, She was my age and we became best friends. I had saved her from suicide and self harm. After a month after the break up I had experienced, My best friend was there, She was there to make sure I was okay and to make sure I would get out of bed everyday. She then had confessed to me and we are now a couple, and we both couldn't be happier than ever. since october when we became a couple, I have improving majorly, my grades have improved and im a better person now. I couldn't be happier. Even though she lives halfway across the country from me, one day I will give her the biggest embrace and grow up with her. Ami, thank you, for everything. you truly are special ♥ Sorry for dumping, thought this would be a nice place to spill my feelings

@Lasperkin

Жыл бұрын

i know i dont know you but im so proud of you for being able to go through that, best luck for the both of you !

@Twigshi

Жыл бұрын

@@Lasperkin thank you so much, that means so much, good luck to you wherever you are in life too :)

@t0xin._.

Жыл бұрын

it's so cool!! your story is reminding me of the song where theres lyrics told "we fell in love in october"

@Hide_Doors

Жыл бұрын

❤, its always good to let out feelings and storys

I listen to this song while breaking down at studying for my exam, that are about to change my whole life. I feel so stressed and feel like I don't know anything.This playlist calms me down. I love it.

@Jasurinrin

Жыл бұрын

You can do it! If you're scared, Do it, scared. (Thats one of my favorite qoutes)

@tynka69

Жыл бұрын

@@Jasurinrin Tysm! It's just really stressing, but thank you💗

@kayleeschuppe6835

Жыл бұрын

Buddy take a shower

@tynka69

Жыл бұрын

@@Jasurinrin I did it!!

@thebestgenshinaudiomaker6133

10 ай бұрын

corny

These comments are so cringe I know people have problems but using it as a flex isn't something to be proud of ;-;

@starlightinspace4u

9 ай бұрын

That's true, but some of them just like venting about their problems :)

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around babes

@nerosilly

Жыл бұрын

thank you for reposting this 😍😍😍‼️‼️‼️

@irish_pat0428

Жыл бұрын

@@nerosilly np.

@Stars_With_Stormy

Жыл бұрын

I’m crying, ty.

@irish_pat0428

Жыл бұрын

@@Stars_With_Stormy np :) @kokeelol posted this in the first place

@irish_pat0428

Жыл бұрын

WOT- HOW DID THIS GET SO MANY LIKES, YA'LLS ARE KIDIN' RN

here from the slide show💋😘

@lulu._.jane09

8 ай бұрын

ME TOO

@-tokyo-4136

8 ай бұрын

HEL0

@PepisnmustveforechruchLiky

7 ай бұрын

HAHAH SAME IV ALL READY FOUND 2 OF THE COMMENTS

@lL0VERBOYY

7 ай бұрын

SAME

@Girlslookbetterinatightsweater

7 ай бұрын

Same 😭

To people who are reading this... I love you, I may not know you but I love the way you smile, what you do, what you are, and everything about you. You are beautiful/handsom/perfect just the way you are. You don't have to impress anyone. Care about yourself before others. I love you all :3

!VENT! I want things to be worse than they are. Then I have an excuse for being so sad, but at the same time, I don't want things to be bad. I just want a reason. I just need a reason for feeling so shitty all the time. Feeling like I'm not good enough and I never will be. An excuse for my SH. An excuse for wanting to be better. An excuse for everything. (Sorry for the long rant! I know others have it worse I just wanted to say something!)

@r0sewtf_92

Жыл бұрын

literally same i don’t know what to do

@Tenko-Chabashira

Жыл бұрын

hun its ok to vent and don't be sorry for your rant if it helped then good and try not compera youself to others its ok i know you don't know me but im here for you ok im here when you need to vent i know its a bit hard to vent but its safe with me i pomise ok i hope you feel beter im going throuh some stuff but its not the same as yours you need some one to talk to and im here ok when you need some one to talk to im here ok i hope you can feel beter even if its just a bit beter

@cluckerchick9425

Жыл бұрын

Same

@verakerschbaumer6352

Жыл бұрын

Oh my god, i can totally relate to that. Like honestly I am a really happy person but then there's school and that is one of the reasons that makes me feel shitty and then I want it to get worse and worse and when i see these playlists i see how people have to deal with much worse things and that makes me feel bad. ( Sorry for that long writting part just really wanted to say that)

@silly_goober802

Жыл бұрын

you already have a reason, you're having an emotional burnout leading to SH. you're caring too much about things that other people say. Just know that even if i haven't met you in my life, I can already tell that everything would have a turn for the worse if you were gone. Take some time out of your day to focus on yourself and whats good for you and how to resist SH. Get lot's of sleep and try to open up to people you trust and keep a small circle of friends who you know cherish every second with you. I hoped this helped a bit if you see this:)

I feel the demons coming inside of me listening to this

@SlimeDawgy

8 ай бұрын

THEYRE COMING INSIDE OF ME TOO GRRRRR 🐺🐺🐺

IVE BEEN BIG AND SMALL AND BIG AND SMALL AND BIG AND SMALL AGAIN AND STILL NOBODY WANTS ME STILL NOBODY WANTS ME AND I KNOW NO ONE WILL SAFE ME I'M JUST ASKING FOR A KISS GIVE ME ONE GOOD MOVIE KISS AND I'LL BE ALRIGHT.... nobody nobody nobody nobody novody oooh nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOOOOBODY

I lost my only bff recently, she was one of a kind, she was equally sassy and fun. We used to talk everyday nonstop, facetime, texting, and sudden meet ups. Until around the end of december last year, I would always text first and she would also just do a quick 1 sentence gossip then go offline. around december 9th, I was in my room while my family watched football, messaging her. She replied with just a hi in lowercase.. I replied, energized, saying "HEYY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH" , she replied "same". after minutes of silence, she texted me "I don't want to be friends anymore" i replied "I saw that coming" she said "sorry" I said I understand, and she blocked me not too long later. Few days later she was at my other friends birthday party, she treated me like a stranger and the friend like how she used to treat me, I hid my feelings for the rest of the day. (I'm so sorry this is soo long :'))

@amyrobinson4793

Жыл бұрын

I feel bad for you I had a similar thing happen to me, I had a friend I would call everyday and just talk about anything, then we got into a fight and she blocked me and we weren’t friends anymore, then after summer we went back to school and she was in my class so I would have to pretend to be mentally ok, but I wasn’t, and I was heartbroken.

@niamcuteplays6879

Жыл бұрын

@@amyrobinson4793 Im so sorry that happened :( I can’t imagine being stuck with my ex friend in the same class for that long! I guess we all just have to face it when we come across these awkward and sad moments.

it's not a pov anymore ^^

@noahissilly_

Жыл бұрын

same

@quaddyjkn

Жыл бұрын

same bro

@pando684

Жыл бұрын

Real

Making stories for each songs!! All the things she said. (0:00-2:45.) TW: SH, swearing. You run into the forest, tears falling from your eyes. You grab the knife from your pocket, you hold onto it, trying to restrain yourself. 'Theres already so much.. Please..' You start crying, gripping onto it harder. You drop to the ground, curling in a ball. 'What have I done that's so bad? Please, free me.' You whisper to yourself. Thoughts start running through your head, such as, *'Do it..'*, *'Nobody will help.'* and *You're useless.'* You sit up, and bring the knife to your arm, 'Fuck, no!' You drive the knife away, and you hear footsteps. Are you crazy now? What's gonna happen? Is it a wild bear? Before you process the thoughts, a little girl comes through the forest, black hair and a olden fashion. 'Fight it, please.' She whispers. Yuo stand up, it's the same girl from last time.. 'Leave me alone.' you turn around, facing her. 'Leave..me..alone!' you charge at her, attempting to stab her, but it just goes through her..what? 'What the *fuck* are you!' You yell, but she's already disappeared. (Sorry if it's bad, but more will be made!) TW: Sleep deprivation, swearing. It's 3 AM. You make the finishing touches of your project. It was worth around 30-35% of your grade. 'Dear.. it's already 3. I better get into bed, otherwise I'll be tired.' You drag yourself to bed, but can't the energy to sleep. You grab your phone from your desk and scroll through (Insert apps) almost endlessly, when you look at the clock again, you notice it's already 6. You drag yourself out of bed, brush your teeth and put your hair into a messy bun. You throw a hoodie and jeans on, and wait for time to go to school. You begin scrolling on your phone again, and you realize it's already 8. 'Why do I keep loosing so much sense of time? Fuck!' You rush out of bed, throw your backpack onto your shoulder and charge for the school. (Time skip a few hours later), Your head starts hurting near your temples, and you rub it. It begins to get more pericing. 'Y/N, your up!' The teacher called. I grabbed my project, and went up to the front of the class, 'So today, I'll be talking to you about the history of France- umm..' damn it, you forgot the lines. 'I uh- so France was originated in- July 8, 1978, or so.' damn it that's wrong! I studied and worked on this all night, why am I forgetting everything?! I looked up to see my crush, (name), and blush. 'Moving on..they..' (continued) I finally finished my project and sat down. The teacher walked up to the class. 'Good job, everybody!' She calls. I raise my hand, 'Mrs, may I go to the restroom?' I ask. 'Yes, you may.' She said, and I headed down to it. My headache was so bad, dammit! I sat in the stall, raising my hands to my face. My body started shaking, and I put my head to my knees. 'Why can't I be normal..' UNREALISTIC. (Maybe.) TW: SUICIDE, YANDERE BEHAVIOUR (??) It's 4:56 AM. You stare at the picture of /them./ You blush every time they run through your head, You hold onto your pillow, but you can't seem to take your eyes off the picture..*am I obsessed with them?* you ask yourself, *No, it's just a little crush..* you tell yourself. *time skip to morning*. You throw on a ton of makeup, and a high ponytail. You took your medication. You *know* they are gonna be there. You must look perfect. 'Well, time for work.' You grab your phone and run out the door, to your work. As I walk in, you hear your crush groan. *What? I thought he liked working with me..?* You tell yourself. *Probably just a daily customer. 'Next!' He called. I walked behind the counter and started doing others orders, while giving him the occasional stare at them. 'Hey, could you stop staring at me?' He said. 'Oh, right, sorry. It's just..I don't- I don't know..' I responded, looking down in embarrassment. *Had he really noticed?* You question yourself. I continued staring at him, daydreaming. After the school day was done, I decide it's time. Time to tell him. I walk up to him, grabbing his hand "Hey..I uhm." He looked at I and something sparked. "I-I like you!" I said, panicked. You lifted your hand to your chest, looking up at them. "I-I'm sorry, I don't..feel the same." He said, walking off. Something shattered inside of you. You ran home crying. You flopped onto your bed, letting the tears stroll. You looked up, sobbing. You put your head to normal, looking at the bottle of pills on your desk. You grabbed them, pouring out multiple. I stared at them, coughing and sobbing. You swallowed them, and waited for the effects to kick in. You passed out, your heart stopping soon later.

@matofthedoor

Жыл бұрын

good job!

@nostiron9157

Жыл бұрын

@@matofthedoor Thank you! Im still editing and making longer lol

@valeriethirion6956

Жыл бұрын

I love it !

@nostiron9157

Жыл бұрын

@@valeriethirion6956 Ty!

@eclipsesmith

Жыл бұрын

Tbh the second story fits the second song.

my "friends" are using me, I try to fit in other friend groups but they act weird around me. My "friends" treat me like shit and they say it's tough love, but at this rate, it's not... it's just abuse. It hurts but if I say something say yell at me saying that I'm a pussy, and I'm weak. It happened before, and I don't want it to happen again

@aimeecoulter8416

Жыл бұрын

Its Ok

@j0IIyj0y

Жыл бұрын

@@aimeecoulter8416 tysm

@zuzu0235

Жыл бұрын

im really sorry about that.. :( honestly if theres no joy coming from that friendship then you might wanna break it off. its hard to do yes, but if its that draining then you'll thank yourself later! if you ever need someone to vent to i got u girly

TW//VENT (kinda) its getting worse and worse and idk how i can keep living like this...

@zeperad3107

Жыл бұрын

r u ok

@noahissilly_

Жыл бұрын

@@zeperad3107 idk anymore tbh

@Unknow-99_1

Жыл бұрын

Yeah me too , but me I have fake friends and familly issues and bully bad words

4:30 this song playing in the background of my unaliving spree

@zeperad3107

Жыл бұрын

hey, are you okay?

@swinginspaceagebachelorman

8 ай бұрын

💀💀💀💀

@cupholder.

7 ай бұрын

dawg shut up 😭

Another vent! I was panicking earlier. Actually, I panicked many times today and yesterday. And yet my best friend whom I confessed to and she was ok with it, didnt notice me panic. She just ddint look at me. She was busy with her friends. Just earlier, I full on bursted on her, yelling that "AYOKO NA DITO!!" and she asked if Im ok. She comforted me, but she thought it was coz I was paranoid of my ex, whom i thought might be stalking me. But she couldve already know that I have social anxiety by how I act around lots of people, if she checked up on me more. She always ranted abt how she was seen as happy and pick me, but she always feels depressed. I don't like calling me depressed but maybe I am, or its anxiety. And she kept joking when I vented. My no. pet peeve. When Im being comforted, only joke when Im not crying much now. Oh right, when I was panicking, crying and everything, she just ignored me. Like Im a ghost. WHAT AM I A POLTERGEIST?! IM TIRED OF BEING A LAST PICK! IM TIRED OF THIS STUPID SCHOOL, STUPID CLASS, STUPID STUDENTS, STUPID PEOPLE! EVERYONE HAS A PARTNER, WHY CANT I?!!??! I WANT SOMEONE WHO COULD HOLD AND COMFORT ME, SOMEONE WHO'D CARE!!! I wished I didnt have social anxiety, bipolar disorder, anti social, anger issues, depression, anger issues and focus issues. I would have tons of friends rn if it weren't for those. I just want attention. My family is decent, but its just that I cant reach their comfort from the school. I want someone who misses and cares about me. I cant with being bullied by my ex and her friends. I cant with being called "Dumb [dead name]" and "Emo [dead name], feeling depressed?" et id genus omne. Im tired. I tried to be a therapist for everyone while suffering in this miserable loop of my own expectations, loneliness, and love. Thats why I hate love, because it never lasts unless its my parents. No matter how hard you try. Thats why I avoid it til i became almost numb of it. I also hate friendships, its such a fairytale thing. I don't believe that theres a "Friends Forever!" and if someone got it for 1+ years, thats lucky, they'll leave you, trust me, been there dear. Love and friendship are such fake things arent they? Im such a poltergeist.

@user-zu2tj9ff9f

9 ай бұрын

You deserve it

@hartnessprintcentral2194

9 ай бұрын

please do not be so negative. this is a vent, respect it. Dont leave a comment like this.@@user-zu2tj9ff9f

@IdunnoMan8

8 ай бұрын

Erm!! What the flip ;-;

@kittytoast12

8 ай бұрын

LMFAOOO

nobody understands me..this world is so cruel..I could disappear and nobody would even notice.. :)

@dreamingofgyu

8 ай бұрын

this is a joke I swear

@cafemayhem

8 ай бұрын

HELP ME

@dreamingofgyu

8 ай бұрын

@@cafemayhem wanna makeout

@hackership6721

8 ай бұрын

​@@dreamingofgyuI got 2 phones 🔥🔥🔥

@dreamingofgyu

8 ай бұрын

@@hackership6721 One for the plug and one for the load ‼️‼️

Pov: You're tired of those people who make fun of you for being 'weird' you're burnt out and like drawing but dont have the energy to do it anymore, you just want to sleep all day and never get out of bed. For those who related to this.....: I hope you get better, take care of yourself for me okay? Take a nap, drink water, eat food. Please.

@shrilloctopus7572

Жыл бұрын

BRO JUST DESCRIBED ME

@karlzburgthe54th11

Жыл бұрын

@@shrilloctopus7572 TBH that was just me venting and turning it into something positive for others- But no seriously go to bed drink water and eat some food, also anyone else who sees this comment, is allowed to vent below heh

@shrilloctopus7572

Жыл бұрын

@@karlzburgthe54th11 oh well I hope you feeling okay : )

@XuliPaws

Жыл бұрын

I am the ugliest weird annoying idiot..

@karlzburgthe54th11

Жыл бұрын

You might think that now but maybe there will be a day where you look back at this comment and think 'What was I thinking?' some day it will get better.

Recently, I was told that I was developing social anxiety, then I did a lot of research and I discovered that you can develop anxiety from previous forms of trauma, and since this was happening while art applications were coming out, I was getting serious flashbacks from my choir applications. Next paragraph is the full story, warning: very long story coming soon. 'm in art class, and I REALLY like that class. Recently I asked my art teacher "Hey, for advanced art, do you need to apply?" "Yes." Aw frick. Okay...time to panic. And my anxiety said "SOUND THE ALARM! TRAUMA FROM OUR CHOIR AUDITION!!" Mini story about that: Last year in choir, I auditioned for the advanced choir and I didn't get in because the girl who got a solo of the last show didn't like me. -Cue LetMeExplainStudios's little line of "She didn't cast me because I wasn't popular - Earlier first semester, I decided to join art, and first day of the new class, it rained. So like an IDIOT, I showed up in a: Yellow raincoat Orange striped shirt Looking stone necklace Button Key necklace Matching earrings And while I was waiting in line, the kids started muttering "Look, she's into cAroLIne", (rudely calling her by the wrong name btw) I shut up about it and then we fast forward to last month. Here is some dialog from my brain: "HEY PEARL! GO ASK THE ART TEACHER TO BE YOUR CLUB ADVISOR!" "**** NO!" "Why not?" "because..." We get into class and my teacher is like: "We are going to watch Kubo and the Two Strings today for our new art unit!" -Activate Seizure mode- "Uh, (art teacher), is Pearl having a seizure?" YEP! TOTALLY FINE! JUST GONNA NEED TO SIT THROUGH A LAIKA FILM WITHOUT DYING OF EXCITEMENT! My respect for my Art teacher went from 1,000,000 to INFINITE. Then LIKE AN IDIOT, I'm like: "So, have you seen any other Laika films?" "No," AW FRICK. AGAIN?? My friend and I start planning club, every single art class I become even more starstruck by this teacher and today..um how do I put this.? "Hey (friend #1), please ask the art teacher if _______!! I'm scared" "Hey (friend #2), please ask the art teacher if _______!! I'm scared" Friend #2 was asking if she could advise our club. Here is how the conversation went: "Hey (art teacher)! I had a question!" "Sure." "Could you advise the club that my friend wants to start. Basically. its a coraline.." "Pearl?" PEARL! YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT! WHY THE **** WOULD YOU ASK HER??? After that, I started feeling a lot of paranoia in that class. No matter what I drew in class, no matter how many how many people said that it was good, I kept thinking: "No, it's bad" "What would she think of my art style?" "What if she questions what I drew??" And then I started acting in art class with high formalities. I noticed that I didn't get an assignment graded, so I emailed my teacher. Here was the email.: "It has come to my attention while reviewing my art grade, that my artwork of Koi Fish has received a mark of 0/20. Since I received a low grade on this project, I am disappointed and concerned, since I do not wish to have my art grade affected by this project. I am fully aware that I submitted the project late and do not wish to be an inconvenience. I apologize for this inconvenience and hope it won't happen again. I promise to submit my work on time from now on. I understand how imperative it is to meet deadlines and I am committed to honoring them in the future. Sorry for the inconvenience." And I checked the email over 25 times in that hour alone. Two hours later it was graded. 20/20. But, then I thought that she would secretly judge me for my koi fish design, because I was overly obsessing over Coraline (still am), and I gave my fish button eyes. The next day, my art teacher was putting up the advanced art drawings around the art room. I struggle with drawing realism, and there were realism drawings all over the room. I immediately lost concentration on my art assignment and I secretly snuck the drawing I was originally going to submit into the trash. Then, after I got home that day, I spent over 3 hours drawing a realistic scenery drawing. After I got the basic colors, I decided that I didn't like it and I ripped it up again. I spent the rest of the weekend working on the drawing and, to this day, I don't know how I'd make it next year if I do get in the class. Does anyone know how to control this? Disclaimer: Yes, this is a self-diagnosis. I haven't told my parents, and even if I did, I don't think they would pay to get a professional diagnosis. Love the video btw

@IdunnoMan8

8 ай бұрын

Bro wrote a book ☠️

@xPearlz

8 ай бұрын

@@IdunnoMan8 trust me, the real book is 171 pages 🤪

@ellavvella

8 ай бұрын

cringy☠️

@IdunnoMan8

8 ай бұрын

@@xPearlz pls don’t publish it 💕

@xPearlz

8 ай бұрын

@@IdunnoMan8 if I do or not, that is none of your business 🥰

I feel as if I am going insane, Im starting to hear voices I feel empty, I don’t exactly feel sad but I don’t feel happy either. I sh, idky, I js want to do it, more. “More” is what repeats in my head while I’m doing it, I js can’t stop, help.

@angelasangronis9104

Жыл бұрын

I can't hear them, but I can see them. I don't like the way they smile at me. It's so hard talking, so I think you're pretty cool. I'm so sorry

@angelasangronis9104

Жыл бұрын

Also, I hope you find a way to forgive yourself, you aren't disgusting or weak. Take your time, take it slow

@Haruki.000

Жыл бұрын

@@angelasangronis9104 I’m so sorry as well, I also think you’re pretty cool, I hope you’re doing better:) Thank you for the support, and I’ll take ur advice. I don’t believe I’ll be able to forgive myself but I’ll try, I appreciate u for taking the time time to reply to me,

@ShadowStarzYT

Жыл бұрын

Hello friend. We are the exact same. We wish it was just a POV. But it's not.

@Haruki.000

Жыл бұрын

@@ShadowStarzYT It feels good to talk to ppl that understand me, I hope everything gets better for u:)

i love clicking on playlists like this just to go down the yt slaylist rabbit hole

I came out as bi in 4th grade while my parents didn’t care, they just got angry with wallpaper etc, expressions. They told me to ‘fix it’ and it left me crying, I WAS IN 4TH GRADE CRYING: WHILE WALKING TO SCHOOL BC MY FAMILY TOLD ME TO FIX BEING EXPRESSIVE- Max//

@Unknow-99_1

Жыл бұрын

When I was a kid i always get good grades and on e I get bad grades they taked my phone and use bad words that hurt feeling and that all started when I had à sister and now am number 1 in class and they dont care they just take my phone etc... it really hurted me so so much life it so hard

@AnotherStupidPerson

Жыл бұрын

​@@Unknow-99_1 I'm actually sorry like, i am number 1 too but how could your parents do that

@Unknow-99_1

Жыл бұрын

@@AnotherStupidPerson idk they only care for my sister and inorged me that hurt they wasn't like that in the past now they dont even have time for meh..

@V3s_

Жыл бұрын

@@Unknow-99_1 I feel you… I hope things got/get better for you

@L0UXXAMELIA

Жыл бұрын

@@Unknow-99_1 I’m so sorry i have undiagnosed adhd anger issues anxiety test anxiety autism and social anxiety. It can be really hard when people dont listen or care…

y’all are going in a slideshow

@1dottorefan

8 ай бұрын

Half of them already are

@coomingmantis

8 ай бұрын

literally put these mfs in a slideshow yesterday

@cupholder.

7 ай бұрын

LMAOAO

POV: you get an ad for going to therapy before the video

@r_liliiiiii

Жыл бұрын

I got a whopper ad 😭💀

@Always_t1red

Жыл бұрын

@@r_liliiiiii lol

guys im so insane omg i drank mouth wash and it has 2 PERCENT OF ALCOHOL IM GONNA GET WASTED 😝😝😝😝😝😋😋😋😋😋😋😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍🤯🤯🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

The soothing sounds of water drip from the ceiling, it's so calming. it drifts you off to a never-ending sleep, tis' you be in a wonderland of your own mind. everything you ever wanted

im literally insane.. i drank a sip of my moms beer last night.. heh.. (slide 4 please)

@mid90sontop713

8 ай бұрын

Bro is going in slide 3

@lL0VERBOYY

7 ай бұрын

bro is going in slide 5

I am 29.. I got kicked out of my mom’s bathroom because I kept pissing on the shower walls.. I don’t know what to do anymore.. i’m slowly losing my sanity.. hahaha.. my mom is making me stay in my room which is in the basement.. I think she’s gonna be mad when she finds out I pissed on the cat.. but heh.. I guess I deserve it :)

@starlightinspace4u

9 ай бұрын

This

@InfinityNess

9 ай бұрын

LMAO

@solar.s

8 ай бұрын

ermm.. embarrassinggg!

@RaphieTaffy

8 ай бұрын

Real🙁

@SlimeDawgy

8 ай бұрын

omg wholesome

omg i love thissss tysm for the timestamps loll

@mentallydr4ined118

Жыл бұрын

yw! glad you enjoyed it :)

Proud to say i dont listen to vent playlists to cry anymore!! I come because these always have banger songs :3

@JolieG659

8 күн бұрын

Yay!! Me too! :D

I was listening to this playlist on full volume, while on call with my friends (Probably not the best) and my mum entered my room and she scared me so much

I wish it was a POV 😀🫠

@noahissilly_

Жыл бұрын

same tbh T-T

@salemmiller7266

Жыл бұрын

Same. Samee

@dewi_k3574

Жыл бұрын

Same-🙂

@s0da_art714

8 ай бұрын

But- it is

@1dottorefan

8 ай бұрын

I just wanted to let you know that you are in a tiktok slideshow

You know it's a great playlist when you don't skip any of the songs😎🤪

Dude, this isn’t related to the playlist as much. But I want to get tested for ADHD. I’m not using tests as a self diagnoses, but I’ve taken 4 and 3 of them came out as high/severe. I feel like I might have it, I just don’t know for sure. I understand that ADHD can be mixed with anxiety. I want to ask my family if I could get tested for anxiety and ADHD, but I FEEL as if they might say something like „oh, you haven’t been showing signs of it though“. A few weeks ago we were talking about anxiety, and I Go something like "me", and my mom goes something like "no, you don’t have anxiety". I want to ask, I don’t want to self diagnose or anything. I just fear i might have one of the two or even both- I can’t bring the courage to ask my parents to get me tested cause they probably will ask "why do you want to get tested?“ and I can’t think of a better response than "I took 4 online tests, and 3 came out as severe for ADHD and I’m worried I may have it" or something along those lines 🥲

I really needed this as a quick break cause since some boy said he was gonna kill me and my family my bestie was gonna "help" me but after she started dating him i got so sad but just accepted it after he was rude again and i was feeling very sad you know my friend said if her bf gonna continue like this his friendship with her is gonna be ruined but now everything is falling apart and my bestie now is saying i have to apologize or she will hurt herself but people are telling me to not apologize now she is saying she is gonna khs.

nobody cares. i feel alone, i want to cry at the classroom, they dont even look at me. She dosent even fucking care about me now. I get frustrated. i want to cry. i try to bang my head for someone to show up and say "its going to be ok". No one. I feel so drained. I feel so fucked up. I just want someone to notice me and pull me from this hell. No one. I try to give her attention but she wouldnt want it. i try to tell myself im ok. no one. no one. no one . no one . no one. no one. no one. no one. no one.

@metalfamilyfanandqueenfan

Жыл бұрын

I actually get pissed off when someone looks at me when I am stressed. Like bro mind yo damn business, you seem pretty lucky for no one to look at you.

@quantalonhellokitty9638

Жыл бұрын

Oh. Me too.

@littleredrobinhood12334

Жыл бұрын

@@quantalonhellokitty9638 Im glad Im not alone through this loop, but I wish i could get you out of yours. You don't deserve the sh1t you've gone through. We're in this together.

@littleredrobinhood12334

Жыл бұрын

@@metalfamilyfanandqueenfan Well sometimes it makes me feel like no one cares lol so idrk. We have our own perspective of things. So, you do you. And btw, you don't deserve sh1t you've been through. You deserve better.

My dad was just put in jail. Finally. After 14 years of being mentally unstable and devoloping a hair pulling disorder I'm free. Or so I thought. My lying problems cause my friends to hate me. They even made a group chat on snap to talk shit about me. My bald spots cause me to get made fun over by people idek. It doesn't help that I'm redheaded. My insomnia causes me to have bloodshot eyes everyday. I sleep on my uncles love seat since at my house I haven't had gas or lights for two years. My ears hurt from my glasses being too tight on my face. I can't hear worth a crap anymore cause I listen to my music too loud. My old man may be in jail for hitting me and other charges but I'm still digging my self out of a hole I've dug for my whole life. I just wanna know what feeling alive is like. My gf doesn't even act like we are dating and acts as if her cover up boyfriend is actually her boyfriend even when no one except us is around.

@r_liliiiiii

Жыл бұрын

I have a hair pulling disorder too. I thought I was alone. You can make it through this.

i love how i knew this would be the perfect playlist just from the first song and the timestamps-

This is coming from my heart. This isnt a copy and paste tweet. I mean this. Stay here. On this comment, on this earth. We need you here. You make a difference. You are awesome. You are kind. You are YOU. And I, chaotic neutral, mean all of this to be true. Its okay to be self conscious. We all feel like that sometimes. But remember this. Your teeth are perfect. Your height is great. Your smile is beautiful. Your hair is flawless. Your mouth is amazing. Your grades dont make you who you are. You can be whatever you want. You. Don’t. Need. To. Die. You dont need to kill yourself. You dont need to cut yourself. You might be bullied. You might be at your lowest point. But you can keep going. I know it. I believe in you. We all do. We are proud. Great job

"Teen idle" literally describe me and I relate to this song soo much

these comments are so fucking goofy

Pov:u had a step dad WHO hates u and ur Brothers ur sister was the only thing he loved he did not even love ur mom u got aboust by him every day and only u ur Brothers just got yelled at them and whatever ur sister did was right and whatever u did was wrong u lost 8 years of ur child hood and u are 12 now

I always enjoy listening these types of playlist, no matter if they're repeting, it always helps to listen through these during tough times (EX. Parents arguing, overthinking, stressing) :)

i got pushed from my school rooftop i (yes i got one of those school like in japan and xorea where we can go on rooftop) and i woke up in hospital and the person who pushed me was in the room and was acting sad so i laughed and she was mad so i laughed more lmao

@user-xw7wu1ol4d

Жыл бұрын

Hope you're ok!

im not actually going insane im just here bcs im doing an emo roleplay

I want to relapse i want to relapse i haven't took meds I'm trying but for what for what. They still hate me and my mind keep deceiving me. My actions makes me miserable. Why not end it. I love my ppl. What's best i could give except a peace of mind. I want to get lost. Runaway. I want to run and be gone.I'm scared of dying. I just wait until my insanity took me so i can be brave enough. Will craziness can set me free

"wowzerz! im so going insane! I'm so baka crazy -_- !!!!" You're all going into slidshows.

IM VIBING SO HARD AND ABOUT TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN WTF

@thepilloweater6374

Жыл бұрын

Same lmao😂

@Kat-yh3zz

Жыл бұрын

@@thepilloweater6374 dont eat my pillow please..

@thepilloweater6374

Жыл бұрын

@@Kat-yh3zz i will find your pillows and eat them ❤

@Kat-yh3zz

Жыл бұрын

@@thepilloweater6374 PLEASE NOO

@thepilloweater6374

Жыл бұрын

@@Kat-yh3zz YESSSSSSS

I love this playlist

im not crying, you are.

POV: you’re a child who feels like they cannot express themselves with their own parents, so you make friends with the “bad kids” but it turns out you are all the same fucking person in different bodies so you bond with them and get the love you’re looking for from the friends you made, and you finally feel like you can actually be yourself. 👍

I swear on my life everytime I hear my alcoholic friends my mind switches from depression to felix pick up the phone/hj

Hey! For someone who is reading this. HELP?? I came out as NB about a month ago. For over 4 years I thought I was pan. In those 4 years, I felt absolutely horrible about myself as a human being and with my body image. My boyfriend was there for me throughout it all. I love him with all my heart and appreciate that he loves and accepts me for who I am. (I think this information might be useful later on in the story but idrk) I have a close nitt friend group of about 4 people. Some fluctuate in and out, but overall: just 4 people. (My boyfriend included) Most of us connected because of being all around stranger than the rest of the people in our school. Most of my friends are popular, but some people don’t even know I exist in their own homeroom. I’m a very soft spoken and very non-confrontational about my feelings. when I came out as NB to my friends, they were all very supportive of my new identity. Which is GREAT!!! Okay great, amazing life you got there. Haha, thanks for rubbing in how much your life is amazing. DONT WORRY IM GETTING THERE. About a week later, one of my close friends came out as NB. That’s really great! Of course I support them unconditionally! (for context: they originally came out as trans a while back, but fluctuated a lot with sexuality. So it wasn’t a big surprise that they came out as non-binary) What really got me was the timing. I tried to really stick with being pansexual. So that way, I could ignore the fact that in reality; I didn’t really fully that way. To the point where I couldn’t ignore it any longer. But that was my journey I didn’t share with anyone. Not even my boyfriend. After figuring out that, I spent WEEKS researching different gender-nonconforming terms\genders as well as names. Eventually, after a while. I talked to my boyfriend about it. He completely supports me and still wants to keep dating. The timing of it all really kinda makes me upset. It was a huge deal for me. I expressed that to them. To everyone. My self-esteem boosted and actually started to figure out who I am as a person. It feels like to me the whole reason they did that was to get attention. They’ve done this in the past as well. Changing their sexuality right after someone came out or something. It really sickens me that the fact that they do that to others. I don’t care about how they did it to me, but that they’ve done it to my acquaintances. I’m actually questioning wether they are actually non-binary. Anyway. I just need some advice. Anyone really. I’m wondering if I should actually confront them about it or just let it go

@MoondropsaysBONJOUR

Жыл бұрын

I’m here to help!! Since I’ve been summoned by you! Lol, you can talk to me! I’m happy to help!

@bubblebeans1668

Жыл бұрын

@@MoondropsaysBONJOUR I SUMMON YOU, OH MESSAGER OF THE MOON. THE ADVOCATE OF ONE WHO RAINS UPON US IN HIS DARK GLOW OF MADNESS. Anyway, thanks bro. I just don't really know who to turn to for this lmao. I really need advice on how to handle the situation. Like, how should I even bring it up?? or should I even?

@MoondropsaysBONJOUR

Жыл бұрын

@@bubblebeans1668 I’d say just try to give hints or just not say anything about it. It could either ruin friendships, relationships with family, and all kinds of things. I’m not trying to say that’s bad to feel or be this way and honestly I’m like this too. Many other people in this world feel the same as you do.

@bubblebeans1668

Жыл бұрын

@@MoondropsaysBONJOUR Thank you so much! Sometimes complaining to the internet might just be the next best thing?? Much better then ruining a good relationship haha

@MoondropsaysBONJOUR

Жыл бұрын

@@bubblebeans1668 haha. You’re very welcome! You can talk to me whenever you need to!

im putting a comment here so after a month or so-i get reminded of this:D

This comment section is crazy bro 💀💀💀

@eviIwhiteguy

8 ай бұрын

goddamn cornballs 😭

@terrified_bat8056

7 ай бұрын

REAAAL

@cherylPooken

7 ай бұрын

im wanking to photos of my granddaughter

if only it was a pov😍‼️

@zenohuus

8 ай бұрын

u goofy.

@carinag4635

8 ай бұрын

💀💀💀

I'm getting so, so tired, yet I still try. I promise, you can work through this, I have felt like this before and even though I was sent to a mental hospital, I am okay. We will be okay ❤

Even when life is tough, you should remind yourself whats life living for, is it your family? Pets? Friends? Bf/Gf? Yourself? Your followers? Your online friends? Your teachers? Your plants? What could it be? Mine would be My Friends and pets, and myself! I make sure to try and take care of everyones problems so i sometimes forget ME!! I need and you need to know.. I Love you no matter what happens to anyone! NEVER EVER DO ANYTHING UNTIL YOU TREAT YOURSELF!! some of you dears care to much, and others dont care at all.. But you know what! We dont need them! We have ourselves and our friends! SO NEVER FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND KEEP GOING IN LIFE!! YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS NEXT!!

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste

Daily, thoughts go around my head, not ordinary ones though. Violent, lonely phrases circle my head, and at this point in time it’s all happening all over again. Everything is going wrong, the foundation on my arm is fading.. these violent thoughts are coming back.. I’m getting flashbacks.. I’m not ordinary, I’m a psychopath.

@cluckerchick9425

Жыл бұрын

Same with the thoughts.

@owlpasted

Жыл бұрын

LMFAOOO THATS HILARIOUS

When I listened to this I felt really sick but for some reason I feel better listening to this!

My fav playlist for the month

POV: it doesn’t feel like a pov anymore😕

@aimeecoulter8416

Жыл бұрын

Same,

I'm already insane

@arsensoccks2668

8 ай бұрын

Womp Womp

I love All the songs you provide in This Video--!!❤️

Im tired of the constant stress.Dismissed feelings by parents just for stupid reasons. When will i get my break from this cruel world?

I want to tell my friends that im a furry but i dont feel comfortable doing so because they're antifur. Ive kept this a secret for the past 6 months and ive never really tried to mention it until now, the reason is because i know people are gonna send death threats, people are gonna hate me and im gonna lose friends. I really hope one day i'll be in a better situation and i can express myself freely once again. So sorry for ranting but it really is nice to be able to say this.

@thecrazythingswedo7474

Жыл бұрын

Hello my fellow fur, I know your struggle just know that a random person supports u😺

@Lasperkin

Жыл бұрын

@@thecrazythingswedo7474 This made me tear up, thanks

@thecrazythingswedo7474

Жыл бұрын

@@Lasperkin your welcome, may I ask what your fursona is? Mine is a bobcat

@silent5948

Жыл бұрын

as someone who doesn't fully agree with furrys and such I still think you should be able to express yourself how you want to as long its not going to hurt anyone. if that's how you feel then send some hints to them I'm sure they would support you and if not then they have no empathy for anyone's identity or feelings.

@Python-22567

Жыл бұрын

There's nothing wrong with being a furry! You do whatever you want to express yourself and feel happy, if your friends don't accept that then they evidently don't deserve someone as amazing as you

!VENT! k so basically I have a massive issue which is, I don't wanna self diagnose but I have almost all the symptoms for ADHD/autism and my parents do not listen they think im normal but on a daily basis they point out behaviours I know are actually symptoms. and its getting worse, I can't focus and sometimes when im in school I feel like bashing my head against a table and hitting my head or covering my ears and I have to stop myself because its 'weird' and im supposed to be a normal kid with no problems. it doesn't help that I have good grades and its horrible bc I don't even study I don't even know how to study its come to a point where im so distracted in class that the teachers are like worried bc I stare at nothing all day Burt then my friend tell me act the hw and I end up doing it because im an absolute perfectionist and can't get anything lower than a 9/10 or I beat myself up. im also extremely critical of myself but I don't put in any effort into ANYTHING. its always been easy and I just can't do things that are even slightly hard idk I just can't and I tried talking to my therapist and a teacher but they both kinda replied with: oh but you get good grades! or well most people with ADHD/autism get like taken out of school or get bullied for being weird or like its ore noticeable. I just cannot anymore, I don't even have my best friend with me and I feel guilty because my 'best friend' here in Spain thinks that she actually is my bff but I've been friends with my other bff for like 5+ years and fbdfbdfjkdn plus recently there's been a ton of projects and assignments piling up cuz its the last trimester and I haven't done any and its not even procrastination it's just executive dysfunction but if I tell LITERALLY ANYONE that its bc I have undiagnosed ADHD they'll just call me a liar and say I make up excuses like NO. SOMETIMES I CRY AND EVEN (tw:sh) HURT MYSELF BECAUSE I FEEL SO GUILTY ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MY WORK I SWEAR IM CAPABLE I SWEAR IM NOT DUMB I CAN DOP IT I CAN I PROMISE BUT I CANT FORCUS I CANT GET ANYTHING DONE I HAVE WHOLE TO DO LISTS EVERY DAY EVERY AFTERNOON AFTER I GET HOME AND THEN MY MUM COMES BACK FROPM WORK AND ASKS ME WHAT I GOT DONT AND I HAVE TO LOOK HER IN THE EYES ANS SAY NOTHING. I HATE THIS.

AAAAA THIS IS SUCH A GOOD PLAY LIST

Pov: you dont know who you are You dont know where you are You dont know why your here You dont know anybody Your slowly going mentally. Insane and every day feel like shi But you have to act like your ok You want to stop acting but you Remember they will all judge you. You dont know whats happening you dont know anything Pov: its not a pov.

@yumikavhielad.valmonte5772

Жыл бұрын

Your so right

@IdunnoMan8

8 ай бұрын

Golly gosh!! My cheeks are clenched!!

The fact that I listen to most of these songs in Spotify lmaooo

@_..VAMP1R3..

Жыл бұрын

same i literally listen to all these song on spotify

@not_herbimbolol

Жыл бұрын

@@_..VAMP1R3.. idk if that’s good or bad but I love these songs

i'm drawing my oc who was always bullied but is really content with life and hates anything death related and wishes for world peace (while listening to this :3)

@JolieG659

27 күн бұрын

Why is this so real😭🤚

@MaxTheCutey

15 күн бұрын

Relatable

Wow this comment section is so nice, supporting and helpful. I wish every comment section would be like this. :D

These comments bruh 😭

Y’all in these comments are going in the slideshows

“Pov-“ nah it ain’t a fucking pov anymore

@aimeecoulter8416

Жыл бұрын

Damn Straight

This feels like you have been crying so hard you feel like everything is a dream and are losing sanity whilst looking back on your life... You feel unwanted. Useless. It feels like you are dreaming

I almost never feel happy. I feel empty all the time, it’s almost impossible to maintain a positive train of thought, everything feels like a chore, I’m tired and I want to die.

True:

Anyone have any ways to help with bad thoughts? Would be kinda helpful

@monkey.d.luffy222

Жыл бұрын

I distract myself with things i like Like anime or reading a book

@thedisassemblydroneN

Жыл бұрын

Like what "weeb" said. You can distract yourself with something you love. EX.) 1. Anime (as "weeb" said) 2. Fanfictions. 3. Drawing (and/or doodling)!

@Im_autisic

Жыл бұрын

listen to music that makes you happy talk to people that you like thats all i got for rn

@zeperad3107

Жыл бұрын

@@monkey.d.luffy222 r u ok

@zeperad3107

Жыл бұрын

@@thedisassemblydroneN r u ok

If ur reading this I love u when Ur crazy Cute Hot Nice Mad Fun Funny Sad Happy When I'm sick When I'm bored When I'm happy When I'm sad I love every thing u do When u Walk Talk Sing Cry Hug I miss you When ur not with me When I'm all alone When I cry When i sing When I get hurt When I see u butterflies tak over Your my favorite Every thing you Do You have your special in my heart You are a awesome person You look like a great girl/boy /both No matter what thing embarrassed you is what I love about you Don't cry You have Me And everyone else Your amazing U don't need to cry Smile Have a great day You amazing person

POV: your a young person who is constantly forgotten at school, just got Harassed, no one believes, thinks their useless and being dramatic because their often called that, thinks they can’t do anything right, can’t make friends due to social anxiety, can’t keep a proper friendship, struggling with school, is at risk of doing S/H, struggling with bad grades, is trying but people think their just lazy, always tired, probably has depression but whenever they ask abt depression people keep saying that their too young for depression, silently sobbing on the inside because you seek attention and love but they just can’t find it. (Sorry for ranting btw)

@tervhashi

3 күн бұрын

please seek therapy or atleast try to talk to someone about it

pov: This is not a pov anymore.

@jzlay5220

Жыл бұрын

What's pov?

@Mo0nSo0t

Жыл бұрын

@@jzlay5220 if i'm right it is Point of view

@aimeecoulter8416

Жыл бұрын

@@jzlay5220 Point Of View

@zeperad3107

Жыл бұрын

r u ok

@jzlay5220

Жыл бұрын

@@zeperad3107are you asking me? If so ... Not really. I think I'm about to give up

im lesbian but i think my parents will hate me if i tell them what do i do

Why is this giving me motivation to do work.

ive never gotten called pretty by a stranger yet my friend has i just have to smile. I only get called pretty by friends and family. I just want her to realise how i feel when she rants abt not being pretty istg she has a good body, clear face, lips, teeth, eyes, hair. She is making me feel ugly when im with her. sorry for ranting i just haf to get it out.

This pov is not fake to me anymore - uh I was taken once by the police cuz uh I almost k!lLled my parents and I still remember when they put me in a straight jacket - and placed a mask on my mouth so I wouldn't be able to scream and break my vocal cords - 😅 it was some funny moments

@alexreyes7950

Жыл бұрын

Holy

@JelloSunny

Жыл бұрын

What- Holy @&£/-

@ratsodaa

Жыл бұрын

STORY TIME??

@Sweetbabyshroomie

Жыл бұрын

@@ratsodaa idk

@ratsodaa

Жыл бұрын

@@Sweetbabyshroomie WDYM 'IDK' WHY DID YOU ALMOST KILL YOUR PARENTS IN THE FIRST PLACE???

NO THESE ARE SO CORNY THIS WHOLE VIDEO AND THESE COMMENTS 😭

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

It's not nice to bully people

@nastyratking6976

8 ай бұрын

@@Sophie_Starlights it's not but i don't care pookie 🫶

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

@@nastyratking6976 hmph!

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

@@nastyratking6976 it's your life but just know... Um...

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

Um... If you don't step your game up then you're going... To need... Help from others to become a better person.

feel like i'm going insane half the time because of my anxsity i hope no one can relate an if u can your doing great and don't give up Xx

I love this playlist sm

this playlist actually gave me the courage to kill myself !! 🔥🔥

@Sefiahthebestyup

8 ай бұрын

Is this satire

@Lorapho

8 ай бұрын

HELLPP

@SlimeDawgy

8 ай бұрын

LMFAOOO

@Balls663

8 ай бұрын

Do it lil bro ain’t nobody gon care

@romanznumeral

6 ай бұрын

@@Balls663 ok balls663, if u insist 🥺🥺