Timestamps ( 0:00 - 3:17 ) Are You Satisfied? ( 3:18 - 7:40 ) Better Than Me ( 7:43 - 9:41 ) Average ( 9:45 - 13:18 ) I Am Not a Robot ( 13:19 - 19:23 ) Crybaby ( 19:24 - 20:46 ) Look Who's Inside Again ( 20:48 - 24:02 ) Little Miss Perfect ( 24:06 - 27:04 ) Oh No! ( 27:06 - 30:54 ) Prom Dress ( 30:55 - 34:06 ) Nobody ( 34:12 - 37:03 ) Jealousy, Jealousy ( 37:05 - 39:46 ) Top Of My school ( 39:52 - 43:10 ) Ordinary ( 43:13 - 45:35 ) Brutal ( 45:37 - 49:04) Price Of Perfection I got cut off from my writing time bc of this! But I am always willing to do a timestamp!

@alvethera

2 ай бұрын

OMG TYSM POOKIE

@user-vo9pl9qq2d

2 ай бұрын

@@alvethera YWWW

@dyannaakim

Ай бұрын

omg that's so sweet i always appreciate people doing this cuz i know how time-consuming it can be

@dizzylizzy1437

Ай бұрын

Thank you❤❤❤

@esmereldarose9311

Ай бұрын

aw appreciate it sending love 💗

its always "are you satisfied?"

@ancaxe

Ай бұрын

Because you are never really satisfied

Ай бұрын

Ikr I hate it so much im so sick of it

@Stained_Sin

Ай бұрын

Idk if the comment is negative or not, but still, here's my tidbit of info. It's because it fits and there aren't many overachiever songs

to everyone is stressed from his exams or whatever .. remember that this is just a period of your life , you fail , you lose friends , you make mistakes , you start changing your thinking , maybe you get depressed but still remember that everything will be okay , you did something similiar to this before , everything will be fine ; just enjoy your life with every single detail , no matter what your going through you'll be alright , love you

@FlameLolbitAsh

Ай бұрын

The most stress I've felt is the first few months of high school and middle and the last few months of elementary honestly- just because it was not good times for me. And it still isn't honestly-

@mitsohahashima-rh7pz

Ай бұрын

@@FlameLolbitAsh aww , hope you feeling okay now :)

@itznotandrew6379

Ай бұрын

thank youu for this!❤‍🩹

@camii5698

Ай бұрын

Obrigada! BR

@tiarasiwu9646

Ай бұрын

Thank youu i needed this

I remember when i got second highest grade in 8th grade and got told "There's no difference between being second and being last, if you're not first place you failed"

@esmeefox

Ай бұрын

i have this poem called silver medal, and still the hardest hitting line for me is ''second place, second choice, treated like a winner, but i still have no voice.'' because no matter how much i was praised in school, it was never enough to be cared about. not unless it was first place.

@mooniethings9496

Ай бұрын

@@esmeefox when i tell you that line felt like someone took my heart and threw at my face I would love to read the entire poem

"at least your smart" "at least is not this grade" bro i pulled all night for that grade of course i deserve it. but its not enough because i sacrificed more than just a night but times when i can be taking naps, but no here i am studying for exam because i have no time for any thing.

In my country there's nothing like As ,Bs ,Cs etc. Its just marks out of 100. In my lower grades I started with 97/98/99. But my parents expected more from me and yes I kept giving them what they wanted until my downfall, until I couldn't do it anymore. Little by little my grades fell but they were never below 90 which was still not good. In my 10th grade I got a distinction of 95. I was not satisfied but couldn't show my disappointment in myself as my parents already did that for me. I learned to get happier and try to accept myself but I cannot be satisfied yet. Cuz my parents taught me that I must be the best. I am an average student now. And what else I can't get my desired scores anymore. Its like my brain just forces everything I study out. And I don't even like studying anymore. But I have once again started to believe that I can do it. Thank u if u read it I just wanted to rant it out.

@josephjimenezcastillo4072

Ай бұрын

me sentí identificado 💗💔

i felt so proud, i tested out of my grade im going to graduate at 15 only to get a 85 on my entance exam. i passed but with a b. bs are like the second place trophy, a reminder your never going to be good enough

@free_palestine_yeah

2 ай бұрын

you worked hard nonetheless and dont forget to be proud of urself and the result! it may not be perfect in ur eyes but it may get u the job/college u never thought ud want! wish u the best but u did good

doesn't matter what i do. I NEVER FEEL SMART!

love this playlist, i listened to it whilst revising for my spanish exam, only to break down into tears realising i wouldn’t pass, i was always expected to get 100% from my mother and teachers

@laptopworm23

3 ай бұрын

How was the exam?? I hope you the best! You can do this man!!

@Pumpkin7892

3 ай бұрын

@@laptopworm23 i got the results back today and got a 64%, i broke down into tears as we needed at least 70% to pass

@NipaIsnipa

2 ай бұрын

How was the exam?

@Pumpkin7892

2 ай бұрын

i passed the exam with a 65% still broke down into tears when i got the score tho as it wasn’t the best

@perfectlyrotating

2 ай бұрын

sorry for the really late reply, but i hope you're doing better now :)

the first song hits really hard like "are you satisfied?" i feel like i'm never satisfied with my grades like i got 9.8/10 in my history test people were congratulating me but deep down i knew that i wasnt enough, my grades were never enough if dont get the best score... academic validation is really a thing....

This is a great playlist not onky for studding but also for crying to. Amazing work on the playlist!

handed in my thesis yesterday and i'm hoping all the tears and debt wasn't for nothing - results in 3 weeks wish me luck TT

@violet626

2 ай бұрын

GOOD LUCK!

@Jo-dk9my

2 ай бұрын

I'm sure you did amazingly!! don't stress too much

@m_j7955

2 ай бұрын

Thank you both! 💜

@Mageriux

Ай бұрын

just saw this!! says this was 3 weeks ago - how's the results? hope you did good!

@Koko-jr3bk

Ай бұрын

hows the results?

This has been added to my collection of playlists titled "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO US". This playlist is simultaneously centered around childhood trauma, specifically being traumatized by the school system as a neurodivergent kid (and then again as specifically a "gifted" kid), and Thoschei academy era and their childhood trauma! Because it's all stuff I'm way too familiar with

pov: having a "good" on your test paper isnt good for u

@sukisuki-wd8hs

2 ай бұрын

real i need ''brilliant'' or ''excellent''

@Blue-nc7vt

2 ай бұрын

finally there are people who understand me 🥺

@jiyatuber4170

2 ай бұрын

I need better than everyone else, better than anyone has ever achieved, better than anyone CAN achieve, I need to be the best.

@suemydzib8267

2 ай бұрын

@@jiyatuber4170 Even when i’m the best in school i still thinking that there’s millions people out there who are better, so much better than me.

Don't really care at this point about my grades as long as I pass 💀💀

I feel so comfortable when i realise that im not alone whos struggling... lets keep on fighting guys to achieve our goals... All the best!!!!!!!!!!!you can do it💗 whenever I watch this kinda motivational vdo, all the strangers are so retable with me and in the comment section, the word 'stranger' is just a huge motivation 4 me

Idk why this playlist is so damn relatable today, everything is relatable why?! (prom dress is playing right now everything so far is absolutely correct)

oh lord how I remember sobbing to these songs on the floor like a little baby because I couldn't handle it anymore. I know we're all probably struggling. No matter what happened to you, what youve been told or been said to be. You're alright. You're nothing bad, you don't have to be great or good. You're not perfect, you're not supposed to be. Its okay, and youll be alright. We'll get through it, sooner or later.

i hope i get top 1 out of my grade like i did last term

@c.qyy_sea

21 күн бұрын

I didnt I only got top 2

@Pepalamarrana

Күн бұрын

@@c.qyy_sea How did you get over?

Even during the summer, it's all just work, work, work. Study all the references, and don't let anyone catch your mental health slip.

POV: I got my report card and it’s my first year in secondary school and I improved in 5 subjects! And the classes that I’m not top in are the ones I couldn’t care less and won’t do much for me.... eg; French, computer science, pe, science and technology. 2 is average and the standard and I got a 3 in 3/4 of the subjects and I crave to get a 4 and more so ur studying rn.....

I havent had to taken exams in years but I still feel the bone deep anxiety and boiling rage that comes with knowing you've made a mistake somewhere. That you've let someone down. That you're being crushed under expectations you never wanted

Bye this is so good wth (i studied for my exams while listening to this no joke)

@choastude._.99

3 ай бұрын

Me too💀💀💀

@ObVi_Kiwi

3 ай бұрын

Same😭

@NipaIsnipa

2 ай бұрын

Same

@sukisuki-wd8hs

2 ай бұрын

im doing it rn

@jaspercuz

24 күн бұрын

I’m doing work in the summer because I’m already stressing about 7th grade so I’m just learning all the curriculum before I get there.

I relate to this so much,I did get to the top 10. But I'm still craving for more 😭😭😭

@user-vl6dc2mc8h

2 ай бұрын

Hi! So I don’t know if you need to hear this but if you are struggling right now just know that there is always someone looking out for you. His name is Jesus Christ who died on the cross for your sins! No matter how hard you have been broken, hurt, or cheated he will never leave you or forsake you. I know times can be tough, so how about we make a deal? Put your trust on Him for one week, and pray. See what happens! You would be pleasantly surprised. He helped me in hard and he will help you too:).

@jolinal2186

2 ай бұрын

@@user-vl6dc2mc8h k

it's so relatable to listen to this as a senior

My issue is that my parents don’t expect more of me, I’ve done good in school practically my whole life. I just don’t want to let them down, so ever since maybe 4th grade I’ve been trying to get really good grades. And I do, I know I’m smart, I just feel like I have to keep that going, and if I get like an 80% on something, you should expect me to find a way to retake it. And if I can’t retake it or do it again to get a better grade there’s a really good chance I’m going to go home and cry about it. This probably sounds really stupid and like I’m overrating, but hey maybe someone out there can relate:)

I cannot live without academic validation. Burntout gifted kid here 🙋‍♀️

Listening to this while watching my report card hits different

well, ı am a writer as well and ın my exam week ı got a decision like "no writing till exams passes." and guess what ofc ı didnt end up sticked to it bec all these inspirations in my mind make studies harder to study. Now ı write for almost a hour and ready to study. And ı am feeling motivated as much as ı never feel before. So shortly, moral here: Dont go too hard on urself, of course be more disciplined than the usual but if u dont spend time for urself you will end up making ur busy studying moments unproductive. But once u clear ur mind and feeling happy u will be more productive. Good luck in exams for everyone ♥

I just go with the flow

Compliance week now and I'm working on my activities...my answer remains the same,l'm not satisfied. But that's my problem and I gotta work on that haha, I procrastinated but now I think I'm ready to work at least I managed to clean most of the house and my room and had a bath to freshen up since the weather here is so hot. I've at least I managed to finish one activity thats a progress even though its only so little. Better focus and work on it as they say!

Starting from a young age i grew up to believe that if its not full marks, its nothing. i am/was so afraid to let my parents and teacher down that i didnt feel satisfied when i got 27/30 or 8/10 (i get/used to get scolded for these grades). I wish i would be more happier with the grades i have and not feel like a sore loser. Yk they say that it is better to an average student in middle school than topping every subject bcz when you get to 10th and above its going to get wayyy harder with especially everyone expecting and depending on you. GUYS listen to this stranger and be happy. You're doing your best. dont listen to others at least try not to, i hope no one is being so pressured just bcz of some stupid grades. They say "Grades don't matter" but is it true?

Here the brothers who are 10, are not valued by their parents, they always give the best of themselves, they take care of their brothers and they respond to them in rude ways, they get stressed and they always value themselves with the grade.

Bir de hiçbir zaman emek sarf etmezler sonra da "keşke bende senin gibi olabilsem " "çok şanslısın " diyiyorlar. Ben şanslı değildim. Benim şanslı olduğum tek yönüm onlar arkadaşlarına , sosyal medyaya ve hobilerine zaman harcarken ben sırf kardeşim odanın ışığında rahatsız olmasın diye led ışık ile o masanın başında çalıştım. beni etkilemesin diye elimi bile sürmediğim telefonumu anneme vermiş bir şekilde o sandalyeden kalkmadan derslerime , sınavlarıma , sözlülerime zaman harcadım ve benim tek şanslı olduğum yönüm buydu. Bunları yaptığım için pişman mıyım? 'geçmişimde ki zamanımı buna harcadığım için' EVET! Tekrar kendime " pişman mıyım " sorusunu yöneltince 'geçmişimden aldığım zamanımı gelecekte kullanacağım için' HAYIR! Hiç bir zaman pişman olmayacağım sizlerde olmayın.

Disappointed in myself, I'm not satisfied. Although I passed my 1st - 3rd Quarter 'with honors' will I make it out this 4th? Final Exams were finished two days ago some scores were low others were high but not one perfect score (not yet at least who knows I might have one when others are released). Even my little sis got a perfect score in her exams so why can't I? Everything is provided for me I just gotta work for it, others have it harder than me but why am i seemingly not doing anything right? I'm very behind in terms of my academics and talent and skills so this summer i need to double time my study. I don't know if I will make it to the honor society even though I made it last year...do I even deserve it? I don't think so...im no high achiever but I might be as well lower than average. My school work that I have now cannot even be compared to collage or other work studies so why can't I do simple tasks? I always procrastinate and its frustrating, always worrying where I should start, what to do, or wheter it will be okay. Im sure I honestly just stress out my teachers with my lack of school activities and unfinished works that i never end up submitting. Participating in class I do but I always doubt. Every single thing, my answers,my choices, decisions and actions. I doubt EVERYTHING. I know the answer and it turned out correct but why not tell? I know what I'm supposed to do but why am i not doing it? I'm lazy here...I always feel like crying for no reason. (mf crybaby played when I wrote this) Yes like my eyes are gonna tear up any minute, sometimes I can't let any tears out anymore. Nothing all nothing but this feeling in my chest always overwhelms me swirling and churning twisting me and my heart till I might break.Never got any sleep the whole night cause I couldn't sleep idk why im still awake now my head hurts. Okay thats enough rambling now Im so sorry for writing a long comment but if you read it till now thank you I appreciate it haha.

@Zaczytana_kotka

2 ай бұрын

I understand how you feel (maybe not perfectly but when i was reading this i felt like these were my own words) and i hope you'll get better. And well for u i'm some stranger on the internet but i really mean what i said. Please take care of yourself and remember, you're amazing

@twyla9559

2 ай бұрын

@@Zaczytana_kotka huh thank you for your words glad I’m not being weird here plus you read all that and it’s pretty long! Thank you though I appreciate it I almost teared up haha. 😅😄

@perfectlyrotating

Ай бұрын

while i may not be having the same experience, i can understand what you're feeling while reading this, and i do, sincerely wish that you get better soon. i know it's hard to believe, but i do genuinely care and think you should take care of yourself.

@twyla9559

Ай бұрын

@@perfectlyrotating Thank you 💕

@luvbusy2602

Ай бұрын

I cried while reading this, relating to it too much (T.T.). YOU'RE PRECIOUS REMEMBER THAT

the brobecks mentioned omg

I'm studying rn making sure that I have to learn advance things that I'll have to learn next month grade 😞

Ah yes, the gifted kid. Or, the kid who was smart enough when they were young to set goals high and do their best to reach them but dumb enough to let others think they've already achieved their goals and expect more of them than they have to give.

odio depender emocionalmente de mis notas

i usually get 90% or 92% on my exams and everyone calls me an average student, i dont know what to do right now.

I hate that I try so hard and receive nothing good, I try to get good grades but never get the grades I want, I wish I could do better, I see people work a lot less than me getting so much better grades.what am I doing wrong

it’s not academic validation without are you satisfied or oh no! 😔

I don’t do anything for my own sake anymore.

Nah in like 3 hrs my art assignment is due I haven’t started and I’m majorly procrastinating

Unrelated but I love your Sierra pfp

@Uno_s1gn-

28 күн бұрын

Also "Better than me" is underated asf I'm glad it's here

@perfectlyrotating

21 күн бұрын

ty ‼️‼️ and YES i love better than me smmmm

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i used to be at the first place back in elementary school, during middle school i got second and going lower and lower as the time past. but now in high school im trying to get my 'place', and well, i get it. ask me who's my biggest "motivation", i'll answer: my mom.

@LilaArona-

Ай бұрын

btw, nice playlist :), im doing my homework now, hehe

@perfectlyrotating

Ай бұрын

@@LilaArona- thank you !

once i cross the line, will i be satisfied?

BRO WHY DID I THINK 20:46 WAS DANCE MOKEY

@jaspercuz

24 күн бұрын

😭

stop looking at the comments and go study lmao

Will try my best to get A in my diploma 😄

@perfectlyrotating

21 күн бұрын

good luck !!

hi

Do you like TOH?

spotify link?

@perfectlyrotating

2 ай бұрын

open.spotify.com/playlist/6gylhZEfcl8AWWRPGrRt2w?si=om-np7olSZqhFKZ8-Qq-aw&pi=a-b5gkKn5ESHKz