The worst enemy you could ever have is your own mind.

@piccolorick9269

20 күн бұрын

It can also be your best friend, it’s up to you

@grandzeweiterworth7628

20 күн бұрын

​@@piccolorick9269sometimes it can't be controlled. Mental illness is not a choice

@piccolorick9269

20 күн бұрын

@@grandzeweiterworth7628 yes that’s true, but for the majority of people it is a choice. And the choice isn’t to be happy or positive. The choice is to change a small part of a persons life, and then continue once that becomes routine. Within a year one will be surprised at how much things have changed. Start small to build big.

@thetzar671

19 күн бұрын

Or the government playing with deadly viruses and ruining my career and life .. don't forget that one China 🇨🇳 virus 🦠

@goldfinger1970

19 күн бұрын

100%

This was so powerful......he was so raw and authentic and Amanda did a great job of being there and allowing the full experience. Thank you for posting this.

@carollawrence9910

21 күн бұрын

She should have closed the interview with dignity and class. Shame on her.

@gloriasilence

21 күн бұрын

@jaraedesire... Agree... You said it beautifully... Thank you...🤗

@Arielle1309

21 күн бұрын

@@carollawrence9910 Shame on her, how?

The pain is unbearable and no one will ever fully understand. May he rest in peace, and may his loved ones find peace one day. 🙏🏼

@JanoyCresva

22 күн бұрын

Lets not forget he CHOSE to push his pain onto all these guys. He decided his pain was more important than his friends, parents, and kids pain. Celebrate him if you want. My heart hurts for his wife, kids, and parents.

@ZenyattaFan1

22 күн бұрын

@@JanoyCresva He didn't have any kids.

@coldcallingfordummies

22 күн бұрын

Or a wife. Idiot - he spoke out through his platform.

@jy_hawk

21 күн бұрын

@@JanoyCresvanot every tragey needs a bad guy pal

@OscarRidge

21 күн бұрын

​@JanoyCresva He doesn't have kids and his parents even said he rests peacefully now. It's not always black and white. Shows that you know next to nothing about this situation or suicide in general.

Thank you Peter...for your raw reaction...it means alot...

@user-sw1ft5jb7n

22 күн бұрын

What do you even mean.

@JimB16

21 күн бұрын

It means someone having a natural human reaction during a time of grief and loss. You should give it a try.

@user-sw1ft5jb7n

21 күн бұрын

@@JimB16 I mean the last bit .... It means a lot ? To who and why

@JimB16

21 күн бұрын

@@user-sw1ft5jb7n Please find a good therapist and spend some time with them. It may help with your questions...

Rough interview. But kudos for speaking on his behalf. Not an easy thing to do. Prayers for you Peter and good for you for speaking of him.

Raw stuff in that interview. "we're all just humans". Strong props to Amanda here. Even wiping her own tears but staying quiet and letting play out is the epitomy of professionalism. RIP Grayson Murray.

Watching Peter speak on this, reminded me of a time a co-worker took his own life. I was one of the last few people to speak and see him before he did what he did. I was awoken by a phone call by the shop manager and he had informed me what had happened the next morning. At first I was in denial and was recounting seeing him the night before. I had only known my friend for only a few months, yet it felt like we had been friends for years. The pain of losing him was awful. I considered resigning from my postition because I was afraid to go into work. Knowing what had happened. In a weird sense, I felt partly to blame for his death. It took awhile for me to truly understand that I had no control over what had happened. The signs of his pain were hard to see. Some days I try to think about what I could have done different to change the outcome. He seemed like he was happy and had a lot going on for him. He was engaged and just moved into a new home. We worked a hard job but enjoyed the time working together. It goes to show that we should not take life for granted and appreciate what we have. Prayers for the family!

@HandsOfCinderblock

21 күн бұрын

That would be so hard, my friend. My condolences.

This is a side of pro golf many don't see. Malnati and Murray are the grinders on tour. Playing week in week out, struggling to make cuts and top 20 finishes. The comraderie between most of these guys transcends the usual coworker environment

@rog9712

21 күн бұрын

Agreed, I think the Joel Dahmen coverage on Full Swing was the first time it really got put into the spotlight. Pro golf as fulfilling as it can be is also mentally taxing and that’s without other things going on and, in my opinion it doesn’t get talked about enough

@LukeBCtown

19 күн бұрын

Even the arguable goat tiger woods spun through serious mental health issues, addiction. No one is immune or invincible. We can say all the "but they are well off" or the "their life is nowhere near as bad as mine" but you don't realize the blessing a strong mind and will really is

It’s a tragedy. This is why the Stigma behind mental health has to be stopped. I’ve had so many social media clips about Suicide removed because it’s “uncomfortable” or they feel it’s a trigger. Losing a close family member myself the pain never goes away ever. You can’t find peace. Every single day it’s a struggle. Prayers to all his family

My people...be okay with being ALONE with yourself, ESPECIALLY if you are an addict with dual diagnosis. Don't let the value you place on your own life be tied to ANYBODY else. People will leave you. Be your OWN hero. Praying for this family. My heart hearts for this young man. I know what it is to be both addicted AND depressed. It isn't easy. It gets easiER with time and treatment ,but it isn't easy at all.

@StevieMc1971

21 күн бұрын

That word acceptance is very hard to accept but God has got me covered and helping ME everyday 🙏🏻❤️⛳️

@TortoiseJames

21 күн бұрын

@@StevieMc1971 Praying & Standing with you! 💪🏾🙏🏾

@hudsonja

21 күн бұрын

True, and something I have to remind myself of every day that I remember to. At the end of the day, we're all living our own experiences, our own past and present, and trying to make the best of what we can.

@ww2remembered983

20 күн бұрын

Yep, but you forgot to mention one very important thing. If you are feeling depressed, getting wasted all the time and feeling suicidal, get professional mental health and addiction help, asap. Or you will become another sad statistic, as you put your loved ones through hell.

@TortoiseJames

20 күн бұрын

@@ww2remembered983 ABSOLUTELY! But getting wasted is less likely when you're at peace. That's all I meant. The destructive coping skills are less necessary when you feel whole. I've lived both lives. The clean life gets easier to maintain when you develop productive coping skills. The monster always comes knocking when pressure comes. You have to learn how to be okay with not being okay to be okay again. He was young. He hadn't really had time to figure that out. My prayers for his family. I admired his talent and how he presented as a Human being. 🙏🏾💪🏾

This is a good dude.

@donatoiacovino6968

21 күн бұрын

Malnati rules

Man this is terrible. I’m so sorry for Grayson and everyone impacted by this. Such a young man 😢

if you are not an alcoholic nor a reformed drug addict, you have no ability to fathom the stress of that existence. I'm an alcoholic, fortunate enough to be dry since Jan 13, 2020. I'd say I had a 5% chance to survive the dosages I was giving myself for 4 more years, but a 0% chance to survive the inevitable suicide attempt that I knew was also on the way. From another perspective, these tragedies happen every day.

@luchervilla7214

22 күн бұрын

Thank you for sharing ! Stay strong and know you are worth the effort - your life is precious and you are needed in this world. Keep up the good work !

@DeadlyBeast205

21 күн бұрын

That's why I don't drink much

I have seen first hand of what mental illness can do.. I pray for his family that they can get through this ..

Heartbreaking when someone finally listens to the voices inside their head I lost my brother in 1980 to the voices in his head my whole family was devastated but the only light we had was that he was finally at peace RIP Grayson

@mikerogers1949

20 күн бұрын

Sorry to hear that. Bless his heart

RIH, Greyson. May your loved ones have peace in time.

Wives and girlfriends: throw your arms around your husbands and boyfriends; kiss them and tell them that you love them. They need to hear this.

I’m sitting here breaking my heart. Tears absolutely running down my face. I’ve tried to hang myself 7 times and I can’t even do that right. I desperately do not want to be here either and would give anything to go. My heart breaks for you Grayson my friend

@user-ch5hb7li8n

21 күн бұрын

Craig, I hope you find peace living life. I hope things get better for you. Kim

@toddheywood8837

21 күн бұрын

Craig, take life day by day bud, seek out the pleasures in life. Try to find a professional you can talk to, I know all this sounds like it should be easy, but it’s not for some people. My youngest struggles, just know you’re loved and you can work through this bud.

@craigsutherland4726

21 күн бұрын

@@toddheywood8837 thank you my friend. I see a clinical psychologist regularly but it doesn’t seem to help matters 💙🙏

@kellyg2426

20 күн бұрын

Prayers sent for you, Craig🙏❤️

@craigsutherland4726

20 күн бұрын

@@kellyg2426 💙

Don't think the year-round schedule killed him. I think we're going to unfortunately find he took his own life. Depression and substance abuse is a horrible thing.

@AmericanJohnnyBoone

22 күн бұрын

You're right. It's a vicious cycle.

@ohandanotheronebitesthedus6247

22 күн бұрын

Is he vaxxed

@TophsBats-bb4bx

22 күн бұрын

Yeah he's vaxxed just like the other 7 billion people that haven't died

@chelysgarage1457

22 күн бұрын

I agree, suicidal tendency does not just vanish in thin air. I've experienced this first hand and it's one of the hardest things to understand.

@greghohenberger3185

22 күн бұрын

The rumor mill is acute alcohol poisoning.... Some people think he may been on medication to help him Not drink ...and then drank while on it. And that is a lethal combination.

Rest In Peace, it was shock to lose you condolences to you family and all those that knew you🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

@NiceNivon

22 күн бұрын

Truly shocking

Peter youre a very kind and compassionate man 😢 sad to hear that anyone kills himself but oh the young age of 30 - oh so painful. Mom and dad must be in agony. Torture.

God bless him his family and friends here not robots just human beings 🙏

Gut wrenching and heartbreaking

Life is as precious as you wish it to be.

Depression was deep and a big problem, it overwhelmed him, his girl said adios and the tower was crumbling. This is a bullet.

@renegade2853

22 күн бұрын

Even if this were true, he's still a millionaire and plays golf for a living. Or was it the clot shots?

@jamesmartini4332

21 күн бұрын

@@renegade2853 do you not feel like an asshole now? Cuz you should

@MLGVeLo

19 күн бұрын

@@renegade2853 Have some respect for human life man. You claim to, talking about evil big Pharma every chance you get, how they're out to get us. Parents lost a son, after being tortured for years wondering if he was gonna make it through to the next day. All you care about is spouting your bullshit, so you can feel important. You need help.

Damn this was painful to watch , I so appreciate his heart

Bravo, Peter Malnati, for your willingness to share your raw reactions. Hope you've found peace, Grayson Murray. RIP.

Rest in Peace Murray

It's starting to make more sense. I just read that he had deleted all the pictures of himself and his fiance in the last couple of days. So apparently they had just split up.

@ohandanotheronebitesthedus6247

22 күн бұрын

Always a bloddy womans fault i wish nothing but the worsg for her and all woman who play with mens hearts

@Mylesperhour20

21 күн бұрын

@@ohandanotheronebitesthedus6247fucking weirdo comment

@user-ch5hb7li8n

21 күн бұрын

It's hard to be with a depressed alcoholic. We can't judge her, I'm sure she didn't think he would quit in life.

@ohandanotheronebitesthedus6247

21 күн бұрын

@user-ch5hb7li8n you make a good point my point was spiteful

@ZenyattaFan1

21 күн бұрын

@@user-ch5hb7li8n I'm not blaming her. We don't know what led to the breakup. He made an incredibly hasty decision to end his own life. Breaking up is never easy and takes time to get over. But he would have gotten over it eventually

Daily prayers gives strength ..life is more then playing golf..

suicide is a temporary lapse of judgement. poor guy was stuck in his head and did not mean to do it.

Great job Amanda

It’s going to be suicide and that’s just awful to hear.

@user-sf7kl9uh7k

22 күн бұрын

I think no, I hope no.

@Leigh3420

22 күн бұрын

@@user-sf7kl9uh7kit’s gotta be. I’d be shocked if alcoholism got him so young. Either way it sucks!

@user-sf7kl9uh7k

22 күн бұрын

@@Leigh3420 It definitely sucks massively, nice guy, what a horrible shame.

@michaelrunyan6591

22 күн бұрын

I don't think so, he withdrew after 16 holes Friday because of illness. I suspect a heart issue.

@Will-nb8qk

22 күн бұрын

yeah for sure sadly 😞

RIP bro..

We had a great guy that worked in our warehouse taking care of receiving, comical guy everyone laughed with him everyday... he was from South America and he couldn't throw a football... everyday after work i practiced with him throwing the football, and after afew weeks he could do it! One day i come to work, and was told by the owner that he committed suicide last night at a hotel shooting himself with a shotgun! He left behind many people that loved him! Especially his wife and kid! I found out later...that he had a very abusive life as a child growing up! I would have never known he was struggling... unbelievable! RIP! Rocky!

Prayers to family

Tell me anyone who understands suicide. My cousin, she was an all A student thru high-school and thru college. Going to be a Dr. ...Graduated and went to pass her USMLE. Didn't the 1st time. After she failed the 2nd attempt...she arranged the bathtub with ice and called 911 and said you have x amount of time to get here to take all my organs and whatever can be used for donation. This pass week would have been her 41st birthday. The way she committed suicide, allowed 8 people to be using her parts of her body. How? Can one think of all that? And do that? She was committed to saving lives...and couldn't even begin with her own. So sad for her parents and the rest of her family.

Heartbreaking

Peter is the man

Not enough attention and respect are shown to one’s struggling with mental illness . this horrible disease of the mind . May he rest in peace.

Unfortunately you don’t withdraw from anything let alone a major professional sport like golf and die of an illness several hours later.

@Leigh3420

22 күн бұрын

I know hey somethings very suspicious here…! 😢

@bnegs521

21 күн бұрын

Nothing is suspicious. He chose to end his life

@jamesmartini4332

21 күн бұрын

How are you such not a human being that you couldn’t tell what happened? You’re just a horrible human being I guess

I’m not crying ur crying

🙏🙏🙏

@maxmulsanne7054

21 күн бұрын

RIP ✝️🕊️🌎🌤️

Amanda doesn't know what to say or do...tough situation.😢

Just crying. 🤷🏾‍♀️😢

@user-wn5zj4if8r

22 күн бұрын

Sorry

@sxceve25

21 күн бұрын

@@user-wn5zj4if8r ...It sad....so young..

just SAD

Can you let these guys grieve?

The over reading ruined the video.

End the year-round schedule. It is obscene. Let these guys have some downtown. PGA Tour should be done in August and not come back until February.

@user-iv7kx1ub8d

22 күн бұрын

Downtown? Not some Uptown also?

@GregB-uc1ky

22 күн бұрын

Golf didn't kill him...life did

@snapshow7820

21 күн бұрын

News flash, the players aren't forced to play in an event! If they need downtime they can choose to do so at any point!

Peter played with Grayson both Thursday and yesterday. I really don't understand what happened. It seemed like he was doing so well. He had been sober for a year and he was playing great golf this year. In addition, he was engaged to a beautiful girl. I don't understand what happened.

@TailblockProductions314

22 күн бұрын

success doesn't trump addiction and depression.

@williamgullett5911

21 күн бұрын

She left him

@juliuscaesart

21 күн бұрын

Wife more than likely left him…

@ZenyattaFan1

21 күн бұрын

@@juliuscaesart Yes. He had taken all of her pictures down from Instagram just a day or two before.

@ZenyattaFan1

21 күн бұрын

@@williamgullett5911 Yes, I think you are right. He had just taken all the pictures down from Instagram of the two of them, showing their engagement.

He didnt do that on his own . He was going places ,and well he went down the wrong road ❤

So sad. She wants to touch his hand for reassurance but decides against it because it is not PC for men and women to show any empathy towards each other without being accused of sexual assault. Mental illness is so underplayed, especially for men. RIP Grayson.

@CruceEntertainment

21 күн бұрын

I agree, it was awkward to not see her at least put her hand on his shoulder or something. Just letting him struggle on his own.

@dakotajarvis5356

21 күн бұрын

maybe because her supposed affair with another golfer she recently interviewed went viral. RIP …Grayson.

@Dani-sm8jp

20 күн бұрын

@@dakotajarvis5356go ahead , reach down and pick up the stone.

She left him for Rory.

Please seek help. Send love to his family from fasst families against suicide sticking together

Suicide sucks!!!😵

Wanna learn more about what happened. Too many questions as to why it happened; not so many answers. After making a major comeback and winning this year, why decide to unalive himself? #smh #makeitmakesense

PGA is brutal. They all want to win, but it is hard. They need to survive. They struggle if they cannot make the cut they got zero dollars. PGA needs to change. They should give basic salary to these players.

@apquickallday

21 күн бұрын

Try working outside , low pay , crappy company and bosses

AI

He didn't want to LIV

@philalberto7018

21 күн бұрын

right on brother. i got no sympathy for folks that off themselves. fell bad for his friends and family. the winner is the network. they make tons off this stuff. probably replay it 165 times so folks can cry and cry over and over for someone they don't even know....while they ring up the cash register. Oy.

What’s Rory’s girlfriend doing?

@69mjar

21 күн бұрын

What do you mean?

Who???

This is the most selfish act known to man murdering yourself grayson will spend eternity in hell stop defending this guy he left a family who will forever feel a pit in there soul because of this cowardly act

@lisanealy1703

19 күн бұрын

I think you will spend eternity in hell.

@MLGVeLo

19 күн бұрын

Or they will accept the time they had with him and take solace in the fact that he is finally at peace. Life is a matter of perspective my friend. You choose to carry your own burdens.

Wasn’t a suicide

@RonniePickeringMate

21 күн бұрын

Nah his parents are lying

Selfish ass offed himself smh I have no sympathy for that. You had more opportunities than most but blew it by substance abuse!

@bobedwards7455

21 күн бұрын

Go to Hell

@RonniePickeringMate

21 күн бұрын

Tough guy alert

@replicacity92

20 күн бұрын

@@RonniePickeringMate how am I saying I’m tough? Stop being soft

@lisanealy1703

19 күн бұрын

"Selfish ass?" So, that makes you an arrogant butthead.....

@MLGVeLo

19 күн бұрын

@@replicacity92 Try having some empathy man. It makes life much more rewarding. This guy did more in his short time on earth to help other people than most people do in their 75ish years.

People die everyday. Why does this person get special treatment for just hitting a ball in a hole in the ground?

@paulquinet2220

20 күн бұрын

Because he achieved athletic (golf) excellence.

@captainbuck5969

20 күн бұрын

@@paulquinet2220 hitting a ball in a hole??

@paulquinet2220

20 күн бұрын

@@captainbuck5969 Firing a puck in the net, shooting a basketball in a cylinder, running for a touchdown, throwing a javelin are other examples of sporting skills. These require physical virtues (which take discipline). When the virtues are successful at the highest level (like the PGA), this garners respect from the people (like me) who haven't achieved athletic excellence.

He commited suicide is as likely as that Boeing whistle blower did with no finger prints on the gun.

@freelanceservices8704

21 күн бұрын

Huh? How do you come to that idea? What makes you think it wasn’t suicide!?

@bretts4544

21 күн бұрын

@@freelanceservices8704anti Vaxxers think anybody who does young it’s because of getting the vaccine.

@user-jh7nc3pv8h

21 күн бұрын

@@freelanceservices8704 KZread won't let me reply...it doesn't fit their agenda so they delete my comment...sorry.

Pfizer or Astra Zeneca?

@MollyF86

22 күн бұрын

Oh shut up

@johno3672

22 күн бұрын

it's a possibility that has to be considered, but better to wait until they release more details

@robinkerawala1412

22 күн бұрын

@@MollyF86 Hhh do you work for big pharma?

@satishk759

22 күн бұрын

Won’t cause depression and alcholisim

@mcfch9625

22 күн бұрын

​@robinkerawala1412 I don't work for big pharma and also wish my eyes hadn't been subjected to your drivel.

All the fame in the world and you take your own life? I just won’t ever understand it.

@bobedwards7455

21 күн бұрын

Depression and mental illness doesn’t care about any of that

@Hittlinho

21 күн бұрын

Brain doesnt work like that honey

@RonniePickeringMate

21 күн бұрын

Depression doesn’t just mean you’re having a bad day.. The man was hurting inside. Money and fame don’t cure it

Of course, the PGA Tour blew this tragedy. No mention of seeking professional help if you are feeling depressed, or suicidal. That goes against the stud golfer, macho man PGA mandate.

The vaccine is safe and effective