helloooo i usually don't pin my own comments but wanted to clarify a few things! 1) i added some trigger warnings in my description but will re-emphasize them here: The Disaster Tourist (1:40) has a mention of sexual harassment, and Know My Name (4:42) heavily talks about rape and a school shooting. Timestamps are in my description if anyone needs to skip ❤️ 2) about my intro: no one was actually criticizing me for taking sponsorships, they were only lighthearted comments about me getting my coin, and i am simply agreeing with them! i appreciate everyone defending my capitalistic ways tho lolol 3) about such a fun age: i mentioned that booktube does a lot of performative activism, and realize now that it seems like i was taking a jab at the reading rush - i totally did not make that connection when i filmed this, i was more so just talking about booktube & book twitter in general. i wasn't involved in RR at all and stayed out of that entire discourse so i have no opinion on the events or the people there lol. sorry for the lack of tea 4) anyway while i'm here, i have a Q: I'm trying a new format by showcasing books with the starry background when I first introduce them, rather than putting an image of the book on the screen the entire time I'm talking about it. do yall have a preference for which format you like better?

@Emmasplaylist100

3 жыл бұрын

I personally like having it in the corner while you talk about it, but it doesn't make much difference to me : )

@littlemeowmeow8127

3 жыл бұрын

your new format is actually good, i was about to say that i would love it even more if i see your reaction while speaking about the book but then your face popped up so prolly no prob at all lmao hdkshakahajah go cindy i'm sleeping with your voice ringing in my head 👂🏻👁💧👄💧👁👂🏻

@frankundercoverdragon6288

3 жыл бұрын

The starry background is really pretty and would love to see it used again!

@ferventfei

3 жыл бұрын

i do like the starry background, but i prefer it if it is in the corner as you talk about it because i screenshot when i want to remember the title of the book and it would be easier, but i dont really mind it because with the timestamps, i can just go to the start of the section to screenshot the title.

@ranaosman1393

3 жыл бұрын

If it isn't too much trouble, I'd suggest cutting down the length of the starry background and then having a little cover on the corner while you talk. But of course, I don't mind however you choose to edit, you'll remain funny and insightful.

If y’all don’t leave her alone about the sponsorships she’s just trying to save up for the Hot Pterodactyl Boyfriend and the wives sequels 🙄 such masterpieces *chef’s kiss*

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

yes we gotta fundraise for that!!

@gabrielavo512

3 жыл бұрын

I thought Cindy loaned books from libraries rather than buying them?

@gabrielavo512

3 жыл бұрын

But like get that coin girl!

@please_stahp98

3 жыл бұрын

Cackling!

@fancy3969

3 жыл бұрын

Serpent and Dove 2, the revenge of big tiddy liddy

“There should be a maximum of one trauma per lifetime”, couldn’t agree moooore!!!!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

right?! NO MORE!!

@victoriashevlin8587

3 жыл бұрын

Honey, I wish...

@ThatLizHunter

3 жыл бұрын

i WISH the universe actually listened to this rule

@w.k.astrolabe280

3 жыл бұрын

ACEs sadly shows the exact opposite is true. At least in the trauma research I have done on children. (I'm a teacher)

@alfalfa_art

3 жыл бұрын

@@w.k.astrolabe280 Yep as an epidemiology person... the way ACEs and other traumas in general manifest throughout the lifecourse is really rough. And as a trauma survivor, I will be telling my therapist that Cindy quote lol, they're gonna love it :P

“you know how it be, when a woman reports assault. the assaulter doesn’t actually get consequences but the woman does.” @ the president of the usa

@adrianbooklecter7545

3 жыл бұрын

omg thats so offnsive 🙀i live him shtop😾 Tumrp 2200 🇧🇸😹😹😹

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

yep.....

@whatsername_1367

3 жыл бұрын

Pham 2020

@TotalMayham

3 жыл бұрын

@@adrianbooklecter7545 i see Trump forced the gays and immigrants to make a formula to help him live forever if you from the future still voting him in 2200.

@13gudadod

3 жыл бұрын

@@TotalMayham eww gross a trump supporter

The fact that she wrote the whole memoir by herself and is insane and just makes the whole memoir much more personal

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

she truly wrote her ass off!!

“I love seeing white on white crime” GIRL I SCREAMED

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it amuses me so

Me: "I hate capitalism" Me when Cindy gets a sponsorship: "YESSS QUEEN GO GET YOUR COIN GOOO 😤👌🏻"

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

teehee

@vivilonrane1330

3 жыл бұрын

Capitalism is horrible, exploitative and unfair, so it indeed feels good to see at least some money go to a deserving place/person for once. Redistributing wealth before we are sble to actually dismantle the system is a reasonable step, I believe

@carlosdespa9008

3 жыл бұрын

@@vivilonrane1330 yeah, I couldn't agree more!!!!

@TOAGamer1

3 жыл бұрын

If this aint me.

@fishythefish7984

3 жыл бұрын

unrelated but i'm the 1K like lol

"I'm horny in the heart" Me, an asexual with romantic attraction to women: Yes.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

love that for u

@FrancisFabricates

3 жыл бұрын

Mooood

I hate when lying and miscommunication is the conflict in books.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it's so lazy!!

@user-qv2qf1jk5o

3 жыл бұрын

Same!! I feel like some authors rly need to realize that’s what Ao3 is for, where that shit gets tagged, not in a whole ass published book (with some exceptions, obviously) where I get invested and then realize the conflict is gonna make the characters turn into 1-dimensional tropey versions of themselves

@sparklingcatachresis3518

3 жыл бұрын

Cries in Dear Evan Hansen...

@ragaya3043

3 жыл бұрын

I hate miscommunication in real life so I do my best to avoid and when the characters in a book can't take a moment to clarify a misunderstanding that lasts 200 pages it KILLS me 👁️👄👁️

Wanting to create a garden in the spot where that happened to her is just so messed up in so many levels. This literally sent shivers down my spine.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it was a PR move and it still flopped

@lulupain18

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy Good! I am glad!

Cindy: "I have never been in a courtroom before" Me: "Not for long" Cindy: 👁️👄👁️? Me: 👁️👄👁️🔪🔪🔪

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

👁️👄👁️

@to.ri.3

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy why do i love these emoticons so much 😂😂

fun fact! we've been dealing with covid for longer than brock was in jail! or even sentenced!!!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

WOW I HATE THAT!!!!!

@helena2787

3 жыл бұрын

Thats not a fun fact :( Fuck that guy

@coralrose5754

3 жыл бұрын

American justice system: 🤡 🎪

The books you read - from the way you talk about them - were an emotional rollercoaster. Sweetie, are you good? Are we good? 🥺

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

hahaha NO

@avekatumba4794

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy all my love! ♥️

@mindayapandapatan8467

3 жыл бұрын

It's 2020. Who's okay?

@avekatumba4794

3 жыл бұрын

@@mindayapandapatan8467 my younger sister would beg to differ.

@mindayapandapatan8467

3 жыл бұрын

@@avekatumba4794 you know what, good for her ☺. Enough doom and gloom this year

3 traumatic events - Chanel also attended Gunn Highschool when three students committed suicide by train. She experienced and processed so much grief and pain in such a short amount of time. It's amazing that she's been able to overcome it all.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

ugh i forgot about that too :(

People V. Brock Turner was such an infuriating case. Chanel has been through so much

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i hope brock turner is never happy

that one quote she read from Know My Name was like 3 sentences and i had to pause the video to cry holy shit

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

ITS SO SO SO GOOD

@marodes9440

3 жыл бұрын

I disassociated so I would not cry otherwise I would have

@ohkei2521

3 жыл бұрын

I paused the video to wipe my tears and then i found myself adding the memoir to my cart.

When you read the passage where Chanel told the reader to go to the garden but to instead focus on the place where Brock fell, when the two men pinned him down, that entire passage made me sob. I just started tearing up. I really need to read this memoir because wow 💖

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

YES it is so so so AMAZING

I'm tearing up listening to you read about the "garden" where brock turner was tackled. Wow. I need to read that memoir.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it is SO good

@lupevilla2734

3 жыл бұрын

Same her words were so powerful!!

@lesbiangoddess290

3 жыл бұрын

Its fucking sick. This t*rner monster should have got life for this. The justice system is really fucked and you can clearly see the biases they have for certain people...

"Perhaps she SNAPPED" is gonna be my new catchphrase

@funnyfriend14

3 жыл бұрын

Need that on a T-shirt 👕

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i hope one day someone will say that about my writing

@francescakyanda9182

3 жыл бұрын

Great now I have to say it in everyday life 😂

Cindy: -_- I sleap... A Himbo: Cindy: 0w0 Oh???? I waek...

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

OwO h-himbo??

me listening to the story of the stanford sexual assault case for the first time: aint nothing to love about humanity anymore 👊😔

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

sorry to break the news to u :(

@ajmalaika1287

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy Thank you though, being aware of the faults in humanity might help it be better someday and inspiring strength in other :-)

@victoriap1561

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, Swedish cyclists

@blankbla7101

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like

As someone who is a victim of sexual assault, the most traumatic part was having to constantly relive my assault as I sat in a cold police station. Having to describe what happened in very graphic detail to two grown men while I was only sixteen was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do. I look up to Chanel Miller so much and she was part of why I decided to say something. I don't think I could bring myself to read the book right now as it's still a pretty sensitive topic but I'm hoping later on in life I'll finally be able to pick up the book and read it.

everytime Cindy gets sponsored I'm like "get that coin😜'

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

hehe thanks!

Tw assault, death // Man that garden quote gave me chills all over, and really made me tear up because right now in my country (india) we have JUST witnessed a terrible incident just like Chanel's case, and our media is trying to hush it up due to casteism and class prejudice. And the girl in question didn't make it. I'm pretty sure no gardens are being built for her.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

im so sorry :(

@devonbrook

3 жыл бұрын

The Hathras murder - and I'm saying it's murder because those bastards and the government are going out of their way to bury her completely - is one of the most tragic and frustrating things to learn right now. Especially since this is the second time the government failed a gang-rape victim who succumbed to their injuries. I hope the other government bodies who are speaking up against these atrocities continue to mount the pressure and demand justice for the woman and her family.

@aakritichourasia6495

3 жыл бұрын

Also it wasn't just gangrape...well I can't believe I am writing just before gangrape. The victim's tongue was cut off and then the assaulters broke her spinal cord. She was hospitalized and the medical report was fabricated such that it said there was no major injury and no rape done. Then to cover up the whole fiasco police took her body and burned her without family's consent to remove the possibility of postmortem. She was 19.

@chickwit2575

2 жыл бұрын

Hathras case is the most brutal and chilling case which has happened in the recent history because she was raped twice over. By the culprit and by the system. Police, govt, media and the upper caste members who tried to save the culprits all are culpable. The fact that she was cremated like so much garbage at the middle of the night by the police, the ones who are supposedly there to protect us, sends shivers down my spine. What's really disturbing is that she breathed her last 15 days after she was attacked and assaulted. They had 15 days to save her but no one bothered. A severe blow to the pride I have in my country. One year later and the case is still at stalemate, no justice given.

You know this is completely random but my biggest fear is that if I'm ever a published author Cindy is gonna read my book and rate it a lukewarm 3 stars and go "I like the themes but the author could've gone into more detail". I don't know why every time you say that particular line I feel a primordial fear like I'm being personally criticised

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

oh nooooo lol thats usually my go-to criticism for 3 star books BUT i feel like thats a very subjective opinion

@soyboy6953

3 жыл бұрын

Same! Every single sentence I write I just imagine Cindy sarcastically reading it out loud and then second-guess it

When Cindy said that the "assaulter doesn't get the consequences the Women does" I literally cried. This is quite weird to mention here but yea being a girl from a country where the punishment sentence for a rapist takes 5 yrs I just don't know what else to do😭

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

im so sorry :(

"she proposes..." Me: 🥰😍🥰🤩 "...that they go on a trip" Me: 😭🙁😔

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

womp womp

The complexity of Aro/Ace life wrapped up in a few sentences lmao

loving this transition of "unfortunately im straight" to "im questioning my own sexuality" to "if i was in a straight relationship" for u!! but seriously i hope that you are/were able to figure it all out on ur own time and in ur own way, and even if u didnt "figure it out" thats also okay!! i identified as bisexual for literal Years like a decade and just recently came to revelation that i was a lesbian at 23 years old so.. that shit takes time and ur not always gonna get it right the first or Second time lmao

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

aww thank you so much!!! im impressed u noticed the change which i felt like was a bit subtle LOLOL

@utterdrip

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy it definitely was but im literally Gay so i would have to hand in my entire lesbianism if i didnt notice

@changelingsys

3 жыл бұрын

relatable, i watched a bunch of old videos of cindy’s when i first subscribed and going through those plus the current ones at the time to now? growth for the record im also super gay so of course i noticed

I was waaaiting for this since I saw you read Know My Name on Goodreads. Above anything, I am so happy she got to put out a memoir and share her experiences. She WROTE. Did not let anything go undiscussed, and the vulnerability that takes?? The strength?? And I remember just being in awe reading the chapter about the UCSB shooting because I was like wait- no way she experienced THIS TRAUMA AS WELL. OMG. And *that* shooting in particular with what the shooter was aiming for and his disgusting manifesto. Just wow. This is one of those books that is exhausting and infuriating to read- and even more so knowing that is just a **fraction** of what she felt and experienced. But she managed to work in beautiful insights and hopefulness. AND A MOMENT FOR THE SWEDISH GUYS WHO SAVED HER. And I am going to risk being marked as spam LOL but I have to include this interview she did with Trevor Noah because AS PER USUAL she made a beautiful point about our standards of men. I can't remember exactly but she said (towards the end), something like if there are guys like those Swedish students out there- why do we lower our standards for men??? AHHHHHH. kzread.info/dash/bejne/nGl8tst_fMeof9o.html alrighty- thanks for coming to my TED Talk, this essay in finished!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i LOVE all of her thoughts and soul and gentleness and anger !!! her book is SERIOUSLY SO AMAZING

*”Just one summer of love with no strings attached and no hard feelings afterwards”* In other news a horse walked into a bar and a chicken crossed the rode, I’m sure no shenanigans ensue afterwards.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

surely nothing will go wrong right?!

Read Know My Name by Chanel Miller as an audiobook, which she reads and yes, one of the best memoirs ever read. Really connected with her trying to protect her younger sister. Should be taught in schools honestly.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

her audiobook was soooo good!!!

I'm not from the US, so I actually didn't know much about the Stanford case, I had only seen it mentioned before. Thank you for introducing me to Know My Name, it sounds like an amazingly impactful and important read! I'll definitely pick it up!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it is an amazing book! i hope you enjoy it!

God. I'm live in India, and the recent Hathras rape case has completely shook me. Hearing about the Brock Turner case is giving me such flashbacks 😅 Definitely checking the Memoir out!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

stay safe!!! i hope u enjoy the book if u check it out!

I am from Palo Alto and there is a lot of performative activism currently for the BLM movement and the Brock Turner case was a freaking nightmare because of the PR moves from the school and the massively entitled population there. Even when her book came out (I worked retail in the town) a lot of the customers had several comments about the book release.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

the PR moves are so fake and ugh

i almost cried at the garden quote i'm feeling so many emotions-

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

it's SOOOOO GOOD

Thanks for exposing me to Know my Name. I don't live in the west so there was a small chance I would have come across it. That book... means so much to me. I am so glad, so thankful that she decided to write it. (Of course... I would have preferred she didn't have to but...) The book made me feel so seen, so understood. She put thoughts and feelings into words I could never. Bawled and wept the entire time but was still so at peace at the end of it.

@withcindy

2 жыл бұрын

im so glad you loved it

YES FUR MAMA, CALL EM OUT. Ps. Let her get those sponsorships, damnnn. She has to pay child support for me💀🙃 😂😂🤣

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

yes i have to support my fur pups!

"I think there should be at least one trauma that we're allowed and we just cap it off. Just have a maximum of one trauma per lifetime, no more than this" Yes!! Preach, Cindy!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

YES NO MORE (preferably zero tho)

Literally the court was like 🥺we don’t want to lose someone of such high potential✨ The girl is more talented anyways, like I don’t care throw the whole man away🙄🤚🏾

Sarah J Maas wrote a *Catwoman* book. Everyone. *Catwoman.*

@Monochrome_11

3 жыл бұрын

DC ink?

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

if it doesnt have faerie D i dont wanna read it

@KatieMaddalena

3 жыл бұрын

Say what now? Also isn't that copyright infringement?

@studybuddy.

3 жыл бұрын

Katie Maddalena she and other famous YA authors were hired by DC to write original YA superhero origin novels

Not about to skip the ads when my girl Cindy can get 👏🏾 that👏🏾coin👏🏾

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

ur the best!!

no need to explain yourself wanting to get more sponsorships. get that bread

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

will do!!

One can already tell that Cindy Romance Formula is essentially: Hot Men + Smut Scenes = a Heartboner.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

pretty much... i am easy to please

I actually liked Take a hint Dani Brown, and Get a life Chloe Brown, loved the smut and the fact that the author took her time in making them more than just a cliché. And yes the fact that Dani actually was a badass woman who has a career and a partner who supports her made it so much better, because I hate the trope that the main character has a to choose between love and work.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i agree!! its nice to see a workaholic find love but still be dedicated to work :3

Wow the last time I was this early... Feyre was still with Tamlin ... voluntarily 🙈

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

we dont talk about that

12:49 HOOOOLY CRAP that was SO powerful and awful. I felt myself at a loss of words along with Cindy in that moment. Goosebumps all over, tears in my eyes. Love you Cindy!!!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

RIGHT?!?! she's SUCH a good writer

Cindy as a way to alleviate my crush on my heterosexual best friend I will now be simping for you so if you find yourself being manifested into the dreams of a gangly brown person please ignore❤️

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

oooh i am honored

Cindy you’ve got me crying at my desk 😭 I’m adding Chanel’s book to my library holds immediately, like damn.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

her writing is SO good

My 9yo brother calls you the girl who lives in the cage bc of your chair and idk what to say

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

in 2020 we all live in a cage

@kiwifit620

3 жыл бұрын

That's so cool!

@salva8066

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve been freaking out over the fact that Cindy replied for 5 days now,,,, what is quarantine doing to me,,,, whos this pathetic conne i dont know her

@jamilabrownie

3 жыл бұрын

That’s precious

I feel like I wouldn't be able to read Know my name, mentally, but also feel like I really should... The summary of The Night Swim makes me think it's inspired by that story?

@shalmali-379

3 жыл бұрын

That's exactly how I feel! It seems beautifully written but I won't be able to handle it

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

its def very triggering!! i buddy read this with a friend who had to take breaks in-between reading it bc it was so heavy

@lyrcheylap1779

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve been thinking that too. I want to read it but I feel like it might bring some stuff back up.

"I LOVE SEEING WHITE ON WHITE CRIME" CINDY 😂😂😂😂

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

we love to see it :D

I love listening to cindy talk about books, I'm not usually a fan of watching reviewers but i love her because of the way she just talks and her words so connected to her emotions of how she actually feels. Cindy not her to give any bullshits.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

aw thank you!!

when you don’t read but watch these videos just for her personality

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

aww thanks :3

lmao, living for the sarcasm about people valuing property over human lives. I keep thinking I can't be surprised about the things people do but I somehow find something new that surprises me.

I just sent in my Covid test and anxious for results! This is just what I needed thanks Cindy!

@SantReads

3 жыл бұрын

Best of luck!!! ❤️❤️

@clairebear1975

3 жыл бұрын

Hope it's negative

@shalmali-379

3 жыл бұрын

dude me too!! the results were supposed to come today but they delayed it

@2oo8mehta70

3 жыл бұрын

I’m praying for you! 💗

@adelaquinne2838

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you’re okay 💖💖

I really like the dancing star graphics ⭐️

When I read the falling in love montage, my lesbian self was dying every two minutes. I HATE straight couples doing all those cliche things, but for some reason I have no problems when it's a gay couple.

i have so much chills hearing you read the quotes from "know my name". i usually don't read non-fiction, but u have convinced me to read it.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

YES IT IS SO GOOD!!!

Welp, just put in a reservation for Know My Name from my city's library! They have two copies and 18 reservations before mine, so looks like i'll be reading the book sometime next year :D Still, thanks for bringing the topic up, you are good at discussing social issues and i'm glad you educate your audience!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i hope you love it!!

Omg seeing Cindy pop up on my subs feed is like the best part of my week 🤩🤩🤩 honestly have to stan

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

You're the best!

@TroyReads

3 жыл бұрын

readwithcindy omg does that mean we’re besties 🙈❤️😊

I just want to comment to boost your engagement so you can get more money cause we all know that you deserve it. Also we are hair twins so that’s cool I guess.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

omg hair twins!!

The speed at which I mute the first 5 seconds of Cindy's videos : unmeasurable. ✨ Just brown household things ✨

i absolutely have to read Know My Name now. that second quote abt the garden alone made me cry & i had to pause the video to let the words really sink in.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

YES! it is absolutely amazing

@bethmartin7583

3 жыл бұрын

readwithcindy i read the sample on libby but the wait time said 12 weeks so i just ordered! i can't wait

Disaster tourism is some hunger games level shit. Like in those books rich people from the capitol would visit the old hunger games arenas and this is basically a more real life version of that

Funny story, when you were talking about The Falling In Love Montage and how cliche and meta it was, it reminded me of a story of my dad’s that was the most cliche romantic thing omg. So my dad is Asian, and he went back to China (the homeland!!!) for college at Peking University, and during this time he and his best friend would meet for lunch every Friday. So one day during their weekly lunches his friend started talking about how at every point in a persons life they will have friends, and these friends aren’t meant to last your entire life, but you know that they were a good friend if you can look back on your memories with them, and still be able to keep up the camaraderie years after you’ve parted. And this dude told my dad that he hoped if this is the last time they see each other in a while and they grow apart, they can meet years later and still be able to act as close as they used to, and feel that they are able to confide in each other. So that day they eat lunch and say good bye but THATS LITERALLY THE LAST TIME THEY SEE EACH OTHER???? Like his friend makes this introspective meta comment about friendships and growing apart and never seeing each other again, and that’s LITERALLY the last time they meet? Cause my dad goes back to California to do grad school at Scripps And his friend leaves to live with his girlfriend in another city in China. And the next time they meet it’s 16 YEARS LATER. IN FRANCE. And my dad has married my mom and had me and my siblings, and his friend has married this French guy and adopted some cute mixed babies. And they plan to meet at the last train stop in Paris, but my dads scared that his friend won’t recognize him because my dad had gotten cancer the year before and just finished chemotherapy, and the chemo radiation had changed his face structure. BUT HIS FRIEND RECOGNIZES HIM???? And then his friend admits that he liked my dad in college, and my dad comes to terms with the fact that his friend was gay the entire time (my dad’s pretty Christian) and then they like spend the week visiting tourist spots in Paris???? And after the trip they exchange numbers but it’s been four years since then and they haven’t talked yet because they know they aren’t that close anymore. But my dad says that sometimes he looks and the number in his phone and feels content that their friendship ended so nicely. Like it wasn’t perfect but they’re on good terms, and the time they had in college is looked back on with fond memories. IM LITERALLY CRYING. THIS IS GIVING ME TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS FOR MY FRIENDS.

@thousandeyed3611

3 жыл бұрын

this is literally the cutest shit, your fave could NEVER

I came for Dani Brown and now I’m crying. In all seriousness, I haven’t felt able to read Chanel’s memoir but even just the quotes you mentioned where so poignant. To be able to process such trauma and articulate it so well is a true gift. She truly (obviously ) deserved better and the whole case was just disgusting and heartbreaking.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

her memoir is SO SO SO good!!!

THAT'S IT. CINDY YOU ARE SAVING ME FROM GOING ABSOLUTELY FERAL AT HOME

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

You got this!

cindy i am only here for your voluptuous cake im so sorry

@2oo8mehta70

3 жыл бұрын

Your username is such a mood 😆

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

understandable, my cake is pretty juicy

I stopped your Hot pterodactyl boyfriend review for this, it better be good😠

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

nothing can compare to hot pterodactyl boyfriene

@gabriella7140

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy true, it's the best piece of literature in the world 😔

That quote about the garden Literal chills from head to toe, beautiful I will pick this up

I am NOT complaining about two parters. you mean we get MORE cindy content???? hell yes!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

yes and also i refuse to have videos over an hour long LOL

"lgbt stories with bad endings." - ah yes, I am reminded of Banana fish.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

noooooooo D:

@kazimierzduzyimaly

3 жыл бұрын

omg stop i am still crying over banana fish... after few months it still hurts so much

@skyewew

3 жыл бұрын

😔

@irina9339

3 жыл бұрын

wait was it lgbt? Do you mean the short Salinger's one?

Miscommunication in drama: tired, boring, awful, I hate it, please just talk to each other Miscommunication in comedy: wired, so funny, I love it, gimme them hijinks and shenanigans

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

so true!!

That quote about the garden! Amazing. I just love hearing your takes on these books and I love the messages that you find important to bring forward. Just absolutly believe your points are so in depth thought of! Another great video, Cindy!

the quote about the garden,,, god i have chills again. she really is fantastic also i love the format with the stars!! i’ve been thinking of doing something similar since i don’t always have the books i’m talking about. ✨just library things✨

This made me tear up and gave me chills. I had no idea Know My Name existed until now. Thank you so much for sharing.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

You are so welcome!

I feel like Cindy and Kelly Stamps exude a very similar energy. However Cindy is chaotic good, while Kelly seems lawful good.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i love chaos and kelly stamps!

You are just reading those quotes and I may or may not have tears in my eyes 🥺 She freaking snapped all right!!!!!!

im getting addicted to how you explain your experience when reading a book! definitely excited to listen more to you talking books🤙

I love that you include so many diverse books!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you like them!

I don't know if I'd be able to read her book, I would just cry the whole time. We have to be better, we have to do better.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

my friend had to take breaks in-between reading it because it is very heavy!!

i love your book reviews so much. putting "know my name" at the top of my tbr. also the music at the end of your videos always slaps wtf amazing music taste.

I’ve been following you on goodreads for a minute!! I’m so happy I found your channel

I get so happy when you post 😭 school gets frustrating, I don’t even have time to read anymore, I’m not allowed to do sports, I feel unmotivated, and I hate being holed up. But knowing that I get to watch a comedic KZread sort of makes my mind feel less overwhelmed. Thanks 😊

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

aww im glad i could help in any way!!

The most fun book tuber I’ve ever seen lmao. Your videos are so funny I die everytime and it inspires me to read

The sacred place quote made me tear up and gave me chills, my god. Absolutely atrocious what Stanford did and what she had to go through. I’m definitely adding this to my list of books to read, thank you Cindy.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn't agree more! hope u love it!

thank you for always sharing your thoughts on books in the most eloquent way possible, and thank you for exposing me to many new books! I had seen Know My Name around for a while now, but never stopped to read what it is about. i'm so glad i heard about it from you though, of all people, since it really convinced me to pick it up! keep up the good work cindy

i’m waiting on a verdict for a university’s writing competition i entered and this came at the perfect time to distract me 🥰🥰

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

good luck!!

I wanted to say that I read Educated on your recommendation. It was amazing, I read it in a day, and I could see aspects of my own life in it. And today was day one of my PhD :) Thank you for the rec

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad!!! :D

The fact that I got a book of the month ad before this video feels very apropos!! 💜💜 the best memoir whoooaaa!! A rom-con style relationship awwweee that’s adorable!! Lying about lying ooof. “It was probably Whole Foods” I screamed😂💜 lying for charity.

When you said the thing about the garden at Stanford I - holy Jesus. Her words were so poignant and well written!!! But also my knee jerk reaction to the school just saying ‘yeah let’s put a garden here!’ was to cringe so deeply it hurt my face

how do you manage to make my day every time u post 🥺

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

omg thank u uwu

@hyqnoticdata

3 жыл бұрын

@@withcindy omg ilyyyy

Know my name is also the best book i've read so far this year and when you started talking about it i kinda teared up. Remembering everything Chanel went through and the final verdict in the case just fucks me up.

The second quote from Know My Name gave me chills and I’m tearing up. W O W

I was listening to your video while driving-yay autoplay-but I immediately found a spot to pull over and order “Know My Name” because I didn’t want to forget about this book before getting home. I hope you’re doing okay after reading a memoir of this nature.

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

i am, thank you!!

MAXIMUM OF ONE TRAUMA AND THEN WE CAP IT OFF???? its not normal to have like twenty traumatic incidents by the time youre 14?? i deserve a refund

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

nO, NO IT IS NOT

@marodes9440

3 жыл бұрын

You need a refund, my friends need a refund, Chanel needs a refund. I suggest we ask for the manager and if we don't get it we riot😃✊

@mckayla5747

3 жыл бұрын

@@marodes9440 we're gonna karen the universe into giving us that money 😌

@marodes9440

3 жыл бұрын

@@mckayla5747 the ultimate power move

@changelingsys

3 жыл бұрын

* cries in Autism, cPTSD, and DID* me too fam

wow a best way to start off my birthday: watching cindy talk crap about books and sometimes gush over them too 😔💖

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

Happy bday!!!

It’s great that we are hearing more ace thoughts on how these romances are portrayed, I think that it definitely makes it more interesting!

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

I agree!

Why does it feel like your in a WWE fighting cage?

@withcindy

3 жыл бұрын

because i am