Can we just talk about how sad Spencer looks too? Brendon literally gives me heartache but Spencer... He looks like he's trying not to give in to the crying...

@damla288

8 жыл бұрын

Yeah you're right I realized that too

@celestialkitten

3 жыл бұрын

NOOO MY HEART

at 2:24 when he looks over to the filmer's friend and nods like if he is saying "i know, it hard" I DIEDDDD. LIKE I CANNOT WATCH THIS WITHOUT SOBBING JUST A LITTLE

@jofelmorata

7 жыл бұрын

idek idc oh how many times have I cried to this song; especially to the live performances. I have lost count.

2:48 Ryan's solo :'(

@krapulanta

5 жыл бұрын

He was like going back for a second then he realised and looked sad as fuck, jesus

@sundaze_mags7380

5 жыл бұрын

;-;

When he closes his eyes as Dallon sings the "hey moon"s at the end. Ouch.

the worst part of being a young teenager is that you were too young to have discovered panic! when they were all together and you come into the fandom feeling left out and still crying over Ryan and Jon leaving because you'll never see them all together again and Brendon is going to have this feeling of loneliness and longing in his eyes whenever he signs something for us that reminds him of Ryan and Jon and the old panic!.

I was here I remember this moment so vividly. I was in the front center. The whole place was in tears because it was one of the first shows since the breakup and the first show with Ian and Dallon.

@lucax8934

6 жыл бұрын

Same! I was in front row too and I saw that Brendon nearly cried at the end :(. It was horrible

If Brendon sings this as his one of his old songs for his new tour I'm going to cry at the concert and my sister and mom won't know why.

@zarwahassan5293

7 жыл бұрын

Just another beebo devotee I love your name

@aseraphu

5 жыл бұрын

Just another beebo devotee your profile pic tho

THIS ISNT RIGHT RYAN BELONGS HERE (I have nothing against dallon k)

@sandrastetienne1337

7 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way about Camisado and this song . It's nothing against Dallon .

@jadore_adeux8943

7 жыл бұрын

Sandra St Etienne SAME. No offense of course but Dallon has no right to do backup vocals for Camisado. It just doesn't sound right.

@-ultraviolence

4 жыл бұрын

@@jadore_adeux8943 fuck off

If you want to be as depressed as you possibly can what “northern downpour live at bush hall” at 3:17 in that video, dallon says “hey moon” and brendon smiles but you can tell he was about to cry. Go watch it, when I did I cried for hours

the hey moons just don't feel right this makes me so sad

2:25 he looks at the camera and does that little smile and nod ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im in love with him

the crowd singing that loud is just another version of "ryan come back"

WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T WATCH THE VIDEO OF P! PLAYING THIS IN CHICAGO DURING THE PRETTY ODD ERA AND THEN WATCH THIS IMEEDIATELY AFTER IT LIKE IT HURTS SO MUCH WHAT THE FUCK

@nataliepastel2849

8 жыл бұрын

+r u Kobra Kidding me? i just did exactly what you said not to i'm s o b b i n g

@firtsam

8 жыл бұрын

I ACTUALLY JUST DID THIS I FRICKING DIED

@isthisok99

8 жыл бұрын

i actually just did good bye life

@vickygomez2181

7 жыл бұрын

No tears lol

@arii9623

7 жыл бұрын

I almost did this. THANKS FOR THE WARNING

I have crippling depression

Ryan or no Ryan, although Panic! Won't ever be the same without them.. Change Is good and I think that Panic! Came back twice as hard after the split. I'm proud to be a P!ATD fan.

NOOOOO during the sugar cane part you're supposed to sing the harmony Brendon! Ryan is supposed to sing the melody! NO NONONONO *goes into corner and sobs*

im not ok

@lunarlakes

8 жыл бұрын

(i promise)

@lampshadebee1035

7 жыл бұрын

you ware me ooouuuttt

@horsemeat1516

7 жыл бұрын

TheEditingOfP!ATD *cries* Trust Me.

The only thing that's somewhat "comforting" while watching this performance is that Brendon be looking like a SNACC

I'm still here. I'm still not over it. Never over it. Please Ryan and Jon come back.

@dionys9858

3 жыл бұрын

Hey there, i'm from future and i'm with you bro

@WafflesssFalling

Жыл бұрын

@@dionys9858 Hi, also from the future but a little further... it's too late now 🥲

brendon takes ryans guitar part for himself

it seems like Brendon's words couldn't come out - it was so emotional for him... in fact, Northern downpour is the most emotional of all Panic's song

I'll always be grateful for meeting this band. Ryan, Spencer, Jon and Brendon, although they followed their own paths, I'll never be able to thank them for the changes they did in my life. From AFYCSO to VLV!, I keep this band in my heart. Too sad to see the end, especially giving all the injustices and atrocious rumors/lies people told about Brendon, making him take this decision. He will never be the culprit for time passing or people changing. He is not guilty for being hacked or keeping distance from Dallon (he is an ass). However, Brendon will always be my hero; the one who inspired me with his vocal skills; just like he once saw Freddie and wanted to be like him. The same goes to Spencer, because I play drums and I always keep an eye on drummers' moves (and Spencer is simply legendary). Ryan's harmonies and lyrics were inspiring and haunting. He may not have a fantastic vocal range, but he does have talent - his songs with Z Berg or Jon are bangers. I would say Jon was the fire of this ""Howl's Moving Castle"". Not just funny, he was also skilled in many ways I never knew until the band split! May this band come to an end now. It may have had many "splits" (from Brent Wilson to Nicole Row). But just like in "When The Day Met The Night", all was golden in the sky when a lost and depressed kid met the stars who built him a way out of the void. "All was golden when the day met the night."

Someone, please, invent a time machine and bring us all back to the glory days where everything was GOOD and these guys were happy... please? :'( seeing brendon like this legit breaks my heart. Like, we're all so upset still at how Ryan and Jon left, I can't even begin to imagine what Brendon and Spencer feel...

challenged myself not to cry this time....i failed miserably

@aleksandrakopka1457

7 жыл бұрын

same

I don't know why I did this to myself *bangs head on wall for 46 hours*

My heart hurts

WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

@rageloveszephyr When i saw them here in London on Tuesday he couldnt even finish that line "but melt your headaches call it home" it's actually heartbreaking to watch him cry and try and hold back tears :(

I love Dallon loads but I didn't know panic when Ryan was here,just the hurt in Brendon's eyes makes me feel like Ryan is irreplaceable.

when you come back and it feels like the split was just yesterday and you were watching this for the first time....ugh depressing but hey I love Dallon and Kenny nothing against them at all just hits you hard..

i cant listen to this song without ryan,evertime i listen to it i picture ryan singing it. I just miss them so much. Ryry please come back songs like these cant be song alone.

Brendon was always the life of this band.

Just fell in love with this song all over again...

I don't know how many times I replayed that little nod.. So genuine, and so beautiful.

2017 and I'm here

@zelortega8872

5 жыл бұрын

2019 and still hoping for a reunited P!ATD

Oh my god this song became sad because of the split. Damn.

Heart Breaking. It's incredible how this song moved us. Brendon made this a perfect moment...and was so cute he said something like"Fuck, I just cried".

I could name nearly every super long titled song they have on A Fever You Can't Sweat Out (and the shorter ones, of course), a little over half on the Pretty. Odd. album, and about the same on Vices and Virtues, and I've only began to obsess over them in March. You really shouldn't say that just because someone's a short time fan doesn't mean they can't be one of the biggest.

He just looks at the audience as if he could never believe he'd been given such precious fans. This video.. I feel it inside.

OH GOD WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME AND NODS. I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THAT MOMENT.

Thank you so much for posting these videos. :)

He messed up the “genius only comes along in storms...” part 😭

He just looks so... I can't even deal with this heartache. I miss the good days when they Were all happy and now Brendon just nods at the camera and just like I can't...

There is so much emotion in this and it's beautiful. *cries to self*

This brought tears in my eyes. But I'm not gonna ever stop love Panic! and that's for sure.

This is how sad my life is: I actually shed a tear when he started singing Ryan's part.

This makes me so sad...part of the reason I loved seeing them live was the cute friendship between the four of them, and I know we should move on, it was years ago now. But I can't help but think about how we'll never see them perform this beautiful song together ever again :(

Such a sad beautiful song

I love these boys.

even before i knew about ryan saying about the "melt your headaches call it home"... that bit just ALWAYS tugs on them heart strings :'|

i'm tearing up :'( i love this song so much!!

fighting sucks! I totally understand Brendon feeling sad... I had this big fight with my best friend and she hasn't spoken to me in more than a year!!! Everytime I remember that, I cry. And this just made me cry so badly!!! (going back to the upbeat songs to stop crying.... lol) Don't worry guys, all your fans will be there for you, hoping for things to keep getting better and missing good old days. But we have to keep panic!ing :D

my heart....

This really gets me, because doing mistakes and being like that, feeling like that, doing failures when playing music and singing because you're really getting emotionally in touch with it and perhaps.. it.. makes you cry. Then shake my head and try to get back and focus and get on. Awh, poor Brendon. I can comprehend to that...

It seemed like Brendon kept looking at you and your friend, the looks he gave almost broke my heart. Thanks for posting this! It must've been so emotional to be there, I'm tearing up and I wasn't even there. :P

Oh my tears. I didn't think I was going to be emotional about the split anniversary since I wasn't very aware of them when they were together but this is my favorite out of every panic song, and brendon, and the crowd, and today and its just too much. sad.

im sobbing.

im sorry this is too painful to watch bye

the fact that I still cry like a baby because of this, up to this day, is beyond me

I will forever love this song. Forever and ever

made me cry. . .

my heart hurts so bad

I cried.

@PrincessGerardWay81 This song is special to the band because as Ryan Ross said "It was about touring and girlfriends and love and everything that's been important to us in the past few years. There's a line in the song that goes, "I know the world's a broken bone/ But melt your headaches, call it home." I told Brendon to pay special attention to that line." It was an important song to the band and to the fans and so it's been hard for Brendon to sing since the split. Won't get into Ryden but...

I can not hear this song after the breakup of John and Ryan .... I'm crying too .....

Watching him get emotional, makes me get emotional. I love just Panic! At The Disco....and this song :P.

I've been listening to these guys since i was 9, and that was 6 years ago. i love them so much, and i love them all equally. But jesus christ, things like this make me sob like a baby. I miss ryan and Jon so fucking much.

I know Panic! since Nine in the afternoon and pretty odd.. loved them but I was still a bit young and didn't love music like I do now. (Also, I wasn't that good in english back then, I'm french) Forgot about them and then I heard The Ballad of Mona Lisa and remembered how great they were. I started listening to all of their songs again and I'm a true fan now! I do miss Ryan too and it's not the same without him but we still have Brendon and Spencer, let's enjoy that :/

I noticed they played this song on my b-day ❤️

Awww... I cry everytime when I see this..

When he started singing the sugarcane part, I just lost it.

I didn't cry in this song until I watched this.

Every time i watch this i start crying when he sings ryan's part.

@rageloveszephyr Not getting on you about it or anything, but I read that manifesto you mentioned. And goodness it really showed me how sad these boys' lives could get. People spending all these rumors about them, and not just fans, but all these girls they were dating or friends with. It's messed up how they just smeared their names with crap that is obviously untrue, but of course there is going to be someone out their who believes it. My heart goes out to Panic! at the Disco..

I clicked on this seriously thinking it was a pre-split performance and now I'm sad

@dadaisten

3 жыл бұрын

First show post-split, from what I remember. Sorry, fam.

@NobodyNobody310

3 жыл бұрын

@@dadaisten That hurts even more, damn

@dousethelightsss It's a Nikon S8100. It takes HD video and has stereo sound... it's beyond awesome for recording at concerts.

Oh God. Ryan, Ryan, Ryan... I can't believe they played this, tears.

When he forgot the words I was all AHSJDGAKS I LOVE YOU And when he nodded at you guys, I started crying And as much as I love Brendon, his voice really doesn't suit Ryan's lines. I mean, he's good at that part, but he's definitely not Ryan. I miss hearing this song in live videos. I miss old Panic.

it breaks my heart :'(

My heart is breaking. Oh my god.

I agree the split was sad, and that Ryan and Jon were fabulous, but Panic at the Disco is STILL making amazing music, they are STILL amazing, They are FOREVER sexy, and everyone keeps forgetting that SHIT HAPPENS. Bands break up, people die, and people forget the words to songs. But Panic at the Disco will always be amazing. Dallon and Ian are WONDERFUL additions to this band.

Okay so remember when he would wear really nice clothing to concerts and now... Lol now he's shirtless half the time

Ive never seen Spencer look sad while playing drums

once i found out what this song meant from all the comments it made me cry alittle but in the inside i was balling my eyes out

Im going to go sob into my pillow now.... Poor baby Brendon, you can just tell how much it hurts him to sing this.. :,(

You're heartless if you didn't cry.

I'm not crying.. but my heart is beating fast as hell and that's always a sign of me being sad.. Okay, not always, but still. So emotional, I just can't imagine how he feels..

i don't know why but this song always makes me cry :'(

heee i love it, brendon always messes up the words to this song. lol its okay, we still love him =]]

my heart. my....fucking....heart.

I love brendon so much

when he sings ryans "sugarcane" part you can see how much it hurts him...

I miss them as they were in the fever days, but they're still wonderous.

Ok im tearing up! No eyes u cant dk this! We know Ryan is coming back! *rubs eyes*

9 yrs and 1080 quality

cry everytime i hear this )':

Poor Brendon... He strugles not to cry :/

the 'hey moon. heey mooon' part just isn't the same... i love brendon..

THIS VID WAS POSTED ON MY BIRTHDAY