owning up to my insincerity.
i initially hesitated to speak out publicly, but i believe now is an appropriate time.
last week i was turned against yet again due to word of mouth on how i was "supporting shitty people" in noah's server. i won't delve into the specifics of noah's recent troubles, but i believe it is time for me to take responsibility for my insincerity in forgiving controversial users.
let me make it crystal clear that i only extend forgiveness to friends who acknowledge their mistakes and take accountability for them.
on one hand, there's fortest. to this day i still have faith that she can change as a person. and as much as i do understand that she has made people uncomfortable, her and i have been best friends for over a year now. i stood with her for months by now and have actually got to know her experiences more and see her change.
and noah on the other hand is a different story. from the start of his own downfall, i was feeling on the fence on letting go from noah as the months go by with drama revolving around him. i know how the way i trusted him in the past has spawned various inconveniences, so i will now refuse to look back at noah while equally refusing to defend him again.
in an overall note i am seriously sick and tired of facing incredibly petty inconveniences and scrutiny like how i was defending noah for a bit too long. and i'm sure you, the reader, can resonate the same way with how i feel and want to say.
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im so excited for nimp year 2!!!
I'm trying to fix myself, I really am. I realized I took everyone that was friends with me for granted, and now that they're all gone, I finally realize how much of a terrible human being I am. I'm actively trying to better myself as a human being. I'm a terrible man, and I'm not proud of it.
This is why I don’t use discord. I see it as nothing else other than a chatroom and a severe inconvenience
Not my place i know but this is why i don't use discord. And because i got hacked
well it's not like you're gonna be forgiven soon, i've seen way too many friendships being tainted now, just a heads up of what reality we're facing
i think i’m done with everything
@idk-uv2ni
Ай бұрын
and i have something to say over here my friend, (i don’t talk to you much anymore but whatevs) you’re a good person even if you’ve did horrible things the ct community is horribly prone to drama, so you should be expecting some random idiot to just slide into your dms and say “fuck you” or something just because you did something you don’t even take the blame for jsyk this is your reality and you have to live it unfortunately
@CrudeMacaroni
Ай бұрын
@@idk-uv2ni i haven’t seen anybody randomly dm me “fuck you” actually. but i appreciated your words.
i forgive you
i dont know what this is about
@CrudeMacaroni
Ай бұрын
drama you shouldn’t care about if you aren’t in the fandom i am in.
And I thought the discord drama in the Polytopia fandom was bad, damn. You said something about a groomer on the wiki I saw, I don't even wanna know what that's about. Anyways I know what it's like to be turned on by my community so just don't take anything they say too personally.
@CrudeMacaroni
17 күн бұрын
@@NitroSpeedPolytopia that groomer was a very popular member named cetiblue btw, they not only groomed a 13yo minor but was also very hostile to her adversaries like me and many of my friends.
@NitroSpeedPolytopia
17 күн бұрын
@@CrudeMacaroni Yeah that sucks ngl
You can do it